If before this request places for several hours, even if the young fellow does not want at heart, will seem like a servant such to leave this room. 如果这个要求放在几个小时之前,少年人哪怕心里不愿意,也会像是一个仆人那样离开这个房间。 But now all are different, he does not have to leave immediately, but sees his father, is Mr. Simon, „you plan to leave......” 但现在一切都不同了,他没有立刻离开,而是看着他的父亲,也就是西蒙先生,“你打算离开……” „I listened to the steward saying that you are selling off here all.” “我都听管家说了,你正在变卖这里的一切。” „Factory, the store, the thing in warehouse and warehouse, you disbanded all workers, including our houses, in the plan that you sell!”, The voice of youngster is not so resounding, but actually fires just like the startling thunderclap together in Mr. Simon at heart. “工厂,商店,仓库和仓库里的东西,你遣散了所有的工人,包括我们脚下的房子,也在你售卖的计划中！”,少年的声音不那么响亮,但却宛如一道惊雷打响在西蒙先生的心里。 These things that he handles were revealed that he is a little panic, „does not have, that not real!” 他做的这些事情被人揭穿,他有点惊慌失措,“没有,那不是真的！” The youngster does not have lowering the head to remain silent for the first time, but is looking straight ahead, in he pressed for an answer the somewhat startled man, he felt this man have not thought was so powerful. 少年第一次没有低下头保持着沉默,而是直视着在他逼问中有些惊慌的男人,他觉得这个男人并没有自己想想的那么强大。 „You have actually prepared the preparation of departure, so long as some people can take over these assets, you will leave here, you have not even planned to lead me and mother leave together, you planned that throws us here, and anything does not stay behind to us!” “你其实已经准备好了离开的准备,只要有人能够接手这些资产,你就会离开这里,你甚至都没有打算带着我和母亲一起离开,你打算把我们丢在这里,并且什么都不给我们留下！” He had guessed that most real situation, Mr. Simon instead was calm, in this he quite familiar relations, he soon found own position. 他已经猜测到了最真实的情况,西蒙先生的情绪反而稳定了下来,在这种他比较熟悉的关系中,他很快找到了自己的位置。 „These are not the things that you should understand, yes, I said again, now I request you to leave here immediately, immediately!”, He is pointing at the gate, as father's dignity, as the dignity of this family ruler starts to fill the air again. “这些不是你应该去了解的事情,明白吗,我再说一遍,现在我要求你立刻离开这里,立刻！”,他指着门,身为父亲的威严,身为这个家庭统治者的威严再次开始弥漫。 Youngster starts him to experience probably innumerable from disappointment to desperate process such, is feeling the change in mind, bit by bit, he thought that oneself was swallowed dark. 少年开始像是无数次他经历过的从失望到绝望的过程那样,感受着心灵上的变化,一点一点的,他觉得自己被黑暗吞噬了。 His expression is somewhat painful, wants to squeeze some smile, but these smile are not attractive, „we can leave, walks together, our three people, casually where go, goes to you to come to the country that is also good, goes to you not to go to the country is also good, we are the whole families, should live together......” 他的表情有些痛苦,想要挤出一些笑容,可这些笑容却不怎么好看,“我们可以离开,一起走,我们三个人,随便去什么地方,去你来的国家也好,去你没去过的国家也好,我们是一家人,应该生活在一起……” „Told me, you planned to lead us to walk together......” “告诉我,你打算带着我们一起走……” He is shouting loudly, Mr. Simon is always silent, he is pursing the lips, the lip lost the blood-color, like his present mood, pale, is anxious. 他大声的喊着,西蒙先生却始终沉默,他抿着嘴,嘴唇失去了血色,也如同他现在的情绪,苍白,又紧张。 He never acknowledged that this skin color is heavier, surpasses likely own person like his mother is own child, simultaneously he also knows this is actually a fact, but he is not willing to acknowledge. 他始终不承认这个肤色更重,像他妈妈超过像自己的人是自己的孩子,同时他也知道这其实是一个事实,可他就是不愿意承认。 Here when is longer, he more thought of that has gone off track when the wife and except for writing a letter to ask for money with „father” this word will express the intimate son, here mother and child, but will be he integrates the item of local society, vase, with a bastard. 