Since previoustimeRuikafed in the hospitalbyLynch, hegrewsuddenlymuch, after the reconsideration of shorttime, heunderstandsfinallyhowshouldtreat the presentlife.
自从上次瑞卡被林奇送进医院之后,他突然间成长了不少,在经过短时间的反思后,他终于明白了该如何对待现在的生活。Hechanged, becomesmild-mannered and cultivated, heusedlong timeto collecthadabout„gentleman”massivelymovie, and religionhad the movie of relations, heis studying.
他变了,变得温文尔雅起来,他用了很长时间搜集了大量有关于“绅士”的电影,还有和宗教有关系的电影,他在学习。To be honest, hedoes not wantto return toNagatLeirthatdamnplace, even the television programonseveralweekscompared withherepersonbe ableto seelate- has not laid down the seabedwirefrom the federationtoNagatLeir, thereforeso fardid not have the directsignalpropagation mode.
老实说,他并不想回到纳加利尔那个该死的地方去,连电视节目都要比这里的人迟上几个星期才能看见-从联邦到纳加利尔并没有铺设海底缆线,所以到目前为止还没有直接的信号传播方式。HoweverFederal Governmentsaid that thesethingsin the plan, theywill have laid down a seabedwireto connectNagatLeir and federation, quickcanrealize the signaling of lowdelay.
不过联邦政府说这些东西已经在计划中了,他们会铺设一条海底缆线连接纳加利尔和联邦,很快就能够实现低延迟的信号传输。Howevercurrently speaking, these are also only the fantasies, therefore the recording tapebecomes the way of informationrelay, buteven ifheis the youngest son of bigpriest, not possibleevery dayto watch the latest issueas before the program, samemustwaitto be very long, canlook at a happinessone time.
不过就目前来说,这些还都只是空想,所以录像带成为了信息中转的方式,可哪怕他是大祭司的小儿子,也依旧不可能每天都收看到最新一期的节目,一样要等很久,才能一次性看个痛快。Beforehefeltveryhappy, butthinksnow that absolutelyis the suffering.
以前他觉得很痛快,但是现在想想,那绝对是煎熬。Hedoes not wantto go tosecurebeautifulSyria, nowmanynewspapersare reporting that the resistancethat sideresistanceorganization'samongwithFrat, it is saidevery day the metropolis/candeceased person, looking like making warto be the same.
他也不想去安美利亚,现在很多报纸都在报道那边反抗组织和盖弗拉之间的对抗,据说每天都会死人,就像是在开战一样。ThistimeFrat'senemyis not the fully-armedsoldier, butis the fully-armedfarmer, theirtroubleswere big!
只是这次盖弗拉的敌人不是全副武装的军人,而是全副武装的农夫,他们的麻烦大了!Looks over the surroundingworld, does not have a placeto be ableagaincompared withfederalmore suitablepeopleto live, thereforeRuikais not willingto leavehere.
纵观周围的世界,再也没有一个地方能比联邦更适合人们居住的了,所以瑞卡不愿意离开这里。Hedoes not wantto leave, mustintegrateactively, hesuspected that oneselfmakes the mistakeagain a pointanything, Lynch may makepeoplesend homehimdirectly, the changeis the imperativematter.
他不想离开,就必须积极的融入进去,他怀疑自己再做错一点什么,林奇可能会直接让人把他送回家,改变就是势在必行的事情。Afterthese daysbaptism, Ruikahad had the hugechange, hisevery action and every movementare passing a maturedemeanor, everyone shows the smiletohim, eachgirlscommendedhisdemeanor, wanted, for the money in hishandopened the both legs.
经过这段时间的洗礼,瑞卡已经发生了巨大的改变,他的一举一动都透着一种成熟的风度,每个人都向他露出笑容,每个女孩都称赞他的风度,也愿意为了他手里的钱张开双腿。Look? Are allsuchsimple? Henot onlygood that veryoneselfcamouflage, will startto considerforownfuture.
