„Qianqian, Qianqian...... Senior Sister Qian......” Chu Yang was summoning anxiously, looks at Wu Qianqian pale complexions, was examining the Wu Qianqian injury, a heart of Chu Yang, was similar to falls the bottomless trench. “倩倩,倩倩……倩师姐……”楚阳焦急的呼唤着,看着乌倩倩一片惨白的脸色,查看着乌倩倩的伤势,楚阳的一颗心,如同坠进了无底深渊。 The Wu Qianqian wound, must die the wound. 乌倩倩的伤,已经是必死之伤。 According, without any means that Chu Yang knows at present, can rescue the Wu Qianqian life. 据楚阳目前所知的,没有任何办法,可以救乌倩倩的生命。 This lets the heart of Chu Yang, tore suddenly generally, suddenly, as if felt that own life also lost the color. 这让楚阳的心,突然间就撕裂了一般,一时间,似乎感到,自己的生命也失去了颜色。 „You are all right...... Really good.” Wu Qianqian weak looks at Chu Yang, sound is weak, gratified. “你没事……真好。”乌倩倩无力的看着楚阳,声音微弱,欣慰之极。 „I am all right...... You can also be all right......” the Chu Yang heart such as the blade twists, is holding the body of Wu Qianqian, suddenly feels own heart tearing, heals, tears once more...... She arrives happily at this moment, unexpectedly also...... Am I all right?! “我没事……你也会没事的……”楚阳心头如刀绞,抱着乌倩倩的身体,一时间感到自己的心撕裂,又愈合,再次撕裂……她到此刻,竟然还在欣慰……我没事？！ „Do not comfort me......” the Wu Qianqian sound to be weak, low, weakly and without strength, is having the infinite affection: „I am inadequate...... I could feel...... My mother waits for me here...... Chu Yang, I must go......” “不要安慰我了……”乌倩倩的声音微弱,低低的,有气无力,却带着无限深情:“我是不成的了……我感觉得到……我娘在这里等我呢……楚阳,我要去了……” Wu Qianqian was saying weakly, in look, is dodging the light of breast Mu. 乌倩倩微弱地说着,眼神中,闪着乳慕之光。 Chu Yang remembers that dream that Wu Qianqian has, has tears streaming down the face suddenly. 楚阳想起乌倩倩做的那个梦,突然间泪流满面。 She formerly, on dream to her mother, said that on the several th was mother meets her...... This dream is unlucky, Chu Yang early has a feeling, but, has not actually thought that meets in such one way, superposes with the dreamland...... 她从前几日,就梦到了她的母亲,说是母亲来接她了……此梦不祥,楚阳早有所感,但,却没有想到,会是以这样的一种方式,与梦境重合…… He with the hand that oneself break, tight holds Wu Qianqian in the bosom, suddenly, sobbed cannot say. 他用自己断裂的手,紧紧的将乌倩倩抱在怀里,一时间,哽咽不能言。 To her, oneself let somebody down a great deal. 对她,自己亏负良多。 From Lower Three Heavens, oneself walk every time each step. Back, has the Wu Qianqian shadow \; She puts one's heart and soul helps itself \; Has exhausted all her intelligence and abilities, she is forcing her, studies these. Should not let any duty that supple weak woman carries out, any knowledge...... 从下三天,自己每走每一步。背后,都有乌倩倩的影子\;她尽心竭力的帮助自己\;用尽了她自己所有的聪明才智,她强迫着她自己,去学习那些。本不应该让一位柔弱女子来执行的任何任务,任何的学识…… Just when arrived at Iron Cloud, she saw the blood, could the complexion be pallid \; Sees the corpse, will tremble \; But, to help oneself, she does not know how to have forced her, accepted that brutal all. 刚到铁云时,她见到鲜血,都会脸色煞白\;见到尸体,就会瑟瑟发抖\;但,为了帮助自己,她不知道如何的强迫了她自己,接受了那残酷的一切。 Each order. Exits from her hand \; Each damage control, has her own strength to kiss is. Each time...... 每一个命令。都从她手中出去\;每一次善后,都有她亲力亲为。每一次…… Oneself leave Lower Three Heavens, her heart heartache is broken, actually still strong. Has put on own black robe, has put on own mask, shouldered own responsibility...... 自己离开下三天,她心伤魂碎,却依然坚强的。披上了自己的黑袍,戴上了自己的面具,担负起了自己的职责…… Now, she arrived at Upper Three Heavens, must accompany itself. from the cradle to the grave, fights a bloody battle. 如今,她来到了上三天,还是要陪着自己。出生入死,浴血奋战。 But, my anything has not actually given her. 但,我却什么都没有给过她。 Even, including a commitment that she longs. Does not have. 甚至,连她渴望的一句承诺。都没有。 