UR :: Volume #11

#1047: Speechless result!

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On the street there are vehicles coming and going, the made light has swept unceasingly the Passat that stops in the roadside, the compartment inside and outside two world, the outside steam whistle resounds from time to time, an inside actually silence. 街上车来车往,打出的灯光不断扫过停在路边的这辆帕萨特,车厢内外两个世界,外面汽笛时而响起,里面却一片沉默。 Although Su Ke knows at noon today eats meal, Zheng Mo start to speak but hesitate several times, as if had what words to oneself say common, but had that Yao Yichen at that time on the scene, making her not state clearly. 苏克虽然知道今天中午吃饭的时候,郑沫几次欲言又止,似乎有什么话要对自己说一般,只不过当时有那个姚一辰在场,让她没有明说。 Who knows that she will make the phone call in this time, Su Ke takes a deep breath, takes the cell phone, vision subconscious looked to out of the window. 谁知道她会在这个时间打来电话,苏克深深的吸了口气,拿着手机,目光下意识的看向了窗外。 As if felt that dumbfounded of Su Ke, Zheng Mo of telephone that head closely is biting the lip, looks up to the nighttime sky stars, unknowingly the tears flowing, at this time, she hopes that now Su Ke gives an affirmative answer. 似乎感觉到苏克的哑口无言,电话那头的郑沫紧紧咬着嘴唇,抬头看向夜空的繁星,不知不觉泪水潸然而下,现在这个时候,她多么希望苏克给自己一个肯定的答案。 Even if Su Ke tells her is very difficult in the future, two people must face how much winds and rains, not compared with present makes people think fearful silent. 哪怕苏克告诉她未来会很艰难,两个人要面对多少风雨,也没有比现在的沉默不语让人觉得心寒。 Winter CAO field, although many lovers are strolling as before, however actually the nobody left around Zheng Mo, is the withered and yellow weed, sits on the ice-cold bench, even if binding the thick down clothing, cannot make itself feel a warmth. 冬天的CAO场,虽然依旧有很多情侣在漫步,但是在郑沫周围却空无一人,身后是枯黄的杂草,坐在冰冷的长椅上,哪怕裹着厚厚的羽绒服,都不能让自己感觉到一丝温暖。 In the middle of the mind remembers two people's meeting by chance in supermarket, thinks near the basketball to cheer the call for him, is thinking he plays a stringed musical instrument to sing for himself, the corners of the mouth turn upwards slowly, is only the tears as before flood. 脑海当中想起两个人在超市的偶遇,想着篮球边为他欢呼呐喊,想着他为自己弹琴唱歌,嘴角慢慢翘起,只是泪水依旧滂沱。 „I must start to practise, actually in the class the remaining many people, do not want to come to wait till now winter vacation, will not remain, everyone must take the job!” “我要开始实习了,其实班里现在没剩下多少人了,想来等到寒假过后,就会一个不剩了,大家都要走上工作岗位了！” Zheng Mo broke finally silent, probably thought aloud common: „Many people must live far apart hence, perhaps including the deep love person, separates since then, for serveral days I looked at enough loathing to part, looked enough life and death that probably they cried left!” 郑沫终于打破了沉默,像是自言自语一般:“很多人至此就要天各一方了,包括深爱的人,或许从此分开,这些天我看够了依依惜别,看够了他们哭的像是生死离别似的！” „I must start to work, I do not know that will continue to keep Weihai, goes out to fight like other schoolmates, I resume that from online sends, has the reply!” “我也要开始工作了,我不知道会继续留在维海,还是像其他同学们那样出去打拼,我从网上寄去的简历,已经有了回信！” „Reality perhaps is such brutal, what will not have to change because of someone's will, are you, willing to walk with me?” “现实或许就是这么残酷,不会因为某一个人的意志而有什么改变,你,愿意和我一起走下去吗？” Su Ke had nothing to say in reply, particularly oneself just experienced Ma Yina bi to ask, now not handles flurriedly, in the brain flashed before the innumerable thoughts. 苏克无言以对,尤其是自己刚刚经历了马伊娜的bi问,现在更是慌乱无措,脑子里闪现了无数个念头。 Zheng Mo is different from Ma Yina, oneself and she true breakthrough final bottom line, perhaps this has not been the best result, lets loose the hand, does not want to hesitate. 