BC :: Volume #5

#426: Forgiveness and companion


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Since previous time Ruika fed in the hospital by Lynch, he grew suddenly much, after the reconsideration of short time, he understands finally how should treat the present life. 自从上次瑞卡被林奇送进医院之后,他突然间成长了不少,在经过短时间的反思后,他终于明白了该如何对待现在的生活。 He changed, becomes mild-mannered and cultivated, he used long time to collect had about gentleman massively movie, and religion had the movie of relations, he is studying. 他变了,变得温文尔雅起来,他用了很长时间搜集了大量有关于“绅士”的电影,还有和宗教有关系的电影,他在学习。 To be honest, he does not want to return to Nagat Leir that damn place, even the television program on several weeks compared with here person be able to see late- has not laid down the seabed wire from the federation to Nagat Leir, therefore so far did not have the direct signal propagation mode. 老实说,他并不想回到纳加利尔那个该死的地方去,连电视节目都要比这里的人迟上几个星期才能看见-从联邦到纳加利尔并没有铺设海底缆线,所以到目前为止还没有直接的信号传播方式。 However Federal Government said that these things in the plan, they will have laid down a seabed wire to connect Nagat Leir and federation, quick can realize the signaling of low delay. 不过联邦政府说这些东西已经在计划中了,他们会铺设一条海底缆线连接纳加利尔和联邦,很快就能够实现低延迟的信号传输。 However currently speaking, these are also only the fantasies, therefore the recording tape becomes the way of information relay, but even if he is the youngest son of big priest, not possible every day to watch the latest issue as before the program, same must wait to be very long, can look at a happiness one time. 不过就目前来说,这些还都只是空想,所以录像带成为了信息中转的方式,可哪怕他是大祭司的小儿子,也依旧不可能每天都收看到最新一期的节目,一样要等很久,才能一次性看个痛快。 Before he felt very happy, but thinks now that absolutely is the suffering. 以前他觉得很痛快,但是现在想想,那绝对是煎熬。 He does not want to go to secure beautiful Syria, now many newspapers are reporting that the resistance that side resistance organization's among with Frat, it is said every day the metropolis/can deceased person, looking like making war to be the same. 他也不想去安美利亚,现在很多报纸都在报道那边反抗组织和盖弗拉之间的对抗,据说每天都会死人,就像是在开战一样。 This time Frat's enemy is not the fully-armed soldier, but is the fully-armed farmer, their troubles were big! 只是这次盖弗拉的敌人不是全副武装的军人,而是全副武装的农夫,他们的麻烦大了! Looks over the surrounding world, does not have a place to be able again compared with federal more suitable people to live, therefore Ruika is not willing to leave here. 纵观周围的世界,再也没有一个地方能比联邦更适合人们居住的了,所以瑞卡不愿意离开这里。 He does not want to leave, must integrate actively, he suspected that oneself makes the mistake again a point anything, Lynch may make people send home him directly, the change is the imperative matter. 他不想离开,就必须积极的融入进去,他怀疑自己再做错一点什么,林奇可能会直接让人把他送回家,改变就是势在必行的事情。 After these days baptism, Ruika had had the huge change, his every action and every movement are passing a mature demeanor, everyone shows the smile to him, each girls commended his demeanor, wanted, for the money in his hand opened the both legs. 经过这段时间的洗礼,瑞卡已经发生了巨大的改变,他的一举一动都透着一种成熟的风度,每个人都向他露出笑容,每个女孩都称赞他的风度,也愿意为了他手里的钱张开双腿。 Look? Are all such simple? He not only good that very oneself camouflage, will start to consider for own future. 瞧?一切就是这么简单?他不仅把自己伪装的很好,也开始为自己的未来考虑了。 His father? Big priest? Hopes he can become a merchant, does he himself also think? May after these days change, he not think. 他的父亲?大祭司?希望他能够成为一名商人,他自己也是那么认为的?可经过这段时间的改变,他已经不那么想了。 Does he want to become one...... the scripture reader? It looks like his father such? Everyone respects him. 他想要成为一名……传教者?就像是他父亲那样?人人都尊敬他。 In the practitioner of federal religion related work not only can harvest very big personal clout strength, the wealth and so on thing, very huge political influence. 