The dinner is the gruel, Lu An does not know where A'Xia takes the meter/rice, that is her secret. 晚餐是粥,陆安不知道阿夏从哪里把米拿出来的,那是她的秘密。 In the bowl is still the muddy water, ingredient that in addition some Lu An do not know, black, but can guess probably, before that is A'Xia, some wild herbs that stores up, air dry the later preservation, waits to prepare food throws two pieces. 碗里依然是浑浊的水,加上一些陆安不认识的配料,黑黑的,不过能大概猜出来,那是阿夏之前储存的某种野菜,晾干之后保存,等做饭的时候扔两片。 Has to pursue —— Lu An to watch to the life very much, is giving this appraisal at heart. 对生活很有追求——陆安看在眼里,在心里给出这个评价。 If did not select to pursue again, did not need to live. 如果再没点追求的话,就不用活了。 A'Xia has not invited the Lu An same place politely, oneself depend one side of rooftop keeps everything for oneself. 阿夏没有客气地邀请陆安一起,自己靠在天台一侧吃独食。 Because Lu An said that he does not need to eat the thing, if not die, eats to him wastes, if will starve to death, that represents him to lie, no matter what, does not need to apportion him in any case, does not have the means difference. 因为陆安说了他不需要吃东西,如果不会死的话,给他吃就是浪费,如果会饿死,那就代表他说谎,反正不管怎样,都不用分给他,也没办法分。 Now what consumes is moon falls the beforehand grain in storage, the gruel is getting more and more thin, she can only drink water, is as far as possible more economical. Perhaps after when the haze of sky obviously diverges some, can feel relieved that eats. 现在消耗的是月亮掉下来之前的存粮,粥越来越稀薄,她只能多喝水,尽可能地节省一些。也许等到天空的阴霾明显散去一些后,才可以放心地多吃点。 Grew some grain before, now she is not looking for food on everywhere the road, has become food of other lifeform. 要不是之前种了些粮食,现在她不是在到处找食物的路上,就是已经成了别的生物的食物。 „Are you uncomfortable?” Lu An looked at a while the note that plunders from that side room, raising the head to see the A'Xia complexion to be not quite good. “你不舒服？”陆安看了一会儿从那边房间里搜刮的笔记,抬头见阿夏脸色不太好。 „Gastric disease.” “胃病。” A'Xia purses the lips, had not said. 阿夏抿了抿嘴,没有多说。 Person who lives through from Apocalyptic World, has almost this problem, hunger full, sometimes also continuously hungry several days. 从末世里熬过来的人,几乎都有这个毛病,饥一顿饱一顿,有时候还会连续饿好几天。 Lu An thinks, person who in the modern life has the gastric disease are also many, the good way has not governed, can only recuperate slowly, condition that on Wasteland has not recuperated. 陆安想了想,现代生活里有胃病的人也不少,没有太好的办法治,只能慢慢调养,废土上也没有调养的条件。 Goldfinger is helpless. 金手指无能为力。 The weather fades out, he receives the note, turns round to discover A'Xia in the reorganization string, but also then looks at him. 天色渐暗,他把笔记收起来,回身发现阿夏在整理绳子,还回头看他。 „Don't you want to tie up me?” “你不会想把我绑起来吧？” „If you must treat here seek harbour.” A'Xia said. “如果你要待在这儿寻求庇护的话。”阿夏说。 „......” “……” Lu An sighed, according to the A'Xia vigilant character, at this time, had the person who can move freely at night in the side, she possibly could not fall asleep. 陆安叹了口气,按阿夏警惕的性格,夜晚这种时候,有个能自由活动的人在身边,她可能睡不着。 Thinking putting oneself in another's place, if he, the big probability will also make this type to choose the —— careless person, has dissipated in the beforehand day, did not match to live at this time. 设身处地的想想,如果是他,大概率也会做这种选择——粗心大意的人,早已经消逝在之前的日子里,根本不配活到这个时候。 If by some chance he is an unprincipled person, before A'Xia , the day of hardship insisting, all casts to the winds. 万一他是个坏人,阿夏之前苦苦坚持的日子,全都付之流水。 „Must leave as early as possible.” She looked at out of the window, said to Lu An, „on Pegasus was black.” “要离开就趁早。”她看了看窗外,对陆安道,“天马上就要黑了。” „Am I good in downstairs room?” Lu An asked. “我在楼下的房间行不行？”陆安问。 „Sure.” “当然可以。” At this time went out to run all over the place is not the wise choice, but in this building many rooms were spatial, can stay temporarily. 