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#100: Fear

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„I...” Arched grabs the hand of quilt to be getting more and more tight, the body of lowering the head shivers slightly: „I was a little afraid.” “我...”穹抓着被子的手越来越紧,低着头的身躯微微颤抖:“我只是有点害怕了。” „What is afraid?” Qingmu Division wrinkled the brow, putting out a hand that loves dearly, held she small cheeks, the feel of feeling ice-cold has one softly glutinous. “害怕什么？”青木司皱紧了眉头,心疼的伸手,捧住了她小小的脸颊,感受到的手感冰冷中带着一丝软糯。 „Division...” The arched head even more lowered: „I, I relied on the division more and more.” “司...”穹的头越发的低了下去:“我,我越来越依赖司了。” „I am afraid... each time the division not at home, the division is injured each time, I am afraid very much, unusual fear.” Arched eye socket gradually red: „Fear division can injure is very serious, the fear division will leave me ....” “我害怕...每次司不在家的时候,每次司受伤的时候,我都很害怕,非常害怕。”穹的眼眶渐渐红了起来:“害怕司会伤的很严重,害怕司会离开我....” The fear, some day I die suddenly at home, but division actually anything does not know that...... arched is sobbing , to continue to complain tearfully. 害怕,有一天我忽然死在家里,而司却什么都不知道......穹哽咽着,继续哭诉。 „Because of being afraid, therefore the heart will be very sore.” “因为害怕,所以心脏会很疼。” „Because the heart will be very sore, is afraid itself to meet...” The arched teardrops fall following the finger of Qingmu Division, drop, in oneself closely grab in the hand of quilt, the tone shivers to despair: „Is afraid itself to meet... dies.” “因为心脏会很疼,就害怕自己会...”穹的泪珠顺着青木司的手指滑落,滴落在自己紧紧抓着被子的手上,语气颤抖而绝望:“害怕自己会...死。” „I do not want dead...” “我不想死...” „I do not want dead..., but, but I ....” “我不想死...但是,但是我....” „Without the means as before, anything did not care, anything does not care.” Arched raised the head, looks at the eyes of Qingmu Division, the look is small and weak: „Should present I, how do? Division?” “又没有办法像以前一样,什么也不关心,也就什么都不在乎了。”穹抬起头,看着青木司的双眼,眼神弱小无助:“现在的我,该怎么做？司？” I do not think, lets the division because of me, but sad sad. What to do should I? Division? 我更不想,让司因为我而伤心难过。我该怎么办？司？ The arched finger, gripping of effort tightened the lower hem corner of Qingmu Division. 穹的手指,用力的攥紧了青木司的衣角。 Qingmu Division puts out a hand, holds she small head in the bosom, closely closes the eyes that oneself also some blush slightly: „Arched ....” 青木司伸出手,把她小小的脑袋抱在怀里,紧紧的闭上自己也有些微微发红的双眼:“穹....” „What to do should I? This obviously is the mistake of division, was the division said obviously casually must protect me, made me be worried every day. Therefore I, I except for this, but how can also!” Arched is sobbing, is stroking the chest of Qingmu Division: „Except for like before, finding the way to return to beforehand such by oneself, how can I also?” “我该怎么办啊？这明明是司的错,明明是司随便就说要保护我,却让我每天担心。所以我,我除了这样,还能怎么样啊！”穹抽泣着,击打着青木司的胸膛:“除了像之前那样,想办法让自己回到以前那样,我还能怎么样啊？” „Why must look for me, but must care about me, obviously...” Arched raised the head, looks at the face of Qingmu Division: „... Your anything cannot achieve obviously, only meets the mouthful boast, why I ....” “为什么还要来找我,还要关心我,明明...”穹抬起头,看着青木司的脸:“明明...你什么都做不到,只会满嘴大话,为什么我还是....” Arched has not spoken the following words, but lowers the head, exuded vigorously the depressing weeping sound. 穹没有说完后面的话,只是又低下了头,发出了极力压抑的哭声。 Moreover my anything could not have achieved, makes you dislike me unable to achieve continually. The arched innermost feelings are very dehumanizing, cannot achieve pours out own aspiration. 