In the snow, the silencing path, in the automobile body, showed the orange lamp piece nighttime the only luminous spot. 雪之中,静寂的道路,车身之中,透出了橘黄色的灯片黑夜里唯一的光点。 „I thought that we must look for place that has the air conditioning......” “我觉得我们得找个有空调的地方……” „I do not want to walk, the foot becomes tender.” “我不想走了,脚发软。” „Air conditioning did not have, will be getting more and more cold.” “空调没有了,会越来越冷。” „Outside is colder, therefore I do not go out!” “外面更冷,所以我坚决不出去！” „......” “……” In the race car, a man and a woman two people are sitting bored abreast in row, Jiaming has unloaded the camouflage on face, at this time is looking from all sides the vehicles passed by, Yahan took off the shoes, puts on the both legs of woolen sock to bend on the seat, the body had not been removed the feeling by the frozen stiff place, at this time she is rubbing gently, is looking at youngster that somewhat ordinary appearances, is smiling the praise. 跑车之中,一男一女两个人正无聊地并排坐着,家明已经卸下了脸上的伪装,此时正前前后后地看着有没有车辆路过,雅涵脱掉了鞋子,穿着毛袜的双腿屈起在座位上,身上被冻僵的地方还未褪去感觉,此时她轻轻地揉着,望着身边少年那有些久违的平凡面貌,笑着赞扬。 „Like this was seemingly pleasing to the eyes, Schoolmate Jiaming.” “这样子看起来顺眼多了,家明同学。” „I also thought that this appearance is quite graceful...... obviously graceful this car(riage)......” “我也觉得还是这个样子比较帅……不过显然帅不过这辆车……” „I thought that this car(riage) is very good.” Pours on chairback that with a smile, in has taken down as far as possible, „I am quite sleepy, wants to rest, do not turn off a light......” “我觉得这辆车很好啊。”笑着倒在已经尽量放倒的椅背上,“我好困,想睡了,你别关灯……” „Electricity is almost used up. When the time comes will definitely destroy completely, I thought that we can block a car(riage)...... the American very hospitality.” “电就快用完了。到时候肯定会灭掉的,我觉得我们可以拦一辆车……美国人都很热情好客。” „Therefore opens the airplane cannon to pursue here us from New York?” “所以开着飞机大炮把我们从纽约追到这里吗？” „Hē, no joking.” “呵,别闹了。” „Does not have the car(riage)!” “没有车！” „Can walk, front will definitely have place that can stop over.” Jiaming is looking at her, „I carry you.” “可以走过去,前面肯定会有可以落脚的地方。”家明望着她,“我背你啊。” „Does not want, you are shorter than me......” “不要,你比我矮……” „......” Curls the lip, Jiaming reveals helpless smiling, „I know that I compared with others slightly short little and that's the end, was higher than then to be little you.” “……”撇了撇嘴,家明露出一丝无奈的笑,“我知道我比别人稍微矮一点点就是了,可是怎么也比你高那么一点点了吧。” „From knowing you starts you to be shorter than me.” Yahan lies down there. Is looking at the race car ceiling, „when you grow.” “从认识你开始你就比我矮。”雅涵躺在那儿。望着跑车顶棚,“你什么时候长高的啊。” „......” “……” „I have regarded the child to be the same you, is, you...... actually...... she calmly do not lie down there very much early long before”, the vision is blurred, the voice is gentle just like the sleep talking, „we are the friend...... Gu Jiaming......” “我本来一直把你当成小孩子一样,可是什么时候,你已经不是了……其实很早很早以前就不是了……”她静静地躺在那儿,目光迷离,语音轻柔得犹如梦呓,“我们还是朋友吧……顾家明……” Nearby, Jiaming smiles: „Naturally...... is the best friend.” 一旁,家明笑了笑:“当然……一直是最好的朋友。” ...... …… ...... …… „...... My very slightly time. The father is always working, rarely goes home, in villa that then hits, accompanies only has Mama that I am transferring, now except for watching picture, her appearance is actually unclear.” Lies down there, Yahan sound in sound, gentle. „Mama dies, I am only eight -year-old probably...... the father and Mama actually am marry, itself does not have the sentiment, but I will certainly blame Papa not to accompany Mama well. After funeral rite. The father went home the number of times to be many, but compared with normal family, naturally few, starting from that time, I always hiccups......” “……我很小地时候。