Lyannastepped on the smallbrokenstepto arrive at the balcony in Monasteryattic.莱安娜踩着小碎步来到了修道院顶楼的阳台。
The setting sunis just right, the farmountainhiddenunder the gentlered light, seemsputs on a fine gauze. At dusk, towndoes not have the daytimenoise, manypeoplewent home, has, is tranquilandserene.
夕阳正好,远山隐藏在柔和的红光之下,好似被披上一层轻纱。傍晚时分,城镇已经没有了白天的喧嚣,许多人回家了,有的,只有宁静与安详。Lyannafacedisconsolatelyingonparapet, for serveral days, shecontinuouslysuchstatic by the guard rail of balcony, is looking at the whole citywind and snow, more often, looksto the direction that Rodgoes far away.莱安娜一脸惆怅的趴在栏杆上,这些天来,她一直这样静静的靠在阳台的护栏上,望着满城风雪,更多的时候,是望向罗德远去的方向。Spread the news of King of the Northvictoryfrom the distant place, however, is differentfrom the excitement of ordinary citizens, whatLyannacaresisRodin the fightis injured, falls ill...... sheto lovehim, from the bottom of the heartloving, however, thisis doomedonly to be the love of buryingin the heart. Because, Rodhad the wife...... isthatIce Witch, Hyde FortLordCaroline.
从远方又传来了北境之王胜利的消息,然而,不同于寻常百姓的兴奋,莱安娜更在意的是在战斗里罗德有没有受伤,有没有生病……她爱他,从心底爱着,然而,这注定只能是一份埋藏在心底的爱。因为,罗德有妻子了……是那个霜寒女巫,海德堡领主卡洛琳。Lyannais envyingher, enviessomeenvy. SheenviesCarolineto be abledailysideRod, is onlybecauseshedoes meetRodearly? Lyannadoes not know that...... shewas at heart chaotic, oneselfmustsuppressthisemotion. Whateveritdevelops, can only not have the result.莱安娜羡慕着她,羡慕得有些嫉妒。她嫉妒卡洛琳可以天天在罗德身边,难道只是因为她更早遇到罗德?莱安娜不知道……她的心里乱极了,自己必须将这份情感压制下去。任由它发展下去,只能是毫无结果。However, sheis unable to controlthisemotion. Herlooks atRod, seemingthatisherlove. Shewantsto suppressthisemotion, however, the missingactuallyinsanelongvine, tied upheratriumlikelystubbornly. Regardless ofopening eyes, isclose your eyes, is the Rodfacial features. Sherememberedoneselfto seehim, has seenhisbody, evencontactshisskin...... eachrecollectionnowhas becomeluxurious. Becausesheknows,Rodhas called the king, King of the Northis the hope of entireNorth, hereturned to the Blackhammer Forttime less, how manytimes can oneselfalsoseehis?
然而,她又无法控制这份情感。她看着罗德,好似那就是她的挚爱。她想抑制这份情感,然而,思念却像疯长的藤蔓,死死捆住了她的心房。无论睁开眼,还是闭上眼,都是罗德的面容。她想起曾经自己给他看过病,见过他的身体,甚至接触过他的皮肤……每一点回忆如今都成为了奢侈。因为她知道,罗德已经称王,北境之王是整个北境的希望,他回到黑锤堡的时间更少了,自己还能见到他几次呢?Lyannadoes not know, hermentally confused. Shewantsto seehim, however, dreadsseeshim. Fearedwill burytorude...... manyemotionsbeforehimanxiouslyfinally at heart. Rodoncegavehimto arrange the outstandinggentlemanto meet, someare charming, someare mature, but alsosomehave the outstandingachievementincertaindomains, however, Lyannarejectseach timewith a smile, even ifmet, had not feltabout the opposite party.莱安娜不知道,她的心乱极了。她想见他,然而,又畏惧见他。怕在他面前会紧张到失态……许多情感终于还是埋藏在了心里。罗德曾经给他安排许多优秀的男士见面,有的帅气,有的成熟稳重,还有的在某些领域有着杰出的成就,然而,莱安娜每次都是笑着拒绝,就算见面了,也对对方没有感觉。
Is thisthen the love? Howeverfalls in love with a marriedmanissopainful...... Lyannaopens mouth, deeplyinspires, the night breezeis mixing withintermittentlychilly, inhalesin the lung, ice-coldenters the heart.
