After gazing after Nell leaves, Serra looks to one side Lynch, „is very grateful you to come back, this is our wrong......” 目送内尔离开之后,塞拉看向了一边的林奇,“很感激你能回来一趟,这是我们的错……” She is saying silent. 她说着就沉默了起来。 Money is really one type the thing, if beforehand Serra she will definitely not have now such complex idea, will not have the way of this expression, money will let she will enjoy a happier life at the same time, will make her have the training. 钱真是一种好东西,如果是以前的塞拉她肯定不会有现在这样复杂的想法,也不会有这种表达的方式,金钱让她享受到更美好的生活的同时,也让她更具有修养。 She knows how to express something correctly, for example apology. 她知道如何正确地表达一些东西,比如道歉。 Lynch is shaking her hand, shaking the head, „this is your each other choices, I will respect your wishes, no one is unfair to anyone, you can give me the life to me the biggest gracious gift, I do not have the power to request you to I apologize for your things.” 林奇握着她的手,摇了摇头,“这是你们彼此的选择,我会尊重你们的意愿,没有谁对不起谁,你们能给予我生命就是给我最大的恩赐,我没有权力要求你们为你们自己的事情向我道歉。” Serra smiles, has not continued to discuss in this issue, she changed the topic, „won't you worry to leave?” 塞拉笑了笑,没有继续在这个问题上讨论下去,她改变了话题,“你不会也着急离开吧？” „No, I can wait for two days to walk again.” “不,我会等两天再走。” „That just right, I want to go to the kitchen suddenly, I must make something to eat to you.”, A few words she had not said, later such opportunity are not many. “那正好,我突然想要下厨,我要做一些东西给你吃。”,还有一句话她没有说,以后这样的机会就不多了。 Actually she had made the breakfast to Nell in the morning, final breakfast. 其实她早上已经给内尔做了早餐,最后的早餐。 After going home, Serra start lets maid preparation evening's food, but she while convenient the invitation that turned down several wives, present she only wants peacefully later. 回到家中后,塞拉就开始让女佣准备晚上的食材,而她则顺带着推掉了几位太太的邀请,现在的她只想安静地待一会。 The seemingly ordinary divorce, actually gave her the impact of certain extent. 看似平淡无奇的离婚,其实还是给了她一定程度的冲击。 In afternoon time mother and child are watching the television, or optional is chatting some ordinary topic. 下午的时间里母子二人都在看电视,或者随意的闲聊着一些很普通的话题。 By five o'clock, Serra changed an apron, entered in the kitchen. 到了五点钟,塞拉换了一条围裙,进入了厨房里。 Lynch overcomes the hand to her. 林奇给她打下手。 „I have not to make the dinner a long time,” “我已经有很长一段时间没有自己做过晚餐了,” She said that while skilled is manipulating these kitchenwares, „sometimes I felt that all these had a dream, all not that real.” 她一边说,一边熟练的摆弄着那些厨具,“有时候我感觉这一切就是做了一场梦,一切都不那么的真实。” The federal dinner is in day of three meals a day is most grand, is most sumptuous, often can see the breakfast to eat the toast in the federation, at noon eats the toast, hungry a day on the person who and other dinners enjoyed well. 联邦的晚餐是一天三餐中最隆重,也是最丰盛的一顿,在联邦常能见到早餐吃吐司,中午吃吐司,饿了一天就等晚餐好好享受的人。 From around 5 : 00, the women who federal these have not worked must start to prepare the dinner, most of them will take the soup bottom to boil system sauce with some tomato and onions. 从五点多开始,联邦那些没有工作的女人们就要开始准备晚餐,她们大多会用一些西红柿和洋葱作为汤底来熬制一份酱料。 After this sauce boils the system to the certain extent, in which part will be taken takes the beef steak and so on meat juices cooked in soy bean sauce base, another part will add the water and other food, turns into various types of strange soup. 这份酱料熬制到一定程度后,其中的一部分会被取出来作为牛排之类的酱汁基地,另外一部分则会加入水和其他一些食材,变成各种稀奇古怪的汤。 To the federal housewife, nothing was a soup caldron cannot cook, if present, that added tomato and onion again. 对联邦的家庭主妇而言,没有什么是一个汤锅炖不了的,如果有,那就再加点西红柿和洋葱。 