老爸总是在工作,很少回家,那么打的别墅里,陪着我转的只有妈妈,现在除了看照片,她的样子其实已经记不清了。”躺在那里,雅涵的声音在响,轻轻柔柔的。“妈妈死的时候,我大概只有八岁……老爸和妈妈其实是联姻的,本身也没有感情,但我心里当然会怪爸爸从来没有好好地陪过妈妈。丧礼过后。老爸回家地次数多了很多,但比起正常的家庭来说,当然还是很少的,从那个时候开始,我就老是打嗝……” „Does not know that is what problem, from me starting from am eight years old, continuously belch several years. Do you know? Like catching cold, every several seconds, on belch. I had the nephrosis syndrome, where doctor in the family/home has found here, right, went back later to be able with look to you, at that time to send looked to some hospitals, but also patted the video recording to bring: little girl that puts on the princess to take sits there. The mouth opens, once in a while on belch, seemingly silly......” “也不知道是什么毛病,从我八岁开始,一直嗝了好几年。你知道吗？就是像感冒了一样,每隔十几秒,就嗝一下。我本来就有肾病综合症,家里一直找这里哪里的医生,对了,回去以后可以拿给你看,当时为了寄给一些医院看,还拍了录像带来着:一个穿着公主服的小女孩坐在那里。嘴巴张开一点,每隔一段时间就嗝一下,看起来傻傻的……” Recalls the lens in video recording, she lies down there, when is imitating the hiccups delay expression, has grown up the girl to be seemingly mature and delicate, that appearance standard gave extra several points of unique charm that directs the person. 回忆起录像里的镜头,她躺在那儿,模仿着打嗝时的呆滞表情,已经长大地女孩看起来成熟而清秀,那模样格外带了几分引人的独特魅力。 „Naturally, is not at any time hiccups, falling asleep was good, must bear can also endure for several minutes. However, without experiencing the person surely does not have the means to know that feeling the terrifying, on the belly shot, to shoot suddenly suddenly, the time grew, was very painful, but was the movement must be many probably, now my belly becomes solid Oh very much, looked for the mirror to feel very attractive each time, Ha Ha......” she is smiling, looked at Jiaming excessively, „wants to look?” “当然啦,也不是任何时候都打嗝,睡着了就好一点,要忍住也能忍几分钟。不过,没有经历过的人肯定没办法知道那种感觉的恐怖,肚子上突然就弹一下、突然就弹一下,时间长了,真地很痛,不过大概是运动得多了,现在我的肚子变得很结实哦,每次找镜子都觉得很漂亮,哈哈……”她笑着,偏过头望定了家明,“想看吗？” „Uh......” two people look at each other moment, Jiaming shrug, „Uh, you continue......” “呃……”两人对视片刻,家明耸了耸肩,“呃,你继续……” „Snort.” Yahan happily wrinkled the nose, face upwards Tangcheng a more comfortable posture, „after worry...... the doctor inspects, says is the worry, actually is also the neurosis, cannot cure, the key at heart, said that has the possibility father to come back few, after Mama dies , the issue that causes, the father came back a lot afterward, but, at heart was very for strange during that time...... one year the feeling of Papa later, the father married Little Mother.” “哼。”雅涵得意地皱了皱鼻子,仰躺成更舒服的姿势,“心病……给医生检查之后,说是心病,其实也就是精神病啦,治不好,关键是心里,说是有可能老爸回来得太少,妈妈死后引起的问题,后来老爸回来得多了一些,可还是好不了,那段时间心里对爸爸的感觉很陌生……一年以后,老爸就娶了小妈。” „Black, thin, the expression is very serious, when that saw the Little Mother feeling initially, the fairy tale book stepmothers are an unprincipled person, at that time Little Mother looked like Black Widow, I was frightened to cry...... actually the father also to have no sentiment by her with Little Mother several times, two people looked like the friend to be the same, at all was not the lover. From then on, is Little Mother leads me every day, then here where looking doctor, Beijing, Changsha, even Europe flies round everywhere, I did not speak to her, she also said not many to me, when she followed in side, after more than one year, day got up in the morning, cleaned the teeth to wash the face blurry, drank the milk the time, suddenly discovery, originally I already not hiccups......” “黑黑的,瘦瘦的,表情很严肃,那就是当初看见小妈时的感觉,童话书里的后妈都是坏人,那时地小妈就像是个黑寡妇,我被她吓哭过好几次的……其实老爸跟小妈也没什么感情,两个人就像是朋友一样,根本不是情侣。