HA :: Volume #4

#385: Is hugging the young girl of panda

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The spring rain is startled spring clear valley heaven, summer Manmang the summer hot weather is connected. 春雨惊春清谷天,夏满芒夏暑相连。 The time crossed the summer solstice, the intense summer heat then as if college entrance examination of June eve that tremendous pressure came in waves, at this time the college entrance examination had not overhauled, time still in every year in early July, close to first a half month of college entrance examination, Sacred Heart Academy that even if to be famous loosely high three, the pressure as if spell before college entrance examination covered generally, student in each classroom is reviewing to prepare intensely, even if were some through family's reason has the student who recommended for admission to school the qualifications, was being affected by this atmosphere, how many not to play the noisy interest. 时间过了夏至,六月的酷暑便仿佛高考前夕那巨大的压力般滚滚而来,这时高考还未改制,时间仍在每年的七月上旬,临近高考的前半个月,即便是以宽松著称的圣心学院高三,高考前的压力都仿佛魔咒一般的笼罩了下来,每一间教室里的学生都在紧张地复习备战,哪怕是一些通过家庭的缘故拥有保送资格的学生,都被这股气氛所影响着,没有了多少玩闹的兴致。 Always for Lingjing that the temperament is famous temperately, the time of recently going wild were also much, this naturally is not for oneself, but for good-for-nothing Shasha. As always excellent in conduct and studies good student, from planning good own in the future starting from, she does not need to worry for oneself again, the goal is Beijing Central Academy of Arts, ahead of time artistic test has passed, the following college entrance examination definitely does not certainly need to be worried, Jiaming and Shasha selected a Beijing ordinary university at will, but the second-class university still needs the result even, Lingjing has what basket on for fear that the Shasha college entrance examination now, disrupted the perfect plan. 向来以脾气温和著称的灵静,最近抓狂的时间也多了,这自然并非为了自己,而是为了不成器的沙沙。作为向来品学兼优的好学生,从打算好自己的未来开始,她就已经不需要再为自己而担心,目标是北京的中央艺术学院,提前的艺术考试早就过关,接下来的高考当然也完全无需担心,家明和沙沙则随意选取了一所北京的普通大学,只不过就算二流大学也需要成绩,灵静现在就生怕沙沙高考出什么篓子,打乱了完美的计划。 On the other hand, the Vienna matter also indeed created some difficulties to her, although that performance is the optional interlude, in the surface has not held the banner of recruitment of students, but or because of the relations of Yahan, soon after really had the Vienna music Academy of Arts notice to send to Ye Dojo unexpectedly directly, therefore related is easy-to-use, greets completes the matter that others innumerable flows can complete directly, sometimes thinks, if that side Sister Yahan really made requirement, perhaps does not need to play completely, so long as a simple guarantee, Vienna may have to receive. 另一方面,维也纳的事情也的确给她造成了一些困扰,虽然那次的演奏不过是随意的过场,表面上也没有打出招生的旗号,但或者是因为雅涵的关系,不久之后居然真的有维也纳音乐艺术学院的通知书直接发到了叶氏武馆,所以说关系就是好用,打了个招呼就直接完成了别人无数流程才能完成的事情,有时候想想,如果雅涵姐那边真的作出要求,或许完全不需要演奏,只要一个简单担保,维也纳都有可能将自己收下去。 Contrasts Central Academy of Arts, has certain advantage like the Vienna music Academy of Arts this world's first well-known colleges and universities without a doubt, the issue of which school Ye husband and wife recently in choosing somewhat struggled, if actually deferred to their choices completely. Naturally hopes that enables the daughter to go abroad to be gold-plated. Regardless to study the quality and artistic atmosphere to consider by the conditions in various aspects, Vienna naturally is the first choice, but Lingjing assured Central Academy of Arts, did not consider to Vienna completely, they many did not say. At this matter, Lingjing is saving some complaints to Jiaming, wants appearance that looks at him to worry. Refuses is not firm, Ye husband and wife is also saving two aspect plans, in any case without arriving begins school, Lingjing still possibly has the change idea. If not willing to go abroad to her finally, that also has to accept Central Academy of Arts. 