Injet blackroom, timejust likestaticgeneral, night, Rodarrivedplace that puts under house arrestLyanna.
漆黑的房间内,时间宛若静止一般,夜里,罗德独自一人来到了软禁莱安娜的地方。All in roomare in utter confusion, the beddingwas ripped the fragment, the furnitureis kicked down, the perianth in vasepulls outto throwon the groundsteps oncrushes.
房间内的一切凌乱不堪,床褥被撕成碎片,桌椅被踢倒,花瓶里的花被拔出来扔在地上踩得粉碎。Canseeto put under house arrestinLyannathese days, Priestessgoes crazygeneralwantsto escape. That voice of heartmustcompelinsanelyher. Thatsound, as iffromvoidgeneral, alwayslingersnearherear. Lyannatriesto avoidit, resistsit, butwas too difficult. Like the insect, is crawlinglike the insectat heart, cry of honeybeebuzznearear.
可以看到软禁莱安娜的这几天内,女祭司发了疯一般的想往外逃。内心深处的那股声音要将她逼疯。那声音,仿佛来自虚空一般,无时无刻不萦绕在她耳边。莱安娜试着躲避它,抗拒它,但是太难了。就像昆虫,就像昆虫在心里爬,蜜蜂在耳边嗡鸣。AlmostcollapseLyannathrew down and brokein the roomallvented the extremist sentiment of innermost feelings. Finally, seeseverywhere the shatterjunks, herheartalsograduallytranquil. Rodafterallbelongs tois tranquilenters the room.
几乎崩溃的莱安娜摔碎了房间内的一切来发泄内心的极端情绪。终于,看到满地破碎的杂物,她的心还渐渐平静了下来。罗德是在一切归于平静后才走进房间的。looks atPriestessthatthin and paleface, Rodcannot help butloved dearlyagain. Howeverhedoes not have the means that beforeLyannadefeats the Chaoscorrosionthoroughly, hemustcloseher. Every nightcanhear the rendingwail, next dayduring the daytimebelongs totranquilly.看着女祭司那张憔悴的脸,罗德不由得再次心疼了起来。但是他没办法,在莱安娜彻底战胜混沌腐蚀之前,他必须将她关起来。夜夜都能听到撕心裂肺的哭嚎,第二天白天又归于平静。„Very uncomfortable, Iunderstand,Iunderstood. Thistypefelt that Ialsoexperience. Youchooseto return to the normallife, however, that voice of heartmakesyouindulge the natural disposition. Oh, the natural dispositionmakes it so, the natural disposition of human, has a look attheseNurglefollowers, the person the non-person, the ghostis not clever. Has a look attheseKhornefollowersagain, takesslaughteringwith the bloodthirstyasto live;TheseSlaaneshfollowers, indulge in sensual pleasureto the utmost, every dayexcept forthinking the sexual intercourse, is then not thinkingothermatters. The civilizedworldis dim, the Chaosworld is so.”
“很难受,我明白,我理解。这种感觉我也是经历过来的。你选择回归正常的生活,然而,内心深处的那股声音却让你放纵本性。唉,本性使然,人类的本性啊,看看那些纳垢信徒,人不人,鬼不鬼。再看看那些恐虐信徒,以杀戮和嗜血为生;还有那些色孽信徒,极尽纵欲,每天除了想着交合,便不想着其他事了。文明的世界就此黯淡,混沌的世界便是如此。”Rodarrives atsideLyanna, is touchinghershoulderwith the warmbig hand.罗德走到莱安娜身边,用温暖的大手抚摸着她的肩膀。„Lyanna, yourIknew that so manyyears, Iknowyouyearnis notthatignorantlife, Iknowwhatyoulongs foris the life of civilizedorder, a sunnyworld. Yournatural dispositionis good, even ifsacrificedoneself, saves others, youwant. Therefore, Chaosis unable to corrodeyoutruly.”
“莱安娜,你我认识这么多年了,我知道你向往的不是那种浑浑噩噩的生活,我知道你内心渴望的是文明秩序的生活,一个充满阳光的世界。你本性是善良的,哪怕牺牲自己,拯救他人,你都愿意。所以,混沌无法真正腐蚀你。”Rodis saying, opensonebottle of agingmanyyears of wines, gaveLyanna.罗德说着,打开一瓶陈酿多年的葡萄酒,递给了莱安娜。„Tries, sometimes the headdoes not needtoosoberly. Extremelywill feelsoberlyon the contraryis at a losswithfrightened.”