从那以后,就是小妈每天带着我,然后这里哪里的找医生,北京啊、长沙啊、甚至欧洲啊到处飞来飞去,我不跟她说话,她跟我也说得不多,她只是什么时候都跟着在旁边,一年多以后,有一天早上起来,迷迷糊糊地刷牙洗脸,喝牛奶的时候,忽然就发现,原来我已经不打嗝了……” „ Doctor said that...... my heart attaches to the feeling deficient, was very easy to recognize thing “医生说……我的心缺乏归依感,很容易认定了一个东西 Does not fall, goes to Cambridge that several years, every day writes a big diary, persists in the rain being unimpeded, sometimes everyone goes out to play, must keep a diary to me in the evening, finally everyone called me the diary young girl, Ha Ha...... ” she smiled one open, later in compartment peaceful, near the ear, two people as if can hear the respective breathing. 不掉了,去剑桥那几年,每天都写一大篇日记,坚持雨无阻,有时候大家出去玩,到了晚上我就非得回去写日记,结果大家都叫我日记少女,哈哈……”她开朗地笑了一声,随后车厢内安静了下来,耳边,两人仿佛都能听到各自的呼吸声。 Has not known how long, Jiaming as if responded, „Um”, Yahan was excessive, purses the lips: „You, Jiaming?” 不知过了多久,家明似乎反应过来,“嗯”了一声,雅涵偏过头去,抿了抿嘴:“你呢,家明？” „Uh? What?” “呃？什么？” „You had said that has the words to with me talk clearly.” “你说过有话要跟我说清楚地。” — — After these words, in the car(riage) is peaceful. 这句话后,车内再次安静下来。 ...... …… ...... …… Long time, Jiaming opens the mouth saying: „I do not know that should say anything.” 良久,家明开口道:“我不知道该说些什么。” Yahan at the same time calmly is looking at him. 一边的雅涵静静地望着他。 „I thought six months, then for half a month has also been thinking, after me ten years old starts, has three friends in the world, Lingjing and Shasha, you, but...... but......” “我想了半年的时间,然后这半个月也一直在想,从我十岁以后开始,在世界上有三个朋友,灵静、沙沙、你,但是……但是……” He hesitates the long time, the light in car(riage) flashes several, the electric power exhausts finally, later, during falling into one piece is jet black, crossed for a long time, he clenches teeth saying: „But...... I do not know oneself can say that anything...... in any event, some thing I made a mistake, some thing I right, even if matter happened again one time, I still can only be this appearance, I cannot explain, is sorry...... these thing, really very difficult......” 他迟疑半晌,车内的灯光闪动几下,电力终于用尽,随后,陷入一片漆黑之中,过了好久,他才咬了咬牙说出来:“但是……我不知道自己能说些什么……无论如何,有些东西我错了,有些东西我没错,但就算是事情再发生一次,我也只能是这个样子,我解释不了,抱歉……这些东西,真的很难……” In the darkness for a long time, that side had heard the chuckle sound that Yahan feels relaxed suddenly: „This enough, Jiaming......, if you explained many, I will be angry.” 黑暗中过了好久,那边忽然传来雅涵释然的轻笑声:“这样就够了,家明……如果你解释很多,我会生气的。” „Uh?” “呃？” „This is you who I know, the view of anyone does not manage, has only been itself to feel to matter, you even can run up to United States to kill the so many person, but you never for yourself argued that...... I only want for myself to argue repugnantly person, because of this matter, was I am actually wrong, because of......” “这才是我认识的你啊,什么人的看法都不管,一直都只做自己觉得对的事情,你甚至可以跑到美国来杀这么多人,但你从来不为自己辩解……我最讨厌只想替自己辩解地人了,因为这件事情,其实是我错了啊,因为……” „Wú, I can think that is praising me?” “唔,我可以认为是在夸奖我吗？” In the darkness, the Yahan laughter disappears, a moment later, the voice is gentle: „Because of...... Jiaming, I envies, I envy Lingjing with Shasha, although they are also my good friend, but is envies seriously, sometimes thinks, the envy results in even/including food/rice unable to eat up, the air/Qi cannot breathe heavily, becomes knows that cries...... the half year time, is actually I am creating a scene radically, you have actually been giving to me......” 