Chapter 543 and Jiang Shangxin are very sad! 第543章、将上心很伤心！ Respects your compromising for the general interest! 敬你的委屈求全！ Respects your anger to be unwilling! 敬你的愤怒不甘！ Respects your lonely not to depend on! 敬你的孤独无依！ Also respects your strength bravely! 也敬你的坚强勇敢！ Jiang Shangxin was soon suppressed for serveral days insanely, she thought that she soon must explode . Visit: щщщ. 将上心这些天都快要被憋疯了,她觉得自己即将要爆炸了。.访问:щщщ. . 。 It looks like a fish of vacuum packing, she breathes desperately, struggles time and time again, finally can only spit the froth reluctantly, is getting more and more weak, the consciousness is also getting more and more fuzzy. 就像是一条真空包装的鱼,她拼命地呼吸,一次又一次地挣扎,最后只能无奈地吐着泡泡,身体越来越虚弱,意识也越来越模糊。 She is dying! 她要死了！ She knows, she was dying, if she does not make anything. 她知道,她要死了,如果她不做些什么的话。 „What I am ‚female’ person?” Jiang Shangxin thump thump filled big liquor, pounds on front table to look that sits shouts in opposite Fang Yan loudly: „I am Jiang Family ‚female’ person. Who is Jiang Family? Jiang Family is Jiang Family, is Jiang Family that everyone envies, is Jiang Family that everyone is afraid-” “我是什么样的‘女’人？”将上心咕咚咕咚地灌了一大口酒,拍着面前的桌子看着坐在对面的方炎大声喊道:“我是将家的‘女’人。将家是谁？将家就是将家,是人人都羡慕的将家,是人人都害怕的将家-” „Wanting is the Jiang Family person, certainly is the object who everyone envies, certainly is the object who everyone is afraid. Regardless of type pretty clown, no matter intelligence quotient tall bottom, you are in the society highest level exists- do not believe that in the world does not have rank level nonsense, the person who these keep aloof their personal connection circle and influence are very terrifying, does not need them to begin, but frowns or hint of look, these offend their unimportant people dead without burial ground-” “只要是将家的人,就一定是所有人羡慕的对象,也一定是所有人都害怕的对象。无论样貌美丑,不管智商高底,你都是社会上最顶级的存在-别相信世界上没有等级层次这种鬼话,那些高高在上的人他们的人脉圈和影响力是非常恐怖的,不需要他们动手,只是皱一下眉头或者一个眼神的示意,那些得罪他们的小人物就死无葬身之地-” The Jiang Shangxin squint is casting aside Fang Yan, said: „Jiang Junling Jiang Junling does not like you very much. He thinks himself, so long as hints some people to solve you with the look, never expected that you look like cockroach who cannot kill- vitality is quite tenacious, moreover makes him admit defeat time and time again, makes him lose face time and time again-” 将上心斜眼撇着方炎,说道:“将军令-将军令很不喜欢你。原本他以为自己只要用眼神示意一下就有人会把你解决掉,没想到你就像是打不死的小强-生命力相当顽强,而且还一次又一次地让他吃瘪,一次又一次地让他出丑-” „Evil cannot vanquish good.” A Fang Yan face said earnestly: „I stand in the just this side, he is impossible to exceed me.” “邪不胜正。”方炎一脸认真地说道:“我站在正义这一方,他就不可能胜过我。” Does Jiang Shangxin laughs crazily several times, smiles ‚flower’ ‚chaotically’ to tremble, smiles doubles with laughter, smiles full her ‚the chest’ section sway to break through the shackles of shirt, but ‚very’ present Fang Yan front. 将上心疯狂大笑,笑得‘花’枝‘乱’颤,笑得前仰后合,笑得她那饱满的‘胸’部摇摇晃晃好几次都要冲破衬衣的牢笼而‘挺’现在方炎的面前。 