Heard in the memory the somewhat strange flavor, Lynch has been recalling in the past, every day in he was on vacation from school goes home the time is this flavor. 闻着记忆中已经有些陌生的味道,林奇回想起过去,每天他放学回到家里的时候就是这种味道。 On the burned black stove places the soup caldron that is becoming dark to turn yellow, actually that color is not dirty, cannot wash off, has seeped in the cover. 焦黑的炉子上摆放着一口发黑发黄的汤锅,其实那个颜色并不是脏,洗不掉,已经沁入了外皮之中。 Inside gurgle gurgle is cooking the tomato soup, a little onion, a little radish, but also a little potato. 里面咕嘟咕嘟的炖着西红柿汤,有点洋葱,有点萝卜,还有点土豆。 If were that day of Nell round of wages, in this will have some beef broken as well as some white mushrooms, as well as spice. 如果是内尔发工资的那天,这里面还会有一些牛肉碎以及一些白蘑菇,以及一点香料。 At that time he so long as sits waits till about 7 : 30, Nell came back from the factory, can serve a meal. 那个时候他就只要坐着等到七点半左右,内尔从工厂回来,就可以开饭了。 He and Serra dinner mostly are the egg that fries add on some hashed meat, what Nell eats after is complete, cuts the beef steak, he is a household head, is the origin of home economics, therefore his natural enjoyment best dinner. 他和塞拉的晚餐大多都是煎炸出来的鸡蛋加上一些碎肉,内尔吃的是完整的后切牛排,他是一家之主,同时也是家庭经济的来源,所以他理所应当的享用最好的晚餐。 As for Lynch and Serra, they can with be hard can scratch the meal package that the toe pounds to swell are making the soup remaining tomato onion sauces the broken beef to eat together. 至于林奇和塞拉,他们可以用硬得能把脚趾砸肿的餐包擦着做汤剩下的西红柿洋葱酱就着碎牛肉一起吃。 The tomato onion sauce is a little sour, is a little sweet, meanwhile can the conditioning meal package, eat one to be able the choking deceased person, at this time ate sour tomato onion soup potato radish soup, the whole person was comfortable. 西红柿洋葱酱有点酸,有点甜,同时还能软化餐包,吃上一口能噎死人,这个时候喝一口酸溜溜的西红柿洋葱汤土豆萝卜汤,整个人都舒服了。 A little warm, this possibly is the feeling of children, perhaps this is „family/home that” in the writers mouth said feeling. 有点温馨,这可能是孩子们的感觉,或许这就是文人们口中所说的“家”的感觉。 But the grown talent knows, this is the helplessness of life. 可只有成年人才知道,这就是生活的无奈。 Around 6 : 00, mother and child two people have sat near the table, food completed, when the final beef steak was carried, Serra took off the apron, her routine scratched both hands with the apron, then placed one side. 六点多一点,母子两人已经坐在了餐桌边上,食物都做好了,当最后的牛排被端过来时,塞拉脱掉了围裙,她习惯性的用围裙擦了擦双手,然后放在了一边。 „Hopes that my craftsmanship has not regressed......”, she admitted in the beef steak Lynch front meal small dish, then in pouring tomato onion sauce. “希望我的手艺没有退步……”,她把牛排放进了林奇面前的餐碟中,然后浇上西红柿洋葱酱。 This type of meat juices cooked in soy bean sauce and do not seem like people to imagine that bright red, actually cooks a little to turn yellow finally, the flavor is very fragrant, in the fragrance brings the acid. 这种酱汁并不像是人们想象中的那种鲜红,其实炖到最后有点发黄,味道很香,香里带着酸。 The acid, means that is fresh and healthy, this is a very strange cognition, in federation, if some people inquired that your fruit is fresh, is certainly held responsible your it to be sweet enough, or is sour enough. 酸,就意味着新鲜和健康,这是一种很奇怪的认知,在联邦如果有人询问你一个水果新鲜不新鲜,那么一定是问你它够不够甜,或者够不够酸。 Lynch said thanked, takes up the knife and fork to cut scrap beef, wrapped up in meat juices cooked in soy bean sauce package of entrances. 林奇说了一句谢谢,拿起刀叉切了一小块牛肉,裹上了酱汁包入口中。 The tomato were cooked to melt completely, the onion pellet also is only left over after the stew of long-term high temperature rotten to softly almost could not feel the taste , the entire meat juices cooked in soy bean sauce are primarily the fresh acid and slightly sweet taste, added other seasonings, but revolves these two flavors generally speaking. 