The comfortable life makes one content with the status quo. 舒适的生活使人安于现状。 Comfortable, is not necessarily liberal, so long as makes people think that comfortable environment, that is the comfortable life. 舒适,不一定就是优渥的,只要让人觉得舒服的环境,那就是舒适的生活。 It looks like...... in the winter the warm bedding, in the summer when one cup of ice drink. 就像是……冬天里温暖的被窝,夏天时一杯冰饮。 The comfortable life may not live in the villa manor, enjoys many people at your service, eats the thing that others cannot be eating for a lifetime to call comfortably. 舒适的生活不一定需要住在别墅庄园里,享受着许多人为你一个人服务,吃着别人一辈子都吃不起的东西才叫舒适。 Also may comfortably is only the nest eats in the sofa will be letting the junk food that the person puts on weight, stupidly is exuding the laughter to the television, this is also a comfort. 舒适也有可能只是窝在沙发里吃着会让人发胖的垃圾食品,对着电视傻傻地发出笑声,这也是一种舒适。 So long as were comfortable, the inertia will multiply, will multiply the fear of one type to leaving comfortable environment. 只要舒适了,惰性就会滋生,也会滋生一种对离开舒适环境的恐惧。 Since Austin the time had not considered in the two years again matter that renews the will. 奥斯汀这两年时间以来再也没有考虑过更新自己遗嘱的事情。 Cracks down on the smuggler in the outpost, frequently erupts the armed fight with these armed smugglers, no one knows when oneself will not have the bullet of attention to take away this world by. 在边哨站打击走私分子,经常和那些武装走私分子爆发武装战斗,谁都不知道自己什么时候就会被一颗自己没有注意的子弹带离这个世界。 Therefore at that time she, and team members of other preventive guards, had first to prepare the custom of will. 所以那个时候她,以及其他缉私队的队员,都有先准备好遗嘱的习惯。 How family's flower arranges, how the book arranges, how the cat arranges, how the dog arranges, how money arranges...... 家里的花怎么安排,书怎么安排,猫怎么安排,狗怎么安排,钱怎么安排…… Each different time will have the different ideas, perhaps goes home when again, in the family/home had had many changes. 每个不同的时间段都会有不同的想法,也许再回家时,家里已经发生了很多变化。 Therefore each leave ended, to them, how is one time must reconsider the will to write. 所以每一次休假结束,对他们来说,都是一次要重新考虑遗嘱该怎么写的时候。 If by some chance really unfortunate death, at least not such „hurried”. 万一真的不幸的死了,至少不会那么的“匆忙”。 But now, she does not need to consider these. 但现在,她不需要考虑这些。 The safe life makes her start becomes lazy, to leaving such life feels frightened. 安全的生活让她开始变得懒惰,也对离开这样的生活感觉到恐惧。 The elevator door is closed slowly, she recovers, the elevator door that even/including An the buttons of several elevators, just about to closes opened. 电梯门缓缓地关闭,她回过神来,连按了几下电梯的按钮,刚要合上的电梯门又重新打开了。 Altogether two gates, after all at this time certain things also not that advanced. 一共有两层门,毕竟这个时候某些东西还不那么的先进。 The Lynch words, making her innermost feelings somewhat chaotic. 林奇的话,让她的内心有些混乱。 Entered in the elevator, she is always pondering this issue. 进入了电梯中,她始终在思考这个问题。 Finally answer that oneself have does not have any. 最终自己也没有任何的答案。 If the war really broke out, needs on her the frontline...... to have very big probability not to come back. 如果战争真的爆发了,需要她上前线……有很大的概率是回不来的。 The impression of many people's to war and death not that direct, we are reporting and counting discovered, are always on average few bullet, can eliminate an enemy. 很多人对战争和死亡的印象不那么的直接,我们在一些报道和统计中发现,平均每多少颗子弹,才能消灭一个敌人。 Perhaps several hundred, several thousand even over ten thousand, this gives people one type „to have several hundred several thousand and even over ten thousand bullets shoot at me is not possible to have matter” the wrong idea. 也许几百颗,几千颗甚至上万颗,这就给人一种“有几百几千乃至上万颗子弹射向我都不一定会有事”的错误想法。 This statistical way, itself has the issue. 