WG :: Volume #12 暴君发威

#175: Ji Dong life experience


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Ji Dong is gazing at Ji Yeshang, you are work as the persuasive speaker? ” 姬动注视着姬夜殇,你是来当说客的?” Ji Yeshang shook the head, said: I know that you received the much pain since childhood, can have today's all, all depends upon itself to try hard to come. However, I also hope that you can listen to my explanation, listens to the truth of matter, perhaps, your some different view. If you are willing to listen, I continued, if you did not want, I turned around to walk.” 姬夜殇摇了摇头,道:“我知道你从小受了很多苦,能够有今天的一切,全都是依靠自己努力得来的。但是,我也希望你能听听我的解释,听听事情的真相,或许,你会有些不一样的看法。如果你愿意听,我就继续说下去,如果你不愿意,我转身就走。” The year does not see, Ji Yeshang as if changed personally has resembled, did not have beforehand frivolous again, instead were many several points of Fifth Earth department unique calm. 年不见,姬夜殇仿佛变了个人似的,再也没有了以前的轻浮,反而多了几分戊土系特有的沉稳。 The Ji Dong vision looks at to airborne Fu Rui and purple thunder shining Heavenly Dragon giant thunder ball, lightly said: You said.” 姬动目光看向空中弗瑞与紫雷耀天龙所化的巨大雷球,淡淡的道:“你说吧。” Ji Yeshang sighed, said: „ On empire, imperial family has many branches, is most honored, naturally is the imperial direct line bloodlines, all previous ruler from this is born. Next, was our equal king lineage/vein. Actually, from our ancestors, we is also the imperial family direct line bloodlines, because just our matter and other king lineage/vein have the advantageous talent, therefore was afterward independent gradually. Almost every equal king direct line juniors are having on over 90% fifth heavenly stems or oneself the attribute, some specially outstanding disciple, even can achieve 90% nine Yang attribute or Yin attribute. Therefore, our equal king lineage/vein always to produce the powerhouse, protects to imitate the empire. 姬夜殇叹息一声,道:“在中上帝国,皇室有很多分支,其中最尊贵的,自然是皇家直系血脉,历代帝皇由此诞生。其次,或,是我们平等王一脉了。其实,从我们的先祖来看,我们也是皇室直系血脉,只不过因为我们事等王一脉有着得天独厚的天赋,所以后来才逐渐独立出来。几乎每一位平等王直系子弟都拥有着九成以上的戊上或己上属性,一些特别出色的弟子,甚至能够达到九成九阳属性或是阴属性。因此,我们平等王一脉历来以出产强者,护仿帝国。 Therefore, there are to protect the name of country crown prince. Near millenniums, our equal king clan had had five supreme powerhouses. Profound ancestor his previous time you have also seen. Even if our grandfathers, is Eight-Crown cultivation base. ” 因此,也有护国亲王之称。近千年来,我们平等王一族已经出过五位至尊强者。玄祖他老人家上次你也见过了。就算是我们的爷爷,也已经是八冠修为。” Ji Dong has not spoken, but silently is listening to the Ji Yeshang language not quickly related, his sound has the power very much, as if had the thought of Ji Dong to arrive at one broadly great, in respected family of keeping aloof. 姬动没有吭声,只是默默的听着姬夜殇语并不快的诉说,他的声音很有感染力,仿佛带着姬动的意念已经来到了一个恢宏博大,高高在上的大家族之中。 Perhaps, because our equal king completely leaves the reason of talented person, the day being jealous person with outstanding ability, causing the bloodlines of our family/home not to be prosperous. Each generation of family direct line adult males, can have two, three people are very good situations, even also frequently is an lineage/vein sole line of descent, the bloodlines of our family have continued luckily, has not cut off. Arrived our father's generation, is a result of lineage/vein sole line of descent, but the father only has two children, one is I, one is you. Even if I, after the previous that matter, knows that has your existence. In the bloodlines inheritance, the imperial family direct line equally is also frail with us. The Ji Yifeng death, cut off the imperial family bloodlines without doubt, this is also why the imperial family can such wage a war, even once has thought strikes to kill you not at any cost, even if offends the supreme powerhouse not to care. Until had known after you are we strict and other queen people, the imperial family is genuine gets down not to dare quietly hurriedly, they can not care to the Lebanese powerhouse, but actually does not dare to neglect our equal king clan, the influence of our family, even if changes from one dynasty to another, actually is also not impossible.” “或许,也正是因为我们平等王一家尽出人才的缘故,天妒英才,导致我们家的血脉不旺。