You are evil. 你是邪恶的。 This is my young girl Master, a few words that most liked speaking. 这是我那个少女主人,最喜欢说的一句话。 But I thought that I am innocent, because my life was different from them, as a weapon, I thought that my Fate should not becomes the ornaments. 可我觉得我是无辜的,因为我的生命与他们本就不一样,作为一把兵器,我觉得我的命运不应该是成为摆设。 But my young girl Master, said that my is quibbling. 但我的那个少女主人,说我这是在狡辩。 Doesn't matter, as me of old fogy, will not care about a view of little girl, but why does not know, when she said I am evil, my some are unhappy, therefore I think that...... I first do not eat her, I must think her to grasp me, gradually moves toward with my same evil. 没关系,作为老家伙的我,不会去在意一个小女孩的看法,但不知为什么,当她说我邪恶时,我有些不开心,所以我想……我先不吃她,我要看着她手持着我,一步步走向和我一样的邪恶。 I will certainly succeed. 我一定会成功的。 But...... compared in her says me to be evil, what I did not like her look, that look was very chaste, like a mirror, making me see itself from inside...... simultaneously, in that look also brings pitying, this made me feel does not adapt, I pitied repugnantly, repugnant pure, I want to eat her. 可是……相比于她说我邪恶,我更不喜欢的是她的眼神,那眼神很纯洁,如同一面镜子,让我从里面看到了自己……同时,那眼神里还带着怜悯,这更让我觉得不适应,我讨厌怜悯,讨厌纯洁,我想吃掉她。 But I bore, I want to see, she changes with my same that day, can in the eye, such pitying, be able in the eye, to be that pure like star light. 但我忍住了,我更想去看到,她变的和我一样的那一天,会不会眼睛里,还有这样的怜悯,会不会眼睛里,还是那么的纯洁如星光。 The first year, I failed. 第一年,我失败了。 I have not thought after she becomes my Master, without using my slight strength, does not have to slaughter any life, even if in this year, she crosses is not joyful. 我没有想到她成为我的主人后,没有动用我的丝毫力量,更没有去屠杀任何生命,哪怕这一年,她过的不快乐。 The second year, is this, when until the fifth year, I cannot bear not to have the day of food, has an indescribable bloodthirsty when my body, it changed to the hunger, making me go crazy wants to destroy all, I again from her look, saw chastely, saw pitying, could not forget, she at that time, with the words that I spoke. 第二年,也是这样,直至第五年时,我受不了没有食物的日子,在我的身体里有一股无法形容的嗜血,它化作了饥饿,让我发狂欲毁灭一切时,我再一次从她的眼神里,看到了纯洁,看到了怜悯,也忘不掉,她在那个时候,和我说的话。 „Wants Slaughter?” “一定要杀戮么？” „I am hungry!” “我饿！” „I understood.” “我懂了。” After our dialogues, my Master, lacerated own wrist/skill, by her blood painted red my body, my greedy sorption her blood, inside makes me infatuated fragrantly, until I think the appearance that she withers more and more, looks at that throughout the invariable vision, some of my suddenly fears. 我们的对话之后,我的这位主人,割破了自己的手腕,以她的鲜血染红了我的身体,我贪婪的吸着她的血,里面的香甜让我痴迷,直至我看着她越来越枯萎的容颜,看着那始终不变的目光,我忽然有些害怕。 Is afraid anything...... I not to know, but in my life, restrained own instinct for the first time, I was silent, my more repugnant this type was chaste, I told myself, must see that day that her look changed. 害怕什么呢……我不知道,但我一生里,第一次克制了自己的本能,我沉默了,我更讨厌这种纯洁了,我告诉自己,一定要看到她眼神改变的那一天。 On this day, I think that quick can bring, because becomes my Master ninth year in her, Sect that she is, was invaded by one crowd of devil cultivator, slaughtered entire Sect. 这一天,我本以为很快就能带来,因为在她成为我主人的第九年,她所在的宗门,被一群魔修入侵,屠杀了整个宗门。 When she brings I am coming back, shivering is looking at the wreckage of person of ruins as well as innumerable being familiar, she cried, at that moment, I told her, I can help her take revenge, so long as she allowed me to erupt my strength, I can help her kill all, even went to Small World of opposite party, was buried along with the dead by the innumerable life. 她带着我回来时,颤抖的望着废墟以及无数熟悉之人的残骸,她哭了,那一刻,我告诉她,我可以帮她复仇,只要她允许我爆发我的力量,我能帮她杀了所有,甚至去对方的小世界,以无数的生命来陪葬。 I seduce unceasingly, guides unceasingly, but I am not clear, why I failed. 