„How...... how......” “怎……怎么了……” Ma Tuo yelled suddenly, has a scare the surrounding person, Yahan also in stares suddenly. She has also exercised in Dojo, some people put out a hand to take thing on her hand, first is conditioned reflex gripping is then tight. Turning head past tense, saw Jiaming to stand in her body side, handed over another cup of water. 马托陡然间的一声大叫,将周围的人都吓了一跳,雅涵也在陡然间一愣。她也是在武馆锻炼过的,有人伸手过来拿她手上的东西,首先便是条件反射般的攥紧。扭头过去时,才看见家明站在了她的身侧,将另外一杯水递过来。 „Hē this cup.” “喝这杯吧。” „Uh......”, although has not clarified suddenly is anything, but since were Jiaming says, she naturally was routinely the nod, exchanged the cup with Jiaming, drank one, discovered that Jiaming also took her ball rod, on the face showed the harmless smile. “呃……”虽然一时间还弄不清楚是什么事,但既然是家明说的话,她自然是习惯性地点头,与家明交换了杯子,喝了一口,才发现家明将她的球杆也拿了过去,脸上露出了无害的笑容。 „Can change players, Teacher Zhang you also hit tired. This game of I for you.” “可以换人的吗,张老师你也打累了。这一局我替你吧。” Such greeting does not hit to clash suddenly, changed the cup on Yahan with no reason at all, in addition Ma Tuo that cry suddenly, the people have not wanted to be clear that at once what's the matter, nearby Lin Wanzhen said with a smile: „Hits for Yahan, what the Little Brother younger brother do you are relate with Yahan?” 就这样一个招呼也不打地突然冲出来,无缘无故地换走了雅涵手上的杯子,再加上马托那突然间的叫声,众人一时之间还没想清楚是怎么回事,一旁的林婉贞笑道:“代雅涵打吗,小弟弟你跟雅涵是什么关系呢？” Jiaming shrugs, has come back to look at Yahan, Yahan hesitated, later said with a smile: „When Um, he is my younger brother, Gu Jiaming, Jiaming, Wanzhen is my university schoolmate, I in Cambridge she very gets along with me.” 家明耸了耸肩,回过头望着雅涵,雅涵迟疑了一下,随后笑道:“嗯,他是我弟弟,顾家明,家明,婉贞是我大学时的同学,我在剑桥的时候她跟我很好的。” „Wanzhen elder sister hello/you good.” The Jiaming standard healthy, studious, and helpful student, said likely with a smile. The people thought from the beginning Zhang Jing’an only has a Yahan daughter. Where causes what younger brother to come, to change mind one to want everyone patriarchal clan like this, the Younger Male Cousin younger male cousin anything's nature to have, when looks at him the affectionate attitude with Yahan speech, obviously is very intimate with Zhang Jing’an this. Some people remember this name secretly, perhaps in the future the Zhang Family property will fall in these collateral branches hands. “婉贞姐你好。”家明像个标准的三好学生,笑着说道。众人一开始觉得张敬安只有雅涵一个女儿。哪里又弄出什么弟弟来,转念一想这样的大家宗族,表弟堂弟什么的自然少不了,只是看他跟雅涵说话时的亲昵态度,显然与张敬安这一支特别亲近。一些人暗暗记住这个名字,说不定将来张家的财产就会落在这些旁系的手上呢。 Had introduced Lin Wanzhen, the nature also has correct use vision is staring in the Jiaming hand Ma Tuo of drinking glass. After having said the hello mutually, Yahan also frowns slightly, the vision looks to the cup in Jiaming hand, later shifts to nearby Ma Tuo. She usually, although participates in such meeting not many, but also sees the person of the world, saw the vision of Ma Tuo twinkle. The Jiaming attitude, had the preliminary speculation at heart. 介绍过了林婉贞,自然还有正用目光盯着家明手中水杯的马托。互相打过了招呼之后,雅涵也是微微皱起了眉头,目光望向家明手中的杯子,随后转向一旁的马托。她平日里虽然参加这样的聚会不多,但也已经是见多了世面的人,见了马托闪烁的目光。家明的态度,心里也就有了初步的推测。 „Does then...... come?” “那么……来吗？” Places the border of table ping-pong table the cup calmly, Jiaming finger Dīng Dīng Dāng Dāng is striking the drinking glass, at the same time looks with a smile to Ma Tuo. The Ma Tuo scruple moment, quite nods later artificially: „Hē............ who first kicks certainly off?” 若无其事地将杯子放在桌球台的边沿,家明的手指叮叮当当地敲打着玻璃杯,一面笑着望向马托。