Death?
死亡?Not, ifweredeath, howpossiblealsofeeling.
不是的,如果是死亡,怎么可能还有感觉。Went toanotheruniverseworld?
去了另一个宇宙世界?Alsonot, because......
也不是的,因为……*crackling*!噼啪!
A lightningchopsto fallfrom the sky, the nighttime skywas illuminated the flash. Xia Leisaw the jet blackskydeep placedensely covereddark cloud, also the beanbigraindrop that crashesfrom the cloud layer. Healsosaw a old-fashionedbuilding of residence, heis approachingtothatbuilding of residence. Thatfeelinglooks likeon a ship, the waveis promoting the boat, smallship-basedheis flutteringtothatbuilding of residence.
一道闪电从天空劈落下来,夜空被照亮了一刹那。夏雷看到了漆黑的天空深处密布的乌云,还有从云层之中坠落下来的豆大的雨点。他还看到了一幢老旧的居民楼,他正在向那幢居民楼靠近。那感觉就像是在一艘船上,波浪推动着小船,小船载着他向那幢居民楼飘过去。That is actually not the ship, butisyoungyoung lady. Hislook movedcomestimesawthatfamiliarface, onherfacefullis the water, whomcannot distinguish clearlyis the rain water, whois the tears. Butheinherbosom, inswaddling clothes. The raindropalsopouringfellonhisface, buthisactuallyanythingfelt that did not have.
那其实不是什么船,而是一个年轻的少女。他移目过来的时候就看到了那张熟悉的面孔,她的脸上满是水,分不清谁是雨水,谁是泪水。而他在她的怀中,一只襁褓之中。雨点也浇落在了他的脸上,可他却什么感觉都没有。
Isn't his birth motherabandons his rainy night?
这不是他的生母抛弃他的那个雨夜吗?
The consciousnessallreturnssuddenly, Xia Leidiscoveredfrightenedheis notthatcancontroltwouniverseworld, a fistcankillexistence of creator, butis onlybaby in a swaddling clothes. Heis weak, evencannotlifthisarm.
意识突然全部回归,夏雷惊悚地发现他不是那个能主宰两个宇宙世界,一拳就能打死一个造物主的存在,而只是一个襁褓中的婴儿。他非常虚弱,甚至不能抬起他的胳膊。Howcanlike this?
怎么会这样?HeremembersBox of the Worldto openclearly, receivesresonating of thatsixtray, thenhe and 5 th date and 6 th daywere attractedto pullin the energyvortex. Thatenergyvortexheincomparablyancientmysterious, heis unable to explaininsideEnergy Runearray. Even but if isthis, that should also beanotherSpace World, looks likehehas experiencedStar of Hope, Dark Death World is the same, but the consciousnessreturns, hesees is actually hisbirth mother.
他清楚地记得世界之盒打开,受到那六只盘子的共振,然后他和第五日、第六日都被吸扯进了能量漩涡之中。那能量漩涡他无比古老神秘,他无法解读里面的能量符文阵列。可即便是这样,那也应该是另一个空间世界,就像是他经历过的希望之星,黑暗死亡世界一样,可是意识回归,他看到的却是他的生母。Chongsheng (rebirth)?重生?In the Xia Leimindhas emittedthis kind of thought that butthisthoughtjustbravedhenegative. But in notinnovelstory, only then did the person of interceptedpast, howpossiblyhaveChongsheng (rebirth)to return to the pastperson?夏雷的脑海里冒出了这样一个念头,可是这个念头刚刚冒出来的时候他又否定了。在而不是在小说故事里,只有被截取的过去之人,怎么可能有重生回过去的人?Hisbirth motherentered the corridor in building of residence, slowlycrawlingbuilding. Outsidelightningthunderoussoundwas smaller, healsoheardbirth mother'ssobbingsound, alsoher the sound of thinking aloud, „whylike thistome? Why...... You is a monster, youshould notarrive in thisworld...... Can youlike thistome? Youhave harmedme, youhave harmedmylife......”