对比中央艺术学院,像维也纳音乐艺术学院这种世界第一的名校毫无疑问还是有一定优势的,叶氏夫妇最近在选择哪个学校的问题上有些挣扎,其实如果完全按照他们的选择。自然希望让女儿可以出国镀金。无论以学习质量、艺术氛围还是以各方面的条件考虑,维也纳自然都是首选,但灵静笃定了中央艺术学院,对维也纳完全不考虑,他们也不好多说。只是在这件事情上,灵静对家明存着些许怨念,想要看他着急的样子。拒绝得并不算多坚定,叶氏夫妇也就存着两方面地打算,反正没到开学,灵静就仍然有着改变主意地可能。若是到最后她还是不肯出国,那也只好接受中央艺术学院了。 On the other hand, had several months of study, Shasha involved the Sand Bamboo Gang operation completely, truly some feelings of some Big Sis, if before the suspicions of this Big Sis also has some vases, but with these months of development, Sand Bamboo Gang many basic unit characters then started to know her truly, in the operation of entire faction, in narcotics issue. Also no longer a word direct internecine strife like before, did not soak a half year of Jianghai underworld gang in the reign of terror at earliest convenience. Finally started to have the quiet sign, to a certain extent, or Yan Huang Awakening many people also started to relax for this reason also perhaps. 另一方面,有了几个月的学习,沙沙完全介入了沙竹帮运作,才真正有了些大姐头的感觉,如果说之前这个大姐头还有些花瓶的嫌疑,但随着这几个月的发展,沙竹帮的许多基层人物便真正开始认识了她,在整个帮派的运作上,贩毒地问题上。也不再像以前那样一言不合就直接火拼,在腥风血雨里浸泡了半年的江海黑道。终于开始有了沉寂的迹象,从某种程度上来说,或者炎黄觉醒的许多人也开始为此而松一口气也说不定。 The sky is sunny, wadding cloud Ruxu, in the middle of Jianghai suburbs woods, spreads a depressed sound, two forms interlock in the forests fast. Next quarter. And a white form flew upside down suddenly, hits ruthlessly on the rear tree trunk. 天空晴朗,绵云如絮,江海城郊地一片树林当中,传出一阵沉闷的声音,两道身影在林间飞快地交错。下一刻。其中一道白色的身影陡然倒飞了出去,狠狠撞在后方的树干上。 Cool white clothing white trousers. With this form dispirited in the place, such as the satin long hair hung loose, after several seconds, the corners of the mouth overflowed the young girl of blood to raise the head, the facial features just like the ceramics fairly generally ice-cold, during was beautiful is clamping an indescribable obstinance. Struggles to stand, she since put out a bungee to gather together scattered in disorder hair from the pocket: „Again come.” 清凉的白衣白裤。随着这道身影萎靡在地,如缎子般的长发披散了下来,几秒钟后,嘴角溢出了鲜血的少女抬起头来,面容犹如陶瓷一般白皙冰冷,美丽之中夹着一股难以言喻的执拗。一面挣扎着站起来,她一面从口袋里拿出一根橡皮筋拢起了散乱的发丝:“再来。” „Does not come, today stops.” A front school of leisurely and carefree youngster waves, the young girl stares slightly: „I can also continue.” “不来了,今天到此为止。”前方一派悠闲的少年挥了挥手,少女微微一愣:“我还能继续。” „I said stops stops , to continue again, is I beats savagely your process, has no significance to you.” The youngster take in both hands the pocket, passes the moment, said with a smile, „Um, only if you liked being beaten savagely, that was very meaningful.” “我说了到此为止就到此为止,再继续下去,就是我暴打你地过程,对你没有任何的意义。”少年将双手收进口袋里,过得片刻,笑道,“嗯,除非你喜欢被人暴打,那就很有意义了。” All around did not have the bystander, the facial features young girl to put out a hand to plunder hair of beside the ear chilly, revealed wipes the smile, disappeared: „If Gu-kun likes, Kaoru.” For these years, only in the front of opposite party, the young girl will reveal such smiling. 四周没有外人,面容清冷地少女伸手掠了掠耳际的发丝,露出一抹笑容,转瞬即逝:“如果顾君喜欢,薰也可以的。”这几年来,也就是在对方的面前,少女才会露出这样的笑。 „Oh, oh, although I also think very much......” “喔喔,虽然我也很想啦……” Makes teasing of such formulation to reply, two people leisurely stroll in the woods, the sunlight penetrated the leaf to sprinkle, the golden yellow brilliance of spots, the young girl leaned the face to look at the opposite party expression. More than two years the place time, various trainings have been continuing, the time of youngster is not fixed, sometimes sometimes two days one time, sometimes three days one time, or the daytime or in the evening, she felt, in the life tranquilly and satisfiedly the time, perhaps after training these time, they walked while chats, perhaps she gradually can also play several jokes with him, looked to the square features in or, helpless or funny expression, she on feeling warm. 做着这样公式化的调侃回答,两人在树林中信步走着,日光透过了树叶洒进来,斑斑点点的金黄光辉,少女侧过脸去看对方地表情。两年多地时间,各种训练一直在继续,少年的时间并不固定,有时候两天一次,有时候三天一次,或者白天或者晚上,她有时候觉得,人生中最为平静与满足地时候,或许就是在训练完后的那些时间了,他们一边走一边闲聊,渐渐的或许她还能跟他开上几句玩笑,看对方脸上或无奈或好笑的表情,她就觉得心里暖洋洋的。 Before this is her, in Japan that life, has never had sentiment. 这是她以前在日本的那段人生中,从未有过的感情。 Like this thinking, to be seeing that the opposite party has led her several, she slightly runs to pursue hastily, wanted to say anything, fermented quite a while saying: „I felt, my progress is very small......” 这样子想着,眼看着对方已经领先她好几步了,她连忙小跑着追上去,想要说些什么,酝酿了半天才道:“我觉得,我的进步很小……” „Hē, you progressed are very big.” Jiaming shakes the head to smile, „your state of mind disciplines also insufficiently, fights me, without the means displays the attitude that type goes all out truly to come, otherwise, by your present strength, I will also feel somewhat troublesome......, but the main reason is, you indeed progressed, but for these years, my progress was bigger......” speaking of this progress, on his face also revealed helpless self-ridiculing, from knowing that time of brain tumor, that type once the heart of Assassin returned to him purely, adds on the stimulation of ache, present he, even if facing heyday. Minamoto Tanoasatsuku, will not have fear of least bit again. “呵,你进步很大了。”家明摇头笑了笑,“你的心境磨练还不够,跟我打,没有办法拿出那种真正拼命的态度来,否则的话,以你现在的实力,我也会觉得有些麻烦的……而最主要的理由是,你的确进步了,但是这几年,我的进步更大……”说到这进步,他的脸上也露出了一丝无奈的自嘲,从得知脑瘤的那个时间开始,那种曾经纯粹的杀手之心又回到了他的身上,加上疼痛的刺激,如今的他,即使面对着全盛时期的源赖朝创,都不会再有半点的畏惧。 These things, Kaoru does not know, having that light expression to nod, „Oh”, said after a while: „also has one week takes a test, I had reached an agreement with Tename-kun, will follow Gu-kun to go to Beijing, Tename-kun said that after taking a test, does not use, this also staggers well......” 这些事情,薰是不知道的,带着那淡淡的表情点了点头,“哦”了一声,过了一会儿又说道:“还有一个多星期就考试,我已经跟天雨君说好了,会跟着顾君去北京,天雨君说,考完试之后不用回去,这样也好错开……” Her words have not said. Jiaming shakes the head in side: „No. Did not need, after this semester, I will not teach you again thing.” 她的话没说完。家明在旁边摇了摇头:“不。没必要了,这个学期之后,我不会再教你东西了。” In a flash, Kaoru stared in a big way the eye, was startled there, under the extremely hot weather, where as if had the icy cold feeling to pass on. Soaked her trim back instantaneously, making her unable to feel the surrounding temperature again. 一瞬间,薰瞪大了眼睛,怔在了那儿,酷热的天气下,却仿佛有冰凉的感觉从哪儿传了过来。瞬间浸透了她的整片脊背,让她再也感觉不到周围的温度。 Jiaming went out several steps, just now turns head, waves: „Walks.” 家明走出了几步,方才回过头来,挥了挥手:“走啊。” She just like the zombie to follow several steps. The eye stares greatly, the vision sways, does not know that was looking the road is looking at anything, both hands get hold of the fist, the nail fall into the palm: „I...... I...... I study not well......” not to know that is the interrogative sentence or the declarative sentence. 她犹如僵尸般的跟着走了几步。眼睛瞪得大大地,目光晃来晃去,也不知道在看路还是在看什么,双手握紧拳头,指甲陷入掌心:“我……我……我学得不好……”也不知道是疑问句还是陈述句。 Like this among several, two people had had grove, outside is a piece of dark green grassy slope, can see the Jianghai outline from here from afar, Jiaming sits down in the tree shade, patted ground. Therefore two people sat on the grassy slope abreast in row, the cool breeze blew. Just likes lover who goes for a walk in the suburb. 