WIIC :: Volume #4

#154: Numb person


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Since there is a memory, world colored. 自从有了记忆以来,世界就是彩色的。 Father who puts on the brown linen. Puts on mother of blue clothes. Likes putting on the Little Sister of red clothes. 穿褐色麻布的爹。穿蓝色衣裳的娘。爱穿红衣裳的小妹。 Golden rape field of flowers. Huangnitu. Black dog. White smoke from kitchen chimneys. Green leaf. Yellow rice. 黄灿灿的油菜花田。黄泥土。黑狗。白色的炊烟。绿色的叶子。略带一点黄色的米饭。 Auspicious day. Very good day. 好日子。很好的日子。 He actually does not care. Really. His spontaneity gets down. In the heart hid an ice. He will also smile, will cry, will feel happy, will feel not quick. However these emotions, never thorough. 他其实是不在乎的。真的。他自生下来。心中就藏了一块冰。他也会笑,也会哭,也会觉得高兴,也会觉得不快。但是这些情感,从来就不“深入”。 They are the camouflage seem common, has not been from the heart. 它们仿佛是伪装一般,从来没有发自内心过。 However, even if only the warm small stream that on the ice surface flows, he still likes very much. 但是,就算只是冰面上流淌的暖暖小溪,他也是很喜欢的。 Although this liking same cannot calculate to be from the heart. However, it is ratio anything deeply. 虽然这“喜欢”一样不能算发自内心。但是,它就是比“什么”深一点。 Then...... 然后…… Then...... 然后…… Then is that protects own bleached bone with the body. It seems like the parents. 然后就是那个用身体护住自己的枯骨。似乎是爹娘。 That rolls the round head that rolls on the ground. It seems like the younger sister. 那个在地上滚啊滚的圆脑袋。似乎是妹妹。 As if...... 似乎…… As if...... 似乎…… As if, should be this. 似乎,应该是这样。 I, as if...... as if should...... 那我,似乎……似乎应该…… Revenges?” “报仇?” Strange noun, strange mood. 陌生的名词,陌生的情绪。 However, is actually the first time...... is from the heart! 但是,却是第一次的……发自内心! At that moment, flows small stream was burnt by the anger to the ebullition, the eating-thrown the heart solid ice! 那一刻,流淌的“小溪”被怒火烧至沸腾,蚀穿了心底的坚冰! This is the immortal pledge most special real diagnosis life, exiles the immortal Gou Dabao origin. 这就是仙盟最特殊的“实证生灵”,谪仙苟大宝的来历。 Gou Dabao this name is rustic, but he has not actually changed a say/way number to himself the idea. Regarding does not satisfy the member of given name, changing a say/way number was really normal. However he not. 苟大宝这名字土里土气,但是他却从来没有给自己改一个道号的想法。对于很多不满意本名的修士来说,改一个道号实在是再正常不过了。但是他就不。 This name, is his resistance. He and he himself resistance. 这个名字,就是他的抗争。他和“他自己”的抗争。 Un, yes, he himself. 嗯,是的,“他自己”。 Actually he resists the object at first excluding „”. He after experiencing the present peaceful world, hated about entire, then when knowing own ancestors were also ancestor, hated. That is all. He also knows, his previous generation not necessarily on with this star cultivates the relations. This is only meaningless venting anger. 其实他最初的抗争对象是不包括“自己”的。他只是在见识过现在的太平人间之后,对整个古法恨上了,然后在知道自己上辈子也是古法的祖宗时,就将自己也恨上了。仅此而已。他也知道,他的前世未必和这颗星球上的古法修有关系。这只是毫无意义的迁怒。 However, his present personality, is actually an unreasonable poor horizontal boy. I vent anger, I hated you. How can you? 但是,他现在的人格,却是一个不讲道理的穷横小子。我就迁怒,我就恨上你了。你又要怎么样? Poor horizontal, is his life individuality! 穷横,就是他今生的个性啊! Because hates of within the body together to be remnant the soul, therefore his voluntary pays respects Ruyang god pavilion, becomes the object of study of immortal pledge secret project voluntarily. 因为恨着自己体内的那一道残魂,所以他自愿拜入阳神阁,自愿成为仙盟秘密项目的研究对象。 ...... Regarding exiling immortal, this type resistance simply looks like without the significance. Resistance the will also not necessarily proceeds from the conscience. 只是……对于谪仙来说,这一种“抵抗”简直就像是毫无意义。就连“抵抗”的意志也未必是发自本心。 Especially under a now law immortal this type of environment. His resistance is exceptionally difficult. 尤其是在今法仙道这种大环境下。他的抵抗异常艰难。 Under the environment of this outlet. 在这个只有外道的大环境下。 