VWTLT :: Volume #9

#603: Grief


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When I bring Murong Shanshan is going back, Murong Xuan and Xinyu et al. left, the great hall manager told us, they have paid up to leave. 当我带着慕容姗姗回去的时候,慕容萱和欣雨等人已经离开,大堂经理告诉我们,她们已经结账离开了。 Murong Shanshan gives Murong Xuan to telephone, the eye red apology, then incomparably renounced said: Mom, my matter sentiment you did not want inserting hand, I was not a child, no longer needed you to direct my path, today we from private, damage Xinyu, this is not the result that I wanted!” 慕容姗姗就给慕容萱打了个电话,眼睛红红的道歉,然后无比决绝的说:“妈妈,我的事『情』你就不要『插』手了,我不是小孩子,不再需要你一直指引我的道路,今天我们自『私』了,伤害欣雨,这不是我想要的结果!” Sound that side the telephone transmits Murong Xuan: Shanshan, mother for hello 电话那边传来慕容萱的声音:“姗姗,妈妈是为了你好” I know, but I do not want not to say like this, hung!” “我知道,但是我不想这样不说了,挂了!” Murong Shanshan made the telephone call, I never see her to be angry to my mother. 慕容姗姗挂掉了电话,我从未见过她会对自己的妈妈那么生气过。 Returned to the company, Murong Shanshan to try to find Xinyu to explain all, I have prevented her, if has not guessed that wrong, Xinyu was utterly confused at this moment, most needed actually not necessarily was that pale explanation. 回到公司,慕容姗姗试图找到欣雨解释一切,我阻止了她,如果没有猜错的话,欣雨此刻心乱如麻,最需要的却未必是那种苍白的解释。 Delivered Murong Shanshan to go to the room, I knocked the Xinyu door, she actually stood on positive stage, the beautiful pupil stared at place far ***, seemed thinking anything. 慕容姗姗回了房间,我敲开欣雨的房门,她却站在『阳』台上,美丽的眸子凝望远『处』的***,似乎在想着什么。 Xinyu I have called one lightly. 欣雨”我轻唤了一声。 Xinyu turns around, I actually see light of her face, visits me, she smiles: Lin Fan 欣雨转身,我却看到她一脸的平淡,看着我,她浅浅一笑:“林凡 Under her microstrip sad smiling face in light shines upon especially chilly beautiful, in my cannot help but heart trembles: You, all right?” 她微带忧伤的笑脸在灯光映照下格外凄美,我不由得心中一颤:“你,没事吧?” Xinyu shakes the head, before arriving at my body, opens the both arms to grasp me, own body body tight post on me. 欣雨摇头,走到我身前,伸出双臂抱住我,把自己的身『体』紧紧的贴在我身上。 Passed the long time, she said one finally: Lin Fan, previous Fujian there has the family company to request with us to cooperate, we came to an arrangement purchased them in the name of rain every company, then invested, but must send a regional director in the past, therefore I think 过了半晌,她终于说了一句:“林凡,上次福建那里有家公司要求与我们合作,我们谈妥了以雨凡公司的名义收购了他们,然后投资,但是也要派一名地区主管过去,所以我想” I one thump: Xinyu, do you want to do?” 我心里一咯噔:“欣雨,你想干什么?” I think that here Xuehan cannot leave you, Shanshan must go to school, you are not willing to leave Shanshan and Xuehan, Lin elder sister are not willing to come back, therefore, whether, I can go to Fujian to be this region manager Xinyu to stare at me to look, long eyelash wool likely is many skills, high and low sweeps to love dearly. “我想,这里雪涵离不开你,姗姗要上学,你也不肯离开姗姗雪涵,琳姐又迟迟不肯回来,所以,是不是可以,我去福建担任这个区域主管”欣雨盯着我看,长长的睫『毛』像是两把刷子,上下扫动让人心疼。 „It is not good!” I shake the head hastily, said: Everyone can go, but Xinyu you cannot go! Xinyu, you have not said that will never give up? Why now, can actually compromise?” “不行!”我连忙摇头,说:“谁都可以去,但是欣雨你不能去!欣雨,你不是说过,永不放弃吗?为什么现在,却要妥协?” Xinyu sighed lightly: I calmly have thought a moment ago also Aunt Murong Xuan words, perhaps she is right. This way, does not have place to us well, I can accommodate below Shanshan, Shanshan actually cannot accommodate me ha-ha, does not blame her, Shanshan on myriad was favored love by the collection from a young age in one, how can she tolerate my such female human and she shares most heart love the human?” 