The lifeissuch...... strange.
人生就是这么的……奇诡。Former directorJohnsondoes not thinkoneselfsoonretired, suddenlyhad a newchild, a youngboy.
前局长约翰逊怎么也不会想到自己都快要退休了,却突然有了一个新的孩子,一个小男孩。Hethinksoneselftothatsmallboynottoomanyfeelings, after allhewas old, was unable verygoodwas a father, experienced the society is too manycomplexcallousside, henotwith the youngboykepttoomany„kinship”.
他本以为自己会对那个小男孩没有太多的感触,毕竟他年纪这么大了,已经无法很好的去做一个父亲,也见识到了社会太多复杂冷酷的一面,他不会和小男孩保持太多的“亲情”。
But when heseesthatbabyto grasponeselffinger, looks atowntime, hisinnermost feelingswere touched.
可当他看见那个婴儿握着自己的手指,看着自己的时候,他的内心被触动了。Heis not a strongperson, is not an uncouthlyperson, some that on the contraryhe can sometimes display......, possiblyis weak, beforebureau'sfellowswill appraisehimin the back, is not very strong, isweak?
他不是一个坚强的人,不是一个粗鲁的人,相反他有时候会表现的有些……嗯,可能是软弱吧,以前局里的家伙们背地里都会这么评价他,不够强硬,也就是软弱?Healso has exquisiteside, the mood of innermost feelingsinthat moment, by a newlifeignition.
他还有很细腻的一面,内心的情绪在那一刻,被一个新生命点燃了。Onetypehas vanisheddozensyears of flameto be litfromhislife, after hegoes back, lays cards on the tablewithownwife, saidthesethings, nowheandhis wifehave been atlive apart the condition.
一种已经从他生命里消失了几十年的火焰被重新点燃,他回去之后和自己的妻子摊牌,说了这些事情,现在他和他的妻子已经处于分居状态。Otherhis wifeandhischildrenliveinSabine Cityas before, theyoccupiedmanyyearsin that side, the life, the work, the relative and friend, all and socialnecessarycontactin that side, thesethings, they have not followedin addition.
他的妻子和他的其他孩子依旧居住在塞宾市,他们在那边居住了很多年,生活,工作,亲戚以及朋友,所有和社会必要的接触都在那边,加上这些事情,他们没有跟着过来。Lives the capitalonly has a Johnsonperson, as well asMichaelwifeandthatsmalllife.
住在首府这边的只有约翰逊一个人,以及迈克尔的妻子和那个小生命。In the morning, the sunlightpunctured the thickatmosphereto sprinkle the goldendawnon the ground, Chief Johnsonopened the eyeslowly, after heopened eyes the firstmatterisgoes to the babyroomto have a look atoneselfchild.
清晨,阳光刺破了厚厚的大气层把金色的晨曦洒落在地上,约翰逊局长缓慢的睁开了眼睛,他睁眼后的第一件事就是去婴儿房看看自己的孩子。Looksespeciallyfragrantly, on the face of Johnsonherestshas the smile that someare unable to suppress, heused his roughfingerto touch a child'ssmallcheekgently.
看着他睡的格外的香甜,约翰逊的脸上就有了一些无法抑制的笑容,他用他那粗糙的手指头轻轻的触碰了一下孩子的小脸蛋。Hedoes not know how to describethatfeeling, moststartedhecould not feel that hadwhattouch, hewas too old, no matter the fleshor the nerveare senile, tohimalmostcould not feelsenillyownfingerbumped intoanything.
他不知道如何描述那种感觉,最开始的时候他根本感觉不到有什么触感,他太老了,不管是血肉还是神经都已经衰老了,衰老到他几乎感觉不到自己的手指碰到了什么。Butnow, with the help of someunusualstrengths, hecanfeel, thatsoftlooks likein the sky the cloudssamesmallcheekunderownfingertouchedwas slightly concaver.
可现在,在一些奇特力量的帮助下,他能够感觉到,那柔软的就像是天空中云朵一样的小脸蛋在自己的手指触动下微微凹了一些。„Youmayreally be the angel!”, Hetook back the hand, was afraid itselfto injuretothislittle fellow, the affection in eyenot minceoverflowed.
“你可真是天使!”,他收回了手,害怕自己伤害到这个小家伙,眼里的喜爱毫不掩饰的溢了出来。Hisawakens, letsrestinhiswomanwakes, shestandsin the entrancelooks that Johnsonalsohas the cribchild, the sentimentis somewhat complex, is somewhat subtle, butgenerally speaking, at leastsheandhereldest soncanlivelike the past.
他的苏醒,也让睡在他身边的女人醒了过来,她站在门口看着约翰逊还有婴儿床里的孩子,感情有些复杂,有些微妙,但总体来说,至少她和她的大儿子可以像过去那样生活。Youcannotmake excessive demandsoneto never have the social experience, does not havewhatprofessional skillhas given birth toyoung the womanlooks for the work, moreoverwhenpresentthis.
