From the Shangguan Rumouth, Gu Shenweiknew that „Death Sutra”isRebirth Incantation that the Golden Roc Castleancient peoplehand down, the passage of time, the majorityhad forgotten, onlyremainingthesetwo.
从上官如口中,顾慎为得知“死人经”是金鹏堡故老相传的往生咒语,年深岁久,大部分已遭遗忘,只剩下这两句。Gu Shenweiis pondering over„the livingsorrowin the heart, the deceased personis safe”thesecharacters, the painsuch as the bladetwists, heis„sorrow”„living”, butthese„deceased person”, hisclose relative, really„safe”? Ifcanknow that after dying the truth, heperhapsdoes not needto shoulder the revenge the heavy burden.顾慎为在心中琢磨着“生者悲苦,死人平安”这几个字,痛如刀绞,他就是“悲苦”的“生者”,可那些“死人”,他的至亲,真的“平安”吗?如果能知道死后的真相,他或许就不需要担负复仇的重担了。Ignorantprobably„livingsorrow”root.
无知大概正是“生者悲苦”的根源吧。
When twocarry the corpsepersonempty-handedto return, passed by the youngmasterbowsto salute, two peoplelook pale, motionsilent, quickvanishesin the alleydeep place, probablyalsomoistened a ghostair/Qi.
两名抬尸人空手返回,路过小主人时躬身行礼,两人面色苍白,行动无声,很快就消失在小巷深处,好像也沾了一身鬼气似的。Shangguan Feiis not willingto playagain, intwoyoung girlheartsfrightened, has not insisted,thisexplorationendedin light of this, justbudding„holdsmoon/month of faction”to receive the discipleceremonysuch dead without a sickness.上官飞不肯再玩下去了,两名少女心中惴惴,也没有坚持下去,这次探险就此结束,刚刚崭露头角的“捧月派”收徒仪式就这么无疾而终。Gu Shenweihas a mind„game”to continueactuallythis, thisflattersShangguan Ruto be very helpfultohim, when isShangguan Yu the vigilance is very as if heavy, a Dongbaoreturns to the inner apartmentson the request, receivesShangguan Fei that frightensnaturallyveryto approve, Shangguan Rutwo people, mustobeystubborn.顾慎为倒是有心将这个“游戏”继续下去,这对他讨好上官如很有帮助,可是上官雨时戒心似乎很重,一出东堡就要求回内宅,受到惊吓的上官飞自然十分赞同,上官如拗不过两人,只得顺从。Gu Shenweiandotherfollowdo not havequalificationsto enter the inner apartments, after the masterwalked, Servant Qingis in front ofpeopleto reprimandServant Huanruthlessly, thendisbands the people.顾慎为和其他伴随都没资格进内宅,主人走了以后,清奴当着众人的面狠狠地斥责欢奴,然后才遣散众人。In the evening when toXue Niangreport, she smallgame is also interestedto„holdsmoon/month of faction”, requestingServant Huanto continueto instigateShangguan Ruto playnext day, „youlook, so long asdiligently, the matter can always complete, youshouldaskNinth Young Masterto pass onyourmartial arts, sheis the Wang Zhudaughter, canteachyoureallyseveral, butbenefits.”
傍晚向雪娘报告情况时,她也对“捧月派”的小游戏很感兴趣,要求欢奴第二天继续怂恿上官如玩下去,“你瞧,只要努力,事情总能办成,你应该求九公子传你武功,她是王主的女儿,真能教你几手,可是获益匪浅。”Thisnaturallycannotbe the Xue Niangreal motive, Gu Shenweiclaimscontinuallyis, even moreis at heart curioustothiswoman, does shewantto be truantGolden Roc Castlemartial arts? Herskill was very but good, particularly how manyironsfinger/refer, shedoes not think, whenKiller(s), whatGolden Roc Castle can attracther?
