„Whish ~!” “哗~！” The liquor in cup all sprinkled on the table, my heart started to be perturbed, entire was suddenly chaotic. 杯子里的酒全都泼在桌子上了,我的心又开始七上八下起来,一时间全乱了。 „Light rain, she also in Suzhou? Did not say that went to Holland?” “小雨,她还在苏州？不是说已经去荷兰了吗？” Ye Qiu silently looks at the floor of under foot, crossed long time said: „Has a look at her! Now, she should want to see you very much, I think that you should also have a look at her, to you, to her, has good 『place』!” 叶秋默默的看着脚下的地板,过了半晌才说:“看看她吧！现在,她应该很想看到你,我想,你也应该去看看她,对你,对她,都有好『处』！” „You thought really that I should see her?” “你真的觉得,我应该见她？” Ye Qiu bitter and astringent smiles, said: „Saw that her you understand has a look at your present appearance, before this also likely is, that calm and decisive Lin Fan? Can look, that several quite attractive 『female』 children very much likes you, Murong Shanshan, perhaps to your also a little meaning, is you, is actually evading, not?” 叶秋苦涩的一笑,说:“看到她你就会明白了看看你现在的样子,这还像是以前那个冷静、果断的林凡吗？看得出来,那几个比较漂亮的『女』孩都很喜欢你,慕容姗姗,或许对你也有点意思,可是你呢,却在逃避,不是吗？” I am silent, Ye Qiu has actually patted my shoulder, said: „Finished eating me to accompany you to go, that several 『does female』 child know the light rain matter 『sentiment』?” 我缄默不语,叶秋却拍了拍我的肩膀,说:“吃完我陪你去吧,那几个『女』孩知道小雨的事『情』吗？” „Em, some know” “恩,有的知道” „That brought together in the past, but, I think, even if we did not agree that they are with.” “那一起带过去吧,不过,我想即使我们不同意,她们还是会跟去的。” Finished eating the food, Ye Qiu et al. also expressed that no longer has disturbed, said that had the human to exit to handle a matter, finally Xinyu, Xu Lin and land Xuehan really insisted that must go together, Murong Shanshan said that must build along the windmill, while convenient watched the fun. 吃完饭,叶秋等人也表示不再打扰了,说带人出去办件事,结果欣雨、许琳和陆雪涵果然坚持要一起去,慕容姗姗则笑着说要搭顺风车,也就顺便看看热闹去。 Went out, Ye Qiu told that tot these young blood went back first, but fine and other people also insisted that must with, ten people hire three rental cars to exit together. 出了门,叶秋吩咐tot的那些新成员先回去了,而fine等五个人则也坚持要一起跟去,十个人叫了三辆出租车就出去了。 Ye Qiu said that light rain in the hospital in urban district, actually in the final analysis what happened 『sentiment』. 叶秋说小雨在市区的一个医院里,却又不说到底发生了什么事『情』。 Xinyu looks at my anxious appearance, cannot bear ask: „Exactly what happened?” 欣雨看我焦急的样子,忍不住问:“到底发生了什么事？” I put the hull to lower, lying down was been face up more comfortable by oneself, simultaneously in a low voice said to Xinyu: „Not anything” 我放车座放低了点,仰面躺下让自己更舒服一些,同时低声对欣雨说:“没什么” Xinyu blinked to visit me, has not said anything, sits has been very peaceful in front seat Murong Shanshan, she as if had had a premonition that must what happened 『sentiment』, the words were not many said. 欣雨眨了眨眼睛看着我,也没有多说什么,坐在前座的慕容姗姗一直很安静,她似乎已经预感到要发生什么事『情』,连话也不多说。 A slight brake sound, the rental car stopped in an entrance of hospital. 一阵轻微的刹车声,出租车停在了一家医院的门口。 People in three carriage immediately one after another, Ye Qiu light pointed above was saying: „In No. the 3 hospital ward of three buildings, before this is I the news that obtains from friend there.” 