TTNH :: Volume #14

#1364: Guilty heart 【Part 2!】


Did not do to despise mortal world to train......” “休要小看了红尘历练……” Chu Yang muttered: Wants in your heart also some regrets, guilty, could not have arrived at the Great Way peak......” 楚阳喃喃自语:“只要你心中还有后悔,还有愧疚,就到不了大道巅峰……” Sudden forced smile: Old Ning, I understood. The great strength of heart, is the true great strength, in the heart does not have the flaw, is undefeated. However, in my heart already some regrets, there is guilty! How deserves?” 突然一阵苦笑:“宁老,我明白了。心的强大,才是真正的强大,心中毫无破绽,便是不败。不过,我心中既有后悔,也有愧疚!该当如何?” The Ning Tianya surprise visits him, frowned slowly: You do not do to think that I am chatting with you, this sounds the thing that who to assume the post to understand lightly, indeed is the gate of Great Way! Only had you to be in certain situation, really understands...... world is most reasonable, actually since childhood in own side. Grows up, strengthen...... But has listened to the childhood the words, turn into own experience, that is all! But matter these matters, do you understand?” 宁天涯诧异地看着他,缓缓皱起了眉头:“你休要以为我是在跟你说笑,这听起来平淡到了任何人都懂的东西,的的确确就是大道之门!唯有你到了一定的地步,才会真正明白……世间最有道理的,其实从小就在自己身边。长大,变强……只不过是将小时候听过的话,变成自己的经历,仅此而已!但事情还是那些事情,你懂吗?” I have not thought that you were chatting! I also believe that you said is the gate of Great Way, is Way of Heaven!” Chu Yang said seriously: This truly Way of Emotion. I understand!” “我并没有以为你在说笑!我也相信,你说的就是大道之门,就是天道!”楚阳严肃地说道:“这就是真正地有情道。我懂!” Chu Yang understands certainly, he had discussed Way of Emotion more than once with Sword Spirit, but any one time, was inferior that Ning Tianya says now thoroughly! 楚阳当然懂,他曾经与剑灵探讨过不止一次的有情道,但无论是哪一次,都不如宁天涯现在说得透彻! The most simple truth, often is the truth! 最浅显的道理,往往就是真理! These words, again confirm here! 这句话,在这里再一次验证! But, simplest truth, is most difficult to achieve! These words, were still confirming. Wholly-absorbed Way of Martial Arts, anybody can achieve, but, gives dual attention to all these...... Actually is anybody, is very difficult to achieve. 但,最简单的道理,也就是最难做到的!这句话,依然在证实。专心武道,任何人都做得到,但,兼顾所有的这一切……却是任何人,都很难做到的。 Maintains the calmness and steadiness of heart in glorious passing of time, difficult such as to ascend to heaven. Because this is not ten years eight years. Also is not 100-200 years, but is several thousand years, tens of thousands year...... 在悠久的岁月里保持心之安稳,难如登天。因为这不是十年八年。也不是一两百年,而是数千年,数万年…… Common people said that asked immortal. To the peak, is violates Heaven entrusts with the human body should have the ability that surmounts forcefully. Is the heaven defying behavior!” Chu Yang inspired, said: I like this had also thought before, was clamoring heaven defying the line, was shouting changing the course of events. But now I once like this think for me that does this to be ashamed!” “世人都说,求长生。冲巅峰,乃是违反上天赋予人体的应该有的能力,强行超越。乃是属于逆天行为!”楚阳吸了一口气,道:“我自己以前也曾经这样想过,叫嚣着逆天而行,喊着扭转乾坤。但现在我为我自己曾经这样想,这样做而感到羞愧!” world absolutely does not have anything to be suitable or go against. No matter you are suitable, goes against. The day there, has not changed!” 世间根本就没有什么顺或者逆。不管你顺,还是逆。天就在那里,不曾改变!” Change, is only the heart of person! Your heart was gentle, along day, but is. Your flighty was hot-tempered, is heaven defying the line!” Chu Yang saying slowly: That is all!” “改变的,只是人的心!你的心平和了,就是顺天而为。你的心浮躁了,便是逆天而行!”楚阳慢慢的说道:“仅此而已!” Before then, Ning Tianya spoke, Chu Yang was listening. 在此之前,宁天涯说话,楚阳在听。 But Chu Yang these words exit|to speak, Ning Tianya actually cannot help but has straightened up the waist keel. Static listening attentively. 