我不断地诱惑,不断地引导,但我不明白,我为何失败了。 She does not have the choice to use me, but departed silently, but I clearly have such a to flicker, felt the mood intense fluctuation on her body. 她没有选择使用我,而是默默的离去了,但我分明有那么一瞬,在她的身上感受到了情绪强烈的波动。 Later day, is so, at the 37 year, her one favors the beast, was killed by mistreatment cruelly, she is still silent, in six 15 years, her old friend tragic death, she as before so. 之后的日子,也是如此,于三十七,她的一只宠兽,被人残忍虐杀,她依旧沉默,于六十五年,她的一个老朋友惨死,她依旧如此。 again and again Life and Death leaves, unfair treatment of again and again, again and again world is gloomy, she walks, exhausted, but her look, has not changed. 一次次的生死离别,一次次的不公对待,一次次的世间阴暗,她一路走来,精疲力尽,但她的眼神,从来没有变。 Even these years too multiple, if not for my force field instinct disperses, causes her avoid some dangers, perhaps she has died. 甚至这些年太多次,若不是我的力场本能散开,使她免于一些危难,恐怕她已经死了。 I did not understand, therefore I cannot bear finally, asked her. 我不理解,所以我终于忍不住,问了她。 „Why can you like this?” “你为什么要这样？” „Because I owe you, therefore I do not think your again Slaughter, even if I am very sad, even if I want to take revenge, even if I thought that lives is being suffering, but to me, most important...... is you.” Her reply, I do not believe. “因为我欠你,所以我不想你再杀戮,哪怕我很伤心,哪怕我很想复仇,哪怕我觉得活着是一种折磨,但对我来说,最重要的……是你。”她的回答,我不信。 But I want to see desire that her look changes, was thicker, therefore I restrained my hunger, every ten years, makes her use the blood my painted red, this, brings like this rigid, I and she went all over Starry Sky. 但我想要看到她眼神改变的愿望,更浓了,所以我克制了自己的饥饿,每隔十年,才让她用鲜血将我染红,就这样,带着这样的执着,我与她走遍了星空。 Perhaps is accidental/surprised, perhaps is my guidance, perhaps is her Fate, in the later years, her life is very pitiful, no use time and time again, vacant time and time again, at this time, I will often tell her, so long as allows me to act, I can change all her. 或许是意外,或许是我的引导,也或许是她的命运,在之后的岁月里,她的人生很凄惨,一次又一次的无助,一次又一次的茫然,每每这个时候,我都会告诉她,只要允许我出手,我可以改变她的一切。 But was white until her hair, my desire has not achieved as before. 但直到她的头发都白了,我的愿望依旧没有达成。 Until one day, her died. 直至有一天,她死了。 Looks at her corpse, I clearly should be happy, should be happy, because I extricate henceforth, can continue Slaughter , to continue to swallow, some people will not fetter me again, will not see that again that lets the look and pitying that I loathe. 看着她的尸体,我分明应该开心,应该高兴,因为我从此解脱,可以继续杀戮,继续吞噬,不会再有人束缚我,也不会再看到那让我厌恶的眼神与怜悯。 But why...... I must my memory of that day, the self- seal. 可是……我为何要将我那一天的记忆,自我封印了呢。 I do not know why this is, but after she dies, I change was silent, my innermost feelings seem like one group unable by the mood of seal, sinks very much, is very heavy, presses on my body. 我不知道这是为什么,但在她死后,我变的沉默了,我的内心似乎有一团无法被封印的情绪,很沉,很重,压在我的身上。 Under such mood, I am somewhat ill regarding Slaughter, I do not want to acknowledge, but has to acknowledge that young girl, in the company of her short several hundred years, she affected me, causes me although in the later life, met innumerable Master, but actually more and more Master, abandoned me on own initiative. 在这样的情绪下,我对于杀戮有些不适,我不想承认,但不得不承认,那个少女,在她短短的几百年陪伴下,她影响了我,使得我尽管在之后的生命里,又遇到了无数的主人,但却越来越多的主人,主动遗弃了我。 Because of my no longer Slaughter, because my blade has curled, because my mood is low and deep, because of my strength...... as also filling the air of mood, gradually dissipation. 因为我不再杀戮,因为我的刃已卷,因为我的情绪低沉,因为我的力量……也随着情绪的弥漫,渐渐消散。 10,000 years later, I no longer am Devil Weapon, but changed to every iron. 一万年后,我不再是魔兵,而是化作了凡铁。 My body started to be covered with the rusty stain, my unclear becomes the past, my body appeared decayed, my life...... as if also gradual is vanishing. 