这个时候出去乱跑并不是明智的选择,但是这栋楼里很多房间都是空的,可以暂时栖身。 Lu An turns around to go downstairs, was stopped by calling by A'Xia, her hesitant, threw a short dagger to come, was not very sharp, when always him during the daytime the wood/blockhead stick that took was easier-to-use. 陆安转身下楼,又被阿夏喊住,她犹豫一下,扔了一把短匕首过来,并不是很锋利,不过总比他白天时拿的木头棍子好用。 „Thanks.” “谢谢。” Lu An smiled toward her, A'Xia narrowed the eye, stood in same place not accordingly. 陆安朝她笑一下,阿夏眯了眯眼睛,站在原地没有应声。 When the Lu An form disappears in the rooftop channel, she turns around silently, looks that the distant place is a little lost. 等到陆安的身影消失在天台通道,她才默默转身,看着远方有点出神。 „Thanks, thanked......” “谢,谢……” She repeats in a low voice, resembles wants to study the Lu An appearance to smile, actually failure. 她低声重复,似是想学着陆安的样子笑一下,却失败了。 The city submerges gradually in the darkness, in rooftop restores peacefully. She turns inside out one pile of washbasins toward on, claps to go downstairs, entering the room is good the door lock. 城市渐渐沉没在黑暗里,天台上恢复安静。她把一堆水盆翻过来朝上,拍拍手下楼,进屋把门锁好。 The night is very pure dark, pitch-dark, without star and moon. 夜晚是很纯粹的黑暗,伸手不见五指,没有星星和月亮。 Lu An in her downstairs, is an abandoning room, this building only then this gate is opening, other were locked, it is estimated that is the resources reserve of A'Xia, she can before moon falls has farmed the life, certainly stored many lots. 陆安在她的楼下,也是一个荒弃的房间,这层楼只有这一个门是开着的,其他都被锁起来,估计是阿夏的资源储备,她能在月亮掉下来之前过种田生活,一定是屯了很多很多东西的。 He lies down on the cushion of ground, the body top head clothes, in the jet black environment to out of the window, thought deeply about the following road. 他躺在地上的垫子上,身上盖了件衣服,在漆黑的环境里面向窗外,思索后面的路。 Can continuously careless here, such safest, endures the hunger in any case, but this dream may not end. 可以一直苟在这里,那样最安全,反正只是忍一下饿,但是这个梦可能不会结束。 When A'Xia left, or died, remaining he alone, makes life in this spiritless city, does not know that can also bump into another living person, comes in a person to endure each time alone, a day, one month, one year...... 等到阿夏离开了,或者死了,就剩下他一个人,在这座死气沉沉的城市里做条孤魂野鬼,不知道还能不能碰到另一个活人,每次进来一个人忍受孤寂,一天,一个月,一年…… Lu An thinks that possibility, boundless alone like tide, closely surrounds him. 陆安想到那种可能,无边的孤寂像潮水一样,将他紧紧包围起来。 In building. 楼上。 A'Xia relies on near the window is rubbing the belly gently, the face toward out of the window, on the day of the recollection. 阿夏倚在窗边轻轻揉着肚子,脸朝窗外,回想这一天。 In the past more than 1000 days and nights, she was this, a person ate meal, a person went to seek for the commodity, a person from dawn to dusk, thought aloud occasionally. 以往的一千多个日夜里,她就是这样,一个人吃饭,一个人出去寻找物资,一个人从早到晚,偶尔自言自语。 The appearance of Lu An is an accident/surprise. 陆安的出现是个意外。 he called Lu An, I liked this name very much, the land security, can say the land to be safe, safe, perhaps probably, was because this name I have not caught up with him to walk. 」 「他叫陆安,我很喜欢这个名字,陆上安全,也可以说陆地平安,平平安安,或许大概,就是因为这个名字我才没有赶他走。」 perhaps was I too is also long normally has not spoken. 「也或许是我实在太久没有正常和人说过话了。 he will also read, comes back others' note from outside belt/bring, these were explaining that he is the anomaly, a very strange person, does not know before him, how to come...... 」 「他还会看书,从外面带回来一本别人的笔记,这些都在说明他是怪胎,很奇怪的一个人,不知道他之前是怎样过来的……」 Outside had the breeze. 外面起了微风。 In only then in their city, is away from a cement tile, in the upstairs and downstairs, looks at the out of the window boundless jet black nighttime sky to be lost in thought respectively. 在只有他们两个的城市里,隔着一层水泥板,各自在楼上楼下,望着窗外无边漆黑的夜空出神。 ? ? Without enduring the daybreak, Lu An was awakened by noise by the alarm clock, where for a while cannot distinguish clearly is real. 没有熬到黎明,陆安被闹钟吵醒,一时分不清哪边是真实。 He suspected several times absent-minded, oneself is one in Wasteland, the lively modern age is the dream. 他好几次都恍惚怀疑,自己是废土中的一员,繁华现代不过是梦。 Distinguishes clearly all these keys is, he has not passed in that side, all related past memory here. 分清这一切的关键是,他在那边没有过去,所有有关过去的记忆都在这里。 Arranged the coordinates, Lu An had a yawn, suddenly the feeling was not right. 定好了坐标,陆安打个哈欠,忽然感觉不对。 Has turned head, is tilting the head to Xia Hui sizes up his look. 扭过头,正对上夏茴歪头打量他的眼神。 „You how here?!” Lu An slightly one startled, the subconsciousness looks to the door. “你怎么在这儿？！”陆安微微一惊,下意识看向房门。 Lived alone, the custom without locked a door. 独居惯了,没有锁门的习惯。 Xia Hui curls the lip, „you did not say that in the evening meets? I had not seen, only saw you to rest is indigenous with the ancient times.” 夏茴撇了撇嘴,“你不是说晚上会咻吗？我没有见到,只看见你睡得和古代土著一样。” „I was the ancient times indigenous.” “我本来就是古代土著。” Lu An lowers the head to hold the volume, steady mind, raised the head saying: „What did you see?” 陆安低头扶额,稳了稳心神,又抬头道:“你看见什么了？” „Sees you whistling to rest greatly.” Xia Hui turns the body preparation to leave, said that how to possibly have in the ancient times indigenous with her same, will go to the future, but can also come back freely. “就看见你呼呼大睡。”夏茴扭身准备离开,就说嘛,怎么可能有古代土著会和她一样咻一下,去到未来,还能自由回来。 „Your wait a moment! Didn't greet goes into others room is not quite polite?” “你等一下！不打招呼就跑到别人房间里是不是不太礼貌？” „The grandfathers of others family/home live in the ring, daily stares was looking that why to know, I am stroll.” “别人家的老爷爷住在戒指里,天天盯着看呢,干什么都知道,我不过是过来逛一圈。” „?” “？” Lu An makes a question mark slowly. 陆安缓缓打出一个问号。 Xia Hui had gone out, as soon as he jumps to jump from the bed, changes the pajamas to wear the clothes, leaves arrives at the living room. 夏茴已经出去了,他一蹦从床上跳起来,换下睡衣穿好衣服,出到客厅。 „Don't you believe me to see another you?” He asked. “你还是不信我见到另一个你？”他问。 „Evidence?” Xia Hui shoots a look at his one eyes, resembled the mold type place to oneself but actually ” tea, put the mouth to blow, „ cannot say your dream to me,............ cup “证据呢？”夏茴瞥他一眼,似模似样地给自己倒了杯茶,放到嘴边吹一下,“总不能说你梦到我了,就……呃……” She thinks electricity Lu An suddenly, who knows that this fellow does things in the dream. 她忽然想电陆安,谁知道这家伙在梦里都干什么事。 „In this definitely has the relation.” Lu An said that but cannot produce the evidence temporarily. “这里面肯定有联系。”陆安道,只是暂时拿不出证据。 Always can find. 总能找到的。 Washes the face to clean the teeth, he takes the towel to come out. 洗脸刷牙完毕,他拿着毛巾出来。 „You will have so many me to assign/life by me in the future not by the day, if the day does extinguish my me to extinguish the day novel?” “你们未来也有那么多我命由我不由天,天若灭我我灭天的小说？” „All forms of creation has the specific audience, you also many people take several hundred years ago Dream of the Red Chamber Jin Ping Mei to look now with great interest, is this very strange?” “任何形式的创作都有特定受众,你们现在还有很多人拿着几百年前的红楼梦金瓶梅看得津津有味,这很奇怪吗？” „...... It is not probably strange.” “……好像不奇怪。” What is strange her description, others family/home grandfathers stare daily are looking at —— 奇怪的是她的描述,别人家老爷爷天天盯着看—— Lu An thinks, the lead jolts the dragon but actually phoenix time, the grandfather hides is looking at the live palace of the crown prince at the same time, perhaps must direct the skill of lead, various types pick up to teach conveniently...... 陆安想了想,主角颠龙倒凤的时候,老爷爷就躲在一边看活春宫,说不定还要指点一下主角的技巧,各种式随手拈来传授…… Suddenly did not endure to look straight ahead. 忽然就不忍直视了。