Liked taking a walk after the night the young girl who passed away, he fall in the blues period of time. 喜欢在深夜散步的少女去世之后,他曾经情绪低落过好一阵子。 Light, is hard to dispel boredom sad covered him like the smog generally, however he actually understands that type sad is not the correct attitude, it would be better if said that attitude of that not correct treatment death. You should sob, should be sad, should fondly remember, should, when often remembers felt regretting that one type is not willing to believe that but all these do not have. In his heart is only that coming awareness: She died. Just like this. 淡淡的、难以排遣的哀伤如同烟雾一般的笼罩了他,然而他却明白,那种哀伤并非是正确的态度,或者莫如说,那并非是正确的对待死亡的态度。你应该哭泣,应该伤心,应该怀念,应该在每每想起的时候感到一种不愿相信的惋惜,可是这一切都没有。在他心中只是那种突然而来的了悟:哦,她死了。如此而已。 Afterward, the light smog comes closely associated, silently on duplicate one once tissue in heart, like tarsal bone maggot being able hardly be removed. 随后,淡淡的烟雾如影随形而来,无声无息地在心中覆上一曾薄纱,如同跗骨之蛆般的挥之不去。 She died. Is this. He and she become the reason of friend are because two people have the similar mood, or is has looked to create by similar situation-, although he did not understand the past of opposite party. However they are also different, he in the dark aloneness earnestly seeks each to be able the warmth and bright, but she actually gradually, whatever sink to the abyss, rejects any redemption. Then as if two-pole on same magnet. This is after the young girl dies matter that he wants to understand. Naturally because of the death of opposite party said that she refuses to redeem somewhat is rather mean, but the fact actually should differ not to have, he once tried to reach out her, even if were the effort that he of not mature youngster can make were still insufficient, but he indeed extended to her has acted, but she actually wielded superficially, this was the fact. 她死了。就是这样。他与她成为朋友的理由是因为两人都有着相似的心情,或者是由类似的处境和过望造成-虽然他并不明白对方的过去。然而他们也是不同的,他在黑暗的孤寂中渴求着每一丝能够得到的温暖与光明,但她却渐渐的任由自己沉入深渊之中,拒绝任何的救赎。便仿佛同一块磁铁上的两极。这是在少女死后他才想明白的事情。当然因为对方的死亡而说她拒绝救赎未免有些卑鄙,但事实却应该相差无,他曾经试图向她伸出手来,纵使身为并不成熟的少年的他所能做的努力仍旧不够,但他的确向她伸出过手,但她却轻描淡写地挥开了,这是事实。 Therefore after she dies, he is only feeling lightly, she submerges under the life and death boundary, went to her to go to the abyss that then remembers that also departed with her departure, as if all were her thing with the place that she walked into should go, but that was not the normal person should have the direction that. He remembered him to think perhaps the effort, remembered itself also to think romantically must love her, but regarding such a person, after she passed away, oneself actually have not fondly remembered her, has not needed her accurately, has not hoped „, all these were false, next quarter she will appear before me again”. Thinks of here, he is sorrowful is hard to control self. 于是在她死后,他只是淡淡的感觉着,她沉没在生与死的边界之下,去了她本就想去的深渊里,然后记忆也随着她的离去而离去了,仿佛一切属于她的东西都随着她而走入了应该去的地方,但那本不是正常人该有的方向。他想起他曾经想过的努力,想起自己或许还浪漫地想过要爱她,但就是对于这样的一个人,在她去世之后,自己竟然不曾怀念过她,不曾确切需要过她,不曾希望过“哦,这一切都是假的吧,下一刻她会再出现在我面前”。想到这里,他悲哀得难以自禁。 In the world again no one is truly dependence. He thinks. 或者世界上再没有什么人是自己真正依赖的了吧。他想。 