他的生母走进了居民楼的楼道,慢慢爬楼。外面的闪电雷鸣声小了许多,他也听到了生母的抽噎声,还有她的自言自语的声音,“为什么这样对我?为什么……你是一个怪物,你不该来到这个世界上……你怎么可以这样对我?你害了我,你害了我的一生……”Thesewords, this, Xia Leihas not seenin the Xia Changhememoryinformation, hears, nowheactuallysaw, heard. InGodgravepyramid , he althoughhas chosenforgiving, butheard the birth motherto speakthesewords, alsomatter that preparedto do, inhisheartactuallyflood a sadness. Hesois young, is shecruel enoughto discardhim? Moreoverdiscardstorooftop that insomepeoplewill not come up, doesn't thiswanthim dead in disguised form?
这些话,这一幕,夏雷在夏长河的记忆信息里都没有看到,听到,现在他却看见了,听见了。在神墓金字塔里,他虽然选择了原谅,可是听到生母说这些话,还有准备去做的事,他的心中却还是泛起了一片悲伤。他才这么小,她怎么忍心丢弃他?而且是丢弃到不会有人上去的天台上,这不是变相要他死吗?
The sadfeelinguses the hearttime, in the heart of Xia Leisuddenlyemitsoneto be vigilantandhave doubts, hisinwardly said: „what's going on? IsthatcreatesBox of the Worldexistsaloofly? If he, whyhedoes makemeexperiencethisonce more?”
悲伤的感受用上心头的时候,夏雷的心中忽然又冒出一丝警惕和疑惑来,他暗暗地道:“这是怎么回事?难道是那个创造出世界之盒的超然存在吗?如果是他,他又为什么让我再次经历这一幕?”
The birth motherclimbed up the attic, has shoved open the worn-outbluepaintwooden door of stair hall, thenwalked.
生母爬上了顶楼,推开了楼梯间的破旧的蓝漆木门,然后走了出去。*crackling*!噼啪!Alsois a lightningchopsto fallfrom the nighttime skydeep place, the worldis instantaneous. In the field of visionis the cityvistas of 80-90ages, does not have the skyscrapingtall building, does not have the spaciousstreet and complexgrade separation, everywhereis the telephone pole and spider webgenerallycrowdedelectric wire. In the facing the streetstore frontis hanging the advertisement and advertising reelof all forms, alsowithwhiteQixiepropagandaterminologyon the wall, for example„onlylivesgood”and„the DukeJianwenbrightcity”and so on. All thesemixed up, constituted a picture of turning yellow. Itreallygivespeopleonetypewith not the realfeeling, just like a realdreamland.
又是一道闪电从夜空深处劈落下来,天地瞬间雪亮。视野里是八九十年代的城市街景,没有摩天高楼,没有宽敞的街道和复杂的立交,到处都是电线杆子和蛛网一般密集的电线。临街的铺面上挂着形形色色的招牌和广告片,还有用白漆写在墙上的宣传用语,比如“只生一个好”、“公建文明城市”之类的。这一切混在一起,构成了一张发黄的照片。它给人一种真实与不真实的感觉,犹如一个真实的梦境。Buton the experience of Xia Lei, thisabsolutelyis not the dream, all theseare real. Hewas feeling that hissoulandswaddling clothes the bodyfusion of baby, hehadhas come from the feeling of immaturebody. Hecanfeel that the raindropwhips the aching feeling on smallface, hecanfeelto bring the moistureandraindrop the coldness of fresh breeze, he can also feelhungrily, hewantsto eatanythingto fill the bellyurgently. Heevenfelt, so long asthis wayhecould not insist how longwill die! Do thesefeelby oneselfpossiblyaredreamlands?
可就夏雷的亲身感受而言,这绝对不是梦,这一切都是真实的。他正感觉到他的灵魂与襁褓之中的婴儿的身体融合,他有了源自于幼小身体的感觉。他能感到雨点拍打到小脸上的疼痛感,他能感受到带着湿气和雨点的劲风的寒冷,他还能感受到饥饿,他迫切想吃点什么填饱肚子。他甚至感觉,只要这样下去的话他坚持不了多久就会死!这些亲身感受怎么可能是梦境?
