Serez is taking a look at the present woman carefully, for these years, like the interesting person, his first meeting, because of so, Serez rare, produced wants to continue the thorough thought with her. 瑟雷仔细打量着眼前的女人,这么多年以来,像这样有趣的人,他还是第一次遇到,也因如此,瑟雷少有的、产生了想与她继续深入的念头。 Therefore crossed for a year, Serez wears the straight clothing, the woman wears a pure white marriage clothing/taking, two manpower are holding the hand, enters into the palace of marriage. 于是又过了一年,瑟雷穿着笔挺的衣装,女人则穿着一身纯白的婚服,两人手挽着手,迈入婚姻的殿堂。 The person of participation wedding are not many, basically is the relatives and friends of woman, under everyone's gaze, Serez hugs with the woman, is waiting for oath. 参与婚礼的人不多,基本都是女人的亲朋好友,在所有人的注视下,瑟雷与女人拥抱,等待着宣誓。 „Serez, I love you.” The women said. “瑟雷,我爱你。”女人说。 „I also love you.” “我也爱你。” „No, our loves may be different.” “不,我们俩的爱可不一样。” „Why?” “为什么？” „In your life, you have loved many people, Serez, but I am different, in my life, I have only loved your one.” “在你的一生里,你已经爱过许多人了,瑟雷,但我不一样,在我的生命里,我只爱过你一个。” The women also asked that „did you still remember these once with the person of your together tussah silk waste?” 女人又问道,“你还记得那些曾经与你一同挽手的人吗？” Serez wants to lie, but this he does not have time, „recorded was not quite clear, the life long fault in this, many seemingly precious experiences, became accustomed to me, therefore they gradually faded, turned into grain of ordinary dust.” 瑟雷本想说谎,但这一次他没有,“记不太清了,生命过于漫长的坏处就在这,许多人看似珍贵的经历,对我而言就是习以为常,于是她们逐渐褪色,变成了一粒普普通通的尘埃。” „Really regrettable...... will that I also forget by you? In 100 years and 200 years, even after saying 1000, will you still remember me?” “真遗憾啊……那我也会被你遗忘吗？在一百年、两百年,甚至说一千年后,你还会记得我吗？” The women pull his neck, is kissing his lip. 女人挽住他的脖子,亲吻着他的嘴唇。 Serez has not spoken, he does not want to lie, but cannot give an absolute commitment. 瑟雷没有说话,他不想说谎,但也给不出一个绝对的承诺。 Women like knowing his wishful thinking, she continues saying that „I love you, Serez, I love you, but I will not turn with your same non- dead, I know that means anything.” 女人就像知道他的小心思一样,她又继续说道,“我爱你,瑟雷,我非常爱你,但我不会变成和你一样的不死者,我知道那意味着什么。” „ We could spend together for hundred years and millenniums time, but I know, the years will make your my sentiment deteriorate, bright deep love, will subside vulgarly. “我们或许能一起共度百年、千年的时光,但我知道,岁月会令你我的感情变质,再灿烂的热爱,也会平息成庸俗。 You may hate me, I will also possibly hate you, we more fall in love now, when the time comes will more hate, the oath must wrong defeat the bone to raise the ash the opposite party. ” 你可能会恨我,我也可能会恨你,我们现在越是相爱,到时候就越会仇恨,誓要把对方错挫骨扬灰。” She grasps the head of Serez, is kissing his cheeks, licks to lick his earlobe. 她抱住瑟雷的脑袋,亲吻着他的脸颊,舔舐他的耳垂。 „ But I also know, I am only a mortal, I will die eventually, in your long life, how I to be again bright and warm, eventually is also only a instance in your life. “但我也知道,我只是个凡人,我终究会死去,在你的漫长人生中,我再怎么灿烂、热烈,终究也只是你人生里的一个瞬间。 I hope that this can turn instantaneously eternal, making you always remember. ” 我希望这个瞬间能变成永恒,令你永远铭记。” The women said at the same time, Serez smelled irritating the nose smell of blood suddenly, the woman loosened Serez, a dagger inserted in her chest, the blood dyes thoroughly the pure white long skirt rapidly, probably a blooming rose. 女人说完的同时,瑟雷忽然嗅到了一股刺鼻的血腥味,女人松开了瑟雷,一把匕首插在她的胸口,鲜血迅速染透了纯白的长裙,像是一朵绽放的玫瑰。 