郑沫不同于马伊娜,自己与她并没有真正的突破最后的底线,或许这是最好的结果吧,就此放开手,不要在犹犹豫豫。 „Perhaps Little Mo, I do not have the means to give you a satisfactory answer!” The Su Ke sound also appears constrains, many things are always deceiving oneself and others every so often, after the subconscious is not willing to think, but arrives at the time of facing now finally. “小沫,或许我没有办法给你一个满意的答案！”苏克的声音也显得压抑,很多事很多时候自己总是在自欺欺人,潜意识不愿意去想以后,可是现在终于到了面对的时刻了。 „Why?” Zheng Mo exhausts the full power, was not sobbed to make noise by oneself, only makes the tears drip silently. “为什么？”郑沫用尽全力,不让自己抽泣出声,只让泪水默默淌下。 „You must work, but I also need to continue to study, you will run into a better person, can give you to be happy!” Su Ke in the heart pressed a giant stone suddenly probably, this type felt that had not gasped for breath by oneself, undeniably, oneself liked Zheng Mo, but rare because liked her, delayed her excellent youth? “你就要工作了,而我还需要继续读书,你会遇到更好的人,可以给你幸福！”苏克突然间心里像是压上了一块巨石,这种感觉让自己喘不过气,不可否认,自己喜欢郑沫,可是难得就因为自己喜欢她,耽误了她的大好青春？ Has not presented the hard-to-control developmental outcome while present with her, asks her to leave! The responsibility that oneself need to bear could not have cleared off the clue. 趁着现在自己并没有跟她出现难以控制的发展结果,还是让她走吧！自己需要背负的责任已经理不清头绪了。 „We can also be the good friends, not?” “我们还会是好朋友,不是吗？” „Good friend?” Zheng Mo asked back probably, seems like self-examined, because has many classes and grades to start to have the disbanding food these days, the reality lets everyone for the respective life will rush about to toil, the beautiful love, will seem delicate in front of the bread, this will also be she starts to consider that with the primary cause that Su Ke will relate. “好朋友？”郑沫像是反问,又像是自问,因为这段时间已经有不少班级开始吃散伙饭了,现实让每个人都会为了各自生活奔波劳碌,美好的爱情,在面包面前显得弱不禁风,这也是她开始考虑起自己跟苏克关系的主要原因。 Because of oneself relations with Su Ke two people, although has stemmed from ambiguous middle, even some enviable vindicating, but for a long time, tepid, making Zheng Mo somewhat be always swayed by personal gains and losses, particularly in present time, this worry by invisible enlargement. 因为自己跟苏克两个人的关系,虽然一直都出于暧昧当中,甚至有过令人羡慕的表白,但是长久以来的,不温不火,让郑沫总是有些患得患失,尤其是现在的时间段里,这种担忧就被无形的放大了。 Finally the decision confronts this issue, gets such an answer. 终于决定正视这个问题,却得到这样一个答案。 „I knew!” The Zheng Mo sound presented the unexpected tranquility, probably hears insignificant news common , this continues to open the mouth: „Su Ke, if some day you remembered me, you must remember, I in Yanjing wait/etc. you!” “我知道了！”郑沫声音出现了意外的平静,像是听到一个无足轻重的消息一般,顿了顿之后,这才继续开口:“苏克,如果有一天你想起了我,你要记得,我会在燕京等你！” Hears in the telephone to transmit toot toot the busy signal, Su Ke is motionless, as if Zheng Mo shadow in own at present, writes freely, plays drives off noisily, the happy expression of corners of the mouth brings the thick bitterness and astringency, hence later, Zheng Mo is doomed to become the stranger with. 听到电话里传来嘟嘟的忙音,苏克一动不动,似乎郑沫的影子就在自己的眼前,嬉笑怒骂,玩闹追打,嘴角的笑意带着浓浓的苦涩,至此以后,郑沫与自己注定要成为了陌路人。 Wasn't this wants to see the result? Why in the heart actually also have guts deep doesn't abandon? 这不是自己希望见到了结果吗？为什么心里却还有种深深的不舍？ The cell phone threw one side, turned out the smoke in car(riage) again, Su Ke has formed the habit now, usually did not smoke, but will put one package in the car(riage), to prepare emergency requirement. 手机扔到了一边,再次翻出车里的烟,苏克现在已经养成了习惯,平常不吸烟,但是会在车里放上一包,以备不时之需。 