在联邦宗教相关工作的从业者不仅能够收获很大的个人影响力,财富之类的东西,还有很庞大的政治影响力。 This is he thinks that the perfect life, compared with does freeze in the Nagat Leir's jet black cave trembles? Here is the place that he should treat. 这才是他认为完美的人生,比起在纳加利尔漆黑的山洞里冻得瑟瑟发抖?这里才是他应该待的地方。 Therefore has he started to do missionary work? To soon realize own dream. 所以他已经开始传教了?为了早日实现自己的梦想。 „......” “……” As the last syllable ended, Ruika closed that him Holy Bible that” brings from Nagat Leir. 随着最后一个音节结束,瑞卡合上了那本他从纳加利尔带来的“圣经”。 That is his father gives his Confucian classics, with book that one type resilient and bark of crude fiber makes. 那是他父亲送给他的经书,用一种具有韧性和粗纤维的树皮做成的书。 The local follower will write the scrip­tures with one very special mineral color in the Confucian classics, so long as preserves appropriately, can preserve for a long time. 当地信徒会用一种很特别的矿物颜料在经书上写下经文,只要保存得当,就能够长久的保存下去。 Wasn't this Confucian classics regarded as important by Ruika? However what he has not thought that the transition of his life? Has the relations with this Confucian classics. 这本经书本来并不被瑞卡看重?但是他没有想到的是,他人生的转折?就和这本经书有关系。 Since a little friend discovered accidentally/surprisingly it starts, Ruika the journey of doing missionary work on bewildered took the path of rapid growth. 自从一个小伙伴意外的发现了它开始,瑞卡的传教之旅就莫名其妙的走上了高速发展的道路。 Sometimes he thought that the federal person is very stupid? Moreover stupid incurable, because of one in Nagat Leir very common bark book? Some people believed the content in book. 有时候他觉得联邦人真的很蠢?而且蠢的无可救药,就因为一本在纳加利尔很常见的树皮书?一些人就相信了书里的内容。 Their viewpoints are not even able to dispute- possibly several thousand years ago did people write down these contents? People of that time are not thinking can deceive the later person? Therefore this book and inside content real, conforms to the antique or to conform to the characteristics of things from a former age. 他们的观点甚至都无从辩驳-可能几千年前人们就写下了这些内容?那个时代的人们不会想着要骗以后的人?所以这本书和里面的内容是真的,也符合古董或者说符合旧物的特征。 Today's after will finish, the nearby listened to him to say after the old people, after the neighbor and he said goodbye, left in abundance, naturally they walked had not forgotten carried off came from gods gracious gift. 今天的经会结束了,附近来听他说经的老人们,邻居和他告别后纷纷离开,当然他们走的时候也没有忘记带走一些来自于“神明”的恩赐。 Some canned meat, some bean canned food and small bag of wheat flour, this is they listen after here can thing, was the honor of gods shines on their bodies. 一些肉罐头,一些豆子罐头和一小袋小麦粉,这是他们在这里听经后能够得到的东西,也算是神明的荣光照耀在了他们的身上。 At this time a girl of wear school uniform has not left, she stays in final of team, when others left this house, on the girl face has a not talking clearly expression, said in a low voice, acting of god, I feels itself guilty......” 此时一个穿着校服的女孩并没有离开,她停留在队伍的最后,当其他人都离开了这个房子的时候,女孩脸上带着一种说不清楚的表情,低声说道,“神的代行者,我觉得自己有罪……” She is nipping the lower lip, catches the eye to look at Ruika, in the staring look seems to be hiding the fearful devil! 她咬着下唇,抬眼望着瑞卡,直勾勾的眼神里似乎藏着可怕的恶魔! Female devil! 女魔鬼! Ruika swallowed saliva, the semblance of person can change, but something were very difficult to change, for example his small hobby. 瑞卡咽了一口唾沫,人的外表可以改变,但是有些东西是很难改变的,比如说他的小嗜好。 He has been suppressing oneself desire desperately, he is meditating the prestige of god, but is not useful. 他已经拼命压制着自己的欲望了,他心里默念着神的威名,但没有什么用。 He is not clear, the seduction that actually during the person life faces, by far in the seduction that the god must face! 他并不清楚,其实人一生之中面对的诱惑,远胜于神要面对的诱惑! I......”, Ruika wanted to say anything, his front girl slapped oneself suddenly. “我……”,瑞卡想要说点什么,他面前的女孩突然打了自己一巴掌。 This palm of the hand hits is very heavy, again to her cheeks fast becomes red, but also somewhat swelling, looks at the girl a little pitiful appearance, Ruika breath became more rapid. 