ED :: Volume #3

#194: The essence of author


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Damn!” “该死的!” The voice of mold lake reverberates by the ear, the woman dim facial features of appear at present, she seems like angry very much, is cursing angrily, is pounding the furniture, pulverizes all, commits to flames. 模湖的声音在耳旁回响,女人朦胧的面容浮现在眼前,她看起来很生气,愤怒地诅咒着,砸着家具,把一切都弄碎,付之一炬。 If you have not lived to be good.” “如果你没生出来就好了。” These words as if hid in her heart were very long, now she says these words finally, looked like the soul to be liberated, she arrived at the window to laugh to continue, but then cried uncontrolled. 这句话似乎藏在她心底很久了,如今她终于把这句话说出来了,就像是灵魂得到解放了般,她走到窗边大笑不止,可接着又不受控制地哭了起来。 The boys stand in cleverly same place, unemotional, as if all these have nothing to do with him. 男孩乖巧地站在原地,面无表情,仿佛这一切都与他无关。 The picture exuded some dark red, the following chill in the air embezzled the consciousness, the alone night arrived, covered like the quilt on the body. 画面泛起了些许的暗红,随之而来的寒意吞没了意识,孤寂的黑夜降临,如同被子般盖在身上。 Cold, is very cold. 冷,很冷。 The whole body blood and muscle as if froze, bone and joint also stiff in one, the sharp ice dregs floods in each of torso internal organs. 浑身的血液与肌肉仿佛都冻结了,就连骨头与关节也僵在了一起,尖锐的冰渣充斥在躯干内脏的每一处。 The boys felt oneself were dying, dies in this bleak station, recalled all sorts in own journey, as a homeless person, he thought that such result is also good. 男孩觉得自己要死了,死在这荒凉的车站里,回想自己旅途上的种种,作为一名无家可归者,他觉得这样的结局也不错。 He was very tired, as a resting place, here eternal going off, was a good conclusion. 他很累了,作为一个歇息的地方,在这里永恒的睡去,何尝不是一个好的结束。 Was not blessed arrives, then died obscure. 不受祝福地降临,而后默默无闻地死去。 The eyelid falls heavily, in all light must extinguish, the boy hears the whistle that the night end heard, bang the train cracked-up the fetter of destiny, cracked-up to death. 眼皮沉重地落下,就在所有的光都要熄灭时,男孩听到了黑夜尽头传来的汽笛声,轰隆的火车撞碎了命运的束缚,也撞碎了将至的死亡。 The train anchors by the abandoned platform, vehicle door one and full, after the gate, floats leaps the warm warm light, chanting of men and women is singing to praise the biography to hear, in the graceful stringed instruments is smuggling delightful laughing heartily. 火车停靠在废弃的站台旁,车门一并全开,门后浮跃着温馨的暖光,男男女女的呻歌吟颂传入耳中,优雅的弦乐里夹带着甜美的欢笑。 The boys can smell food the sticky of fragrance and good wine, many pretty beautiful facial features come in waves, that is he has not expected the thing. 男孩能嗅到食物的香气、美酒的黏腻,诸多靓丽姣好的面容纷沓而至,那都是他不曾奢望过的东西。 Really happy...... 真美好啊…… It is a pity that the boy does not have the strength, he can only heavy lower the head, then he hears lithe sound of footsteps. 遗憾的是男孩已经没有力气了,他只能沉沉地低下头,然后他听见一阵轻盈的脚步声。 Some people came, she goes down from the train, arrives at herself side. 有人来了,她从火车上走下,来到自己身旁。 Puts out a hand toward oneself...... 向着自己伸出手…… Irwin!” “厄文!” The shout made Irwin awaken, sensations of asphyxia lingered in the chest, he opened the mouth to make an effort to breathe, the thick smoke rolled into the lung, choked he coughed painfully. 