Lowers the glass, the put out smog seems like flees common eagerly, drills outward, but outside as before heavy traffic, Su Ke actually felt lonely feeling that one type is unable to tell. 降下车窗,吐出的烟雾像是急于逃离一般,向外钻去,而外面依旧车水马龙,苏克却感觉到一种无法诉说的孤单感。 Cigarette, cannot make the Su Ke mood return to normal, the cigarette butt springs out of the window, is drawing an arc, probably the meteor hit in the ground, sparks flying in all directions, Passat starts again, moved to Her Humble Fragrance directly. 一支烟,并不能让苏克的心情平复,烟蒂弹出窗外,划着一道弧线,像是流星般撞击在地面,火花四溅,帕萨特再次启动,径直驶向了芳菲伊人。 Su Ke felt that in the chest is burning one group of fires, in person who if oneself know, the person can act as intimate Elder Sister, then absolutely is Luo Feiyan not. 苏克感觉胸口里燃烧着一团火,如果说自己认识的人里,有一个人可以充当知心姐姐的话,那么绝对是洛飞烟莫属。 in the heart is agitated, the vehicle speed naturally becomes quick, took 20 minutes of distance, Su Ke only to use for 14 minutes, when he arrives at Her Humble Fragrance time, suddenly realized, now has started to do business normally, in other words in should have many customers to be right now. 心里烦躁,车速自然变快,原本要二十分钟的路程,苏克只用了十四分钟,但是等到他来到芳菲伊人的时候,突然意识到,现在已经开始正常营业了,也就是说现在里面应该会有很多的顾客才对。 Did not only come to come, no matter inside anyone, Su Ke braced oneself also walks toward, Lin Xiaobai seemed like the affection to be fiery actually, sat lowers the head in the onstage, is giving that boyfriend to send SMS to chat, heard the gate sound, looked up one. 只不过来都来了,不管里面有谁,苏克硬着头皮也往里走,倒是林小白看起来恋情火热,坐在前台低着头,又在给那个男朋友发短信聊天,听到门响,抬头看了一眼。 „Su Ke!” Puts down the cell phone, while stood, but Su Ke now the mood is not beautiful, but nods: „Elder Sister Yan in?” “苏克！”一边放下手机,一边站了起来,不过苏克现在心情不美丽,只是点了点头:“烟姐在吗？” „In! You was this goes to work today?” Lin Xiaobai felt that Su Ke seems like the complexion to be not quite attractive, frowned: „What's wrong? Had an accident?” “在呢！你今天这是来上班了？”林小白感觉苏克似乎脸色不太好看,皱了皱眉:“怎么？出什么事了吗？” „All right, is outside is a little cold, frozen!” Su Ke grinning, greeted with Lin Xiaobai goes upstairs directly , started doing business yesterday officially, today already customer full of something in the whole family, two also slightly people little, to three, but also without and other Su Ke walked, had heard the cheers happy expression continually Large expanse. “没事,就是外面有点冷,冻的！”苏克咧了咧嘴,跟林小白打了招呼直接上了楼,果然,昨天正式开业,今天就已经顾客盈门了,二层还稍微人少点,到了三层,还没有等苏克走上去,就已经听到了欢声笑意连成片。 Moreover in this unexpectedly the lead is oneself, does not know that which woman is shouting: „Yanyan, Su Ke? Without him is playing a stringed musical instrument at the same time, your here scale may obviously drop!” 而且这里面竟然主角是自己,也不知道哪个女人在喊着:“烟烟,苏克呢？没有他在一边弹琴,你们这儿的档次可明显下降了啊！” „Looks for Su Ke to do? Has me to accompany you here, you have not been glad! Now the Su Ke schoolwork is getting more and more busy, others must test good of university!” Luo Feiyan had found the excuse to Su Ke that was absent from work without an excuse for no reason, after all he now or Her Humble Fragrance chief Piano master. “找苏克干嘛？有我在这儿陪着你们,你们还不乐意啊！现在苏克功课越来越忙,人家可是要考大学的好不好！”洛飞烟已经给无故旷工的苏克找好了借口,毕竟他现在还是芳菲伊人的首席钢琴师。 „Forget it! Definitely had a concubine by you, said! Is?” Sound from a beautiful body bed direction that gathers round the bead curtain transmits, but Luo Feiyan sits on the sofa of rest area, will open the mouth, suddenly discovered Su Ke that stands in stairway flushed with excitement (or anger). “得了吧！肯定是被你金屋藏娇了,说！是不是？”声音从一张围着珠帘的美体床方向传来,而洛飞烟坐在休息区的沙发上,正要开口,突然发现了站在楼梯口面红耳赤的苏克。
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