欣雨一声轻叹:“我刚才也静静想过慕容萱阿姨的话,或许她是对的。这样下去,对我们大家都没有好『处』,我可以容的下姗姗,姗姗却不能容我呵呵,不怪她,姗姗自小就被集万千宠『爱』于一身,她又怎么能容忍我这样的一个『女』人与她来分享最心『爱』的人呢?” In the Xinyu words full is disappointed and desolate. 欣雨的话语中满是失望与落寞。 I am busy at arguing: „Aren't Xinyu you clear? The aunt extremely hurts love Shanshan, therefore tries stirring up you to leave in spoken language, that is not the meaning of Shanshan! If Shanshan does really intentionally, she why does want to be mad that big to her mother? At that time you presented that saw!” 我忙争辩道:“欣雨难道你不明白吗?只是阿姨太过疼『爱』姗姗,所以才试图用言语『激』你离开,那并不是姗姗的意思啊!如果姗姗真的故意那么做,她又何必要对她妈妈生那么大的气呢?当时你在场,都看到的呀!” Xinyu shaking the head chuckle, tight is hugging me, said: Shanshan was too intelligent, who knows that this is the bureau of her cloth? Moreover, this was unimportant, more importantly I changed, I want to leave, real Lin Fan, I love you, therefore did not want you so to be again awkward 欣雨摇头轻笑,紧紧的抱着我,说:“姗姗太聪明了,谁又知道,这是不是她布的一个局呢?而且,这已经不重要了,重要的是我自己改变了,我想要离开,真的林凡,我『爱』你,所以不要你再那么为难了” I renounce said: In brief, cannot you go to that far place absolutely, what this is, did our beforehand efforts become invalid?” 我还是决绝道:“总之,绝对不许你去那么远的地方,这算什么难道说,我们之前的努力都作废了吗?” Xinyu ha-ha smiles, looks up me: Lin Fan, you love I?” 欣雨呵呵一笑,抬头看我:“林凡,你『爱』我吗?” Love naturally love we have too many agreements to fulfill!” “『爱』当然『爱』我们有太多的约定要去履行!” Xinyu actually shaking the head chuckle: Commitment are too many are too beautiful, because we too young, but kisses love Lin Fan, you may know that is not love sentiment, I love your I also want with you in the same place, to want completely to do wife's all responsibility for you, wants to accompany you to you are weary of my time, but that is not love sentiment past is I is too greedy, now I understood, independently perhaps is deepest love love 欣雨却摇头轻笑:“承诺太多太美,只是因为我们太年轻但是亲『爱』的林凡,你可知道那并不是『爱』『情』,我『爱』你我也想跟你在一起,想为你尽做妻子的一切责任,想要陪你一直到你厌倦我的时候,可是那都不是『爱』『情』从前是我太贪心,现在我懂了,放手或许才是最深的『爱』恋” The clear tears have slid together the Xinyu snow greasy cheek, she could not say too many words, was sobbing in my arms, the shoulder shivered gently, the whole person as if all of a sudden gave way general. 一道晶莹的泪水滑过欣雨雪腻的脸蛋,她说不出来太多的话,在我怀里哽咽着,肩膀轻轻颤抖,整个人都仿佛一下子就垮掉一般。 I look at out of the window at a loss, really to conclusion time? 我茫然看着窗外,真的到了结束的时候了吗? Our stories, but can also continue again? 我们的故事,还可以再继续吗? Until Xinyu cries was tired, I hold her to lie down to bed, suddenly, Xinyu puts out a hand to hold in the arms me, looked up me saying: Tomorrow I will go to Fujian, tonight stays behind accompanies me?” 直到欣雨哭的累了,我才扶着她到『床』边躺下,忽然,欣雨伸手搂住我,抬头看着我说:“明天我就去福建,今天晚上留下陪我,好吗?” I shove open her hand, said: Accompanies you to be able, but is not late Xinyu you do not walk absolutely finally, where no matter you went, I also like looking for Shanshan looks for you, do you understand? The avoidance is useless!” 我推开她的手,说:“陪你可以,但是绝对不是最后一晚欣雨你别走,不管你去了哪里,我也会像找姗姗一样的找你,你明白吗?躲避是没用的!” Xinyu smiles bitterly and astringently: I do not evade, I have chosen giving up, only this evening, later we are only the ordinary friends, at least, before we have not separated, making me be you female human 欣雨苦涩一笑:“我没有要逃避,我选择了放弃,只此一晚,以后我们就只是普通朋友,至少,在我们没分开之前,让我做一次你的『女』人” I stayed there, crossed had bent for a long time down, a kiss on the Xinyu forehead said: Xinyu, I want you to become my wife, but does not do for night sentiment, how others see your me, no matter, but I with your first time, I actually incomparably regard as important, I do not think that our first intimate contacts are also the last time, do you understand?” 