这自然不会是雪娘的真实目的,顾慎为连声称是,心里对这个女人越发好奇,难道她想偷学金鹏堡的武功?可是她的身手已经很好,尤其是那几根铁指,她又不想当杀手,金鹏堡能有什么吸引她的?„Youhave hitServant Qian, is very good, hewas not quite happy,has not related, healsoneeds a lesson and stimulation.”
“你打了遣奴,很好,他不大高兴,没有关系,他也需要一点教训和刺激。”In the Gu Shenweimouthis accepting, heartactuallysinks, toflatterShangguan Ru, on this dayoffendedmanypeople.顾慎为口里应承着,心却一沉,为了讨好上官如,这一天可是得罪了许多人。Takes one's leaveXue Niang, Gu Shenwei the matter that returns to the stone buildingon the day of the staticrecollectionto have.
拜别雪娘,顾慎为回到石屋里静静回想这一天发生的事情。Can a movedefeatServant Qian, stems fromhisanticipation, „killsheart”tomartial artsbig of promotion, similarlyis unexpected.
能够一招击败遣奴,出乎他本人的意料,“杀心”对武功的提升之大,同样出乎意料。Lies downon the bed, Gu Shenweiattemptsto recallonce more„killsheart”.
躺在炕上,顾慎为尝试着再次招回“杀心”。Was sayingwith ease, practicesnot to be easy, kills the heartis not the lackey, is on-call at any hour, wieldinggoes, Gu Shenweifirstistovoid, the timeto the wall, a resultfeelingis also not having, facing the dyingthing, howcangive birth to„killing” the heart?
说着轻松,练起来却不容易,杀心不是奴才,招之即来,挥之即去,顾慎为先是对着虚空,次又对着墙壁,结果一点感觉也没有,面对死物,如何能生出“杀死”之心?Mustask the live personto practiceto be good.
还是得找活人练习才行。Old Zhanginwhistlingis restinggreatly, herestsin the head, Gu Shenweilies downinanother side, two peopleare away fromseveralchi (0.33 m), is happen to similar to the distance of martial arts contest.老张正在呼呼大睡,他睡在炕头,顾慎为躺在另一边,两人隔着好几尺,正好跟比武的距离差不多。Gu ShenweibecomesHan Shiqi the Old Zhangimagination, thismovereallyeffective, slowlykills the heartto raise, in the handdoes not have the weapon, buthethought that can also killthispersonwith the finger, the eye, throatandgenitals, notsomeweaklifegates?顾慎为将老张想象成韩世奇,这一招果然有效,慢慢地杀心升起,手中没有兵器,可他觉得就是用手指也能杀死这个人,眼睛、咽喉、下阴,不是有许多软弱的命门吗?Murderous aurais getting more and more abundant, Gu Shenweialmostcannot suppress the impulsion that beginsimmediately, suddenly, heunderstoodoneselfkillingheartfrom where.
杀气越来越盛,顾慎为几乎抑制不住立刻动手的冲动,一刹那间,他明白了自己的杀心从何而来。So-calledkills the heart, removed the frightenedhatred.
所谓杀心,就是去除了恐惧的仇恨。Hates a personalsofrequentlyto mean that fearsthisperson, only then after overcoming„fears”, „hate”cantransferkills the heart, changes into the strength.
恨一个人也常常意味着怕这个人,只有克服“怕”之后,“恨”才能转为杀心,化为力量。Daytime when Servant Qianmartial arts contest, Gu Shenweihas practicedthis point, thoroughlycomprehendeduntilthis time.
白天与遣奴比武时,顾慎为就已经实践了这一点,直到这时才彻底领悟。Hisat presentlight, martialXuexin a worldbesideclosepartly visible.
他的眼前一片光明,一个武学新世界在咫尺之外若隐若现。
The lightis similar toflashes by, suddenlyvanisheswithout the trace, onlyremainingtwopanic-stricken, violent angervision.
光明如同白驹过隙,眨眼消失无踪,只剩下两道惊恐、暴怒的目光。„Youandyou***wantsto do?”