The good fortune of previous generation, making him be able to recognize anything leads to execution of broad and open road, anything is only the outlet method, is only the small technique. He from the heart will refuse these to depart from main road the law of side door. 前世的福泽,让他能够辨识什么是通往康庄大道的正法,什么只是外道法门,只是小术。他会发自内心的拒绝那些背离大道的旁门之法。 Day entropy secret art...... what quibble? 天熵诀……什么歪理? The trigram calculates surely after...... machinery, stiff, does stone that the zombie cultivates cultivate/repair? 爻定算经……机械至极,僵硬至极,僵尸修的还是石头修的? The day style of ancient poetry characterized by freedom from rigid patterns...... does not have the intelligence! 天歌行……毫无灵性! Stars fifty sidereal revolution......! The stars are such? 星辰大衍周天……呸!星辰是那样的吗? The day develops the record...... a little meaning, but also such. 天演图录……有点意思,但也就那样。 Many times, he enough feels, oneself rationality as if is completely not itself. In own mind, villain is making remarks in his front merit law to these pendulums. 有好多次,他够感觉到,自己的理性仿佛完全不属于自己。在自己的心灵里面,还有一个小人儿在对那些摆在他面前的功法评头论足。 Unpromising. 毫无前途。 Unpromising. 毫无前途。 Unpromising! 毫无前途! That villain controlled his joy, anger, sorrow, and happiness to be the same probably. Villain dislike anything. He loathes anything. 那个小人儿好像是主宰了他的喜怒哀乐一般。小人儿厌恶什么。他就厌恶什么。 To him, cultivates these now laws to amend the law, looking like **** is the same. 对于他来说,修炼那些今法修法,就像是****一样。 ****...... Can achieve? ****啊……做得到吗? Naturally can achieve. So long as has a mind, the excrement is not unedible. 当然做得到。只要有心的话,屎也不是不能吃。 However, the instinct that vomitive desire, that throat reduces, is unable to overcome. That is the body rejection harmful thing enters the instinct in within the body. 但是,那呕吐欲,还有那喉咙紧缩的本能,是无法克服的。那是身体拒绝有害之物进入体内的本能。 The reason of person can overcome these instinct, but does not have the means to extinguish them. 人的理智可以克服这些本能,但是却没办法消弭掉它们。 But regarding Gou Dabao, his instinct incomparably powerful. Even if he excrement same merit law eats forcefully these, his instinct will still force him to spit. 而对于苟大宝来说,他的“本能”无比强大。就算他强行将那些“屎一样的功法”吃进去,他的“本能”也会强迫他吐出来。 Harmful. 有害。 Harmful. 有害。 Harmful! 有害! Gou Dabao will. Definitely is unable to overcome him instinct. 苟大宝的意志。完全无法克服他“本能”。 Had Yang Shenge the member once to make the analysis. Gou Dabao intaglio inscription, perhaps was once immortal's consciousness. Immortal's consciousness has not fallen into the deep sleep. It is just because incomplete, therefore cannot revolve. However, that after all is an immortal. Even if only the fragment of mind. The total quantity also goes far beyond the limit that a mortal can have. 有阳神阁的修士曾经做出分析。苟大宝的“阴识”,或许就是曾经仙人的意识。仙人的意识并没有陷入沉睡。它只不过是因为残缺不全,所以不能运转罢了。但是,那毕竟是仙人。纵然只是心灵的碎片。其总量也远远超过一个凡人所能拥有的限度。 If compares with the iceberg Gou Dabao the entire mind, then this resister's consciousness, is actually only surface dust on iceberg. 如果将苟大宝的整个心灵比作冰山,那么这个抵抗者的意识,其实就只是冰山上的一层浮土而已。 Cultivation, times are close to the day pass/test, once again times pacing back and forth, being able to find afterward roads. Approaching pill broken infant to become. 一次次修炼,一次次接近天关,又一次次的徘徊,一次次的找不到后来的路。一次次的逼近丹碎婴成。 Then, waste merit. 然后,一次次废功。 This is his daily. 这就是他的日常。 Then, on this day, this special white mouse wakes again. 然后,这一天,这个特殊的“小白鼠”再一次醒了过来。 The ceiling...... this time changed into the red...... 天花板……这次换成了红色的…… Is ordinary like the instinct, he first notices the present color. 如同本能一般,他是最先注意到了眼前的颜色。 Gou Dabao wakes, both eyes soulless looked met the ceiling, then turned over/stood up to get out of bed, walked toward the door. Are his as if inorganic qualitative eyes, straight are doubtable he have not awaked. 苟大宝醒了过来,双目无神的看了一会天花板,然后才翻身下床,向着房门走去。他那仿佛无机质的双眼,直让人怀疑他是不是根本还没睡醒。 In fact, he does not have the spirit. 实际上,他只是没有精神罢了。 