However that was really only 16 -year-old youngster to bestow on the new refined language said worried the imagination, he then realized this point at this moment. The curtain of night lowers gradually, moon of semicircle sends out the light silvery brilliance in the sky, does not know all over the sky the bright constellation, the thick patch of grass fluctuates, the woods are profound. All these cause his incomparable irritation. 然而那果然只是十六岁少年为赋新辞强说愁般的假想罢了,此刻他便意识到了这一点。夜幕渐渐降下,半圆的月亮在天空中发出淡淡的银辉,满天都是不知明的星座,草丛起伏,树林深邃。这一切都使他无比的烦躁。 The flurry had not come back. Past the number of times that more than ten days she went out were not many, mostly was goes out to make eats, picked some fruits to come back to give Tang Yi, went to small stream time she would drawing Tang Yi to go together, does not have to think the eye that whatever Tang recalled ate the ice cream greatly, then became the fire of desire to surge upward, when no matter she went out, at dusk will come back surely, and requested to warm and entangle mian in the night from Tang Yi. 小雪仍没回来。以往的十几天她出去的次数并不多,大多是出去弄些吃的,摘些果子回来给唐忆,去小溪边的时候她总会拉着唐忆一块去,毫无所觉地任由唐忆的眼睛大吃冰激凌,进而变得欲火高涨,然而不管她何时出去,傍晚时分必定会回来,并且在夜间向唐忆索取温暖与缠mian。 Will the day of forest is leisurely and carefree and relaxed, what have intense matter to want her to do? Answer naturally negative. Then, what accident/surprise did she have? With such worry, Tang Yi is taking a walk outside the hole anxiously, discovered for the first time oneself are so lingering at unexpectedly a person. 森林的日子悠闲而轻松,会有什么很紧张的事情要她非做不可吗？答案当然是否定的。那么,她是发生了什么意外吗？怀着这样的担心,唐忆焦躁地在洞外走动着,第一次发现自己竟然如此的依恋着一个人。 Duke wolves in two wolf „got angry in addition” to go out to look for food, female wolf „storm” lay in cave entrance leisurely and carefree exposes to the sun moon, often raised the head to have a look to walk back and forth Tang Yi, as if still paced back and forth to express at this time puzzled outside the hole to him. Tang Yi thought that if can conduct the communication to be good with it, but looked that it was not worried the flurry the situation, a languid appearance, or will not have an accident. 两匹狼中的公狼“怒加”已经出去觅食了,母狼“暴风”悠闲地趴在洞口晒月亮,不时抬头看看走来走去唐忆,似乎对他此时还在洞外徘徊表示不解。唐忆心想若是能跟它进行沟通就好了,不过看它毫不担心小雪的情况,一副懒洋洋的样子,或者不会出什么事吧。 Hopes...... will not have an accident...... 希望……不会出什么事吧…… Such is thinking, sometimes he returns to the hole to go to sleep to the night, actually was still tossed and turned unable to fall asleep, missing and anxious will make the time lengthen, who said is coming? Now he really thinks that some people can knock down oneself, has fainted the flurry to come back. 这样的想着,时至深夜他才返回洞里睡下,却仍是辗转反侧无法成眠,思念和焦虑会令时间变长,谁说的来着？现在他真想有人能把自己打晕,一直晕到小雪回来。 When finally loses the consciousness not to know is, waking up time is at noon, does not see the flurry as before the trace, the anger adds comes back to go out probably, the storm is sleeping, he ate a fruit, but the tastelessness of food. 终于失去意识也不知道是什么时候,醒来的时候已是中午,依旧不见小雪的踪影,怒加大概回来了又出去了,暴风在睡觉,他吃掉了一个果子,但是食之无味。 Such deeply worried waiting ended at dusk, at that time he stood in cave entrance, looks that the girl of silver hair drags something to walk from the woods, throws to him with a naive bright smile. He felt suddenly own this appearance looks like Mong Fu Shek very much, but . 