But if thisis not the dreamland, does itpossiblyexist?
可如果这不是梦境,它怎么可能存在?Xia Leimetwas strangestsince birth is also the most puzzledmatter, hesuspected that all thesedid not exist, butheactuallysuspectedinhimall.夏雷遇到了有生以来最离奇也是最困惑的事情,他怀疑这一切并不存在,可他却在他怀疑的一切之中。Hisbirth motherproceededseveralsteps, shevisitshim, said while sobbing: „Yourthismonster, youshould notexistinthisworld...... wu wu...... I, Iplaceshere...... Ifyourweeping soundcancometohereappealingly...... Thatis the heavenwantsyouto go on living...... Howeverin that case, do not cometo look forme...... Ido not knowyou...... Ido not wantyou......”
他的生母往前走了几步,她看着他,哽咽地道:“你这个怪物,你不应该存在在这个世界上……呜呜……我、我就放在这里……你的哭声要是能吸引人到这里来……那就是上天要你活下去……但是那样的话,你别来找我……我不认识你……我不要你……”Like thisXia Lei is also firsthearing, hisbirth motheris notfirsttimesaid that hewas the monster, mustplacesimply unable to callhiminrooftop of person, making the stormclaimhisimmaturelife. At this moment, hisheartlooks likeby the bladeis sheared the samepain.
这样的话夏雷也是第一次听到,他的生母已经不是第一次说他是怪物了,要将他放在根本就唤不来人的天台上,让暴风雨带走他的幼小的生命。这一刻,他的心就像是被刀割一样痛。Hisbirth motherwill wraphisswaddling clothesto placeinrooftop, thenretreatsstep by step.
他的生母将包着他的襁褓放在了天台上,然后一步步退走。Xia Leivisitsherto depart, hewantsto stop by calling outher, butcoldFengdai the raindropis rinsinginhismouth, hissimplycannot make the sound.夏雷看着她离去,他想叫住她,可是冷风带着雨点灌进他的嘴巴里,他根本就发不出声音。Hisbirth mothersuddenlystopped the footsteps, walkstowardhim, was crying said: „Youcry! Youcryquickly! Do youvisitmeto do? Yourthismonster! Youcryquickly, calledperson!”
他的生母忽然又停下了脚步,向他走来,哭着说道:“你哭啊!你快哭啊!你看着我干什么?你这个怪物!你快哭啊,叫人来啊!”Althoughsheyounginnocent, maya little motherhoodexisteventually. Shereversesto makehimcry, forismakeshimuse the weeping soundattractionto adopthisgood person.
她虽然年少不懂事,可终究还是有一点母性存在。她倒转回来让他哭,为的就是让他用哭声吸引可以抱养他的好人。Xia Leiwantstoher saying that at heart„don't be afraid”, mayfromhismouthcomes out is actually „Wa” a weeping sound.夏雷心里想对她说“不要害怕”,可从他的嘴里出来的却是“哇”的一个哭声。„Youhave cried, youcried! Right, isthis! Cries! Criesloudly!”Hisbirth motherGodtalked on endlesslyis pointing at the rainstormsuch as the sky of note, „youmustmakeithear! Isitmakesyouenterinmybelly, itshouldbe responsible for you! Iwalked, youcryloudly!”
“你哭了,你哭了!对,就是这样!哭吧!大声哭出来!”他的生母神叨叨地指着暴雨如注的天空,“你要让它听见!是它让你进我的肚子里,它应该对你负责!我走了,你大声哭吧!”Shehad as if finally found the reason of departure, butthisso-calledreasonalsohelpsherdecide. Leaves behindthese words, sheturns aroundto walk.
她似乎终于找到了离开的理由,而这个所谓的理由也帮助她下了决心。留下这句话,她转身就走。Suddenly, Xia Leifelt that hecanspeak, normalspeech, withhismaturesound. Words that hisconsciousnessalsoindeedhewants saying that „Iam not the monster, don't be afraid.”Butthese wordsmustblurt saying that inhismindhas emitted a veryintensesense of crisissuddenly, hismouthalsosuddenlyclosedinthat.