She fell layer on layer/heavily backs down, falls down, has not sent out any calls out in grief, but looks at the face of Serez stubbornly, seal entered the heart of Serez by own facial features forever. 她重重地摔下台阶,倒在了地上,没有发出任何悲鸣,只是倔强地看着瑟雷的脸,让自己的面容永远地印进瑟雷的心底。 The women guess, Serez could not forget itself again. 女人猜,瑟雷再也忘不掉自己了。 Suddenly wedding makes a mess, people throw to the side of woman, tries to rescue her life, the family members sorrowfully, a weeping sound piece. 一时间婚礼现场乱作一团,人们扑到女人的身旁,试着抢救她的生命,家属们悲痛不已,哭声一片。 Serez looks at all these indifferently, these that as if has have nothing to do with him, he is a from head to tail outsider. 瑟雷只是漠然地看着这一切,仿佛发生的这些都与他无关,他是位彻头彻尾的局外人。 On the cheeks transmitted some warm, Serez touched, selected point bloodstain seal in the fingertip. 脸颊上传来些许的温热,瑟雷触摸了一下,点点的血迹印在指尖。 Suddenly, Serez smiled, does not cross the body of woman patiently, goes out of wedding with stride. 突然,瑟雷笑了出来,不耐烦地越过女人的尸体,大步走出婚礼现场。 The women think own special, thinks that this way will make itself remember her...... Serez only feel sick, like this crazy lover, in his long life, he has seen one incessantly. 女人以为自己的特殊的,以为这种方式会令自己记住她……瑟雷只觉得厌烦,像这种疯狂的爱人,在他的漫长生命里,他已经不止见过一个了。 They felt oneself are special, felt oneself can fetter Serez, thinks oneself can be alwaysed remember. 她们都觉得自己是特殊的,都觉得自己能束缚住瑟雷,都以为自己能被永远铭记。 No, they are only Serez are used to while away the time the toys of oneself long life. 不,她们只是瑟雷用来消遣自己漫长生命的玩物而已。 The toys do not need the name, does not need to be always remembered. 玩物是不需要名字的,也是无需被铭记的。 ...... …… „Therefore, this was your story? Serez.” “所以,这就是你的故事了？瑟雷。” In the dim tavern, fills the alcohol in the atmosphere, in woman's tosses down cup liquor water, is whipping the shoulder of Serez vigorously, „your fellow also is really a domestic animal!” 昏暗的酒馆内,充满酒精的氛围中,女人将杯中的酒水一饮而尽,大力拍打着瑟雷的肩膀,“你这家伙还真是个畜生啊！” „Domestic animal? I feel fortunately, at that time at least everyone played happy.” “畜生吗？我觉得还好吧,至少当时大家都玩的蛮开心的。” Serez did one after another, making the alcohol fill up own brain, „ mentioned, several years ago respectively, I have not really thought that will run into you in this. 瑟雷干了一杯又一杯,让酒精填满自己的大脑,“说来,几年前分别后,我真没想到会在这遇到你啊。 Has travelled this from the keel of hills, your journey of adventure also is really long. ” 从群山之脊一直旅行到这,你的冒险之旅还真是漫长。” „I have not thought that will see you in this, but this thinks that is the old friend has a reunion, but listened to your passing carefully......” “我也没想到会在这见到你,不过本以为是旧友重逢,但仔细听了你的过往……” The women pretend a trembling appearance, „, Serez you will not fall in love with me, does not want, fell in love with or falls in love with your person by you, sounds no good end.” 女人装作一副发抖的模样,“哇,瑟雷你不会爱上我了吧,不要吧,被你爱上或爱上你的人,听起来都没什么好下场唉。” Serez silent, possibly is the joy of reunion, possibly was the alcohol really defeated the reason, his first time frank moon's orbit. 瑟雷沉默了一下,可能是重逢的喜悦,也可能是酒精真的战胜了理智,他头一次坦白道。 „I do not know.” “我不知道。” „What did you say?” “你说什么？” „To be honest, I do not know that anything is the love , does not understand this type of thing, after all I am the non- dead, anything pledged loyally , in the front of time damn.” “说实话,我不知道什么是爱,也搞不太懂这种东西,毕竟我是不死者,什么誓言啊、忠贞啊,在时间的面前都见鬼去了。” „Haha!” “哈哈！” The women are listening to the complaint of Serez, laughed, she is also asking back, „that you have followed I, is what meaning.” 