马托迟疑片刻,随后颇为不自然地点了点头:“呵……当然……谁先开球？” „Kick-off, you first open.” Sees with own eyes Ma Tuo to walk, Jiaming takes up that drinking glass to put side in a Yahan small platform conveniently, later waves. „Wait, first said. This generally is a little good luck, how many do you play?” “开球,你先开吧。”眼见马托走过来,家明顺手拿起那玻璃杯放到雅涵身边的一个小平台上,随后才挥了挥手。“等等,先说下。这个一般是有点彩头的吧,你们玩多少的？” „100......” “一百……” „Were too few,” has not waited him saying that Jiaming has spoken thoughtlessly to interrupt his words. Afterward puts out wallet, „100 play a meaning not to have, Sister Yahan, you said how many plays quite well...... Uh, troublesome, how much money on me has not had, Sister Yahan, can you select taking advantage of me?” “太少了,”未待他说完,家明已经随口打断了他的话。随后拿出身上的钱包,“一百块玩起来一点意思都没有,雅涵姐,你说玩多少比较好……呃,伤脑筋呐,我身上也没带多少钱,雅涵姐,你能借我点吗？” A few words same said like parched beans. Leeway that Ma Tuo has not even spoken. Yahan visits drinking glass at this time, visits the speech again Jiaming, the facial expression is somewhat absent-minded, does not know that is thinking anything, when called her to Jiaming, just now responded. Puts out a hand to open the handbag: „How many Uh...... do you want?” 一段话叽叽呱呱如同炒豆子一样说出来。马托甚至都没有说话的余地。雅涵此时望望身边的玻璃杯,再望望说话的家明,神情有些恍惚,也不知道在想些什么,待到家明叫她,方才反应过来。伸手打开手袋:“呃……你要多少？” Under the gaze of people, Jiaming smiled: „Some many wants many.” 众人的注视下,家明笑了起来:“有多少要多少。” Including Yahan, everyone stood in amazement, later the surrounding crowd starts to talk in whispers. Yahan is the Zhang Jing’an only daughter, but it is well known, Zhang Jing’an puts extremely widely regarding this daughter. In Sacred Heart Academy, when Teacher is her specialty and hobby, if counted her back strength, so long as the need, this moderate female can use at the funds of hundred million ideas at present at any time. then, many wants many to be what concept, where to lend money also to have such to borrow. 包括雅涵在内,所有人都楞住了,随后周围的人群开始窃窃私语。雅涵是张敬安独女,而众所周知,张敬安对于这个女儿放得极宽。在圣心学院当老师不过是她的专业和爱好,假如算上她背后的实力,只要需要,眼前这个温和女子在任何时刻都能够动用以亿计的资金。那么,有多少要多少算是什么概念,借钱又哪有这么借的。 100 good luck rise to 1000 10,000 are also not anything. If not money that make, by others will be said at most compares the playboy. But at present this youngster, aims at Ma Tuo obviously from the beginning, must persecute to death the — — premise with this table tennis match the opposite party simply is his table tennis level is exceptionally fierce. 一百块的彩头升到一千块一万块都还不算什么。假如不是自己赚的钱,顶多会被别人说比较纨绔而已。但眼前这个少年,显然是从一开始就针对马托,简直是要用这场桌球比赛将对方逼死——前提是他的桌球水平异常厉害。 Everyone is not a fool. At this time has smelled in the air that unusual atmosphere, the vision as well as that cup of water three spins between Ma Tuo and Yahan, Lin Wanzhen has wanted to open the mouth, but thinks that here also shuts up — —, if that cup of water really have what issue, that was also he gets what one deserves — — to ask the person to play to the family/home, then prescribed medicine, causes certain things to come, actually did not calculate in rich no young people of some education rarely. However such matter, your sentiment I hope either, everyone will knock the medicine to make an incestuous marriage to send to speak to no one at home, either had no right by the family/home of prescribing medicine in without the potential, afterward spent a sum of money, even if bringing a lawsuit will not fear. However handles this matter to Yahan, was very difficult not to remind us of the Yahan family background to come up...... this Ma Tuo, the head is rolled over by the automobile...... 