He first arrives at the meals room, received today's breakfast. Pickles that two steamed buns of fine wheat flour, little plate of Nan Lake produce, one bowl of gruel, inside assists the shrimp skins and shiitake mushroom, selected the sesame oil and animal fat. 他首先走到膳房,领取了今日的早膳。两个精白面的馒头,一小碟南湖产的腌菜,一碗粥,里面佐有虾皮与香菇,点了点香油和荤油。 He is eating in gulps. 他大口大口的吃着。 To be honest, here day is good. Not lacks for food and clothing, moreover these now laws cultivate/repair never embezzle his test piece on the material. Now law member who these and he is together before him is a cautious appearance, is at least also maintaining the basic above etiquette. 老实说,这里的日子还是不错的。有吃有穿,而且那些今法修从未在物质上克扣他这个实验品。那些和他相处的今法修士在他面前都是一副小心翼翼的样子,至少也保持着基本以上的礼仪。 Actually, he does not care. 其实,他是不在乎的。 In his heart has an iceberg. Before this iceberg, was just melted a small opening. He in fact does not care about anything. 他心中还是有一座冰山。这座冰山之前只不过是被融化了一个小口子。他实际上还是不在乎什么。 He, or that he is an immortal. How the immortals do not care about the mortal. 他,或者说“那个他”是仙人。仙人是不在乎凡人如何如何的。 He has no way to get out of this mood. 他没法摆脱这种情绪。 He the only comparison clings to now, flavor that the aura that the sound that the color that only then the eye sees, the ear hears, the nose smells, the tongue tastes. Only then these feelings are he can control. 他现在唯一比较贪恋的,就只有眼睛所见的颜色,耳朵所听闻的声音,鼻子嗅到的气息,舌头尝到的味道。只有这些感觉是他可以主宰的。 After using breakfast, he defers to the route that arranges in advance, arrived at a room. 在用过早膳之后,他就按照预先定好的路线,来到了一个房间。 Enters in this room. He proceeded from the feeling of instinct dangerous aura. He coerces oneself mind forcefully, then lets loose the mind. His presents the translucent youngster who a figure moves fast at present. 进入这个房间里。他就发自本能的感觉到了一股危险的气息。他强行压服自己的心灵,然后放开心神。紧接着,他的眼前才出现一个身形飘忽的半透明少年。 „Are you person who I must see?” Gou Dabao sat . Static looks at opposite king Qi. To be honest, very much behavior that he is not familiar with this letting imaginary technique invasion mind. His instinct feels . This behavior being no different lets people the tool rest on own neck. “你就是我要见的人吗?”苟大宝坐了下来,。静静的看着对面的王崎。说实话,他很不习惯这种让幻术入侵心灵的行为。他的“本能”觉得,。这种行为无异于让人把刀架在自己脖子上。 However, to him, more lets the matter that the body instinct loathes like this. He more is likes doing. 不过,对他而言,越是这样让身体本能厌恶的事情。他越是爱做。 He opens the mouth saying: „Is new project, you are doing?” 他开口道:“新项目,就是你在做吗?” That youngster nods, as if wanted to say anything, but started to speak but hesitated. 那一个少年点点头,似乎想要说什么,但欲言又止。 This.” Gou Dabao indifferent nod of: This. You, when amends the law to hand over.” “这样啊。”苟大宝无所谓的点了点头:“就这样吧。把你当修法交出来吧。” Opposite that youngster king Qidao: My this amends the law, being probable calculates by the trigram after surely becoming a lay priest is not possible.” 对面那个少年王崎道:“我这门修法,非得是以爻定算经入道不可。” The opposite party exiles the immortal, he can learn coordinate system mathematics method, but is actually not willing to ponder that inside significance and thought that very that cultivates all day long the position merit. 对方是谪仙,他学得会“坐标系”的数学方法,但是却不愿意思考里面的意义、思想,很那修成天位功。 „Does trigram calculate surely?” Frowning of Gou Dabao loathes, but feels a little happy immediately. “爻定算经?”苟大宝厌恶的皱起眉头,但随即又觉得有点开心。 In that immortal by own body was eaten an excrement . As if is also very good matter. 让自己身体里面的那个仙人“吃点屎”,。似乎也是很不错的事情。 I can go to this skill immediately waste. Felt relieved.” Gou Dabao seems like not caring at all this point. He looked at the body, said: If the skill, may spit a blood with own expense, spits others also to clean up here specially, troublesome.” “我马上就可以废去自己这一身功力。放心好了。”苟大宝似乎毫不在意这一点。他看了看身体,道:“若是自费功力,有可能会吐点血,吐在这里人家还要专门清理一下,麻烦。” Is this......” youngster does not know that should say what good. In his heart, naturally appears the material about Gou Dabao. “是这样吗……”少年不知道应该说什么好。他的心中,自然浮现出关于苟大宝的资料。 