我呆在了那里,过了好久才俯下身子,在欣雨的额头上一吻道:“欣雨,我要你当我的老婆,而不是搞一夜『情』,别人怎么看你我不管,但是我跟你的第一次,我却无比看重,我不想咱们的第一次亲密接触也是最后一次,你懂么?” Xinyu lies down there, cake 『the chest half dew, looks at the ceiling, bursts into tears to continue. 欣雨躺在那里,酥『胸』半露,看着天花板,流泪不止。 That night, my almost entire night sits on the sofa looks at Xinyu, I feared that she will disappear suddenly like Murong Shanshan, making me be at a loss. 这一夜,我几乎整整一夜就坐在沙发上看着欣雨,我怕她会像慕容姗姗一样突然消失掉,让我无所适从。 However morning time, I have fallen asleep, waking up time, Xinyu has actually been drawing a suitcase, exchanges dark blue color windproof coat, is wrapping the exquisite figure. 但是上午的时候,我还是睡着了,醒来的时候,欣雨却已经拉着一个行李箱,换上一身深蓝『色』风衣,包裹着玲珑的身段。 Xinyu, do you do?” 欣雨,你这是干什么?” Outside transmits the fruit the screams, then she yelled: Xuehan! Shanshan, comes out, Xinyu must walk!” 外面传来果子的惊呼声,接着她大叫:“雪涵姗姗,都出来啊,欣雨要走!” I crawled hastily, after holds the Xinyu skill, asked loudly: Ning Xinyu! What are you actually thinking? How can I be able to keep you in the side?” 我连忙爬了起来,从后抓住欣雨的手腕,大声问:“宁欣雨!你到底在想什么?我要怎样才能留你在身边?” Xinyu visits me, was red eye, a few words was not saying. 欣雨看着我,红着眼睛,一句话也不说。 After a rapid sound of footsteps, Murong Shanshan and land Xuehan has caught up, land Xuehan surprised, draws the Xinyu sleeves then to ask: Why can walk? Why can walk? Lin elder sister and Li Qing walked, Xinyu aren't you willing to remain to accompany me?” 一阵急促的脚步声之后,慕容姗姗和陆雪涵都赶了过来,陆雪涵大为惊讶,拉着欣雨的衣袖便问:“为什么要走?为什么要走?琳姐和李清都走了,难道欣雨你也不肯留下来陪我吗?” Xinyu replied at a loss: Xuehan is clever, I am the unnecessary person, necessity that has not continued to leave behind 欣雨茫然回答:“雪涵乖,我是多余的人,没有继续留下的必要” „It is not such land Xuehan argues loudly: Nobody is unnecessary, we experience that many in the same place, how many words because of Murong Xuan's on the change original intention, this is we? Xinyu, you had insisted one year, why cannot insist Lin elder sister does come back?” “才不是那样”陆雪涵大声争辩:“没有谁是多余的,我们经历那么多才在一起,因为慕容萱的几句话就改变初衷,这还是我们吗?欣雨,你坚持了一年,为什么不能坚持到琳姐回来?” Xinyu shakes the head the forced smile: Xuehan, I could not insist, I feared passes some time again, I final patience also will lose continually, if love Lin Fan, I do not know why one go on living therefore I must leave, such I can seek for alveolus to live well!” 欣雨摇头苦笑:“雪涵,我真的坚持不下去了,我怕再过一些时间,我会连最后的耐心也失去,如果不『爱』林凡,我不知道自己为什么活下去所以我必须要离开,那样我可以寻找一个小窝自己好好生活!” Land Xuehan stubbornly holds Xinyu not to put, persists in saying: Did not want Xinyu I unable to lose you again!” 雪涵死死的抓住欣雨不放,坚持道:“不要欣雨我不能再失去你了!” At this time, Murong Shanshan muttered in side said: If all because of me, then, Xinyu, I apologized to you real, mother yesterday 这时,慕容姗姗在旁喃喃的说:“如果一切都是因为我,那么,欣雨,我向你道歉真的,妈妈昨天的话” Xinyu looked at Murong Shanshan, suddenly smiled: Female human are narrow-minded, I will not be mad your, Shanshan!” 欣雨看了眼慕容姗姗,突然笑了笑:“『女』人都是小心眼,我不会生你的气,真的,姗姗!” Murong Shanshan said: „If not live me to be mad, why Xinyu you must walk, you do not know that you walked, won't Lin Fan definitely keep side us?” 慕容姗姗道:“如果不是生我气,欣雨你为什么要走,你难道不知道,你走了,林凡肯定也不会留在我们身边吗?” Xinyu turned head to look at my one eyes, suddenly also said: I exit to relax probably, heard that the Hainan scenery is good! Perhaps I exit to transfer, missed homeland, came back!” 