If Chu Yang passes through from Earth, naturally knows that was so-called Nascent Soul \; 若是楚阳是从地球穿越的,当然会知道,那就是所谓的元婴了\; But never has Chu Yang that the chance does obeisance...... Actually is really does not know, therefore.( hundred degrees celsius searches for atheneum) 但从来没有机缘拜的楚阳……却是实在是不知所以了。(百度搜文學馆) The infinite fear of present Minister Chu sincerity, shakes the essence infinitely: Can some day, own belly suddenly split...... Then nine babies jump together, did the Tiantian control/tube call itself the father? Also or called...... 现在的楚御座真心的无限恐惧,无限震精:会不会有朝一日,自己的肚皮突然就裂开……然后九个小娃娃一起跳出来,甜甜的管叫自己爸爸？又或者叫…… Younger sister...... Also is only such one thinks that Minister Chu thought lived to might as well die. 妹的……还只是那么一想,楚御座就觉得生不如死了。 My God...... If my female life, I absolutely excitedly, such as bead treasure \; But...... He live...... Is this what's the matter? 哦,我的天哪……若是我的女人生的,我绝对会兴奋之极,如珠似宝\;但……他么的自己生的……这算是咋回事儿啊？ Under Chu Yang heart depressed, wisp of Divine Sense instant enters the dantian, moves gently a kid: „Hello! Awakes, I said that awakes......” 楚阳心下郁闷非常,一缕神念瞬时进入丹田,轻轻拨动其中一个小家伙:“喂！醒醒醒醒,我说,醒醒……” Sees only that tiny tot to be completely aloof, considers only to close one's eyes to sit in meditation, pure Primordial Chaos Pure Thread had been drawn the nostril by him, then spits, enters to that pure silk group, so the repeat in cycles, endlessly duplicates this process...... 只见那小不点全然无动于衷,只顾闭着眼睛打坐,一丝精纯的鸿蒙真丝被他吸进了鼻孔,然后再吐出来,进入到那真丝团之中,如此循环往复,不断重复这一过程…… Then, long time after long time, drops drop of golden liquid from that Primordial Chaos Pure Thread group, falls on this Xiaoxiao person, then this villain rapidly absorbs that group of golden elixir intravenous drip, as if the spirit was also inspired...... 然后,良久良久之后,从那鸿蒙真丝团之中滴落出来一滴金色的液体,落在这小小的人儿头上,然后这小人就迅速地将那一团金液点滴吸收掉,似乎精神又振奋了一些…… Then Chu Yang felt, own cultivation base as if keen lively...... 然后楚阳就感觉,自己的修为似乎更加的灵敏活泼了…… „These villains are Cultivation come out actually, ‚I’ Cultivation comes out......” Chu Yang is puzzling, touches own ears and cheeks, sincerity does not know the so-called unsurpassed magical powers. “难道说这些个小人其实都是修炼出来的,还是‘我’修炼出来的……”楚阳百思不得其解,抓耳挠腮,真心的不知所谓无上神通。 So experimented long time, Chu Yang can determine finally that really where this kid is very likely own Cultivation not to know had something go wrong, strange product that presents. And. It seems although is person, but itself does not have the fluctuation of any life. 如此又试验了良久,楚阳终于能够确定,这小家伙真的很有可能是自己的修炼不知道什么地方出了岔子,才出现的古怪产物。而且。看上去虽然是人型,但本身却是没有任何生命的波动。 Em, more accurately does not have what soul to fluctuate...... 恩,更准确一点说是没有什么灵魂波动…… In addition, there are these little things to continue Cultivation in own body, seemed like own Cultivation speed at least is also about one time also to continue? So looks like, this generally is not the misdemeanor, at least so far, does not have the shortcoming advantageously...... 此外,有这些小东西在自己身体里面持续修炼,貌似自己的修炼速度至少又快了一倍也还不止？如此看来,这大抵也不是什么坏事,至少到目前为止,还是有利而无弊的…… Chu Yang touches own ears and cheeks thought for a long time, to decide finally. 