女人听着瑟雷的抱怨,哈哈大笑了起来,她又反问着,“那你一直跟着我,到底是什么意思啊。” „I thought that you are very interesting, is very suitable to be used for the spare time.” Serez said. “我觉得你很有趣,很适合用来消遣时间。”瑟雷说。 „In other words...... did you fall in love with me? Your love is really inexpensive, Serez,” woman has not lost one's temper, „did I once present the woman in your life with these am same? A pet of spare time?” “也就是说……你爱上我了？那你的爱还真廉价啊,瑟雷,”女人没有动怒,“我就和那些曾出现在你生命中的女人一样嘛？一种消遣时间的宠物？” The Serez shameless say/way, „I do not know, you are possibly different from them, is possibly same, who knows? This matter.” 瑟雷恬不知耻道,“我不知道,你可能和她们不一样,也可能一样,谁知道呢？这种事。” Women silent, she entrains the ear of Serez, loud say/way. 女人沉默了一阵,她拽起瑟雷的耳朵,大声道。 „Your this bastard, is a willful child, you treated as pastime everyone, therefore you will easily fall in love with anyone, but when you enough understand her, after knowing her completely, you will lose the interest in her, leaves swaggering, seeks next to be possible for the toy of pastime!” “你这个混蛋,就是一个任性的孩子,你把每个人都当做了消遣,所以你会轻易地爱上任何一个人,但当你足够了解她,知晓她的全部后,你对她就会失去兴趣,大摇大摆地离开,去寻找下一个可供消遣的玩具！” Is the few words, the woman completely understood entirety of Serez, „you will not be sad, will not be guilty, in your opinion, from the beginning you are not the same social class and same species, treats the pet like the master.” 仅仅是三言两语,女人就看透了瑟雷的全部,“你不会难过,甚至不会愧疚,在你看来,从一开始你们就不是同一个阶级、同一个物种,就像主人对待宠物一样。” Serez by dumbfounded that she said that but strong say/way, „, therefore?” 瑟雷被她说的哑口无言,但还是强硬道,“所以呢？” „Therefore? Therefore I must walk.” The women were saying carried the package, is making faces to him. “所以？所以我要走了。”女人说着拎起了包裹,冲他做着鬼脸。 Serez is looking at the back of woman, he asked suddenly, „did that you love me?” 瑟雷望着女人的背影,他突然问道,“那你爱我吗？” „Who knows? My love may not have you is so inexpensive.” “谁知道呢？我的爱可没你那么廉价。” The women said, pushes the door to depart, Serez gawked, the half step with. 女人说完,推门离去,瑟雷愣了一下,快步跟了上去。 Serez will rarely waste the too much time on a body of woman, but this time he in woman behind with several months, the woman did not catch up with him to walk, sometimes two people will also eat meal and chat together, when comes across some terrible business, will also help the cooperation mutually. 瑟雷很少会在一个女人的身上浪费太多的时间,但这一次他在女人的身后跟了几个月,女人也不赶他走,有时候两人还会一起吃个饭、聊聊天,遇到一些麻烦事时,还会互帮互助。 Naturally, is mainly Serez helps her, as a night clan feudal lord, Serez has the strength of exceeding the imagination. 当然,主要是瑟雷帮她,作为一名夜族领主,瑟雷具备超越想象的力量。 When the time slow passage, until some day talked in the night, Serez suddenly asks. 时间缓慢的推移,直到某一天夜谈时,瑟雷突然问道。 „Mentioned, did you name?” “说来,你叫什么名字？” Serez realizes a very fatal matter, he and woman understanding was so long, does not know to the name of present woman. 瑟雷意识到一件非常致命的事,他和女人认识这么久了,到现在连女人的名字都不知道。 „Secret.” “秘密。” The women declined him decisively. 女人果断地回绝了他。 „Ha?” “哈？” After realizing these, Serez recalled simply, he discovered even travelled together were so long, but his story understanding of the woman were really few, in most of the time of journey, was a Serez person in verbose, told that in his long life various strange matter, the woman is listening respectfully, once for a while gave the response. 