大家都不是傻瓜。此时都已经嗅出了空气中那股不寻常的气氛,目光在马托、雅涵以及那杯水三者之间打转,林婉贞本来已经想开口,但想到这里也闭了嘴——如果那杯水真的有什么问题,那也是他活该了——请人到家里来玩,然后给人下药,弄出某些事情来,在一些有钱又没什么教养的年轻人之中其实并不算罕见。但是这样的事情,要么你情我愿,大家都磕了药在家里弄个乱交派对都没人会说话,要么就是被下药的家里无权无势,事后花一笔钱,就算打官司这边也不会怕。然而对雅涵做这种事情,就很难不令人联想到雅涵的家世上去……这个马托,脑袋被汽车轧了吗…… Although in the family/home is also the underworld gang family background, but regarding this matter, Ma Tuo is not a habitual criminal, was said by Yi Huaying is spur-of-the-moment, was revealed that he somewhat became confused, at this time does not know that should say anything. After seeing with own eyes Yahan slightly one, put out a check book from the handbag, brushes writes the amount above, later, passed on compared with the former as if gentle sound. 虽然家里也是黑道出身,但对于这种事情,马托并非惯犯,被易华英说得一时冲动,然后被人揭穿,他本就有些慌了手脚,此时也不知道该说些什么。眼见雅涵微微一愣之后,从手袋里拿出了一本支票簿,刷刷刷地在上面写着数额,随后,比之前似乎更加柔和的声音传了出来。 „For these years in the Sacred Heart Academy wages and extra income, used up. also has more than 1 million points appearances......, although in the account number can also overdraw, but...... 1 million ?” “这几年在圣心学院的工资、外快,用掉了一些。还有一百万多一点的样子……虽然帐号上也可以透支,不过……一百万,好吗？” Received the check, Jiaming shrugs with a smile: „Careless.” Afterward, that check was thrown on the ping-pong table directly, „you looked, I borrowed money. If not consider too little, we start.” 接过支票,家明笑着耸了耸肩:“马马虎虎啦。”随后,那张支票被直接扔在了球台上,“你看,我借到钱了。如果不嫌少,我们开始吧。” 1 million. 一百万。 Some people do not think that again this is a friendly match. 不会再有人认为这是一场友谊赛。 The beads of sweat that Ma Tuo puts out a hand to wipe the face, he can certainly reject. But after the issue lies in Zhang Family, to the own attitude. Oneself no doubt work outside area at present, Little Brother also goes to college outside area, but father mixes the underworld gang in Jianghai City, by the Zhang Family influence, because if the this time matter must put in order him, by their family/home countless case history, that is no group can walk absolutely. 马托伸手擦了擦脸上的汗珠,他当然可以拒绝。但问题在于张家以后对自己的态度。自己目前固然在外地工作,小弟也在外地上大学,可是父亲在江海市混黑道,以张家的势力,如果因为这次的事情非要整他,以他们家累累的案底,那是绝对没什么路可以走的。 Said like Yi Huaying, he contacted Yahan before, first because of the Yahan beautiful appearance and family background, initially experience in Cambridge ; secondly among celebrating a holiday with Xu Mo, the attitude to Yahan had not had the too high hope, but this hope just now Yi Huaying gave him: Yahan seems like the ratio to be good to Xu Mo to his attitude, he was hopeful, a later analysis, this hope as if in fails suddenly, Yahan even can cry one for that man who she likes in the evening, can reject the appointments and professing love of Xu Mo and even others, then she smiles to oneself is anything, the most important thing is, that smile perhaps at all not to own. Perhaps she arrived at that person of — — this point two people who she liked to think here, but has not said. 诚如易华英所说,他之前接触雅涵,一来是因为雅涵的美貌与家世,当初在剑桥的经历;二来则是为了与许默之间的过节,原本对雅涵的态度也没有抱太大的希望,可是这希望方才易华英给了他:雅涵对他的态度似乎比对许默还好,他有希望了,随后的一番分析,这希望似乎又在陡然间落空,雅涵甚至可以为她喜欢的那个男人哭一晚上,可以拒绝许默乃至其他所有人的约会和示爱,那么她对自己笑笑算是什么呢,最重要的是,那笑容或许根本不是给自己的。或许她是在这里者到了她喜欢的那人——这一点两个人都想到了,但是都没有说出来。 