呼喊声令厄文惊醒了过来,一股股窒息感在胸口萦绕,他张开口用力地呼吸,浓烟滚入肺中,呛的他痛苦地咳嗽了起来。 „............” “哈……哈……” Irwin bent the body painfully, the eye is smoked the tears, the blood has dripped the cheeks, the slow consciousness awakened from the nightmare, familiar facial features reflected pleasant. 厄文痛苦地弓起了身子,眼睛被熏出泪水,鲜血淌过脸颊,迟缓的意识从噩梦里惊醒,一张熟悉的面容映入眼中。 hard......?” “辛……辛德瑞拉?” Irwin is breathing heavily, he suspected that oneself hit the brain, has flash that he cannot recognize the present girl. 厄文喘着粗气,他怀疑自己撞到了脑子,有那么一瞬间,他没能认出眼前的女孩。 Is quick!” “快起来!” Draws in Irwin's arm, drags to entrain him with effort, towed certainly motionless Irwin, after the physical strength restored some, Irwin stood difficultly, crawled from the crooked concave-convex elevator. 辛德瑞拉抓起厄文的臂膀,费力拖拽着他,辛德瑞拉当然拖不动厄文了,体力恢复了些许后,厄文自己艰难地站了起来,从歪扭凹凸的电梯里爬了出来。 The front leg just escaped from the elevator, in an he/she of metal, the elevator lost the support , to continue to turn toward the deep place to fall, after several seconds , the impact noise that thunders resounds from elevator Inai, flame are partly visible. 前脚刚逃出电梯,在一声金属的伊呀中,电梯失去了支撑,继续向着深处下坠,几秒后轰鸣的撞击声从电梯井内响起,一股股火苗若隐若现。 Irwin blinks, the memory of mold lake was gradually clear, he thinks that just had anything. 厄文眨了眨眼,模湖的记忆逐渐清晰了起来,他想起来刚刚发生了什么。 The elevator loses speed to fall, to go on living, Irwin pierced the slit of elevator door with the table knife, the table knife is ground instantaneously, the residual of steel caught the slit, making the elevator that fell rapidly reduce speed some. 电梯失速下坠,为了活下去,厄文用餐刀刺穿了电梯门的缝隙,餐刀在瞬间被碾碎,钢铁的残渣卡住了缝隙,令急速下坠的电梯减慢了些许。 The vibration and hit claimed Irwin half life, but Irwin erupts the astonishing strength, pushes aside the elevator door crudely, opens the way out. 震动与撞击夺走了厄文半条命,但厄文还是爆发出惊人的力量,粗暴地扒开电梯门,就此打开生路。 „......” “啊……” Irwin exudes the painful moan, his entire left hand was only covered by intense pain intent, to make the table knife catches, Irwin felt own left hand bone fracture. 厄文发出痛苦的呻吟声,他的整只左手都被强烈的痛意覆盖,为了令餐刀卡住,厄文觉得自己左手骨折了。 The right hand took off the short-sword difficultly, Irwin cut open own clothes, with cotton material place windings of breakage on the left hand, fixed it. 右手艰难地摘下短剑,厄文割开了自己的衣服,用破损的布料一圈圈地缠绕在左手上,将其固定住。 Switzerland Latvia Station in one side flustered is not good, she sees Irwin pitiful condition at this moment, but she helps Irwin weak. 辛德瑞拉站在一旁慌张的不行,她看出厄文此刻的惨状,但她又无力帮助厄文。 I am good,” Irwin is comforting the girl, we must find the way to escape.” “我还好,”厄文安慰着女孩,“我们得想办法逃出去。” The ground inclines slightly, Irwin holds the wall, after standing, he detected own injury compared with serious of imagination, the whole body transmit the blade shears the severe pain, both legs some does not run errands. 地面微微倾斜,厄文扶着墙壁,站起来后他才发觉自己伤势要比想象的严重,浑身传来刀割般的剧痛,双腿也有些不听使唤。 