Shang Xingzhou knows that is own face. 商行舟知道那就是自己的脸。 But he thinks very strange. 但他还是觉得很陌生。 Own face that because that usually sees in mirror with him is very different. 因为那与他平时在镜子里看到的自己的脸很不一样。 Nobody knows that actually Shang Xingzhou is what person, has Yu Ren to be quite clear probably. 没有人知道商行舟究竟是一个什么样的人,大概只有余人比较清楚。 Regardless of Tang Esteemed Father, third branch or Chen Changshen, very much did not understand. 无论唐老太爷、寅或者陈长生,都不是很了解。 Described with two characters that is „does not kiss”. 用两个字来形容,那就是“不亲”。 Shang Xingzhou does not kiss with own Junior Brother, does not kiss with the old friend, does not kiss with own apprentice. 商行舟与自己的师弟不亲,与老友不亲,与自己的徒弟也不亲。 He and entire world is not intimate, although initiative or passive, he must have this world to proceed. 他和整个世界都不亲近,虽然主动或者被动,他要带着这个世界往前走。 Said that Black Robe is in this world the most mystical character, actually in that several hundred years, he is earliest more mystical. 都说黑袍是这个世界上最神秘的人物,其实最早那数百年里,他更加神秘。 He can bear patiently compared with Black Robe, is lower-key, or does not have to ask. 他比黑袍更能隐忍,更加低调,或者说更无所求。 If he wants, his portrait definitely has the qualifications to be hung in Pavilion of Ascending Mist, moreover can arrange before the place. 如果他愿意,他的画像绝对有资格被挂在凌烟阁里,而且会排在很前的地方。 But he still chooses to keep the nighttime, does not see the sunlight, does not have to do with the person. 但他依然选择留在黑夜里,不见阳光,也不与人打交道。 In that several hundred years, he is playing various roles, is having innumerable Zhang face. 那数百年里,他扮演着各种角色,拥有着无数张脸。 For this reason, he will frequently look in a mirror, so can confirm that who today are. 或者正是因为这个原因,他经常会照镜子,如此才能确认今天自己是谁。 , He was used to talk with mirror in gradually, after no longer needs to play other role, still so. 渐渐的,他习惯了与镜子里的自己对话,直到不再需要扮演别的角色之后,依然如此。 He the sky mirror belt in the side, has made Xu Yourong take away White Emperor City until this year, then in that fight shatter. 他一直把昊天镜带在身边,直到今年才让徐有容带去白帝城,然后在那场战斗里破碎。 He must be familiar with his face compared with anybody, will therefore think at this time very strange. 他比任何人都更要熟悉自己的脸,所以这时候才会觉得很陌生。 This face was somewhat thin and pale, did not have the usual heroic spirit, therefore appeared old. 这张脸有些憔悴,没有了平时的英气,所以显得苍老。 What is most important, the look also no longer looked like was like that tranquil in the past. 最重要的是,眼神也不再像以往那般平静。 Eyebrow that shoulders with doing intentionally indifferent eyes, the air/Qi of Wangba takes in everything at a glance, looks at is quite stupid. 挑起的眉与故作冷漠的眼之间,王霸之气一览无遗,看着好生愚蠢。 Like past that youngest prince, was twisting the facial features in Hundred Herb Garden, was clamoring anything. 就像当年那位年纪最小的王爷,在百草园里扭曲着眉眼,在叫嚣着什么。 Finally had not been shot dead by chaotic arrow. 最终还不是被乱箭射死了。 Um, Prince of Chu dies, is the whole face blood stain, is very ugly. 嗯,楚王死的时候,也是满脸血污,很难看。 Where then did go to? 接下来自己去哪里了？ Yes, I went to imperial palace, passed on to your majesty meaning to Emperor Great Ancestor. 是的,我去了皇宫,把陛下的意思转告给了太祖皇帝。 Great Ancestor seems like fat stupid, is actually extremely intelligent, how to see own Killing Intent? 太祖看似肥蠢,其实绝顶聪明,怎么就看出了自己的杀意呢？ Your majesty is really extremely benevolent, at that night should kill Wang Zhice, why keeps his life? 陛下实在是太过仁慈,那天夜里就该杀了王之策,何必留他一命？ Did not have him, on defeat Demon race? Really bewildered. 没了他,难道就败不了魔族？真是莫名奇妙。 