744 th, does not die! 第744、不死！ Mind like still water, however the arrival of family member makes her state of mind begin the mighty waves.( 800 novel nets 原本已经心如止水,但是家人的到来让她的心境再起波澜。(800小说网 Www.800Book. Net Www.800Book.Net Provides the Txt free download) 提供Txt免费下载) Right that static Master Hui said that because there are hates resentfully, therefore stays up all night. Some issues are not solved, feared that will be these rotten 78 bad mood will toss about her will fall insanely. 静惠师父说的对,因为有怨有恨,所以才彻夜难眠。有些问题不解决,怕是那些烂七八糟的情绪会把她折腾的疯掉。 But, such matter principle clear? 可是,这样的事情又将如何理的清楚呢？ That injured heart, that gloomy world, can restore such as beginning? 那受伤的心,那灰暗的世界,又能够恢复如初吗？ With full suffering returns to the room with the strong gloomy mood, in the room that actually lives in presently were many a man. 怀着满腔的委屈和浓烈的愁绪回到房间,却现自己居住的房间里面多了一个男人。 The Lianhua Temple incense and candle is not abundant, therefore keeps here nun is also few. In addition Phoenix altogether only has seven people, everyone can have an independent room. If you want, you can have two even three- 莲花寺香火不盛,所以留在这边的尼姑也少。加上凤凰在内一共只有七个人,每个人都能够有一间单独的居室。如果你愿意的话,你可以有两间甚至三间- The men are turning away from Phoenix, kneels to sit on her Pu round/ball of daily sutras pray in worshipping on bended knees room the Mother Buddha image. 男人背对着凤凰,跪坐在她每天诵经祈祷的浦团上面跪拜房间里面的观音大士像。 His body supports straightly, appears the lower back slenderly specially solid. 他的身体挺得笔直,显得腰背特别的修长结实。 Waspwaist ape back, long shawl, even if cannot see the face, can still make people feel that he is a handsome sentimental handsome man. 蜂腰猿背,长披肩,就算看不到脸,也能够让人感觉到他是一个英俊多情的美男子。 His mouth mumbled, the sound was anxious, was slurred. Listened to the person to be hard to distinguish his mouth to say anything. 他的嘴里念念有词,声音急快,却又模糊不清。听人难以辨别他的嘴里到底在说些什么。 The dedicated intention, had not detected probably behind were many a woman of onlooking. 专注用心,好像根本就没有察觉身后多了一个旁观的女人。 Phoenix sees the back of man, the body is stiff, surface like dying embers. 凤凰看到男人的背影,身体僵硬,面如死灰。 Her body wants to draw back, but stands there eventually has not moved. 她的身体想退回去,但是终究站在那里没有动弹。 „You did not fear that I did kill you?” The men make noise to say. The sound is temperate, has the hoarse magnetism. “你不怕我杀了你？”男人出声说道。声音温和,带有沙哑的磁性。 He was just still praying to the Goddess of Mercy, in an instant asked such unfeeling issue. 他刚刚还在向观音菩萨祈祷,转眼间就提出这么冷酷无情的问题。 He seems like a robber of gentleman, seems like a graceful anomaly. 他像是一个绅士的强盗,又像是一个优雅的变态。 „Did not fear.” “不怕。” Hears the man voice that flash, Phoenix becomes tranquil to get down suddenly. txt novel downloading 听到男人声音的那一瞬间,凤凰突然间变得宁静下来。txt小说下载 She looks at the man, makes noise saying: „If you killed me, all Burden of sin all vanished all of a sudden. The mortal body extrication, the mind arrives at the other shore. Although such resolution format is imperfect. Perhaps, at that time I can rest one to be good to think truly.” 她看着男人,出声说道:“如果你杀了我,所有的业障就一下子全都消失了。肉身解脱,心灵到达彼岸。虽然这样的解决方式并不完美。或许,那个时候我才能够真正的睡一个好觉。” „Arrives at the other shore?” The voice of man is tranquil, but Phoenix can hear a taunt of faint trace. „This world not that so-called heaven pure land? Does that world have? If all eminent monk cardinal virtue look like stainless not strive for like that that they propagandize why does enjoy the incense and candle and in addition of follower models the golden body? Can't that world withstand compared with the society dirtily?” “到达彼岸？”