瞧?一切就是这么简单?他不仅把自己伪装的很好,也开始为自己的未来考虑了。His father? Bigpriest? Hopeshecanbecome a merchant, does he himselfalsothink? Mayafterthese dayschange, henot think.
他的父亲?大祭司?希望他能够成为一名商人,他自己也是那么认为的?可经过这段时间的改变,他已经不那么想了。
Does hewantto becomeone...... the scripture reader? It looks like his fathersuch? Everyonerespectshim.
他想要成为一名……传教者?就像是他父亲那样?人人都尊敬他。In the practitioner of federalreligionrelatedwork not only can harvestverybigpersonal cloutstrength, the wealthand so onthing, veryhugepolitical influence.
在联邦宗教相关工作的从业者不仅能够收获很大的个人影响力,财富之类的东西,还有很庞大的政治影响力。Thisishethinks that the perfectlife, compared withdoes freezein the NagatLeir'sjet blackcavetrembles? Hereis the place that heshouldtreat.
这才是他认为完美的人生,比起在纳加利尔漆黑的山洞里冻得瑟瑟发抖?这里才是他应该待的地方。Therefore has hestartedto do missionary work? Tosoonrealizeowndream.
所以他已经开始传教了?为了早日实现自己的梦想。„......”
“……”As the lastsyllableended, Ruikaclosedthathim„Holy Bible that”bringsfromNagatLeir.
随着最后一个音节结束,瑞卡合上了那本他从纳加利尔带来的“圣经”。Thatishis fathergiveshisConfucian classics, withbook that onetyperesilient and bark of crude fibermakes.
那是他父亲送给他的经书,用一种具有韧性和粗纤维的树皮做成的书。
The localfollowerwill write the scriptureswithoneveryspecialmineral colorin the Confucian classics, so long aspreservesappropriately, canpreservefor a long time.
当地信徒会用一种很特别的矿物颜料在经书上写下经文,只要保存得当,就能够长久的保存下去。
Wasn't thisConfucian classicsregarded as importantbyRuika? Howeverwhathehas not thought that the transition of hislife? Has the relationswiththisConfucian classics.
这本经书本来并不被瑞卡看重?但是他没有想到的是,他人生的转折?就和这本经书有关系。Since a little frienddiscoveredaccidentally/surprisinglyitstarts, Ruika the journey of doing missionary workonbewilderedtook the path of rapid growth.
自从一个小伙伴意外的发现了它开始,瑞卡的传教之旅就莫名其妙的走上了高速发展的道路。Sometimeshethought that the federalperson is very stupid? Moreoverstupidincurable, because ofoneinNagatLeirverycommonbarkbook? Somepeoplebelieved the content in book.
有时候他觉得联邦人真的很蠢?而且蠢的无可救药,就因为一本在纳加利尔很常见的树皮书?一些人就相信了书里的内容。Theirviewpointsare not even ableto dispute- possiblyseveral thousandyears ago did peoplewrite downthesecontents? People of thattimeare not thinkingcandeceive the laterperson? Thereforethisbookandinsidecontentreal, conforms to the antiqueorto conform to the characteristics of things from a former age.
他们的观点甚至都无从辩驳-可能几千年前人们就写下了这些内容?那个时代的人们不会想着要骗以后的人?所以这本书和里面的内容是真的,也符合古董或者说符合旧物的特征。Today'safterwill finish, the nearbylistened tohimto sayafter the old people, after the neighborandhesaid goodbye, leftin abundance, naturallytheywalkedhad not forgottencarried off came from „gods”gracious gift.
今天的经会结束了,附近来听他说经的老人们,邻居和他告别后纷纷离开,当然他们走的时候也没有忘记带走一些来自于“神明”的恩赐。Somecanned meat, somebeancanned foodandsmallbag of wheat flour, thisistheylistenafterherecanthing, was the honor of godsshinesontheirbodies.