每一代家族直系男丁,能有两,三人已经是很不错的情况了,甚至还经常是一脉单传,幸好,我们家族的血脉还是一直延续了下来,并没有断绝。到了我们父亲的这一代,又是一脉单传的结果,而父亲就只有两个孩子,一个是我,一个是你。哪怕是我,也是在上次那件事之后,才知道有你的存在。在血脉传承上,皇室直系也与我们一样单薄。姬逸枫的死,无疑是断绝了皇室血脉,这也是为什么皇室会那样大动干戈,甚至曾想过不惜一切代价击杀你,哪怕是得罪至尊强者也不在乎。直到得知了你是我们严等王后人之后,皇室才真正沉寂下去不敢造次,他们可以不在乎至黎强者,但却绝不敢忽略我们平等王一族,我们家族的势力,哪怕是改朝换代,其实也并不是不可能的。” Arrives here, on the Ji Yeshang face reveals the proud look obviously, is proud because of an equal king clan. 到这里,姬夜殇脸上明显流露出骄傲的神色,因为平等王一族而骄傲。 From infancy to maturity, I was regarded as by the surrounding person am the equal king only son, equal king throne only successor, therefore also received too many attention. Perhaps, you after initially had been seeing me, certainly thinks that I am frivolous playboys. Actually, just the opposite, I most have been obedient in family the calmest child, even if the grandfather such nitpicking elder, very difficult to pick up a slight defect from me. In order to obtain the approvals of all elders, what I pay is the complete childhood.” Small time, you wander destitute far from home, as the beggar, does not have enough to eat. But is a little I do not have, that is the freedom. In any event lives, you can also live for yourself. But I am not good, all my, must live for the family benefit, daily does not dare to idle every minute, because I am the equal king Weiyi successor, on my shoulder has sustained too many too many pressures. From seven years old, my first time has thought of the suicide, to me this year 24 -year-old, in my mind presents suicide reaches as high as 123 times, but I always do not have the courage to go out that step. ” “从小到大,我都被周围的人看成是平等王独子,平等王王位唯一的继承人,因此也受到了太多的关注。或许,你在当初见过我之后,一定会以为我是一个轻浮的纨绔子弟吧。其实,恰恰相反,我在家族之中一直都是最听话最沉稳的孩子,哪怕是爷爷那样挑剔的长者,也很难从我身上挑出一丝瑕疵。为了得到所有长辈们的认可,我付出的是全部童年。”小的时候,你流落他乡,身为乞丐,食不果腹。但有一点却是我所不具有的,那就是自由。不论如何生活,你还可以为自己生活。可我却不行,我所有的一切,都要为了家族利益而生,每天的每一分钟都不敢懈怠,因为我是平等王唯一的继承人,我的肩膀上承担了太多太多的压力。从七岁起,我第一次想到过自杀,一直到我今年24岁,我脑海中出现自杀的次数高达123次,但我却始终没有勇气走出那一步。” Although the Ji Yeshang words are very light, but his words are without doubt alarmed, Ji Dong originally thinks, Ji Yeshang will say his life experience directly, convinces him diligently, but, Ji Yeshang has not actually done, instead from own, was telling own experience. Ji Dong can definitely imagine, lives in this kind of environment, once more than 100 times wanted to commit suicide, that is one type is how helpless and arid. 虽然姬夜殇的话语很平淡,但他的话无疑是触目惊心的,姬动原本以为,姬夜殇会直接说出他的身世,去努力说服他,可是,姬夜殇却并没有那么做,反而是从自身出,讲述着自己的经历。姬动完全能够想象的到,生活在这样一种环境之中,曾经100多次想要自杀,那是一种怎样的无奈和枯燥。 Grows the tone, Ji Yifeng continued: Until, me officially was at age 20 grown, after fetter reduced finally for several points, was allowed the vice- vocational culture sentiment that chooses to like to wrestle by the grandfather. Also until that time, my life started to have several points of pleasure. I elect is drink mixing. Becoming Bartender. In my heart, drink mixing absolutely cultivating is more sacred , can also make me feel the joyful matter truly. Perhaps in family constrained was too fierce, to outside, the reverse psychology made my disposition have this distortion. First meeting, when I hear your three am only young child disdain in drink mixing, can you know in my heart to be angry? If not cares about you are only the child, perhaps I will directly get rid. But, post- next