“你、你***想干嘛?”Old Zhangrestsjustsoundly, is suddenly fearful and apprehensive, is nervous and uneasy, opensboth eyesto seein the darknessexactlycombativeyoungsterServant Huan.老张睡得正香,突然间心惊胆战,如芒在背,睁开双眼恰看到黑暗中杀气腾腾的少年欢奴。Gu Shenweiawakenedsuddenly, kills the heartat this timeseems the shyshysmallbeast, hearsoneto reprimanddrinkshides the nightfallimmediatelyin secret, is not willingto make an appearance.顾慎为猛然惊醒,杀心这时好似害羞怕生的小兽,听到一声斥喝立刻躲入黑暗中,再也不肯露面。„All right, IandIcannot fall asleep.”
“没事,我、我睡不着。”„Can't fall asleep? Cannot fall asleepgoesto look atmoon, stares atmeto do?”
“睡不着?睡不着就出去看月亮,盯着我干嘛?”„Sorry, Old Zhang, Iam notintend.”
“对不起,老张,我不是有意的。”Old Zhangwas scaredprobably , the mouthwas foul-mouthed, turned around, the backwas wantingto resttoServant Huanagain, does not dareto close one's eyes, scoldedone, drilled the bedding, wore the clothesto exit, hedid not have the moodto look atmoon, butwasgoes to the horse stableto look afterthatseveraltreasure.老张好像真的被吓坏了,嘴里骂骂咧咧,转了个身,背对着欢奴想要再睡,却怎么也不敢闭眼,又骂了一句,钻出被窝,穿上衣服出去了,他没心情看月亮,而是去马棚照看那几匹宝贝。„Person was inferior that the draft animalis reliable.”Old Zhangwas whisperinglow voice.
“人就是不如牲口可靠。”老张小声嘀咕着。Just before the end ofthis day, Gu Shenweioffended a person, but the response of Old Zhangremindedhim, from now ondo not trainto kill the heartcasually, itwas too remarkable, will not have a vigilanceincludingmartial artsOld Zhang, when carves that gear-driventeacher in woodeninstitutedaytimealsooncemannersudden change.
在这天快要结束的时候,顾慎为又得罪了一个人,不过正是老张的反应提醒了他,今后不要随便训练杀心,它太惹人注意了,连不会武功的老张都有所警觉,雕木院的那个传功教师白天时也曾态度骤变。Onlywantsto hide the person who statusrevengesin secrettoone, thisis not the good deed.
对一个只想隐藏身份暗中报仇的人来说,这不是好事。Next day, furtherflatters the plan of Shangguan Ruactually unable to realize, the twinhas not appeared, Servant Qingwas not accidental, has the yawn saying: „Was about to celebrate new year, side the madamedefinitelykepttwoyoung masters, it is estimated thatwewere all righta while.”
第二天,进一步讨好上官如的计划却没能实现,双胞胎根本就没有出现,清奴对此毫不意外,打着哈欠说:“快过年了,夫人肯定把两位公子留在身边,估计咱们有一阵子没啥事了。”However, when Shangguan Yucame, thisisGu Shenweifirsttimeseesherto go to schoolalone.
不过,上官雨时来了,这是顾慎为第一次见着她单独上学。Does not haveShangguan Ruin the side, herfacial expressioncompared withusuallyappearsmore indifferentproud, a schoolchildis standingin the entrancechatswith the partner, shehas pushed a somersaulthim, arranges the gateto enter, looked that does not look atone.
没有上官如在身边,她的神情比平时显得更加冷漠骄傲,一名学童正站在门口跟伙伴说笑,她一把将他推了个跟头,排门直入,连看都不看一眼。Overthrownschoolchildair/Qiresults inlook blue, gets hold of the fistjust about to open the mouthto curse, whensaw clearly the backisYoung Master Yu, the wordsswallowed back, althoughwas the Shangguan Familyjuniors, the statuswascompletelydifferent.
