Lu An does not smoke, occasionally drinks, every day the movement, aware is very healthy. 陆安不抽烟,偶尔喝酒,每天运动,自觉身体很健康。 If presses 80 years old to calculate for a lifetime, his two lifetime can live for 160 years. 如果一辈子按八十岁算的话,他两辈子能活一百六十年。 According to 60 years old just retired on the belch fart calculates, is 120 years. 按六十岁刚退休就嗝屁算,是一百二十年。 „Therefore you are...... old ox eat the tender grass?” “所以你这是……老牛吃嫩草？” He is very panic-stricken, looks to be the Xia Hui young facial features, on that delicate cheek, a trace of years does not have. 他心里很惊骇,看着属于夏茴的年轻面容,那细嫩的脸蛋上,一点岁月的痕迹都没有。 old does ox eat the tender grass? 老牛吃嫩草？ A'Xia heard this word to stare, smilingly visits him, „were you tender?” 阿夏听到这个词愣了一下,笑眯眯地看着他,“你嫩吗？” „Compared to be very tender with you.” “和你比起来挺嫩的。” „Did I eat?” “我吃了吗？” „You have wanted to eat.” “你一直想吃。” „Snort.” “哼。” She from nose low snort/hum, this time she, was a bit like that Xia Hui. 她从鼻子里低哼了一下,这时候的她,有点像那个夏茴。 Both hands put the Lu An both legs gently on her knee, Lu An has not rejected, after accepting her is A'Xia, like this enjoys to be good. 双手轻轻把陆安双腿搁在她膝盖上,陆安没有拒绝,在接受她是阿夏后,这样享受一下还蛮不错的。 „Said, the time in you in me, is two different concepts, I stand in the highest place.” “都说了,时间于你于我,是两个不同的概念,我站在最高处。” „What is that?” Lu An asked. “那是什么样的？”陆安问。 „You are the stupid ancient people, no means understanding.” She is smiling softly, studies the Xia Hui tone to say. “你是愚蠢的古代人,没办法理解。”她柔柔地笑着,学夏茴的口吻说。 „Do you remember Zhao Hua?” The Lu An sound is suddenly low and deep. “那你记得赵华吗？”陆安声音忽然低沉。 „Zhao Hua?” She asked back, „that long arm must blame.” “赵华？”她反问了一句,“那个长臂怪。” „We almost killed him.” “我们差点杀了他。” „But you do not have.” “但是你没有。” „I had that idea, this is very fearful, I am modern people, although does not know why will go in the dream to the future, but I will definitely return to the modern age finally, that world affects to be getting bigger and bigger on me.” “我产生了那种想法,这很可怕,我是现代人,虽然不知道为什么在梦里会去到未来,但我肯定最后还是会回现代,那个世界对我影响越来越大。” „You can look like with me more and more, I finger/refer, in Apocalyptic World that I.” A'Xia has not raised the head, she is taking the finger to provoke the Lu An leg wool, „environment is this, the instinct will make you be familiar with, dies on the road that could not be familiar with.” “你会和我越来越像,我指,末世里那个我。”阿夏没抬头,她在拿手指拨弄陆安的腿毛,“环境是这样,本能会让你习惯,习惯不了的都死在路上了。” „What appearance will I turn into finally?” “我最后会变成什么样子？” „Turns into the appearance that I like.” “变成我喜欢的样子。” „Later will we handle many heartless things?” Lu An asked. “以后我们会做很多丧尽天良的事情吗？”陆安问。 „Do not want is too many, hugs me.” “不要想太多,抱抱我。” „I have not the good premonition.” “我有不好的预感。” Lu An has not moved, looks at her eye on the sofa supinely, is straight looking at each other with her. 陆安没有动,仰在沙发上看着她的眼睛,与她直直对视。 A'Xia has not moved aside, the corner of the eye belt/bring smiles. 阿夏没有躲闪,眼角带笑。 „You killed too many people in the future, could not go back, lost as the bottom line of person, therefore with does not know that what means had Xia Hui, making you get back to the human nature, right?” “你在未来杀了太多人,回不去了,丧失了了作为人的底线,所以才用不知道什么办法有了夏茴,让你找回人性,对吗？” Lu An guessed, will not say the future, but walks A'Xia on high-speed now, was very difficult to resume the normal life: When it is time to sleep the blade cannot leave one meter, has the slightest sign of trouble to be vigilant slightly, often midnight awakens, sees the stranger's first response is the protection, if makes her arrive at the modern age, since childhood in the shadow that Apocalyptic World grows up, possibly is broken to the world the life is very difficult to cure. 