Irwin thought that oneself head sinks very much, the neck like must unable to support the head, the pain of distortion and exhausted is suffering together mental. 厄文觉得自己的头很沉,脖子就像要撑不住脑袋一样,扭曲的痛感与疲惫一同折磨着心智。 Who...... is she?” “哦……她是谁?” The singing sound of woman gloomy restraint resounds, pai near Irwin's ear returns yearns. 女人阴郁克制的歌声响起,在厄文的耳边徘回留恋。 Is the dim memory...... a pair of smouldering eye child.” “是朦胧的记忆……一双挥之不去的眼童。” Irwin thought that has anything to crawl and mix in own brain, probably the bloodstained worm, the big mouth gnaws to eat own memory. 厄文觉得有什么东西在自己的大脑里爬行、搅动,像是染血的蠕虫,大口啃食着自己的记忆。 „Did you hear?” “你听到了吗?” On Irwin face covers entirely the cold sweat, said to pantingly. 厄文脸上布满冷汗,气喘吁吁地对辛德瑞拉说道。 What hears?” “听到什么?” Shakes the head, called besides shaking of explosion with the rotation sound of ventilating fan, her anything could not hear. 辛德瑞拉摇了摇头,除了爆炸的震鸣与排风扇的转动声外,她什么都听不到。 The ache like tidal, attacks Irwin's nerve one after another, the singing sound of woman also becomes even more resounding clear, as if she in oneself side, is singing to loudly. 疼痛如同潮水般,一波又一波地侵袭厄文的神经,女人的歌声也变得越发响亮清晰,仿佛她就在自己身旁,对着自己大声歌唱。 Who is she?” “她是谁?” Fire Ou Boban eye child in Irwin's present reappearing. 火欧泊般的眼童在厄文的眼前浮现。 That is the so bright radiant color, absorbed the person heart and soul and brilliance, Irwin puts out a hand infatuated, touched that ice-cold face. 那是如此明亮璀璨的颜色,摄人心魄、光彩夺目,厄文痴迷地伸出了手,触及了那冰冷的脸庞。 Suddenly all radiant dissipated, that color as if extinguished, that wine red eyes overlap and replace with it, reflect pleasant. 忽然间所有的璀璨都消散了,那颜色仿佛熄灭了般,辛德瑞拉那酒红色的眼睛与其重叠、取代,映入眼中。 Grips Irwin's hand, cares saying that you are good? Irwin.” 辛德瑞拉握住厄文的手,关心道,“你还好吗?厄文。” Irwin delay looks at her, these sounds vanished, in mind ignorant also nothing left. 厄文呆滞地看着她,那些声音都消失了,脑海里的浑噩也荡然无存。 Has not related, without relations......” “没关系的,没关系的……” Irwin wants to be told , is also comforting itself probably, we must leave this.” 厄文想是对辛德瑞拉诉说,又好像在安慰自己,“我们得离开这。” Vision vanish, the ache returned again, Irwin grasps to hold the short-sword, clenches teeth to insist, he must find the way to lead to pull away this, here stays for one minute/share one second, will only make the god of death approach. 幻觉消失了,疼痛再度归来,厄文握持着短剑,咬牙坚持着,他得想办法带辛德瑞拉离开这,在这里多停留一分一秒,都只会令死神更加逼近。 Irwin's step somewhat staggers, in hit that the elevator crashes, an iron sheet of disruption jabbed into his thigh, the blood dripped place. 厄文的步伐有些踉跄,电梯坠落的撞击中,一枚碎裂的铁片刺进了他的大腿里,鲜血淌了一地。 Supported by the arm Irwin deeply, the step one one shallow, slow vanguard in dim corridor. 辛德瑞拉搀扶住了厄文,步伐一深一浅,在昏暗的走廊内缓慢前行。 Actually I do not have the elder sister.” “其实我没有姐姐。” In the long silence, opens the mouth to say suddenly, she was saying smiled, in the scene of this dim deterioration, her smile comforts the will of the people. 漫长的沉默里,辛德瑞拉突然开口道,她说着笑了起来,在这昏暗衰败的景象里,她的笑容抚慰人心。 „.” “哦。” Sees Irwin's response to be calm, pulls the sound said, is only ‚’?” 见厄文的反应如此镇定,辛德瑞拉高声道,“只是‘哦’吗?” She thinks that a Irwin some more exciting response, will bellow to yell always compares this to be better spiritlessly. 她以为厄文会有些更激动的反应,大吼大叫总比这死气沉沉要好。 Irwin visual the front, the explosion is affecting the electrical power system, the corridor got dark thoroughly, he needs to identify the direction carefully. 厄文目视着前方,爆炸影响了电力系统,走廊彻底黑了下来,他需要仔细辨认方向。 I guessed correctly that you told the truth without and me,” Irwin has long realized, said accurately your mouth would have no truth.” “我猜到你没有和我说真话,”厄文早就意识到了,“准确说你的嘴里就没有过真话。” Was startled, she has not thought Irwin will say like this, that you why......” 辛德瑞拉怔住了,她没想过厄文会这样说,“那你为什么……” I am very curious you actually to make anything.” “我只是很好奇你到底想做什么。” The bloodstain that Irwin wipes the face, it somewhat disturbed oneself line of sight, „, once a person had the curiosity to another person, he will then have the patience very much, and had tolerantly, like an old hunter, is awaiting calmly the appearance of prey.” 厄文擦了擦脸上的血迹,它有些干扰自己的视线了,“一旦一个人对另一个人产生好奇心,他便会很有耐心,并极具宽容,就像一位老猎人,静候着猎物的出现。” The vision lets fall on body, obviously oneself are an author, year to year has to do with the writing, but Irwin does not know how suddenly unexpectedly should describe this girl, probably oneself all beautification and described, is unable to annotate all her perfectly. 目光垂落在辛德瑞拉的身上,明明自己是位作者,常年与文字打交道,可厄文一时间居然不知道该如何描述这个女孩,好像自己所有的修饰与形容,都无法完美地诠释她的一切。 Under recommendation, wild fruit reading pursues the book really easily-to-use, here downloads www.yeguoyuedu.com everyone to go to try quickly.】 【推荐下,野果阅读追书真的好用,这里下载www.yeguoyuedu.com大家去快可以试试吧。】 What therefore your desire is ?” “所以你的愿望到底是什么,辛德瑞拉?” Irwin unexpected happening asked that did not inquire her destination, did not inquire that she actually wants to make anything, but was that came from the conscience desire. 厄文鬼使神差地问道,并不是询问她的目的地,也不是询问她到底想做什么,而是那来自本心的“愿望”。 Silent, Irwin has not gone to force her, he needs a person and chats, to keep sober, chatting anything is good. 辛德瑞拉沉默了下来,厄文没有去逼迫她,他只是需要有个人和自己聊聊,以保持清醒,聊什么都好。 The short-sword pricks the crack in a door, Irwin hits hard the sword hilt, pried open the door forcefully, this should be somebody's bedroom, Irwin rummages through chests and cupboards, discovered some medical things from the cabinet. 短剑刺入门缝,厄文重击剑柄,硬生生地撬开了房门,这应该是某人的卧室,厄文翻箱倒柜,从橱柜里找出了一些医用品。 „, Weren't you can before chirp?” “辛德瑞拉,你之前不是很能叽叽喳喳的吗?” All around was too silent, Irwin is saying while processes the wound for oneself, said anything......, even if deceives me is still good.” 四周太寂静了,厄文一边说着一边为自己处理伤口,“说些什么……就算是骗骗我也好。” The short-sword cuts open the pants, Irwin clenches teeth to try to find out that pricks the fragment in flesh. 短剑割开裤子,厄文咬牙摸索着那刺入血肉里的碎片。 