Chapter 470 this solitary one moon/month 第470章孤月 Yin *** after a instruction, returns to front of Xu Xian. 尹***一番吩咐后,又回到许仙面前。 Xu Xian stands up saying: „Time early, I should not say goodbye, you rest earlier!” 许仙站起身来道:“时候不早,我该告辞了,你早点歇息吧！” Yin *** seems startled saying: „Where do you to go?” 尹***仿佛吃了一惊道:“你到哪去？” Xu Xian was startled was startled, he does not know where went well, had saying with a smile of profound meaning suddenly: „What's wrong, *** must stay overnight inadequately.” 许仙怔了一怔,他也不知去哪里好,忽而别有深意的笑道:“怎么,***还要留宿不成。” „Do not talk nonsense!” Yin *** the complexion is scarlet, in the heart actually one intertwines to struggle, really must keep him to pass the night inadequately in this. “不要胡说！”尹***脸色大红,心中却一番纠结挣扎,难道还真要留他在此过夜不成。 „That does not say.” Xu Xian has shoved open the window, steps the window, sprinkles however goes. “那就不说了。”许仙已推开窗,踏上窗台,洒然而去。 A cold air attack, Yin *** shrank the body, puts out a hand saying: „Hey!” But the Xu Xian form has disappeared does not see, only the other moonlight drop in the room according to the flower petal. 寒气一阵侵袭,尹***缩了缩身子,伸手道:“喂！”但许仙的身影已然消失不见,只余下月光照着花瓣落进屋里。 Yin *** in heart disappointed, angry stamping the foot, if you really have no place to go, I can also catch up with you to walk? So departs unexpectedly decidedly. 尹***心中一阵怅然,气恼顿了顿足,你若真的无处可去,我还能赶你走吗？竟然如此决然离去。 Leaves that being as warm as in spring room, the Xu Xian leisurely and carefree sitting pink clouds, lifts off under the bright moonlight slowly, saw that Taoyuan is small gradually, looks again Chang'an is small gradually, only has top of the head one round of this solitary one moon/month not too big nor too small hanging in the space, making him have one to lose the world ** feeling. 离开那个温暖如春的房间,许仙悠闲的坐着彩云,在朗然月色下缓缓升空,眼看着桃园渐小,再看着长安渐小,唯有头顶一轮孤月不大不小的挂在天上,让他生出一股遗世**的感慨。 This world rise and fall, the world fluctuates, how many are worth itself caring? 这人世兴衰,天下变幻,到底还有多少值得自己在意的呢？ Swinging that Xu Xian makes an effort head, how oneself this was, can it be that to exercise martial arts the brain practices stupidly, before he may not think. 许仙用力的摇摇脑袋,自己这是怎么了,莫不是练功把脑子练傻了,以前他可从没有这么想过。 However undeniably, since lightened the last star, an unprecedented well-illuminated feeling appears in his hearts, as if had brand-new realizing from experience to once all. 但是不可否认,自从点亮了最后一颗星,一丝前所未有的通明感觉就浮现在他的心间,仿佛对曾经的一切都有了一种全新的体悟。 This feeling is such slightly vast, is actually disintegrating his original disposition. 这一丝感觉是如此的微渺,却在不知不觉间瓦解着他本来的心性。 He understands suddenly „remote antiquity forgets kindnesses” meaning, not desirably wants unusually refined, but many feelings, after reaching some altitude, even wants to preserve, becomes so difficult. 他忽然明白了“太上忘情”的含义,并非是刻意的想要超凡脱俗,而是有很多的感觉,在达到某种高度之后,即便是想要保存,都变得如此艰难。 Xu Xian sighed one gently, then cheers up, the figure vanishes in the horizon quickly. 许仙轻轻叹了一声,而后振作精神,身形倏地消失在天际。 After a double-hour, Xu Xian appears in the Suzhou city, overlooks the water of torrential Taihu Lake. Although Wu Renjie said that Wu Yulian mother and daughter have the water transport help/gang to preserve, but to provide against contingencies, comes to see good. 一个时辰后,许仙出现在苏州城上,俯瞰滔滔的太湖之水。虽然吴人杰说吴玉莲母女有漕帮保全,但为了以防万一,还是来看一眼的好。 Xu Xian understands oneself not necessarily really have worried, but wants to resolve just now that moment's that feeling through the matters of these worlds. 许仙明白自己未必是真的有多么担心,只是想通过这些人间之事来消释方才那一刻的那种感受而已。 