Obviously daytime time is noisy with Xia Hui, compensated her two bags of spicy strip. 明明白天的时候还在和夏茴吵吵闹闹,又赔了她两袋辣条。 In the evening also sat with A'Xia of modern listens to meet the nursery song together. 晚上还和现代的阿夏坐一块听了会儿歌。 Now takes the blade, will soon take the life of another person. 现在却拿着刀,即将剥夺另一个人的生命。 Even just, Zhao Hua also asked seriously can oneself boil off. 甚至刚刚,赵华还一本正经的问自己会不会被煮掉。 The death in their opinion was such natural matter, the behavior, but that water and food. 死亡在他们看来是这么理所当然的事,所为的,不过那一点水和食物。 „Is this Apocalyptic World?” “这就是末世吗？” „No, this is the 12 th year after Apocalyptic World.” Zhao Hua shakes the head to say. “不,这是末世后的第十二年。”赵华摇头道。 The 12 th year after Apocalyptic World, the disaster is still continuing. 末世后的第十二年,灾难依然在持续。 At the beginning, will be only more chaotic, now the person was short, instead was tranquil here tranquility, referred to not being able to bump into the situation of person. 刚开始的时候,只会更乱,现在人少了,反而平静下来这里的平静,指碰不到人的情况。 After bumping into the person, should still have the conflict. 碰到人后,仍然会有冲突。 The survival is the first principle of Wasteland, so long as can survive, anything can do. 生存是废土的第一法则,只要能生存下去,什么都能做。 What can do? 什么都能做吗？ Lu An looks at his eye, the dagger in hand gets hold of twice, has not punctured, this is with the same person, yellow skin, black pupil. 陆安看着他的眼睛,手里的匕首握紧两次,都没有刺下去,这是和自己一样的人,黄皮肤,黑眼仁。 If not the matter of pollution, Zhao Hua should find a wife to give birth, to live to rush about, at leisure goes out to stroll, gathering with the friend, or the belt/bring wife goes to the park to walk together, passed one short and leisure weekend. Also or the single person, the dwelling plays dozen of games at home, spurts mutually with the online person, went downstairs to have a fast-food by the evening...... 如果不是污染的事,赵华应该已经娶妻生子,为了生活而奔波,闲暇时出门逛逛,和朋友一起聚一下,或带妻子一起去公园走走,度过一个短暂而闲暇的周末。又或者独身一人,宅在家里打打游戏,和网上的人互喷一下,到了晚上下楼吃个快餐…… Now his dust, the whole body loot lies down on the ground randomly, calm prepared to greet the death. 现在他一身尘土,满身赃乱地躺在地上,一脸平静地准备迎接死亡。 „I do not feel right.” Lu An stands up, then looks at A'Xia to say. “我觉得不对。”陆安站起身,回头看着阿夏道。 She is carrying the bowl big mouth to eat meal, catches the eye to look at Lu An one, „what isn't right?” 她正端着碗大口吃饭,抬眼看了陆安一眼,“什么不对？” „Meeting is more powerful, we are the friend with her cautiously, the hope are helped, meet small and weakly, kills him, gobbles up the resources, this is not right.” “遇到更强大的,我们小心翼翼和她做朋友,希望得到帮助,遇到弱小的,就杀死他,抢夺资源,这样不对。” Lu An remembered He Qingqing , compared with He Qingqing that merpeople, they are such despicable two people. 陆安想起了何清清,与何清清那条人鱼比起来,他们是这么卑劣的两个人。 Perhaps, He Qingqing looks like a human, but they are not. 或许,何清清才更像一个人类,而他们不是。 „Must go on living.” A'Xia made an effort to have big food, said in a low voice. “可是要活下去。”阿夏用力吃了一大口饭,低声说。 „Was short of his stuttering, does not go on living.” “少了他那一口吃的,也不是活不下去。” „The probability of going on living will be bigger.” “活下去的概率会更大。” „That might as well destroy to consider as finished.” “那不如毁灭算了。” Lu An discards the dagger, launches the quilt to lie down to the one side, he plans to ask the Xia Hui second personality, actually their two did many similar matter in the future. 陆安扔掉匕首,到一旁展开被子躺上去,他打算问一下夏茴的第二人格,他们两个在未来究竟做了多少类似的事。 Damn the bad world, he has not rather come. 他妈的糟糕的世界,他宁愿从没来过。 Zhao Hua lies down on the ground, visits two people to argue, a little wants to smile, a little wants to cry. 赵华躺在地上,看着两人争论,有点想笑,也有点想哭。 When room 1 falls into peacefully, small flame combustion firewood, occasionally flip-flop light sound. 房间一时陷入安静,只有小火苗燃烧木柴,偶尔一声噼啪轻响。 