这样焦灼的等待是在傍晚时分结束的,当时他站在洞口,看着银发的女孩拖着一些东西从树林中走出来,向他投以一个天真灿烂的笑容。他忽然觉得自己这个样子很像望夫石,不过,罢了。 Is hanging that heart falls to decide finally, he only feels a relaxedness, arrived at her front by as far as possible stable footsteps, before the flurry had not had any movement, closely grasps her! 悬着的那颗心终于落定下来,他只觉得一阵轻松,以尽量稳定的脚步走到了她的面前,在小雪还未有任何动作之前,一把将她紧紧抱住！ „......” “啊……” In the flurry hand takes something, wants to hug is not convenient, but she also knows that this is the opposite party expressed intimate way, the nest smiled in he not broad arms, when lets loose her to Tang Yi, just now the thing in hand offers valuable advice lifting to his front. 小雪手中拿着些东西,想要回抱却不方便,不过她也知道这是对方表示亲热的方式,窝在他并不宽阔的怀里笑了起来,待到唐忆放开她,方才将手中的东西献宝似的举到他的面前。 „,......” “啊,呵……” Big, the green camouflage military backpack, seems like the upper part of flurry is more giant. For these days Tang Yi has been thinking must bring back this backpack, but just now in his eye the flurry that actually only then walked, neglected the thing on her hand unexpectedly completely. Received backpack both hands, he understands finally these days looked at the appearance that the cliff is watching to fall into the flurry eye, and guessed correctly his general mood, therefore went back above that cliff specially, took carry back the thing for him. 大大的,绿色的迷彩军用背包,看起来比小雪的上半身还要巨大。这几天唐忆一直在想着要拿回这个背包,但方才他眼中却只有一路走来的小雪,竟然完全忽略了她手上的东西。将背包双手接过,他终于明白了这几天望着悬崖观看的样子都落入了小雪眼中,并且猜到了他大概的心情,因此特意回去了那悬崖之上,为他将东西拿回来。 Thinks of here, his eye socket is somewhat moist, this discovered that the flurry also drags the thing behind, is that green tent. 想到这里,他的眼眶有些湿润,这才发现小雪身后还拖有东西,是那个绿色的帐篷。 Tent that can fold, but the flurry naturally does not understand the operation, at this time drags all the way it, walks surely incomparably laboriously. Tang Yiqian crosses the hand of flurry, this discovered that on her finger has a blood-stained mouth, at this time has tied the hair ornament. 原本可以折叠起来的帐篷,但小雪自然是不懂操作,此时一路上将它拖回来,必定走得无比辛苦吧。唐忆牵过小雪的手,这才发现她的手指上有一道血口,此时已经结了珈。 „......” “啊……” The vision that notices Tang Yi to have doubts, the flurry quite somewhat referred to that being towed one group of tents, Tang Yi to open that tent suffering gently, the shape agile and fierce Damascus saber reflected the golden yellow ray under the sunlight, just like the above intricate detail had the life to flow generally, obviously the flurry was then scratched the blade by this. 注意到唐忆疑惑的目光,小雪颇有些委屈地指了指那已被拖成一团的帐篷,唐忆将那帐篷轻轻打开,形状剽悍的大马士革军刀在日光下折射出金黄的光芒,上面的复杂花纹正如有生命一般流动着,显然小雪便是被这把刀划伤了。 Puts out the band-aid that carries along from the backpack, he drew the flurry to clean the wound to the stream near, then circled on the finger the band-aid, although has no longer bled, but always the better than nothing, Tang Yi also can only express own concern with such method. 从背包里拿出随身携带的创可贴,他拉着小雪到溪边清洗了伤口,然后再将创可贴在手指上绕了一圈,虽然已经不再流血,但总是聊胜于无,唐忆也只能用这样的方法来表示自己的关心。 To the ray of setting sun, the flurry is holding up is wrapped a finger, looks at that yellow band-aid curiously, the facial expression free of evil intention and purely, Tang Yi knows, his whole life was impossible to forget this girl, she not like that her, if the flurry one day died, perhaps he will also die. 