西红柿完全被炖化了,洋葱颗粒经过长时间高温的炖煮也只剩下软烂到几乎感觉不出来的口感,整个酱汁以鲜酸和略微一点甜味为主,其中还加了一些其他的调料,但总体来说还是围绕着这两个味道。 They very good to neutralize the light fishy smell of bloody water in the non- entire ripe beef steak overflowed, that is not the myoglobin, is the bloody water, is the bloody water can a little fishy smell of beef. 它们很好的中和了非全熟牛排中溢出的血水的淡淡腥味,那不是肌红蛋白,就是血水,是血水就会有一点牛肉的腥味。 The sour mouth can also make the person appetite open greatly. 酸口也更能让人胃口大开。 „Also good, was no different from the past.”, Lynch appraised one heartfeltly, „is good!” “还不错,和过去没有什么不同。”,林奇由衷的评价了一句,“非常不错！” „This is your grandfather's special meat juices cooked in soy bean sauce.”, Serra smiles saying that each family's each meat juices cooked in soy bean sauce come from „inheritance”, she looks at Lynch, if has referred, „when I can secret ’ pass to whom this ‚?” “这可是你外公的独门酱汁。”,塞拉笑说道,每个家庭的每个酱汁都来自于“传承”,她看着林奇,若有所指,“我什么时候能把这份‘秘诀’传给谁？” „This is a very private topic, I do not want to get married in a short time temporarily.” “这是一个很私人的话题,我短时间里暂时不想结婚。” „Is sorry......”, Serra is this very offensive issue was sorry, „is actually late a marriage is also good, at least you can have choose the right......” “抱歉……”,塞拉为这个很唐突的问题抱歉,“其实迟一点结婚也好,至少你能有更多选择权利……” The mother and child two people are eating meal, some people in this time visits suddenly, this is not a time of normal being applicable to visit. 母子两人正在吃着饭,在这个时间段里突然有人造访,这可不是一个正常的适用于访问的时间段。 The maids stand outside the restaurant, is a little anxious, „is Mr. Coman......” 女佣站在餐厅外,有点紧张,“是科曼先生……” The Serra expression is a little surprised, the maid is somewhat cramped, Lynch is a little curious, „does Mr. Coman...... I know?” 塞拉的表情有点意外,女佣有些局促,林奇则有点好奇,“科曼先生……我认识吗？” The Serra expression is a little strange, a little excuse me, „he is my trainer, is pursuing me.”, Was saying she looks to Lynch, „do you want to see?” 塞拉的表情有点奇怪,有点不好意思,“他是我的健身教练,正在追求我。”,说着她看向林奇,“你想见一见吗？” Lynch hesitant moment, finally agreement. 林奇犹豫了片刻,最终还是同意了。 Soon, is called Coman's trainer to walk from outside. 不多时,叫做科曼的健身教练从外面走了进来。 He seems like also good, the physique is very good, the especially broad shoulder and back formed the sharp contrast with his slender waist. 他看起来还不错,形体很好,特别是宽阔的肩膀和背脊与他纤细的腰形成了鲜明的对比。 In this healthy very popular time, people passive spread the much healthy knowledge, probably the waist of back and honeybee of bear, these are the healthy aesthetic standards. 在这个健美十分流行的时代,人们被动的普及了很多健美的知识,像是熊的背和蜜蜂的腰,这些都是健美的审美标准。 The physique of this Mr. Coman is this, conforms to this time people very much regarding the cognition of body beautiful. 这位科曼先生的形体就是这样,很符合这个时代人们对于身体美的认知。 He has a grey golden hair, seems like probably over 30 years old, on the face has the smile, is not very loathful. 他有一头灰金色的头发,看起来大概三十多岁,脸上带着笑容,不是很令人讨厌。 When Lynch takes a look at Coman, this trainer is also sizing up Lynch, he recognized Lynch quickly, „my God, is Mr. Lynch?” 在林奇打量科曼的时候,这位健身教练也在打量林奇,他很快就认出了林奇,“我的天,是林奇先生吗？” He was saying looked to Serra, on the face of Serra hung some are being proud and being proud, „this was my son.” 他说着看向了塞拉,塞拉的脸上挂着一些骄傲和自豪,“这是我儿子。” Had joining of Mr. Coman, the dinner finished quickly, three people went to the living room, Serra took to two people makes to make tea for the reason, temporarily left here, left two gentlemen the space. 有科曼先生的加入,晚餐很快就结束了,三人来到客厅中,塞拉以给两人弄点茶为理由,暂时离开了这里,把空间留给了两位男士。 