A'Xia finished eating the food to wipe the mouth, has not looked at the ground Zhao Hua, has not gone to look outside stroller, but lowers the head to stare is flashing on and off the uncertain charcoal fire, does not know that is thinking anything. 阿夏吃完饭抹抹嘴,没有看地上的赵华,也没去看外面的小推车,而是低头盯着明灭不定的炭火,不知道在想什么。 „My father has also said like this.” “我父亲也这样说过。” „What?” “什么？” „He said that we do not make others harm us, does not harm others on own initiative.” “他说我们不让别人伤害我们,也不主动伤害别人。” That person who A'Xia turns head to look at the ground, they do not have the enmity to be not resentful, but bumps into exactly, Zhao Hua guards against them, they also guard against Zhao Hua. 阿夏扭头看着地上的那个人,他们无仇无怨,只是恰好碰到,赵华防备他们,他们也防备赵华。 „I divide your half the thing, puts me to leave, when has not met.” Zhao Hua opens the mouth to say. “我把东西都分你们一半,放我离开,就当没遇见过。”赵华开口道。 „Snatched your thing, we had a grudge, you will hate us.” A'Xia said. “抢了你的东西,我们就有仇了,你会恨我们。”阿夏说。 „......” “……” Zhao Hua was silent, yes, since that moment, they stood in the opposite naturally. 赵华沉默了,是啊,自从遇到的那一刻,他们就天然站在对立面了。 „You rest one here in the evening, if tomorrow has not died, lets loose you, you walk.” “你在这儿睡一晚上,明天要是没死,放开你,你走。” A'Xia said, then the pouring extinguishes the ground the charcoal fire, haunches the body to Lu An side, lifts the quilt to worm one's way into. 阿夏说,然后浇灭地上的炭火,撑起身子到陆安身边,掀开被子钻进去。 Lu An opens the eye to visit her. 陆安睁开眼睛看着她。 „When has not met.” The A'Xia tranquil say/way, closes the eye to prepare to sleep. “就当没碰见过。”阿夏平静道,闭上眼睛准备睡觉。 Passes the moment, she turns over toward Lu An. 过片刻,她翻个身往陆安这边挤挤。 Lu An silent, as usual embraces her, two people paste in the same place warm up. 陆安沉默了一下,像往常一样揽住她,两个人贴在一起取暖。 If not A'Xia of modern showed that two people will go on living, he does not have to grasp this road slightly, how will bump into this person to elect? 如果不是现代的阿夏证明两人会活下去,他没有丝毫把握走完这条路,碰到这个人会怎么选？ He should hold. 他应该已经捅下去了。 Real and brutal, Lu An thinks of that type, if, feels the deep exhaustion. 真实而又残酷,陆安想到那种如果,感受到深深的疲累。 Luckily, they have not turned into that person eventually. 幸好,他们终究没有变成那种人。 „I ensure you will go on living.” Lu An said in a low voice, “我保证,你会活下去。”陆安低声说, He turns head to have a look at the ground Zhao Hua, crawled to bundle two with the string to him, another tied up on nearby pillar. 他扭头看看地上的赵华,爬起来拿绳子又给他捆了两道,另一头绑在旁边的柱子上。 Zhao Hua rubbed to be very long on the ground diligently, rubs side on the dirty rug, here can be not so icy cold. 赵华努力在地上蹭很久,蹭到了旁边脏兮兮的地毯上,这里可以不那么冰凉。 The evening temperature falls, he looks that Lu An helps A'Xia rub the ankle, pounds the legs, waits for the ray completely to vanish, finally sneaks in the big cotton-wadded quilt and A'Xia supports warms up. 傍晚的温度降下来,他看着陆安帮阿夏揉脚腕,捶腿,等光线完全消失,最后钻进大棉被里和阿夏相拥取暖。 In the jet black curtain of night, Zhao Hua turns over/stands up wooden, closes the eye. 漆黑的夜幕里,赵华木然翻身,闭上眼睛。 He thought suddenly died also well. 他忽然觉得死掉也不错。 Does not think clearly, similarly will be Apocalyptic World, how the disparity of person and person is bigger than the person and dog. 想不明白,同样是末世,人和人的差距怎么会比人和狗还大。 1847 th day, runs into a person on the road, is similar to our situation, did not go on living in the original city, was walking toward the south side. 」 「第一千八百四十七天,在路上又遇到一个人,和我们情况相似,都是在原本的城市活不下去了,正在往南边走。」 his all alone, was held by us, on the cart has many canned food, does not know where looks, I cannot bear want to kill him, can look at Lu An very much is also excited. 」 「他孤身一人,被我们抓住,推车上有很多罐头,不知道是从哪里找的,我忍不住想弄死他,看得出来陆安也很心动。」 