WTNRAS :: Volume #9

#827: Lives is, dies is also


Seiji has not died. 晴司没有死。 split second he thinks a moment ago oneself was really dying, then discovered why maintained life skill not to trigger. 刚才一瞬间他以为自己真的要死了,然后才发现为什么保命技能没有触发。 In the great claws that because drop staggers the slit, happen to avoided him! 因为落下的巨爪之间错开缝隙,正好避开了他! Mitsutaro......” “光太郎……” Seiji does not think that this is a mistake. 晴司不认为这是个失误。 Is impossible to have this mistake. 不可能有这种失误。 Then the answer only has one 那么答案只有一个 Why doesn't kill me?” He to selling the coal person asked. “为什么不杀我?”他向卖炭人问道。 Mitsutaro was still one hated the facial expression, the facial features twists, killing qi was steaming, but eyes flowed off the blood red tears. 光太郎仍然是一副憎恶神情,面容扭曲,杀气腾腾,但眼睛流下了血红的泪水。 Then he grasps oneself head, once again roared...... not, cried! The back ghost hysterical/frenzy waves. 然后他抱住自己的头,又一次咆哮……不,大哭起来!背后鬼影狂乱舞动。 Seiji can only calmly watches. 晴司只能静静地看着 The great claw all changes to the mist to dissipate. 巨爪全都化作雾气消散。 The peripheral fog is even more rich, pays respects hall cannot even see gradually...... not, is pays respects hall also gradually changes to the mist! 周边的雾越发浓郁,渐渐连拜殿都看不见……不,是拜殿也逐渐化作雾气! The world is collapsing. 世界在崩溃。 Except for here person and ghost, probably already no other otherness. 除了在此处的人与鬼,好像已经别无他物。 Seiji notices, should Monarch in palace protect also disappears. 晴司注意到,本该在殿中的君护也不见了。 Dissipated, is...... 是消散了,还是…… In any event, all have arrived at the last act. 无论如何,一切已到尾声。 He walks toward the selling coal person who incomparably wailed painfully. 他朝着无比痛苦地号哭的卖炭人走去。 Mitsutaro......” was shouting the name of opposite party, close, launches both hands, its grasps slowly. “光太郎……”喊着对方的名字,靠近过去,展开双手,缓缓地将其抱住。 Harano...... why......” Mitsutaro has not resisted, but cries to send out the interrogation, why...... can like this......” 原野……为什么……”光太郎没有抗拒,而是哭着发出质问,“为什么……会这样呢……” Why will mother and younger brother die? 为什么母亲和弟弟会死? Why will younger sister become the ghost? 为什么妹妹会变成鬼? Why...... can kill people? 为什么……必须杀人呢? He is not clear. 他不明白。 Although thought that person has not deceived itself, but he is not clear. 虽然觉得那人没有骗自己,但他还是不明白。 Harano...... does not seem like the malicious ghost!! 原野……根本不像是恶鬼啊!! If such Harano is a malicious ghost, what I am? 如果这样的原野是恶鬼,那我又是什么呢? What is a ghost? What is a person? Why will the person become the ghost? Why will the ghost look like the person? 什么是鬼?什么是人?为什么人会变成鬼?为什么鬼会这么像人? Not clear...... 不明白…… Mitsutaro wants to protect younger sister, saves younger sister, is...... 光太郎想要保护妹妹,拯救妹妹,可是…… Cannot start to kill people!!! 下不了手杀人啊!!! Is unfair to......” Seiji only to reply, really...... sorry very much......” “对不起……”晴司只能这么回答,“真的……很对不起……” Ahhhhh on the Mitsutaro face the tears of blood gush out, bursting into tears over the face. “哇哇哇哇啊啊啊啊啊”光太郎脸上血泪涌出,流泪满面。 At this moment his appearance seems like the ghost, but Seiji thought that nothing is more like humanity compared with him. 此刻他的样子很像是鬼,但晴司觉得没有什么比他更像是人类 Sorry, without the means saves you. 对不起,没有办法救你。 If there is means that I will certainly do, is no...... 如果有办法,我一定会做,可是没有…… Therefore, only then sorry. 所以,只有对不起。 Sorry...... 对不起…… Sorry...... 对不起啊…… Extremely was sorry that......” Seiji also bursts into tears, mutters. “非常抱歉……”晴司也流下泪来,喃喃道。 It is not everyone can save. 不是所有人都能够拯救。 Is impossible everyone to be saved. 不可能所有人都能够得救。 This was already already the truth that understood. 