你不能苛求一个从来没有社会经验,也不具备什么一技之长的年轻的生育过的女人去找工作,而且还是在现在这样的时候。Theybesidesobtaining a work of bodychange moneyto maintain itselfwith the dignity and life of child, theyare very difficultto achieveotherthings.
她们除了得到一份皮肉的工作用尊严换钱维持自己和孩子的生活之外,她们很难做到其他的东西。Is goodbecause, hasJohnson.
好在,有约翰逊。Michael Jr.transfers schoolsto the private school in capitalinnow, Johnsonnowisadviserresearcher of statetax bureau, relied onhisrelations, a capitalgoodprivate schoolwas giving the Michael Jr.fullstipend, exemptedhisallschool fees.小迈克尔现在转学到首府的私立学校里,约翰逊现在是州税务局的顾问研究员,凭借着他的这层关系,首府一家不错的私立学校给了小迈克尔全额助学金,免去了他所有的学习费用。
A brand-newenvironmenthelpsMichael Jr.remouldownpersonality, thiswashispsychiatristsays.
一个全新的环境有助于小迈克尔重塑自己的人格,这是他的心理医生说的。Speaking of the psychiatrist, shehas tothank a nextpresentherescortJohnson, the union of powerandwealthinthisworldlike the omnipotentpass, Michael Jr.undernewpsychiatrist'scounselling, graduallybecomesopen, will sometimes sitexcept forhimbeforehermirroris in a daze.
说到心理医生,她不得不感谢一下现在她的男伴约翰逊,权力和财富的结合在这个世界里就像无所不能的通行证,小迈克尔在新的心理医生的辅导下,逐渐重新变得开朗起来,除了有时候他会坐在她的梳妆镜前发呆。Perhapswas the fingertip of Johnsonmakes the babyhavesomefeelingsto regain consciousnessfrom the sleep, might beoutside the window the cleanbrightsky shine the rayletalarmhim, hestartedto weep and wail.
也许是约翰逊的指尖让婴儿有了一些感觉从睡梦中苏醒,也有可能是窗户外干净剔透的天空反射下来的光线让惊扰了他,他开始哭喊起来。
The womenwalkimmediately, does not evadeuntied the waistband on sleeping robe, revealed the breakfast, shehugs the childcarefully, giveshimfood, is comfortinghim.
女人立刻走过去,一点也不避讳的解开了睡袍上的腰带,露出了早餐,她小心的抱起孩子,给他食物,安抚着他。Looks that mother and childtwo peopleas well asare feelingonebred the newlife„family”pulse, on the Johnsonface were also manysomesmile.
看着母子两人以及感受着一个孕育了新生命的“家庭”的脉搏,约翰逊脸上也多了一些笑容。Without the dingswere better.
如果没有门铃声就更好了。„WhoIhave a lookaminthat......”, before heleaves, gatecovering of gentlybabyroomon, arrived at the threshold to buddhismplacefast, opened the door.
“我去看看是谁在那……”,他离开之前把婴儿房的门轻轻的掩上,快速的来到了玄关处,打开了门。Hereis a middle-gradecommunity, insidelivesis the socialmiddle classesandingovernment servicethesepublic officials , the defense strength of communityis very strong, variousfacilitiesare also good, hedid not worry that somepeoplewill look foroneselftrouble, thesehoodlumscannot come in the gate.
这里是一个中档的社区,里面居住的都是社会中产阶级和在政府工作的那些公职人员,社区的防御力量很强,各项设施也不错,他不担心会有人找自己的麻烦,那些暴徒连门都进不来。Ingateopenedthatflash, hisexpressionsomewhatslightsolidification, thendisappearanceslowly.
只是在门被打开的那一瞬间,他的表情有些细微的凝固,然后慢慢的消失。„Seeming likeme is not quite as if popular.”, The smile on Lynchface is like the beautifulsunlight, is not so dazzling, is shining, „Mr.Johnson, are yousomewhatas if discontentedwithmyarrival?”
“看起来我似乎不太受欢迎。”,林奇脸上的笑容和明媚的阳光一样,不那么刺眼,却金灿灿的,“约翰逊先生,你对我的到来似乎有些不满?”„Discontented?”
“不满?”„No, nomatter, weare the good friends, remembers that youhave said!”, Johnsondeeplyinspires, forwardstwosteps, keeping offexactlyindoorframemost.
“不,没有的事,我们是好朋友,记得吗,你说过的!”,约翰逊深吸了一口气,向前走了两步,恰好的挡在了门框的最中间。Hisbehaviormeans that hedoes not welcomeLynchto go, „do we...... walk?”, Heproposed.