楚阳这番话出口,宁天涯却不由自主的挺直了腰脊。静静的倾听。 Change, is only the heart of person!” “改变的,只是人的心!” These words. Let Ning Tianya be touched very much, said: Good, your being in a good mood. Then along Way of Heaven line. Your heart goes against, is heaven defying the line. Actually no matter you along go against. On this day...... How could to have cared?” 这句话。让宁天涯很受触动,不由道:“不错,你的心顺。便是顺天道而行。你的心逆,便是逆天而行。其实不管你顺还是逆。这天……何曾在乎过?” Yes!” Chu Yang said: Day is the day! Throughout, never changes!” “是的!”楚阳道:“天就是天!始终在,从未改变!” Ning Tianya silent did not speak. 宁天涯默然不语。 Therefore. Old Ning your saying, I all understand.” Chu Yang on these eight Pagoda Mountain, cannot stand, such sits, bows a ritual to Ning Tianya: many thanks!” “所以。宁老您一说,我就全明白。”楚阳在这八层宝塔山上,站不起来,就这么坐着,向宁天涯躬身一礼:“多谢!” Ning Tianya austere endured his ritual, then also similarly bows, serious say/way: Did not thank! Has the day is the day, how could cared about me? For these words, many thanks!” 宁天涯肃容受了他一礼,然后也同样一躬身,严肃的道:“不谢!天就是天,何曾在乎过我?为了这句话,多谢!” They look at each other to smile. 两人相视而笑。 Their cultivation base differents, their age differents, the status differents of two everybody. 两人的修为天差地远,两人的年龄天差地远,两人人的身份天差地远。 But in this class, in heart is actually inexplicable rises one type to pity the flavor/smell clearheadedly, this feeling, looks like they are...... Many years of old friend of same level line is the same. 但在这一课,心中却都是莫名的升起来一种‘惺惺相惜’的味道,这种感觉,就像是两人乃是……同一水平线的多年老友一样。 Ning Tianya said: But, you formerly said that I am some do not understand. Regret and guilty how could you come?” 宁天涯道:“不过,你先前所说的,我还是有些不懂。你何曾来的后悔与愧疚?” He wrinkled the brow, said: You know that I have looked at these many hero heroes, the tens of thousands year, only had discovered your, can the mood be complete, completes one person, rises Old Nine Heavens! Steps onto Great Dao Path!” 他皱紧了眉头,道:“你知道么,我看过这么多的英雄豪杰,数万年来,就只发现了你一个,可以心境圆满,做好一个‘人’,升上九重天阙!走上大道之路!” You, although wandered about destitute since childhood outside, but, after recognizing the ancestor returns to the sect, your center of gravity knot, opened. You to parental filial piety, cherish to family member, to brothers, meticulous. You achieve peak that a man can achieve, to have how also the regret and guilty?” “你虽然自幼流落在外,但,认祖归宗之后,你的这一重心结,已经打开。你对父母孝顺,对家人爱护,对兄弟,无微不至。你做到了一个男人能够做到的极致,怎么还会有后悔与愧疚?” Ning Tianya said: This should not.” 宁天涯道:“这不应该啊。” Chu Yang forced smile: But, to woman? To young person?” 楚阳苦笑:“但是,对女人呢?对红颜呢?” Ning Tianya is startled: „Did you say?” 宁天涯怔住:“你是说?” Chu Yang long inspiration of: Old Ning, today only then you here, I also well open the heart, discussed with you.” 楚阳长长的吸了一口气:“宁老,今日只有你在这里,我也好敞开心扉,与你一谈。” Ning Tianya austere Rong say/way: Please say.” 宁天涯肃容道:“请说。” Chu Yang frowns, considered long time, said: Old Ning, a marriage affinity, is called the former life marriage affinity, do you believe? Also in other words, sees a female again time, you can very recognizing of unfathomable mystery: This female, is your former life wife. Such one feeling...... I do not know whether you understand......” 楚阳皱着眉头,思虑了良久,道:“宁老,有一种姻缘,叫做前世姻缘,你信吗?也就是说,再见到一个女子的时候,你会很莫名其妙的认定:这个女子,就是你前世的妻子。那样的一种感觉……我不知道你是否了解……” Cannot say the secret of own rebirth, or also only then this can explain...... In the Chu Yang heart sighed. 不能说自己重生的秘密,或者也只有这样才能解释了吧……楚阳心中一叹。 Ning Tianya smile: What does this have not to be understandable? The soul said that although does not approve in the ordinary people heart, but to our grade of situations, has actually been able to determine. Since this feelings, then, showed well.” 