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#183 Part 2: Sura is equal to black phoenix ( 2 )

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Chapter 183 Sura is equal to black phoenix ( 2 ) 第183章苏拉等于黑凤凰(二) „You have known, I am the princess in Landius empire, but you know that I am how do not want to become this princess! This status not only brought the infinite pain to me, only brings the humiliation to me rather than the glory.” Glances the circulation, light sad flashes through in her eyes, initially appeared on the black phoenix that deathly stillness indifferent as if came back several points. “你已经知道,我是蓝迪亚斯帝国的公主,但你知道么,我是多么不想成为这个公主啊！这个名份不但给我带来了无尽的痛苦,也只给我带来屈辱而不是荣耀。”眼波流转,一丝淡淡的悲伤在她眼中闪过,当初出现在黑凤凰身上那种死寂的冷漠似乎又回来了几分。 Tight is hugging Sura, as if feared that she ran, Ye Yinzhu pastes own face in her top of the head static is listening respectfully. 紧紧的搂着苏拉,仿佛怕她跑了似的,叶音竹将自己的面庞贴在她的头顶上静静的聆听着。 „Still remembers? Before seven country seven dragons fight finally our decisive battle I have said to you, my mother, is a palace maid in Landius imperial palace, in the custom according to imperial palace, the palace maid is achieving can leave the imperial palace to get married to the person who outside world asks itself to like at age 22. Originally, my mother is also living the tranquil life according to this path, but was 22 years old soon to leave previous of imperial palace in her to be seduced by the father in the evening, since then, the life of mother pain just started. Initially, I black phoenix as Sura and achievement have not deceived you to the life experience that you said that but concealed part, fuses to all that you said my two status together, was my true life experience.” “还记得么？在七国七龙战最后我们的决战之前我对你说过,我的母亲,是蓝迪亚斯皇宫中的一名宫女,按照皇宫中的规矩,宫女在达到22岁的时候就可以离开皇宫到外面的世界找自己喜欢的人成家。原本,我的母亲也是按照这个轨迹而过着平静的生活,可就在她达到二十二岁即将离开皇宫的前一个晚上被父亲奸污了,也从那时开始,母亲痛苦的一生才刚刚开始。当初,我身为苏拉和作为黑凤凰对你说的身世都没有骗你,只不过都隐瞒了一部份,将我那两个身份对你说的一切融合在一起,就是我真正的身世。” „Sura.” The Ye Yinzhu heart good pain, his memory is very good, Sura initially to a story of that silver coin he told he continuously deep remembering, associated to the black phoenix again had said painful experience, he is not really able to imagine, the so pitiful bitter experience appeared on a body of Sura person. “苏拉。”叶音竹的心好痛,他的记忆力很好,苏拉当初给他讲述的那个一枚银币的故事他一直深深的记得,再联想到黑凤凰所说过的痛苦经历,他实在无法想像,如此悲惨的遭遇都出现在苏拉一个人的身上。 „After mother my beast father raped, is left the imperial palace as before, what a pity she was actually pregnant, moreover was the dragon and phoenix embryo, nine months later, she gave birth to me and younger brother. But younger brother because actually did not have money to see a doctor dead. The mother to buy a fruit held a memorial service for the younger brother to turn into the disability, we every day, are continually slave's life might as well. When my beast father found me. Mother already, because became ill because of overwork dead, left my relic only then that silver coin, even if, when starved to death quickly, I have not used it, how expensive/noble was the princess? Perhaps entire day under all princesses have not felt my such have lived. Still remembers that by one's own Elder Brother Satsuma who I do kill? Half blood Elder Brother? The imperial family is a dirtiest place, carried off by the teacher until me, castrated Satsuma until me personally, the life of my pain obtained certain extrication. Yinzhu. You know that takes away my teacher, who that did help me castrate Satsuma teacher hand in hand is?” “母亲被我那禽兽父亲强奸之后依旧离开了皇宫,可惜她却怀孕了,而且是龙凤胎,九个月后,她生下了我和弟弟。