这样地几步间,两人已经出了小树林,外面是一片青绿的草坡,从这里可以远远地看到江海的轮廓,家明在树荫中坐下,拍了拍身边的地面。于是两人并排坐在了草坡上,凉风吹过来。犹如在郊外踏青的情侣。 „Do not think, is not your issue, was I do not have the means to teach again. Now taught your thing, to these truly fiercely person time, is very dangerous, but I am thinking recently, actually you do not need non- to participate in these things. I know that you have experienced many thing since childhood. I will not go to manage others' life, but everyone was together such to be long. I thought that has the possibility words, the ordinary life is best.” “不要多想了,不是你的问题,是我没办法再教下去了。现在教了你的这些东西,对上那些真正厉害地人的时候,还是很危险的,但我最近在想,其实你也没必要非参与到这些事情里来。我知道你从小经历过很多东西。我本来也不会去管别人的死活,但大家相处这么久了。我觉得有可能地话,普通的生活还是最好的。” He is saying, put out a hand to pat the shoulder of young girl, however the young girl was only the whole body holds the both legs to sit there at this moment stiffly, perhaps was also hard to feel anything, but is listening peacefully. Jiaming smiles, both hands pillow after the brain, lay down on the grassy slope. 他说着,伸手拍了拍身边少女的肩膀,然而少女此刻只是全身僵硬地抱着双腿坐在那儿,恐怕也难以感受到什么,只是安静地听着。家明一笑,双手枕在脑后,在草坡上躺了下来。 „Peroja trains Assassin, in 100 individuals remaining 2-3, they before the first action, in the hand have stained others' blood, saw the life and death, such person personality will twist. But the advantage is, they are really no restriction of any kind, such psychology will make their strengths have significantly promotes. I once was also such person, did not have other idea besides the murder for a lifetime, but has killed then many people, after experiencing then many things, when some people die that feeling actually to float in the brain, a time twice...... are reminding my also has other things to do three times probably......” “裴罗嘉训练杀手,一百个人里面剩下2-3个,他们在第一次行动之前,手上就已经沾满了别人的血,见惯了生死,这样的人性格是会扭曲的。但好处在于,他们真的是百无禁忌,这样的心理会让他们的实力有大幅度地提升。我曾经也是这样的人,一辈子除了杀人之外没有其他地想法了,不过杀过了那么多的人,经历了那么多的事情之后,有些人死时的那种感觉却总是在脑子里浮起来,一次两次三次的……好像在提醒我还有一些其他的事情可以做……” He is speaking, takes up the long hair of Kaoru to play in the hand: „Then I really did, matter is very simple, I think is very difficultly, but was too simple, so long as goes out that step, after all I had nothing to lose, then...... I obtained some thing, slowly is familiar with them, to adapt to them, was gradually infected, although the time is not long, but I thought that this feeling really very good...... Hē, I know that you are not clear, does not understand well, these things, I have not told others.” 他说着话,拿起薰的长头发在手里玩:“然后我就真地做了,事情很简单,我原本以为是很困难地,但真的太简单了,只要走出那一步,毕竟我原本就没什么可以失去地,然后……我得到了一些东西,慢慢的去熟悉它们、适应它们,就逐渐被感染了,虽然时间不长,但我觉得这种感觉真的很好……呵,我知道你不明白,不明白最好,这些事情,我也从没跟别人说过。” „Now urges you with these chaotic 7-8 bad words, I also thought that really does not have the persuasive power very much, but...... when I hope that you have not stained these thing now truly, you are very pure, therefore I hope that you can give up these, when Assassin anything's stupid ideal, is also good because of China, Japan is also good, well lives, probably anything plays with man these, purely was the joke, if you really did, I will feel me very sad......” “现在用这些乱七八糟的话劝你,我也觉得真的很没说服力,不过……就当我希望吧,你现在还没真正沾上那些东西,你很单纯,所以我希望你能放弃那些当杀手什么的蠢理想,在中国也好,日本也好,好好的活一段,像是什么玩弄男人那些,纯粹是玩笑了,如果你真的去做了,我觉得我会很难过的……” Under the shade of forest silent, Kaoru was opening the big eye, pale turned the head around: „Is...... is I am always thinking in the family/home, Tename-kun...... Tename-kun also wants to affect you with me, therefore you aren't willing to teach me? If this......” 林荫之下沉默了一阵,薰睁着大眼睛,脸色苍白地回过了头:“是不是……是不是我总是想着家里,天雨君……天雨君也想用我来影响你,所以你不肯教我了？