三辆车里的人马上都鱼贯而出,叶秋淡淡的指着上面说:“在三楼的3号病房里,这是我从一个以前的朋友那里得到的消息。” I raised head to look at this hospital, said strictly the hospital of this rank can only be the small clinic, the lamp of hospital also hung in the pub with lane to be common, light rain, in this place? 我仰头看了看这家医院,严格的说这种级别的医院只能算是小诊所而已,就连医院的灯也挂得跟巷子里的小旅馆一般,小雨,就在这个地方吗？ Exactly what happened? 到底发生了什么事？ Is having a lot of doubts, I stepped the stair. 带着一肚子的疑惑,我踏上了台阶。 high price of fine in a nearby fruiterer's shop has bought the fruit basket, followed hurriedly. fine在旁边的一个水果店里高价买了个果篮,也急匆匆的跟了上来。 „Sir, your seeing a doctor person?” A young leading medicine young lady asked. “先生,你们看病人吗？”一个年轻的导医小姐问道。 I walk up, said to the previous figure: „Chen Yu of three building No. 3 hospital wards, we comes to see her!” 我走上前去,向上一指说:“三楼3号病房的陈雨,我们来看她的！” Leads the medical face 『color』 slightly changes, said in a soft voice: „Goes upstairs from here, your limelight, she must rest, leaves is too long” 导医的脸『色』微微一变,轻声说:“从这边上楼就到,你们注意点,她要多休息,别太久了” I nodded, hurried going upstairs. 我点了点头,匆忙的上了楼。 『Cloudy』 on dark corridor, the in twos and threes patient family member sits there 『junction』 is discussing anything, carried 『medicine』 the nurse of plate to take the gate of No. 3 hospital ward, turned head actually to see us, her surprised asking: „You are” 『阴』暗的走廊上,三三两两的病人家属坐在那里『交』谈着什么,一个端着『药』盘的护士带上了3号病房的门,回头却看到了我们,她惊讶的问:“你们是” „Visits the sick” “探病” „, Goes in!” Nurse strange looked at my one eyes, then left quietly. “哦,进去吧！”护士怪怪的看了我一眼,然后悄然离开了。 „Yeah, takes this, we first outside you!” fine handed over bunch of fresh flowers to come. “哎,带上这个,我们先在外面等你！”fine递了束鲜花过来。 I nod, push the door to enter. 我点点头,推门而入。 Strong 『medicine』 taste floods in the nose, in the room has not turned on the light, ray unusual difference, only then nearby the glass window shone through the ray of weak street light, in that small and narrow sickness 『bed』 on, a petite stature of seeming to have met before lay down there, the weak breathing let me clear heard the rapid heartbeat. 一股浓重的『药』味充斥在鼻子里,房间里没有开灯,光线非常的差,只有玻璃窗附近才透射进了微弱街灯的光芒,在那张窄小的病『床』上,一个似曾相识的娇小身躯躺在那里,微弱的呼吸声让我能清晰的听到自己急促的心跳声。 „~!” “啪~！” I twisted off 『date』 the switch of light lamp, light rain long eyelash 『wool』 the slight beat, the brow have twisted immediately, has not actually opened the eye. 我拧开『日』光灯的开关,小雨长长的睫『毛』立刻轻微的跳动了一下,眉头也拧了一下,却没有睁开眼睛。 „Wasn't nurse, has hung the water today?” The light rain said the sentence in a soft voice, the sound somewhat hoarse. “护士小姐,今天不是已经挂完水了吗？”小雨轻声的说了句,声音有些嘶哑。 Her face 『color』 is very pale, cannot see a blood 『color』, on the fair neck is hanging silver 『color』 the necklace, hangs to decorate following the pillow lets fall in 『bed』 in list. 她的脸『色』很苍白,看不到一丝的血『色』,白皙的脖子上挂着一条银『色』的项链,吊缀顺着枕头垂落在『床』单上。 My arriving silently 『bed』 side, the vase in does not know how long fresh flower was dried up to give to replace, discovered that was putting her medical record on the counter! 