Therefore in the flash, Yahan behind oneself and her the huge background and influence, as if goes far away to oneself suddenly. The people are afraid is not disappointed, but had has hoped — — regardless of the time being Yi Huaying whether for him looked Xu Mo is not pleasing to the eyes is stirring up, the final result is, he indeed was said moves. Prescribing medicine is the minor matter, he listened to countless people to say saw many people to do, who knew himself to meet such is not smooth. 于是在一瞬间,雅涵本人、她背后的庞大背景与势力,陡然间似乎又离自己远去。人害怕的不是失望,而是曾经有过希望——姑且不论易华英是否是为了他看许默不顺眼在煽动,最终的结果是,他的确被说得动心了。下药是小事,他听无数人说过见许多人做过,谁知到自己会这么不顺。 How the issue lies in the present should be solved, in the family/home has money, but must put out 1 million to him some meat pains. This table tennis he is not irrecusable, but does not dare to reject. This child is generation of Yahan is playing a ball game, Yahan put out 1 million, whether this represents, always tenderhearted Yahan intends to depress this matter, so long as played this ball, regardless of victory and loss — — won naturally must go back — — to settle a quarrel and make peace with the parties involved money after that. 问题在于现在该怎样解决,家里不是没钱,但要拿出一百万对他来说还是有些肉痛。这场桌球他不是不能拒绝,而是不敢拒绝。这个孩子是代雅涵在打球,雅涵拿出了一百万,这是否代表,一向心软的雅涵有意将这件事情就此压下,只要自己打了这场球,无论输赢——自己赢了自然还得将钱还回去——此后都息事宁人。 „, He told the facts subconsciously: „ On me has not had the so many money temporarily......” “下意识地,他还是实话实说道:“我身上暂时没带这么多钱……” „Doesn't matter, I believe your moral behavior. Won these money to take away, losing wrote a bill signed in acknowledgment of debt to be good.” Jiaming puts out a coin with a smile, „then you kick off directly, the back I kick off. What kind of?” “没关系,我相信你的人品。赢了这些钱就拿走,输了写张欠条就好。”家明笑着拿出一枚硬币,“那么正面你开球,背面我开球。怎么样？” Ma Tuo is somewhat looking at Yahan that face that scruple cannot see the idea. Afterward, had just now said with Jiaming two Elder Female Cousin words Yi Huaying walked from behind, spoke several words in the Ma Tuo ear. Ma Tuo clenches teeth, finally nod: „Starts.” 马托有些迟疑地望着雅涵那张看不出想法的脸。随后,方才与家明的两个表姐说过了话的易华英从后面走了过来,在马托耳边说了几句话。马托咬了咬牙,终于点头:“开始吧。” This boy will not play the table tennis. Oneself must win him not to have the issue, first wins, then admitted mistakes to apologize the — — check naturally to Yahan unable to want — — only to be able temporarily like this, said oneself lost simply is quite good. 这个男孩不怎么会打桌球。自己要赢他还是没问题的,先赢球,然后给雅涵认错请罪——支票当然不能要——暂时就只能这样了吧,还是说自己干脆输掉比较好。 After a ponder, he decided that oneself must first win. Then admits mistakes the comparison to have the sincerity to Yahan. However, the development, has not given him too the choice. 一番思考之后,他决定自己还是要先赢球。然后给雅涵认错比较有诚意。不过,事情的发展,并没有给他太多选择的余地。 Throws the coin the result is Ma Tuo first kicks off. He in ping-pong high and low very big time, once had had a record that makes 98, self-confidently is not the difference are more than professional. Naturally, first who is hard to score point. Ejects, white ball bumps near the red ball gently then stops, leaves behind an opening of no significance to Jiaming. 掷硬币的结果是马托先开球。他曾经在台球上下过很大的功夫,曾有过一杆打出九十八分的记录,自信比职业选手也不是差很多。当然,第一杆谁都难以进球。一杆击出,白球在红球边上轻轻一碰便停下,给家明留下一个没什么意义的开局。 Arrives at stage, Jiaming followed to take the stick to bump. The red ball dispersed a point slightly, but also is certainly not meaningful. 走到台边,家明跟着拿棍子碰了一下。红球稍微散了一点,但当然也没什么意义。 According to this appearance, next can start to take to be divided...... in the Ma Tuo heart to think. Knocks the red ball again disperses. However white ball as before next to red ball. In people's eyes, the goal that can have almost does not have. Jiaming inspires, both hands are supporting the ping-pong table. In there enough a half minute, was bending down the body suddenly. 