Is a very pure kiss. 是一个很纯粹的吻。 In the darkness, the simple four lip interlocking, do not have more movements, breathing that each other can feel the opposite party, but, the Yahan lips somewhat shivers, as if the light wing of butterfly, the feeling is scruple and shy. 黑暗之中,简单的四唇相接,没有更多的动作,彼此都能感觉到对方的呼吸声,只不过,雅涵的双唇有些颤抖,仿佛蝴蝶的轻翼,感觉迟疑而羞怯。 In a minute, four lips separate. 片刻,四唇分开。 In air quiet, when flashed through the Yahan complex complexion, on the face struggles gradually the smile, the tears had actually also fallen, the voice sobbed gently: „Sorry, I struggle anything with Lingjing and Shasha, I am only...... cannot bear......” 空气里静悄悄的,闪过了雅涵复杂的脸色,脸上渐渐挣扎出微笑时,眼泪却也已经滑落了下来,语音轻柔哽咽:“对不起,我不是要跟灵静和沙沙争什么,我只是……忍不住……” She such kneels on the sofa as before, but changed to the face one side: „I know that you to Lingjing and Shasha's sentiment, know you will definitely not separate with them, you grow up with them since childhood, I am a successor, but something cannot bear, I with your vexed a half year of air/Qi, but the most bitter person is I...... I do not know at heart how to like one being smaller than six -year-old child me, is in the half year, I cry to add also many compared with the front 20 years for you......” 她依旧那样跪在沙发上,只是将脸转到了一边:“我知道你对灵静、沙沙的感情,知道你肯定不会跟她们分开的,你跟她们从小长大,我才是后来者,可有些事情就是忍不住,我跟你怄了半年的气,可心里最苦的人也是我……我都不知道怎么会喜欢一个比我小六岁多的小孩子的,可是这半年,我为你哭得比前面二十年加起来还多……” „I want to make you know, but you also said that anything knows...... may you know also anything me did not tell during......” sobbed, thought probably such sentence somewhat was really strange, she could not bear smile bitterly, „...... I have not thought in any case struggled with them, but I hope that you can also good...... I unable to control then to be many to me, you regarded the friend also to be good, Teacher me is also good, I...... Wú......” “我是想让你知道,可你又说什么都知道了……可你知道了又什么都不跟我说……”哽咽之中,大概觉得这样的句子着实有些古怪,她忍不住苦笑起来,“反正……我没想过跟她们争,可我希望你也能对我好……我管不了那么多了,你把我当成朋友也好、老师也好,我……唔……” Finishes barely the words, the lips was blocked again, this time, was actually Jiaming held in the arms her on own initiative, in the darkness, spread slight kissing with become the rapid breath unceasingly, after several seconds, Jiaming sighed gently: „You said again, I must feel oneself were really rotten......” 话音未落,双唇再次被堵上了,这一次,却是家明主动地搂住了她,黑暗里,传出了细微的接吻与不断变得急促的呼吸,几秒钟后,家明才轻轻叹了口气:“你再说下去,我就要觉得自己真是烂到底了……” Yahan holds his shoulder. Is adjusting the rapid breath: „To me many......” tears turbulently. 雅涵扶着他的肩膀。调整着急促的呼吸:“对我更好些……”眼泪汹涌而出。 „Ok?” “可以吗？” „You...... you said again this words, I could not bear...... her try hard to constrain intensely the sobbing sound again”, „do you want to make me cry loudly before you?” “你……你再说这种话,我就再也忍不住了……”她努力压抑着激烈地哽咽声,“你想让我在你面前大声地哭出来吗？” Matter develops this step, naturally did not have many necessity that spoke the idle talk, between -meal snack rustling sound on small round table falls place, as Yahan “Ah” shouted lightly, Jiaming hugged her dexterously. At the beginning of two people are acquainted the age differed disparately, height. Jiaming also always gives the feeling of child, therefore, the princesses of some dislocation feelings hug, the first time two people, lies down in the Jiaming bosom, the Yahan both hands link lives in his shoulder neck, talked during sleep lowly: „Before called you Elder Brother Jiaming, dreamed of you to hug me. Thought that very funny...... has not thought really has such time, I feel an own likely child......” 