Chen Xuanba like that startled certainly colorful, the Prince of Chu like that outstanding ability and grand vision, wasn't your majesty endures suffering to extinguish? what Xi Scholar? 陈玄霸那般惊才绝艳,楚王那般雄才大略,陛下不都是忍痛灭了？何惜一个书生？ The Shang Xingzhou train of thought fluttered from the past, the line of sight also took back from the distant place, falls on the face of Chen Changshen. 商行舟的思绪从过去飘了回来,视线也从远方收回,落在了陈长生的脸上。 On the face of Chen Changshen also has blood, but why does not know, appears very clean. 陈长生的脸上也有血,但不知道为什么,还是显得很干净。 Moreover this face is very tranquil, cannot see timid any above. 而且这张脸很平静,在上面看不到任何畏怯。 Some Shang Xingzhou vitalities. 商行舟有些生气。 Those words that Chen Changshen spoke make him very uncomfortable. 陈长生说的那句话让他很不舒服。 Chen Changshen tranquil is keeps him from accepting. 陈长生的平静更是让他无法接受。 He asked: „Don't you fear death really?” 他问道:“你真的不怕死吗？” Chen Changshen said: „Master, you should be clearer than I to have multi- fearing death anybody.” 陈长生说道:“师父,你应该比任何人都清楚我有多怕死。” Tenth that year, Shang Xingzhou after he spoke those words, he sad long time. 十岁那年,商行舟对他说了那句话后,他难过了很长时间。 Has many night, he hoodwinks in the quilt cries secretly. 有很多个夜晚,他蒙在被子偷偷地哭。 Is away from the quilt to pat his back to roar his is Yu Ren. 隔着被子拍着他的背哄他的是余人。 But Shang Xingzhou in the separation of one wall room, can not know? 但商行舟在一墙之隔的房间里,又怎么会不知道呢？ „The number of times of but thinking were many, the time of fearing was long, was naturally numb.” “但是想的次数多了,怕的时间久了,自然也就麻木了。” Chen Changshen then said: „Said that this also really must thank you to arrange such life for me.” 陈长生接着说道:“说起来,这还真要感谢您为我安排了这样的人生。” Shang Xingzhou said: „At that time you believe firmly that you lives is about 20 years old, every day is to dying to live, the nature is easy to defeat the fear, now you Go against the Heavens and change your fate, has been able to ramble the millenniums in society, even there is a very big opportunity to see the big freedom, why don't you still fear?” 商行舟说道:“那时候你确信自己活不过20岁,每天都是在向死而生,自然容易战胜恐惧,如今你已逆天改命,能在世间逍遥千年,甚至有很大机会能见大自由,那你为何依然不惧？” „I do not know how one are does not fear, probably also only when died approaches truly, will understand own regard.” “我也不知道自己是真的不惧还是如何,大概也只有当死亡真正来临的时候,才会明白自己的心意。” Chen Changshen said: „I will help you see clearly itself, you can also help me see clearly itself.” 陈长生说道:“我会帮助您看清楚自己,您也可以帮助我看清楚自己。” Other people are the hells. 他人是地狱。 The death was a bright mirror. 死亡是明镜。 Can the clothes. 可以正衣冠。 Can the bright regard. 可以明心意。 ...... …… ...... …… The time passes slowly. 时间缓慢流逝。 Maple Tree is static. 枫树静。 Shang Xingzhou has not begun. 商行舟还没有动手。 „Drops.” “放手吧。” Wang Zhice said. 王之策说道。 Since does not begin, why not to drop. 既然不动手,何不放手。 This has two meanings independently. 这句放手有两个意思。 Lets loose falls the hand on Chen Changshen neck. 放开落在陈长生颈上的手。 Drops to this world. 对这个世界放手。 Shang Xingzhou has not spoken, has not acted. 商行舟没有说话,也没有动作。 „You thought that this doesn't have the face independently very much?” “您是不是觉得这样放手很没有面子？” Tang Thirty Six has smiled suddenly, then made an effort to slap own right face. 唐三十六忽然笑了起来,然后用力地打了自己的右脸一巴掌。 , Is clear, and resounding. 啪的一声,非常清脆,而且响亮。 Right face of Tang Thirty Six at naked eye obvious speed red. 唐三十六的右脸以肉眼可见的速度红了起来。 His looks at Shang Xingzhou said earnestly: „You look, what is the face?” 他看着商行舟非常认真地说道:“您看,面子算什么呢？” Shang Xingzhou has not spoken. 商行舟还是没有说话。 