意识到这些后,瑟雷简单地回忆了一下,他发现即便同行了这么久,可他对女人的故事了解甚少,旅程的绝大部分时间里,都是瑟雷一个人在絮絮叨叨,讲述他漫长生命里遇到的各种怪事,女人则聆听着,时不时给予回应。 „I think that we were the friends.” Serez said. “我以为我们是朋友了。”瑟雷说。 „Yo yo yo, does not want, gives you to work as the friend also awfully.” The women shake the head again and again. “呦呦呦,可不要了,给你当朋友也蛮要命的。”女人连连摇头。 „Why don't you catch up with me to walk?” Serez also asked. “那你为什么不赶我走呢？”瑟雷又问。 The women are asking back, „I have not been blocking you, why don't you leave on own initiative?” 女人则反问着,“我又没拦着你,你为什么不主动离开呢？” Saw Serez dumbfounded, the woman smiled happily, „Serez, you truly were an interesting fellow, I really somewhat liked you, but you also truly were a villain, a damn unprincipled person.” 见瑟雷呆住了,女人开心地笑了起来,“瑟雷,你确实是一个有趣的家伙,我真的有些喜欢你了,但你也确确实实是一个恶棍,一个该死的坏人。” Serez is listening silently. 瑟雷默默地听着。 „I know, when your bastard fully understands me, is you leave,” woman narrows the eye, „, therefore I will not allow you easily to understand me, this is a battle of attrition.” “我知道,当你这个混蛋完全了解我时,也就是你离开的时候了,”女人眯起眼睛,“所以我不会让你这么轻易地了解我,这是一场消耗战。” „I most do not lack on time.” Serez said. “我最不缺的就时间。”瑟雷说。 „Therefore? You always felt oneself have the infinite time, has the infinite capital, but I may be different,” woman approached Serez, „I am a mortal, my time is limited, perhaps has not waited for you fully to understand me, I died.” “所以呢？你总觉得自己有无限的时间,就有无限的资本,但我可不一样,”女人靠近了瑟雷,“我可是个凡人,我的时间是有限的,说不定还没等你完全了解我,我就死掉喽。” Serez was mad smiled, „can you and I bet with your life? For this senseless competition?” 瑟雷被气笑了,“你要拿你的一生和我赌？为了这场无趣的比赛？” „Senseless? Isn't this very interesting?” The women said, „can compare? Perhaps this arrogant non- dead, poured in the mortal hand.” “无趣？这难道不是很有趣吗？”女人说道,“要比一比吗？这次傲慢的不死者,或许就倒在了凡人手中哦。” „Therefore you love me?” “所以你是爱我吗？” „Loves,” woman impatient say/way, „do not ask that this, you are quite weak.” “爱爱爱,”女人不耐烦道,“别问这个了,你好幼稚啊。” „Am I weak?” “我幼稚？” Serez first time was said weakly, at present this woman, possibly does not have the odd change to be old. 瑟雷头一次被人说幼稚,眼前这个女人的年龄,可能还没自己零头大。 „Right, how even if you lived several hundred years and several thousand years, is not the weak likely child.” The women are appraising. “对啊,就算你活了几百年、几千年又怎样,还不是幼稚的像个孩子。”女人评价着。 Serez was silent, has to acknowledge, he was about truly caused the interest by the gambling of woman, in he has experienced in many people, they use all kinds of ways to attract the attention of Serez, attempts to be alwaysed remember by oneself, wishes one could to catch oneself in the hand. 瑟雷沉默了,不得不承认,他确实被女人的赌约引起了兴趣,在他见识过的诸多人里,她们用各种各样的方式吸引瑟雷的注意,尝试让自己永远铭记,恨不得把自己抓在手中。 In this becomes accustomed , the present woman is a anomaly, Serez cannot comprehend her to think anything completely. 在这习以为常中,眼前的女人完全就是个怪胎,瑟雷根本搞不懂她在想些什么。 „What flower do you like?” Serez asked. “你喜欢什么花？”瑟雷问。 „Why asked this suddenly.” “为什么突然问这个。” „I am trying to understand you.” “我是在试着了解你。” „Un...... one year later said?” “嗯……一年后再说吧？” „What do you mean?” “什么意思？” „According to your present performance, as well as I to your emotion, about this issue, I planned that told you one year later the answer, how?” “根据你现在的表现,以及我对你的情感,关于这个问题,我打算在一年之后告诉你答案,如何？” „But I also want to understand that you are more.” “可我还想了解你更多。” „Therefore you must refuel, the great non- dead, must while me also living time, doing everything possible makes me fall in love with you, opens the heart to you.” The women smile is especially bright. “所以你要加油啊,伟大的不死者,要趁着我还活着的时候,想方设法让我爱上你,向你敞开心扉啊。”