这一巴掌打的很重,重到她的脸颊快速的变红,还有些肿胀起来,看着女孩有点可怜的样子,瑞卡的呼吸变得更急促了。 I...... understood, you need the help of god......”, he deeply inspires, and I come, the benevolent gods will forgive all your suspects mistake!” “我……明白了,你需要神的帮助……”,他深吸了一口气,“和我来,仁慈的神明会宽恕你所有犯下的过错!” He led into the girl a small room, in the small room is hanging various types of unusual torture instruments, has the boasting shuttle to become a making whip, has the rattan to weave is soaking the whip in salt water together, but also some woods are wrapping the board of boasting, all kinds of things hung all over the positive/direct wall. 他把女孩带入了一个小房间里,小房间里挂着各种奇特的刑具,有牛皮梭成条做成的鞭子,有藤条编织在一起浸泡在盐水里的鞭子,还有些木头包裹着牛皮的板子,各种各样的东西挂满了正面墙。 Gate closed of slowly room, Ruika is constraining the desire starts to surge upward, he is breathing heavily to be on the verge of wall, grabbed a whip to arrive at girl's front, the appearance was somewhat fierce, knelt down, elaborated your crime!” 房间的门缓缓的闭合,瑞卡压抑着的欲望开始高涨,他喘着粗气走到墙壁边缘,抓着一把鞭子走到了女孩的面前,面目有些狰狞,“跪下,阐述你的罪!” ...... …… The gods are eventually benevolent, girl unretentive honest oneself all suspects the crime, the gods forgave her. 神明终究是仁慈的,女孩毫无保留的坦诚了自己所有犯下过的罪行,神明宽恕了她。 Not only forgave her, but also bestowed her some wealth, makes a reward. 不仅宽恕了她,还赐给了她一些财富,算是做一种奖励。 Is willing to acknowledge the person who the person of own mistake, is willing to repent, is worth rewarding! 愿意承认自己过错的人,愿意悔过的人,都值得奖励! The body looks like pulled out the spatial same Ruika expression somewhat numb is cleaning up the room, how he did not know, actually before he not such manic, after as on that day Lynch fed in the hospital, he more constrains oneself desire, when desire release was also manic. 身体就像是被掏空一样的瑞卡表情有些麻木的收拾着房间,他不知道怎么了,其实以前他没有这么狂躁,但是随着那天被林奇送进医院里之后,他越是压抑自己的欲望,当欲望释放的时候也就越是狂躁。 This girl is he before that matter knew at that time, played is also very wild, he frightened the girl, they for sometime have not related. 这个女孩是他在那件事之前认识的,当时玩的也很野,他吓到了女孩,他们有段时间没有联系。 Possibly is he acts the natural reason, in brief this girl remembered him, once in a while will come one time, he releases the desire, the girl obtains money. 可能是他出手大方的原因,总之这个女孩又想起了他,每隔一段时间就会来一次,他释放欲望,女孩获得金钱。 But he thought that this is not quite right, is very dangerous. 但他觉得这不太对劲,也很危险。 Cleans up the room, he holds the step of exhausted to walk from inside, saw in the room to sit a person accidentally/surprisingly, is reading some materials that he printed. 收拾完房间,他托着疲惫不堪的步伐从里面走出来,意外的看见了房间里坐着一个人,正在翻看他印刷的一些材料。 Sorry, today's after will finish, if you are interested in these, next time can come early......” “抱歉,今天的经会结束了,如果你对这些感兴趣,下次可以来早……” That person lifted the head, trembled subconsciously, one share sensation to urinate direct impact top of the head! 那个人抬起了头,下意识的哆嗦了一下,一股子尿意直冲头顶! Is Lynch! 林奇 Lynch had cast very fearful shadow in the heart deep place, anyone can cast the shadow by the living snapping bone, moreover person who Ruika that type has a high and respected position. 林奇已经在他内心深处留下了很可怕的阴影,任何一个人被活生生的撅断骨头都会留下阴影,而且瑞卡还是那种养尊处优的人。 Even if Nagat Leir is one far away from the civilized central countryside, Ruika is not too bad, he even compared with federal middle and lower level being better, therefore the Lynch crude behavior makes him feel that a chill in the air, a destiny is variable, life frail fearfulness. 即便纳加利尔是一个远离文明中心的乡下,瑞卡也不会过的太糟糕,他甚至比联邦的中下层过的都要好,所以林奇粗暴的行为让他感觉到了一种寒意,一种命运无常,生命脆弱的可怕。 Mr. Lynch......”, he stands in honestly same place, does not dare to move heedlessly, simultaneously starts the dripping perspiration. 林奇先生……”,他老老实实的站在原地,不敢乱动,同时开始淌汗。 