黑暗里,雅涵的笑声转瞬即逝,片刻之后,语音轻柔低缓:“因为……家明,我嫉妒啊,我嫉妒灵静跟沙沙,虽然她们也是我的好朋友,可就是嫉妒得不得了,有时候想起来,嫉妒得连饭也吃不下,气也喘不过来,变得就知道哭……这半年多的时间,其实根本就是我在无理取闹,你却一直在迁就我……” She inspires, the sound starts becomes open: „For these days I am thinking the own matter, suddenly felt, the woman really cannot favor, before seeming like, you were said that I looked like the child, always bullies me, must manage everywhere unforgiving, finally my a few words do not dare saying that can only be bullied stubbornly by you......” 她吸了一口气,声音开始变得开朗起来:“这几天我想着自己的事情,突然觉得,女人真的是不能宠的,就好像是以前,你老是说我像小孩子,总是欺负我,处处都是得理不饶人,结果我一句话都不敢说,只能被你欺负得死死的……” „My where has Ah?” the Jiaming protest to say. “我哪有啊？”家明抗议道。 „Has, me each time the one who runs up to the office to throw the ground is who? The one who occupied my sofa is who? Always the one who scolded my idiot was who? Last year Christmas Eve time, I spoke to you well, you also took the quilt to deceive me to hit, always kicked my buttocks to profit, but also compelled me to call you Elder Brother Jiaming......” “就有,每次跑到办公室把我扔地上的是谁？占了我的沙发的是谁？总骂我白痴的是谁？去年平安夜的时候,我跟你好好说话,你还拿被子蒙着我打了一顿,老是踢我屁股占便宜,还逼着我叫你家明哥哥……” „Hey, that time I remember, is you first hits my me to hit back, moreover Elder Brother anything, but you yourself said.” “喂,那次我记得,是你先打我我才还手的,而且哥哥什么的可是你自己叫的。” „How is not you hits my me to call......” Yahan panting for breath paused a moment, later tidies up the mood, „in any case, you very bad time I feared you, felt the compunction to you, spoke the word of praise to me, I thought that oneself was right, if you scolded me at that time, perhaps I was frightened, will not have half year matter...... saying that was you not to......” “不是你打我我怎么会叫……”雅涵气呼呼地顿了一顿,随后收拾心情,“反正啊,你很坏的时候我就怕你了,到了你觉得内疚,跟我说好话,我就觉得自己是对的,如果当时你骂我一顿,也许我就被吓到了,也不会有这半年的事情……说起来都是你不对……” This view naturally is quibbling chatted, initially the Yahan heart knot had not solved, only if catches her, when the natural slave raises, otherwise definitely will have the half year cold war. Jiaming curls the lip, the nod said: „After seeming like me, must hit you, this I adept......” 这种说法自然是强词夺理的说笑了,当初雅涵心结未解,除非把她抓回去当性奴养起来,否则必然会有这半年多的冷战。家明撇了撇嘴,点头道:“看起来我以后要多打你,这个我拿手……” „You dare! You later must to me good, forgives your return as me, must......” she think with...... Um, „must with miss not many to be good to Lingjing Shasha.” “你敢！你以后要对我好点,作为我原谅你的回报,要跟……嗯……”她想了想,“要跟对灵静沙沙差不多才行。” „What are we now?” “那我们现在算是什么？” „Teacher and student.” “老师和学生啊。” „Isn't the best friend?” “不是最好的朋友吗？” „What friend do you want to be with me?” When does not know, the head of Yahan depended gently, places on the shoulder of Jiaming, the somewhat ambiguous issue blurted out, after the moment, she smiles, „Wú, was good to be stranded, do not quarrel I, do I want to rest...... with had not related taking advantage of the shoulder suddenly?” “你想跟我做什么朋友？”不知什么时候,雅涵的头轻轻地靠了过来,放在家明的肩膀上,有些暧昧的问题脱口而出,片刻后,她笑了笑,“唔,好睏了,你别吵我,我要睡了……借肩膀用一下没关系？” „Uses casually.” Jiaming looks at the darkness outside glass, around the path does not see the car(riage), „in the evening will be very really cold, you determined that can rest in the car(riage)?” “随便用。”家明望了望车窗外的黑暗,道路前后都不见车来,“不过晚上真的会很冷,你确定要睡在车里？” Had not replied that he this extremely practical issue, Yahan lies crooked a more comfortable posture the body, crosses for a long time, in the compartment just now resounded that to resemble is indifferent to fame or gain and had a tragic voice indistinctly. 没有回答他这个太过务实的问题,雅涵只是将身体斜躺成一个更舒服的姿势,过得许久,车厢内方才响起那似是恬淡又隐约带了一丝凄楚的嗓音。 „I was lovelorn...... Jiaming......” “我失恋了……家明……”