TTNH :: Volume #13

#1219: Heart of Chu Yang 【Part 2】


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Chu Yang static standing under mountain. 楚阳静静的站在山下。 The boundless heavy snow has camouflaged the entire sky, boundless world, as if only remaining he. 无边的大雪遮蔽了整个天空,苍茫世间,似乎就只剩下了他一个人。 He stands in the mountain top, is looking out the opposite mountain top. Has stood here for night. 他站在山头,遥望着对面的山头。已经在这里站了一夜。 He stands unmovingly here, nobody knows that in his heart is thinking anything. 他纹丝不动的站在这里,没有人知道,他的心中在想什么。 Opposite, is Wind and Thunder Platform. 对面,就是风雷台 Nine Tribulations Sword Fifth Fragment, here. 九劫剑第五节,就在这里。 Chu Yang former life, cherishing hatred here. 楚阳前世,也正是饮恨此处。 Here, With the blood of my heart, Ten thousand tribulations will collapse. Let the time adverse current, all from the beginning start. 在这里,以我心血,崩毁万劫。让时光逆流,一切从头开始。 But here, actually is also he most deeply grieved dream. 但这里,却也是他最惨痛的梦。 Here, he has encountered always the most deeply grieved betrayal. Lifetime good friend Mo Tianji, here, for younger sister, Fu Sha. That trap, to oneself, flawless. 在这里,他遭遇了平生最惨痛的背叛。一生挚友莫天机,就在这里,为了妹妹,伏杀自己。那个陷阱,对自己来说,天衣无缝。 That is the Chu Yang first time own realizes fierce of Mo Tianji Master of Calculation and Manipulation, is the last time. 那是楚阳第一次亲身体会到莫天机神盘鬼算的厉害,也是最后一次。 After rebirth, Chu Yang really understands, reason that Mo Tianji intercepts itself, is for his sister, Mo Qingwu! 一直到了重生之后,楚阳才真正明白,莫天机之所以截杀自己,乃是为了他的妹妹,莫轻舞 Qingwu. 轻舞 Chu Yang stands in this everywhere white snow, as if saw former life that Qingwu. A red clothes, in day after day the heavy snow of earth, handsome dances. 楚阳站在这漫天白雪之中,似乎又看到了前世那个轻舞。一身红衣,在连天接地的大雪中,翩翩而舞。 The look chilly fan, the facial features are chilly. 眼神凄迷,面容凄艳。 Chu Yang, this life, I only dance for you one person.” 楚阳,今生,我只为伱一人而舞。” That is Qingwu first time dances for oneself. 那是轻舞第一次为自己跳舞。 A dance heart has been drunk. 一舞心已醉。 I will dance for you in this lifetime, I will dance for you through generations, Even if my heart is bent a thousand times, Even if I were to die ten thousand times, I will not feel bitter. 今生为君舞,生生为君舞,千折心不变,万死犹不苦 A lifetime is not a gentle dance, a dance is a lifetime of bitterness. Therefore my name, was called Mo Qingwu. My not Qingwu. But my dance, is lifetime. 一生不轻舞,一舞一生苦。所以我的名字,叫莫轻舞。我不轻舞。但我一舞,就是一生。 Chu Yang, should there be another life, if can also meet you next life. I hope that you will carefully take a look at me, I look nicer than a sword. 楚阳,若是有来生,若是来生还能够遇见伱。希望伱好好好好的看我一眼,我比剑好看 ............ ………… Chu Yang crazy is standing. 楚阳痴痴的站着。 Yes, you is more attractive than the sword. What sword can compare favorably with the attractiveness of you? Even if Nine Tribulations Sword, cannot compare!” Saying that Chu Yang muttered. “是,伱比剑好看。什么剑能比得上伱的好看?就算是九劫剑,也比不上!”楚阳喃喃的说道。 Chu Yang at heart, a feeling: former life Qingwu, sooner or later one day, will return! Or present Mo Qingwu. Sooner or later one day, will awaken to belong to her former life memory. 楚阳心里,有一种感觉:前世轻舞,迟早有一天,会回归!或者说,现在的莫轻舞。