可弟弟却因为没钱看病而夭折。母亲为了买点水果祭奠弟弟而变成了残疾,我们每天过的,都是连奴隶还不如的生活。当我那禽兽父亲找到我的时候。母亲已经因为积劳成疾死去了,留给我的遗物就只有那一枚银币,即使在快饿死的时候,我也从没有动用过它,贵为公主又如何？全天下所有的公主恐怕也没有感受过我那样地生活。还记得那个被我杀死的亲生哥哥萨摩耶么？同父异母的哥哥？皇室是一个最龌龊的地方,直到我被老师带走,直到我亲手阉割了萨摩耶,我痛苦的生命才得到了一定解脱。音竹。你知道带走我的老师,那个手把手帮我阉割了萨摩耶的老师是谁么？” „Is dark Thatta lord Sloan.” Ye Yinzhu sound somewhat hoarse saying. “是暗塔塔主斯隆吧。”叶音竹声音有些沙哑的说道。 Sura stares slightly, „originally you have guessed correctly. Is, right, my teacher is Sloan. By the innumerable halo are covering one of the Falan seven Thatta advocations, powerful times god level Saint Magister. The teacher is because complaining in my heart and hated to save me, received me for the disciple, since then. I crossed on looked like the life of person. Although the daily cultivation is such difficulty, but I do not care, I must retaliate, retaliate all have harmed mother and my person. Therefore cultivation that I go all out, in this regard. How can the young Junior Sister in my bright Saint tower understand? She grows Yu Guangming, but I actually am in the darkness.” 苏拉微微一愣,“原来你已经猜到了。是地,没错,我的老师就是斯隆。被无数光环笼罩着的法蓝七塔塔主之一,强大的次神级圣魔导师。老师是因为我心中的怨和恨才救了我,收我为徒,从那时开始。我才过上了一些像人的生活。虽然每天的修炼是那样的艰苦,但我不在乎,我要报复,报复所有伤害过母亲和我地人。所以我拼命的修炼,在这一点上。我那个光明圣塔的小师妹又怎么能够理解呢？她生长于光明,但我却始终处于黑暗。” , The Sura weak sound reduced several points, on the elegant face were many light grey. The poison of her within the body jasper demon dragon had started the outbreak, but she actually suppresses the pain in within the body not to reveal. 顿了顿,苏拉虚弱的声音降低了几分,俏脸上多了一层淡淡的灰色。她体内地碧玉魔龙之毒已经开始了发作,但她却强忍着体内的痛苦并没有表露出来。 „After the dark tower completes study, I returned to Landius, as a result of the relations of family background, the father is not neglecting me, instead extremely attaches great importance to me. The teacher has said to me, how regardless of not to allow me to retaliate to the father. He after all is To break off the relations with him forever. I promise him, does three matters for him. First that he requests, is to make me sneak the Milan empire, seeks for the secret of Milan empire magician number.” “在暗塔学成之后,我回到了蓝迪亚斯,由于出身的关系,父亲不在忽略我,反而对我极为重视。老师对我说过,不论如何也不允许我向父亲报复。他毕竟是我的父亲,我身上流淌着地血液一部份是属于他的。为了永远和他断绝关系。我答应他,替他做三件事。他要求的第一件,就是让我潜入米兰帝国,寻找米兰帝国魔法师数量的秘密。” At this point, the look on Sura face gradually becomes gentle, depended to the Ye Yinzhu bosom, „was also at that time, I exerted the camouflage technique to myself. Turned into a young beggar. Ran into you. In person who in this life takes to me only the happy heart.” 说到这里,苏拉脸上的神色逐渐变得柔和起来,向叶音竹怀中靠了靠,“也就是那时,我给自己施加了伪装术。变成了一个小乞丐。遇到了你。在这一生中唯一带给我幸福感的人。” Light silver glittering, to killing the body vanishes in the ray slowly. Actually, she summoned the time not to arrive, but to killing was very clear, oneself remained to be not meaningful again. Why, she thought that only leaves them is quite good this final time. 淡淡的银光闪烁,离杀的身体缓缓消失在光芒之中。其实,她召唤地时间还没有到,但离杀却很清楚,自己再留下来已经没有任何意义。