对着落日的光芒,小雪举起被包裹了一圈的手指,好奇地看着那黄色的创可贴,神情无邪而纯粹,唐忆知道,他这辈子都不可能忘记这个女孩子了,她不像那个她,如果小雪有一天死了,他恐怕也会死的。 Yes, he fell in love with her! 是的,他爱上了她！ In the evening, above the lawn ignited the flame. 晚间,草地之上燃起了火光。 The storm and anger added to the thing that this group will shine to give off heat somewhat dread, give a tongue-lashing the tooth the tooth to express to Tang Yi period of time anger, the flurry comforted just now to stop for a long time. The flurry is also afraid, the behavior that but recalls regarding Tang she does not prevent, but separates distantly looks curiously. Tang Yila she is coming, taking the big effort made her understand, so long as is not the direct contact flame will then not have the matter, after a while, Xue'er then picks the big pile of branches of the woods in high spirits, throws into one bonfire by chance, is looking at the flame of turnover, exudes the euphonious laughter. 暴风和怒加对这团会发光发热的东西都有些畏惧,呲牙咧齿地对唐忆表示了好一阵子的愤怒,小雪安抚了许久方才停下来。小雪也害怕,但是对于唐忆的行为她并不阻止,只是隔得远远的好奇地看着。唐忆拉着她过来,费了好大力气才让她明白只要不是直接接触火焰便不会有事,过了一会儿,雪儿便从树林中兴冲冲地捡来大堆的树枝,偶而将一根扔入篝火之中,望着吞吐的火苗,发出银铃般的笑声。 Soon after got angry to add in the woods to hold in the mouth several small creature, prepares to treat as today's dinner, finally was actually taken away one by Tang Yi. This „wolf mouth seizes food” the dangerous conduct has not made two great wolves feel the vitality/angry, when Tang Yi carried off the flurry cannot she eat food just now to him roared several, under comforting of flurry, was finally tranquil. 不久之后怒加在树林中叼来了几只小动物,准备当做今天的晚餐,结果却被唐忆拿走了一只。这“狼口夺食”的危险行为并未使两只巨狼感到生气,只是在唐忆拉走小雪不许她进食时方才向他吼了几声,不过在小雪的安抚下,也终于平静下来。 Tang Yina the corpse of that only bitten to death small creature, looked for some mud sheaths to live from lawn edge low-lying mud, then threw into the bonfire. The flurry looks at his a series of behavior curiously, then sits is playing with fire at the same time, often traces the belly suffering. Tang Yi puts out the biscuit that some had not finished eating from the backpack for the first time, the flurry eats this thing, the big feeling is new, just now transfer resentfully to happily. 唐忆拿着那只被咬死的小动物的尸体,从草地边缘一处低洼的泥泞中找了些泥糊住,然后便扔进篝火之中。小雪好奇地看着他一系列的行为,然后坐在一边玩火,不时委屈地摸摸肚子。唐忆从背包中拿出一些还未吃完的饼干,小雪第一次吃这东西,大感新鲜,方才转怨为喜。 Tang Yi reorganized a backpack, actually the thing are not many, several clothes, sleeping bags, towel, the toothpaste toothbrush, bankcard, scabbard, cigarette lighter, compass and flashlight, mechanical games and cell phone in addition charger, actually hold/container Weijing, one package of table salt, Tang Yi has not understood what kind of mood oneself are takes this two kinds thing with, is it possible that oneself will expect early will become lost in the mountain...... in addition is remains some not many biscuits and between-meal snack, will see the flurry to like eating, then entire took came out to give her, wants less than tomorrow morning, then must remain.. 唐忆整理了一下背包,其实东西不多,几件衣服、睡袋、毛巾、牙膏牙刷、银行卡、刀鞘、打火机、指南针、手电筒,一个游戏机、手机外加充电器,竟然还有一包味精、一包食盐,唐忆都不明白自己是在怎样的心情下带上这两样东西的,莫非自己早料到会在山里迷路……此外便是所剩不多的一些饼干、零食,见小雪喜欢吃,便全拿了出来给她,想来不到明早,便会一点不剩了。 