迟早有一天,会唤醒属于她前世的记忆。 Starts to have that strange dream from Mo Qingwu, Chu Yang has had that feeling. 莫轻舞开始做那个怪梦,楚阳就一直有那种感觉。 He is hoping the return of Mo Qingwu. 他在盼着莫轻舞的回归。 Because, he has too many words. It is not able to tell others, even if with present Mo Qingwu, is unable to say. Only then former life Qingwu, can understand itself, can know itself. Can really understand that oneself this struggles to fight bravely entire life, for anything. 因为,他有太多太多的话。无法跟别人说,就算是跟现在的莫轻舞,也无法说。只有前世轻舞,才能明白自己,才能知道自己。才能真正明白,自己这一生挣扎奋战,为的是什么。 Also only has former life Qingwu, can forgive itself. 也唯有前世轻舞,才能够原谅自己。 Only had former life Qingwu to say to oneself truly I forgave you. 唯有前世轻舞真正地对自己说一声‘我原谅伱’。 Chu Yang can put down the big stone of chest. Unties oneself last heart knot. This life Qingwu is pretty, to oneself obedient sentiment root deep type \; Sometimes Chu Yang can also think: I have made up for former life. 楚阳才能放下胸口的大石头。解开自己最后一道心结。今生的轻舞娇俏可爱,对自己百依百顺情根深种\;楚阳有时候也会想:我已经将前世弥补了。 But every time faces directly oneself innermost feelings until him time. Knows, no! 但直到他每一次直面自己内心的时候。就会知道,没有! Has not made up! 没有弥补! Injury. Is former life Qingwu. This life, even if makes 10,000 times of compensations to present Qingwu \; But the former life wound, still exists. 伤害的。是前世轻舞。今生,就算是对现在的轻舞做出10000倍的补偿\;但前世的伤,依然存在。 It is not able to obliterate! 无法磨灭! This knot, only has former life Chu Yang and former life Qingwu, opening that can solve. 这个结,唯有前世楚阳前世轻舞,才能够解的开。 But Chu Yang is actually afraid, return of Mo Qingwu. 楚阳却又害怕,莫轻舞的归来。 Because, he knows that oneself already no longer complete, no longer is former life Chu Yang. This life, although painstakingly, although pain, although has been struggling, what is undeniable, this life is considered as on is the youth is successful, running free with the current. 因为,他知道,自己已经不再完整,不再是前世楚阳。今生的自己,虽然苦,虽然痛,虽然一直在挣扎,但不可否认的是,今生算得上是少年得志,顺风顺水。 To the present, under 20-year-old age, advances into the Sword Saint grade nine peak. This achievement, although comes to be still not worthy of mentioning compared with Supreme Being, but in this Nine Heavens Continent, is ancient by background one! 一路到现在,以不到20岁的年纪,跻身于剑圣九品巅峰。这份成就,虽然比起大能者来依然微不足道,但在这九重天大陆,已经是亘古以来头一份! Oneself have practiced moderation diligently, but...... The youth become famous, since the glorious triumph, didn't oneself really have the least bit to be self-satisfied? That really deceives the ghost view. 自己一直努力自持,但……少年成名,一直以来的辉煌成就,自己难道就真的没有半点得意?那真是骗鬼的说法。 Moreover in the emotion, is in one group of messes now. 而且在情感上,现在也处于一团乱麻。 Most at least, in Nine Tribulations Space is also lying down now Wu Qianqian. in Qing in Li, in morals in the responsibility, oneself cannot get rid. Let alone, in own innermost feelings, simply has not thought abandonment, abandonment that does not abandon. 最起码,现在九劫空间里还躺着一个乌倩倩。于情于理,于道德于责任,自己都不能抛弃。更何况,在自己的内心,也根本没有想过抛弃,不舍的抛弃。 Lower Three Heavens, woman's head covering monarch, with has rescued itself purely, has bred the child for oneself silently, fosters child to grow up silently. 