男人的声音平静,但是凤凰还是能够听到一丝丝的嘲讽。“这个世界没有那所谓的天国净土？那个世界就有吗？如果所有的高僧大德都像他们宣传的那般无垢无求,那又何必享受信徒的香火和加塑金身？那个世界比人世间更加的肮脏不堪吧？” „You have the hatred to this world.” Phoenix said. “你对这个世界有仇恨。”凤凰说道。 „You?” The men set out, turn around to look to wear Phoenix of kasaya, said: „Do you cross fortunately?” “你呢？”男人起身,转身看着身穿衲衣的凤凰,说道:“你过得还好吗？” „It is not good.” Phoenix shakes the head. „I have the hatred to myself.” “不好。”凤凰摇头。“我对自己有仇恨。” „Un, I can understand your mood at this moment.” The men twisted the mouth sidewise the corners of the mouth to smile, the time of smiling actually any sound. Passes for the first time presently. „You have two to hate, there are two shame. You hate the family member, hating them to ruin your life. You hate yourself, hating oneself not to have the courage to change own destiny. Your guilty Fang Yan, you deeply are loving him, from very small time-, but you actually harmed him finally. You have the guilt to me, you do not like me, actually uses me at times. I do not hate to kill you, they actually kill me by this-” “嗯,我能够理解你此时此刻的心情。”男人咧开嘴角笑了起来,笑起来的时候却又不出任何声音。浅浅的,乍现即逝。“你有两恨,也有两愧。你恨家人,恨他们毁掉了你的人生。你恨自己,恨自己没有勇气改变自己的命运。你愧疚方炎,你深爱着他,从很小的时候-但是你最终却伤害了他。你对我也有愧疚,你不喜欢我,却又时时利用我。我不舍得杀你,他们却以此杀我-” Phoenix complexion is pale, this man truly understands his. Thinks her is more thorough. 凤凰的脸色苍白,这个男人确实是了解他的。比她以为的要深入许多。 Her hand also grabs the doorframe, shakes the hand of doorframe to pinch on the frail shutter ka ka makes noise. 她的一只手还抓着门框,握着门框的手捏在脆弱的门板上面咔咔作响。 „I am unfair to Fang Yan, is unfair to you-” Phoenix said. „I do not know that is unfair to you to be unfair to Fang Yan, I more think that does not understand this issue, more hates own family, more is hates itself- , since that matter lives, I cannot rest one to be good again to think. The lamentation bone to inter the body, the poisonous snake bites the heart.” “我对不起方炎,也对不起你-”凤凰说道。“我不知道是更对不起你还是更对不起方炎,我越是想不明白这个问题,就越是恨自己的家庭,越是仇恨自己-自从那件事情生后,我就再也没有能睡一个好觉了。悔恨入骨,毒蛇噬心。” The men sighed gently, said: „Knows that what I did kneel before the Goddess of Mercy a moment ago make?” 男人轻轻叹息,说道:“知道我刚才跪在观音菩萨面前做什么吗？” Phoenix shakes the head, said: „I do not know. Long ago I listened to you saying that you did not make sacrifices to a god Buddha, did not believe ghost-” 凤凰摇头,说道:“我不知道。很久以前我听你说过,你不敬神佛,更不信鬼魂-” „Yes. I do not make sacrifices to a god Buddha, does not believe the ghost. However, perhaps in this world really has them to exist?” The man voice said gently. His whole face looks at the eye of Phoenix tender, said: „Settling down to take you to go back, this matter I can understand. Your uncle are the person of attaching great importance to face-saving, do they possibly allow the women of family/home to become monk to be the nun? Between you and them the dialogue I also heard, I also heard you with that old nun's dialogue- I know that you very long had not slept well, your appearance seems like very exhausted- I knelt before Buddha read «Pharmacist Colored glaze Light Tathagata To do abhiseka Incantation» to you, hoping the Bodhisattva can bless you not to get sick without the disaster, the sleep was fragrant.” “是啊。我不敬神佛,不信鬼魂。但是,或许这个世界上真的有他们存在呢？”男人声音轻柔地说道。他满脸怜惜地看着凤凰的眼睛,说道:“安家想接你回去,这种事情我可以理解。