他的行为意味着他并不欢迎林奇进去,“我们……走一走?”,他提议道。Lynchlooked atoneto take back the visiontoward the house, insidehad a woman, a baby, heknewthese.林奇朝着房子里看了一眼就收回了目光,里面有一个女人,一个婴儿,他知道这些。Cansolvea lotin the federationrichly, includingsecret that eavesdropping onsomeothersdoes not know.
有钱在联邦能解决很多事情,包括探听一些别人不知道的秘密。Hehas not forced the meaning of Johnson, innod, two peoplein the pathfollowingcommunitystrolled.
他没有逼迫约翰逊的意思,在点了点头之后,两人顺着社区内的道路漫步了起来。„Gentlemen, good morning......”
“先生们,早上好……”
The womanvision that a front surfacewalksstayed the momenton the face of Lynch, thengreeted, twogentlemenalsoresponded.
一位迎面走来的女士目光在林奇的脸上停留了片刻,然后打招呼,两位男士也纷纷回应。Rides the bicycleto deliveron the halfbigboyface of newspaperto brim with the joyfulsmile, the old person in roadsidetrimlawnstrugglesto hold the grass cutteralsoto scoldthatto treat as the puppy that the monsterwantsto fight the grass cutter, the middle-agedhouse-owner in not far awaywith the neighboris chatting, flowers and plantswatering that whilewill soon be in full bloomfor the courtyard.
骑着脚踏车正在送报纸的半大男孩脸上洋溢着快乐的笑容,路边修剪草坪的老人争扶着割草机并且呵斥那条把割草机当做怪兽想要战斗的小狗,不远处的一名中年房主正和邻居一边聊着天,一边为院子里即将盛开的花卉浇水。Allbatheunder the sunlight, hereas ifbecomes the societyhappiestplace, withoutworry, notsad, everyone is well-mannered, naturalappropriate......
一切都沐浴在阳光之下,这里仿佛成为了人世间最美好的地方,没有烦恼,没有忧愁,每个人都彬彬有礼,大方得体……
The Lynchattentionreceivedfrom the surroundingenvironment, helooks at the end of distant placestreet, forwardaimlessis walking, „yesterday'soldFoxwas seizedby the statetax bureau, do youknow?”林奇的注意力从周围的环境中收了回来,他看着远处街道的尽头,向前漫无目的的走着,“昨天老福克斯被州税务局抓走了,你知道吗?”Johnsonliftedin the midairstep that preparedto drop, such a time, hefell behindLynchonestep, hefollowed close on, denied, „Irarelywent to the tax bureau, Ihad no concretework to do, generallyonly thenotherstelephonedneededusto go to the time, wewill pass.”约翰逊抬到了半空中准备落下的步子一顿,就这么一顿的功夫,他就落后了林奇一步,他紧跟上去,否认道,“我很少去税务局,我没有什么具体的工作要做,一般只有别人打电话需要我们去的时候,我们才会过去。”„In addition, Ialmost when pays the wageto pass, theseI who thereforeyousayam notveryclear.”
“除此之外,我几乎只有在发薪水的时候才会过去,所以你说的这些我不是很清楚。”OldMr. Foxis the Lynchpartner, thismatteris not the extraordinarybigsecret, the Sabine Citypersonalmostknowsrelations between himandLynch.
老福克斯先生是林奇的合作伙伴,这件事不是什么了不起的大秘密,塞宾市的人几乎都知道他和林奇之间的关系。Was graspedby the statetax bureautooldFoxon first hearing, in the head of Johnsonfirstthought ofoncecase.
乍一听到老福克斯被州税务局抓了,约翰逊的脑袋里第一时间就想到了曾经的案子。After allat that timenoisyis so big, matter that even the federalexcise officeandsomecabinetpeoplevoice, moreover happened at that timehisjurisdiction district, hewill be impossibleto forget!
毕竟当时闹的那么大,连联邦税务总局和内阁都有人发声的事情,而且还是发生在当时他的管辖区域内,他不可能会忘记!Butwas trappedin the pressure of social opinionat that time, finallytheychosegave upto make peace, butLynchmade the tax bureaulose faceis the fact, has hadreallyperhaps the matter, somepeoplewill forget, butalsosomepeoplecanremember.
只不过那个时候受困于社会舆论的压力,最终他们选择了罢手言和,可林奇让税务局丢了脸是事实,是真实发生过的事情,或许有人会忘记,但也会有人能记住。Nowsomepeoplemustaskthemto do accounts, presentadviserResearcherMr.Johnsoneventhought that thisis very normal.
现在有人要找他们算账,现在的顾问研究员约翰逊先生甚至都觉得这很正常。As one of the federalmost specialdepartments, itbears a grudge.