life all, made me fill have shocked extremely. That is my first time saw that a person can be similar to drink mixing this technique the art shows truly. Even if Boss Fu Rui drink mixing, must increase the good wine by magic power the characteristics and flavor/smell. However you are different, your drink mixing completely by the technique, the thing that some also I do not talk clearly, gives intense shock and visual impact. I was fortunately ordinary small cup your liquor of mixture, that flavor/smell, I am lifelong unforgettable, perhaps forever is unable to reach such altitude. After that time, I understand oneself wrong is odd, knows that we actually have the so huge disparity. When afterward you entered Heavenly Stems School, I want to acknowledge you as the teacher really very much, studies this artistic bartending ability with you. Regarding that time matter, I once more to your solemn apology.” 长出口气,姬逸枫继续道:“直到20岁那年,我正式成年,身上的束缚终于减轻了几分后,被爷爷准许挑选一种自己喜欢的副职业陶冶情搏。也直到那时候,我的人生才开始有了几分乐趣。我选的就是调酒。成为一名调酒师。在我心中,调酒绝对是比修炼更加神圣,也是真正能让我感到快乐的事。或许是在家族中被压抑的太厉害了,到了外面,逆反心理令我的性格有此扭曲。第一次见面,当我听到你们三个才十几岁的孩子不屑于调酒时,你可知道我心中有多么愤怒?如果不是顾及到你们只是孩子,我恐怕直接就会出手了。可是,后来生的一切,却令我充满了极度震撼。那还是我第一次见到一个人能够将调酒这种技艺真正如同艺术般展现。哪怕是弗瑞老大调酒,也是要凭借魔力来增加美酒的特点和味道。但是你不同,你的调酒完全是凭借手法,还有一些我说不清楚的东西,给人以强烈的震撼和视觉冲击。我有幸平常了一小杯你那次调制的酒,那种味道,我终身难忘,恐怕也永远无法达到那样的高度。那次之后,我才明白自己错的有多么离谱,才知道我们竟然有着如此巨大的差距。以至于后来你进入天干学院时,我真的很想拜你为师,和你学习这艺术般的调酒能力。对于那次的事,我再次向你郑重道歉。” Was saying, Ji Yeshang must salute to Ji Dong, the Ji Dong left hand lifts, holds the shoulder of Ji Yeshang, shook the head I to understand your pain to him. Lives in such prominent imperial family, is the only son, you truly withstood the lots. That time matter, I early have forgotten. drink mixing is in itself an art, but is not similar to the art, if you want attainments on drink mixing, please remember, only then can pour into the sentiment completely, pouring into of being outspoken, can realize the drink mixing mystery truly. The liquor is similar to the mood, what the different liquor show is the different mood, the red wine gentle composed, profound n each liquor that strong liquor the mellow fruit of pungent hot tempered brandy brings fragrant has own mood, when you can completely understand when their mood, again oneself mood with they fuse completely, you have became a splendid Bartender necessary condition. The technique can progress through the practice, but realm needs actually comprehends. You need to accompany every day in the side of liquor, feels their mood, can have the true progress, making the good wine that you mix show the unique soul brilliance.” 边说着,姬夜殇就要向姬动行礼,姬动左手抬起,一把抓住姬夜殇的肩膀,向他摇了摇头“我能明白你的痛苦。生在这样显赫的皇家,又是独子,你确实承受了很多东西。那次的事,我早已经忘记了。调酒本身就是一种艺术,而不是如同艺术,如果你真的想要在调酒上有所造诣的话,那么,请你记住,惟有能够将感情完全倾注,毫无保留的倾注,才能真正体会到调酒的奥妙。酒就如同情绪,不同的酒展现出的是不同的情绪,红酒的温柔婉约,烈酒的辛辣暴躁一白兰地的醇厚果香带来的深邃n每一种酒都有属于自己的情绪,当你能够完全理解它们的情绪,再将自己的情绪与它们完全融合时,那么,你就有了成为一名出色调酒师必备的条件。技艺是可以通过练习而进步的,但境界需要的却是领悟。你需要每天都陪伴在酒的身边,去感受它们的情绪,方能有真正的进步,令你调制出的美酒展现出特有的灵魂光彩。” Said drink mixing, eye pupil of Ji Dong unconscious was bright I to teach you these many. This is also in my drink mixing profession summarizes the most essential core, how as to wield, can wield to any degree, looked the mental effort that you pour into has many, perception many.” 调酒,姬动的眼眸不自觉的明亮起来“我能够教给你的就这么多。这也是我调酒生涯中总结出最关键的核心,至于如何挥,能够挥到什么程度,就看你倾注的心力有多少,悟性又多少了。” Ji Yeshang careful listens to the Ji Dong words, in the eye to reveal the thinking and yearned that mood that goes to the principle to sober up, integrates own mood. Ji Dong, if not I knows that your age, perhaps, I think you over fifty-year-old. Perhaps, in drink mixing this aspect you is really a peerless talent, all these that you said that I exhausted the life to achieve can satisfy.” 