楚阳抓耳挠腮的想了好久,终于决定了。 So long as this thing no longer likely is baby generally continues to grow up...... 只要这东西不再像是婴儿一般持续长大…… . The God blesses, do not let that awkward matter occur on oneself. 哦。老天爷保佑,千万别让那种尴尬事情发生在自己身上啊。 Immediately, Chu Yang was planning wants round trip to walk, felt suddenly from top to bottom sudden inexplicable relaxed, as if has filled the indescribable joyfulness unexpectedly. 随即,楚阳正打算要往回走的时候,突然间感觉浑身上下一阵突如其来的莫名轻松,似乎不期然间充满了难以言喻的愉悦。 Relaxed? 轻松？ Suddenly to have how this feeling?! 怎么会突然有这种感觉呢？！ Chu Yang could not bear stopped the footsteps once again. Knits the brows the thinking: Why, why will feel with ease? Was there is relaxed? 楚阳忍不住再度停下了脚步。皱眉思索:为什么,为什么会感觉到轻松？到底是那里轻松了？ Chu Yang thought for a long time, to feel finally that seemingly was own spirit, with ease why did not know, all of a sudden, perhaps as if possibly probably got rid of any shackles. Returned to primitively and in the most unrestrained free state. 楚阳想了好久,终于感觉到,貌似是自己的精神,不知道为什么,一下子轻松了起来,似乎也许大概可能是摆脱了什么桎梏吧。回归了最原始、最无拘无束的自由状态之中。 Thorough was relaxed, naturally is the good deed. 彻彻底底的轻松了,当然是好事。 But Chu Yang actually felt place that some type has not suited \; He always is since able to feel that oneself is shouldering some serious mission, mission that must complete. Carrying a heavy load vanguard, looks like at the back of a mountain. 但楚阳却感觉到了某种不对劲的地方\;一直以来,他始终都能感觉到自己背负着某种沉重的使命,一定要完成的使命。一路负重前行,就像是背着一座大山。 Barely survives step by step, but actually never gives up. 步步维艰,但却从未放弃。 Because that is the mission that must complete, is doomed mission that completes by oneself! 因为那是自己一定要完成的使命,注定由自己完成的使命！ Also or is since birth Heaven's Will is at! 又或者说是自己有生以来的天命所在吧！ But this time why suddenly relaxed? That serious pressure. Resembles to vanish into thin air unexpectedly, did not have trail again! 但这一次为何就突然地轻松了起来？那一份沉重的压力。竟似不翼而飞,再无踪迹了！ Chu Yang knits the brows to rack one's brains, actually slowly feels a difference. Own ostium is chasing the minute by the inch, every little bit opening. 楚阳皱眉苦思,却慢慢地感觉到一丝异样。自己的心门正在逐寸逐分,一点一滴的打开。 Dark, as if the sound was asking itself: Who are you? 冥冥中,似乎有一个声音在问自己:你是谁？ Chu Yang anchors the footsteps, sits on the ground, bridges the chin single-handed, seriously considers this issue. 楚阳停住脚步,坐在地上,单手支住下巴,认真地考虑起这个问题。 Who am I? 我是谁？ That sound throughout in asking of never saying die: Who are you? 那个声音始终在锲而不舍的问道:你是谁？ „I am Chu Yang.” Chu Yang replied. “我是楚阳。”楚阳回答。 This is a very simple issue, but Chu Yang has actually considered for a long time, after reply, actually unexpected happening has added on a supplement: „I am I.” 这是一个很简单的问题,但楚阳却考虑了好久,直到回答之后,却又鬼使神差的加上了一句补充:“我是我自己。” That seemed to be sound that does not have vanished suddenly. Long time, faintly recognizable asking: „What are you making?” 那个似有似无的声音突然消失了。良久之后,才飘飘渺渺的问道:“你在做什么？” Chu Yang sinks the heart, sinking sound track: „I am doing...... Matter Princess gold/metal who Huang I can have a clear conscience.” 楚阳沉下心来,沉声道:“我在做……我能够问心无愧的事情金凰公主。” That seemed to be the sound that does not have said: „What do you want to make?” 