被推倒的学童气得脸色发青,握紧了拳头刚要开口咒骂,待看清背影是雨公子,话又咽了回去,虽然同是上官家子弟,地位可是完全不同。At this timecollectedto call„rainone's teacher's older brother”, will only have a joke backfire, Gu Shenweistoodin the distant place, does not wantto provokethisdaughterdemon.
这时候凑上去叫“雨师伯”,只会自讨没趣,顾慎为站在远处,不想招惹这个小女魔头。Buttroublealwaysthis, youmorewantto avoid, itpursuestightly.
可是麻烦总是这样,你越想躲避,它追得越紧。
The twinhas not cometo go to school, according toconvention, two peopleaccompaniescandivergeis busyrespectivelyvarious, when the schoolspreads the disorderlyreading sound, Servant Qingreallyallowsmost peopleto depart, onlyleaves behind the youngster who 78usuallyplay another team in order to give them practice.
双胞胎没有来上学,按惯例,两人的伴随可以散去各忙各的,学堂里传出杂乱的读书声时,清奴果然允许大部分人离去,只留下78名平时陪打的少年。Servant Qingfollowedto chatwithother, played another team in order to give them practice the youngsterto standin the corner, suddenlysomepeoplesaidlow voice:清奴与其他伴随聊天去了,陪打少年们站在墙角,突然有人小声说:„Youshould notdo.”
“你不该那么做的。”Gu Shenweisome little timeunderstands that thissayingsaidlistenstohim, the youngster of speechhas not mentionedhisname, has not lookedtohim.顾慎为好一会才明白这话是说给他听的,说话的少年没提他的名字,也没看向他。„What?”
“什么?”„Youshould notcallMasterNinth Young Master.”Anotheryoungstersaid.
“你不该叫九公子师父。”另一名少年说。Gu Shenweiis vacant, heyesterday„acknowledging as teacher”time, Shangguan Ru was very happy that moreoverhowthisnewssuchquicklytravelled.顾慎为茫然不解,他昨天“拜师”的时候,上官如可是很高兴的,而且这个消息怎么这么快就传开了。„Un.”Gu Shenweihas complied withonecasually, servants'envyandcompetedhimto be unalarmed by strange sights, becausehehas not listened to the Servant Qingwordsactuallyto obtain the affections of twoyoung masters, Servant Qinghas been vaguetohim, madeschoolentrancefollowedonenot to have the goodcomplexiontohim.
“嗯。”顾慎为随便地应了一声,奴仆们的嫉妒与竞争他已经见怪不怪了,就因为他没听清奴的话却取得了两位公子的喜爱,清奴对他一直不阴不阳的,弄得学堂大门口的伴随们没一个对他有好脸色。„Aren't youclear?” The thirdyoungstersaid.
“你还不明白吗?”第三名少年说道。Gu Shenweihad doubts, thesetraineryoungsteras ifare not the envy, butis the sinceritywantsto remindhim.顾慎为疑惑了,这些陪打少年似乎不是嫉妒,而是真心想提醒他。„Whatunderstands?”
“明白什么?”Another side, Servant Qingchattedhappily, laughed, the youngsterallanxiouslyshut up, infollowingmiddle the status of playing another team in order to give them practicewas quite low, mostdreadedtoServant Qing.
另一边,清奴聊得开心,哈哈大笑,少年们全都紧张地闭嘴,在伴随们当中陪打者的地位比较低,对清奴也最忌惮。Butin some sense, Servant Huanistheir„liberator”, sincecamethiswith the Ninth Young Masterevenly matchedlackey, theirdaysfelt better, severalpeoplemarvelouslyseveral monthshave not even been injured, thereforetheydo not hope that Servant Huanwas bad luck.