“试试吧,有时候脑袋不需要太清醒。太过清醒反倒会感到迷惘和恐惧。”Rodspoke of a smile, andoneselffirstwas stuffy.罗德笑着说到,并自己先闷了一口。Underdraggedcandlelight, two peoplesitin the darkroom, was ripped the bed sheet and bedding of smashingbyPriestess, thatshehas never restedevidentlybed.
摇曳的烛光下,两人坐在黑暗的房间内,身后就是被女祭司撕得粉碎的床单和被褥,还有那张看样子她从未睡过的大床。„Rod......”
“罗德……”Lyannastarts to speak but hesitates, herexhausted by the Rodshoulder. In the hand is completely the wound, thatistheseperson of heroneselfscratches. Thesefragments, thesesounds, resoundfrequently. It seems the spirit, can hardly be removed.莱安娜欲言又止,她疲惫的将头靠在罗德肩上。手上尽是伤口,那是这些人她自己抓伤的。那些片段,那些声音,时时刻刻响起。好似幽灵,挥之不去。„Felt relieved that Lyanna, we were also the bestfriends, how something...... said that...... the ability of ourhumanwas limited, wewere the mortal, the ability of mortalare all limited, impossibleeverythingto be completedbyus. EvenGods, stillhas the matter that theycannot accomplish, let aloneourmortals.”
“放宽心吧,莱安娜,我们也算是最好的朋友了,有些事……怎么说呢……我们人类的能力是有限的,我们皆是凡人,凡人的能力是有限的,不可能事事都被我们完成。就算是诸神,也有他们办不到的事,更何况我们凡人。”Rodis saying, picks up the beverage bottle, stuffy.罗德说着,拾起酒瓶,又闷了一口。„Thesein the person of marinebitter experiencestorm, in the person who on the landis hit by the earthquake, thesebecause of the person who the disasteris destitute and homeless, what can theymake? Bystrength of resistancestormmortal? Resistancetsunamiandearthquake? Thatisimpossible. Shouldsayevery so often, the matter that humancandois very limited, we can only changelittle, moreoverischangein one's poweris little. Actuallycannotchangemany. Youcanmake the patientrestore the vitality, is actually not ableto let a soldier who breaks the leggrows the thigh. This is ourabilitylimitedplace. The peopledo not have the complete human, wecannotpursueperfectly, because the perfectthisthingdid not exist. Youdidthismatter, possiblylosesthatmatter, the time costis fixed. Moreover, youare unable to knowforever, after youdidthismatter, what kind ofresultwill have. Somewhatseems like, finallyis bad. For example the crew in stormsail to a haven the ship, however, mayin the robberbythisharborbe plunderedandslaughtered. However, youcansay that theydo fight against the storm is not right? Allmatters, we can only live, whengets downdiligently, howas for the result, thatis notourmortalscanexpect.”
“那些在海上遭遇风暴的人,在陆地上遭遇地震的人,那些因为灾难而流离失所的人,他们能够做什么呢?以凡人之力对抗风暴?对抗海啸和地震?那是不可能的。应该说很多时候,人类可以做的事很有限,我们只能改变一点点,而且是力所能及的改变一点点。却不能改变很多。你可以让病人恢复生机,却无法让一个断腿的士兵重新长出大腿。这便是我们能力有限的地方。人无完人,我们不能事事追求完美,因为完美这东西原本就是不存在的。你做了这件事,就可能失去那件事,时间成本是固定的。而且,你永远无法知道,你做了这件事之后会产生怎样的结果。有些看上去是好的,结果却是坏的。比如风暴中的船员们将船驶进一座避风港,然而,却有可能被这座港口里的强盗掠夺和杀戮。然而,你能说他们抗击风暴不对吗?所有的事,我们只能活在当下去努力,至于结果如何,那不是我们凡人可以预料的。”Rodis comfortingspeaking.罗德安慰着说到。Nod of Lyannapain, sheperceived, yes, fromherexpression and response, Rodknows that sheperceived. However, the truthperceivesis a matter, canovercomeintertwining of innermost feelings, changes the deep-rootedconcept, is a different matter. Let a Salyakfolloweracknowledge that the oneselfmedical skillis limited, cannotsave the common people, thisis a howpainfultransformation. ButRodthenmusttellher, everythingtried hardthen. The resultis the average personis unable to forecastanddecide.莱安娜痛苦的点了点头,她听进去了,是的,从她的表情和反应来说,罗德知道她听进去了。然而,道理听进去是一回事,能够克服内心的纠结,扭转根深蒂固的观念,又是另外一回事。让一个莎拉克信徒承认自己医术有限,不能拯救苍生,这是多么痛苦的一个转变。而罗德便是要告诉她,凡事努力了即可。结果是普通人无法预测和决定的。„Yousent peopleto destroy the laboratory, right?”