如果是这样……” A Jiaming palm of the hand claps on own forehead: „, I spoke in vain...... I to know early will speak in vain. However, does not manage.” 家明一巴掌拍在自己额头上:“得,我白说了……我早知道会白说。不过,不管了。” He sat, is looking at young girl: „You, after the college entrance examination ended, returns to Japan, later goes to college, likes on Japan in China as you like......” 他坐了起来,望着身边的少女:“你呢,高考完了之后还是回日本,以后上不上大学,在中国上还是在日本上都随你喜欢……” „I...... I do not like......” Kaoru saying in a soft voice. “我……我不喜欢……”薰轻声说道。 „I manage you dead , after this time took a test in any case, I must first handle something, does not know that in July or in August, I will go to Japan to look at you, when the time comes did you as the landlord, prepare to stay these thing always not to have the issue to me?” “我管你去死,反正呢,这次考试完了之后,我得先处理一些事情,不知道七月还是八月,我会去日本看你,到时候你做为地主,给我准备住宿这些东西总没问题吧？” „Is .” “是、是的。” „You knew in any case when the time comes, these things that but I tell you now, do not tell Tename Seihō, waits for me to pass in any case, he naturally also knows.” “反正到时候你就知道了,不过我现在跟你说的这些事情,不要告诉天雨正则,反正等我过去,他自然也会知道。” „Yes.” “是。” „You looked, ordered to you directly is more comfortable, got up, we went back.” “你看,直接给你下命令就舒服多了,起来吧,我们回去了。” As Jiaming returns to Jianghai, to the Sacred Heart Academy dormitory, ignorant does not know that thought anything. In the square of school entrance with Jiaming goes separate ways, she looks that back goes far away until vanishing, even also pursued several steps, but cannot think finally oneself can say anything. Jiaming these words she indeed cannot understand, in the past something did not understand, can look for Tename Seihō to offer an opinion, but she also is very clear, the personal aspect, Tename indeed has the reliable place, but he also wants to affect through himself Teacher that side, a lot, especially these, cannot say at present. Many things she is unable to understand, but can understand also has one: He is no longer willing to teach itself, she can look at his time, stopped. 随着家明一路回到江海,一直到圣心学院的宿舍里,浑浑噩噩的也不知道想了些什么。只是在校门口的广场上与家明分道扬镳时,她怔怔看着那道背影远去直到消失,甚至还追出了几步,但终于还是想不到自己可以说些什么。家明的那些话她的确听不懂,以往有些事情不懂的时候,可以找天雨正则提意见,但她心里也很明白,私人方面,天雨的确有可靠的地方,但他也不过是想通过自己来影响到老师那边而已,很多事情,特别是眼下这些,是不能说的。很多事她无法理解,但能弄懂的也有一个:他不再愿意教自己了,她能看着他的时间,到此为止了。 Although has thought from the beginning that person will not be her, but she has not thought that can be the present at this time, once thinks, but also four years, perhaps will cross that four years, she will tell herself saying that thing that enough, oneself had wanted, is enough, at that time she can let loose all...... to stop truly...... 虽然从一开始就想过那个人不会属于她,但她也没想到过,会是现在这个时候,曾经以为,还会有四年时间的,或许过了那四年,她就会告诉自己说,已经够了,自己想要的东西,都已经足够了,那时候她就可以真正的放开一切……到此为止了…… The time passes by, the sunlight is slanting gradually, she hugs that panda to play to sit together on the bed, was in itself the inexpensive puppet, the such two years washed many times, the downs of many places had also fallen, has actually been accompanying her here peacefully. The time of eating meal passed by, later at night arrives, the outside very far direction, the ray spots of city, in the woods resound the summer night the cicada cry, her such is hugging the panda, is opening the eye, peaceful and tranquil, has not known how long, finally, drop of water drop was reflecting the ray, just like the pearl to delimit the cheeks generally. 时间过去,日光渐斜,她抱着那只大熊猫玩偶坐在床上,本身就是廉价的玩偶,这么两年洗了很多次,许多地方的绒毛也已经掉了,却一直在这里安静地陪着她。吃饭的时间过去了,随后黑夜降临,外面很远的方向,城市的光芒斑斑点点的,树林里响起夏夜的蝉鸣,她就那样怔怔地抱着大熊猫,睁着眼睛,安安静静,也不知过了多久,终于,一滴水珠反射着光芒,犹如珍珠一般划过了脸颊。 In the darkness, the waterdrop falls quietly...... 黑暗之中,泪滴悄然落下……
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