可是在某种意义上,欢奴是他们的“救星”,自从来了这个与九公子势均力敌的奴才,他们的日子都好过多了,有几个人甚至奇迹般地数月没有受伤,所以他们不希望欢奴倒霉。
The Servant Qinglaughtergraduallyrests, lowered the soundto sayto a Gu Shenweirecentyoungster: „Youshould nottoointimateNinth Young Master, Young Master Yudefinitelynot meethappily.”清奴笑声渐歇,离顾慎为最近的一名少年压低声音说:“你不该太亲近九公子,雨公子肯定会不高兴。”Gu Shenweisuddenly, no wondersinceyesterdaywhenholdingmoon/month of institutecalled„master”twocharacters, Shangguan Yuappearedstrange, alwayshasto imaginehimcasts off, originally was envyinghim!顾慎为恍然,怪不得自从昨天在捧月院以外叫出“师父”两个字之后,上官雨时就显得怪怪的,总是有意想把他甩开,原来是在嫉妒他!
The lackeysenvied the lackey , the lordalsoenvied the lackey, this littlemadeonebe hardto understand, Gu Shenweicould not bearshakes the headwith a smile.
奴才嫉妒奴才也就算了,主子也嫉妒奴才,这就有点令人难以理解了,顾慎为忍不住笑着摇摇头。„Hedoes not know!” A youngstercalled outsurprisedly, coversto be quietimmediately.
“他不知道!”一名少年惊奇地叫道,又马上捂住嘴。„Whatdoesn't know?”Gu Shenweiwas a little angry, ifthesepeoplewantto help, whyto talk clearly the words?
“不知道什么?”顾慎为有点恼怒了,如果这些人想帮忙,干嘛不把话说清楚点?„Young Master Yu...... Has killed people.”
“雨公子……杀过人。”Crossedsome little time, somepeoplesaidwithlow the extremelysound, then alsonobodyopened the mouth.
过了好一会,才有人用极低的声音说道,然后再也没人开口了。InGolden Roc Castlecompletelyis the murdersuch asKiller(s) of hemp, the youngstersofearsto a young girl of murder, Gu Shenweibyhowever, himhas a little not killed people, hepersonallybegins.金鹏堡里尽是杀人如麻的杀手,少年却对一名杀过人的少女如此恐惧,顾慎为有点不以然,他也杀过人,其中一个还是他亲自动手的。However when heindeedhas experienced the Shangguan Yucruelty, is in front ofpeople, after shewins, stepped ononeto play another team in order to give them practice the arm of youngster, the youngsterstandssideGu Shenweinow, the complexionbecamepale.
不过他的确见识过上官雨时的残暴,有一回,就当着众人的面,她打赢之后踩断了一名陪打少年的手臂,那少年现在就站在顾慎为身边,脸色变得惨白。
When Shangguan Yuhas not foundpersonto contend in martial artsin the class recess, has waited tillnoon, the schoolchildrendivergein abundance, after venerablealsouses/givescorrect/however of teachingleaves, insidegoes out of a bookchild, the orderwaits foreightoutsideto play another team in order to give them practice the youngsterto go intogether.上官雨时没有在课间找人比武,一直等到中午,学童们纷纷散去,教书的老先生也施然离开以后,里面才走出一位书童,命令等候在外的八名陪打少年一起进去。Strict, when theseyoungsterdo not belong toShangguan Yu, theydistributetotwin'slackey, but the Young Master Yuwordshave not distinguishedwithNinth Young Master, nobodydaresnot to obey.
严格来说,这些少年都不属于上官雨时,他们是分派给双胞胎的奴才,可是雨公子的话跟九公子没有区别,没人敢不服从。Servant Qinghas not gone, continuesto defendin the entrance.清奴没有进去,继续守在大门口。In the schoolcourtyard the nobody left, bookchildleadsthemto enter an east winghouse.
学堂院子里空无一人,书童带着他们走进东厢一间房子。Insidedeskhas tidied upcorner, when resigns the middlestretch of open area, Shangguan Yusitson a chair, is standingherbookchild, the two sidesareseveralShangguan Familyjuniors.
里面的书桌已经收拾到边角,让出中间一片空地,上官雨时坐在一张椅子上,身后站着她的书童,两边是几名上官家的子弟。Thislikelydo not contend in martial arts, in the Gu Shenweiheartmoves, understoodtoday'sthisgameaims atown.