She uses that to smudge black ink ‚color’ the finger is pointing at Fang Yan, with incomparably despises the tone saying: These words that „Fang Yan, you spoke are the nonsense, do you believe such nonsense? In the world died of punishment on a false charge good person how many? How at that time on no one to them saying that evil cannot vanquish good such nonsense- this is a strength to revere society. Whose fist is big, who has the qualifications to speak loudly-” 她用那涂抹成黑墨‘色’的手指头指着方炎,用无比鄙夷地语气说道:“方炎,你说的这句话就是鬼话,你相信这样的鬼话吗？世界上被冤死的好人又有多少？那个时候怎么就没有人对他们说邪不胜正这样的鬼话-这是一个实力为尊的社会。谁的拳头大,谁就有资格大声说话-” The arm transverse shift of Jiang Shangxin, is pointing in the arena two boxers of fierce fight in ‚stirring up’, said: „You have a look at them, who is evil who is positive? Can the just that side certainly defeat the evil that side? Stated differently, they go all out on the stage, countless people go all out under the stage-” 将上心的手臂横移,指着擂台上正在‘激’烈战斗的两个拳手,说道:“你看看他们,谁是邪谁是正？正义的那一方就一定能够战胜邪恶的那一方吗？不同的是,他们在台上拼命,无数的人在台下拼命-” Fang Yan smiles, said: „You have your idea, I have my insistence. Our life styles are different. Enters ‚gate’ the deep as sea, you live in such environment, sees to want to be these powerful person these influential people achieves success with all kinds of methods-” 方炎笑了笑,说道:“你有你的想法,我也有我的坚持。我们的生活方式不同。一入豪‘门’深似海,你生活在那样的环境,所见所想全都是那些强大的人那些有影响力的人用各种各样的手段去获得一场又一场的胜利-” „I live in a small village pile, in that except for the person who few several I do not like, most people have the charitable disposition, for somewhat is silly some nihilities not to hesitate to sacrifice the life in bystander opinion to sprinkle ideally warm-blooded- passes from generation to generation , to continue the millenniums not to extinguish.” “我生活在一座小村桩,那里面除了极少数几个我不喜欢的人,大多数人都是心存善念,为了一个在外人看来有些傻又有些虚无地理想而不惜抛头颅洒热血-世代相传,延续千年不灭。” „I am young time, has been thinking, in the world will have such existence of ethnic group? I do not want to understand this issue to the present the answer. Why will have such existence of ethnic group? However, since had existed, that should have reason that he has- what awfully is, my also sweet like the danger, has paid the worthy people of former times and sacrificed for these senior to have the respect and admiration-” “我小的时候,也一直在思索,世界上怎么会有这样一个族群的存在呢？一直到现在我都没想明白这个问题的答案。为什么会有这样一个族群的存在？但是,既然已经存在了,那就应该有他存在的理由-更要命的是,我还对此甘之如殆,为那些付出过的先贤和牺牲了的前辈心存尊重和钦佩-” „I think, if the sheave to me, what choice I will make? Even has not considered too for a long time, to get answer in the heart-, if sheave to me, I will make with their similar choices-” “我想,如果有一天轮到我的话,我会做出什么样的选择？甚至都没有考虑太久,就已经在心中得到了答案-如果有一天轮到我的话,我会做出和他们同样的选择-” „My ancestor has made such choice, my great grandfather grandfather has made such choice, my person of father's generation uncle generation has also made such choice- how can arrive at my generation to break? Our that side has a custom, the descendants later generation that any which family/home died in battle outside, the entire village will hang up white Fan- before had the dispute is also good, having the quarrel/corners of the mouth is also good, who wiped out whose ‚gate’ tooth whose break asunder whose arm also good- to that day, all intense rivalries all put down, the dead was biggest-” “我的先祖做过这样的选择,我的太爷爷爷爷做过这样的选择,我的父辈叔辈也做过这样的选择-怎么能到了我这一辈就断了呢？