突然,夏雷感觉他能说话了,正常的说话,用他成熟的声音。他的意识也的的确确有一句他想要说出来的话,“我不是怪物,不要害怕。”可是这句话就要脱口说出来的时候,他的脑海之中突然冒出了一个很强烈的危机感,他的嘴巴也就在那一刹那间闭上了。Thatsense of crisis before sourcethatconfusion, whywill arrive at the pastspace and time? Does the why notdreamland, have the feeling of dreamland?
那个危机感的源头还是之前的那个困惑,为什么会来到过去的时空?为什么不是梦境,却又有梦境的感觉?Xia Leihas had sincesuchability, is the dangerousenvironmentandin the dangeroustime, hewill haveoneveryintensepremonition, buthealso can always whenlife and deathaffectsmaintainscalm.
一直以来夏雷都有这样的能力,越是危险的环境和危险的时刻里,他都会有一种很强烈的预感,而他也总能在生死攸关之际保持冷静。Makehimcalm, lets the reason that heshuts updoes not dareto open the mouthis, ifthisis not the dreamland, butexists , this opens the mouth, hisbirth motherreversesto take awayhim, hewill not become the Old ManXia Changheson. Heis not the Old ManXia Changheson'swords, hewill not havethattwelveAE Capsule, has not opened the Road of Evolutionopportunity. Ifhehas not openedRoad of Evolution, is only an average person, does the matter that behindhaspossiblyappear?
让他冷静,让他闭嘴不敢开口的原因就是,如果这不是梦境,而是真实存在的话,他这一开口,他的生母倒转回来将他带走,那他就不会成为老爹夏长河的儿子。他不是老爹夏长河的儿子的话,他也不会有那十二颗AE胶囊,也就没有开启进化之路的机会。而如果他没有开启进化之路,只是一个普通人的话,那后面发生的事情又怎么可能出现?Thisis the butterfly effect, a smallchangemaycause the collapse of entirespace and time. Because all sorts ofinfinitefactorsbecamechange beyond all recognition, othershedoes not know, buthe can actually expecthislife. Hewill not have the abilityto restore the part of thatcompass, will not meetShentu TianyininEastern Heavy Industry, hewill not meetLong Bing, Tang YuyanandLiang Siyao......
这就是蝴蝶效应,一个小小的改变都有可能引起整个时空的崩溃。已经发生的一切会因为种种无穷的因素而变得面目全非,别人他不知道,可他却可以预料他的人生。他将没有能力修复那只罗盘的部件,也就不会在东方重工遇到申屠天音,他也不会遇到龙冰、唐语嫣、梁思瑶……Hemaystartto contribute moneyafterXia Xueuniversitygraduationwork, thenmarries an ordinarywife, is assembling the day of ordinary person. Makes the powdered milkmoney, to studyto cost a great deal of moneyfor the child, is listening totalking incessantly of wifewhiledies of old age.
他或许会在夏雪大学毕业工作之后才开始攒钱,然后娶一个平凡的妻子,凑合着过平凡人的日子。为孩子挣奶粉钱、学费钱,一边听着妻子的唠叨一边老去。Perhapsthisdoes not haveanythingnot to be good, heis not the fearis ordinary. Oncepresenthedoes not exist, sixcreatorwill restart„Unique”inevitablyplan, will then havenewly„Unique”substitutes forhim. Anythinghas not beensixcreatorcannotachieve, theyafter allare the control of thisuniverseworld, the formidableandhugemechanismis operatingall.
这样或许也没什么不好的,他也不是害怕平凡。只是,一旦现在的他不存在了,六个造物主势必会重启“唯一”计划,然后会有新的“唯一”取代他。没什么是六个造物主不能做到的,他们毕竟是这个宇宙世界的主宰,强大而庞大的机制运作着一切。Then, supposed that presenthedoes not exist, the 1st date, the 2nd date, the 3rd date and 4 th daywill not be killedbyhim, deepYaazwill not resurrect. ButBox of the Worldfinallywill actually repair, the timeis not the time, sixcreatorsomeare the timewaiting.