To the present, she still for oneself. By delicate lovable body, kept off fatal hitting hard for oneself. For oneself. Has paid with her life. 到现在,她依然是为了自己。以柔弱的娇躯,为自己挡下了致命的重击。为自己。付出了她的生命。 Lower Three Heavens, the Golden Horse Riders Department assassination, she wants by the body the generation, afterward, to fight a decisive battle with Golden Horse Riders Department, she must go to for oneself...... 下三天,金马骑士堂刺杀,她就想以身相代,后来,与金马骑士堂决战,她依然要替自己赴死…… To today...... She eventually by the way that she earnestly hopes, had finished own life...... Freely, she is such does not abandon. 到今日……她终究还是以她自己渴盼的方式,来结束了自己的生命……尽管,她是如此的不舍。 She deeply loves herself, oneself are knows \; But she never said. 她深爱自己,自己是知道的\;但她从来不说。 I love you, but this has nothing to do with you. 我爱你,但这与你无关。 Some Wu Qianqian rolling up by in his arms, is feeling the warmth in Chu Yang bosom, some satisfied has curled upwards the outstanding corners of the mouth, low say/way: „Good warm......” 乌倩倩有些蜷缩的靠在他怀里,感受着楚阳怀中的温暖,有些满足的翘了翘嘴角,低低的道:“好暖和……” Quite warm, is good not to hate to leave...... This is I this life, the first time in his arms...... 好暖和,好舍不得离开……这是我今生,第一次在他怀里…… Chu Yang falling of tears big drop big drop on her face. 楚阳的眼泪大滴大滴的落在她脸上。 „I went, my mother in I...... I, I am very joyful, you do not need...... For me was worried that......” Wu Qianqian lowers the head, the vision that yearns for looks at Chu Yang black robe, black robe that corner, there, has itself personally, with own several characters that beautiful hair embroiders: Chu Yang, Qianqian likes you. “我去了,我娘在等我……我,我很快乐,你不必……为我担心……”乌倩倩垂着头,留恋的目光看着楚阳的黑袍,黑袍的那一个角落,那里,有自己亲手,用自己的秀发绣上的几个字:楚阳,倩倩喜欢你。 Suddenly feels a bitterness. 突然感到一阵酸涩。 Actually I do not hate to leave really...... He. 其实我真舍不得离开……他。 „Chu Yang, after I walk,...... Do not put on again...... black robe......” Wu Qianqian weak say/way. “楚阳,我走之后……你就不要再穿……黑袍了吧……”乌倩倩微弱的道。 Puts on black robe, you will remember my, remembers me, you will be uncomfortable...... 穿着黑袍,你会想起我的,想起我,你会难受…… Chu Yang did not know to say anything, tight was hugging her, sobbed: „Do not walk...... You will not walk!” 楚阳不知道说什么,紧紧的抱着她,哽咽道:“你不要走……你不会走的！” „Actually I such died...... I very happy...... Really...... This is I hopes...... Because......” the Wu Qianqian corners of the mouth show a difficult happy expression, diligently lifts the vision, some say/way of hope: „Chu Yang...... At that time you once said...... Once had owed others the entire life...... Therefore you must repay...... Today, if I died...... You, you...... Do you owe me?...... Can next life...... Also I?” “其实我这么死了……我很高兴……真的……这是我自己盼望的……因为……”乌倩倩嘴角露出一丝艰难的笑意,努力的将目光抬起,有些企盼的道:“楚阳……当时你曾说……曾经欠了别人一生一世……所以你要偿还……今天,我若死了……你,你……你欠我么？……会不会来生……还我呢？” „Meeting!” The Chu Yang firm tunnel, the fierce nod, along with the nod, getting down that the tears brush: „My certainly also you! This life my also you, Senior Sister Qian...... Do not die!” “会！”楚阳坚定地道,猛点头,随着点头,泪水刷的下来:“我一定会还你！今生我就还你,倩师姐……你不要死！” „I quite hope next life...... I waits for you to come also my entire life lost......” Wu Qianqian will be thinking, snowflake falls on her face piece by piece, in her eye reveals sincere being in love, low, say/way that thinks aloud: „Chu Yang...... Qianqian likes you......” “我好期盼来生啊……我会等着你来还我一生一世……”乌倩倩出神的想着,一片片雪花落在她脸上,她的眼中露出深切的爱恋,低低的,自言自语的道:“楚阳……倩倩喜欢你……” Chu Yang, Qianqian likes you. 楚阳,倩倩喜欢你。 This should the delicate present actually strong independent female, hide these words at heart, continuously these words deeply, quietly, the base and low seam in the gown, has not said. 