在这里待的越久,他越想念那个已经出轨了的妻子和除了写信要钱时才会用“爸爸”这个词来表示亲近的儿子,这里的母子,不过是一个他融入本地社会的道具,花瓶,和一个杂种。 Strange in had one with the hatred look made the youngster thorough not to despair quickly, he has not left the room, but arrived at the sofa to sit, his both hands ruthlessly is clutching own hair, fell into one type manic. 陌生里带着一丝不快与痛恨的眼神让少年彻底的绝望了,他没有离开房间,只是走到沙发边坐了下来,他双手狠狠的揪着自己的头发,陷入了一种狂躁中。 „Why, if you do not like me, does not like mother, why can marry her then to give birth to me?”, He is interrogating Mr. Simon. “为什么,如果你不喜欢我,不喜欢母亲,为什么要娶她然后生下我？”,他质问着西蒙先生。 Before he had had such suspicion, but he always told himself, that was he indulges in flights of fancy, how some people will not love oneself child. 以前他就有过这样的猜想,但他始终告诉自己,那都是他胡思乱想,怎么会有人不爱自己的孩子。 He even found the excuse for Mr. Simon, for example he expressed the way of loving to be different, for example he is actually paying attention to himself in secret...... 他甚至为西蒙先生找到了一些借口,比如说他表达爱的方式不同,比如说他其实是在暗中注意自己…… He tries to deceive itself, by oneself is believed the lie that he himself compiles is the truth of this world, may seem like, he failed. 他试图欺骗自己,让自己相信他自己编造的谎言就是这个世界的真相,可看起来,他失败了。 Mr. Simon as if also saw through in this moment, his sound is also indifferent, „, if I do not have your such son, some natives are not willing to do business with me.” 西蒙先生似乎在这一刻也看开了,他的声音也是冷漠的,“因为如果我没有你这样的儿子,一些本地人就不愿意和我做生意。” „I know how they think, they think you will become my successor to inherit all my, they think that you are also Nagat native of Lier......”, was saying Mr. Simon, he as if thought of anything, but the mood makes him not have the opportunity to ponder, „you indeed is a Nagat native of Lier!” “我知道他们怎么想的,他们以为你会成为我的继承者继承我的一切,他们认为你也是纳加利尔人……”,说着西蒙先生顿了一下,他似乎想到了什么,但情绪让他没有机会细想,“你的确是一个纳加利尔人！” On his face appears to wipe very strange smile, „, but I, I am not Nagat native of Lier, my son should not be Nagat native of Lier.” 他的脸上浮现出一抹很古怪的笑容,“而我,我不是纳加利尔人,我的儿子也不应该是纳加利尔人。” „You said right, I have not been regarded as my child you from the beginning, I have not planned to lead you to leave, I cannot bear you, now the use value did not have, I will not lead you to leave!” “你说的没错,我他妈的从一开始就没有把你当做是我的孩子,我也没有打算带着你离开,我受不了你们,现在你们的利用价值没有了,我就更不会带着你们离开！” „What kind of, these I who you want to know told you, you satisfy now, were you satisfied with this answer?” “怎么样,你想知道的这些我都告诉你了,你现在满意了吗,你对这个答案满意了吗？” „If you satisfied, get lost from my room, I see you to come air/Qi now!” “如果你满意了,就从我的房间滚出去,我现在看见你就来气！” The young fellows have tears streaming down the face slowly raised the head, sometimes the muscle on his face uncontrolled will twitch, in addition these tears and some nasal mucuses, are not to be honest attractive. 少年人泪流满面的慢慢抬起头,他脸上的肌肉有时候会不受控制的抽搐一下,加上那些眼泪和一些鼻涕,老实说不怎么好看。 „Therefore, you have not loved me, right?”, He asked that this was the last issue. “所以,你从来都没爱过我,对吗？”,他问道,这是最后一个问题。 Mr. Simon hesitated slightly, then shakes the head, „never.” 西蒙先生稍稍迟疑了一下,然后摇了摇头,“从来都没有过。” „I have thought is insufficient good, you who do do not like me, even if I know that I am deceiving myself.” “我一直以为是自己做的不够好,你才不喜欢我,哪怕我知道我自己在骗自己。” „You rejected the last time opportunity, please allow me...... to call you papa( father)......” “你拒绝了最后一次机会,请允许我……叫你一声papa(爸爸)……” papa is in Nagat Leir localization to the father quite kind name, father and mother and so on name too written, in the real life the person of such speech are not many, makes them probably besides the education that the home environment and they receive do that most of the time, people will actually have the touch of humanity title to call the parents with this. papa是纳加利尔本地化中对父亲比较亲切的称呼,父亲、母亲之类的称呼太书面化,现实生活中这么说话的人并不多,除了家庭环境和他们收到的教育让他们必须这么做外,大多数时候,其实人们还是会用这样更具有人情味的称谓来称呼父母。 