这种统计方式,本身就是有问题的。 Should have a look, each fight, each war, died many people. 应该看看,每一场战斗,每一场战争,死了多少人。 both sides in the conflicts of thousand people of scales, in the commander brain normal situation, can leave behind over a hundred people of lives easily( each other). 一场双方都在千人规模的冲突,指挥官脑子正常的情况下,很容易就能留下上百人的生命(彼此)。 Each ordinary battle, will have almost 3% to 10%, even more people will stay there forever. 每一场普通的交战,就会有差不多百分之三到百分之十,甚至会更多的人永远的留在那里。 This is not a small number, this proportion actually very fearful, no one is able to guarantee oneself will be that will never seem like and one in many crowd. 这不是一个小数字,这个比例其实非常的可怕,谁都无法保证自己永远都不是那个看起来并不少的人群中的一个。 At this time counted to consume many bullets, obviously was pointless, because you killed others, or was killed, so long as a bullet were enough! 这个时候去统计消耗了多少颗子弹,显然是没有意义的,因为你打死别人,或者被人打死,只要一颗子弹就足够了！ The battlefield is very dangerous, this point Austin is also very clear. 战场很危险,这一点奥斯汀也很清楚。 If she enters the war, was delivered to the frontline, very big probability, does not come back. 如果她参战,被送到了前线,很大概率,是回不来的。 The elevator slowly stop in top level, Lynch stepped, she is following close on. 电梯在顶层缓缓停稳,林奇一脚迈了出去,她紧跟着。 Afternoon time she is pondering this issue, if the military really requests her to go back, attended the war, can't she go? 一下午的时间她都在思考这个问题,如果军方真的要求她回去,参加战争,她去不去？ She believes that this has the matter of very big probability, because she has „experience” very much. 她相信这是有很大概率发生的事情,因为她很有“经验”。 To the current federation, lacking the experience is most fatal, therefore they delivered to the black stone security, therefore they and Frat conduct the exchange in this aspect. 对目前的联邦来说,缺少经验是最致命的,所以他们把人送到了黑石安全里,所以他们和盖弗拉进行这方面的交流。 After the war breaks out, lets person who has the experience duty that is some middle and lower level teams leader, is the plan of Ministry of Defence. 战争爆发之后让具有经验的人担任一些中下层队长的职务,就是国防部的打算。 Actually not only she, once the war breaks out, many people in black stone security, may be able by Ministry of Defence „recalling”. 其实不只是她,一旦战争爆发,黑石安全中的不少人,都有可能会被国防部“召回”。 Until gets off work in the evening sits to board on the road, Austin somewhat answered the Lynch issue at a loss. 直到晚上下班坐上车在回去的路上时,奥斯汀才有些茫然的回答了林奇的问题。 „I do not know.” “我不知道。” „What?”, Lynch asked her. “什么？”,林奇问她。 Austin has not concealed, „before you, that issue that said that was I the fear.” 奥斯汀也没有隐瞒,“你之前说的那个问题,我是不是害怕了。” Lynch selects the eyebrow slightly, „I was only said casually, it even was not an issue.” 林奇微微挑眉,“我只是随便的说了一句,它本身甚至都不是一个问题。” „But I seriously pondered, I do not know!”, Austin shakes the head. “但我认真的思考了,我不知道！”,奥斯汀摇了摇头。 „Before I had not considered this issue, but you ask today, I indeed do not know.” “以前我没有考虑过这个问题,但是今天你问了,我的确不知道了。” Austin said, falls into to the silence, approximately crossed had such several minutes, rocking of vehicles awakened her in ponder. 奥斯汀说完之后又陷入到沉默当中,大约过了有那么几分钟,车辆的晃动惊醒了思考中的她。 Late peak Bupen stops up very much, the vehicle always stops a meeting, moves a meeting. 晚高峰的布佩恩很堵,车子总是停一会,动一会。 „You said, the war will really break out?”, She also asked. “你说,战争真的会爆发吗？”,她又问。 Lynch selected under one, nothing is impatient, „federation wants the certificate it is strongest, the only means are other countries fight one.” 林奇点了一下头,没有什么不耐烦的,“联邦想要证明它是最强的,唯一的办法就是和其他国家打一架。” „Won, before the next war breaks out, the federation decides.” “打赢了,在下一次战争爆发之前,联邦说了算。” „Lost...... was actually not big with our average person's relations.” Valley “打输了……其实和我们普通人的关系也不大。”