宁天涯微笑:“这有什么不可理解的?灵魂之说,虽然在凡夫俗子心中不予认同,但到了我们这等地步,却可以确定。既然有这种感觉,那么,就说明不错。” Chu Yang nods slowly, said: Yes. Since Old Ning understood that I said. At that time, I in Lower Three Heavens, governed Heaven Mending Pavilion, confronted Golden Horse Riders Department...... Is the year, I am 17 -and-a-halfyears old!” 楚阳缓缓点头,道:“是的。既然宁老理解,那我就好说多了。当时,我在下三天,掌管补天阁,对阵金马骑士堂……是年,我17岁半!” Then on that day, my first time saw Mo Qingwu! At that time, Mo Qingwu was less than 11 years old.” “然后就在那一天,我第一次见到莫轻舞!当时,莫轻舞只有不到11岁。” Then I have a dark feeling, as if Xiao Wu, is my desire of one's dreams that woman!” Chu Yang these time left beyond the secret of rebirth, first time does not have retention reveals the heart before another person. “然后我就有一种冥冥中的感觉,似乎小舞,就是我梦寐以求的那个女人!”楚阳这一次是出了重生的秘密之外,第一次全无保留的在另一个人面前袒露心扉。 Ning Tianya is pondering, has not said anything, but nodded. 宁天涯沉思着,并没有说什么,只是点了点头。 At that time I think, when she has grown up, I marry her to become the wife.” Chu Yang straightforward saying: My this life, only likes her one. Will not move to other women! In fact, I have also achieved, I had not accepted any woman. Until the war ended.” “那时候我就想,等她长大了,我就娶她当老婆。”楚阳直截了当的说道:“我这一生,只喜欢她一个。绝不会对其他的女人动心!事实上,我也做到了,我一直没有接受任何的女人。直到大战结束。” But the matter is not such development that I imagine. I have such thought that also such did. But, always some accidents happen.” “但事情并非是我想象的那样发展。我那样想了,也那样做了。但,总有些意外发生。” Chu Yang is smiling bitterly, Wu Qianqian and Tie Butian matter, said. 楚阳苦笑着,将乌倩倩铁补天的事情,说了一遍。 Old Ning, you do not know that my has at heart does not get a grip.” Chu Yang inspired: I also know that this world three wife four concubines are normal. But the issue is, I want to give Qingwu to be complete, actually could not give.” 宁老,你不知道,我的心里有多么不得劲。”楚阳吸了一口气:“我也知道,这个世界三妻四妾乃是正常。但问题就在于,我想要给轻舞完整的,却给不了。” Regarding Butian (heaven repairing), I cannot put down. Regarding Qianqian, cannot put down now.” “对于补天,我也放不下。对于倩倩,现在也是放不下。” Chu Yang said: I now, when facing Mo Qingwu, the feeling is unfair to her, is unfair to another two. When facing the other two, is the similar feeling.” 楚阳说道:“我现在,在面对莫轻舞的时候,就感觉对不起她,也对不起另外两个。在面对另外两人的时候,也是同样的感觉。” Is guilty, is regret.” “是愧疚,也是后悔吧。” Chu Yang whispered: I had also thought that if all again from the beginning...... Should I do? After having thought that discovered that I will still be in a dilemma!” 楚阳低声道:“我还曾经想过,若是一切再从头……我该怎么做?想了之后,发现我依然还是会左右两难!” Moreover this guilty, has continued...... I do not know how can melt.” “而且这种愧疚,会一直的持续下去……我自己都不知道,如何才能够化解。” „Is this your regret and guilty?” Ning Tianya somewhat inconceivable opened eye. “这就是你的后悔和愧疚?”宁天涯有些不可思议的睁大了眼睛。 Yes!” Chu Yang dejected nod: I remember clearly own original intention, wants Qingwu one. But now, no matter makes me give up that I do not give up.” “是!”楚阳垂头丧气的点点头:“我清楚的记得自己的初衷,乃是想要轻舞一个。但现在,不管让我放弃那一个,我都舍不得。” Thereupon contradictory.” “于是乎就矛盾了起来。” Chu Yang forced smile: Old Ning, you said that I am very inexpensive? Very...... Somewhat was the whore also to set up the memorial arch very much, but how actually to stand unable to stand, but throughout is also actually thinking stood...... Volume, that flavor/smell?” 楚阳苦笑:“宁老,你说,我是不是很贱?很……很有些做了婊子还想立牌坊,但却怎么立也立不起来,但却始终还想着立起来……额,那种味道?” Ning Tianya somewhat stunned visits him, finally endures handsome laughs: Hahahaha...... Unexpectedly is this matter...... Really felt strange really...... I do not do clearly...... How will you intertwine in this aspect this appearance?” 