In Mr. Simon is somewhat stunned, the young fellow grabbed the hunting rifle on sofa to lift, the expression of Mr. Simon was somewhat strange, even was a little disappointed. 就在西蒙先生有些错愕中,少年人抓着沙发上的猎枪举了起来,西蒙先生的表情有些古怪,甚至还有点失望。 „You will not open fire, you do not dare to do, I leave a money to you and your mother, can let good that you live, now stops saying that these will let the person not happy words, will then lay down the spear/gun, from my room......” “你不会开枪的,你也不敢那么做,我会给你和你母亲留点钱,能让你们生活的不错,现在停止说那些让人不高兴的话,然后放下枪,从我的房间里……” Bang! 嘭！ The whole world seemed occupied by this huge sound, Mr. Simon looks that the present flame he thinks here he just came the shortly after time. 整个世界仿佛都被这巨大的声音所占据,西蒙先生看着眼前的火光他想到了他刚来这边没多久的时候。 Retton is a very outstanding hunter, likes going hunting very much, at that time Mr. Simon had no way out can only turn to him, but had had the successful experience in him well in the past, this makes him many also calculate a little personal connection in own country. 普雷顿是一名很优秀的猎人,也很喜欢打猎,当时西蒙先生走投无路只能来投靠他,但好在他过去有过成功的经验,这让他在自己的国家里多少还算有一点人脉。 Retton settled on Mr. Simon this point, person who he does not recycle the trash, anything holds toward own pocket, so long as he these valuable people serves for him. 普雷顿看中了西蒙先生这一点,他不是回收垃圾的人,什么东西都往自己的口袋里揣,他只要那些有价值的人为他服务。 In order to flatter Retton, Mr. Simon asked somebody to make several good hunting rifles to offer to Retton. 为了讨好普雷顿,西蒙先生托人弄了几把上好的猎枪进献给普雷顿。 These hunting rifles are not necessarily able what to be good to affect in the positive/direct battlefield, but has the outstanding performance in the hunting. 这些猎枪未必能够在正面的战场上起什么好作用,但在狩猎中却有出色的表现。 Bigger caliber, quicker chest cavity fast, more fearful tearing strength, he still remembers this manufacturer of hunting rifle, when delivers these hunting rifles to tell him very proudly, even if he faces a going crazy elephant not to need to be startled. 更大的口径,更快的膛速,更可怕的撕扯力量,他还记得这把猎枪的制造者在交付这几把猎枪的时候十分骄傲的告诉他,哪怕他面对着一只发狂的大象也不需要惊慌。 So long as in tandem branches off the both feet slightly, lives in the center of gravity of body stably, then arrives at the butt on the hollow of the shoulder, aims at the head of elephant, touches off the trigger. 只要一前一后的稍微岔开双脚,稳定住身体的重心,然后把枪托抵在肩窝上,瞄准大象的脑袋,扣动扳机。 After bang one, the elephant of going crazy will seem like cloth doll such numerous falling on the ground, is unable to threaten anything again. 在嘭的一声之后,发狂的大象就会像是一个布娃娃那样重重的摔在地上,再也无法威胁什么。 He goes backward but actually, slow but actually goes, he sees the in the air blood bead in the slow fast whereabouts, the blood does not seem like bright red that such people imagine, somewhat sinks secretly. 他向后倒去,缓慢的倒去,他看见空中的血珠正在缓速的下落,血液并不像是人们想象的那样鲜红,有些暗沉。 He saw some bone fragments, but also saw another eyeball surprisedly, the nerve of that eyeball is linking muscle also in in the air slowly is flying, he even can also see the infinite fear from that eye, as well as own inverted image. 他看见了一些骨头碎片,还惊讶的看见了另外一颗眼珠,那颗眼珠的神经连着一块肌肉也在空中缓缓的飞着,他甚至还能从那只眼睛中看见无限的恐惧,以及自己的倒影。 Pitiful creature who did not have the half head! 一个没了半边脑袋的可怜虫！ Of bang, Mr. Simon lay down on the ground subconsciously, the body is twitching, only twitched very short several time stopped, the blood welled up following his head. 