陆安猜测道,不说未来,只是现在走在高速上的阿夏,也很难恢复正常生活:睡觉时刀不能离开身边一米,稍有风吹草动都会警惕,时常半夜惊醒,见到陌生人第一反应是防备,如果让她来到现代,从小在末世长大的阴影,可能穷极一生都很难治愈。 She does not have the normal childhood and experience, after some are only the disasters, long-time darkness with struggling. 她没有正常的童年与经历,有的只是灾难后长久的黑暗与挣扎。 The peaceful modern society can constrain so many lunatics, if her such direct return modern age, big probability not such as in imagination happy, instead will not adapt. 和平的现代社会都能压抑出那么多疯子,如果她就那样直接回归现代,大概率不会如想象中美好,反而会更加不适应。 Lu An knows that has a sickness, after challenging to a fight , the psychology syndrome, is called PTSD, is in the severe war scene for a long time, after the war ended, the patient recalled frequently when or the scene of having a dream dream to war, then awakens from the dream, a long time is at the intense anxious and extreme fear in the condition. 陆安知道有一种病,叫战后心理综合症,简称PTSD,是长期处于严酷的战争场景,在战争结束后,患者经常回想起或者做梦梦到战争时的场景,然后从梦中惊醒,很长一段时间都处于紧张不安、极度害怕的状态中。 Let them return to the battlefield slightly obviously normally, is difficult to adapt to the modern society, the peaceful modern life can make them be swayed by personal gains and losses, despondent, frightened and anxious, delusion, even presents the illusion, longs for returning to normal, cannot return to normal, many people therefore catch the autonomy the problem, that will make them feel joyful and real. 让他们回到战场会稍显正常,却再难适应现代社会,和平的现代生活会让他们患得患失,抑郁、恐惧、焦虑、妄想、甚至出现幻觉,渴望恢复正常,怎么也恢复不了正常,许多人因此染上自残的毛病,那会让他们感受到愉悦和真实。 A'Xia...... 阿夏…… Lu An embraced her suddenly. 陆安忽然揽住了她。 „Can tell me?” “能不能告诉我？” „Guessing right half.” Modern A'Xia by smells in his arms lightly, closes the eye. “猜对一半。”现代阿夏靠在他怀里轻嗅一下,闭上眼睛。 „Which half?” The breath of Lu An slowed down. “哪一半？”陆安的呼吸变慢了。 „Never has Xia Hui, some are only A'Xia, we changed all.” Her corners of the mouth bend gently, enjoys by Lu An is supported in the feeling of bosom. “从来都没有夏茴,有的只是阿夏,我们改变了一切。”她嘴角轻轻弯起,很享受被陆安拥在怀里的感觉。 „Xia Hui that you see, is the life under the blue sky, healthy development A'Xia.” “你见到的夏茴,是生活在蓝天下,健康成长的阿夏。” Life under blue sky, healthy development A'Xia? 生活在蓝天下,健康成长的阿夏？ Lu An is thinking the Xia Hui death temper, originally, without experiencing all A'Xia is such a bad person. 陆安想着夏茴的死性子,原来,没有经历过一切的阿夏是这么恶劣的一个人。 „You?” “那你呢？” „A'Xia of healthy development will not remember you, I recall your Xia Hui.” “健康成长的阿夏不会记得你,我是记起你的夏茴。” „After recalling,......” “记起之后……” Lu An looks down her, A'Xia nods, making him understand how recalls later can. 陆安低头看着她,阿夏点了点头,让他明白,记起之后会怎样。 Waits for the world in dream to come to the end, Xia Hui recalls all, then became her. 等梦里的世界走到尽头,夏茴记起一切,便成了她。 Therefore she said, she had two pasts, finally is in the future, in fact, she had A'Xia memory Xia Hui. 所以她说,她有两个过去,是最终未来,实际上,她只是拥有阿夏记忆的夏茴。 „How do you achieve?” Lu An understood all, actually falls into a bigger confusion. “你怎么做到的？”陆安明白了一切,却陷入更大的困惑。 „Can you pat? My present leg is quite white.” She sits in the sofa, the upper body depends on Lu An, lowers the head to raise the skirt, the clear calf is exuding the attractive gloss. “你要不要摸摸？我现在的腿好白。”她坐在沙发,上身靠着陆安,低头掀起裙角,圆润的小腿泛着诱人的光泽。 „Shifting the topic should not be so stiff.” Lu An said. “转移话题不要这么生硬。”陆安道。 „Really doesn't trace? You are away from the pants to touch in that side daily, has nothing.” “真的不摸一下吗？你在那边天天隔着裤子摸,又没什么。” She more raises upward, Lu An has no other choice but to hold down her hand, has been close to the truth obviously, starts to have the old problem. 她越掀越往上,陆安不得已按住她的手,明明已经接近真相,偏偏开始犯老毛病。 „Tells me to change the history?” He cannot bear ask. “告诉我会改变历史？”他忍不住问。 „Telling you are more, you are blurrier, the higher-dimensional lifeform is not you can understand.” “告诉你越多,你越迷糊,高维生物不是你能理解的。” „Higher-dimensional? You?” “高维？你？” „Once I.” “曾经的我。” A'Xia set out to approach him, is staring at his eye, „existence of Xia Hui, let me by the god, changed the person.” This is that half that he guesses right. 阿夏直起身凑近了他,盯着他的眼睛,“夏茴的存在,让我由神,变回人。”这是他猜对的那一半。 „By what?” Lu An suspected oneself misunderstood. “由什么？”陆安怀疑自己听错了。 „In the past and future intersection, A'Xia is not the person, in your words......” “在过去与未来的交叉点,阿夏已经不是人了,用你们的话来讲……” „God?” “神？” Lu An stares blankly. 陆安发怔。 The gods are the lucky fellows in innumerably polluted person, the quite powerful person, in the record of Professor Xu records this point very much explicitly. 神不过是无数被污染的人中的幸运儿,比较强大的人,徐教授的记录上很明确地记载着这一点。 „You bragged?” “你自诩的吗？” „No, is in the true sense.” “不,是真正意义上的。” „......” “……” Lu An falls into silent, by his present cognition, can only clear off relations between this A'Xia and Xia Hui, two experience mutual influences. Like her once said that many meetings want to kill once sent the chuuni words in the friend circle, midnight hugs NetEase to say who shed bitter tears, no matter how to think again past were silly, that eventually was a part of life. 陆安陷入沉默,以他现在的认知,只能理清这阿夏和夏茴之间的关系,两个经历互相影响。就像她曾经说的,很多人会想打死曾经在朋友圈发中二话语,半夜抱着网易云痛哭流涕的自己,不管再怎么觉得过去的自己傻不愣登,那终究是自己人生的一部分。 Therefore Xia Hui recalls all, became A'Xia. 所以夏茴记起一切,就成了阿夏。 A'Xia recalls Xia Hui all, became had happily in the past, has experienced the darkness, two past ultimate versions. 阿夏记起夏茴的一切,就成了拥有美好过去,也经历过黑暗的,两个过去的终极版。 „You are tracing a leg of future god now, is exciting?” “你现在可是在摸一个未来神的腿,刺不刺激？” A'Xia made noise to interrupt his train of thought that Lu An had gotten back one's composure discovered, she took oneself hand to place on her leg. 阿夏出声打断了他的思绪,陆安回过神才发现,她拿着自己的手放在她腿上。 „Words that Xia Hui discovers, I will be electrocuted.” The Lu An expression is complex. “夏茴发现的话,我会被电死的。”陆安表情复杂。 „Do not make an effort to pinch to leave the trace she not to discover.” “你不要用力掐留下痕迹她就不会发现。” „......” “……” „Right, the battery gives you not to fear.” “对了,电池给你就不怕了。” She touches Stun Baton from the pocket, the small hand incites several, opens two from inside, the pitch-dark square shape object, „preserved, this will be future new energy.” 她从兜里摸出来电击棒,小手鼓捣几下,从里面拆出来两个小小的,黑漆漆的方形物体,“保存好了,这是未来新能源。” „Your such pit yourself really?” “你这么坑你自己真的好吗？” Lu An has been able to imagine has one naively to annoy Xia Hui, she pulls out the Stun Baton preparation to come ruthlessly, the discovery does not have the electricity. 陆安已经能想象出某一天真把夏茴惹毛了,她掏出电击棒准备狠狠来一下,却发现没有电。 Does not have the battery. 也没有电池。