那似有似无的声音道:“你要做什么？” „I must make......” Chu Yang to carefully examine my conscience, is silently typical: „I must reach the peak, exterminates Devil!” “我要做……”楚阳审视着自己的本心,默默地道:“我要登上巅峰,灭绝天魔！” Remembers five seniors to go to the inaccessible remote area, one does not return \; Remembers Purple Firmament Celestial Emperor to be bathed in blood to slaughter, finally the heroic death, the Chu Yang sound was infinite: „I must exterminate Devil! I must sweep clear Old Nine Heavens, a peace world!” 想起五位前辈远赴绝域,一去不回\;想起紫霄天帝浴血厮杀,最终壮烈牺牲,楚阳的声音无限坚定:“我一定要灭绝天魔！我要清扫九重天阙,一靖天地！” These saw fellow who senior life and death does not attend, my will not let off! 那些眼看着前辈生死不顾的家伙,我一个也不会放过！ Including most minimum resistance foreign aggression, the words that cannot achieve, do the words that even is not willing to make, then, live are also having what using? 连最起码的抗击外侮,也做不到的话,甚至不愿做的话,那么,活着又有何用？ „Then?” That sound moves fast. “然后呢？”那声音飘飘忽忽。 „Then?” A Chu Yang frustration: „What also has then?” “然后？”楚阳一阵惘然:“还有什么然后？” Sudden confusedness: „, After waiting to exterminate Devil? What do I do?” 突然一阵迷茫:“就是啊,等灭绝了天魔之后呢？我又干些什么呢？” That seemed to be the sound that does not have not talked, seemed already quiet. 那似有似无的声音没有搭话,似乎已然沉寂了下去。 Chu Yang has no interest to have no intention a word language already to leave, along with, even if fell into during the dull lost ponder, yes, exterminates Devil, is a goal, is this whole life possibly completes, duty that possibly cannot complete, but in the final analysis was still only a goal, other people or exhausted the life mental effort to devote to this, is still unable to complete, but will have the confidence also to have the ability completion! 楚阳无心无意之言一语既出,随即便陷入了呆呆出神的思考之中,是啊,灭绝天魔,是一个目标,是一个自己这辈子可能完成,可能完不成的任务,但说到底仍旧只是一个目标,其他人或者穷尽一生心力致力于此,仍旧无法完成,但自己却有信心亦有能力将之完成！ After then, this goal is completed, do I want to make what? 那么,等到将这个目标完成之后,我又要做什么呢？ With the Mo Qingwu and the others same place, happy joyful living? 只是跟莫轻舞等人一起,幸福快乐的过日子吗？ With the brothers together, smiles the arrogant smoke cloud, is free and unfettered merry? 跟兄弟们一起,笑傲烟云,逍遥快活吗？ This or conforms to a legendary the result, generally legendary finally chapter of time, won't the legend pass on the safe pleasant free and unfettered day since then? 这或者符合一个传奇的结局,大凡传奇终章的时候,传奇不都会从此过上平安喜乐的逍遥日子吗？ ...... …… „No!” The Chu Yang look is calm, if snow and ice: „That is not the future that I want, my life how can simple!” “不！”楚阳眼神冷静若冰雪:“那不是我想要的未来,我的人生岂能如此简单！” „Since that is not I will want in the future, actually I do want what? Actually to want what future?” “既然那个未来不是我想要的,那我究竟要什么？究竟想要什么样的未来呢？” „What do I want? What in the future do I want to make?” Chu Yang such as is considering repeatedly, but actually throughout cannot go out this step, just liked entered in some specific chaotic logic, suddenly unexpectedly could not withdraw. “我想要什么？未来我要做什么？”楚阳如是反复的思量着,但却始终不能走出这一步,恍如进入了某种特定混乱逻辑之中,一时间竟脱身不得。 Slowly. The question sound in mind because of the repetition change repeatedly, has gradually formed the startled big wave stormy sea common voice. From infancy to maturity, until afterward simply the thunderclap rumbling, enlightened the benighted! 