Zhao Hua wants to follow to go together, however his leg is lame, usually walks are not related, but if experiences anything, he runs not quickly, is burden. 赵华很想跟着一起去,但是他的腿还是瘸的,平常走路没关系,但如果遇到什么事,他跑不快,就是实打实的累赘。 Cut a bulk to smoke meat to them brings, rapeseed cake ironed golden yellow crisply, two salt fish, some dried vegetables, wrapped to put on the tricycle vehicle, this was the supplies of two people. 切了一大块熏肉给他们带着,菜饼子烙得金黄酥脆,还有两条咸鱼,一些菜干,都包起来放到三轮车上,这是两个人的补给。 Lu An brought a solid string, A'Xia to hang the blade on the vehicle, tread the tricycle car(riage) to have the town, Lu An pushed in behind. 陆安带了一条结实的绳子,阿夏把刀挂在车上,蹬着三轮车出了镇子,陆安在后面推。 The blue sky such as washes, blue sky, only then wind. 碧空如洗,万里无云,只有浅浅的风。 Two people embarked like this, hurries to toward distant place that small town indistinctly, a day should not come back, Zhao Hua looks that their forms go far away, bringing Zhao Jinli to handle the vegetable garden. 两个人就这样出发了,往远处那个影影绰绰的小镇赶去,一天应该回不来,赵华看着他们的身影远去,带赵锦鲤去打理菜圃。 A'Xia likes pedalling tricycle, treads to be strong very much, place Lu An that the road is good takes a seat to the vehicle on makes her carry, bumps into the bumpy road section to help her push a cart. 阿夏喜欢蹬三轮,蹬起来很有劲,路好走的地方陆安就坐到车上让她载着,碰到坑坑洼洼的路段就下来帮她推车。 The old-style old canvas shoe, the denim pants, the position of knee and buttocks sewed one with the cotton material, this can avoid wearing, stands wear. 旧式老帆布鞋,劳动布裤子,膝盖和屁股的位置都用布料多缝了一层,这样可以避免磨损,更加耐穿。 to bind A'Xia of short ponytail, like the 80's rural young woman, the vigor vigor was pedalling the car(riage) to sneak in the unsurfaced road at this time, overgrown with weeds, does the vehicle squeak turns squeak turns to send out the static, Lu An sway on the vehicle, often observes around. 扎着短马尾的阿夏,这时候就像八十年代的农村女青年,劲劲儿地蹬着车钻进土路,杂草丛生,车子吱扭吱扭发出杂音,陆安在车上摇摇晃晃,不时观察一下周围。 Front has the plant is in the way, Lu An jumps, starts out an opening with the hatchet, gathers together again one side. 前面有植物挡路的时候,陆安就跳下去,拿柴刀开出个口子,再拢到一旁。 At the sparsely inhabited present, this loess pass regular session was invaded by various plants, the trace that once the person passed through was covered, some vines will hinder the vehicle vanguard. 在人烟稀少的现在,这种黄土路经常会被各种植物侵占,曾经人走过的痕迹被掩盖下去,有些藤蔓会阻碍车子前行。 Autumn soon passes, the withered grass is not better to clean up, the only good place is, in the grass will not hide too many insects. 秋天快要过去,干枯的草更加不好清理,唯一好的地方在于,草里也不会藏太多虫子了。 Lu An arm tightly wields, cleans up the weed, A'Xia sits on tricycle drinks water to rest, looks at the Lu An opening. 陆安紧实的胳膊挥动,把杂草清理一遍,阿夏坐在三轮上喝口水歇息,看着陆安开路。 Before were also many in the day on the road drifting, but treated in the city for a long time, some will not be familiar with, at that time she and father hurried to the city from the mountain village, the vehicle does not have the oil, walked by the both feet in the open country, in the evening looked to be able the bonnet place to rest. 以前在路上漂泊的日子也不少,只是在城市里待久了,才会有些不习惯,那时候她和父亲从山村里赶去城市,车子没油了,也是靠双脚走在野外,晚上找个能遮风的地方就可以休息。 Raised the head can see the deep blue sky, at that time the biggest desire was, the keeping out wind and rain houses can live, father's desire was to find a reliable person entrusts probably the daughter. 