这是早就已经明白的道理。 The bitterness and astringency of but each time facing, will not reduce tiny bit. 但每次面临的苦涩,不会减少一丝一毫。 Even if there is load ability, still would the matter of being able to achieve. 即使有读档能力,也总会有做不到的事。 Even if there are compared with a load stronger strength, should still certainly bump into the matter that has no alternative. 即使有比读档更强的力量,也一定会碰上更无可奈何的事。 But he can do, what minimal is 而他所能做的,最低限度的是 I will remember you.” “我会记住你。” Mitsutaro...... I will remember for a lifetime this name.” “光太郎……我一辈子都会记住这个名字。” Remembering you are the good selling coal person.” “记住你是个善良的卖炭人。” Will not forget you......, until I died.” “绝不会忘记你……直至我死去。” That is all. 仅此而已。 Really is......, only then this. 真的就是……只有这样而已。 Harano......” 原野……” Mitsutaro has not felt the comfort. 光太郎没有感到安慰。 Impossible comfort. 不可能得到安慰。 However...... perhaps little, felt warm feeling of faint trace. 但是……或许只有一点点,感受到了一丝丝的暖意。 Does not want dead, but also wants to rescue younger sister, does not want to elapse completely like this, regarding result that there is no alternative, very pain! 不想死,还想要救助妹妹,完全不想这样逝去,对于这无可奈何的结局,非常非常地痛苦! But...... can only words like this. 可是……只能这样的话。 Only can leave this world like this words. 只能这样离开此世的话。 Can have a person to remember itself, was...... had lived the proof. 能有一个人一直记住自己,也算是……曾经活过的证明了吧。 I...... do not think that dead Ahhh Mitsutaro also grasps the opposite party, bawls loudly. “我……不想死啊啊啊”光太郎也抱住对方,大声哭叫。 Un.” Seiji should say. “嗯。”晴司应道。 I do not think that younger sister dies...... wish to make her change the person...... to go on living well......” “我也不想妹妹死……想要让她变回人……好好地活下去啊……” Un.” “嗯。” Mother...... younger brother...... their anything has not made the mistake...... damn goes......” “妈妈……弟弟……他们也什么都没做错……不该死去的啊……” Un.” “嗯。” That person said that must kill you......, but I really cannot kill people......” “那个人说要杀了你……但我实在杀不了人啊……” Un.” “嗯。” You is a very good person. 你是个很善良的人。 Even became the ghost, was still the person. 即使变成了鬼,也仍然是人。 Mitsutaro...... lives is, dies is also. 光太郎……生而为人,死也为人。 Seiji is hugging the opposite party, is listening to the last words of opposite party, remembers each intravenous drip. 晴司拥抱着对方,听着对方的遗言,记住每一点滴。 Finally, sold the voice of coal person weakly. 最终,卖炭人的声音弱了下去。 ...... …… Monarch protect open eyes slowly. 君护缓缓睁开眼睛 He felt that own some are not right. 他感觉自己有些不对劲。 No, is not some, is not very right. 不,不是有些,是很不对劲。 The feeling of body was different from before completely! 身体的感觉跟以前完全不同了! Does not know how should describe, words that insisted on speaking......, if compared with the snow the beforehand body, that present body looks like the water. 不知道该怎么形容,硬要说的话……如果把以前的身体比作雪,那现在的身体就像是水。 Precipitates, is more substantive, has the different strengths. 更加沉淀,更加实质,有着不同的力量。 The only flaw is the left hand. 唯一的缺陷是左手。 The left hand does not have the feeling...... this body not to have the left hand. 左手没有感觉……这身体没有左手。 Then he understood, oneself body had anything. 然后他明白了,自己身上发生了什么。 Specifically, was made anything. 准确地说,是自己被做了什么。 Master...... why?” He asks to present Chinese dress beauty. 主人……为什么?”他向眼前的华服美人问道。 Black long hair female watches his face, in the surface exudes the gentle smiling face. 黑长发女子看着他的脸,面上泛起温柔的笑容。 You have called me Master.” “你一直叫我主人。” But I not you, when the servant...... never has.” “但我没有把你当仆人……从来没有。” You are, as existence that I who I accomplish continue, is my...... the son.” “你是我所造就的,身为我延续的存在,也就是我的……儿子。” In the crucial moment, mother makes the son go on living, is the natural matter.” “在生死关头,母亲让儿子活下去,是理所当然的事吧。” Monarch protect a face to be shocked. 