一些肉罐头,一些豆子罐头和一小袋小麦粉,这是他们在这里听经后能够得到的东西,也算是神明的荣光照耀在了他们的身上。At this time a girl of wearschool uniformhas not left, shestaysinfinal of team, when others leftthishouse, on the girlfacehas a not talking clearlyexpression, saidin a low voice,„acting of god, Ifeels itselfguilty......”
此时一个穿着校服的女孩并没有离开,她停留在队伍的最后,当其他人都离开了这个房子的时候,女孩脸上带着一种说不清楚的表情,低声说道,“神的代行者,我觉得自己有罪……”Sheis nipping the lower lip, catches the eyeto look atRuika, in the staringlook seems to be hiding the fearfuldevil!
她咬着下唇,抬眼望着瑞卡,直勾勾的眼神里似乎藏着可怕的恶魔!Femaledevil!
女魔鬼!Ruikaswallowedsaliva, the semblance of personcanchange, but something were very difficultto change, for examplehissmallhobby.
瑞卡咽了一口唾沫,人的外表可以改变,但是有些东西是很难改变的,比如说他的小嗜好。Hehas been suppressingoneselfdesiredesperately, heis meditating the prestige of god, butis not useful.
他已经拼命压制着自己的欲望了,他心里默念着神的威名,但没有什么用。Heis not clear, the seduction that actuallyduring the personlifefaces, by farin the seduction that the godmustface!
他并不清楚,其实人一生之中面对的诱惑,远胜于神要面对的诱惑!„I......”, Ruikawantedto sayanything, hisfrontgirlslappedoneselfsuddenly.
“我……”,瑞卡想要说点什么,他面前的女孩突然打了自己一巴掌。Thispalm of the handhitsis very heavy, againtohercheeksfastbecomesred, but alsosomewhatswelling, looks at the girla littlepitifulappearance, Ruikabreathbecamemore rapid.
这一巴掌打的很重,重到她的脸颊快速的变红,还有些肿胀起来,看着女孩有点可怜的样子,瑞卡的呼吸变得更急促了。„I...... understood, youneed the help of god......”, hedeeplyinspires, „andIcome, the benevolentgodswill forgive all your suspectsmistake!”
“我……明白了,你需要神的帮助……”,他深吸了一口气,“和我来,仁慈的神明会宽恕你所有犯下的过错!”Heled into the girl a smallroom, in the smallroomis hangingvarioustypes of unusualtorture instruments, has the boastingshuttleto become a makingwhip, has the rattanto weaveis soaking the whipinsalt watertogether, but alsosomewoodsare wrapping the board of boasting, all kinds ofthingshung all over the positive/directwall.
他把女孩带入了一个小房间里,小房间里挂着各种奇特的刑具,有牛皮梭成条做成的鞭子,有藤条编织在一起浸泡在盐水里的鞭子,还有些木头包裹着牛皮的板子,各种各样的东西挂满了正面墙。Gateclosed of slowlyroom, Ruikais constraining the desirestartsto surge upward, heis breathing heavilyto be on the verge ofwall, grabbed a whipto arrive atgirl'sfront, the appearancewas somewhat fierce, „knelt down, elaboratedyourcrime!”
房间的门缓缓的闭合,瑞卡压抑着的欲望开始高涨,他喘着粗气走到墙壁边缘,抓着一把鞭子走到了女孩的面前,面目有些狰狞,“跪下,阐述你的罪!”
......
……
The godsare eventually benevolent, girlunretentivehonestoneselfallsuspects the crime, the godsforgaveher.
神明终究是仁慈的,女孩毫无保留的坦诚了自己所有犯下过的罪行,神明宽恕了她。Not onlyforgaveher, but alsobestowedhersomewealth, makes a reward.
不仅宽恕了她,还赐给了她一些财富,算是做一种奖励。Is willingto acknowledge the person who the person of ownmistake, is willingto repent, is worthrewarding!
愿意承认自己过错的人,愿意悔过的人,都值得奖励!
The bodylooks likepulled out the spatialsameRuikaexpressionsomewhatnumbis cleaning up the room, howhedid not know, actuallybeforehenotsuchmanic, after ason that dayLynchfed in the hospital, hemoreconstrainsoneselfdesire, whendesirerelease was also manic.