“你派人把实验室毁了,是吗?”
By the Rodshoulder, Lyannaaskedsuddenly.
靠在罗德肩头,莱安娜突然发问到。„Un......”
“嗯……”Rodrepliedin a low voice.罗德低声回答。In the roombelongs toagaintranquilly, to can only heartwo peoplebreathingpeacefully.
房间内再次归于平静,安静到只能听到两人的呼吸声。„Rod, promisesme, do not pass onthismatter.”
“罗德,答应我,不要将这件事传出去。”„Relax, thismatter, only thenyouandsome of myalsoBogorknow. Ihave madehimprotect the secret. So long asyourhererestoration, canworknormally.”
“放心吧,这件事只有你、我还有博古尔知道。我已经让他严守秘密了。只要你这边一恢复,就可以正常工作了。”Rodis comfortingspeaking.罗德安慰着说到。„Thatthese days, Monasterymatter? That sideMedical School?”
“那这段时间,修道院的事?还有医学院那边?”„ImakeJennareplaceyoufirstto withstand/top, relax, herability. Myoriginally thoughtwill go wrong, butmore than tendayslater, seem likeallsteadyexcessively. But the Medical Schoolhighercurriculummustfirststop. Howeverthesedo not haveyourbodyto be important. Yourbody and mental healtharemost important, we have manynotenterprisecompletely, waits foryouto cometo completetogether.”
“我让珍娜代替你先顶着,放心,她的能力还可以。我原本以为会出什么乱子,但是十几天下来,看上去一切平稳过度。只不过医学院的高等课程要先停下来了。但是这些都没有你的身体重要。你的身体和精神健康才是最重要的,我们还有许多未尽的事业,都等着你来一起完成。”Rodis smiling.罗德微笑着。„Ok, youwent back, myoneself, treatedherefor a long time, ifCarolinesawis not good.”
“好了,你回去吧,我自己可以的,在这里待久了,万一卡洛琳看到了就不好了。”Lyannarecovers consciousnessfrom the pain, as far as possibletranquilspeaking.莱安娜从痛苦中缓过来,尽可能平静的说到。
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A week later, Monasteryentrance, peoplesawChief Priestess that theyare familiar with. Lyannawears the pale bluevelvetlong gown, the haircombsmild-mannered, a facegentlesmilesaid. PriestessessawChief Priestto come back, in abundanceexcitedgathered upto goto hug.
一周后,修道院门口,人们重新见到了那个他们熟悉的女祭司长。莱安娜穿着淡蓝色的天鹅绒长袍,头发梳得柔顺,一脸平和的微笑挂在嘴边。女祭司们看到祭司长回来了,纷纷兴奋的凑上前去拥抱。Suddenly, varioustypeshaveabout the Chief Priestessacute illnessperish, infect the plaguehearsayto burst out laughingto stop. PeoplesawSalyakChief Priestess that recoverswounded and sick, everyonediscoveredwith amazement, afterthis and resistance of illness , the belief of Lyannawas firmer, shebecomesmaturerandself-confident, to the treatment of patientandinwounded person, the frequency that the miraclepresentedclearlyincreased, seemed the mercyGoddessenvoy, the goldenraygodgraciousnessoftenrevolvedaroundherlikelygenerally, inshereferred toblooms...... simultaneously, spread a goodnewsfromEmpire, wreaked havoc the Ostlandmousehotplagueto relieve, pressedcanreduce and solvein the peopleheartdark cloudsfinally......
一时间,各种有关于女祭司长暴病而亡,感染瘟疫的小道消息哑然而止。人们看到了一个伤病痊愈的莎拉克女祭司长,并且,大家惊讶的发现,经过这次与病魔的抗争之后,莱安娜的信仰更加坚定了,她变得更加成熟而自信,给病人和伤员的治疗中,神迹出现的频率明显增多了,好似慈悲女神的使者,金色的光芒像神恩一般时常围绕在她周围,在她指间绽放……同时,从帝国传来了一则好消息,肆虐奥斯特领的鼠热瘟疫解除了,压在民众心头的阴云终于得以化解……
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