Before Tang Yi, had participated in several baking activities, the matter had also done with the soil burn was called the flower the chicken and so on similarly, this time acted bashful also well, although the semblance of that animal has burnt, but inside was actually the fragrance overflows, sprinkled some table salt, the monosodium glutamate actually cannot add. He will look like quite good half to apportion the flurry, how could the flurry eats has roasted ripe food, wolfed down later looks to the vision that Tang recalled was full of the worship and satisfied meaning. 唐忆以前曾经参加过几次烧烤的活动,类似用泥土烧制叫花鸡之类的事情也曾经做过,这次拿捏得还不错,虽然那动物的外表已经烤焦了,但内里却是香气四溢,洒上一些食盐,味精却是不能加了。他将看来比较好的半只分给小雪,小雪何曾吃过烤熟的食物,狼吞虎咽之后望向唐忆的目光中充满了崇拜和满足的意味。 Ate the thing, Tang Yi had had no sleepiness, hugged the flurry to look at the star on the lawn, the reason that the mood transformed, all over the sky star also became charming, must before, he think that two people hugged are looking together flashed the thing that flashed all over the sky is the behavior of idiot. 吃过了东西,唐忆没什么睡意,搂着小雪在草地上看星星,心情转换的缘故,满天的星斗也变得迷人起来,要在以前,他会觉得两个人抱在一块看着满天闪啊闪啊的东西是白痴的行为。 „...... Told you, in childhood I studied especially have looked at the constellation, the father let study, at that time my not clear study that thing has been useful, afterward offered birthday congratulations to the grandfather one time, mother came back, spoke...... the father to study in room with her some friends has looked at the constellation, with mother associated, once was considered as one of the most romantic things...... mother mentioned that matter the time with the father has broken off for many years, this thing of sparing a glance still did not spare a glance...... said that was the man goes to study that type of thing unexpectedly, was really effeminate, before , unexpectedly will be deceived by him to...... the father. Let me study that type of thing to let me with receiving the girl welcome, naturally, naturally cannot to predict the big flood......, but romantic is never looks at the constellation......” “……告诉你哦,小时候我曾经特地学过看星座,爸爸让学的,那时候我一直不明白学那东西有什么用,后来有一次给爷爷祝寿,妈妈回来了,跟她的一些朋友在房间里说话……爸爸就曾经学过看星座,跟妈妈交往的时候,一度被认为是最浪漫的事情之一……妈妈说起那事的时候已经跟爸爸决裂好些年了,该不屑一顾的东西仍然是不屑一顾了……说是男人居然去学那种东西,真是娘娘腔,以前居然会被他骗到……爸爸让我学那种东西原来是为了让我跟受女孩子欢迎,理所当然的,自然不会是为了预言大洪水……可是浪漫的从来就不是看星座……” „...... Even is considered as effeminate, observes the stars I may study well, naturally, 1 : 00 use does not have now......, but that teacher is very interesting, so-called observes the stars, is to learn separation of sky like minute/share cake, then ate...... him to push a quickly very big cake at that time, the black milk chocolate cake, above had the star, the way that he to assign the constellation cut open the entire cake, said that today eats the Northern Hemisphere to come...... because of such, we study very firmly, but this gate technique had not played any role in my life afterward......” “……不过就算被认为是娘娘腔,观星我可还是学得不错的哦,当然,现在一点用处都没有了……但那老师挺有趣的,所谓观星嘛,就是要学会把天空像分蛋糕一样的分开,然后吃掉……他当时推了一快很大的蛋糕上来,黑奶油巧克力蛋糕,上面有星星,他以分配星座的方式将整个蛋糕切开了,说今天吃北半球来着……因为那样,我们学得很牢,可是后来这门技艺没在我的生命中发挥任何作用……” „......, but that teacher is a anomaly, afterward was imprisoned, because of killing people sentenced the life imprisonment...... we to know afterward he killed the bride at the wedding of boyfriend......, naturally does not kill he