Gou Dabao present cultivating for is builds later period of the base. If average person in this stage forcefully waste merit, even can injure and soul, rather than spitting blood is so simple. However, Gou Dabao has the immortal remnant soul, was not injured by this. His physical body. Then has gradually adapted to the pressure that the waste merit created repeatedly. 苟大宝现在的修为是筑基后期。若是一般人在这个阶段强行废功,甚至会伤及魂魄,而不是“吐血”这么简单。但是,苟大宝拥有仙人残魂,根本不受这伤害。他的肉体。则已经逐渐适应了反复废功带来的压力。 Said, you do have the request in time?” Gou Dabao the car(riage) clear road seems to be ripe: Perhaps something you had known, but I must explain ahead of time. I exile the immortal, will not experience the transformation in mind when the promotion. Therefore can according to the maximum speed promotion that the theory permits. To me, arrives at gold/metal pill to be complete from the practicing breathing exercises period, only takes one year three months. In words that in this foundation must accelerate, to my body is also a burden. If you hope that can quickly, that invites to say now.” “说起来,你们有没有时间上的要求?”苟大宝似乎已经车清路熟了:“有些事你或许已经知道了,但是我还是要提前说明一下。我是谪仙,在晋升时不会经历心灵上的蜕变。因此可以按照理论允许的最高速度升级。对于我来说,从练气期到金丹圆满,只需要一年又三个月。在这个基础上还要加速的话,对我的身体也是一种负担。如果你希望能够更快一点,那请现在就说出来。” The youngster shake the head: I have nine years.” 少年摇摇头:“我有九年的时间。” This.” Gou Dabao nods. Then, he stood. Asking: Without other requests?” “这样啊。”苟大宝点点头。然后,他站了起来。问道:“没有其他要求了吗?” No.” “没有。” I went back the waste merit.” Gou Dabao stands up, no hesitant or hesitates. “那我就回去废功了。”苟大宝站起身,没有一丝犹豫或者踟蹰。 He really does not care about oneself this skill. 他是真的不在乎自己这一身的功力。 Waits.” The youngster stopped by calling out him: This amends the law, when builds the base to promote gold/metal pill, will definitely have certain special transformations. When you promote to building the base completely, preparing to tie pill, must stop, waits for us to make an all-around inspection to you, is picked up by oneself by me. This point is important.” “等一等。”少年叫住了他:“这一门修法在筑基晋升金丹的时候,肯定会产生某些特殊的蜕变。当你晋升到筑基圆满、准备结丹的时候,务必要停下来,等待我们这边对你做一次全方位的检查,然后由我亲自提点。这一点非常重要。” „.” Gou Dabao as if to so-called place specially has no interest slight. “哦。”苟大宝似乎对所谓的“特意之处”也没有丝毫兴趣。 After gazing after he walks, king Qi the consciousness returned to Round's room. His front, Chen wind and Chen, more sit by one. The situation has thrown ten thousand immortal illusion to retransmit to them three looks. 目送他走出去之后,王崎的意识回到了朗德的屋子里。他的面前,辰风和陈由嘉、弥坐在一块。刚才的情况已经投过万仙幻境转播给他们三个看了。 king Qi looks at Chen wind: How do you see?” 王崎看辰风:“你怎么看?” Chen wind asked back: „Do you feel?” 辰风反问:“你觉得呢?” He...... does not seem like a member probably.” king Qi somewhat wonders: I felt, he not like in the report said that was a violent anger avenger. His body, does not have...... can call it power or fervor the thing from the start.” “他好像……根本不像是一个修士。”王崎对此有些纳闷:“我觉得,他并不像报告里面说的那样,是一个暴怒的复仇者。他的身上,压根就没有一丝……一丝能够称之为‘动力’或者‘激情’的东西。” Dispirited.” Chen is made the supplement by. “颓废。”陈由嘉做出补充。 Chen wind nods: This is also normal. The reason is for a long time with the resistance of instinct during. That personality in surface is at the emotion void condition for a long time, all power is that deep sleep intaglio inscription fills. When the intaglio inscription with knows obviously, primitive and Lingbao conflicts intensely, he will fall into an emotion the defect.” 辰风点点头:“这也正常。理智长期处于与本能的对抗之中。表面上的那一个人格长期处于情感空虚的状态,所有的‘动力’都是那个沉睡的‘阴识’填入的。当阴识与显识、原始与灵宝激烈冲突时,他就会陷入一种情感的缺失。” This phenomenon, establishes provisionally named non- typical marginal barrier.” “这种现象,暂定名为‘非典型边缘性障碍’。” „The biggest performance, is numb.”( To be continued.) “最大的表现,就是麻木。”(未完待续。) ps: Early this month asked the monthly ticket! 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