这便是爱情吗?但是爱上一个已婚男人是如此痛苦……莱安娜张开嘴,深吸了一口气,晚风夹杂着阵阵清冷,吸入肺中,冰冷入心。„Lyanna, MissLyanna, good, Ilooked forentireMonastery, originallyyouhere.”
“莱安娜,莱安娜小姐,好吧,我找了整个修道院,原来你在这里。”
The little dwarfAlvissound of footstepsbrokethispeace. Hisdiminutiveboth legsdig the trendbalcony that turns. Lyannaturns around, knits the browslooks athe.
小侏儒阿尔维斯的脚步声打破了这份宁静。他矮小的双腿一撅一拐的走向阳台。莱安娜转过身来,皱眉看着他。„Un, whatmatterhas? GovernorSir?”
“嗯,有什么事吗?总督大人?”„Good, do not teaseme, had saidmanytimes, were calledmeAlvis. Ourpositionsin the Rodeye, butdoes not know one's place.”Alvisis slantingeyelooks atLyanna, „thisis the list, send the wounded person from the frontline, the probably more than 300people . Moreover, more than 200peopleare the enemies, is the soldier who southcomes. Rodmayreally begood, even the enemiesadmitted.”
“好了好了,别取笑我了,说过多少次了,叫我阿尔维斯。我们的职位在罗德眼里,可是不分上下。”阿尔维斯斜着眼睛看着莱安娜,“这是清单,从前线送来的伤员,大概有三百多人,另外,还有两百多人是敌人,也就是南方来的士兵。罗德可真是善良啊,连敌人都收治了。”„Theynoware the enemies, laternot necessarily.”
“他们现在是敌人,以后未必。”Lyannareturnsin a soft voice.莱安娜轻声回到。„Thisactually.”Alvisis frowning, „youfirsthave a look, whether the hospitalhasenoughmanpower, canaccommodateso manypeopleall of a sudden. The incorrectwordsItry to find the solutionagain.”
“这倒是。”阿尔维斯皱着眉头,“你先看看吧,医院是否有足够的人手,可以一下子容纳这么多人。不行的话我再想办法。”„Canyes, bepushes.”
“可以是可以,就是挤一点。”Lyannarepliedsimply.莱安娜简单回答到。„Good, troubledyou.”
“那好吧,麻烦你了。”Alvissaid,is aboutto leave, actuallystoppedsuddenly, heseesPriestessthatsaddisconsolateface. Sheissuchabsent-minded, Alvissuspected whether Lyanna can also complete the work.阿尔维斯说完,正准备离开,却又突然停了下来,他看到女祭司那张忧伤惆怅的脸。她是那样心不在焉,以至于阿尔维斯怀疑莱安娜是否还能将工作做好。„That......”
“那个……”HowAlvisdoes not knowopens the mouth, hestandssidePriestess, starts to speak but hesitates.阿尔维斯不知道如何开口,他站在女祭司身边,欲言又止。„Whatmatteralsohas?”
“还有什么事么?”Lyannathatattractivecheeklooks athe, makingAlvisbe hardto open the mouth.莱安娜那张漂亮的脸蛋看着他,让阿尔维斯更加难以开口。„That...... the Rodwords, do not keep thinking about...... mymeaningagainare being...... hardship......”
“那个……罗德的话,你不要再惦记着了……我的意思是……厄……”
A Alviswordsexit|to speak, reallywantsto pull out the oneselfmouth. Idlesis all rightto manageothersprivate lives...... is only, Lyannaseems likehad not minded.阿尔维斯话一出口,真想抽自己嘴巴。闲得没事管人家的私生活……只是,莱安娜看起来并没有太介意。„What do youwantto say?”
“你想说什么?”Lyannacalmis saying, however, Alvisknows that isinstalls. Slightlyis on the whole intelligent a pointpersonto look at the sentiment of PriestesstoWhite Bear Lord.莱安娜一脸平静的说着,然而,阿尔维斯知道,那是装出来的。大体上稍微聪明一点的人都看得出来女祭司对白熊领主的感情。„WhatI want to say that youremotionto the Rod was too difficult, mayhave the return, howeversuchprobabilitywas too low. The possibility that hasthatsituation is almost zero. The volume...... Iknow that thisis very difficult, butyoumustdo this, thisprocessis very painful. However......, so long aspassedfortunately.”
