WPSD :: Volume #5 这些年，辛苦你了

#380: Does not give up

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( Words expressing feelings make up, free chapter) (感言补的,免费章) Qingming period rain in abundance. 清明时节雨纷纷。 Qingming Festival the school has a vacation, is the day of sweeping the graves. 清明节学校放假,也是扫墓的日子。 Although there are to sweep the graves does not have the female custom, but Qin Guanglin has not cared, hasn't the own wife, been able to bring to the father has a look? 虽然有扫墓不带女性的习俗,但秦广林一点也没在意,自己的媳妇,还不能带来给老爸看看了？ Opens vehicle-borne the whole family to arrive at Beishan Mountains Cemetery, has not only brought the point to eat as usual, He Fang selected several bunches of flower in the side flower shop, follows to turn right behind Qin Guanglin turn left, before arriving at that remote grave, cleans up the surrounding deadwood fallen leaf, then burns incense. 开车载着一家人来到北山公墓,没像往常一样只带点吃的,何妨在旁边花店挑了几束花,跟在秦广林后面左转右转,来到那个偏僻的墓前,清理一下周围的枯枝落叶,然后上香。 „Father, I came to see you.” “爸,我又来看您了。” Qin Guanglin watches the picture on tombstone, somewhat is quite sigh with emotion. 秦广林看着墓碑上的照片,颇有些感慨。 „In a flash, my was almost old with you,......, must the course, does not know that at that time you look I who tiny tot am and my present mood am similar.” “一晃眼,我年龄都和您差不多大了,啧……唉,必经的历程啊,不知道那时候你看着小不点的我是不是和我现在的心情差不多。” „Your granddaughter is four years old, will run will jump, healthy, good, anything does not need to miss, my wife had, the daughter also had, was complete, waited for two years to evade again that matter, truly greatly was complete, must bless me......” “你孙女四岁了,会跑会跳,健健康康的,挺好,什么也不用挂念,我媳妇有了,女儿也有了,算是圆满了,再等两年把那事避过去,就真正大圆满了,得保佑我啊……” Opening an umbrella He Fang poked his gently, what thing spoke irresponsibly. 撑着伞的何妨轻轻戳了他一下,什么玩意都乱说。 „My wife, He Fang, is predestined friends the thousand li (500 km) to meet, marrying her is also our Qin generations blesses, my mother may like her...... I also liking very much, haha, the custom of previous time burning the house that lives to you not, this time gave you to bring a car(riage), Maybach, is much better compared with that broken car(riage) that I drove......” “我媳妇,何妨,有缘千里来相会,娶到她也是我们老秦家列祖列宗保佑,我妈可喜欢她了……我也很喜欢,哈哈,上次给你烧的房子住的习惯不,这次给你带了辆车,迈巴赫,比我开的那破车好多了……” Light rain in broken bits does not affect the flaming fireworks in brazier, the flame jumps, reflects on the Qin Guanglin face the light shadow to interlock, he is talking over the recent matter in a low voice, since the father, clear father is not easy. 细碎的小雨丝毫不影响火盆里的熊熊焰火,火苗一跳一跳的,映得秦广林脸上光影交错,他低声念叨着近来的事,自从当了父亲以后,才明白父亲的不容易。 „Father, I do not want to be the same with you, I want to look at Anya to grow up, visit her to get married, looks that she grows step by step, accompanies she experiences me to experience these......” “爸,我不想和你一样,我想看着安雅长大,看着她嫁人,看着她一步一步成长,陪她经历我经历过的这些……” The time that as He Fang said approaches, his heart raises inexplicably the sense of alarm. 随着何妨说的时间临近,他心底莫名升起一点恐慌感。 So long as the small accident/surprise, these have had, having, with has not experienced, regardless of laughed heartily sadly, did not see entirely. 只要一点小小的意外,那些拥有过的,正在拥有的,和未曾经历过的,无论欢笑还是悲伤,都统统不见。 Without really did not have. 没了就是真的没了。 He did not fear that too leaves early, only feared that remaining He Fang are alone with the daughter two people. 他不怕太早离开,只怕剩下何妨跟女儿两个人孤零零的。 ...... …… Chen Rui also in Beishan Mountains Cemetery. 陈瑞也在北山公墓。 But in another corner, is opening an umbrella, before bending the waist puts the tombstone , the serissa fetida on hand. 只不过在另一角落,撑着伞,弯腰把手上的满天星放到墓碑前。 On the tablet is a dimple such as the flower girl, a simple and beautiful oval face, eyebrow corner/horn curved, the picture some discolorations, have seemed like some years. 碑上是一个笑靥如花的女孩,清丽的一张瓜子脸,眉角弯弯,照片已有些褪色,看上去有些年头。 Looks at each other with her long time, on the Chen Rui face exudes a gentle happy expression, the rub-down bath sits one side, has not paid attention by the drizzle moist thick patch of grass, builds the hand on the knee, looks at the sky to purse the lips. 与她对视良久,陈瑞脸上泛起一丝柔和的笑意,抹身坐到一旁,没有理会被细雨润湿的草丛,把手搭在膝盖上,望着天空抿了抿嘴。 „I took 40 years old.” He sighed, „you were 29-year- old appearance.” “我要四十岁了。”他叹口气,“你还是29岁的样子。” „You must call my uncle.” “你得叫我大叔了。” Raindrop in broken bits hits in the umbrella cover, after the accumulation were many, then drips to drop slowly to the edge following the curve. 细碎的雨珠打在伞面上,积累多了以后,便顺着弧度慢慢淌到边缘滴落下来。 The years about 40 Chen Rui temples have appeared wipe the elderly person, sits one side of the tombstone, the makings and past of showing were full of the working zeal the appearance to be different, had a lethargic feeling. 