下三天,还有一位巾帼帝王,用清白救了自己,默默地为自己孕育了孩子,默默的抚养孩儿长大。 If that sentiment also disappoints, oneself are also a person? 若是那份情也辜负,自己还算是人吗? No matter Wu Qianqian or Tie Butian, have not thought ties up itself with their sentiment, has never thought with so-called any conscience responsibility, restricts itself. 不管是乌倩倩还是铁补天,都从来没有想过用她们的一份情来拴住自己,也从未想过用所谓的什么良心责任,来制约自己。 They in payout silently. Even has not requested anything to repay. 她们都是在默默的付出。甚至从没有要求过什么回报。 But Chu Yang, once knew these matters, actually have no alternative but to face. As the man, some responsibility, die must shoulder. 楚阳自己,一旦知道了这些事,却不能不面对。身为男人,有些责任,是死都要背负的。 Let alone, Zi Xieqing. 更何况,还有一个紫邪情 Chu Yang smiles bitterly. 楚阳苦笑起来。 Zi Xieqing with oneself, from not having what emotion dispute, with her in the same place, oneself is always also maltreated \; As if has not stood up from failure. But, oneself actually very much enjoy that feeling...... Un, naturally is not the feeling of taking a beating, hobby that oneself have not been abused. 紫邪情跟自己,从没有什么情感纠葛,跟她在一起,自己也总是被虐待\;似乎从没翻过身。但,自己却很享受那种感觉……嗯,当然不是挨揍的感觉,自己也没有受虐的爱好。 But with her in the same place, the inexplicable feeling has the dependence, is very safe. This is a psychological reason \; It is not because are small and weak, Chu Yang believes that even if one day, own cultivation base will have surpassed Zi Xieqing in the future \; This feeling will still not change. 而是跟她在一起,莫名的就感觉有依靠,很安全。这是一种心理上的原因\;并不是因为自己弱小,楚阳相信,就算将来有一天,自己的修为超过了紫邪情\;这种感觉依然不会改变。 This, or is a man regarding the woman motherhood one psychological dependence. 这,或者是一个男人对于女人的‘母性’的一种心理依赖吧。 Chu Yang does not talk clearly, but this felt when turned into worrying, turned said that did not scavenge the sentiment of unclear men and women, Chu Yang does not know, believes Zi Xieqing were also muddled. 楚阳说不清楚,但这份感觉什么时候变成了牵挂,变成了更加说不清道不明的男女之情,楚阳不知道,相信紫邪情自己也是糊涂的。 Although has not stated clearly, without any commitment. 虽然没有明说,没有任何的承诺。 But, Zi Xieqing just before leaving time, that another day clouds, if meets, asking Monarch South of the River to sweep Falling Flower \; Expression that actually understood her mood. 但,紫邪情临走时候,那一句‘他日云端若相见,请君江南落花’\;却已经明白的表达出来她的心情。 If meets. 若相见。 Zi Xieqing to future meeting, just like these three characters: Not only hopes, does not believe. 紫邪情对将来的相见,正如这三个字:既希望,又不信。 Chu Yang is utterly confused. 楚阳心乱如麻。 If former life Mo Qingwu really returns now, how oneself should tell her: Qingwu, my former life I am unfair to you. I have disappointed you, I want to make up for you in this life, but I this life not only love you, but also has fallen in love with others? 如果现在前世莫轻舞真的归来,自己该怎么跟她说:轻舞,我前世我对不起伱。我辜负了伱,我想要在今生弥补伱,可是我今生不仅爱伱,还爱上了别人? These words how shameless. 这句话是何其的无耻啊。 Chu Yang thinks now. Felt that own shamelessness is what kind crime is great, evil extreme! 楚阳现在想一想。都感觉到了自己的无耻乃是何等的罪大恶极 Although said that now three wife four concubines are the everyday events \; The entire mainland accepts this viewpoint \; Even including Wu Qianqian, Tie Butian and Mo Qingwu, approves this matter. 