这不像是要比武,顾慎为心中一动,明白了今天这场游戏是针对自己的。
When Shangguan Yudoes not likesomepeopleasking for the affection of Ninth Young Masterexcessively, especiallythispersonis only a lackey.上官雨时不喜欢有人过分讨得九公子的喜爱,尤其这个人只是一名奴才。„Didn't brat, howcallmyone's teacher's older brother?”
“臭小子,怎么不叫我师伯了?”„Youngslavedoes not dare.” The Gu Shenweikneeskneel down.
“小奴不敢。”顾慎为双膝跪下。Forrevenging, heis willingforslave, moreovermustlook like a lackeyas far as possible, facingshame that the masterexerts, whathefirstthinkswill behowServant Yaoto do.
为了报仇,他甘愿为奴,而且得尽量像一个奴才,面对主人施加的羞辱,他首先想到的是遥奴会怎么做。Thatby the sharpfaceyoungster who hekills, stillaffectedandwas directinghimin the darkness.
那个被他害死的尖脸少年,仍在冥冥中影响、指点着他。„Doesn't dare? Ithought that you were very courageousyesterday. Your does firstdaywork as the lackey? How manydaystakes carelord, daresto overstep the customto run amuck? CalledMasterNinth Young Master, youalsomatched.”
“不敢?我看你昨天胆子大得很嘛。你第一天当奴才吗?才服侍主子几天,就敢逾越规矩胡作非为?叫九公子师父,你也配。”„Heiseightyoung ladies of the house the boy who bringsfrom the banditcamp.”
“他是八少奶奶从匪营带来的小子。”
When Shangguan Yu an behindbookchildcollects saying that when thisShangguan Yudetesting, eightyoung ladies of the house and wifedisagreed, buttwinmadame'sown flesh and blood, theirpeoplenaturallycannotanybody who liked the Big Head Goddaughterandshebrings.上官雨时身后的一名书童凑上去说道,这更加了上官雨时的憎恶,八少奶奶与夫人不和,而双胞胎正是夫人的亲生骨肉,他们身边的人自然不会喜欢大头神的女儿和她带来的任何人。„IamEight Young Masterdeliver......”
“我是八少主送……”Gu Shenweialsowantsto arguetwoforoneself, when Shangguan Yustands upquickly, the frownis but actually vertical, a footkickstohim, „boldson-of-a-bitch, andyourcheap personlordis equally repugnant, does not matchinGolden Roc Castle.”顾慎为还想为自己辩解两句,上官雨时倏地站起,双眉倒竖,一脚踢向他,“大胆的狗奴才,和你的贱人主子一样讨厌,不配住在金鹏堡。”Gu Shenweionlyhesitant, chestalreadymove, hisBalanced Poweralsopracticedcertaincrucial moment, butcould not withstand the foot of thisyoung girl, the bodyturned a somersaultbackward, when kneltwas straight, onlythinks a ribintermittentlypain.顾慎为只犹豫了一下,前胸已经中招,他的合和劲也练到一定火候了,可是仍承受不住这名少女的一脚,身子向后翻了个跟头,重新跪直时,只觉得肋骨一阵阵地痛。
When Shangguan Yuhas not vented spleen, changesanothersevento play another team in order to give them practice the youngster, coldlyorders saying: „Slapstohim, teacheshimto make the custom of lackey.”上官雨时还没有解气,转向另外七名陪打少年,冷冷地命令道:“给他掌嘴,教他做奴才的规矩。”
The Gu Shenweipainstaking careturnswells up, howto imitateServant Yaoagain, hewas not the genuinelackey, the shameis more unendurable than the death, hehidin the killingheart of deep placeis being ready to make trouble to crop up.顾慎为心血翻涌,再怎么模仿遥奴,他也不是真正的奴才,羞辱比死亡还令人难以忍受,他藏在深处的杀心又在蠢蠢欲动想要冒头了。
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