我们那边有一个习俗,凡是有谁家的子孙后辈阵亡在外,整个村子都会挂起白幡-以前有过争执也好,发生过口角也好,谁打掉了谁的‘门’牙谁拗断了谁的胳膊也好-到了那一天,所有的恩怨情仇全都放下,死者最大-” „To me, these people are just. They die did not fear, how also possibly to fear that short dark cloud did obstruct day?” “对我来说,这些人都是正义的。他们连死都不怕,又怎么可能怕那短暂的乌云遮日？” Jiang Shangxin has not thought that Fang Yan will mention such words to her, the delay after the period of time, asked: „That place that you said- is Swallow Dock?” 将上心没想到方炎会对她讲出这么一番话,呆滞了好一阵子后,问道:“你说的那个地方-是燕子坞？” „Good.” Fang Yan nods. „General dismounts, the prime minister falls Sedan Swallow Dock.” “不错。”方炎点头。“将军下马,丞相落轿-燕子坞。” „If possible must have a look.” The Jiang Shangxin infinite expectation said. „Because of your reason, I know that has such a place, knows its all sorts of legends- but always thought that these legends are too far, always thought that these stories are too old- thought that all things are exaggerate and fictionalize. Originally, has existence of such a group of people seriously.” “有机会的话一定要去看看。”将上心无限憧憬地说道。“因为你的缘故,我知道有这么一个地方,也知道它的种种传说-但是总觉得那些传说太远,总觉得那些故事太旧-觉得所有的事情都是夸大和虚构。原来,当真有这么一群人的存在。” „Remembers that stops the vehicle in the threshing floor of village.” Fang Yan said with a smile: „In the vehicle of person on one's own side except for the village, the vehicle that outside goes to stops there.” “记得把车子停在村口的打谷场。”方炎笑着说道:“除了村子里自己人的车子,外面去的车子都是停在那里。” „I remembered.” Jiang Shangxin said: „Are you sending out the invitation to me? If I go to Swallow Dock, you will entertain my is right?” “我记下了。”将上心说道:“你这是在对我发出邀请吗？如果我去燕子坞的话,你会招待我的对不对？” Fang Yan smiles, asks: „Now did you believe evil cannot vanquish good?” 方炎笑,问道:“现在你相信邪不胜正了吗？” Jiang Shangxin shakes the head, said: „I do not believe.” 将上心摇头,说道:“我不信。” „-” “-” „Just like you had said such, I saw too many good people cleaned and buried the fact- this is one will eat the society of person, some people will also really open the big mouth to eat person- like you, you came from such a mysterious place, are you confident, will certainly defeat Jiang Junling? Even if you defeated Jiang Junling, his behind colossus Jiang Family Fang Yan, you are not possibly clear, you are only and a Jiang Junling person fight now, to Jiang Junling you are an opponent, to Jiang Family, you are only they whets the stone of cutting edge- either the knife in the sharpness that in the stone polishes, either the stone gives the knife spills openings, at the worst changes a knife to continue to rub-” “正如你说过的那样,我见过太多的好人被清洗和被掩埋地事实了-这是一个会吃人的社会,有些人也真的会张开血盆大口去吃人-就像你,你来自那样一个神奇的地方,你就有信心,一定会战胜将军令吗？