身体就像是被掏空一样的瑞卡表情有些麻木的收拾着房间,他不知道怎么了,其实以前他没有这么狂躁,但是随着那天被林奇送进医院里之后,他越是压抑自己的欲望,当欲望释放的时候也就越是狂躁。Thisgirlishebeforethatmatterknewat that time, played is also very wild, hefrightened the girl, theyfor sometimehave not related.
这个女孩是他在那件事之前认识的,当时玩的也很野,他吓到了女孩,他们有段时间没有联系。Possiblyisheacts the naturalreason, in briefthisgirlrememberedhim, once in a whilewill comeonetime, hereleases the desire, the girlobtainsmoney.
可能是他出手大方的原因,总之这个女孩又想起了他,每隔一段时间就会来一次,他释放欲望,女孩获得金钱。Buthethought that thisis not quite right, is very dangerous.
但他觉得这不太对劲,也很危险。Cleans up the room, heholds the step of exhaustedto walkfrominside, sawin the roomto sit a personaccidentally/surprisingly, is readingsomematerials that heprinted.
收拾完房间,他托着疲惫不堪的步伐从里面走出来,意外的看见了房间里坐着一个人,正在翻看他印刷的一些材料。„Sorry, today'safterwill finish, ifyouare interestedinthese, next timecancomeearly......”
“抱歉,今天的经会结束了,如果你对这些感兴趣,下次可以来早……”Thatpersonlifted the head, trembledsubconsciously, onesharesensation to urinatedirect impacttop of the head!
那个人抬起了头,下意识的哆嗦了一下,一股子尿意直冲头顶!IsLynch!
是林奇!Lynchhad cast very fearfulshadowin the heart deep place, anyone cancast the shadowby the livingsnappingbone, moreoverperson who Ruikathattypehas a high and respected position.林奇已经在他内心深处留下了很可怕的阴影,任何一个人被活生生的撅断骨头都会留下阴影,而且瑞卡还是那种养尊处优的人。Even ifNagatLeirisonefar away from the civilizedcentralcountryside, Ruika is not too bad, heevencompared withfederalmiddle and lower levelbeing better, therefore the Lynchcrudebehaviormakeshimfeel that a chill in the air, a destinyis variable, lifefrailfearfulness.
即便纳加利尔是一个远离文明中心的乡下,瑞卡也不会过的太糟糕,他甚至比联邦的中下层过的都要好,所以林奇粗暴的行为让他感觉到了一种寒意,一种命运无常,生命脆弱的可怕。„Mr.Lynch......”, hestandsinhonestlysame place, does not dareto move heedlessly, simultaneouslystarts the drippingperspiration.
“林奇先生……”,他老老实实的站在原地,不敢乱动,同时开始淌汗。Lynchsmiles, hereferred to a material in hand, „good, yourselfmade that asksothersto helpyoumake.”, Hereferred tooneselffrontopen area, „tohere.”林奇笑了笑,他指了指手中的一份材料,“挺不错的,你自己弄得吗,还是找别人帮你弄得。”,他指了指自己面前的空地,“到这边来。”In people's eyesjust likegentrysameelegant bearing, Ruika of experiencedreliablefeeling, looks likeoneto make mistakesat this time, the fearfatherknows, uneasychild.
在人们眼中宛如绅士一样风度翩翩,又给人一种老成可靠感觉的瑞卡,此时就像是一个犯了错,害怕父亲知道,忐忑不安的孩子。Hemoved the smallstepto standin the Lynchfront, lowering the head, „wasImakes......”, hedoes not dareto raise the head.
他挪着小步子站在了林奇的面前,低着头,“是我自己弄得……”,他不敢抬头。Lynchthrewthatmaterialconvenientlyonnearbychair, „looked, thiswas notverygood, at leastyouhad something to do......”林奇随手把那份材料丢在了一旁的椅子上,“瞧,这不是很好么,至少你有了一些事做……”Hewas saying, „recentlycontactedwithyour father?”