不论是出于什么原因,她觉得将这最后的时间只留给他们两个人比较好。 Ye Yinzhu naturally knows to killing departure, but his time heart had placed on Sura completely. 叶音竹自然是知道离杀的离开,但他此时的心早已完全放在了苏拉身上。 On the Sura face reveals a light smile, although the poisonous wound on her arm is spreading unceasingly, but she actually smiles very happily, „still remembers? At that time you gave me the gold coin time what did I say to you?” 苏拉脸上流露出一丝淡淡的微笑,尽管她手臂上的毒伤正在不断的蔓延着,但她却笑得很幸福,“还记得么？当时你给我金币的时候我对你说了什么？” Ye Yinzhu supple sound said: „You said, I am a good person.” 叶音竹柔声道:“你说,我是个好人。” Sura nods, said: „Thanks to you still remembers. I said that is the truth, I have seen variously the person, but actually sees like you that pure fool for the first time , some people, because pities money gives free residence I, but does not have one to give so many places like you, I stole your ring, I do not know to keep as a commemoration to sell for money.” 苏拉点了点头,道:“亏你还记得。我说地是实话,我见过各种各样地人,但却第一次见到像你那么单纯的傻瓜,也有人因为怜悯将钱施舍给我,但却没有一个像你那样给那么多地,我偷了你的戒指,连我自己都不知道是为了留个纪念还是为了卖钱。” Ye Yinzhu also recalled the initial scene, threw the ring, oneself were embarrassed at that time extremely, but, that time met Anya. 叶音竹也记起了当初的情景,丢了戒指,自己当时窘迫万分,不过,也正是那次才遇到了安雅。 „Latter went to the school, when you enter the dormitory, I have a scare, but also thinks that was you found me, but, your silly has not actually seen the change of my look, but also became the roommate with me. You know when I really like you?” “后来到了学院,当你走进宿舍的时候,我着实吓了一跳,还以为是你找到我了呢,不过,你傻乎乎的却没看出我神色的变化,还和我成了室友。你知道我是什么时候真的喜欢上你的么？” Ye Yinzhu shaking the head of gently, his Sura is female does not know, how also possibly to know these. 叶音竹轻轻的摇了摇头,他连苏拉是女的都不知道,又怎么可能知道这些。 The Sura smile said: „The first time is you gave me entire fortune the time. You have not thought at that time I will deceive you. You know that from infancy to maturity, you first besides mother believe my person. Perhaps because of that trust and your silly appearance, made me like you.” 苏拉微笑道:“就是你第一次将身上全部财产都给我的时候。你那时根本就没想过我会骗你。你知道么,从小到大,你是除了妈妈以外第一个这么相信我的人。或许正是因为那份信任和你傻乎乎的样子,才让我喜欢上了你。” Ye Yinzhu gawked, „is so simple? I also think because of my long handsome.” 叶音竹愣了一下,“就这么简单么？我还以为是因为我长的英俊。” Sura pū smiles, „puts on airs. Are the attractive man few? I saw a lot, I liked you, was because you had a pure heart. I have not thought can describe a man with the pure this word, but knew after you, I know, this world has the good person. Perhaps is because the experience of my childhood is too rough, I like you really because of such a simple reason, are not related with your splendid appearance as well as mysterious zither magic.” 苏拉噗哧一笑,“臭美。好看的男人少么？我见得多了,我喜欢你,是因为你有一颗纯净的心。我从没想过可以用纯洁这个词来形容一个男人,但认识你之后我才知道,这个世界还是有好人的。或许是因为我童年的经历太坎坷吧,我喜欢你真的就是因为这么一个简单的原因,和你出色的外貌以及神奇的琴魔法都没有关系。” , Being nervous and troubled on Sura face was also rich several points , to continue saying: „As and you are getting more and more long in the together time, I discovered, I to your liking only unceasing deepening, when I noticed that you and Haiyang (ocean) have Xiang Luan in the same place, my heart inexplicable severe pain will get up, I was clear until that time, originally I have fallen in love with you. You have become in my life an indispensable part. Also because of this, gradually was actually reducing in the together happy heart with you.” 