欣雨回头看了我一眼,忽然又笑着说:“我大概只是出去散心而已,听说海南风光不错!或许我出去转一圈,想家了,就回来了!” Land Xuehan was red the eye saying: Xinyu deceived people! You will be the same with Lin elder sister, said that anything missed homeland came back, but how to miss homeland again, you will not come back!” 雪涵红着眼睛说:“欣雨骗人!你会跟琳姐一样,说什么想家了就回来,可是再怎么想家,你们也不会回来!” I go forward, said: Words that Xinyu, wants to exit to relax, I accompany you to go, isn't Hainan? Two weeks also came back!” 我上前一步,说:“欣雨,真想出去散心的话,我陪你去,不就是海南吗?两个星期也就回来了!” The Xinyu two awkwardness, asked me: But, your baggage does not have belt 欣雨两下为难,问我:“可是,你连行李都没有带” I pat the bosom the card, said: Wants any baggage, was leading you and money on the line!” 我拍拍怀里的卡,说:“要什么行李,带着你和钱就行了!” Xinyu no longer spoke, nods, draws the box to go downstairs. Murong Shanshan said in my ear: Careful, do not let Xinyu run away 欣雨不再说话,点点头,拉着箱子下楼。慕容姗姗则在我耳边说:“小心点,别让欣雨跑掉了” I shake the head: Xinyu will not run away, only then Shanshan you will run away.” 我摇头:“欣雨才不会跑掉,只有姗姗你才会跑掉。” Murong Shanshan smiles, after getting down, then said to Xinyu: Sorry, I will look for the opportunity compensation!” 慕容姗姗浅浅一笑,下去后便对欣雨说:“对不起,我会找机会补偿的!” Xinyu does not know that is thinking anything, unexpectedly had not replied that Murong Shanshan words, finally Murong Shanshan thinks Xinyu still in the vitality, therefore an also heavyhearted appearance. 欣雨不知道在想什么,居然没有回答慕容姗姗的话,结果慕容姗姗以为欣雨依然在生气,所以自己也一副忧心忡忡的样子。 My driving brings several MM to go to the airport to buy a ticket, land Xuehan and Murong Shanshan repeatedly insisted that delivers also makes me not have the means that Xinyu also very much to insist, a few words agree did not say all the way. 我开车带着几个MM去机场买票,陆雪涵慕容姗姗一再坚持去送也让我没有办法,欣雨也很坚持,一路上一句话都不肯说。 Stops the vehicle outside, I go to buy tickets, Xinyu takes the baggage to stand with land Xuehan there, Murong Shanshan somewhat cramped standing in one side, a face apology looks at Xinyu. 把车子停在外面,我进去购票,欣雨提着行李跟陆雪涵站在那里,慕容姗姗则有些局促的站在一旁,一脸歉意的看着欣雨 Buys the ticket, my then round trip walks. 买完票,我便往回走。 Suddenly, outside noisy sound does not know that what happened sentiment, I ran hastily, when is away from their several steps remote, actually discovered a rental car insane goes high-speed! 突然之间,外面一片嘈杂的声音不知道发生了什么事『情』,我连忙跑了过去,可是在距离她们数步之遥的时候,却发现一辆出租车疯了似的高速行驶过来! Bang!” “轰!” The rental car hits violently on another vehicle, tremendous blow strength that the Haste travel brings stirring up broken glass of big piece, the glass wall of that airport disrupts loudly, receives the agitation of air current to fly suddenly to the position that Xinyu and land Xuehan stands! 出租车猛烈撞在另一辆车上,疾速行驶带来的巨大冲击力『激』起大片的碎玻璃,那机场的玻璃墙轰然碎裂,受到气流的鼓动猛然飞向欣雨和陆雪涵所站立的位置! Bang!” “嘭!” I was affected similarly, a brain blank, only before fainting saw a Murong Shanshan face amazed keeps off Xinyu after behind, gets down in the glass rain, three MM slowly but actually. 我同样受到了波及,大脑一片空白,只在晕倒之前看到慕容姗姗一脸惊诧的把欣雨挡在身后,在玻璃雨下,三个MM缓缓的倒了下去。 Murong Shanshan lies down in my on hand, the eye shuts tightly, the drip of dark red blood on her beautiful cheek gets down. 慕容姗姗躺在我的手边,眼睛紧闭,殷红的鲜血在她美丽的脸蛋上滴沥下来。 I as if heard her one twittering: Lin Fan, accompanies me to look at the snow in the winter!” 我似乎听到了她的一句呢喃:“林凡,冬天陪我去看雪!” But, do I have the opportunity? 可是,我还有机会吗?
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