谷 The federation belongs to a mainland country, and there is an enough strategic depth, so long as does not use the war of full power extinguishing country, to federation, even if lost, still no matter. 联邦属于一个大陆国家,并且有足够的战略纵深,只要不是倾尽全力的灭国之战,对联邦来说,就算输了,也无所谓。 Continues to hit greatly, puts together the capacity mutually, projecting on not necessarily is first cannot support finally! 了不起继续打呗,互相拼产能,打到最后未必是自己先撑不下去！ Therefore this war, will definitely break out. 所以这场战争,肯定会爆发。 Austin falls into to the silence. 奥斯汀又陷入到沉默当中。 In the evening who when the bed, she is pondering these things , she asked Lynch suddenly, „do you want to come one round?” 晚上谁在床上时,她都在思考这些事情,突然间的,她问林奇,“你想来一发吗？” „Sorry?”, Wore the pajamas to lie on the bed Lynch that read is turning head to look at one to rest Austin on another bed, somewhat had doubts oneself to misunderstand, „you said a moment ago......” “抱歉？”,穿着睡衣躺在床上正在看书的林奇扭头看了一眼睡在另外一张床上的奥斯汀,有些疑惑自己是不是听错了,“你刚才说……” „Do I want to come one round?” “我想不想来一发？” Austin selected under one, „I thought that you said very right, the war will certainly break out, no matter the situation is good, I affirm at the meeting the frontline.” 奥斯汀点了一下头,“我觉得你说得很对,战争一定会爆发,不管情况好不好,我肯定会上前线。” „I do not know do oneself have the opportunity to come back, if goes, some are always unwilling.” “我不知道自己有没有机会回来,如果就这么去,总有些不甘心。” Her sound is somewhat disappointed. 她的声音有些怅然。 Actually Austin is not too old, 30 years old high and low, the work and life of preventive guard make her stature maintain is very good. 其实奥斯汀年纪也不算太大,三十岁上下,缉私队的工作和生活让她的身材保持的很好。 Besides in the hand, on the shoulder has some calluses, other places seemingly have no too major problem. 除了手上,肩膀上有一些老茧外,其他地方看起来没什么太大问题。 She the interpersonal relationship when the preventive guard is not chaotic, in this military background place, if relates the confusion, often means directly rotten. 她在缉私队时人际关系并不混乱,在这种军方背景的地方,如果关系混乱,往往就意味着直接烂到底。 These soldiers will not feel an enlisted woman by whom on are an issue, they will only consider to be able on. 那些军人们可不会觉得一个女兵被谁上是一个问题,他们只会考虑能不能上。 Once people relaxed to oneself request, in the army seals up in the environment that rules as a dictatorship, has not drawn back a step possibility. 一旦人们放松了对自己的要求,在军队封闭又独裁的环境里,就没有退一步的可能。 Only if from the beginning, is clinging to tenaciously that step. 除非从一开始,就死守着那一步。 Some women indeed cannot defend, then becomes the feminist movement to attack the pain spot of military to recruit the enlisted woman in fact for satisfies the male soldier in the mood and physiology. 有些女人的确守不住,然后就成为了女权运动抨击军方的一个痛点招募女兵实际上是为了在情绪和生理上满足男性士兵。 Occasionally people also can indeed notice that some scandals are brought to light, as if army unusual confusion. 偶尔人们也的确能看到一些丑闻曝光出来,仿佛军队非常的混乱。 They often denounced the military, seemed them to forget allowed the enlisted woman to enter the army, was the female who they requested should also enjoy to enlist to guard the right of country! 他们常常这么声讨军方,就好像他们忘记了让女兵进入军队,也是他们要求的女性也应该享有入伍捍卫国家的权利！ The years of schooling of federal soldier are not often high, they come across these issues time will not consider why you make on him not let on me. 联邦军人的文化程度往往不高,他们遇到这些问题的时候不会考虑为什么你让他上不让我上。 What they think is he can on, I can also on. 他们想的是他能上,我也能上。 Only if does not give the opportunity from the beginning, many scandals that people see, often is these „cannot bump” the woman initiates. 