就算你战胜了将军令,还有他身后的庞然大物将家-方炎,你可能还不明白,你现在只是和将军令一个人斗,对将军令来说你是一个对手,对将家来说,你只是他们磨砺锋刃的一块石头-要么刀子在石头上打磨的越加锋利,要么石头把刀子给咯开一道口子,大不了换一把刀子继续磨下去-” „But, you think not to have, when your stone fell Jiang Family knife one after another, when you make Jiang Family feel threat, they will lean to grip to come, the earth-shattering, the mountains and rivers flow backwards- at that time, can you also unable to withstand?” “可是,你想过没有,当你这块石头咯掉了将家一把又一把的刀子,当你让将家感觉到威胁的时候,他们就会倾扎而来,天崩地裂,山河倒流-那个时候,你还能够承受得住吗？” „I know that the Jiang Family command is the Jiang Family knife, I also know that Jiang Family makes one have weak powerful-” in Fang Yan is holding appreciatively that big beer mug, said: „But, I cannot, whatever they bully what words did not say that what matter isn't done? In that case, I became another by the good person who the unprincipled person cleaned and masks-” “我知道将家令是将家的刀子,我也知道将家非常的强大让人心生无力-”方炎手里把玩着那高大的啤酒杯,说道:“可是,我也不能任由他们欺负的时候什么话都不说什么事情也不做啊？那样的话,我就成为又一个被坏人清洗和掩没的好人了-” „-” “-” Fang Yan looks at Jiang Shangxin, said: „I know that your was full of the anger at heart, I can definitely understand your time feeling-” 方炎看着将上心,说道:“我知道你的心里充满了愤怒,我完全能够理解你此时的感受-” „You incomprehensible.” Jiang Shangxin sneers. „Without experiencing the person, easily do not say oneself can understand that who- regarding a suffering from cancer patient, do not tell him you and he equally sad- you impossible with his same sad, you were just say. When you walk after the hospital ward, you can see the blue sky, you can breathe to the fresh air, you can also continue from colorful life- patient can only probably part forever with this world in the terrified not whole family.” “你不能理解。”将上心冷笑。“没有经历过的人,不要轻易地去说自己能够理解谁-对于一个身患癌症的病人来说,不要告诉他你和他一样难过-你不可能和他一样的难过,你只不过是说说而已。当你从病房里面走出去之后,你能看到蓝天白云,你能够呼吸到新鲜的空气,你还能继续自已丰富多彩的人生-病人就只能在惶恐不舍中要和这个世界永别。” „-” Fang Yan is dumbfounded. “-”方炎哑口无言。 You have a look, these ‚gate’ ‚female’ person makings noble manner is not only graceful, the expression so sharply is philosophical- 你看看,这些豪‘门’‘女’人不仅仅气质高贵举止优雅,就连言辞都那么犀利富有哲理- „Fang Yan, you said that I should not ask you to drink, you told me, whom should I ask to drink? Looks for my elder brother Jiang Junling? Looks for my husband Jiang Zhuliu? Looks for my these to exalt friend best friend who the Jiang Family power and influence or dreads the Jiang Family power and influence- can I tell their my elder brother to make my husband kill by poison my father's such fact? What matter can I tell them me to hate them bone to inter the body also to force oneself to look cheerful to pretend what happened do not know?” “方炎,你说我不应该找你喝酒,那你告诉我,我应该找谁喝酒？找我的哥哥将军令？找我的丈夫江逐流？还是找我那些追捧将家权势或者畏惧将家权势的朋友闺蜜-我可以告诉他们我的哥哥让我的丈夫毒死了我的父亲这样的事实吗？我能够告诉他们我恨他们入骨还要强颜欢笑装作什么事情都没有发生什么事情都不知道吗？” A grievance is called nowhere to tell. 有一种委屈叫做无处诉说。 Person who your heart in the drop blood, actually must hold the blade with these smiles to exchange greetings, such ache who can understand? 你的心在滴血,却还要和那些捅刀的人微笑寒暄,这样的疼痛谁又能够理解？ „-” “-” Jiang Shangxin carries front beer mug thump thump to drink completely, shouts loudly: „Service person, comes two to grip the beer again.” 将上心端起面前的啤酒杯咕咚咕咚一口饮尽,大声喊道:“服务员,再来两扎啤酒。” Fang Yan makes noise to prevent, said: „Cannot drink again, you have drunk.” 