It looks like in some people, the Tang Thirty Six behavior wants to harass the Shang Xingzhou mind, is the nonsense. 在有些人看来,唐三十六的行为只是想要扰乱商行舟的心神,本质上是胡言乱语。 Chen Changshen does not believe like this that he knows this is the true issue. 陈长生不这样认为,他知道这才是真正的问题。 He had said a moment ago, correct the person like Shang Xingzhou, was forever impossible to admit defeat. 刚才他已经说过,像商行舟这样永远正确的人,根本不可能认输。 This fact, making him feel somewhat exhaustedly, or is senseless. 这个事实,让他觉得有些疲惫,或者说无趣。 He said to Shang Xingzhou: „How can't you study are admitting defeat?” 他对商行舟说道:“您怎么就不能学着认输呢？” „I have not lost, why can admit defeat? Do not forget that since 1000, I always am a winner.” “我没有输,为什么要认输？不要忘记,1000年来,我始终都是赢家。” Shang Xingzhou said proudly: „Even if I had underestimated Tianhai, made a mistake, but I won finally.” 商行舟傲然说道:“哪怕我曾经低估过天海,犯了错误,但最终还是我赢了。” Chen Changshen silent little while, asked: „If not willing to admit defeat, then admits mistakes?” 陈长生沉默了会儿,问道:“如果不肯认输,那么认错呢？” In the fields is very peaceful. 场间很安静。 The line of sight of people falls on his body. 人们的视线落在他的身上。 „If you insisted that is not willing to admit defeat, then can admit mistakes?” “如果您坚持不肯认输,那么可不可以认个错？” Chen Changshen looks at Shang Xingzhou asked very much earnestly. 陈长生看着商行舟很认真地问道。 The Shang Xingzhou facial expression is startled. 商行舟神情微怔。 „Three years ago in Orthodox Academy, that night is also snowing, I said to you at that time, among us was you make a mistake.” “三年前在国教学院,那夜也在下雪,我当时对您说,我们之间是你错了。” Chen Changshen said: „Since has made a mistake, why you don't admit mistakes?” 陈长生说道:“既然错了,那你为什么不认错呢？” Did not say the victory and defeat, that then to wrong. 不说胜负,那便来说对错。 Was who to be actually right, who made a mistake. 究竟是谁对了,谁错了。 Does not admit defeat, will then admit mistakes? 不认输,那么会认错吗？ Shang Xingzhou is silent. 商行舟沉默不语。 Chen Changshen looks at he asked: „Master, wants you to admit mistakes, so is difficult?” 陈长生看着他问道:“师父,要你认个错,就这么难吗？” Shang Xingzhou Quietly looks at he, loosens the hand slowly. 商行舟静静地看着他,缓缓松开手。 Nobody goes forward, because two people of leaving is still very near, only needs to put out a hand, then can touch the opposite party. 没有人上前,因为二人离的依然很近,只需要一伸手,便能触到对方。 Then, Chen Changshen spoke several words. 接下来,陈长生说了几句话。 „In Mausoleum of Books, I have said to you, perhaps arrives at the final time you to discover what own sincerity wants is anything, a moment ago was the final time.” “在天书陵里,我就对您说过,也许到最后的时刻你才会发现自己真心想要的是什么,刚才就是最后的时刻。” „You asked why I must arrange this to the war, this is the answer, I want to ask you to face directly itself, somewhat is perhaps ugly, but that is real.” “您问我为什么要安排这场对战,这就是答案,我想请您直面自己,也许有些难看,但那是真实的。” „You do not want to kill me, you always do not kill me, because you know that you are wrong.” “你不想杀我,你从来都不杀我,因为你知道你是错的。” „20 years ago starts, you do and my related all, is wrong.” “从20年前开始,您所做的与我相关的一切,都是错的。” ...... …… ...... …… In plot design that( most starts, this must be more intense, Chen must like Ma Jingtao, keep shouting to Shang Xingzhou that has killed me! You had the skill to kill me! The saliva spurts everywhere, after thinking carefully, changed now like this, because I thought that this was very beautiful. The chapter name is intentionally, has not made a mistake in writing.) （最开始的情节设计里,这一段要更激烈,陈要像马景涛一样,冲着商行舟不停地喊,杀了我呀！你有本事杀了我呀！口水到处喷,仔细想后,改成现在这样了,因为我觉得这样很美。章节名是故意的,没有写错。）