慢慢的。脑海中的问话声音因为一遍遍的重复更替,逐渐形成了惊涛骇浪一般的声浪。从小到大,及至后来简直雷声轰轰,振聋发聩！ On the Chu Yang forehead, infiltrates the soybean size gradually the beads of sweat. 楚阳的额头上,渐次渗出来黄豆大小的汗珠。 His lip is trembling, complexion is pallid. Because, he cannot find out, what road oneself must take. 他的嘴唇哆嗦着,脸色煞白。因为,他想不出,自己要走什么样的路。 Devil, but is part in life. A small part...... 天魔,不过就是人生中的一部分。一小部分而已…… It is not complete! 决计不会是全部！ It is not the so-called ultimate goal! 更也不会是所谓终极的目标！ Should my ultimate objective, what be? 那我的终极目标,应该是什么？ What should be? 到底应该是什么呢？ Chu Yang is lost in thought dull the long time, the sudden severe pain raids, only felt that own heart does not have sudden twitching of indication, perhaps is this moment. Perhaps is under moment, possibly the breakage is momentarily ordinary, Chu Yang in gulps is panting for breath, seemed respirable. 楚阳呆呆出神半晌,突然一阵剧痛袭来,只感觉自己的心脏全无征兆的急剧抽搐,也许是这一刻。也许是下一刻,随时可能破裂一般,楚阳大口大口的喘息着,似乎已经不能呼吸。 „I want......” Chu Yang pupil big, the place of evolution being barely alive, suddenly in the mind presented a shadow unexpectedly. “我要……”楚阳瞳孔大张,竟已渐进弥留之地,突然脑海中出现了一个影子。 That shadow, made the brain that he already fell into the chaos Pure Brightness come the opposition to Japan I for the war-god suddenly. 那个影子,却让他已然陷入混沌的脑筋突然清明了过来抗日之我为战神。 That is a white clothing youth. The surface like crown jade, the item such as the bright star, bullies the snow match frost the white clothing to flutter with the wind, on pretty peerless face. Is hanging an evil smiling face. 那是一个白衣少年。面如冠玉,目如朗星,一身欺雪赛霜的白衣随风飘动,俊秀绝伦的脸上。挂着一丝邪邪的笑容。 That is one type disregards the world and looking disdainfully common people, to show disdain for the evil of entire world to smile! 那是一种无视天下、睥睨苍生、傲视寰宇的邪笑！ He that pure is standing, but early has actually dominated to the feeling of person above Exquisite Heaven, flies to spatial of peak! 他就只是那么单纯的站立着,但给人的感觉却早已经凌驾琼霄之上,飞临巅峰之空！ Chu Yang bellows suddenly: „I want, I must fight with you. I must fight with you!” 楚阳突然大吼一声:“我要,我要与你一战。我一定要与你一战！” „I must with such person, a war! I must with them. Shoulder to shoulder, even surmounts!” “我要与这样的人,一战！我要与他们。并肩,甚至超越！” Chu Yang face upwards the long and loud cry: „My say/way! I found! My say/way, does not have the ultimate objective! My say/way, infinite formidable is more formidable than \; After exterminating Devil, I must continue formidable, does not have formidable getting down of limit! I must create the Nine Tribulations Sword person one to be high and low with that and wins!” 楚阳仰天长啸:“我的道！我找到了！我的道,就是没有终极目标！我的道,就是比无限强大还要强大\;在灭绝天魔之后,我还要继续强大,没有极限的强大下去！我要与那创造了九劫剑的人一较高低,并且战而胜之！” „I must push onward to this deeper level!” “我还要向这更深的层次挺进！” „No matter front has the road, my strategic place gets down! My life, does not have the so-called peak! peak only in my!” “不管前面有没有路,我都要冲下去！我的人生,没有所谓的巅峰！巅峰只会在我脚下！” „Has not stood still! Will never stand still! Stands still no longer is me!” “没有停歇！永不停歇！停歇不再属于我！” Bang! 轰！ That in within the body likes the small Sun common luminous spot to crack suddenly loudly \; In the Chu Yang eye Venus glitters, a tumble throws down. 