Crossed for a long time, I pat the shoulder of Murong Mingyue, said: „Expressed feelings, drove...... The skill elder sister is also waiting for the medication, the doctor said five hours of internal medicine, this three hours......” 过了许久,我拍拍慕容明月的肩膀,说:“抒情完毕,开车吧……艺姐还等着用药呢,医生说五小时内用药,这都三个小时了……” Murong Mingyue holds to begin to check, the cheek has been separated from my cheek, the eye is red: „Um!” 慕容明月扶着手刹,脸蛋脱离了我的脸蛋,眼睛红红的:“嗯！” The Lambor Gini roaring sound gets up, simultaneously I also saw on the windshield together the deep trace, cannot bear ask: „Elder Sister Mingyue, your reversion goes...... It seems like that hits roadblock, yes? Powerful......” 兰博基尼的咆哮声响起,同时我也看到了挡风玻璃上一道深深痕迹,忍不住问:“明月姐,你逆向行驶过来的……看来,是撞开了路障,是吧？给力啊……” Murong Mingyue shot a look at my one eyes, some hidden bitterness: „Makes your phone call, suddenly on telephone conversation interrupt, moreover I hear not the normal sound, knows that you definitely have had an accident on the road, which my can also be able to control that many? Only can break through the defense line to come, the car(riage) on road are not luckily many, what to do otherwise I do not know, several car(riage)s almost ran upon a moment ago, scare to death me......” 慕容明月瞥了我一眼,有些幽怨:“打你的电话,突然就通话中断,而且我听听到不正常的声音,就知道你肯定在路上出事了,我哪儿还能管得了那么多？只能突破防线过来,幸好路上的车不多,不然我都不知道怎么办,刚才有几辆车差点就撞上,吓死我了……” My sip purses the lips: „Waits to revoke the driving license!” 我抿抿嘴:“等着吊销驾照吧！” „All right, I in some that side people......” “没事,我在那边有人……” „Scratches......” “擦……” ...... Returns to Studio time, I and Murong Mingyue wet walked, Beiming Xue welcomed goes forward: „Elder brother, are you all right? The whole body was how wet, on forehead also has the silt azure......” ……回到工作室的时候,我和慕容明月湿漉漉的走了进去,北冥雪迎上前:“哥哥,你没事吧？怎么全身都湿了,额头上还有淤青……” I shake the head to smile: „All right, had a collision......” 我摇头笑笑:“没事,撞车了而已……” „Your x12?” “你的x12呢？” „Has discarded, turns head to change Ferrari......” “报废了,回头换法拉利……” „......” “……” Entered the He Yi room directly, has pulled out the medicament from the bosom, this has not spoiled luckily, the several other medicines of doctor have sent, at the scene matching medication. 直接走进了何艺的房间,从怀里掏出了药剂,幸好这个还没弄坏,医生的其余几个药已经送来了,当场搭配用药。 He Yi cannot see our concrete appearances, but asked: „Ming Yue, is Lu Chen all right on the road?” 何艺看不见我们的具体模样,只是问:“明月,陆尘在路上没事吧？” Murong Mingyue fears her to be worried that said: „Um, has delayed slightly, didn't this come back with him together?” 慕容明月怕她担心,就说:“嗯,略微耽搁了一下,这不是跟他一起回来了么？” „Um, is all right well, I the heartbeat has been quick a moment ago, has an unlucky premonition......” “嗯,没事就好,我刚才一直心跳很快,有种不祥的预感……” „Was you wants!” “是你想多了！” „Good, was I wants to be many......” “好吧,是我想多了……” ...... Night, the heavy rain ceases, round Ming Yue airborne overhangs, seemed been ordinary by the rain water cleaning, is especially pure. ……夜晚,大雨停息,一轮明月空中高挂,仿佛是被雨水洗净一般,格外纯净。 