宁天涯有些错愕的看着他,终于忍俊不住的大笑起来:“哈哈哈哈……居然是这种事……真真是奇了怪了……我就搞不明白……你怎么会在这方面纠结成这个样子?” Ning Tianya smiles merry. 宁天涯笑的快活之极。 Chu Yang micro anger: Is very funny?” 楚阳微怒:“很好笑么?” Indeed funny!” Ning Tianya is holding the belly, one type must the trend that the tears smile. “的确好笑!”宁天涯捧着肚皮,有一种要将眼泪笑出来的趋势。 Long time, wipes the corner of the eye saying: Said to you...... From the world situation...... Answer year ago, Sovereign of the Law had counted a Nine Heavens population. Now, Nine Heavens all population approximately are 35 billion! And, 27 billion, are the women.” 良久,才抹着眼角说道:“这么对你说吧……从天下大势来看……记得数年前,法尊曾经统计过一次九重天人口。现在,九重天所有人口大约是35000000000!其中,27000000000,乃是女人。” Chu Yang is stunned: „?” 楚阳愕然:“啊?” Wilderness throws the corpse, Jiang Hu kills in revenge, the large-scale chaos caused by war, is primarily the man! The time that we blink on average, this Nine Heavens will have the tens of thousands man dead! Dies under Saber and Sword!” “荒野抛尸,江湖仇杀,大型战乱,都是以男人为主!平均我们眨眨眼的时间,这个九重天就会有数万男人死去!死在刀剑之下!” This situation, Middle Three Heavens and Upper Three Heavens are worse, takes Lower Three Heavens as!” “这种情况,中三天上三天还差一些,以下三天为最!” Young Master Chu, if these 8 billion men, everyone only looks for a wife, looks like your this idea...... Then, remaining 15 billion women what to do? Entirely to live as bachelor?” “请问楚公子,如果这8000000000男人,每个人都只找一个老婆,都像你这种想法……那么,剩下的15000000000女人怎么办?统统打光棍么?” Chu Yang worried say/way: This is two matters!” 楚阳苦恼的道:“这是两回事!” Good, from the world situation, from the psychology of man, the man, is not this! This is the common failing of man. Simultaneously likes several people, is very normal.” “好吧,不从天下大势来说,就从男人的心理来说,男人,就是这样子!这是男人的通病。同时喜欢几个人,实在很正常。” Ning Tianya said: But, you words, that was other view. Regardless.” 宁天涯说道:“不过,就你自己来说的话,那又是另外的说法了。姑且不论。” He smiled, said: „The heart of man, is indivisible. But can actually achieve, occurred happen to meet one in the same place, wholeheartedly to her good...... With another in the same place, is wholeheartedly......” 他笑了笑,道:“男人的心,不能分割。但却可以做到,遇着一个在一起的时候,全心全意的对她好……与另一个在一起,也是全心全意……” Not...... I cannot achieve!” Chu Yang shakes the head. “不不不……我做不到!”楚阳摇着头。 He cannot achieve. 他是真做不到。 Chu Yang has implemented, with Tie Butian in the same place, once diligently did not go to think Mo Qingwu by oneself, but actually would the time suddenly thinks that then the Chest looked like the needle has gripped such hurting. 楚阳实施过,跟铁补天在一起,曾经努力的让自己不去想莫轻舞,但却总会有时间蓦然的就想起来,然后心口就像是针扎了一下那样的疼。 Ha haha......” Ning Tianya these time has smiled the tears, tears splash. “哈哈哈……”宁天涯这一次是真的将眼泪笑了出来,泪花飞溅。 Good, I did not tease you...... I also speak the truth......” Ning Tianya to hold the belly with you, extremely laborious saying. “好吧,我不逗你了……我也跟你说实话……”宁天涯捧着肚子,极为辛苦的说道。 Chu Yang was somewhat plaintive and somewhat indignantly looked at his one eyes, restrains the feeling that the fist is itching really to want on the face that in this old goods laugh wildly punches a fist crazily. 楚阳有些哀怨、有些愤愤的看了他一眼,克制着拳头发痒的感觉实在想要在这老货狂笑的脸上狂揍一拳。 Owed you also to pull a former life marriage affinity......” Ning Tianya as before laborious smiling: Lord Xue later, had looked for me in the past few days first, then also said that intercepts you.” “亏了你还扯出一个前世姻缘……”宁天涯依旧辛苦的笑着:“雪大人前些天下来,先来找过我,然后又说去截住你。” Chu Yang is shocked instantly, visits him, tarries completely. 楚阳刹时间愣住,愣愣的看着他,完全呆住。 Lord Xue? Xue Leihan? 雪大人雪泪寒
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