“我想说的是,你对罗德的情感实在太难了,或许会有回报,但是那样的概率太低了。出现那种情况的可能性几乎为零。额……我知道这很难,但是你必须这样做,这个过程很痛苦。但是……但是只要过去了就还好。”Alvisis sayingafraid to say a word, byprocessingvariousproper business, hemaynever the speechstutter, butregardingthismatter, managerAlvisactuallydoes not know that this/shouldmentionedfrom where.阿尔维斯吞吞吐吐的说着,论处理各种正事,他可从未说话结巴,但是对于这件事,总管阿尔维斯却不知道该从何说起。
The person of Lyannanotthatshort temper, seeing onlyherfirstispretendsto care about nothing, then the eye socketbecomesmoist. Missing, makingher unable to bearshedtearsfinally.
只是莱安娜并不是那种脾气暴躁的人,只见她先是装作毫不在乎,而后眼眶变得湿润。思念,让她终于忍不住落下了眼泪。„In the past? Saidisso, easier said than done......”
“过去?说是如此,谈何容易……”Priestessno longerevades the oneselfsentiment.女祭司不再避讳自己的感情。„Said that easyalsoeasy, saiddifficultlyalsodifficult.”
“说容易也容易,说难也难。”Alvissupplements.阿尔维斯补充到。„First, yourequire the time. Then, youneed the newlover. I mean, alwayshas the person who Rodis more outstanding, perhapsyouhave not run into...... thesewehave loved the person, has lovedourpeople, is painful, the timewill canceltheseonceto be warmfinally and richsentiment.”
“首先,你需要时间。然后,你需要新的恋人。我的意思是,总有比罗德优秀的人,或许你还没遇到……那些我们爱过的人,爱过我们的人,都是痛苦的,时间终将抹去那些曾经热烈而浓郁的感情。”„Have youhadsuchsentiment?”
“你有过这样的感情?”Lyannaturns the headto ask.莱安娜转头问到。„Is, butIwas very sillyat that time, Iactuallythink that naivelyshereallylovesme.”
“算是吧,不过那时候我很傻,我竟然天真的以为她是真的爱我。”Alvisfoot pedalonparapet, return of sigh.阿尔维斯将脚蹬在栏杆上,叹息的回到。„What kind ofgirl is that?”
“那是一个怎样的女孩?”Lyannais curious.莱安娜好奇着。„Thatisonenot onlycheats the gold in mypocket, woman who andcheatsmysentiment. Oh, in brief, pastmatter.”
“那是一个既骗走我口袋里的金子,又骗走我的感情的女人。唉,总之,过去的事。”Alvissighs. Histhickbrowwrinkles a line, reappearing that the trace of yearsis unable to concealonthisroughface. Everyone more or lesshas the experience, lost the lover, to loseeveryone'saffirmationregardingone, lostblood brother'sdwarf, hispainwill not compareat presentthisPriestessfewmany. In the injury of time and time again, the mindbecomesnumblyandincomparablystrong. Alvishad cursedGods, ifthisisGodstohistest, then, heratherdoes not wantthistest, butis an average person. However, the destiny makes one not choose.阿尔维斯叹了一口气。他浓密的眉头皱成一条线,岁月的痕迹无法掩饰的浮现在这张粗糙的脸庞上。每个人都或多或少有经历,对于一个失去了恋人、失去了所有人的肯定,又失去了亲哥哥的侏儒来说,他内心的痛苦不会比眼前这位女祭司少多少。在一次次的伤害中,心灵变得麻木而无比坚强。阿尔维斯曾经咒骂过诸神,如果这是诸神对他的考验,那么,他宁愿不要这种考验,只是做一个普通人。然而,命运让人没有选择。„Really is the tragedy, but, ourworldfills the world of tragedy, not?”
“真是悲剧,不过,我们的世界就是充满悲剧的世界,不是吗?”Alvissighed.阿尔维斯叹息到。
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