除非是一开始就不给机会的,人们看见的很多的丑闻,往往就是这些“不能碰”的女人引发的。 But the federal army, will not make the girl who can make everyone relax go to the first line...... 而联邦军队内部,不会让一个能让大家放松的女孩去第一线…… Austin's life is quite simple monotonously, she a little wants to change a life style now the thought. 奥斯汀的生活比较简单单调,她现在有点想要换一种生活方式的念头。 The ghosts know did oneself have the opportunity to live the war to end, why not, when can also control itself, lived with ease? 鬼知道自己有没有机会活到战争结束,为什么不在自己还能支配自己的时候,活得轻松一点？ Lynch is somewhat scruple. 林奇有些迟疑。 Austin Station. 奥斯汀站了起来。 She in the Lynch bedroom by the small bed of window on, she needs to protect Lynch personal, therefore in the evening, will still rest even in the Lynch room. 她就在林奇卧室靠窗户的小床上,她需要贴身保护林奇,所以即便是晚上,也会睡在林奇的房间里。 Sometimes including Lynch can with some girls or the women play the friendly match the time, she is also staring at the scene, or in not far away. 包括有时候林奇会和一些女孩或者女人们打友谊赛的时候,她也就在现场盯着,或者就在不远处。 From the beginning she thought that these girls lack self-respect, but to this moment, her inexplicable hunger and thirst a little. 一开始她觉得那些女孩不自爱,但是到了这一刻,她莫名的有点饥渴。 Also general understood these girls' ideas. 也大概的明白了那些女孩的想法。 Seeks in any case joyfully, why doesn't look for charming? 反正都是寻求快乐,为什么不找个帅气的？ She took off the bulletproof vest and underwear, arrived at the Lynch bedside. 她脱掉了防弹背心和内衣,走到了林奇的床边。 Lynch is appreciating her body, appreciates purely. 林奇欣赏着她的身体,纯粹是欣赏。 He lifts the hand, strokes the scar that a bullet wound is leaving behind to ask, „is this bullet wound?” 他抬手,抚摸着一个枪伤留下的疤痕问道,“这是枪伤？” Austin selected under one, „...... year spring, patrol time discovered that some people are smuggling, at that time me on four people, the team leader decided to stop, then exchanged fire.” 奥斯汀点了一下头,“……年春天,巡逻的时候发现有人在走私,当时我这边就四个人,队长决定截停,然后交火了。” „The opposite parties are several-year-old youngster, seems like not very good, I who the day passes think that they have no danger.” “对方都是一些十几岁的少年,看起来日子过的很不好,我以为他们没有什么危险。” „Then they gave me a spear/gun......” “然后他们给了我一枪……” The bullet hit right side her the shoulder by the position of below, can see a passing through wound from the chest side. 子弹击中了她右侧肩膀靠下的位置,可以从胸侧看见一个贯穿的伤口。 Afterward that several young youngster, provided survival essential food for the scavengers on border line. 后来那几个十几岁的少年,为边境线上的食腐动物提供了生存必需的食物。 Lynch somewhat exclaimed in surprise, he does not have the short distance to look at Austin's body, at this time only feels somewhat curiously. 林奇有些惊叹,他没近距离看过奥斯汀的身体,此时只觉得有些好奇。 „This?”, His finger is still walking randomly, is scabs, these time on waist. “这个呢？”,他的手指还在游走,又是一处伤疤,这一次在腰上。 Clearly, this is also a bullet wound. 很明显,这也是一处枪伤。 „We go on patrol was attacked, a bullet shot in the car(riage), after beat two times back and forth, hit a target I......” “我们巡逻的时候被袭击了,一颗子弹射进了车里,在来回跳动了两次之后,射中了我……” They at that time were only the ordinary patrols, actually bumped into the forthcoming transaction exactly. 他们当时只是普通的巡逻,却恰好碰到了即将开始的交易。 The smuggler thinks oneself were discovered, launched the attack directly. 走私分子以为自己被发现了,直接发动了进攻。 That time altogether died seven anti-contraband team member, arrests and kills the smuggler more than 30 people. 那次一共死了七名缉私队员,抓捕和击毙走私分子三十多人。 Even if Austin were injured at that time, she was also insisting opens fire to counterattack to the enemy. 哪怕奥斯汀当时受了伤,她也坚持着对敌人开火还击。 Each scabs are Medal of Honor, defeated the proof of god of death! 每一处伤疤都是荣誉勋章,也是战胜了死神的证明！