轰的一声,西蒙先生躺在了地上,身体下意识的抽搐着,只抽搐了很短的几次就停了下来,鲜血顺着他的脑袋涌出来。 Is stood by the young fellow who the huge recoil throws off, room gate was also hit, the steward and that young people flushed, their eyes saw Mr. Simon of ground. 被巨大的后坐力掀翻的少年人重新站了起来,房间门的也被人撞开,管家和那个年轻人冲了进来,他们一眼就看见了地上的西蒙先生。 Compares on the young face pleasantly surprised the expression, steward expression heavy pulled out the pad arrange/cloth on tea table, covers, in Mr. Simon lacked on the head of half. 相较于年轻人脸上惊喜的表情,管家则表情沉重的把茶几上的垫布抽了出来,盖在了西蒙先生缺了半边的脑袋上。 The blood the pure white fronting arrange/cloth Rancheng red, the young fellow scratches the tears on clean face quickly, he looks that lies down on the ground already Mr. Simon who loses the life symptom, in the innermost feelings very complex. 鲜血很快就把洁白的垫布染成红色,少年人擦干净自己脸上的眼泪,他看着躺在地上已经失去生命体征的西蒙先生,内心里非常的复杂。 He once thinks that is mountain that he is unable to cross, collapses in this moment in his front, the life of person, is very frail. 他曾经认为是他无法跨越的高山,在这一刻倒塌在他的面前,人的生命,真的很脆弱呢。 He does not know how to describe own this time feeling, all kinds of mood in surges, but compared with these, some of some of he also new work must do. 他不知道如何形容自己此时的感觉,各种各样的情绪在翻腾,不过比起这些,他还有一些新的工作要做。 „Then, what do I want to make?”, The young fellow looked to the young people, „I have shown my sincerity,” “接下来,我要做些什么？”,少年人看向了年轻人,“我已经表现出了我的诚意,” The young people are nodding, as if unusual approval, „the following all things give me, starting from this moment, you, your family member, your property, will receive the protection and looking after of Nagat Leir Youth Party!” 年轻人点着头,似乎非常的赞同,“接下来所有事情都交给我,从这一刻开始,你,你的家人,你的财产,都将会受到纳加利尔青年党的保护和照拂！” Soon, the surroundings have the sound of gunfire to resound occasionally, but quick gets down tranquilly. 不多时,周围偶尔也有枪声响起,但很快就平静下去。 The unrest spreads here from other places, some people also stared at the house of Mr. Simon, after all in the foreigner here who was quite rich, everyone generally had a cognition. 骚乱从其他地方蔓延到这里,有些人也盯上了西蒙先生的房子,毕竟在这里的外国人中谁比较有钱,大家大抵都有一个认知。 But when they prepare to go into the house of Mr. Simon, saw in the lawn to be covered the head the corpse, several young people are saying anything loudly, had the hoodlum to submerge probably, killed Mr. Simon and so on. 可就在他们准备闯入西蒙先生的房子时,就看见了草坪上一具被遮盖住头部的尸体,几名年轻人正在大声的说些什么,大概是有暴徒潜入,打死了西蒙先生之类的。 Meanwhile they also said to others, the child of Mr. Simon, a Nagat Leir youngster, will inherit the industry and wealth of Mr. Simon, moreover he is the person of Nagat Leir Youth Party. 同时他们也向其他人表示,西蒙先生的孩子,一名纳加利尔少年,将会继承西蒙先生的产业和财富,而且他还是纳加利尔青年党的人。 If not want to annoy troublesome, does not want to annoy troublesome to own family member, should better not to visit this courtyard! 如果不想惹麻烦的话,不想给自己的家人惹麻烦的话,最好不要踏足这个院子！ The influence as well as fame of Nagat Leir Youth Party actually insufficient, but in their hands has the spear/gun, at this time, the spear/gun becomes most can convince others' thing. 纳加利尔青年党的影响力以及名气其实都不足,但他们手里有枪,这个时候,枪成为了最能说服别人的东西。 People remembered Mr. Simon of dying, remembered Youth Party, and weapon in Youth Party. 人们记住了死去的西蒙先生,记住了青年党,以及青年党手里的武器。 They expressed fear, left here. 他们表示了畏惧,离开了这里。 Sitting to is seeming like in the living room is not very sad mother, the young fellow looks at the sky of out of the window to be in a daze. 坐在客厅里面对着看上去并不是很悲伤的母亲,少年人望着窗外的天空一直发呆。 He does not know that this decision is to is wrong, but, he is at least catching the opportunity. 他不知道这个决定是对是错,但至少,他在争取机会。 Controls the destiny the opportunity. 掌握自己命运的机会。