这个本应该柔弱现在却坚强独立的女子,一直将这句话藏在心里,一直将这句话深深地、悄悄地、卑微的缝在袍子里,从来没有说出口来。 Never one time. 从来没有一次。 But when her life will soon vanish, said these words bravely. 但在她生命即将消失的时候,却勇敢地说出来这句话。 She knows that did not say, oneself did not have the opportunity. 她知道,再不说,自己真的没机会了。 Because, Chu Yang complied with next life, pledged next life, therefore, she, lest will fail to keep an appointment, therefore before, her must say at the point of death, the life and death, reminded itself...... Chu Yang will certainly not fail to keep an appointment, but she actually feared that feared oneself have instead failed to keep an appointment, missed...... 因为,楚阳已经答应了来生,承诺了来生,所以,她唯恐自己会失约,所以在临死之前,她要说出来,生死,都提醒自己……楚阳一定不会失约的,但她却怕,怕自己反而失约了,错过了…… Chu Yang, Qianqian likes you! 楚阳,倩倩喜欢你！ „I also like you! Real!” Chu Yang opens mouth, gasping for breath in gulps, still thought that own chest is stopping up, the throat is stopping up...... “我也喜欢你！是真的！”楚阳张着嘴,大口大口的喘气,却依然觉得自己的胸口堵塞着,喉咙堵塞着…… The intense sorrow, making him almost suffocate. 强烈的悲痛,让他几乎窒息。 In this moment that she will soon leave, Chu Yang suddenly thinks, former life time, Mo Qingwu, near that Purple Bamboo Forest, is snuggling up to own bosom, the fragrant perishing jade disappears...... 在她即将离开的这一刻,楚阳突然想起来,前世的时候,莫轻舞,就在那紫竹林边,在自己的怀中偎依着,香殒玉消…… That time feeling, with the present feeling...... Why so similar! 那时候的感觉,与现在的感觉……为什么如此的相似！ Why? 为什么？ Oneself can only visit her to walk, is helpless! Nine Layered Pill. Can the medical severe wound, but, being disillusioned of this life soul, Nine Layered Pill. As before helpless...... 自己还是只能看着她走,却无能为力！九重丹。能医重伤,但,这种生命灵魂的破灭,九重丹。依旧无能为力…… How even if becomes truly Master of Nine Tribulations Sword?! 纵然成为真正地九劫剑主又如何？！ How even if I do stand in the peak? Even if I must rush to Old Nine Heavens in the future, again?! But she, today dies! 纵然我站在巅峰又如何？纵然我将来要冲上九重天阙,又如何？！可是她,今日还是死了！ In the Chu Yang heart is roaring, roars, wails...... 楚阳心中在怒吼,咆哮,嚎啕…… Wu Qianqian static looks at the Chu Yang black robe skirt-width, she could not gain ground, the whole body is incapable, felt. Own soul as if must fly in the this moment exsomatize...... 乌倩倩静静的看着楚阳的黑袍下摆,她已经抬不起头来,浑身无力,已经感觉到。自己的魂魄似乎要在这一刻离体飞去…… But she does not want to leave, her wish strongly was stayed a meeting by oneself, she does not give up, the warm bosom that because the present places. This life this life, is first such real by in his arms, is so warm, is so comfortable, so safe...... But this first time. Actually is the last time...... 可是她不想离开,她竭力的想要让自己多停留一会,她舍不得,因为自己现在身处的这个温暖的怀抱。今生今世,还是第一次自己这样真实的靠在他怀里,如此温暖,如此舒适,如此安全……但这第一次。却是最后一次…… Does she give up to leave? 她怎么舍得离开？ How to give up to leave! Even if can dull moment, is good, is happy...... 如何舍得离开！就算是能多呆一刻,也是好的,也是幸福的…… But she knows that she will leave finally! This bosom, this life. It is not itself...... 但她知道自己终将离开！这个怀抱,今生。不属于自己…… Smiling of Wu Qianqian chilly fan, her eye. As if saw own mother, is holding own hand. Slowly walks away...... 乌倩倩凄迷的笑着,她的眼睛。似乎已经看到了自己的娘亲,在牵着自己的手。慢慢地走远…… But Chu Yang, stands in same place, looks oneself leave, oneself turn head time and time again, eventually was actually drawn by mother is walking away...... 而楚阳,就站在原地,看着自己离开,自己一次一次的回头,却终究被娘亲拉着走远…… She has exhausted the strength, by one type nearly in praying general tone, said: „Chu Yang, this life is certainly happy......” 她用尽了力气,以一种近乎于祈祷一般的口气,道:“楚阳,今生一定要幸福哦……” Then, she felt own exhaustion, the exhaustion of soul, must leave, must leave really...... Good not to give up...... 