女人笑的格外灿烂。 „What is your name?” Serez asked, „at least makes me know the name of opponent.” “那你的名字是什么？”瑟雷问,“至少让我知道对手的名字吧。” Women hesitant, but puts out a hand to touch the fist with Serez. 女人犹豫了一下,但还是伸手和瑟雷碰拳。 „Aisha Tash.” “爱莎・塔什。” „Aisha......” “爱莎……” „Aisha!” “爱莎！” Serez is summoning that remote name, awakens from the bed fiercely, he looks anxiously to all around, actually discovery that familiar form not here. 瑟雷呼唤着那个久远的名字,猛地从床上惊醒,他紧张地看向四周,却发现那熟悉的身影并不在这里。 Yes, she already not here, in dim room, only then Serez all alone. 是啊,她早就不在这里了,昏暗的房间内,只有瑟雷孤身一人。 Serez falls on the bed, slow good to set out slowly, he looks to the front wall, on the wall is hanging the innumerable oil painting, in each painting is describing beautiful women. 瑟雷一头倒在床上,缓了好一阵才慢悠悠地起身,他看向前方的墙壁,墙壁上挂着数不清的油画,每一幅画作里都描绘着一个个美丽的女人。 Their vision are gentle, probably looks together to Serez. 她们的目光温柔,像是齐齐地望向瑟雷。 Serez does not care about these portraits, in his opinion, these portraits are only the set-off and concealing, hidden that overflowing sentiment merry love truly in numerous. 瑟雷并不在意这些画像,在他看来,这些画像只是陪衬、一种掩饰,把滥情风流的自己真正所爱的那一个隐藏在众多之中。 „Aisha......” “爱莎……” Serez is talking over that name, looks to a painting in corner. 瑟雷念叨着那个名字,看向角落里的一幅画作。 On the painting Aisha such as Serez remembers as in beauty such, puts out a hand to stroke the cheeks and tip of the nose in picture, that and Serez equally scarlet eye pupil. 画作上爱莎依旧如瑟雷记忆里的那样美丽,伸手抚摸过画中的脸颊、鼻尖,那与瑟雷一样猩红的眼瞳。 Serez can also hear her scolding sound. 恍惚间,瑟雷还能听到她的责骂声。 „You are cheating, Serez!” “你这是在作弊,瑟雷！” „You long for a home to return, actually feared that the home to return to fetters you, you also are really a greedy fellow.” “你渴望一个归宿,却又怕归宿束缚你,你还真是一个贪得无厌的家伙。” „ Serez, you had been loved by too many women your entire life, the love to you are a commonly seen matter, but I different...... “瑟雷,你一生被太多的女人爱过了,爱情对你已经是一件司空见惯的事了,但我不一样…… I lack that purely fine thing my entire life. ” 我一生都缺少那纯粹美好的东西。” Serez saw that Aisha's facial features start to burn, an cuns (2.5 cm) skin and flesh, change to the ashes all, Serez panic-stricken, he wants to pat wipes out her flame, is actually not able to prevent the slightest. 瑟雷看到爱莎的面容开始燃烧,一寸寸的皮肤、血肉,尽数化作灰烬,瑟雷惊恐不已,他想拍打掉她身上的火苗,却无法阻止分毫。 The clear impact noise awakened Serez, his delay looks at the blank the wall, at this time Serez realized that just all were only the illusions, but his whipping carelessly, got so far as the ground the painting. 清脆的撞击声唤醒了瑟雷,他呆滞地看着空白的墙壁,这时瑟雷才意识到刚刚的一切只是幻觉,而他胡乱的拍打,则把画作弄到了地上。 Picked up the portrait, Serez hung it, looks with the facial features that in the memory overlapped, Serez can recall at that time her as before to the words that oneself spoke. 捡起肖像画,瑟雷把它重新挂了起来,看着和记忆里重迭的面容,瑟雷依旧能记起那时她对自己说的话。 „Has not related, Serez.” “没关系的,瑟雷。” Even if the bathing sunlight and raging fire are encumbered, she said to oneself with that gentle tone as before. 即便沐浴阳光、烈火缠身,她依旧用那温柔的语气对自己说道。 „Perhaps you also arrange.” “你只是还没准备好。” She is using the hopeful tone. 她用着满怀期待的语气。 „, You will achieve finally on the 1st.” “终有一日,你会做到的。”