方炎出声阻止,说道:“不能再喝了,你已经喝多了。” This is the fourth cup that Fang Yan and Jiang Shangxin drink respectively, beer of four cups of one rise attires to Fang Yan is not anything, but ‚female’ child is obviously excessive to one. 这是方炎和将上心分别喝的第四杯,四杯一升装的扎啤对方炎来说不算什么,但是对一个‘女’孩子来说明显过量。 Also, if Jiang Shangxin got drunk, a while Fang Yan must be responsible for sending back her- who is willing to do this terrible business. She is not oneself wife. 再说,要是将上心喝醉了的话,一会儿方炎还得负责把她送回去-谁愿意干这种麻烦事啊。她又不是自己的老婆。 „It is not good. I must drink.” Jiang Shangxin is not glad, said: „Makes you ask me to drink, aren't you glad? Then to which- I just started, you did not make me drink. This being suspended in midair feeling- do you know uncomfortably? Fang Yan, do you know, I soon died.” “不行。我还要喝。”将上心不乐意了,说道:“让你请我喝酒,你就不乐意了？这才到哪儿啊-我才刚刚开始呢,你就不让我喝了。这种不上不下的感觉-你知道有多难受吗？方炎,你知不知道,我快要死了。” Fang Yan is helpless, is beckoning to the service person, said: „Comes two cups of beer again.” 方炎无奈,对着服务员招了招手,说道:“再来两杯扎啤。” Speech time, he carries half cup of beer one in oneself hand to drink up. 说话的时候,他端起自己手里的半杯啤酒一口喝掉。 His principle is Jiang Shangxin drinks one cup of him also to follow to drink one cup, does not suffer a loss does not take others advantages. He is not the old drunkard, but must snatch the liquor to drink. 他的原则就是将上心喝一杯他也跟着喝一杯,不吃亏也不占人家的便宜。他又不是老酒鬼,还要和人抢酒喝。 Remembers the old drunkard, Fang Yan wants to drink one cup again. 想起老酒鬼,方炎就很想再喝一杯。 The service people delivered beer of two cups of one rise attires again, puts on ‚’ nature that rabbit ‚female’ court attendant installs feeling ‚female’ service person while Jiang Shangxin does not have the attention the time also to Fang Yan was lavishing praise. Possibly in her opinion buys eight cups of beer continuously Fang Yan is a super client. 服务员再次把两杯一升装的啤酒送了过来,穿着兔‘女’郎装的‘性’感‘女’服务员趁着将上心没有注意的时候还对着方炎抛了个媚眼。可能在她看来连续买八杯扎啤的方炎是一个大客户吧。 Jiang Shangxin overtakes one cup, lifts to say to Fang Yan on own initiative: „Come, respects my killing father personal enemy one cup.” 将上心抢过去一杯,主动举起来对着方炎说道:“来,敬我的杀父仇人一杯。” „-” Fang Yan has a fleeing to the wilderness impulsion. “-”方炎有种落荒而逃的冲动。 ( Ps: Spoke several friend words with everyone: For these days renewed is not quite good, no, was these days renewal is not good. Before celebrated the new year, is thinking in any case this is ‚spring’ festival, the people in the world at ‚spring’ festival, I have also taken this pretence to rest bold well for several days. Who makes me not be concerned about face? (ps:和大家说几句知己话:这几天更新不太好,不,是这一段时间的更新都不好。之前是过年,想着反正这是‘春’节,全世界的人都在过‘春’节,我也没脸没皮地拿着这个幌子好好休息几天吧。谁让我不要脸呢？ ‚Spring’ after festival, is thinking must begin to work well the symbol. At this time, " Ultimate Teacher » network play came out. Truly speaking, saw that this play comes out I to be not too happy, instead has the feeling of planting stops up very much at heart- ‘春’节过后,就想着要开工干活好好码字了。这个时候,《终极教师》的网络剧就出来了。说实在的,看到这部剧出来我并不是太高兴,反而心里有种很堵的感觉- I hold the cell phone stupidly to sit there one all day, anything does not want to say that also anything does not want to do. 