按照这个样子,下一杆可以开始拿分了……马托心中想着。将红球再敲散一点。然而白球依旧紧挨着红球。在众人眼中,可以一杆就进的球几乎没有。家明吸了口气,双手撑着球台。在那儿着了足足半分钟有余,陡然间俯下了身子。 In a flash, bang a resounding makes a sound on the ping-pong table, 15 red balls disperse, white Qiubian the first red ball ran upon second ruthlessly, second runs upon the ping-pong table border to rebound later, hits third. Enters the bag directly. 一瞬间,砰的一声脆响在球台上响起来,十五颗红球飞散开去,白球边的第一颗红球狠狠地撞上了第二颗,第二颗随后撞上球台边沿反弹回来,将第三颗撞出去。直接进袋。 The first point. 第一分。 „Luck was really good, enters one.” Nearby Lin Wanzhen said with a smile. “运气真好,进一个了。”一旁的林婉贞笑道。 Hesitation of not too many, Jiaming arrives at another side of the ping-pong table, bends down, the white ball directly soars score highest black colored ball to go, enters the bag, eight points. This ball is the straight line, therefore people also on the surprise of not too many. When takes to suspend again to black colored ball, Jiaming convenient, another red ball entered the bag. 没有过多的迟疑,家明走到球台另一侧,俯身,白球直奔分数最高的黑色球而去,进袋,八分。这一个球算是直线,因此众人也就没有过多的惊奇。待到黑色球再拿出来摆好,家明顺手一杆,又一个红球进了袋。 Nine points. 九分。 When the black ball enters the bag for the second time, the Ma Tuo complexion started changed, the surrounding person also started to reveal the surprised vision, more people encircled. Has also walked including Dongfang Wan that the lawn wandered in the ballroom and that side, is looking at Jiaming and ping-pong table, on the face showed the surprise look. 黑球第二次进袋时,马托的脸色开始变了,周围的人也开始露出惊奇的目光,更多的人围了过来。包括一直在舞厅和草地那边转悠的东方婉也走了过来,望着家明与球台,脸上露出了诧异的神色。 From the beginning oneself invited him to come out, to buying clothes and dance party. No matter does anything, he cannot give people many existence feeling. Mixes in the crowd, he really seems somewhat ordinary. In the semblance and makings not unique element , this makings completely have however changed at this point. 从一开始自己邀他出来,到买衣服、舞会。不管干任何事情,他一直都没能给人多少的存在感。混在人群之中,他实在显得有些平凡。外表和气质上都毫无特殊之处,然而在此时,这股气质已经完全改变了。 The vision is staring at the ping-pong table, calculates, bends down precisely and hit a ball, this time Jiaming as if had completely turned into the most professional billiards player. On him that ordinary not wonderful suit, as if becomes taller and straighter at this time, near the entire ping-pong table atmosphere, merely because of him, becomes especially swift and fierce. 目光盯着球台,精确地计算、俯身、击球,此时的家明仿佛已经全然变成了一名最职业的台球选手。连带他身上那件平凡无奇的西装,此时也仿佛变得更加挺拔起来,整个球台边的气氛,仅仅因为他一个人,变得格外凌厉。 After this...... is Sister Suyan teaches the result...... 这个……就是素言姐教导后的结果么…… The red ball, the black ball, the red ball and black ball...... Snooker's stipulation has a red goal, later enters random chromosphere, but takes the score of black ball as highest , if a clear stage, highest score is 147, regarding the professional, one number of times of percentage is to weigh the standard of strength, but looks at Jiaming this time attitude, he is going forward toward 147 the goal obviously methodically. When the black ball enters to for the sixth time, on the scoreboard has 48, the ping-pong table surroundings encircled completely the person, pushed stares in a big way the eye in not far away two Huang Family Elder Female Cousin, was just like looking they have never seen alien. 