himself...... to be possible he to be a man......” “……但那老师是个变态,后来坐牢了,因为杀人而被判了无期徒刑……我们后来知道他在男朋友的婚礼上杀死了新娘……呵,当然不是杀他自己……可他是个男人……” „...... This, I contacted not the normal person in childhood, father's friend or mother's friend, they have the magnificent enterprise respectively, the enviable attractive semblance, perhaps in the model of bystander opinion normal person is their, but my eyes can see that their variations...... their behavior makes, smile to be false, psychological abnormality and shameless...... theoretically, the normal person should not be such......” “……就这样,小时候我接触了很多不正常的人,无论是父亲的朋友还是母亲的朋友,他们各自有着辉煌的事业,令人羡慕的光鲜外表,或许在外人看来正常人的典范就是他们这样,可是我一眼就能看到他们身上的变异……他们行为做做、笑容虚伪、心理变态并且恬不知耻……理论上来说,正常人不该是这样的……” „...... On the other hand, the flurry, that teacher but is actually much more normal. But you are the angel that the angel...... I most treasure......” “……相对来说,小雪,那个老师倒还正常得多。而你是天使……我最珍爱的天使……” He places the flurry on the silver hair to rub the chin gently, the flurry sends out „graciousness” a light sound, she did not certainly understand, because of having the sleepiness became somewhat blurry, later lay on him looked for a more comfortable posture, shut the eye. 他将下巴放在小雪的银发上轻轻摩擦着,小雪发出“恩”的一声轻响,她当然不是听懂了,是因为有了睡意而变得有些迷糊,随后趴在他身上找了个更舒服的姿势,微闭了眼睛。 „......” Tang Yixiao, „sang to you, my angel...... I may study in childhood specially these, sang has also won a prize......” “呵……”唐忆笑了起来,“给你唱首歌吧,我的天使……小时候我可专门学过这些的哦,唱歌还得过奖呢……” Then, the gentle melody started to make a sound. 然后,轻柔的旋律开始响起来了。 „...... The black sky hangs down “……黑黑的天空低垂 The bright stars follow 亮亮的繁星相随 Insect winged insect flies 虫儿飞虫儿飞 Whom you are missing 你在思念谁 The star of space bursts into tears 天上的星星流泪 The rose of ground withers 地上的玫瑰枯萎 The cold wind blows, the cold wind blows 冷风吹,冷风吹 So long as there are you to accompany 只要有你陪 Insect flies, the flower rests 虫儿飞,花儿睡 A pair of another pair is beautiful 一双又一对才美 Does not fear the darkness, only fears brokenheartedly 不怕天黑,只怕心碎 No matter is tired 不管累不累 No matter also east, south, west, and north...... ” 也不管东南西北……” That melody reverberates in the nighttime sky gently, turns into a refreshing gentleness, the night wind caresses the low grass, the stars warm eye pupil, two great wolves rest in the one side peacefully, the young girl rests in the arms of singing man, sends out low talking during sleep: 那旋律在夜空中轻轻地回荡,化成一股沁人心脾的温柔,夜风抚动低草,星辰温暖眼眸,两只巨狼在一旁安静地休憩,少女睡在唱歌男子的怀里,发出一声低低的呓语: „...... flatter does not recall......” “唔……阿忆……” The youngster are startled slightly, later, the corners of the mouth appear the gentle happy expression, under seal gently a kiss on the forehead of young girl...... 少年微微一怔,随后,嘴角现出柔和的笑意,在少女的额头上印下轻轻一吻…… Enclosed «Insect Flying» audition connection: 附上《虫儿飞》的试听连接: Fondly remembers that pure world. 怀念那纯真的世界。 u003cahref = u 003 e welcome the general book friends to visit reading, latest, quickest and hottest serial publication performs in the click examination picture link: u003cahref = / ghtml / 2006-11-18 / 332892. shtmltarget = blanku 003 e insect flies u003c / au 003 eu 003 cbru 003 e u003cahref=u003e欢迎广大书友光临阅读,最新、最快、最火的连载作品尽在点击察看图片链接:u003cahref=/ghtml/2006-11-18/332892.shtmltarget=blanku003e虫儿飞u003c/au003eu003cbru003e