一抬头就能看见碧蓝的天空,那时候最大的愿望就是,有一个遮风挡雨的房子可以一直住着,父亲的愿望大概是找到一个靠得住的人把女儿托付出去。 Before without Apocalyptic World, is not easy to look, Apocalyptic World time all day all day cannot see the living person, this desire until he dies has not realized, is good four years later she bumped into. 没末世前都不好找,末世的时候整天整天见不到活人,这个愿望直到他死都没实现,好在四年后她自己碰到了。 Lu An handles the road, one then sees A'Xia to stare at itself, he shook the hand, A'Xia put away the thermo, two powerful legs toward a foot board tread, the tricycle car(riage) opened, waited till the near, he threw on the hatchet the vehicle again, helping A'Xia push. 陆安搞定路,一回头就看见阿夏盯着自己,他晃了晃手,阿夏放好水瓶,两条有力的腿往脚踏板一蹬,三轮车就开过来了,等到了近前,他再把柴刀扔车上,帮阿夏推过去。 „Your this leg treads tricycle to be really appropriate.” Lu An is not chatting, he was too high, tread time always aggrieved feelings, moreover meets place that catches with too vigorously, the car(riage) chain will also be injured. “你这腿蹬三轮真合适。”陆安不是在说笑,他太高了,蹬的时候总有一种憋屈感,而且遇到卡住的地方用太大力,车链子也会受伤。 A'Xia absolutely does not have this worry, stepping on to be just good, tread motionless time not because will make an effort to break the car(riage) chain tread fiercely. 阿夏就完全没这烦恼,踩起来刚刚好,蹬不动的时候也不会因为用力过猛把车链蹬断。 „Tread tired did you have the excuse to touch my leg?” A'Xia holds the steering handle to proceed. “蹬累了你又有借口摸我腿？”阿夏扶着车把往前。 „Do I touch also to find the excuse?” “我摸一下还要找理由吗？” „......” “……” A'Xia silent sighed, she was not silly, but the couple cannot have a child. 阿夏无声地叹了口气,她又不傻,只是夫妻俩人不能生孩子。 Most also stops in tracing to hug, this damn world, ended in their life end is OK. 最多也就止于摸摸抱抱,这该死的世界,终结于他们生命尽头就可以了。 She does not permit the child absolutely and she is the same, struggles in this place. 她绝对不允许孩子和她一样,在这种地方挣扎。 The alley winds, both sides are the withered weed and fallen leaf, the middle traded Lu An to ride, after transferring two was curved, then could not see the town that they embarked. 小路蜿蜒,两旁都是干枯的杂草和落叶,中间换了一次陆安来骑,转了两个弯之后,回头也看不见他们出发的镇子了。 After two people leave, He Qingqing is very boring, Zhao Hua has not brought Zhao Jinli to go out, tidies up the vegetable garden at home, the shoes that sewing breaks. 在两个人离开后,何清清就很无聊,赵华也没带赵锦鲤出门,在家里收拾菜圃,缝补破掉的鞋子。 These things are the heritages that the beforehand person stays behind, spent freely did not only have, he wants to bring Zhao Jinli to grow up, cannot gain in a day for day, must put long-term the vision is good. 这些东西都是以前的人留下的遗产,挥霍光了就没有了,他想带赵锦鲤长大,不能再过一天赚一天,要把目光放长远才行。 The journey goes beyond the expectation of Lu An, the middle wakes up the supplement physical strength, jumps down from the bed, is big and hungry, goes out sees Xia Hui, the hand that he lifts puts down. 路途超出陆安的预料,中间醒来补充体力,从床上跳下来,饥肠辘辘,出门看见夏茴,他抬起的手又放下。 „What do you want to make?” Xia Hui is very vigilant, this goods looked wants to raise a rumpus to her. “你想做什么？”夏茴很警惕,这货一看就是想对她动手动脚。 „I want to eat meal.” “我想吃饭。” Lu An touches the hair, sees the eight big steamed stuffed buns on table, immediately was satisfied. 陆安摸了摸自己头发,看到桌上的八个大包子,顿时满足了。 Actually Xia Hui sometimes obstinate argumentative exasperating, but the body is very honest. 其实夏茴有时候嘴硬气人,但身体还是挺诚实的。 „I must move!” Xia Hui announced the decision that she makes, this decision has actually announced that she announced again one time. “我要搬出去！”