虽然说现在三妻四妾乃是平常事\;整个大陆都接受这种观点\;甚至连乌倩倩铁补天莫轻舞,也都认可这种事情。 But Chu Yang still thought that is uncomfortable at heart. After all, although former life has disappointed Qingwu, but actually in heart from beginning to end, each other only then each other. 楚阳自己依然觉得心里不是滋味。毕竟,前世虽然辜负了轻舞,但却心中自始至终,彼此只有彼此。 This life does this grade of aspect, made that cannot give up, this regarding other people or is happy, but regarding Mo Qingwu. Actually is absolute unfair! 今生搞成这等局面,弄得都不能放弃,这对于其它人来说或者是皆大欢喜,但对于莫轻舞来说。却是绝对的不公! If the Qingwu return of former life, only needs a few words, can let oneself thorough ashamed and unable to show one's face: Chu Yang, you said that former life is unfair to me. This life must compensate me, originally you is the fragmentariness that such a you heart will shear, gives me fragmentary, compensates my? 若是前世轻舞回归,只需一句话,就能让自己彻底的无地自容:楚阳,伱说前世对不起我。今生要补偿我,原来伱就是这么将伱的一颗心割的零零碎碎,给我其中零碎的一块,来补偿我的? Although will not say these words by the former life Qingwu disposition and this life Qingwu temperament, but. Even if Qingwu did not say that do not think: Chu Yang, you said that this life must make up for the former life regret, love who must compensate you. But you like this makes up? 虽然以前世轻舞的性格和今生的轻舞的脾气都绝不会说出这句话来,但。就算轻舞不说,难道自己就不想:楚阳,伱说今生要弥补前世的遗憾,要补偿伱的爱人。但伱就是这样弥补的么? Chu Yang low-spirited deep sigh. 楚阳黯然长叹。 Can a heart of person, how many people wholeheartedly really simultaneously hobby? 一个人的心,真的可以同时全心全意的爱好几个人吗? Thirstily he extremely cuts must arrive at Wind and Thunder Platform \; But arrived at close place really time. Dull has actually stood for night. Oneself do not know, that night. Oneself have thought anything. 他万分渴切的要来到风雷台\;但真到了咫尺之处的时候。却是呆呆的站了一夜。自己都不知道,这一夜之中。自己都想了一些什么。 In brief that group of messes in heart, do not know how can manage clear. 总而言之心中的那一团乱麻,不知道如何才能理得清。 Sword Spirit changed to one group of illusory shadows, comes in the boundless heavy snow, is accompanying Chu Yang. Long time, has not disturbed him. He knows the Chu Yang mood. 剑灵化作了一团虚幻的影子,现身在苍茫大雪中,陪着楚阳。良久,都没有打搅他。他知道楚阳的心情。 At this moment, any comfort, is such paleness. 此时此刻,任何的安慰,都是那样的苍白。 The place of life and death, dies the place of living. 生死之地,死生之地。 How could to have sighed with emotion? 岂能没有感慨? Long time, Chu Yang long shouted the one breath, discovered that own entire lower part, has buried in the heavy snow. He looked down, say/way that muttered: This snow, gets down real big, does not know that heart of Qingwu, can be cold?” 良久之后,楚阳长长的呼出来一口气,才发现,自己的整个下半身,已经埋在了大雪之中。他低头看了看,喃喃的道:“这雪,下的真大,不知道轻舞的心,会不会寒?” Sword Spirit is silent was saying: Even if cold, can warm.” 剑灵沉默着说道:“纵然寒,也能暖。” Chu Yang nods, aspirates gently: Hopes, I can warm for her.” 楚阳点点头,轻轻吐气:“但愿,我可以为她暖。” Nods, presses this point of thoughts in the moral nature, said: Walks. We go to Wind and Thunder Platform.” 点点头,将这一分心思压在心底,道:“走吧。我们去风雷台。” The Sword Spirit round does not know that is smiling of any significance, the floating body follows behind Chu Yang. Two shadows fly floatingly on the cliff, toward the opposite mountain top, flies high to idly spend to go. 