我默默的走到『床』边,把花瓶里不知道干枯了多久的鲜花给换掉,同时发现,在柜台上放着她的病历！ Has opened the first page, except for „miscarriage” two characters, other characters all did not know. 翻开了第一页,除了“流产”两个字,其它的字全都不认识。 I sink immediately at heart , did the light rain turn into this appearance unexpectedly? 我顿时心里一沉,什么时候,小雨竟然变成这个样子了？ „Is, you?” “凡,是你吗？” Behind has heard light rain weak cry, although back to her, but she depended on the back to recognize me! 后面传来了小雨无力的叫声,虽然背对着她,但是她还是凭背影把我认了出来！ I have turned around slowly, heaving in sight is actually that absent-minded eye of light rain, toward 『date』 the brilliance, early has not existed. 我慢慢的转过身来,映入眼帘的却是小雨的那双失神的眼睛,往『日』的光彩,早已经不复存在。 „Light rain” I do not know how I send out these two characters, the tonality walks looks awful. “小雨”我不知道我是怎么发出这两个字的,音调走得不成样子。 Looks at my appearance, the light rain has squeezed a smiling face unexpectedly: „What is up? Is who leads you to come to here? Definitely is Ye Qiu, he now outside, calling him to come in!” 看着我的模样,小雨竟然挤出了一丝笑容:“你怎么啦？是谁带你来这里的？肯定是叶秋吧,他现在在外面吗,叫他进来吧！” „Good” “那好吧” I have not opened the door, fine et al. actually flushed, Murong Shanshan and Xinyu and other mm entered the room afterward. 我还没开门,fine等人却都已经冲进来了,慕容姗姗和欣雨等mm随后进了房间。 Light rain slightly one startled, then said: „Has not thought that some of your also that many friends ~!” 小雨微微一惊,转而笑着说:“没有想到,你还有那么多朋友嘛~！” I feel somewhat bitterly and astringently, at this time the smile of light rain suddenly, will make people grieved compared with the sob. 我突然感觉有些苦涩,此时小雨的微笑,甚至会比哭泣更让人心痛。 „He?” I long time, asked the sentence silent. “他呢？”我缄默良久,才问了句。 „He?” On the face of light rain flashes through one to hesitate, afterward said: „He is very good! Because of my body 『body』 not good relations, our 『country』 time was therefore postponed, he comes to see frequently my!” “他？”小雨的脸上闪过一丝迟疑,随后笑着说:“他很好啊！因为我的身『体』不太好的关系,所以我们的出『国』时间被延期了,他经常来看我的！” Although the light rain said that I am actually well aware, if that man comes really frequently, these flowers so will not wither. 小雨虽然这么说,我却心知肚明,如果那个男人真的经常来的话,那些花儿也不会如此就枯萎掉了。 On the scene is not the stupid person, almost all people know that the light rain is lying, but actually only then a person stood came out fine some 『stirring up』 to move, looks at the light rain saying: „His telephone number, gives me, I make him come now.” 在场的都不是笨人,几乎所有人都知道小雨在撒谎,但却只有一个人站了出来fine有些『激』动,看着小雨说:“他的电话号码,给我,我让他现在就过来。” The light rain looked at fine surprisedly, then said: „He is very busy, do not disturb him ~!” 小雨惊讶的看了看fine,转而笑着说:“他很忙,就不要打扰他了嘛~！” fine also wants to say anything, forcefully was actually stopped by the Ye Qiu look. fine还想说什么,却被叶秋的眼神强行制止了。 The light rain looked at my behind Xinyu and other mm, suddenly asked: „Are that several elder sisters, your friend?” 小雨看了看我身后的欣雨等mm,突然笑着问:“那几位姐姐,是你的朋友吗？” I turned head to look at one, when explained that Xinyu first said: „Yes, very good friend!” 