夏茴宣布她做的决定,其实这个决定早就宣布过了,她不过是再宣布一次。 Lu An has not cared, her last announcing time anxious, but passes for half a month, she lives here, should eat to drink, but does not know that prevented the god summer to come out with what means that in the evening was all right hides does not know to do in the room, possibly was she exchanges, sometimes was also so angry by her own, roused the mouth to come out. 陆安也没在意,她上次宣布的时候已经紧张过了,但是半个月过去,她还是住在这儿,该吃吃该喝喝,只不过不知道用什么办法阻止了神夏出来,晚上没事就躲在屋里不知道干什么,可能是和她自己交流,有时候还被她自己气得半死,鼓着嘴巴出来。 However waits to wash comes out to have the breakfast the time, Lu An discovered that she is really packing the thing, immediately was startled, „do you really want to move out?” 但是等洗漱完出来吃早饭的时候,陆安发现她真的在收拾东西,顿时惊了,“你真的要搬走？” „Do I crack a joke inadequately?” “难道我开玩笑不成？” „I have not made anything with future you......” “我又没有和未来的你做什么了……” „Lu An!” “陆安！” Having a fit of bad temper of Xia Hui air/Qi, raised her to go wild each time, is staring Lu An ruthlessly. 夏茴气的炸毛,每次提起这个她都要抓狂,狠狠地瞪着陆安。 „Future we are the couples, past we were also the couples, you were not do not know that......” Lu An felt this matter, although was odd, but...... odd. “未来的我们是夫妻,过去的我们也是夫妻,你又不是不知道……”陆安觉得这个事虽然离谱,但是……还是离谱。 The past was a couple, the future is a couple, properly speaking after now should be the divorce, stage that has not restored a marriage, however the fact was their all has not started. 过去是夫妻,未来是夫妻,照理来说现在应该是离婚后还没复婚的阶段,然而事实是他们一切都没开始。 Clamps between the history and future, wants she to think that is good. 夹在历史与未来中间,要等她想起来才行。 „But now is not!” Xia Hui clenches teeth, lowers the head to have a look at his leg, wants to kick a foot. “但现在不是！”夏茴咬牙,低头看看他的腿,很想踢一脚。 „Do I...... help you move?” “那我……帮你搬？” „Does not use!” Xia Hui is smelly the face to draw the suitcase to go out, then has a look at Lu An with coming out, she makes an effort to push him, then closes the door. “不用！”夏茴臭着脸拉行李箱出去,回头看看陆安跟出来,她用力把他推回去,然后关上门。 Lu An opens the door again, just saw that opposite gate fastens.?? 陆安再打开门,刚好看到对面的门关紧。？？ Opposite so-called moves is moves to? 所谓搬出去就是搬到对面？ Lu An stood in the entrance gawked the half of the day, does not know that Xia Hui this was what ghost operates. 陆安站在门口愣了半天,不知道夏茴这是什么鬼操作。 Before returning to the table, finished eating the breakfast, he thinks suddenly, later also had the breakfast? 回到桌前吃完早餐,他忽然想到,以后还有没有早餐了？ This is not too right...... 这不太对啊…… Opposite room. 对面房间。 Xia Hui packs the thing, touches the incrustation notebook, wrote ruthlessly: „This is I biggest concessions, is impossible then to make you drift along, do not compel me.” 夏茴把东西收拾好,摸出来硬皮笔记本,狠狠写道:“这是我最大的让步,不可能接着让你们苟且,你不要逼我。” Negotiates with future, small and weak no use, is pitiful. 与未来的自己谈判,弱小无助,又可怜。 Closes one's eyes resting a while to the new bed on, when opens the eye the notebook has fallen near the pillow. 到新床上闭眼小憩一会儿,睁开眼睛时笔记本已经落在枕边。 Changes two pages at will, is extremely similar to her handwriting. 随意翻动两页,与她字迹极其相似。 After you, thinks the time of do not regret. 」 「你以后想起来的时候不要后悔。」 „What do I think?” “我想起来什么？” Xu Zhixia, don't you really remember? 」 「徐之夏,你真的一点都不记得吗？」 „......” “……” Xia Hui looks at the notebook ponder, doesn't remember? 夏茴看着笔记本沉思,一点都不记得吗？