Squats in one side, Irwin as if saw through her camouflage, broke her step, she seems somewhat confused, somewhat feels helpless. 辛德瑞拉蹲在一边,厄文似乎识破了她的伪装,打乱了她的步伐,她显得有些迷茫,又有些不知所措。 Actually we are the same,” Irwin also said, we are good at deceiving people very much.” “其实我们是一样的,”厄文又说道,“我们都很擅长骗人。” Chatted these matters, Irwin smiled, knew? Is the fellow who is good at deceiving people, more writes suitably.” 聊到这些事,厄文自顾自地笑了起来,“知道吗?越是善于骗人的家伙,越适合去写作。” It is not clear, why?” 辛德瑞拉不明白,“为什么?” Swindler to deceive the opposite party, makes the opposite party accept as true, will compile one attentively, flawless story...... or lie.” “骗子是为了欺骗对方、让对方信以为真,会用心地编造出一个真实的、天衣无缝的故事……或者说谎言。” Irwin deep breath, he drew out the fragment, the severe pain made him lose the language enhancement in a flash, slow good, he then said slowly. 厄文深呼吸,他拔出了碎片,剧痛让他一瞬间丧失了语言能力,缓了好一阵,他才慢悠悠地接着说道。 What author and do swindler have to distinguish? No, the author be better than the swindler. “作者和骗子又有什么区别呢?不,作者要比骗子更棒。 The lie that the authors create most twists, the reader clearly knows that is false, but under the author exquisite fraud and perceptual description, falls into that virtual world unrestrainedly, even felt in this world somewhere, really has in the story to fantasize exists...... 作者所创造的谎言是最扭曲的,读者明知道那是虚假的,可还是在作者精妙的欺诈与感性的描绘下,情不自禁地陷入那个虚拟的世界里,甚至觉得在这世界的某处,真的存在故事里所幻想的存在…… Like one dark peaceful and blurred, like bubble finally shatter dream. ” 就像一场暗澹、迷离、如同泡沫般终将破碎的梦。” Happy and cruel. 美好又残忍。 Look, is this perfect fraud? You clearly know are the lie, actually acts boldly regardless of one's safety as before.” “看啊,这何尝不是一种完美的欺诈呢?你明知道是谎言,却依旧奋不顾身。” Irwin dresses the wound, thanked the seeking livehood experience in long ago, this matter to Irwin was not a difficult matter. 厄文包扎上伤口,感谢于早年间的求生经历,这种事对于厄文而言并不是件难事。 „The essence of author is to cheat the master, cheated others with the false fantasy.” “作者的本质就是欺诈师,以虚假的幻想去哄骗他人。” Irwin raised the head to look, you were good at deceiving people very much, have to become the talent of author.” 厄文抬头瞄了一眼辛德瑞拉,“你很擅长骗人,具备成为作者的天赋。” If we can live departure, how I can teach you to write the thing.” “如果我们能活着离开,我可以教你怎么写东西。” Accordingly, she has not depended slowly, then sat, this is vital, always the imposing manner threatening girl, was really as if tired in this moment. 辛德瑞拉没有应声,她缓缓靠向,然后一屁股坐了下来,这个充满活力,总是气势逼人的女孩,在这一刻似乎真的累了。 She looked at eye distressed Irwin, remembers this absurdity, with Irwin just that strange quibble...... 她看了眼狼狈的厄文,想起这一路的荒唐,和厄文刚刚那奇怪的歪理…… I want to take a look at the whale.” “我想看看鲸鱼。” The housefly sound reverberates in the silence, Irwin thinks oneself misunderstood. 蚊蝇般的声音在寂静里回荡,厄文以为自己听错了。 I have never seen the whale.” “我从未见过鲸鱼。” Voice high several points, sues to say toward Irwin. 辛德瑞拉的声音高了几分,向着厄文诉说道。 Therefore I want to take a look at the whale with own eyes.” “所以我想亲眼看看鲸鱼。”
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