年近四十的陈瑞鬓角已经出现一抹斑白,坐在墓碑一侧,展现出来的气质与往日充满干劲的样子不同,有了一股暮气沉沉的感觉。 He the lower back, made an effort to put out the one breath, is sideways to take the finger to trace the picture on tablet. 他挺了挺腰背,用力吐出一口气,侧身拿手指摸摸碑上的照片。 „To work truly, really difficult...... you to be lucky, has not seen the industry the dark side.” “想要真正做事,是真的难啊……你是幸运的,没有见到行业的阴暗面。” „Beforehand your I, was too naive.” “以前的你我,都太天真了。” „I think Sun Wen that matter after past, we will soar...... truly, the prospect is very broad, I and Qin Guanglin...... that time have raised with you, our two in several years, have made decent the company, moreover develops continuously in the acceleration, the speed that during that time, the company developed made me somewhat fear, made an effort to press the footsteps to stabilize slowly.” “我以为孙文那事挺过去以后,我们会一飞冲天……确实,前景是非常广阔,我和秦广林……就那次跟你提过的,我们两个在短短几年,就已经把公司做得有模有样,而且发展一直都是在加速的,那段时间,公司发展的速度让我都有些怕,使劲压慢了脚步才稳定下来。” „But thinks now, is actually quick, are not related, without being in a degree, all right.” “但现在想想,其实快不快,都没关系,只要没到一个程度,都没事。” Chen Rui smiles, has the feeling, „the present understands, to be honest was a little late, initially on this/should dark savings strength quietly, should not that high-profile-, although the association/will paid attention, at least had the setup time, was insufficient to be pressed hitting by others, almost squeezed out this industry.” 陈瑞笑了笑,带着感慨,“现在明白过来,说实话是有点晚了,当初就该暗悄悄的积蓄力量,不该那么高调的-虽然总会被注意到,起码有个准备时间,不至于被人家压着打,差点挤出这个行业。” „Market like the battlefield, I was understands now, not only the channel did not have, our people have also been dug, the search was ranked is suppressed, even the website...... had been made the high-quality goods by black several times attentively, was really not an easy matter.” “商场如战场,我现在算是明白了,不仅渠道没有,我们的人也一直被挖,搜索排行被打压,连网站都被黑过几次……用心做精品,真不是一件容易事。” „Is good because of having one group of partners......” “不过好在有一群伙伴……” The picture on tablet calmly listens to him to talk over, the rainfall intensity greatly suddenly is suddenly small, Chen Rui has not moved, sits there, the pants are wet, he takes the cell phone, puts on the pocket, relies on supports high the umbrella one side of the tombstone, hides with the tablet under the small umbrella cover. 碑上的照片静静听着他念叨,雨势忽大忽小,陈瑞没有动弹,就坐在那里,裤子湿漉漉的,他只是把手机拿出来,放到上衣兜里,倚在墓碑一侧把伞撑高,和碑一起躲在小小的伞面下。 „I really envy that boy , envies specially.” Chen Rui looks at the curtain of rain to shake the head, „oh...... envies pitifully also uselessly.” “我真羡慕那小子,真的,特别羡慕。”陈瑞望着雨幕摇头,“唉……可惜羡慕也没什么用。” „Likes one to worry, I completely understood early, the blessing was good, actually does not need to bless, blessing same, what accident/surprise people like him cannot want, can be happy absolutely, why do you know?” “一家欢喜一家愁,我早看透了,祝福就好了,其实也不用祝福,祝不祝福都一样,他那样的人只要不出什么意外,绝对是能和和美美的,你知道为什么吗？” He asked that replied in the waiting probably, except for lightly other noise of the rain not responses. 他笑问,顿了顿,像是在等待回答,除了淅淅沥沥的雨声并没有其他回应。 „Guesses that you do not know, he leaves job we eat meal together, but also drinks...... the beer, will not drink many, I also want to detain, course, resignation has minimal impact, working overtime are so few, occasionally needs to work overtime he can also bring back to the home to do, does not need to consume in the company, takes the company of director is not good?” “猜你也不知道,他离职的时候我们一起吃了顿饭,还喝了点酒……啤酒,不会喝多,我本来还想挽留一下,本来就是,辞不辞职影响不大,加班那么少,偶尔需要加班的时候他也可以带回家去做,不用耗在公司,多拿份总监的公司不好吗？” „I asked that you know how he replied?...... He said, he remembered the own original intention, original intention of money-making- makes so much money, crosses for the wife and kid well, to be happy to the family member, making the wife happy, the resignation is also the similar goal.” “我是这么问的,你知道他怎么回答的吗？……他说,他想起了自己的初衷,赚钱的初衷-赚那么多钱,就是为了老婆孩子过得好,为了给家人幸福,让老婆开心,辞职也是同样的目的。” Chen Rui deeply sighed, wiped the raindrop that on the tombstone splashed with the sleeve. 陈瑞深深叹了口气,拿袖子抹抹墓碑上溅到的雨滴。 „I think you very much.” “我很想你。” „I can also give up the company, goes home to accompany you.” “我也能放弃公司,回家陪你。” „Really envies......” “真羡慕啊……” The sound is small gradually, he relies on by the tablet, the eye looks at the expansive sky, on the face brings desolately. 声音渐小,他把头倚在碑旁,眼望长空,脸上带着落寞。 For a long time , the rainfall intensity is small gradually, he supports the body to stand with effort, the under foot slid to stagger, holds the tablet to come to a stop, revealed toward the picture wipes to smile, „didn't give up me?” 许久后,雨势渐小,他费力的撑着身子站起来,脚下滑了一个踉跄,扶着碑站稳,朝照片露出一抹笑,“舍不得我啊？” „Next time will come to see you again.” “下次再来看你。” „Wife.” “老婆。”
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