The He Yi room, I sit in the head am accompanying her. 何艺的房间,我坐在床头陪着她。 „Took off the shoes, comes up!” He Yi said one suddenly. “把鞋子脱了,上来！”何艺忽然说了一句。 I have rubbed rubbing, took off shoes, admits in the leg the quilt, He Yi is supporting me immediately, pastes the cheek in my napes of the neck, breath of warming up somewhat itchy, actually unusual letting person enjoys. 我蹭了蹭,把鞋子脱了,把腿放进被子里,何艺马上拥着我,将脸蛋贴在我的脖颈间,温热的呼吸有些痒痒的,却又异常的让人享受。 This moment tranquility, does not know that also how long can continue, I am embracing her, at heart hundred taste mixed Chen. 这一刻的宁静,不知道还能持续多久,我怀抱着她,心里百味杂陈。 „Skill elder sister, had a matter to you tell.” Passed the long time, I said one. “艺姐,有个事情要跟你说。”过了半晌,我才说了一句。 He Yi looks up me: „Um, what matter?” 何艺抬头看我:“嗯,什么事？” „To coordinate to treat, I must go abroad, when convalesced then comes back.” Lying time, my arm somewhat shivers, had promised will never deceive her, is now, I must deceive her one time eventually. “为了配合治疗,我要出国一趟,等痊愈了再回来。”说谎的时候,我的手臂都有些颤抖,曾经许诺过永远不会骗她,可是现在,我终究还是要骗她一次。 He Yi has been startled being startled, said in a soft voice: „, I must go together, I want to accompany you......” 何艺怔了怔,轻声道:“哦,那我也要一起去,我想陪着你……” I caress she supple long hair lightly, said with a smile: „Does not want, your eye cannot see clearly the thing completely, keeps convalescing of Suzhou little darling, when I came back.” 我轻抚她柔柔的长发,笑道:“不要啦,你的眼睛都不能完全看清东西,留在苏州乖乖的静养,等我回来好了。” He Yi silent a meeting, looks up me, said: „Although knows that you are deceiving me, but I choose to believe that because I love you......” 何艺沉默了一会,抬头看着我,说:“虽然知道你在骗我,但我还是选择相信,因为我爱你……” My whole body trembles, has almost not cried. 我浑身一颤,差点没哭出来。 Closely hugs her in the bosom, kisses her lip, He Yi closely is hugging me equally, like this supports in the same place, has continued fully for two hours, until I decide to depart. 紧紧抱她在怀里,吻上她的唇,何艺一样紧紧抱着我,就这样相拥在一起,整整持续了两个小时,直到我决定离去。 ...... Stands in the bedside, looks at He Yi, I owe the lower part of the body, kisses her lip, said with a smile: „Obedient at home, when I come back, I pledged you, certainly will come back, will not break a promise......” ……站在床边,看着何艺,我欠下身,吻了吻她的唇,笑道:“那乖乖的在家里,等我回来,我承诺你,一定会回来,绝不会失信……” He Yi bites the red lip to visit me, perhaps does not look clearly, she said spookily: „I and others you, if you make up, I have also waited for you, until you come back!” 何艺咬着红唇看我,或许并看不清晰,她幽幽道:“那我等你,假如你补回来,我也会一直等你,直到你回来！” „Um, relax, will not disappoint you!” “嗯,放心吧,不会让你失望！” I pat her shoulder, pretends the relaxed appearance to go out of the gate, goes out, the tears fall following the cheeks, held the wall, clear(ly) is knowing that this possibly parted forever, clear(ly) knows that this possibly was last time sees He Yi, can such leave? 我拍拍她的肩膀,装作轻松的样子走出门,一出门,泪水顺着脸颊就滑落下来,扶着墙壁,明知道这可能是永别,明知道这可能是最后一次见到何艺,就要这么离开吗？ Turns around, looks on the bed the He Yi vacant manner, I stand there dull, the tears burst a dike. 转身,看着床上何艺的茫然神态,我呆呆的站在那里,泪水决堤。 Should walk, even if yearns , should also not tonight. 该走了,就算有留恋,也不该在今晚。 ...... Turns around, I went out of the hall, outside, Murong Mingyue and even/including Xin, Beiming Xue, the Xin Ran four people stand there, this was we agrees, tonight, I will leave here, making He Yi have the environment that convalesced truly, I must be willing to make her see my day-by-day weak getting down, the approaching death step by step, such, her eye disease forever is not possibly able to be restored to health. ……转身,我走出了大厅,外面,慕容明月、连昕、北冥雪、心然四个人都站在那里,这是我们约定好了的,就在今晚,我会离开这里,让何艺有一个真正静养的环境,我不能也不愿意让她看到我一天天的虚弱下去,一步步的走近死亡,那样,她的眼疾可能永远都无法康复。 „Elder brother......” “哥哥……” Beiming Xue animated standing there, cried suddenly: „Elder brother, you must come back......” 北冥雪俏生生的站在那里,忽然就哭了:“哥哥,你一定要回来……” I open the handle she to hug in bosom: „Um, for northern deep, for everybody, I will be living strongly......” 我张手把她抱在怀里:“嗯,为了北冥,为了大家,我会坚强的活着……” „Elder brother, we love you!” “哥哥,我们爱你！” „I know......” “我知道……” Loosens Beiming Xue, I put out a hand to grasp Xin Ran, Xin Ran opens an eye: „Elder brother, do you want to go?” 松开北冥雪,我伸手抱住心然,心然睁大一双眼睛:“哥哥,你要去哪儿？” I: „Goes to a very far place.” 我:“去一个很远的地方。” „When does elder brother come back?” Xin Ran continues to ask. “哥哥什么时候回来？”心然继续问。 I said: „Quick, one month, may quicker......” 我说:“很快的,一个月吧,或许会更快……” Xin Ran cried instantaneously: „Elder brother do not walk, you walked, I what to do?” 心然瞬间哭了:“哥哥不要走,你走了,我怎么办？” I closely am holding Xin Ran: „Clever, I am unfair to you, later, the Elder Sister Mingyue elder sister will replace me to take care of you, does not attend to me pledging Xin Ran, I will come back with all might and main, because...... Because I also want to accompany Xin Ran, look at you to grow up, look at you to get married......” 我紧紧抱着心然:“乖,我对不起你,以后,明月姐姐会代替我照顾你,不顾我承诺心然,我会竭尽全力的回来,因为……因为我也想陪着心然,看你长大,看你嫁人……” Xin Ran Wu Wu is crying. 心然呜呜的哭着。 „Small dawn?” “小昕？” I turn around, look at even/including Xin, holds in the arms her shoulder, said: „To cry to cry, like this feels better......” 我转身,看着连昕,搂住她的肩膀,说:“想哭就哭出来,这样好受点……” Shivers including the dawn shoulders, Wu Wu is crying: „How long I come back, you must walk, the elder brother you said that also has the good long section of road to accompany us to walk, why does not mean what he says......” 连昕双肩颤抖,呜呜的哭着:“我才回来多久,你就要走,哥哥你说还有好长一段路要陪我们走,为什么说话不算数……” „I will come back, I promise you!” “我会回来,我答应你们！” I layer on layer said that then leaves even/including Xin, puts out a hand to embrace the waist of Murong Mingyue, said with a smile: „Elder Sister Mingyue, I must walk, kisses one not?” 