我回头看了一眼,正待解释,欣雨却抢先说:“是的,很好的朋友！” „Ha-ha, Lin Fan you grew up really ~” light rain visited me with a smile, did not have the difference including the expression of speech with before: „You listened to me saying that man should make an enterprise to come, this can oneself heart 『love』 『female』 child more things, if did not have a thing in the world, that 『female』 child may discontented ~!” “呵呵,林凡你真的长大了哦~”小雨笑着看我,连说话的语气都跟以前没有两样:“你听我说,男人就应该做出一番事业来,这样才可以给自己心『爱』的『女』孩更多的东西,如果一无所有,那『女』孩可会不满的哦~！” „Does light rain, in your mind, money and family property compare what to be important really?” My sound somewhat shivers, since this issue is also the question that I most have wanted to ask. “小雨,在你心目中,难道钱和家业真的比什么都要重要吗？”我的声音有些颤抖,这个问题也是我一直以来最想问的问题。 The light rain somewhat seemed to be tired, closes the eye, said in a soft voice: „Yes, money can let me the thing that oneself want, the vehicle and house, was respected the vision that and envied by others!” 小雨似乎有些累了,闭上眼睛,轻声的说:“是的,钱可以让我得到自己想要的东西,车子、房子,还有被别人尊重和羡慕的目光！” I am silent, but * said in my Xinyu: „For this, you can give up all, including with Lin Fan 『love』 『sentiment』?” 我沉默不语,但*在我身边的欣雨却说:“就为了这个,你可以放弃一切,包括和林凡的『爱』『情』吗？” Light rain slowly opens the eye once more, looks at Xinyu saying: „Yes, I do not believe does not have the bread 『love』 『sentiment』 . Moreover, I want also incessantly is the bread, was I is too perhaps greedy” 小雨缓缓的再次睁开眼睛,看着欣雨说:“是的,我不相信没有面包的『爱』『情』,而且,我想要的也不止是面包,呵或许是我太贪心了” The appearance of light rain was really too weak, Xinyu did not haggle over with her, but has bought my clothes, said in a low voice: „Exactly what happened 『sentiment』?” 小雨的样子实在是太虚弱了,欣雨并不跟她计较,只是扯了扯我的衣服,低声说:“到底发生了什么事『情』？” I only then respond with the forced smile: „If I can know that was good!” 我惟有报以苦笑:“如果我能够知道,那就好了！” Crossed for a long time, everybody has not spoken. 过了许久,大家都没有说话。 At this time Ye Qiu actually placed 『bed the fruit basket』 head, said to the light rain in a soft voice: „That did not disturb you to rest, we exited first!” 这时叶秋却把果篮放在『床』头,轻声对小雨说:“那就不打扰你休息了,我们先出去了！” The light rain does not do to detain, but shows a faint smile to express greeting. 小雨不作挽留,只是微微一笑表示招呼。 One group of people walk on the dim corridor, Ye Qiu said to me: „Finds the places of other not people, my some words said to you!” 一群人走在昏暗的走廊上,叶秋对我说:“找个没有其它人的地方,我有些话对你说！” I have referred to the corridor terminus, said: „In that side!” 我指了指走廊尽头,说:“就在那边吧！” Therefore two people walked, but fine actually also followed, Ye Qiu has not spoken, indicated that approved. 于是两个人走了过去,但是fine却也跟了上来,叶秋没有说话,表示认可了。 „Shouted ~!” “呼~！” Has pulled open the window, the cool breeze blows on the face the time, I felt suddenly I felt better. 拉开了窗户,凉风吹到脸上的时候,我突然感觉到自己好受了许多。 „You also saw!” Ye Qiu looks at downstairs ***, muttered said: „What light rain likes is money, but is not you, for these things, she even can choose to give up you! Does not need any guilty, you have not been unfair to her, since did not have, you have your faith, she has her pursue, these, were doomed you unable in the same place.” “你也看到了！”