剑灵发出来一声不知道是什么意义的笑,飘身跟在楚阳后面。两道影子在山崖上飘飘飞起,向着对面的山头,凌空虚度而去。 Nine Heavens, among Yun Hai, Wind and Thunder Platform, Heaven's Border! 九重天,云海间,风雷台,一线天 Northwest Nine Heavens, first certainly! On may meet the wind and thunder, comes and goes out Heaven's Border! 九重天西北,第一绝地!上可接风雷,出入一线天 Chu Yang arrived at Wind and Thunder Mountain finally. 楚阳终于来到了风雷山 Long ago in Legend, here, was God of Wind and place of God of Thunder decisive battle. It is said initially two gods fought the several months, makes no distinction between victory and defeat. To afterward, them became reconciled, but will actually put in order a mountain to make into two halves. 久远传说之中,这里,便是风神雷神决战之地。据说当初两位神祗大战数月,不分胜负。到后来,两人握手言和,但却将整座山打成了两半。 Among, together ten zhang (3.33 m) width, several thousand feet long precipice, the both sides, are straight! 中间,一道十丈宽,数百丈长的悬崖,两侧,都是笔直的到底! This precipice, is the Nine Heavens northwest first marvelous sight, Heaven's Border. 这道悬崖,便是九重天西北第一奇景,一线天 If raises head to look under precipice that only has in the clear and boundless sky, can see the Heaven's Border light! If the middle has any stop, that could not see. 若是在悬崖之下仰头看,唯有在晴空万里的时候,才能看得到一线天光!中间若有任何阻拦,那就看不到了。 But, the tens of thousands year, on these two straight precipice, links a grass not to be long unexpectedly. 但,数万年来,这两道笔直的悬崖上,竟然连一棵草也没有长出来。 precipice, is fierce wind howls \; That side precipice, the thunderclap is faint all day long. 悬崖这边,乃是狂风呼啸\;悬崖那边,终日雷声隐隐。 In precipice, has together the straight stone column, straight from most under rises, 100 thousand feet is high, only has 30 feet to be thick or thin, from top to bottom, round. 悬崖的正中间,却有一道笔直的石柱,直直的从最底下升上来,万丈高,却只有三丈粗细,从上到下,圆溜溜的。 Matter that this should not present. 这本是绝不应该出现的事情。 Such distance, with the length, do not say is the stone, even if Star Iron casts, perhaps breeze can also blow down \; But this stone column is actually stands erect here, hundreds of thousands of years stand one's ground steadfastly! 这样的距离,和长度,不要说是石头,就算是星辰铁所铸,恐怕一阵微风也能吹倒\;但这根石柱却是矗立在这里,数十万年岿然不动! In stone column most peak, extends a piece of stone respectively, has connected both sides precipice mountain rampart closely, on this Heaven's Border precipice, frame baseless stone platform. 在石柱最顶端,各自伸出来一片石头,紧密的连接了两侧悬崖山壁,在这一线天悬崖上,凭空的架起来一个石台 several hundreds of feet surrounding area. 数十丈方圆。 It looks like two giants is confronting, must fight \; But actually very thin and small people stood among them, extended two hands, separated them. 就像是两个巨人在对峙,要战斗\;但却有一个很瘦小的人站在了两人中间,伸出了两只手,将两人分开了。 This stone platform, has divided equally two precipice, but has also caused, at the same time rumor whistling, hurricane chaotic volume \; Another side does not have a rumor, only has the thunderclap to be faint, electric light twinkle. 这一座石台,平分了两个悬崖,但也导致了,一边风声呼呼,狂飙乱卷\;另一边却是没有一丝风声,唯有雷声隐隐,电光闪烁。 This is the Wind and Thunder Platform origin! 这就是风雷台的来历! ............ ………… ( to be continued ) (未完待续)
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