我重重的说了一句,然后离开连昕,伸手揽住慕容明月的腰肢,笑道:“明月姐,我要走了,亲一个不？” Murong Mingyue has not spoken, but approaches my arms, the both arms are cancelling my nape of the neck, is supine the cheek, has kissed red, Ding Xiang little tongue has teased, afterward loosens me, on the cheek is bringing blushing, said: „Deeply kisses, has not regretted......” 慕容明月没有说话,只是靠近我怀里,双臂勾着我的脖颈,仰起脸蛋,红唇吻了上来,丁香小舌挑逗了一下,随后松开我,脸蛋上带着红晕,说:“深吻一下,也就没有遗憾了吧……” I: „Good, the tongue has kissed, I walked, you must well, when I come back......” 我:“好吧,舌吻过了,我走了,你们都要好好的,等我回来……” „Um!” “嗯！” ...... Sits boards, a bright brand-new Buick, is Lin Yujia mixes from the company to me, sits boards, my foot accelerator leaves, does not dare to turn head again, for fear that turned head not to walk. ……坐上车,一亮崭新的别克,是林雨嘉从公司调配给我的,坐上车,我一脚油门离开,不敢再回头,生怕一回头就再也不想走了。 Starts out one kilometer, gets on the brakes stops in roadside, pulls out the cell phone, telephoned „YiYi to Lin Yixin......” 开出一公里,刹车在路边停下,掏出手机,给林逸欣打了个电话“逸逸……” „Um, how did you late get online?” “嗯,你怎么晚上不上线了？” I implored the tone, said: „YiYi, my methamphetamine hydrochloride, worsened once again, the depressor is invalid.” 我吁了口气,说:“逸逸,我身上的冰毒,再度恶化了,抑制剂无效。” „What's the matter, you a bit faster come back!” “怎么回事,你快点回来！” „......” “不了……” Lin Yixin: „Do you think What's Up??” 林逸欣:“你想干什么？” I said in a soft voice: „My body day-by-day weak getting down, day-by-day close death, Dr. Liu said that in later period that the methamphetamine hydrochloride worsens, I will lose all sensations gradually, not being able to hear sound gradually, cannot see the thing, loses the pain, I do not want to make you visit me dead, I must find a safe place, static is waiting, but you could rest assured that I can every day hand over a blood sample to give Uncle Ning. YiYi, I love you, I do not think that you see my ugly appearance, does not think that you see my weak appearance, runs into you in I best time, I have not regretted......” 我轻声说:“我的身体一天天的虚弱下去,一天天的接近死亡,刘博士说了,在冰毒恶化的后期,我会渐渐的失去所有的感知,渐渐的听不到声音,看不到东西,失去痛感,我不想让你看着我死,我要找个安全的地方,静静的等着,不过你放心,我会每天交出一个血液样本给宁叔。逸逸,我爱你,我不想你看到我丑陋的样子,也不想你看到我虚弱的样子,在我最好的光阴里遇到你,我没有遗憾……” Lin Yixin has not spoken, weeps bitterly in cell phone that loudly. 林逸欣没有说话,在手机那一头放声痛哭。 Hangs the power failure words, I draw out the cell phone card, cuts off directly throws into the trash can. 挂掉电话,我拔出手机卡,直接掐断扔进垃圾桶。 ...... Goes by car, directly soars Gu sword the game base, by far, Ghost Valley straight standing there, the facial color is dignified. ……驱车,直奔古剑的游戏基地,远远的,鬼谷子一身笔挺的站在那里,面色凝重。 Stops slowly, Ghost Valley boards. 缓缓停下,鬼谷子上车。 „What kind, prepared?” I asked. “怎么样,都准备好了吗？”我问。 Ghost Valley nods: „Um, I will not tell anybody your site, even if 13 elder brothers and bag mother, northern deep will not tell, loses the Boss, do you plan?” 鬼谷子点头:“嗯,我不会告诉任何人你的所在地,哪怕是13哥和袋妈妈、北冥也不会告诉,折戟老大,你打算去哪儿？” I hesitate: „Goes to Zhejiang Hangzhou......” 我沉吟一声:“去浙江杭州吧……” „Good! Let's go!” “好！