他说着顿了顿,“最近和你父亲联系没有?”Ruikasilent a meeting, hewantsto askLynch, does hehavewithNagatLeirthat siderelates, can Lynchnot know?
瑞卡沉默了一会,他很想问林奇,他有没有和纳加利尔那边联系,林奇会不知道吗?ActuallyRuikahad discovered, no matterhemails toNagatLeir'sletter, the mail that sideNagatLeirsends, will undergoat leastonechange, does not needto guessknows,is the Lynchpersonorotheranythingpersonhas definitely inspected.
其实瑞卡早就发现了不管是他寄到纳加利尔的信件,还是纳加利尔那边寄来的邮件,都会经过至少一次翻动,不用猜都知道,肯定是林奇的人或者其他什么人检查过一遍。From the beginninghealsowantsto tellhis fatherheresomereal situations, butdiscoversthesesituationsafterhim, no longerconsidered.
一开始他还想要把这边的一些真实情况告诉他的父亲,但从他发现这些情况后,就不再考虑了。„...... Will relateoccasionally.”, Herepliedtruthfully.
“……偶尔会联系一下。”,他如实回答道。Lynchdoes not care, „Imustgo toNagatLeirafter a period of time, youhave the thing that whatwishmakesmetake along, orgoes backto transfer the revolutionswithme?”林奇也不在意,“我过段时间要去纳加利尔,你有什么想要让我捎带回去的东西,或者和我一起回去转转?”Does not know that waswhichwordsvibratedhissensitivenerve, hesomewhatdrew backflurriedlyonestep, looked up the Lynchexpressionalsosomewhatdreaded, „Mr.Lynch, did youwant...... to send backme?”
不知道是哪句话震动了他敏感的神经,他有些慌乱的退了一步,抬头看着林奇的表情也有些畏惧,“林奇先生,你要……把我送回去吗?”Whathissubconsciousnessisthinks that only then after here, hediscovered, the binding force that no matterhe, orhis father, andhas notoLynch, theycannot coerceLynchanything.
他下意识的是这么认为的,只有来了这里之后他才发现,不管他,或者他的父亲,对林奇并没有任何的约束力,他们要挟不到林奇什么。On the contrary after is the federationwonFrat, throughsomesocietiescomments, Ruikafront legtheysent off a wild dog, behindcameonegroup of greedy people, Lynchnothingto needto depend uponhimandtheirfathers'and sons'places, theirfather and son were actually restricted inLynchin turnfaintly.
反倒是联邦打赢了盖弗拉之后,通过一些社会评论,瑞卡前脚他们送走了一只野狗,后面就来了一群饿狼,林奇就更没有什么需要依靠他和他们父子的地方了,他们父子却反过来隐隐受限于林奇。At this timeLynchregardinglettinghimgoes back, heverydifficultnot to associatetohimselfdid not havewhatvalue, mustbe lost, thismadehimbe startledandfear.
此时林奇谈起让他回去,他很难不联想到自己没有了什么价值,要被丢回去,这让他又惊又恐。Was goodcancelledhisdoubtsbecause ofLynchquickly, „naturally, youhave not startedto fit intothissociety, thesewerebestmanifested......”, hepattedConfucian classicsprinted book, „, butweknow, the family membershouldbe a body, youenjoyed the advanced societyto take to all your conveniencehere, but you family memberactuallystillsuffered hardshipsinNagatLeir.”
好在林奇很快就打消了他的疑惑,“当然不,你已经开始融入这个社会,这些就是最好的体现……”,他拍了拍身边的经书印本,“但我们都知道,家人应该是一体的,你在这里享受着先进社会带给你的一切便利,可是你得家人却还在纳加利尔受苦。”„Whydoesn't receivesome of themtogether?”
“为什么不把他们中的一些人也一起接过来呢?”„Letteris unable to replace the companionforever, Ruika!”
“信件永远都无法代替陪伴,瑞卡!”
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