那么,假设现在的他不存在了,第一日、第二日、第三日、第四日就不会被他杀死,冥亚斯也不会复活。而世界之盒却终将修复,时间不是时间,六个造物主有的是时间等待。Thinks ofhere, on the back of Xia Leicould not bearemitcold sweat, this timeinhealsohasboldguesspresentspaceisspace of box!
想到这里,夏雷的背脊上忍不住冒出了一片冷汗,这个时间里他也有了一个大胆的猜测眼前的空间是盒子的空间!
The timeis not the time, in a flashmillenniums.
时间不是时间,转瞬千年。Heoncepassed awayinEarth Worldsuchexperiment, throws the little thingtoward the box, comes outallmade decent, as ifexperienced the millenniums, the corrosion of ten thousandyears of time. At that time, hethought that boxinsidespaceforwarded, stepped overin a flashmillennium for ten thousandyears. These that hemakesslightlytestas ifalsotallythisdeduction, the thing that after allthrowsmade decent, turned into the ashes. Butnowlooks like, not onlyboxinsidespaceas ifforwards, it can also backward. Itis not as if fixed, itcanadjust!
在地球世界他曾经作古这样的实验,往盒子里扔小东西,出来的时候全都风化了,仿佛经历了千年、万年的时光的侵蚀。当时,他觉得盒子里面的空间是向前,一瞬间迈过千年万年的时间。他所做的那些小实验似乎也吻合这个推论,毕竟扔进去的东西都风化了,变成了灰烬。可现在看来,盒子里面的空间似乎不只是向前,它还可以向后。它似乎也不是固定的,它能调整!
Is it, a clock and watch?
它,是一只钟表吗?However, theseareXia Leiguess and inferencesuddenly. In can the answerbesuch that heguessed? Hislinks a bottomnot to haveat heartactually.
然而,这些不过都是夏雷突然之间的猜测和推断而已。正在的答案会是他猜测的那样吗?他的心里其实连一点底都没有。Whenhisemitsthesethoughts and suspicionsat heartaltogether, hisbirth motherentered the stair hall. Sheturned headto look atone, thenwent downstairs.
就在他的心里一股脑冒出这些念头和猜想的时候,他的生母已经走进了楼梯间。她回头看了一眼,然后下了楼。„Also is really a cruel-heartedwoman.”Xia Leithinksat heartlike this,thenhisconsciousnessbecameblurs. Does not know that isbecausecoldorhungry, orisotherreason, hehas rested quickly. Blurry, heheardsound of footsteps. Hewantsto open the eye, butthateyelidhas the entireskyto be so heavyprobably, hissimplycannot open.
“还真是一个狠心的女人啊。”夏雷的心里这样想,然后他的意识变得模糊了。不知道是因为寒冷还是饥饿,抑或则是别的原因,他很快就睡了过去。迷迷糊糊里,他听到了脚步声。他想睁开眼睛,可是那眼皮却好像有整个天空那么沉重,他根本就睁不开。
A soundpassed to hisear, „little fellow, lateryouweremy son.”
一个声音传到了他的耳朵里,“小家伙,以后你就是我的儿子了。”Thisis the Old ManXia Changhesound, heis familiar. Thenhefelt that hewas hugged, Old Manhas also blocked from the stormforhim, at this timehissuddenlyat hearthas emitted a thought that „can allcomeone? If so, that was too senseless......”
这是老爹夏长河的声音,他非常熟悉。然后他感觉他被抱了起来,老爹也为他遮住了暴风雨,这个时候他的心里忽然冒出了一个念头,“难道着一切又要重新来一遍吧?如果是的话,那就太无趣了……”Hejustthoughttime, the horizonhas flashed before the dazzlingglaresuddenly.
他刚这么想的时候,天边突然闪现了耀眼的强光。
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