顿了顿,苏拉脸上的灰气又浓郁了几分,继续道:“随着和你在一起的时间越来越长,我发现,我对你的喜欢只会不断的加深,当我看到你和海洋还有香鸾在一起的时候,我的心就会莫名的剧痛起来,直到那时我才明白,原来我已经爱上了你。你早已经成为了我生命中不可或缺的一部份。也正是因为这样,原本和你在一起的幸福感却在逐渐降低。” „Why?” Ye Yinzhu puzzled asking. “为什么？”叶音竹不解的问道。 Sura lifts the right hand that oneself have not been poisoned to grip Ye Yinzhu, only then four fingers of hands, „, because I fear to lose you, I feared after you had the woman, will not pay attention to me again. Although I know that regards the brothers to regard me in your heart, but will not actually be able to bear as before thinks. I feared that you will leave me to be getting more and more far, that feeling made me unable to extricate oneself, why I did not know, for sometime, I had been in the extreme contradiction and pain.” 苏拉抬起自己没有中毒的右手握住叶音竹只有四指的手,“因为我怕失去你,我怕你有了女人之后,就不会再理会我了。尽管我知道在你心中只是将我当成好兄弟看待,但却依旧忍不住会这么想。我怕你会离我越来越远,那种感觉令我无法自拔,连我自己也不知道为什么,有一段时间,我已经陷入了极度的矛盾和痛苦之中。” „Why didn't you tell me you are a girl? You think that I will mind your status? Sura, cannot. Really cannot. Regardless of you are come Milan is also good, comes Landius, how will I mind your what status?” “那你为什么不告诉我你是女孩子？你以为我会介意你的身份么？苏拉,不会的。真的不会的。不论你是出身米兰也好,出身蓝迪亚斯也罢,我又怎么会介意你的什么身份呢？” Sura sighed, „, because I knew myself unable with you in the same place, therefore has not told you me is daughter's body. The roughness that since childhood experiences has made me a very sane person. With you in together at least is only my unrequited love. Although I cannot affirm after you know I am a girl how, but might at least like me. You think, if you know that I am a girl, we can also live in the same dormitory? After you know I am a girl, if not like me, I will be more painful. Otherwise, even if you liked me, when some day I must leave you, that parting forever feeling you were I, perhaps is unable to withstand. Your simple-hearted, I do not hope that has any injury to you, therefore,......” 苏拉叹息一声,“因为我知道自己不能和你在一起,所以才始终没有告诉你我是女儿之身。从小经历的坎坷早已经让我成为了一个很理智的人。和你在一起至少只是我一个人的单相思而已。虽然我不敢肯定当你知道我是女孩子之后会怎么样,但至少有可能会喜欢我。你想想,如果你知道我是女孩子,我们还能在同一个宿舍生活么？当你知道我是女孩子之后,如果不喜欢我,我岂不是会更加痛苦。反之,就算你喜欢上了我,当有一天我必须离开你的时候,那种生离死别的感觉不论是你还是我,恐怕都无法承受。你心地单纯,我不希望对你有任何伤害,所以,……” At this point, the Sura sound somewhat sobbed, in the Ye Yinzhu eye the tears reappear hold the hand of Sura to paste on own face, „, therefore you choose all these are withstanding by yourself silently. Sura, you are quite silly, you really quite silly.” 说到这里,苏拉的声音有些哽咽了,叶音竹眼中泪光重现拉着苏拉的手贴在自己脸上,“所以你选择将这一切由自己一个人默默地承受着。苏拉,你好傻,你真的好傻。” Sura sighed one lightly, „how didn't withstand can? Even if 1/10000 opportunities can not give up in me with you together, but, we are really impossible. Among us, there are too many impediments. Even if now, when I said these to you, is still because I will soon leave this world, my heart is not willing to bury these things. Yinzhu, promises me, if you to my also somewhat sentiment, even if the brotherly love is also good, after I died, forgot me.” 苏拉轻叹一声,“不承受又能如何？哪怕有万分之一的机会能够和你在一起我也不会放弃,可是,我们真的是不可能的。在我们之间,有太多的阻隔。就算是现在,当我跟你说这些的时候,也是因为我即将离开这个世界,我的心再也不愿意将这些东西埋藏起来。音竹,答应我,如果你对我还有几分感情,哪怕是兄弟之情也好,当我死去之后,就忘了我吧。”
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