姬夜殇仔细的听着姬动话,眼中流露着思索和向往“去理解酒的情绪,融入自己的情绪。姬动,如果不是我知道你的年纪,恐怕,我会以为你已经年过半百。或许,在调酒这方面你真的是一位绝世天才吧,你所说的这一切,我穷尽一生能够达到就可以满足了。” Ji Dong said: Since the equal Wang Jia zu life is so arid, is so tasteless, could it be you have not thought can revolt?” 姬动道:“既然平等王家族的生活如此枯燥,如此无味,难道你就没想过要反抗么?” Revolt?” Ji Yeshang is smiling bitterly shaking the head of not, I cannot. When my seven years old, the grandfather teaches me two characters, that is the responsibility. This is my responsibility. The father made the grandfather suffice sadly. How I can such do again. The father is also an only son, received with my same education, but, everyone has the rebellious mentality, I because of studying drink mixing, but eased own mood. But the father did not have me to be so lucky. When some day he cannot withstand, finally cannot bear that huge pressure again, fled from the palace. The grandfather is furious, sending the palace expert to pursue fully edits. But our fathers also similarly is a talent, the person in his too familiar palace, used various forms, finally has been separated from the border successfully, went to Southern Fire Empire. Crossed to live in seclusion, but tranquil life. Before he flees from the palace, mother had me, in some sense, our fathers are an irresponsible man.” “反抗?”姬夜殇苦笑着摇了摇头“不,我不能。在我七岁的时候,爷爷就教给我两个字,那就是责任。这是我的责任。父亲已经令爷爷够伤心的了。我又怎么能再那样做。父亲也是独子,也受到了与我一样的教育,但是,每个人都有反叛心理,我因为学习调酒,而缓解了自己的情绪。但父亲却没有我这么幸运了。当有一天他承受不起的时候,终于再也承受不住那巨大的压力,逃离了王府。爷爷震怒,派遣王府高手全力追辑。但我们的父亲也同样是一位天才,他太熟悉王府中的人了,利用各种形式,终于成功脱离了国境,去了南火帝国。过起了隐居而平静的生活。在他逃离王府之前,母亲就有了我,从某种意义上可以说,我们的父亲是个不负责任的男人。” Father was the equal king Weiyi successor, the grandfather has issued the dead order, by the potential p strength of family, even the influence of entire on empire, finally found five years later lived in seclusion the father. Lives in seclusion in the life, the father married a common people female, at that time according to him, he crossed is very easy and comfortable, is very comfortable, during that time, was in his life the most joyful time. Will say according to palace, they saw the look that female is not beautiful, compared with my mother, simply is the different, but is a very ordinary common people female. However, with her in the same place, on the father face actually wrote slowly the happiness. How whatever the family/home will persuade, the father also insists on not being willing to follow them to return to the family. As a result of grandfather's death order, but, the family/home can only begin, attempts by the military force suppression father, comes back his belt forcefully. Although the father the strength is powerful, but is also out of control to have that many people to besiege. When his coal coal may danger, that common people female keep off before him suddenly, blocked for him had not killed a sword of intent, died, in the father has cherished.” “父亲是平等王唯一的继承人,爷爷下了死命令,凭借家族的势p力,甚至整个中上帝国的势力,终于在五年后找到了隐居中的父亲。隐居生活中,父亲娶了一位平民女子,据他自己说,当时他过的很安逸,很舒服,那段时间,是他一生中最快乐的时候。根据王府家将们说,他们看到那位女子的相貌并不美,和我的母亲相比,简直是天差地远,只不过是一个很普通的平民女子而已。但是,和她在一起,父亲脸上却写慢了幸福。任由家将们如何劝说,父亲也执意不肯跟随他们返回家族。由于爷爷的死命令,无奈之下,家将们只能动手,试图以武力压制父亲,将他强行带回来。父亲虽然实力强悍,但也禁不住有那么多人围攻。就在他炭炭可危的时候,那名平民女子突然挡在他面前,替他挡住了本来并没有杀意的一剑,死在了父亲怀中。” Family/Home will say, female in dying, on the face is having the light smile throughout, is very indifferent to fame or gain, fear that had not died slightly. But the father has actually been shocked, he looks at that female, in own cherishes slowly softly but actually, his look suddenly tranquil. “家将们说,那女子在死的时候,脸上始终带着淡淡的微笑,很恬淡,丝毫没有死亡的恐惧。而父亲却惊呆了,他看着那女子在自己怀中缓缓软倒,他的神色突然平静了下来。 