君护一脸震惊。 He has not thought, Master regards unexpectedly his. 他没想到,主人竟然是这么看待他的。 He thinks that oneself is only a servant, replaces Master to kill the ghost tool. 他以为自己只是个仆人,一个代替主人杀鬼的工具。 This has been OK, does not need other...... he never to expect other. 这样就已经可以了,不需要其他……他从未奢望其他。 She needs him to make anything, he will make anything, even suffers to death. 她需要他做什么,他就会做什么,即使是受死。 Lives because of her, dies for her, this is his destiny. 因她而生,为她而死,这就是他的命运。 Monarch protect have never repelled such destiny, but also thought that this is a happiness, does not know compared with anything, but live living others, have he of such destiny and mission, incomparably lucky. 君护从未排斥过这样的命运,还觉得这是一种幸福,比起什么都不知道,只是活着而活着的其他人,有如此命运和使命的他,无比地幸运。 However Master actually...... 然而主人却…… „...... I do not need to go on living, Master wants......” “不……我不需要活下去,主人才要……” I have lived.” Chinese dress beauty said. “我已经活过了。”华服美人说道。 At the present that this small Heaven and Earth collapses, I thought.” “在这个小天地崩溃的现在,我想起来了。” Once...... I of true person, in the entire life that in the real world experienced.” “曾经作为人……真正的人的我,在真实的世界里所经历的整个人生。” Although that world compared with on here big many many time, but to here is also the same, has to have no alternative the matter.” “虽然那个世界比这里大上很多很多倍,但是也跟这里一样,有着无可奈何之事。” Destiny that the matter that unchangeable family background, has to handle, being able to escape Prisoner's Cage, must to obey eventually......” “不能改变的出身,不得不做的事情,逃不开的囚笼,终究得要顺从的命运……” I have lived, has realized, in pain and anger, sad, hatred, helpless died.” “我活过,体会过,在痛苦、愤怒、悲伤、憎恨、无奈中死去。” I do not need to realize again.” “我不需要再去体会一遍。” Compared in that so-called real world, in the day in this side false small Heaven and Earth spending, is tranquiler and happy.” “比起在那所谓真实的世界,在这一方虚假的小天地里度过的日子,更加平静和幸福。” Therefore already enough.” “所以已经够了。” I will die here again, but you...... have not lived truly you, replace me to have a look at that world.” “我会在这里再一次死去,而你……还未曾真正活过的你,就代替我去看看那个世界吧。” Perhaps it had improved, perhaps becomes worse.” “也许它已经变好了,也许变得更坏。” You will die in the future, sees my time, tells me.” “等你未来死掉,来见到我的时候,就跟我说一说。” Master......” Monarch protects to stare big eyes, because he noticed that the opposite party is changing to the mist little! 主人……”君护瞪大眼睛,因为他看到对方正在一点点地化作雾气! Bye, my child.” The females smile to say goodbye, „the true world is living well......, although will be very possibly difficult, but lives as far as possible joyful and happy.” “再见,我的孩子。”女子微笑道别,“在真正的世界好好地活……虽然可能会很艰难,但尽可能地活得快乐和幸福吧。” Not...... not! Master, I do not want!! Please take away this body quickly!!!” Monarch protect to hold the female, but the latter dissipates in the fog, the speed also sped up. “不……不!主人,我不要!!请快把这个身体拿去!!!”君护抓住女子,可后者还是在化雾消逝,速度还加快了。 Finally, told the sentence truth to you, this body I cannot have a liking, first he male, second he lacked a hand, third he perhaps was......” female, considered as finished, does not need to say this to you.” “最后,跟你说句实话,这个身体我看不上,第一他是男的,第二他缺了一只手,第三他恐怕是……”女子顿了顿,“算了,没必要跟你说这个。” Goes on living strongly, monarch protect.” “坚强地活下去,君护。” Not Master Ahhhhh “不主人啊啊啊啊啊啊” Samurai sends out had never had the pain to yell by the strange body. 武士以陌生的身体发出了从未有过的痛苦喊叫。
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