Coman is a little restless at this time, the peaceful atmosphere makes him feel a little depressing, he a little not too comfortable saying, „I never know that Serra and your relations, she has raised you, but had not said that your name, I now a little am surprised......” 科曼此时有点坐立不安,安静的气氛让他感觉到有点压抑,他有点不太自在的说道,“我从来不知道塞拉和你的关系,她提过你,但没有说你的名字,我现在还有点吃惊……” This time Coman looked like buys in a lottery ticket the century award to be equally pleasantly surprised conveniently, Serra was the Lynch old lady, this absolutely was big pleasant surprise in his life! 此时的科曼就像是随手买了一张奖券中了世纪大奖一样惊喜,塞拉是林奇的老娘,这绝对是他人生中的大惊喜！ Can make contact with Lynch the line, how long he could not want to realize the life to be free, he also wanted to say anything, was actually prevented by a Lynch look. 能搭上林奇的这条线,他要不了多久就能够实现人生自由,他还想要说点什么,却被林奇一个眼神阻止了。 That flash, piercing cold water as if drenches from the beginning, Coman became calm, he a little sweated. 那一瞬间,一股刺骨的冷水仿佛从头淋下,科曼变得冷静了下来,他有点冒汗。 „Without concealing, without deceit, how regardless of you treated this sentiment before, even if acts in a play, I still hope that you can perform in this play, if can develop is for a lifetime better.” “没有隐瞒,没有欺骗,无论之前你是怎么对待这份感情的,即使是演戏,我也希望你能把这场戏演好,如果能演一辈子就更好了。” His tone is very light, there is no smoke anger, to actually to give Coman very tremendous pressure. 他的语气很清淡,没有什么烟火气,可却给了科曼很大的压力。 Lynch looks up his eye, „before I do not care about you, deceives her, but later you cannot deceive her, you know, I am a rich man.” 林奇抬头看着他的眼睛,“我不在乎你以前是不是骗她,但以后你不能骗她,你知道,我是有钱人。” A rich man made Coman swallow saliva, you can offend the president in the federation, offended the gangster, offended the politician, but only do not offend the rich man. 一句有钱人让科曼咽了一口唾沫,在联邦你可以得罪总统,得罪帮派分子,得罪政客,但唯独不要得罪有钱人。 In the rule beyond the rule, they have are the means make a life might as well die. 无论是规则内还是规则外,他们都有的是办法让一个人生不如死。 Serra as if is very pleasing this man, then this story must have a complete result, this is Lynch can do for Serra. 塞拉似乎很中意这个男人,那么这个故事必须有一个圆满的结局,这就是林奇能为塞拉做的。 Coman from wild with joy calm, he a little afraid lowering the head, „I think that I clarified, Mr. Lynch......” 科曼从狂喜中冷静了下来,他有点心虚的低着头,“我想我弄清楚了,林奇先生……” „You have not clarified!”, Lynch denied his answer directly, „before Serra has not been weary, you must play the role that you play now forever, you must with your past say that said goodbye.” “你没有弄清楚！”,林奇直接否定了他的答案,“在塞拉没有厌倦之前,你永远都要扮演你现在扮演的这个角色,你也要和你的过去说再见。” „I will look for a matter to do to you, making you be able to maintain the dignified livelihood, but what you pay being only you lives the part, got it?” “我会给你找点事情做,让你能够维持体面的生活,而你付出的只是你生活的一部分,明白了吗？” Coman actually not, only then a relational ambiguous person, is the trainer, especially is the trainer to these rich wives, is in itself a very special work. 科曼其实并不只有一个关系暧昧的人,做健身教练,特别是给这些有钱的太太们做健身教练,本身就是一个很特别的工作。 The competitiveness of this work is very big, wants to maintain these customers, each coach some different approaches. 这份工作的竞争力很大,想要维持住这些客户们,每个教练都有一些不同的做法。 Coman has read a book, in the book said that the love is to maintain a female to feel the curiosity to the world forever the best way, this move is very indeed easy-to-use, until this moment. 科曼看过一本书,书上说恋爱永远是维持一个女性对世界充满新鲜感的最佳方式,这招的确很好用,直到这一刻。 Among two people tranquil, Lynch watches the television, but Coman is actually pondering the future. 两人之间平静了下来,林奇看着电视,而科曼却在思考着未来。