事情发展到这一步,自然也没有了多少说废话的必要,小圆桌上的零食悉悉索索地掉落一地,随着雅涵“Ah”">“啊”的一声轻呼,家明将她轻巧地抱了起来。两人相识之初年龄本就相差悬殊,身高上来说。家明也始终给人以孩子的感觉,因此,这样有些错位感的公主抱,在两人来说都还是第一次,躺在家明的怀里,雅涵双手环住他的肩颈,低呓道:“以前叫你家明哥哥,梦见你抱我。觉得很滑稽……没想到真地有这样的时候,我觉得自己像个孩子……” „To me...... early and that's the end......” “对我来说……早就是了……” Jiaming replied in a soft voice, puts on her body the soft bed, the upper body was also actually being bent down by drawing. 家明轻声地回答,将她的身体放到柔软的床上,上身却也被拉着俯了下去。 „Really?” A hand enters in touch mild-mannered hair. Before the Yahan determination must cry gives this fellow to look, Jiaming smiles, caresses her nape lightly, „I mean your sickness......” “真的可以吗？”一只手伸入触感柔顺的发丝之中。在雅涵决心要哭给这家伙看之前,家明笑了笑,轻抚上她的后颈,“我是说你的病……” „Uh......” body stiff, later only hears Yahan to say low voice, „I listened to the doctor to say...... should not be too intense, was all right......” “呃……”身体僵了僵,随后只听得雅涵小声地说道,“我听医生说……不要太激烈,就没事地……” „Um......” “嗯……” „............ Do not want to find the excuse in any case like this......” “反正……都这样了……你别想找借口……” „But your hand is bind rounding me, how I take off the clothes to you......” “可是你的手箍着我,我怎么给你脱衣服……” Excuse me gawked staring, she embarrassed bind rounding both hands of Jiaming is letting loose. Afterward the keep flat to the body by, both eyes looks to the ceiling, the chest is fluctuating fiercely, demonstrated that her is not tranquil. 不好意思地愣了愣,她不好意思地将箍着家明的双手放开。随后平放到身体两边,双目直直地望向天花板,胸口剧烈地起伏着,显示出她内心的不平静。 „It seems like only waits to be dissected the frog......” “看起来像只等着被解剖地青蛙……” „Do not tease me......” Yahan to sob, in a minute, said by the slightly inaudible sound: „Before I...... me, has not been...... you to be lighter......” “你别逗我了……”雅涵哽咽着,片刻,以微不可闻的声音道:“我……我以前没做过……你轻些好吗……” „Um.” “嗯。” ...... …… ...... …… In darkness. Was trying to find out kissing, was trying to find out touching, she is relaxing the tight body as far as possible, is untying her button by that hand, slipping off slowly has the maintaining warmth coat of thick down, to slip off the pink new woolen sweater, coordinating him to open the leather belt subway buckle, when released the fetter on waist, the touch to the thigh on, she gripped that hand subconsciously, deeply after inspiring, lets loose. Coordinated him to shed the trousers slowly, relaxed at noon by him for the bra hook that she bought, to finally, removed similarly the pure white underpants that was bought by him in his hands, presented that nakedly chastely body...... 黑暗中。摸索着的接吻,摸索着的触碰,她尽量放松着紧绷的身体,由着那只手一颗颗解开她的衣扣,缓缓的褪下有厚绒毛的保暖外套、褪下粉红色的新毛衣,配合着他拉开皮带地铁扣,释放了腰上的束缚,触感到大腿上时,她下意识地夹住了那只手,深吸一口气后才放开。配合着他缓缓褪掉了长裤,放松了中午由他为她买来的文胸的拉钩,到最后,在他的手中褪去了同样由他买来的纯白底裤,将那赤裸纯洁地身体呈现出来…… The youngster draw in the bedding gently, covers two people bodies. 少年轻轻地拉上被褥,将两人的身体覆盖住。 