He does not want to be the person of remote antiquity forgetting kindnesses, he tries hard to preserve in the heart certain things, certain was regarded the burden by others the thing. 他并不想做一个太上忘情之人,他努力想要保存心中某些东西,某些被另外一些人当成累赘的东西。 The good intentions and sympathy, had this two kinds thing, he is doomed not to have the means to become in Pan Yu such person brave, without the means becomes Wang Cheng ba, will lead others to feel awkward. 善意和同情,有了这两样东西,他就注定没办法成为潘玉那样的人中之英,没办法成王成霸,连领导别人都会觉得为难。 The sentiment and desire, could not put down this two kinds thing, Yu Xuanji once many time taught him initially, wanted spiritual cultivation immortal ascension, cannot persist errors in this. 感情与欲念,放不下这两样东西,鱼玄机当初曾多少次教训他,想要修道成仙,就不能执迷于此。 However finally they are also involved, reckless standing in his side, chose one with the original concept entirely different path, making him believe firmly that these things do not have the significance. But they choose crazily, like being possessed by a demon to bond general? Therefore received many to be laborious and suffering, perhaps these things, were the biggest heart demons, but he was that demon. 但是最终就连她们也深陷其中,不顾一切的站在他的一边,选择了一条与本来的观念截然不同的道路,让他确信这些东西并非没有意义。但她们疯狂的选择,岂不是像中了魔障一般吗？为此受了多少辛苦与委屈,或许这些东西,才是最大的心魔,而他就是那个魔头。 Xu Xian compels itself to abandon these thoughts, descends, falls to the dwelling after Baicaotang, here had not been treated as Wu Renjie family property to be confiscated by the government authorities, because is the water transport help/gang the industry of giving Xu Xian. 许仙强令自己抛开这些心思,降落下去,落到百草堂后的宅院中,这里并没有被当作吴人杰的家产被官府没收,因为本来就是漕帮送给许仙的产业。 Pavilions, one such as in the past. 亭台楼阁,一如往昔。 At this time is the night, Xu Xian actually notices in a room also to shine the lights, out he arrives, sees only a female to bend over one's desk taking advantage of the candlelight studies. 此时已经是深夜了,许仙却注意到一个屋中还亮着灯火,他来到门外,只见一个女子正借着烛火伏案读书。 The women's whole face is thin and pale, actually did not cover old times Fang magnificent, moreover appeared mature, was Wu Yulian. 女子满脸憔悴,却不掩旧时芳华,而且显得成熟了许多,正是吴玉莲。 Xu Xian remembers that she initially not anti- these tedious medical books, now can also study assiduously unexpectedly calmly, seeing her is really well, moreover hears in the room in not far away also careful breathing, felt relieved, then wants to depart. 许仙记得她当初最不耐这些繁琐的医书,如今竟也能平心静气的攻读了,见她果然无恙,而且听闻不远处的房间里还有一个细细的呼吸声,放下心来,便欲就此离去。 The indistinct ding transmits from the distant place, Xu Xian was startled was startled, remembered this ding of Cold Mountain Temple, being unable to bear stands was listening quietly one same place. 飘渺的钟声从远方传来,许仙怔了一怔,才想起这寒山寺的钟声,忍不住站在原地静听了一阵。 Wu Yulian raised the head suddenly, had a yawn, has been the midnight, closed the page, before arriving at Guanyin Bodhisattva likely, closed eyes to join the palms in greeting to wish: „Bodhisattva the Bodhisattva, please bless my father to come back safely, so long as he can come back, I was not willful annoy him to be angry, complied with his quite easy to learn medicine, in brief anything listened his...... even...... even......” 吴玉莲蓦然抬起头,打了个哈欠,原来已经是夜半了,合上书页,来到观音菩萨像前,闭目合掌祝道:“菩萨啊菩萨,请保佑我爹能够平安回来,只要他能够回来,我再也不任性惹他生气了,也答应跟他好好学医,总之什么都听他的……就算……就算……” The Xu Xian state of mind returns, listening to her to wish, shows a faint smile, but listens to her to speak of finally, actually resembles in the heart struggles anything, listens quietly slightly with rapt attention. 许仙神思归来,听她如此祝道,不禁微微一笑,但听她说到最后,却似在心中挣扎些什么,稍稍凝神静听。 „......, even if she makes me get married, marries others, I still promise him!” Wu Yulian word, the eye socket is one red, with the palm according to the eye socket, sets firm resolve saying that hastily resembles: „Cannot cry again.” “……就算她让我嫁人,嫁给别人,我也答应他！”吴玉莲言罢,眼圈就是一红,连忙用手掌按按眼圈,下定决心似的说道:“不能再哭了。” In Xu Xian heart one supple, hesitant, knocked the door gently. 许仙心中一柔,犹豫了一下,还是轻轻敲了敲房门。 Wu Yulian blinks hastily, scratched scratching with the sleeves, before arriving at the gate, separates the room way: „Mother, my...... rests......” 吴玉莲连忙眨眨眼睛,用衣袖擦了擦,才来到门前,分开房门道:“娘,我这就……睡……” Xu Xian does not know at once said what good, late at night visits the female boudoir, unavoidably some in ceremony/etiquette do not gather, but he wants to make her feel relieved ahead of schedule, officially informed her one, her father already the escape distress. 许仙一时之间也不知说什么好,深夜造访女子闺房,不免有些于礼不合,但他还是想让她提早放下心来,知会她一声,她父亲已经脱难了。 Say/Way that Wu Yulian cannot believe: „Brother Xu!” As if anything does not want to resemble lets in Xu Xian the room: „How you come back, when you come back Suzhou?” Also did not ask how before he will come to her gate late, making Xu Xian prepare one set of excuse, could not use. 吴玉莲不能置信的道:“许大哥！”仿佛什么也没想似的将许仙让进房中:“你怎么回来的,你什么时候回来苏州的吗？”也不问他怎么会这么晚现身她门前,让许仙准备了一套说辞,都用不上了。 Xu Xian saw her to call with the past as before, was not different because of his status change, felt some kind: „I just.” 许仙见她依旧用往日称呼,并不因他的身份改变而有所不同,感到一些亲切:“我刚刚才到。” Only this ordinary a few words, let some of her mood out-of-control, including lacrimal: „My father, my father he!” 只这一平平常常一句话,却让她情绪有些失控,含泪道:“我爹,我爹他！” Xu Xian said hastily: „Your father he has been all right.” 许仙连忙道:“你爹他已经没事了。” Wu Yulian tearful eyes dim say/way: „? Did you see my father?” 吴玉莲泪眼朦胧的道:“是真的吗？你见到我爹了？” „Un, saw, all matters I knew, relax, he will come back quickly.” “嗯,见到了,所有的事我都知道了,放心吧,他很快就会回来的。” Wu Yulian smiles through tears: „...... Too was good, the Bodhisattva hears certainly my prayer.” Is looking at the present person, remembering just now praying suddenly read, before then, she does not know how many times prayed to read, must add on that last, can fulfill? 吴玉莲破涕为笑:“太……太好了,菩萨一定是听见我的祷告了。”望着眼前之人,忽的想起方才的祷念,在这之前,她已不知祷念了多少次,难道非要加上那最后一条,才能够应验吗？ At once thinks was crazy. 一时之间想的痴了。 Xu Xian revising said: „Was not the Bodhisattva heard, was I hears.” 许仙订正道:“不是菩萨听到了,是我听到了。” Wu Yulian recovers, facial expression some unnatural say/way: „Thank you, Brother Xu!” The fate two characters, she completely has believed. 吴玉莲回过神来,神情有些不自然的道:“谢谢你,许大哥！”缘分二字,她已尽信。 Xu Xian said: „This matter related...... words tree top stopped with me”, then out of the door hears the call: „Yulian, Yulian......” 许仙道:“此事本来就与我有关……”话梢止于,接着门外传来呼声:“玉莲,玉莲……” „Do not tell others to see me.” The sound that Xu Xian exhorts in Wu Yulian ear bank reverberation, the form the wind still has gone, the breeze is swaying the candlelight, in the room the light shadow follows to drag. “不要告诉别人见过我。”许仙嘱咐的声音犹在吴玉莲耳畔回荡,身影已化风而去,微风拂动着烛火,房中光影跟着一阵摇曳。 Wu Yulian several doubt just now is only a dreamland, hears thump thump the knock, is busy at opening the door: „Mother, what matter?” 吴玉莲几疑方才只是一场梦境,听闻咚咚的敲门声,忙去打开房门:“娘,什么事？” „I hear the sound.” “我听见声音。” „No one, is I was thinking aloud, , the father he soon came back!” “没有谁,是我在自言自语,还有,爹他快要回来了！” „How do you know?” “你怎么知道？” „Bodhisattva heard my praying to read.” “菩萨听到我的祷念了。” „Silly child, do not indulge in flights of fancy, rests a bit faster!” “傻孩子,别胡思乱想了,快点睡吧！” Xu Xian returns to Hangzhou Prefecture Di, in the heart discussed: „Wife, I came back.” 许仙回到杭州府邸中,在心中默念道:“娘子,我回来了。”