而且我还也什么都做不到,连让你讨厌我都做不到。穹的内心无比凄苦,却怎么也不做不到真实的倾诉自己的心声。 „Arched.” Qingmu Division makes an effort holds her face, making her look at itself: „Do you like to believe me?” “穹。”青木司用力的捧着她的脸,让她看着自己:“你愿意相信我吗？” „Wha... what?” Arched chokes with sobs, the look dodges. “什...什么？”穹泣不成声,眼神闪躲。 Qingmu Division is reorganizing her before one's eyes disorderly silver long hair, after arriving at her ear: „I will cure you.” 青木司整理着她眉前凌乱的银色长发,顺到她的耳后:“我会治好你。” „Will let you one day, can run like others, goes to school like others, like others normal, happy.” Qingmu Division said earnestly: „Believes me?” “会让你有一天,可以像别人一样奔跑,像别人一样去上学,像别人一样正常,幸福。”青木司认真道:“相信我吗？” „This matter... this matter is how possible.” Arched although is saying, why actually does not know, has believed 90%. “这种事情...这种事情怎么可能。”穹虽然这么说着,却不知道为什么,已经信了90%。 Qingmu Division is smiling, withstand/top the forehead on her forehead, the nose almost pasted in one, frightened arched body incomparably stiff staying in same place. 青木司微笑着,将额头顶在她的额头上,鼻子都几乎贴在了一起,吓得穹身体无比僵硬的呆在了原地。 But Qingmu Division is only the head is arriving at the head, closed the eye slightly, the tone is gentle: „Believes me, one year! Within one year!” 但青木司只是脑袋抵着脑袋,微微闭上了眼,语气温柔:“相信我,一年！一年之内！” „Certainly will make you good. Arched can not have the faith of burden I, I will not disappoint the arched trust absolutely. Perhaps present I have not let the arched happy ability, but I try certainly hard desperately, the desperate effort, till enabling arched to be able not to have the burden is living. Your fear, I knew. Your anxiety, I also knew. I will care them, responded to your intention diligently. Believes me, arched.” “一定会让你好起来。穹可以没有负担的信赖我,我也绝对不会辜负穹的信任的。现在的我也许还没有让穹幸福的能力,但是我一定拼命地努力,拼命的努力,直到让穹可以没有负担的活着为止。你的害怕,我知道了。你的不安,我也知道了。我会把它们都放在心上,努力的回应你的心意。相信我,穹。” Arched closed the eye anxiously, the forehead place felt, warm that Qingmu Division transmitted, making her body just like turning into the wood/blockhead, a warm heat flow like charging is hovering on the body, she actually really thought that felt at ease, in the heart bang bang jumped, intensity that extremely because even beat, but somewhat pained. But this time she, has not actually felt any to fear intent, only then feels at ease with .... Palpitation. 穹紧张的闭紧了眼睛,额头处感受到的,青木司传来的温热,让她身体宛如变成了木头,一股暖暖的热流就像过电似的在身上游动着,她竟然真的觉得心安了许多,心中砰砰直跳,甚至因为跳动的太过激烈,而有些隐隐作痛。可这时的她,却没有感受到任何惧意,只有心安与....悸动。 Is... is... wants Kiss? I, I, I have not been ready!? I want, can avoid?... Aren't we brother and sister? But probably we do not have the blood relationship, should this be all right? But, is... 是...是...是要Kiss吗？我,我,我还没做好准备啊！？我要,要避开吗？还是...我们不是兄妹吗？但好像我们没有血缘关系,这样应该没事吧？可是,可是... Arched becomes a brain blank, even/including Qingmusi said anything could not record. 穹变得大脑一片空白,连青木司说了什么也记不起来了。 But when she is unconscious lifts the chin slightly, Qingmu Division has actually moved out of the way the head, rubbed her head with a smile: „, Relieved?” 而就在她不自觉得微微抬起下巴时,青木司却已经挪开了头,笑着揉了揉她的脑袋:“呐,安心了吗？” Arched moves out of the way the face that becomes flushed, because oneself were unconscious a moment ago simply ashamed the action must cry aloud, quickly shoves open Qingmu Division, frightened hits on the seat back cushion of bed, sent out a pain to shout: „.... Stupid, stupid, fool!” 