The opposite parties will say, I go back with you, but, please wait for my two minutes. At the same time was saying, he hugged that female the stiff body to ship back the room gradually. The family/home will see that the father beloved female died, does not dare to compel him, can only static waiting outside the room. However, crossed for a long time, did not have a sound throughout. When they thought when is not wonderful crashes in room, sees, actually only then two corpses. ” 对家将们说,我跟你们回去,但是,请你们等我两分钟。一边说着,他抱着那女子已经渐渐僵硬的身体运回了房间。家将们眼看着父亲心爱的女子死去,也不敢过于逼他,只能在屋子外面静静的等候。但是,过了许久,却始终没有一点动静。当他们觉得不妙冲进屋子时,看到的,却只有两具尸体。” Arrives here, Ji Yeshang has choked with sobs, you should guess correctly, the female is your mother. That handle stabs to put on the sword of your mother chest, pierced father's chest similarly, the father closely is hugging her, until the moment of burying, their bodies does not have the moment to separate. Father in dying, the look on face is gentle. ” 到这里,姬夜殇已是泣不成声,你应该猜到了,那女子就是你的母亲。那柄剌穿你母亲胸膛的剑,也同样刺穿了父亲的胸膛,父亲紧紧的搂着她,直到下葬的一刻,他们的身体也没有片刻分离。父亲在死的时候,脸上的神色只有温柔。” Silent, during Ji Dong and Ji Yeshang fell into were silent, when did not know, on the Ji Dong face had also been covered by the tears, mutteredperhaps, regarding your mother, he was not a man of head. However, he is one has the courage man. With own liked dying together, perhaps, home to return to that this was he early thought. One 沉默,姬动姬夜殇都陷入了沉默之中,不知道什么时候,姬动脸上也已经被泪水所覆盖,喃喃的道“或许,对于你母亲来说,他并不是一个负责人的男人。但是,他却是一个有勇气的男人。与自己的真爱死在一起,或许,这是他早已经想到的归宿。一 Before Ji Yeshang gently nodded father at the point of death, has left behind several blood characters on the bed. Is dies, will not make my child the cageling again. The magic beast partner broken lizard dragon that the father received the heavy losses disappeared. Now wants to come, certainly was father makes it lead you to leave there. Has not thought that you inherit is actually not defending of father magic power, but is your mother's balanced Yin-Yang fire attribute. The family/home will try hard to look for your whereabouts, but, nobody knows that your long anything appearance, they found finally, only then broken the corpse of lizard dragon. Until yellow Liming attains the jade sign that on your neck hangs, when is symbolizing a jade sign of my equal king clan, we know, you actually really exist, moreover living.” 姬夜殇轻轻的点了点头“父亲临死前在床上留下了几个血字。就,算是死,也绝不会再让我的孩子成为笼中之鸟。父亲已经受到重创的魔兽伙伴破地蜥龙消失了。现在想来,一定是父亲让它带着你离开了那里。没想到,你继承的却并不是父亲的戍上魔力,而是你母亲的阴阳平衡火属性。家将们努力寻找你的下落,但是,没有人知道你长什么样子,他们最后找到的,就只有破地蜥龙的尸体而已。直到黄黎命拿到你脖子上挂的玉牌,象征着我平等王一族的玉牌时,我们才知道,你竟然真的存在,而且还活着。” Stopped, Ji Yeshang has stood in front of Ji Dong, both hands held his shoulder, „ Ji Dong, said these many, I only want to tell you a matter. Your father, mother, has never discarded you, they before, feared that at the point of death you fall into palace that prisoner's cage life to make you depart. The father really gets rid, should be I am right. You can tell me, is this who is actually wrong to whom? Some grandfather choices of? For a glory of equal king clan, as the juniors who inherits only, has other choices really? Perhaps, you will hate the grandfather because of father's matter, but, we as the children, what qualifications account also there is to hate the elder? The performance of tragedy, not necessarily really some people make mistakes. What the father pursues is free, what grandfather pursues is the family glory. Who is wrong to who? 停顿了一下,姬夜殇站到姬动面前,双手抓住他的肩膀,“姬动,说了这么多,我只想告诉你一件事。你的父亲,母亲,从未舍弃过你,他们是在临死之前,怕你陷入王府那囚笼般的生活而让你离去。父亲真正抛弃的,应该是我才对。你能告诉我,这究竟是谁对谁错么?爷爷有的选择么?为了平等王一族的荣耀,作为唯一继承的子弟,真的有其他选择?或许,你会因为父亲的事而恨爷爷,但是,我们身为子女,又有什么资格帐恨长辈呢?悲剧的上演,不一定就真的有人犯错。父亲追求的是自由,爷爷追求的是家族荣耀。孰对孰错?
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