红球、黑球、红球、黑球……斯诺克的规定是进一个红球,随后进任意一个彩球,而以进黑球的分数为最高,算起来,如果一杆清台,最高分是一百四十七分,对于职业选手来说,一杆过百分的次数是衡量实力的标准,而看家明此时的态度,他显然就是在有条不紊地朝一百四十七分的这个目标前进。当黑球进到第六次时,记分牌上已经有了四十八分,球台周围围满了人,挤在不远处两位黄家的表姐瞪大了眼睛,俨然是在看她们从未见过的外星人。 49. 四十九分。 56...... 五十六分…… 57...... 五十七分…… When entered the hole to the black ball for the tenth time, attains 80 time sharing, Jiaming had the first mistake finally. The red ball has not entered, however white Qiutie the red ball, is stopping in the most cunning angle. However, the highest score 147 Snooker. Only if then Jiaming breaks the rules unceasingly the point deduction, otherwise Ma Tuo does not have any opportunity of winning. 待到黑球第十次进了洞,拿到八十分时,家明终于有了第一次的失误。红球没有进,然而白球贴着红球,停在了一个最刁钻的角度上。不过,一杆的最高分数一百四十七的斯诺克。除非接下来家明不断地犯规扣分,否则马托已经没有了任何赢的机会。 Expiration. Jiaming lifted the hand toward being sweating profusely Ma Tuo: „Was one's turn you.” 吐了口气。家明向着满头大汗的马托抬了抬手:“轮到你了。” By level that Jiaming just now displays, breaks the rules to be almost impossible. Therefore then this. Ma Tuo cannot play the red ball. 以家明方才表现出来的水平,犯规几乎不可能。于是接下来这一杆。马托没能将红球打进去。 Holds the ball rod to stand from side, Jiaming starts to conclude. 抱着球杆从旁边站起来,家明开始收尾。 Nearby the ping-pong table, Yahan calmly looks, just like lost the soul. 台球桌一旁,雅涵静静地看着,俨然失去了魂魄。 No one conceivable, she has treasures among the sentiment with Jiaming. 没有人可以想象,她有多珍惜与家明之间的这段感情。 The cold war has three months, has not met also nearly for two months, initially proposed the one who no longer spoke no longer the communication was she, after that Jiaming happily joyfully with Lingjing and Shasha lived together, her actually person hid in dark makes lonely gnaw the innermost feelings with the pain. 冷战已经有三个多月,没有见面也快两个月了,当初提出不再说话不再来往的是她,此后家明幸福快乐地与灵静与沙沙生活在一起,她却一个人躲在黑暗里让寂寞与痛苦啃噬着内心。 Will submerge with the huge work load in the school, does not represent can really forget these thing. The work and each night losing sleep of excess load made her the condition recur one time in early July, she was recalling in the icy hospital when last year Jiaming they sent the hospital scene her, that was Jiaming helps her level warm-heartedly is compelled the condition of marriage , he Lingjing, Shasha were also every day daily came to see her in turn, at that time they were the good friends, now they are the unfaithful/stamen male and ignominious love rivals. Their three people passed every day happily joyfully, she actually can only think these thing, how is grieved to crying...... she can also...... 在学校用庞大的工作量将自己淹没,不代表就能真的忘记这些东西。超负荷的工作与每晚的失眠使得她在七月初病情复发了一次,她在冷冰冰的医院里回想着去年家明他们将她送来医院时的情景,那是家明热心地帮她摆平了被逼婚的境况,他、灵静、沙沙也是每天每天的轮流来看她,那时他们是好朋友,现在他们是花心男和可耻的情敌。他们三个人幸福快乐地度过每一天,她却只能想着这些东西,然后心痛到哭出来……她还能怎么样…… Only can cry to cry, has kept crying...... 只能一直哭一直哭,一直一直不停地哭…… After recovering from an illness , the family member does not make her take care anything of school again. Let her have many time recollections, then Ma Tuo came, regarding this in Cambridge also calculates that looks after her School Leader, she is grateful. Initially a person went to Cambridge to be equal to leaving home, without the support of family member, these schoolmates in school has helped she very big busy, is not on the material, what were more was spiritually, therefore she has been always remembering these matters. 病愈之后家里人不让她再管学校的任何事情。让她有了更多的时间回忆,然后马托来了,对于这个在剑桥还算照顾她的学长,她是感激的。当初一个人去剑桥等于是离家出走,没有家里人的支持,学校的这些本国同学帮过她很大的忙,并非是物质上的,更多的还是在精神上,所以她一直铭记着这些事。 