作为联邦最特殊的部门之一,它是记仇的。In the innermost feelings the somewhatstrangefluctuation, does not wait for the Lynchopens the mouth, Johnsonto sayon own initiative,„Iwantto helpyou, butyoutake a look atmenow, myanythingdid not have, the power that evenspokedid not have.”
内心中有些奇怪的波动,不等林奇开口,约翰逊就主动说道,“我很想帮你,可你瞧瞧我现在,我什么都没有了,连说话的权力都没有了。”„Thereforewas sorryvery much,atthismatterIcould not helpyouranything.”
“所以很抱歉,这件事上我帮不了你什么。”Hisearlypicksoneself, does not wantto be involved in the vortex.
他早早的把自己摘出去,不想卷入漩涡之中。NowregardingJohnson, looks the ownyoungestsonbit by bitgrows up, feelsnew student/lifestrengthishemost joyfulmatter.
现在对于约翰逊来说,看着自己最小的儿子一点一点长大,感受一种新生的壮大是他最快乐的事情。Moreoverhesooncanattain750moneyeach monthretirement pensions, thesemoneyenoughtheir familycontinueto livehere, hedoes not wantbecause ofcertainissues, makingoneselfregret.
而且他即将能拿到七百五十块钱每月的退休金,这些钱足够他们一家人在这里继续生活下去,他不想因为某些问题,让自己后悔。On the Lynchfacebringsto wipe the smile, hiscast a sidelong glanceslantinglyshort the old person of halfhead, „, you cannot add onme, youonlyneededto helpmedotwomatterson the line.”林奇脸上带着一抹笑容,他偏头斜睨了一眼比自己矮了半个头的老人,“不,你能帮得上我,你只需要帮我做两件事就行了。”Johnsonknits the brows, reiterated,„is listening, I......”约翰逊皱了皱眉,再次重申,“听着,我……”Lynchstopped the footsteps, visitshim, smilegradualrestraining on face, unexpectedly a seriousandfearfulfeeling, „Chief Johnson, I is very respectableyou, butIalsohope that youcanrespectme, beforemywordshave not said that do not interruptmywords, Ok?”林奇停下了脚步,看着他,脸上的笑容逐渐的收敛,居然给人一种严肃且可怕的感觉,“约翰逊局长,我很尊敬你,但我也希望你能尊敬我,在我的话没有说完之前,不要打断我的话,可以吗?”Heis looking straight ahead the eye of Johnson, makingJohnson that wantedto rejectagainfeel another pressure, hesilentseveralseconds, moved out of the way the vision, selectedunderone, „was sorry,Ishould notinterruptyourwords.”
他直视着约翰逊的眼睛,让本来想要再次拒绝的约翰逊感受到了另外一种压力,他沉默了几秒,挪开了目光,点了一下头,“抱歉,我不该打断你的话。”
The Lynchsmilereturnedon the face, hecontinuedto face forward, Johnsonfollowed close on hisbehind.林奇笑容重新回到了脸上,他继续朝前走,约翰逊则紧跟在他的身后。„Ihope that youcanhelpmedotwomatters.”
“我希望你能帮我做两件事。”„The firstmatter, helpingmecheck, iswhopromotesthesethingsin the back, the person of hosthereworkiswho......, thismayturn intotwomatters, butI believe that so long asyouinvestigateanyanswer, anotheranswerwill naturally appear.”
“第一件事,帮我查一查,是谁在背后推动这些事情,主持这边工作的人是谁……嗯,这有可能变成两件事,但我相信只要你查出来任何一个答案,另外一个答案就会自然出现。”„The secondmatter, helpingmegiveoldFoxto pass ona few words, toldhim, Ialwaysremember that betweenIandhim the friendship, wishedamongus the friendshipto long live.”
“第二件事,帮我给老福克斯传一句话,告诉他,我始终记得我和他之间的友谊,同时也祝我们之间的友谊万岁。”Lynchis sayingshrugged, „looks, very simpletwomatters, will yourejectme?”林奇说着摊了摊手,“瞧,很简单的两件事,你会拒绝我吗?”Lynchhas not looked atJohnsonobviously, the latterfelthas an illfeeling, looks likehasvisiontogetherto lock itself.
明明林奇没有看着约翰逊,后者还是感觉到有一种不适的感觉,就像是有一道目光锁定着自己。Absent-mindedbetweenhethought that oneselflooks like the rabbit on hillside, obviouslysurroundingserenecontentsceneries, actually fearful and apprehensivefeelings.
恍惚之间他觉得自己就像是山坡上的兔子,明明周围一片安详美满的景色,却总有一种心惊肉跳的感觉。To the rabbit, the danger came from the space.
对兔子来说,危险来自于天上。To him, the danger came from the side.
对他来说,危险来自于身旁。Afteralmost17-18920seconds, the Johnsonastringentsound said, „Itry......”
在差不多17-18九二十秒之后,约翰逊涩声道,“我试试……”
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