Lynch smiles, he referred to a material in hand, good, yourself made that asks others to help you make.”, He referred to oneself front open area, to here.” 林奇笑了笑,他指了指手中的一份材料,“挺不错的,你自己弄得吗,还是找别人帮你弄得。”,他指了指自己面前的空地,“到这边来。” In people's eyes just like gentry same elegant bearing, Ruika of experienced reliable feeling, looks like one to make mistakes at this time, the fear father knows, uneasy child. 在人们眼中宛如绅士一样风度翩翩,又给人一种老成可靠感觉的瑞卡,此时就像是一个犯了错,害怕父亲知道,忐忑不安的孩子。 He moved the small step to stand in the Lynch front, lowering the head, was I makes......”, he does not dare to raise the head. 他挪着小步子站在了林奇的面前,低着头,“是我自己弄得……”,他不敢抬头。 Lynch threw that material conveniently on nearby chair, looked, this was not very good, at least you had something to do......” 林奇随手把那份材料丢在了一旁的椅子上,“瞧,这不是很好么,至少你有了一些事做……” He was saying, recently contacted with your father?” 他说着顿了顿,“最近和你父亲联系没有?” Ruika silent a meeting, he wants to ask Lynch, does he have with Nagat Leir that side relates, can Lynch not know? 瑞卡沉默了一会,他很想问林奇,他有没有和纳加利尔那边联系,林奇会不知道吗? Actually Ruika had discovered, no matter he mails to Nagat Leir's letter, the mail that side Nagat Leir sends, will undergo at least one change, does not need to guess knows, is the Lynch person or other anything person has definitely inspected. 其实瑞卡早就发现了不管是他寄到纳加利尔的信件,还是纳加利尔那边寄来的邮件,都会经过至少一次翻动,不用猜都知道,肯定是林奇的人或者其他什么人检查过一遍。 From the beginning he also wants to tell his father here some real situations, but discovers these situations after him, no longer considered. 一开始他还想要把这边的一些真实情况告诉他的父亲,但从他发现这些情况后,就不再考虑了。 „...... Will relate occasionally.”, He replied truthfully. “……偶尔会联系一下。”,他如实回答道。 Lynch does not care, I must go to Nagat Leir after a period of time, you have the thing that what wish makes me take along, or goes back to transfer the revolutions with me?” 林奇也不在意,“我过段时间要去纳加利尔,你有什么想要让我捎带回去的东西,或者和我一起回去转转?” Does not know that was which words vibrated his sensitive nerve, he somewhat drew back flurriedly one step, looked up the Lynch expression also somewhat dreaded, Mr. Lynch, did you want...... to send back me?” 不知道是哪句话震动了他敏感的神经,他有些慌乱的退了一步,抬头看着林奇的表情也有些畏惧,“林奇先生,你要……把我送回去吗?” What his subconsciousness is thinks that only then after here, he discovered, the binding force that no matter he, or his father, and has no to Lynch, they cannot coerce Lynch anything. 他下意识的是这么认为的,只有来了这里之后他才发现,不管他,或者他的父亲,对林奇并没有任何的约束力,他们要挟不到林奇什么。 On the contrary after is the federation won Frat, through some societies comments, Ruika front leg they sent off a wild dog, behind came one group of greedy people, Lynch nothing to need to depend upon him and their fathers'and sons' places, their father and son were actually restricted in Lynch in turn faintly. 反倒是联邦打赢了盖弗拉之后,通过一些社会评论,瑞卡前脚他们送走了一只野狗,后面就来了一群饿狼,林奇就更没有什么需要依靠他和他们父子的地方了,他们父子却反过来隐隐受限于林奇 At this time Lynch regarding letting him goes back, he very difficult not to associate to himself did not have what value, must be lost, this made him be startled and fear. 此时林奇谈起让他回去,他很难不联想到自己没有了什么价值,要被丢回去,这让他又惊又恐。 Was good cancelled his doubts because of Lynch quickly, naturally, you have not started to fit into this society, these were best manifested......”, he patted Confucian classics printed book, „, but we know, the family member should be a body, you enjoyed the advanced society to take to all your convenience here, but you family member actually still suffered hardships in Nagat Leir.” 好在林奇很快就打消了他的疑惑,“当然不,你已经开始融入这个社会,这些就是最好的体现……”,他拍了拍身边的经书印本,“但我们都知道,家人应该是一体的,你在这里享受着先进社会带给你的一切便利,可是你得家人却还在纳加利尔受苦。” Why doesn't receive some of them together?” “为什么不把他们中的一些人也一起接过来呢?” Letter is unable to replace the companion forever, Ruika!” “信件永远都无法代替陪伴,瑞卡!”
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