你的叔伯都是很要面子的人,他们怎么可能允许自己家的女人出家做尼姑？你和他们之间的对话我也听到了,我也听到了你和那个老尼姑的对话-我知道你很久没有好好睡一觉了,你的模样看起来很疲惫-我跪在佛前给你念了一遍《药师琉璃光如来灌顶咒》,希望菩萨能够保佑你无病无灾,睡梦香甜。” The Phoenix eye socket is moist, said: „Why bother?” 凤凰眼眶湿润,说道:“何苦？” The men twisted the mouth sidewise the mouth to smile, said: „If in the novel movie, people like me certainly is first under heaven number big unprincipled person-, but, the unprincipled person also has the sentiment. The unprincipled people will also like a woman, sees her from first time starts to like, day-by-day, year by year. Even if knows what she likes is other man, even if knows that she joins in the fun- still endures gladly.” 男人咧开嘴巴笑了起来,说道:“要是在小说电影里面,我这样的人一定是天下第一号的大坏人-可是,坏人也有感情啊。坏人也会喜欢上一个女人,从第一眼见到她的时候开始喜欢,一天又一天,一年又一年。即使知道她喜欢的是别的男人,即便知道她不过是逢场作戏-也甘之如饴。” „Why can also come out?” The Phoenix sound sobbed said. „Everyone thinks that you died- I also think that you died-” “为什么还要出来？”凤凰声音哽咽地说道。“大家都以为你死了-我也以为你死了-” „I also think that I died.” The men narrowed the eye to smile, said: „Finally lived. When I open the eye, even I have a scare-” “我也以为我死了。”男人眯着眼睛笑了起来,说道:“结果又活了过来。当我睁开眼睛的时候,连我自己都吓了一大跳-” „Bai Xiu, you walk. Walks from afar, do not come back again.” Phoenix is drawing the arm of man, wanted to drive out her, rushes to anyone unable to find his place. “白修,你走吧。走得远远的,不要再回来。”凤凰拉着男人的手臂,想要把她赶出去,赶到谁也找不到他的地方。 „I will walk.” Bai Xiu looks at Phoenix, said: „I come, is to lead you to walk together.” “我会走。”白修看着凤凰,说道:“我来,是要带你一起走。” Phoenix shakes the head, said: „I do not walk. Which my does not go. I live here, the beautiful scenery has Buddhist literature-” 凤凰摇头,说道:“我不走。我哪儿也不去。我就住在这里,有山有水有佛经-” „Life is too negative.” The men said. „You should have a more colorful life. Like this lives I to give you. Fang Yan not such courage.” “生活态度太消极。”男人说道。“你应该有更加丰富多彩一些的生活。这样的生活我能够给你。方炎没有这样的勇气。” „Bai Xiu-” “白修-” The figure show/unfolds of man, a hand blade cuts on the Phoenix nape of the neck. 男人的身形一展,一记手刀切在凤凰的脖颈上面。 Phoenix was physically weak, one was struck to faint by this directly. 凤凰原本就身体虚弱,遭此一击直接就晕倒了过去。 The men take up the body that Phoenix will soon throw down, looks at she fine busy cheek, said: „You looked, such you are also very beautiful-” 男人抄起凤凰即将摔倒的身体,看着她精致无暇的脸蛋,说道:“你看,这样的你也很美-” Then, holds Phoenix to push the door to leave. 说完,抱着凤凰推门想要离开。 „Puts down.” A clear and bright man voice passed on. “放下。”一个清朗的男人声音传了过来。 The sound is extremely towering , is so clear, looks like some people to yell general in the ear. 声音极其突兀,却又如此清晰,就像是有人在耳朵喊叫一般。 The footsteps of man stagnate, look to stand in that tall man of courtyard front lotus pond corner. 男人的脚步一滞,看着站在院子前面荷池边角的那个身材高大的男人。 The men sit on a big stone, the mouth is holding in the mouth a little flower, the posture was common, looks like just awoke general. 男人坐在一块大石头上面,嘴里叼着一朵小花,姿势庸懒,就像是刚刚睡醒一般。 „Baili Lu-” man sinking sound said. The sound is still tranquil, the Baili Lu appearance marvelously has not made him feel how absurd. He a time has died person, what matter but also there is able to make him feel novel? “百里路-”男人沉声说道。声音依然平静,百里路奇迹般的出现并没有让他觉得多么的荒谬。他是死过一次的人了,还有什么事情能够让他觉得新奇的呢？ „Puts down. Said that must put down.” Baili Lu still sat on the big stone, picks to place in the hand to hold appreciatively the little flower of mouth. “放下。佛说要放下。”百里路仍然坐在大石头上面,把嘴里的小花摘下来放在手上把玩。 „Can you block me?” The Bai Xiu look bone-chilling cold is staring at Baili Lu, asked. “你要拦我？”白修眼神凛冽地盯着百里路,问道。 „Bai Xiu, you have not died unexpectedly,-” Baili Lu makes noise, because Bai Xiu also lives is letting he very regrettable appearance. „You said that you die well, why can live? Do you know that- do you do that do not speak Jiang Hu morality and justice very much? The life and death is a very serious matter, your a while lives a while dead, doesn't this deceive the sentiment of person? Knows after you died, how long our Swallow Dock person did not know happily. Now you live, weren't we are in vain happy?” “白修,你竟然还没死,啧啧-”百里路啧啧出声,因为白修还活着而让他很遗憾的样子。“你说你死得好好的,干嘛又要活过来呢？你知不知道-你这么做很不讲江湖道义？生生死死是一件很严肃的事情,你一会儿生一会儿死的,这不是欺骗人的感情吗？知道你死了之后,我们燕子坞的人也不知道高兴了多久。现在你又活了过来,我们不是白高兴了？” „Swallow Dock-” Bai Xiu coldly is smiling, said: „Always, I must who these feel self-important to pay the price on the 1st.” “燕子坞-”白修冷冷地笑着,说道:“总有一日,我要让那些骄傲自大的人付出代价。” „Said that some went too far. Where has you to scold own?” Baili Lu smiles hey smiles to make noise, said: „The entire Swallow Dock people know, before you have not exposed your brute, the fellow who Swallow Dock most feels self-important is you- naturally, we have not treated as the Swallow Dock person you. You are just a young bastard who mingles among Swallow Dock.” “这么说就有些太过份了。哪有你这么骂自己的？”百里路笑嘿笑出声,说道:“整个燕子坞的人都知道,在你还没有暴露出自己的人面兽心之前,燕子坞最骄傲自大的家伙就是你-当然,我们也从来都没有把你当作燕子坞的人。你只不过是一个混迹在燕子坞的小混蛋而已。” The murderous intention twinkle in Bai Xiu eye, stares at Baili Lu to ask: „Is Fang Yan makes you come?” 白修眼里的杀机闪烁,盯着百里路问道:“是方炎让你来的？” „Do you think?” Baili Lu said ill-humoredly. „My that young girl to your arms also has no interest. I just went back to handle a matter exactly, drank his several bowls of liquor, was given to lose by him to this remote mountain ruined temple in waits for gains without pains- I know that you noticed my mood was very uncomfortable, but can you understand my mood?” “你以为呢？”百里路没好气地说道。“我对你怀里的那个小妞又没有兴趣。我只不过是恰好回去办了一件事,喝了他几碗酒,然后就被他给丢到这个深山破庙里面守株待兔-我知道你看到我心情很不爽,但是你能够理解我的心情吗？” Bai Xiu in great surprise, on the face actually maintains composure at heart, asks: „Fang Yan knows that I am also living?” 白修心里大惊,脸上却不动声色,问道:“方炎知道我还活着？” „He possibly knows that you are also living? He told me very much definite, his sword handle you gave to hold. For this, before he also raised vat liquor is going into father's tomb, was stewed to the gills-” “他怎么可能知道你还活着？他很确定地告诉我,他一剑把你给捅死了。为了这个,他还提着一大桶酒跑到父亲的坟墓前大醉了一场-” „That-” “那么-” „Do you find it very strange? I also find it very strange. He had killed you obviously, why also requests me to protect this small girl?” Baili Lu swung the thick head, said: „Although I am not willing to acknowledge, but Fang Yan truly is among our that group of people the most intelligent fellow- every so often, I do not know that he is actually thinking anything. He asked me to come, I came.” “你心里觉得很奇怪？我也觉得很奇怪啊。明明他已经把你杀了,为什么还要求我过来保护这个小丫头？”百里路摇了摇自己粗大的脑袋,说道:“虽然我不愿意承认,但方炎确实是我们那一群人当中最聪明的一个家伙-很多时候,我也不知道他到底在想些什么。他请我过来,我就来了。” Baili Lu looks the Bai Xiu bosom is holding Phoenix, said: „Puts down her. You can walk, can stay behind- I do not matter.” 百里路看着白修怀里抱着的凤凰,说道:“把她放下。你可以走,也可以留下-我都无所谓。” „Courts death.” Bai Xiu cold snort/hum makes noise, during the spoken languages the murderous intention is imposing. “找死。”白修冷哼出声,言语间杀机凛然。