穹挪开涨红的脸,因为自己刚才不自觉得举动简直羞耻的要哭出声来,急忙推开青木司,吓得撞在了床铺的靠背上,发出一声痛呼:“啊....笨,笨,笨蛋！” „Goes out!” “出去！” Looks appearance that arched has a fit of bad temper suddenly, ignorant a Qingmu Division face compels pushed sat on the floor. 看着穹忽然炸毛的样子,青木司一脸懵逼的被推的一屁股坐在了地板上。 „?” “啊？” Does not know oneself made anything's Qingmu Division, by suddenly incomparable violent anger arched promoted the door. 丝毫不知道自己做了什么的青木司,被忽然无比暴怒的穹推出了房门。 Stands in the entrance, looks at the arched door on flinging, appearance that has not explained slightly, a Qingmu Division face delay: „Why? What did I make?” 站在门口,看着穹一把将门啪的甩上,丝毫没有解释的样子,青木司一脸呆滞:“为什么？我做了什么吗？” „Strange...” Qingmu Si sighed: „Before like this comforted own younger brother, very well uses ....” “奇怪...”青木司叹了口气:“以前这样安慰自己的弟弟,挺好用的啊....” „Fool!” Arched in gate not venting and scolded one, Qingmu Division honest knocks on a door to admit mistakes: „Sorry, I was wrong! However tomorrow, arched cannot have clashes of opinion again, I will be sad! Also, has me, you are absolutely good! I pledged!” “笨蛋！”门里的穹不解气的又骂了一句,青木司老老实实的敲门认错:“对不起,我错了！但是明天,穹不许再闹矛盾了,我会伤心的！还有,有我在,你绝对好起来的！我发誓！” Listens to Qingmu Division still to speak in the entrance, is backing on the gate, blushing must drop arched exuded the disgraced sobbing sound that bleeds, squatted on the ground, said loudly: „Division was most repugnant!” 听着青木司在门口还在说话,背靠着门,脸红的要滴出血来的穹发出了丢人的呜咽声,蹲在了地上,大声道:“司最讨厌了！” „Worst!” “最差！” „I will not be worried about you again!” “我才不会再担心你了！” Arched covers the heart that bang bang are jumping, quickly turned on the medicine bottle to eat one grain, diligently is gentle own breath, returned to gradually normal. 穹捂着自己砰砰直跳的心脏,急忙又打开药瓶吃了一粒,才努力的平缓着自己的呼吸,渐渐恢复了正常。 Cures me? 治好我吗？ Arched is looking at the medicine bottle on hand, muttered with the complex tone: „Matter that doctors cannot achieve, why you can achieve...” 穹看着手上的药瓶,用复杂的语气喃喃自语道:“医生都做不到的事情,你凭什么做得到啊...” „Fool...” “笨蛋...” But why does not know, the train of thought of arched days before hot and bothered, unexpectedly has been gentler at this time. Even, can achieve this point regarding Qingmu Division, a riddle same trust, turned to the anticipation feeling that day arrived. If the division really can cure me ..... 但不知道为什么,穹前几日一直焦虑不安的思绪,竟然此时平和了许多。甚至,对于青木司可以做到这一点,有一种谜一样的信任感,以至于变成了对那一天到来的期待感。如果司真的能治好我的话..... Arched covers the face, the small hand is covering the cheeks is being hot feels hot: „I am also a fool, actually thinks ....” 穹捂着脸,小手捂着的脸颊热得发烫:“我也是笨蛋吗,竟然会这么想....” Another thinks oneself lifted the chin a moment ago unexpectedly, a head burnt out the stupid type, arched more embarrassed covering tightened the face. 又一想到自己刚才竟然抬起了下巴,一副脑袋被烧坏了蠢样,穹更加难为情的捂紧了脸。 Qingmu Division in the arched sound of entrance being able to feel mind that by the room was scolded, finally is only long sighing, remembered that girl named before dawn (3 - 5 am) colored glaze also to speak this saying some time ago, but also cursed oneself one .... 青木司在门口被屋里穹的声音骂的摸不着头脑,最后只是悠悠的叹了口气,又想起那个名叫五更琉璃的女孩不久前也说过这话,还诅咒了自己一番.... Returns to the room, Qingmu Division pulled out the medical book, cannot study, finally smiled bitterly was putting down the book, pulled out the cell phone, is searching cautiously: What to do was cursed started to be hapless? Online, is very anxious. 回到屋子里,青木司掏出了医书,却怎么也学不进去,最后苦笑着放下了书,掏出手机,小心翼翼的搜索着:被人诅咒了开始倒霉怎么办？在线等,挺急的。
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