出发吧！” „Um, you drive, I feared that I lose the strength suddenly.” “嗯,你来开车,我怕我突然失去力气。” „Good!” “好！” Ghost Valley sits the driver seat, speeds along to go, the vehicle skices in the nighttime sky, on high-speed, left Suzhou, I have a look at following Inventory, how many bankcards and Game Helmet, how many depressors and a number of blood sample vial, um, where no matter I, should be able to survive? 鬼谷子坐上驾驶座,飞驰而去,车子在夜空里疾行,上了高速,离开了苏州,我看看后面的背包,几张银行卡、游戏头盔都在,还有几支抑制剂和一批血样小瓶,嗯,不管我在哪里,都应该能存活下去吧？ Late at night, arrives in Suzhou , to continue to march forward toward north. 深夜时分,抵达苏州,继续往北行进。 „Little rascal, the right-turn, gets down high-speed, looks a small town......” “小鬼,右转吧,下高速,去找个小镇……” „Good......” “好……” Late at night in does not have many driving, we slowly march forward on a not too big path, proceed, street signs are instructing right-turn - old city Linan turn left - sheep pot village direct acting - small colza memorial and Yuhang old town...... I have referred to the front, said: „Little rascal, we go to the Yuhang old town, what kind of?” 深夜里没有多少行车,我们在一条不算太大的道路上缓缓行进,往前走,一个个的路牌指示着右转-古城临安左转-羊锅村直行-小白菜纪念馆、余杭古镇……我指了指前方,说:“小鬼,我们去余杭古镇,怎么样？” Ghost Valley nods: „Ok, passes immediately!” 鬼谷子点头:“ok,马上过去！” 12 : 00 o'clock at night, stop in household of families front of Yuhang Town, not the too big courtyard, in the courtyard a Pine, I drives to go out, is raising Inventory, knocks knocks on a door. 深夜12点,在余杭镇的一户人家前方停下,不算太大的院落,院子里一颗杉树,我开车出门,提着背包,敲敲门。 After several minutes, about 50 -year-old high and low middle-aged man opens the door, surprise visits me: „Does young fellow, have the matter?” 几分钟后,一个大约50岁上下的中年男子开门,诧异的看着我:“小伙子,有事吗？” I said humbly: „Uncle, I the travel guest who came from Suzhou, wants to rent the house to live in some time your here, Ok? I, you every day give me a day of meal, my pays monthly you 5000, lives for one month, Ok?” 我谦逊道:“大叔,我是从苏州过来的旅行客,想在你这里租房子住一段时间,可以吗？就我一个人,您每天给我一天饭菜,我一个月付你5000,就住一个月,可以吗？” This uncle was stunned, said: „Are you?” 这大叔愕然,说:“你这是？” I smile: „Dull was at home greasy, wants to change an environment.” 我笑笑:“在家里呆腻了,想换个环境。” „Good...... My son works outside in any case, one year or so does not come back, you live in his room!” “好吧……反正我儿子在外面打工,一年半载的也回不来,你就住他房间吧！” „Thanks the uncle......” “谢谢大叔……” ...... The mid-night, sits in a strange environment, looks at the sky point stars, I was shivering the tone. ……午夜时分,坐在一个陌生的环境里,看着天空的点点繁星,我颤抖着呵了口气。 Ghost Valley stands in out of the window: „Loses the Boss, I walked, you...... You guaranteed, I will come one time every afternoon......” 鬼谷子站在窗外:“折戟老大,那我走了,你……你多保证,我每天下午都会来一次的……” I nod: „Um, you go to the urban district to live first for night, do not cram for exam again.” 我点头:“嗯,你去市区先住一夜,别再开夜车了。” „Knew......” “知道了……” Buick howls to go, I am moved, static sitting there. 别克呼啸而去,我怅然若失,静静的坐在那里。 Suddenly body scalding hot, that type the pain of ripping the heart came. 忽然身体一阵灼热,那种撕心的痛楚又来了。