All conduct in the dark room slowly, sometimes, the touch on flesh almost made her feel to suffocate, disturbance and anxiety at heart, the place of flesh contact, transmitted the fiery and boiling hot feeling, she is tying tight the body there, was realizing the biography's first time, by the strange mood that a man shouldered, when that hand did not slide into among her both legs law-abidingly, the desire welled up momentously 一切都在黑暗的房间里缓慢地进行,有时候,肌肤上的触感几乎令她感到窒息,心里的忐忑、紧张,肌肤接触的地方,传来火热与滚烫的感觉,她在那儿紧绷着身体,体会着生平第一次的、被一个男人挑起的古怪情绪,当那只手不安分地滑入她的双腿之间,欲望排山倒海般地涌了上来 Even if clenches the teeth, certain slight moans are still not able the class/flow to come out among the throats depressing, the body in bedding boiling hot, she grips that gently only in the hand of playing a dirty trick, however actually could not prevent any behavior, when did not know, body that intense mood erupted suddenly, the four limbs five internal organs were losing the strength instantaneously, light is unable to make any movement again. In a chaos mind some thing want to protest, the both legs that also in this time, gathered were separated in situation irresistibly slightly gently, that she felt the body that actually does not dare to contact on own initiative, at this time bent down temperately...... 纵然咬紧了牙关,某些轻微的呻吟声仍旧自喉间无法压抑地流出来,被褥之中的躯体滚烫,她轻轻握住那只在使坏的手,然而却阻止不了任何行为,不知什么时候,身体那激烈的情绪陡然爆发开来,四肢五脏都在瞬间失去了力量,轻飘飘的再也无法做出任何动作。混沌一片的脑海中有些东西想要抗议,也是在此时,原本并拢的双腿才在丝毫无法抵抗的情况下被轻轻地分开,那具她原本感受到却不敢主动去接触的身体,此时才温和地俯了上来…… not long, between both legs transmits that to be constrained the lowest pain to feel finally, such as the steel and like the flame, well up from the innermost feelings, during not restrainable the moan among the throats, some thing was full her entire body, or has some ceremony of tremendous significance regarding her entire life, at this time finally completed. 不多时,双腿之间终于传来那已经被压抑到最低的痛楚感觉,如钢铁、如火焰,自内心涌上,发自喉间无可抑制的呻吟之中,某种东西充盈了她的整个身体,或者说,对于她的整个生命都有着巨大意义的某个仪式,此时终于完成了。 Two the bodies of people do not have the barrier to hug in the same place, she cried in a soft voice...... 两个人的身体毫无隔阂地抱在一起,她轻声地哭了出来…… ...... …… ...... …… Perhaps that is not considered as that a how perfect sexual affection, but, if feels the appraisal by this matter about the respective significance, this sexual affection is almost perfect, from beginning to end hugs by the similar posture in the same place, she is feeling movement of every minute that body on her, feels the pain from producing to the entire process that gradually weakens, finally felt clearly he injects in these thing her body. From her initial excited to being hard to suppress finally, in her heart had a light and warm feeling of elderly married couples unexpectedly. This feeling, mostly from her comforting and giving of Jiaming. 那或许并不算是一场多么完美的性爱,不过,如果以这件事对各自的意义以及感觉上来评价,这场性爱却几乎完美,自始至终都是以同样的姿势抱在一起,她感受着那具身体在她身上的每一分运动,感受着痛感由产生到逐渐减弱的全过程,最终清晰地感觉到他将那些东西射入她的身体里。从她最初的兴奋到难以抑制到最后,她的心中居然产生了一种老夫老妻的平淡与温馨感。这种感觉,多半是来自家明对她的安抚与迁就。 Even if the body is weary, but satisfied feeling ample innermost feelings, two people hug, said in nearly twittering the tone a while words, just now heavy goes off. Afterward wants to come, the first few words that she spoke as if somewhat are silly, some hidden bitterness, some self-pities, those words are: „I will not struggle with Lingjing and Shasha......” 纵然身体疲倦,但满足的感觉盈满了内心,两人拥抱在一起,以近乎呢喃的语气又说了一会儿话,方才沉沉地睡去。