体内的那有如小太阳一般的光点突然轰然崩裂\;楚阳的眼中金星闪烁,一跤摔倒。 In world, as if only other spooky sighs, several sound mean inaudible, actually that real. 天地之间,似乎只余下一声幽幽的叹息,声音之低微几不可闻,却又是那么的真实。 Chu Yang with total concentration, is listening attentively with rapt attention, but that vague sound, actually already thorough vanishes does not see. 楚阳聚精会神,凝神倾听着,但那若有若无的声音,却已彻底的消失不见。 Long time long time, again has not appeared throughout. 良久良久,始终都没有再出现。 Chu Yang determined finally that sound vanished. 楚阳终于确定,那个声音真的已经消失了。 Relaxed feeling from top to bottom is near again, the extreme pain, was just like feeling of obliterate completely death being barely alive, as if has not always had. 浑身上下的轻松感再临,刚才的极度痛楚、俨如死亡弥留之感荡然无存,仿佛从来就不曾有过。 Chu Yang stands up slowly, this discovered that in a moment ago that short time, oneself unexpectedly was similar to the prostration generally left sweat, incessantly was one, including own under foot, has soaked big one piece. 楚阳缓缓站起身来,这才发现,就在刚才那短短的一点时间里,自己竟如同虚脱一般出了一身的大汗,不止是一副,连自己的脚下,都是浸湿了好大一片。 So-called relaxed, but is the extreme pressure later misconception, completely lingers one type to collapse from top to bottom the later dilutedness. However in the Chu Yang heart at this moment is actually infinite clear thorough. He has closed tightly the lip, muttered: „I understood, I understand finally I got rid of anything.” 所谓轻松,不过就是极度压力之后的错觉,浑身上下尽都萦绕着一种虚脱之后的无力感。然而楚阳心中此刻却是无限的澄澈透彻。他咬紧了嘴唇,喃喃道:“我明白了,我终于明白我到底摆脱了什么。” „I got rid of so-called fate, got rid...... Nine Tribulations Sword destiny. Master of Nine Tribulations Sword Heaven's Will!” “我摆脱掉了所谓宿命,也摆脱了……九劫剑的命运。九劫剑主的天命之则！” „From now, my life is controlled by me, does not need to follow the arrangements of other people again!” “从此以后,我的人生只是由我自己来掌控,再无须遵循其他人的安排！” „From now, I do not have so-called Heaven's Will again!” “从此以后,我再没有所谓的天命！” „I, although is doing these matters, but is actually because...... I want to do, I must do! It is not any mission and any Heaven's Will! My heart, only then I can control!” “我虽然还是在做那些事,但却是因为……我想做,我要做！绝不是什么使命、什么天命！我的心,只有我自己可以主宰！” In the Chu Yang eye pupil shines, somewhat lost supine beginning, the white clothing person's shadow said to that had been presenting in a soft voice: „I anticipated...... At that time with that day that you fought!” 楚阳眼瞳中发着光,有些出神的仰起头,对着那曾经出现过的白衣人影轻声说道:“我非常期待……彼时与你一战的那一日！” ............ ………… Chu Yang has given since us a pressure serious feeling, as if continuously carrying a heavy load vanguard. But starts from this chapter...... He got rid finally. 一直以来,楚阳都给我们一种压力沉重的感觉,似乎一直在负重前行。但从这一章开始……他终于摆脱了。 Got rid of the mission, got rid of fate. Does this also finally make everybody relax? 摆脱了使命,摆脱了宿命。这也是终于让大家都松了一口气吧？ ps: Recommends a book: «proud Tiankuang Venerable», Crow Mountain sexual intercourse \; Very crisp profound imaginary novel \; That goods were lazy a while ago, now finally has turned a new leaf, a day 56 chapters are so dry, everybody might as well has a look. ps:推荐一本书:《傲天狂尊》,乌山云雨所着\;很爽的玄幻小说\;那货前段时间懒了一阵,现在终于改邪归正了,一天56章那么干,大家不妨去看看吧。