Ma Tuo is interesting about her, she could detect, but is certainly impossible to come according to the words that said anything to reject, such also too puts on airs. Let alone, some people of daily daily visits, she has to receive, in the evening recalls and cries does not dare to cry too hard, so as to avoid being seen the red eye socket, said in this point, Ma Tuo to she instead somewhat positive significance — — she after all is the conservative female, like that time before the principal said directly „I was lovelorn must ask for leave”, at this time could not do in any event. 马托对她有意思,她或许能够察觉出来,但当然不可能直按就说出什么拒绝的话来,那样也太臭美了。更何况,有人每天每天的上门,她又不得不接待一下,晚上回忆、哭的时候也不敢哭得太厉害,免得被人看出了红眼圈,在这一点上说起来,马托对她反而有些积极的意义——她毕竟是保守的女性,像那时直接在校长面前说“我失恋了要请假”,此时是无论如何做不出来了。 Comes the dance party to be only the minor matter with Ma Tuo, saw Jiaming unexpectedly, is her several months the first important matter. Saw that Jiaming was being pulled by Dongfang Wan, in her heart hated in the extreme — — that fellow the unfaithful/stamen. Dongfang Wan was also ganged up with — — this mood as if to complain by him: You want stamen's first also to be I. This also thinks certainly. 跟马托来舞会只是小事,竟然见到了家明,才是她几个月来的第一件大事。看到家明被东方婉挽着,她心中怨恨到无以复加——那家伙又花心了。东方婉也被他勾搭上了——这情绪仿佛就是在埋怨:你要花心第一个也该是我啊。这当然也只是想想。 She is not willing to greet with Jiaming, was fantasizing always polite Jiaming coming initiative speech — — this mood is satisfies thirst by drinking poison — — not to think simply Jiaming thinks should not disturb her again, even if two people were away from not the far distance to bake for quite a while, is never willing to pass. In her heart the hidden bitterness increases, is cheerful and lively the half of the day with Ma Tuo, thinks that always carries a torch, in the heart the sorrow, eats a being unpalatable chicken wing bitterly, after returning to normal, felt oneself feel nauseated simply, goes to the restroom to come out, saw that Jiaming sits on the corridor eats thing, in the heart cannot bear must pass through from there. 她不肯跟家明打招呼,幻想着一向有礼貌的家明过来主动说话——这种情绪简直就是饮鸩止渴——可没想到家明认为不该再来打搅她,就算两人隔着不远的距离烧烤了半天,始终都不肯过去。她心中幽怨更增,与马托有说有笑半天,又想到一直以来都是单恋,心中悲苦,恨恨地吃掉一只难吃的鸡翅膀,平复之后觉得自己简直要吐出来,去过厕所出来,见到家明坐在长廊上吃东西,心中就忍不住地要从那儿经过。 She is not that type only knows that the willful woman, in the heart the intense moral intention makes her feel should not be close to Jiaming again, because does not have the result in any event. But the component of two months of tears presses her not to gasp for breath, the god enables the ghost to walk badly, two thoughts fight in the body, one type makes her go back, one type makes her do intentionally meets accidentally, but also without deciding the victory and defeat, then really saw. 她并非是那种只知道任性的女人,心中强烈的道德感让她觉得不该再接近家明,因为无论如何都没有结果。可是两个多月眼泪的份量压得她喘不过气来,神使鬼差地走过去,两种心思在身体里打架,一种让她回去,一种让她故作无意地遇见,还没分出胜负,便真的见到了。 Two months, had the first conversation finally. In her surface tranquil, in the heart arrives excitedly in the extreme. Especially in Jiaming clarified on own initiative after the relations of Dongfang Wan, the original hate also swept away. However in this joyful mood, anticipating, pain, struggling a thought to stream. She should not come, because this man, regardless of is not how impossible to be her. May know obviously should not come, she cannot bear, even if cannot bear, she still knows oneself really should not come...... 两个多月来,终于有了第一次的交谈。她表面上平静,心中激动到无以复加。