我捧着手机傻坐在那儿一整天,什么都不想说,也什么都不想做。 Is the quietly floor brush the book review, is brushing the post, is brushing the WeChat public platform everyone's commentary- I understood that your moods, you actually may not understand my mood. 就是安静地刷着书评,刷着贴吧,刷着微信公众平台大家的评论-我理解你们的心情,你们却不一定能够理解我的心情。 Like such that Jiang Shangxin said that without experiencing easily do not say the understanding. 就像将上心说的那样,没有经历过就不要轻易的说理解。 You do not know, I to this book paid many ‚essence’ strength, gave the deep emotion. 你们不会知道,我对这本书付出了多少的‘精’力,也赋予了多深的情感。 Each character I ponders over carefully, each lines I repeatedly deliberate, each dialogue looks like places that the fool said to read- thought that does not conform to the story scene not to conform to character ‚nature’ standard to revise immediately. This is, but I still think that firmly what person can say what words handle what matter. 每一个人物我仔细琢磨,每一句台词我反复推敲,每一段对话都像傻子说的一句句地念出来-觉得不符合故事场景不符合人物‘性’格就立即修正。这是,但是我仍然坚定的认为什么样的人就能够说什么样的话做什么样的事情。 I have been doing that! 我一直在这么做！ Actually I do not blame the actor, because I know that they are not easy. In order to rush a job the issue of back lines, can only rest every day for 34 hours. They perform diligently, they diligently also each lines that hopes the scene in story and I writes- 其实我不怪演员,因为我知道他们也非常地不容易。为了赶工期背台词,每天只能休息三四个小时。他们努力地去做表演,他们努力地去还愿故事中的场景和我写的每一句台词- I even thought that they are worthy of respect! 我甚至觉得他们是可敬可佩的！ However, this truly is not my mind «Ultimate Teacher», also truly is not Fang Yan Ye Wenrou in my mind. 但是,这确实不是我心目中的《终极教师》,也确实不是我心目中的方炎叶温柔。 The ideal is very plentiful, the reality hits the face very much. Said is my time mood? 理想很丰满,现实很打脸。说得就是我此时的心情吧？ I think, the issue leaves on my body. 我想,问题还是出在我的身上。 Because I am not very powerful, because I do not have the means to protect my child. 因为我不够强大,因为我没办法保护好自己的孩子。 If possible, I will certainly complete my each work well. Fang Yan in my mind Qin Luo in my mind Lin Feng leaf autumn check yellow clear/pain in Tang Zhong as well as my mind in my mind- I want to do attentively well. 如果可以的话,我一定会好好地做好自己的每一部作品。我心目中的方炎我心目中的秦洛我心目中的唐重以及我心目中的林枫叶秋方格黄楚-我一定要用心好好做。 Naturally, most copyrights not in my hand. Some lot still not by my control. 当然,大部份版权都不在我的手上。有很多事情仍然不受我的控制。 These days mood was somewhat depressed, but I still looked several volumes of soap operas that issued. Plot return to original state is very high, some ‚essence’ color lines used, Baldy very moe moe dá. 这几天的情绪有些消沉,但是我仍然看完了发布出来的几集电视剧。剧情还原度很高,一些‘精’彩的台词都用上了,还有-秃子非常地萌萌哒啊。 If the interested schoolmate can have a look, this is about the volume address: vod. /v? id = 811004. 如果有兴趣的同学可以去看看,这是合集地址:vod./v?id=811004。 If not interested in the soap opera, that continues. 如果对电视剧不感兴趣的,那就继续。 In addition, thank 100,000 of evildoer/monstrous talent story to enjoy, congratulating the little friend became our «Ultimate Teacher» 120 th moe the lord! 另,感谢妖孽物语的十万赏,恭喜小朋友成为我们《终极教师》的第一百二十位萌主！ Deeply bows!!!!!) ;- 52361 + dsuaahhh + 25694066- > 深深地鞠躬！！！！！);--52361+dsuaahhh+25694066-->