我的身上开始长满了锈斑,我的不详成为了过去,我的身躯出现了腐朽,我的生命……似乎也逐渐的在消失。 I do not understand why like this, until my life in radical dissipation that flickers, my seal falls, by memory of that day oneself forget, appears in me at present. 我不明白为何会这样,直至我的生命在彻底消散的那一瞬,我封印掉,让自己忘记的那一天的记忆,浮现在了我的眼前。 On red mountain peak, she lies down there, is stroking me, while is looking at Starry Sky, although white-haired, although on the face filled the wrinkle, but her look is still chaste. 红色的山峰上,她躺在那里,一边抚摸着我,一边望着星空,尽管满头白发,尽管脸上弥漫了皱纹,但她的眼神依旧纯洁。 „What are you looking at?” I asked. “你在看什么？”我问道。 „Looks at Starry Sky.” “看星空。” „A darkness, having anything is attractive.” “一片漆黑,有什么好看的。” „In me, what is jet black is this World, but Starry Sky has the brightest light.” “在我心里,漆黑的是这个世界,而星空拥有最明亮的光。” „I do not understand.” “我不懂。” „That looks, looks for 100 years, looked that in 1000...... the life could not look, next life will continue to look, will happen one day, you will understand.” “那就多看,看一百年,看一千年……此生看不完,来世继续看,终有一天,你会懂。” „Do I have next life? Does not know that my next life, can be a stronger soldier!” “我有来世？不知道我的来世,会不会是一把更强的兵！” „You know that the zombie...... the collection resentment lives, Eternal lives in the darkness, I accompany you together, this is my making reparations.” “你知道僵尸么……集怨气而生,永恒活在黑暗中,我陪你一起,这是我的赎罪。” „Why made reparations...... you always saying that owed me?” I for a long time, asked silent. “赎罪么……你为何总说欠我？”我沉默许久,问道。 But does not have the answer, her blood, painted red my body, this she had not retained time, perhaps...... was also I forgot the restraint. 但已没有了答案,她的鲜血,染红了我的身体,这一次她没有保留,或许……也是我忘记了克制。 ...... It is not perhaps. 或者……不是或许。 Is I, killed her. 是我,杀了她。 I think her corpse, silent for a long time very long...... I knew very much finally, originally my seal, is not she, but is those words. 我看着她的尸体,沉默了很久很久……我终于知道了,原来我封印的,不是她,而是那句话。 „I accompany you together.” “我陪你一起。” I understood finally, originally I...... have been very lonely, from birth at that moment, lonely since. 我终于明白了,原来我一直……都很孤独,从诞生那一刻起,孤独至今。 I also understood finally, she, is I always in and other person, its Slaughter that moment, my own life, does not have. 我也终于明白了,她,就是我始终在等的人,在将其杀戮的那一刻,我自己的生命,也已经没有了。 With reappearing of memory, I try hard to lift the decayed blade, diligently looks to Starry Sky...... 随着记忆的浮现,我努力抬起腐朽的刀刃,努力的去看向星空…… The tears, flowed unknowingly, not on Devil Blade that in the memory appeared, but in Wang Baole's in the eye, his eye, in this sat cross-legged to sit in meditation, does not know when opened. 眼泪,不知不觉流了下来,不是在记忆里浮现的魔刃身上,而是在王宝乐的目中,他的眼睛,在这盘膝打坐里,已不知何时睁开。 With opening, endless Meaning of Devouring, erupts in his soul loudly, making Devouring Seed of his within the body in this flicker, was suppressed thoroughly, Devouring Dao in nine big Natural Law(s), increase in the resonance degree instantly, until achieving with Light Dao same 97-98%! 随着睁开,一股无尽的吞噬之意,在他的灵魂内轰然爆发,使得他体内的噬种在这一瞬,都被彻底压制,九大规则中的噬道,在共鸣程度上刹那攀升,直至达到了与光道一样的九成七八！ But these, are unable to bring to Wang Baole felt slightly, this moment he, vacant lowering the head, looks at oneself both hands, muttered whispers...... 但这些,无法给王宝乐带来丝毫感觉,这一刻的他,茫然的低下头,看着自己的双手,喃喃低语…… „previous life...... do all these, really exist? Why my previous life...... contain karma...... also had her who has had......” “前世……这一切,真的存在么？为何我的前世……蕴含了因果……还有一直存在的她……” Wang Baole is silent, suddenly the right hand lifts wields, immediately on his right hand, presented the fuzzy shadow, previous life Devil Blade...... partly visible! 王宝乐沉默,忽然右手抬起一挥,顿时在他的右手上,出现了模糊的黑影,前世魔刃……若隐若现！