事后想来,她说的第一句话似乎有些傻、有些幽怨、也有些自怜,那句话是:“我不会跟灵静、沙沙争的……” — — Spoke these words, felt oneself are really silly, in addition: „Therefore...... you cannot have thoughtless sex at first and abandonment later to me, cannot after this time...... say that does not know me......” 说完这句话,觉得自己实在傻呼呼的,又加上一句:“所以……你不许对我始乱终弃啊,不许在这次之后……就说不认识我……” Like this nature made Jiaming difficult very much to reply, but held her both hands to tighten one tightly, was immersed on the shoulder of Jiaming, her low nan said: „Will I be pregnant?” 这样的话自然令得家明很难回答,只是抱她的双手紧了一紧,埋首在家明的肩上,她低喃道:“我会怀孕吗？” „Does not know......” “不知道啊……” „Do you want me to help you have a child?” “你想要我帮你生孩子吗？” „Um......” regarding certain people, goes to bed for the first time talks about the child is very perhaps strange, but by two people to the mutual understanding, actually does not have such problem, because probably is the conservative person...... light Um one, nods, Jiaming somewhat said scruple: „But......” “嗯……”对于某些人来说,第一次上床就谈到孩子或许很古怪,但以两人对互相的了解,却并不存在这样的问题,大概因为都是保守的人吧……轻嗯一声,点了点头,家明微有些迟疑地说道:“可是……” „My clear...... you usually do not like communicating, actually cares about the sentiment very much...... you hope that works as child's father normally......” “我明白的……你平时不喜欢跟人来往,其实是很在乎感情的吧……你希望正常地当孩子的父亲……” „......” “……” „But such words...... I possibly did not have the means to have a child to you for a lifetime......” “可是那样的话……我可能一辈子都没办法给你生孩子了……” „...... Sorry.” “……对不起。” „Without the relations......” Yahan said with a smile, „I understand, moreover...... I did not fear that others said anything, but the having a child stature of will lose shape, I now am your lover, does not hope your such does not like me quickly...... Jiaming, you said that in the world is willing to work as the lover, is my appearance......” “没关系……”雅涵笑着说道,“我明白的,而且……我不怕别人说什么,可生了孩子身材就会走样,我现在是你的情妇啦,可不希望你这么快就不喜欢我……家明,你说世界上心甘情愿当情妇的,都是我这个样子吗……” „You are not.” “你不是。” „The best friend who can go to bed...... is also same......” Yahan is supporting the sleepiness, twittering said, „some are the money, some are the love, starting today, Zhang Yahan is the Gu Jiaming lover.” “可以上床的最好的朋友……也是一样的……”雅涵强撑着睡意,呢喃道,“有的为钱,有的为爱情,从今天开始,张雅涵就是顾家明的情妇啦。” It is not able to reply that such sentence, Jiaming also knows, does not need own to reply, opened the dim eyes, Yahan was finding the Jiaming lips, kissed gently: „I...... do not care about...... the friend is also good, lover also fine, you to me well,...... the dignity that I can satisfy, others' view, appraisal, I do not go to manage, does Jiaming, comply with my matter?” 无法回答这样的语句,家明也知道,并不需要自己的回答,睁着朦胧的双眼,雅涵找到家明的双唇,轻轻地吻了一下:“我……不在乎了……朋友也好,情妇也罢,你对我好好的,我就会满足的……尊严啊、别人的看法啊、评价啊,我统统都不要去管了,家明,答应我一件事好吗？” „Um?” “嗯？” „We are very young, the time is a lot, I compared with you are six years old, may also be only 23 years old greatly, what on the front road has, we do not know, but......, if some day you felt OK, we still in the same place, making me have a child for you, Ok?” “我们都还很年轻,时间还很多,我比你大六岁多,可也只有二十三岁,前面的路上有什么,我们谁也不知道,可是……如果有一天你觉得可以了,我们又还在一起的话,让我替你生个孩子,可以吗？” „...... Um.” “……嗯。” „I today...... good happy......” “我今天……好幸福……” Twittering, in the Jiaming bosom, Yahan is smiling in a low voice, entered in the delightful dream...... 低声呢喃着,在家明怀里,雅涵微笑着,进入了甜美的梦中……