然后,她就感到了自己的疲累,灵魂的疲累,要离开了,真的要离开了……好舍不得…… Then in this time, she suddenly thinks an important matter. 便在此时,她突然想起来一件至关重要的事情。 She rapid respite, opens the eye suddenly diligently, unexpectedly miracle general opening, but her eye was atheistic, Chu Yang to be almost within reach, she actually linked Chu Yang black robe unable to see. 她突然急促的喘息起来,努力地睁开眼睛,竟然奇迹一般的睁开,但她的眼睛已经无神,楚阳近在咫尺,她却连楚阳的黑袍也看不到了。 She makes contribution, must say own heart important matter: „Has a matter...... Important......” 她只是尽力的,要将自己心头的大事说出来:“有一件事……重要……” „Chu Yang...... Chu Yang...... You go...... You go to Lower Three Heavens...... Looking...... Tie Butian...... She...... She is a female...... Your you...... You......” Wu Qianqian lip opening and closing, were saying slightly weakly. “楚阳……楚阳……你去……你去下三天……找……铁补天……她……她是个女子……你你……你……”乌倩倩嘴唇微微翕动,微弱的说着。 Each a few words each character that but she says now, actually in the heart of Chu Yang, turned into nine days of crazy thunder, strokes maliciously in the heart. 但她现在所说的每一句话每一个字,却都在楚阳的心中,变成了九天狂雷,狠狠地击打在心头。 this moment, Chu Yang unexpectedly vacant. 这一刻,楚阳竟然一阵茫然。 Tie Butian, is she a female?! 铁补天,她是个女子？！ Wu Qianqian muttered, the sound was weak, going all out struggled is saying: „She...... You...... Your that time, poison...... Is she saves you...... Chu Yang...... She...... Her childhood name, called Little Tiantian...... Tiantian...... Chu...... Positive...... She, had your child......” 乌倩倩喃喃的,声音微弱,拼命的挣扎着说着:“她……你……你那次,中毒……是她救你……楚阳……她……她的小名儿,就叫小甜甜……甜甜……楚……阳……她,有了你的孩子……” Wu Qianqian is struggling, finally said last few words: „Not wanted defeated/carrying...... She, I good...... Envying...... I...... I to you...... Has not changed......” 乌倩倩挣扎着,终于说出最后一句话:“莫要负了……她,我好……羡慕……我……我对你……没有变过……” Her body shakes, sudden did not have news of activity. 她的身躯一震,突然的没有了动静。 She before the last few words, said obsession and resentment in her heart at the point of death reads. 她在临死前最后一句话,却说出了她心中的执念和怨念。 don't wanted defeated/carrying her. 莫要负了她。 I quite envy her. 我好羡慕她。 I to you, have not changed...... 我对你,没有变过…… You, do not think that I had made Empress...... But, emperor female...... Also is your woman...... I, have not changed, really! 你,不是以为我曾经做过皇后么……可,皇帝是女的……也是你的女人……我,没有变过,真的！ You...... 你…… The Chu Yang heart is similar to by sledgehammer suddenly is struck, suddenly, unexpectedly feeling vacant like dream. All, are such such as dream such as imaginary. 楚阳心头如同被大锤猛地一击,一时间,竟然感觉茫然如梦。一切,都是这么如梦如幻。 As if the world is boundless, only remaining a oneself person. 似乎天地苍茫间,就只剩下了自己一人。 Your poison, is you who she saves. 你那次中毒,是她救的你。 She is Little Tiantian. 她就是小甜甜。 She had your child. 她有了你的孩子。 In the bosom lovable body shakes, Wu Qianqian did not have the sound. Her look, is still looking at itself, this originally delicate, afterward became because of the strong female, look at this moment, restored delicate and miserable...... 怀中娇躯一震,乌倩倩没有了声音。她的眼神,依然在看着自己,这个原本柔弱,后来因为自己而变得坚强的女子,此刻的眼神,恢复了柔弱和楚楚可怜…… But this look, is actually such cavity wooden....... 但这眼神,却是如此的空洞木然……。 Chu Yang only felt that a mind fuzziness, looks at present, performing is white one piece, this moment, excited, guilty, ashamed, sorrowful, interwines, suddenly, body fierce swaying, two legs cannot support, the plump kneels on the ground, in the bosom is holding the body of Wu Qianqian, face upwards to whoosh, tears billowing under...... 楚阳只感觉心神一阵模糊,眼前看出去,尽是白茫茫的一片,这一刻,激动,内疚,愧悔,悲痛,交织在一起,一时间,身躯猛的摇晃,两腿支撑不住,扑通一声跪在地上,怀中抱着乌倩倩的身体,仰天嘶吼,泪水滚滚而下…… ............ ………… ( to be continued ) (未完待续)