however he struggled was very long, finally has not started. It can be said that false, it can be said that the bottom line, in brief, we plan to let off this person. Remembers that the father has said that we are the person, cannot be the same with the wild animal, such will be only more painful, crosses that line, the latter half of one's life cannot change the person again, if some day civilized reconstruction , can only struggle in this boundless darkness. 」 「但是他挣扎了很久,最终没有下手。可以说是虚伪,也可以说是底线,总之,我们打算放过这个人。记得父亲说过,我们是人,不能和野兽一样,那样只会更痛苦,越过那条线,后半生将再变不回人,如果有一天文明重建,也只能在这无边黑暗中挣扎。」 Even if does not go on living dies together, still compared with live being better of resorting to all means that he can live is abandoning the bottom line, can for other abandonment companion. 」 「就算活不下去一起死,也比不择手段的活要好,他能为了活着抛弃底线,就能为了别的抛弃同伴。」 The father, Lu An and you look like very much, no matter wordy false, but makes one feel at ease. 」 「父亲,陆安和你很像,不管是啰嗦还是虚伪,但是让人安心。」 Waking up. 醒来。 Lu An looks at the ceiling to be lost in thought. 陆安望着天花板出神。 Xia Hui tastes the chive box in the living room carefully, this time she only bought two to eat to oneself, but to the Lu An steamed stuffed bun was eight. 夏茴在客厅细细品尝韭菜盒子,这次她只买了两个给自己吃,而给陆安的包子是八个。 Why does not know, recently the capacity for food changed small, often in the morning ate two unable to eat up, Xia Hui felt the doubts, small place is eating, felt own stomach to be weary of the chive box. 不知道为什么,最近饭量变小了,经常早上吃两个就吃不下了,夏茴感觉疑惑,一小口一小口地吃着,感受自己的胃是不是已经厌倦了韭菜盒子。 „I could change thin, recently the appetite was not very good.” “我可能要变瘦了,最近胃口不是很好。” Sees Lu An to come out, she along with tastes. 见到陆安出来,她随口道。 Then sees the Lu An look to be a little strange. 然后就看见陆安的眼神有点怪异。 „What's wrong?” Xia Hui cannot feel the mind. “怎么了？”夏茴摸不着头脑。 „Actually you should select fat are attractive, the small thin arm small thin leg, touches is the bone.” “其实你应该胖点才好看,小细胳膊小细腿,一摸全是骨头。” „What touches?!” “摸什么？！” Xia Hui stared in a big way the eye. 夏茴瞪大了眼睛。 „I spoke thoughtlessly a saying , indicating that you were thin.” Lu An turns head the washroom. “我就随口一说,表示你瘦。”陆安扭头进洗手间。 Xia Hui stares at his back to nip a chive box wickedly. 夏茴盯着他的背影恶狠狠地咬一口韭菜盒子。 Really, this goods unrequited love her. 果然,这货就是暗恋她。 Unrequited loves a super beautiful young girl who will come back from the future, in the world alone, this too normally. 暗恋一个从未来回来的超级美少女,世界上独一份,这太正常不过了。 „Actually you can vindicate to me.” “其实你可以对我表白。” Waits for Lu An to come out from the washroom, her magnanimous said/tunnel , indicating that this matter are not related completely. 等陆安从洗手间出来,她大度地道,表示这种事完全没有关系。 „Well? You did not think that I was the modern age indigenous?” “咦？你不觉得我是现代土著了？” „In the ancient times indigenous.” Xia Hui corrects his word usage, then said: „Like this I can reject you ruthlessly, making you lose heart, so as to avoid unrequited loves too for a long time makes your psychology have the pervert tendency, do you know? Many psychological pervert are because the innermost feelings emotion cannot obtain to divulge, constrains too for a long time, then twists, if can say naturally, was rejected by me again, you accepted we not possible fact confidently.” “古代土著。”夏茴纠正他的用词,然后才道:“这样我就能狠狠拒绝你,让你死心,免得暗恋太久让你心理产生变态倾向,你知道吗？很多心理变态都是因为内心情感得不到宣泄,压抑太久,然后扭曲的,如果能大大方方说出来,再被我拒绝,你就坦然接受了我们不可能的事实。” „Thanks, I will not like your type eating the chive box strong-smelling bean curd daily, but also is raising the head with the nostril looks at the draw of person...... even not wonderful Future Man.” “谢谢,我不会喜欢你这种天天吃韭菜盒子臭豆腐,还抬着头用鼻孔看人的平……平无奇的未来人。” „What puts down?” The Xia Hui look is staring at him bad, another hand touches to Stun Baton in pocket. “平什么？”夏茴眼神不善地盯着他,另一只手摸向兜里的电击棒。 „ordinary.” “平平无奇。”