叶秋看着楼下的***,喃喃的说:“小雨喜欢的是钱,而不是你,为了那些东西,她甚至可以选择放弃你！不需要任何愧疚,你没有对不起她,一直以来都没有,你有你的信念,她有她的追求,这些,就注定了你们不可以在一起。” I have breathed out the tone against the wind, these truth do I know? 我迎风嘘了口气,这些道理我又何尝不知道？ Ye Qiu smiled, the satire said: „What is laughable is that man is is not very as if earnest to the light rain, knows why the light rain does lie down in sickness 『bed』 on? That is because she miscarried in one year twice, body 『body』 originally weak, in light of this has almost not given way, which that man now? Does not know which probably in 『female』 on the belly of person was merry!” 叶秋笑了笑,讽刺的说:“可笑的是那个男人似乎并不是对小雨很认真,知道小雨为什么躺在病『床』上吗？那是因为她在一年内流产了两次,身『体』本来就弱,差点没就此垮掉,那个男人现在哪去了？大概不知道在哪个『女』人的肚皮上快活着了吧！” In my heart a pain, bitter and astringent has smiled the sound track: „Has not thought that the light rain will reduce to this situation unexpectedly” 我心中一痛,苦涩的笑了声道:“没有想到,小雨竟然会沦落到这个地步” fine asked me in the one side with amazement: „Illuminated you saying that is it possible that before you, hasn't gotten up 『bed with the light rain in the same place with her』?” fine在一旁惊讶的问我:“照你那么说,莫非你以前跟小雨在一起的时候从来没有跟她上过『床』？” „” I have not said this saying time, suddenly felt one are much sillier, the person society of world degenerated, I am actually hugging some am resulting in stodgy do not know the so-called thing. “没有”我说出这话的时候,突然感觉自己傻得可笑,全世界的人都学会堕落了,我却在抱着一些迂腐得不知所谓的东西。 the fine face 『color』 changes, maliciously falls cigarette butt pinching in hand, clenches teeth saying: „Good b dog 『date』!” fine脸『色』一变,把手里的烟头狠狠的掐掉,咬牙道:“好b都狗『日』了！” I know, initially pursued the light rain time, fine is also one of my matches, perhaps, he has not changed to the light rain. 我知道,当初追求小雨的时候,fine也是我的对手之一,或许,他对小雨一直都没变过。 Ye Qiu laughs in spite of trying not, said: „This is the life, played 『female』 human to be many, in your eyes naturally became ill” 叶秋不禁失笑,道:“这就是命,玩得『女』人多了,在你的眼里自然就变狗了” fine had also self-ridiculed, finally somewhat sigh with emotion said: „Light rain goes all out to obtain, but is actually finally doomed she not to have a thing in the world, heaven really tmd is fair! Is she worth with 『sentiment』? Unworthy!” fine也自嘲了一番,最后有些感慨的说:“小雨拼命想得到的,可是最后却注定她一无所有,老天还真tmd公平！她值得同『情』吗？不值得！” Ye Qiu also expressed the support, patted my shoulder saying: „All passed, when has not run into her!” 叶秋也表示赞同,拍着我的肩膀说:“一切都过去了,就当从来没有遇到过她这个人吧！” I nodded, pulled out a bankcard 『junction』 to give Ye Qiu from the bosom, and said: „In this 5 million, you give the light rain it, the password was my living 『date』. Before I could not give her, now cannot give, this money hopes that can a little help her, from now henceforth, I will not come to here again, because I had the thing that I need to treasure!” 我点了点头,从怀里掏出了一张银行卡『交』给叶秋,并且说:“这里面有5000000,你把它给小雨吧,密码就是我的生『日』。以前我给不了她的,现在也给不了,这点钱希望能对她有点帮助吧,从今以后,我也不会再来这里,因为我已经有我需要珍惜的东西了！” It is not far 『place』, Xinyu and Murong Shanshan are visiting us 不远『处』,欣雨和慕容姗姗正看着我们