特别是在家明主动澄清了与东方婉的关系后,原本的怨恨也就一扫而空了。然而这种快乐的情绪之中,期待、痛苦、挣扎等名种思想纷至沓来。她不该来的,因为这个男人无论如何也不可能属于她。可明明知道不该来,她就是忍不住,即便忍不住,她也知道自己实在不该来…… Then Ma Tuo ran to ask her to play the ping-pong. To say „my didn’t go”, but the body in this idea by the advance party of determination, without the means that has only been able to say bye-bye. In the subsequent time, in her heart was rubbed by the thick grass rope tight saw probably back and forth, that rough feeling draws in the heart, pain and hemorrhage gradually gradually, about left...... the person seemed divided the innumerable pieces completely. 然后马托跑来叫她打台球了。原本想说“我不去了”,但身体已经在这个想法被确定之前站了起来,没办法,只能说拜拜。此后的时间里,她的心中就好像被粗草绳绷紧的锯子来回地磨,那粗糙的感觉拉在心中,渐渐的痛、渐渐的出血,左右左右左……人仿佛被完全分割成了无数片。 Again then, Ma Tuo brought the water, Jiaming came. Until now...... this ping-pong hits for her, but her thoughts here, do not look at Jiaming she not to know in own heart is thinking anything, from time to time thinks cup of water, in the water have thing, is Ma Tuo puts. His too hateful — — therefore she according to taking 1 million came out — — to be natural, if Jiaming said that „many borrows many” not in view of Ma Tuo, she may call the father immediately makes him adjust several million. 再然后,马托拿来了水,家明过来了。直到现在……这场台球是为她而打,可她的心思根本不在这里,望着家明她也不知道自己心中在想些什么,时而想到身边的这杯水,水里有东西,是马托放的。他太可恶——所以她直按拿了一百万出来——当然,假如家明说“有多少借多少”不是针对马托,她更有可能立刻打电话给老爸让他调几千万。 From time to time but thinks, perhaps she must thank Ma Tuo the cup of water, if not he, how Jiaming can come. She remembers the Jiaming beforehand matter. He once hit the family/home, play the basketball for Lingjing for Shasha, once sang for Lingjing on Christmas Eve, originally was also expecting their three are only the friends. Now wants to come, he what imposing matter has not done for oneself. However currently he also has for himself plays the table tennis, in her ear is listening to the score, is listening to surprised of people, looks at the Jiaming dedicated stance. At this moment suddenly felt, he seems own, without Lingjing does not have Shasha...... 可是时而又想,或许她得感谢马托的这杯水呢,如果不是他,家明怎么又会过来。她想起家明之前的事情。他曾经为了灵静打家、为了沙沙打篮球,曾经在平安夜上为了灵静而唱歌,当初还期望着他们三个只是朋友。现在想来,他什么轰轰烈烈的事情都没为自己做过。不过现在他也有为自己打桌球了,她耳中听着分数,听着众人的惊讶,看着家明专注的姿态。这一刻忽然觉得,他似乎就是自己的,没有灵静也没有沙沙…… She looks like this, thinking. The train of thought jumps here from time to time, from time to time rebounds, finally, the incomparable sorrow leaks from the heart, eye socket gradually was wet. Shortly is the tears that cannot bear. She attracted the nose, turns the head to look to nearby drinking glass, put out a hand to push, that drinking glass reversed, the water splash splashed, the cup was pounded crushes. The Jiaming vision shot a look, she turned head, separates the crowd to run, was good is looking at Jiaming because of people, had not actually seen that she is crying. 她这样看着,想着。思绪时而跳到这里,时而又跳开,最终,还是无比的悲苦从心中漏出来,眼眶渐渐的湿了。眼看着便是忍不住的泪水。她吸了吸鼻子,转头望向一旁的玻璃杯,伸出手去推了一下,那玻璃杯翻倒下去,水花溅开,杯子被砸得粉碎。家明的目光瞥了过来,她一扭头,分开了人群跑出去,好在人们都在看着家明,却没有看到她在哭。 „Sorry, lets, I must go to the washroom, sorry, lets......” “抱歉,让一下,我要去洗手间,抱歉,让一下……” She is saying like this, squeezes out the crowd gradually, on the ping-pong table is also left over the final several chromosphere. Jiaming is holding the ball rod, stopped unemotionally. Is looking at that pile of fragments, does not know that is thinking anything...... 她这样说着,渐渐挤出人群,球台上还剩下最后的几个彩球。家明抱着球杆,面无表情地停了下来。望着那堆碎片,也不知在想些什么……