TOTMG :: Volume #16

#61: Cherry Ji's monologue

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Feels when cherry Ji helpless, does not know oneself should say anything, makes anything, Jiang drop actually smiles suddenly. 就在樱姬感到不知所措,不知道自己应该说些什么,做些什么时,蒋落却突然一笑。 This light smiling makes cherry Ji feel to bathe in fresh air, seems 39 cold weather blows off in an instant the warmed wind, is in the body in frozen earth, restored past lively. 这淡淡的一笑让樱姬觉得如沐春风,就好似三九的寒冷天气在刹那间被温暖的风吹散,身在冻土中的身体,恢复了往日的活泼。 Nangong cherry Ji is thanking front man, was looking forward to front man, is afraid front man. 南宫樱姬感谢着面前的男人,憧憬着面前的男人,同时也害怕着面前的男人。 The confusion of front man private life, when cherry Ji and he meets for the first time knew. 面前的男人私生活之混乱,在樱姬与他第一次见面时就知道了。 Starting from 14 years old, this man lingers in the flowering shrubs of woman, is a womanizer, each night over night object is different, moreover he also has the principle very much, is not the aristocrat does not want, is not the pretty woman does not want. No matter the thousand gold (daughter) young lady, is married young married woman, this man always did not understand that anything is called to control. 从十四岁开始,这个男人就流连在女人的花丛间,沾花惹草,每个夜晚的过夜对象都不同,而且他还很有原则,不是贵族不要,不是漂亮的女人不要。不管是千金大小姐,还是已婚少妇,这个男人从来都不懂得什么叫做节制。 That time cherry Ji despised him, loathed him, even despairs about own future life. 那时候的樱姬鄙视他,厌恶他,甚至对自己未来的生活而绝望。 Yes, Nangong cherry Ji also know, her attractive semblance, that lets the makings that the man wants to conquer, the final result is to just become the Nangong family's weights, becomes the tool of buying the hearts of the people. Because the family will not see own talent, sees own ability. 是的,南宫樱姬自己也知道,她的漂亮外表,那让男人想要去征服的气质,最终的结局只不过是成为南宫家族的砝码,成为笼络人心的工具。因为家族根本不会看到自己的天赋,看到自己的能力。 That time she once believes that even if became the political instrument, by her beautiful appearance, can still be the most important tool, will marry the most important person. 那时候的她曾经认为,就算是成为政治工具,以她的美貌,也会是最重要的工具,会嫁给最重要的人。 However finally her desperate discovery, oneself give, unexpectedly is useless ‚waste’, only knows the woman ‚waste’! After hearing front man was once the Chinese federation crown prince, she had also been shocked, the matter that but this crown prince does, fully does not conform to her fantasy, that so-called panting crown prince title, but makes this person appear nausea. 但是最后她绝望的发现,自己送给的,竟然是个无用的‘废物’,只知道女人的‘废物’！在听到面前男人是曾经中华联邦的太子后,她也曾经震惊过,但是这个太子做的事,完全不符合她的幻想,那所谓的过气太子头衔,只是让这个人显得更加的恶心。 Does not have Nangong cherry Ji of dream to the future, the plan muddled along like this own life, but she has not thought that the crown prince who this sees the woman on being able to walk, simply has not acted to her, after a period of time, discovered after she will not betray, started to give her some duties unexpectedly. 已经对未来没有了梦想的南宫樱姬,本打算就这样得过且过自己的一生,只是她没想到,这个见到女人就走不动路的太子,根本没有对她出手,在过了一段时间,发现她并不会背叛后,竟然开始交给了她一些任务。 Present cherry Ji knows, during that time, under Taizi Dian investigated certainly her well. 现在的樱姬知道,那一段时间,太子殿下一定是好好的调查了她。 Small duty from the beginning starts, cherry Ji won crown prince's recognition and trust gradually, but as the thousand gold (daughter) of Nangong, she joyful exciting discovery, front crown prince is mental perception judge Bole, used her ability thoroughly. 从一开始的小任务做起,樱姬渐渐的得到了太子的赏识与信任,而身为南宫家的千金,她欣喜兴奋的发现,面前的太子是个慧眼识人才的伯乐,彻底的利用了她的才能。 It is not that useless vase, is not the pretty woman who that can only treat as the political chip, Nangong cherry Ji this person, had own value finally. 再也不是那个无用的花瓶,再也不是那个只能当做政治筹码的漂亮女人,南宫樱姬这个人,终于有了自己的价值。 Also in this case, she touched the named Jiang drop back, that huge secret and relationship network, even Nangong cherry Ji knows until now, oneself still touched front the tip of the iceberg of this man. 也在这种情况下,她触摸到了名为蒋落的背后,那庞大的秘密与关系网,甚至直到现在南宫樱姬都知道,自己依然只是触摸到面前这个男人的冰山一角。 Despising that from most starts, hate, to the present expectation, is in love. 从最开始的鄙视,怨恨,到现在的憧憬,爱恋。 Nangong cherry Ji discovered, oneself liking gradually this crown prince, she does not know this loves, but she, is really looking forward to him, chong is admiring him. 南宫樱姬发现,自己渐渐的喜欢上了这位太子,她不知道这是不是爱,但是她真的真的,憧憬着他,憧慕着他。 However Jiang drop still sticks to one's own way of doing things forgets to return outside, is playing with these aristocrat wild flowers, actually ignores to front beautiful oriental cherry, this makes Nangong cherry Ji very plaintive, even suspected oneself long is very ugly? 但是蒋落依然我行我素的在外面流连忘返,玩弄着那些贵族野花,却对面前的这朵美丽的樱花不理不睬,这让南宫樱姬很是哀怨,甚至怀疑自己难道长的很难看吗？ „No, cherry Ji is not ugly, even said compared with the cherry Ji's pretty woman, rarely rarely, very few.” “不,樱姬一点也不难看,甚至说比樱姬漂亮的女人,很少很少,非常的少。” This is Nangong cherry Ji cannot bear interrogate Jiang drop, but the answer of getting. 这是南宫樱姬忍不住去质问蒋落,而得到的答案。 „That why, does your highness never bump me?” “那为什么,殿下从来不碰我呢？” Ashamed saying these words, Nangong cherry Ji knows that oneself neck blushed. 羞耻的说出这句话,南宫樱姬知道自己的脖子都羞红了。 That time crown prince was only frivolous, gentle saying with a smile: „Because the cherry professional female entertainer is a good girl......” 那个时候的太子只是轻佻的,温柔的笑道:“因为樱姬是个好女孩啊……” Answer that definitely is unable to understand. 完全无法理解的答案。 Yes, Nangong cherry Ji is unable to understand this answer. In aristocrat beautiful woman who because once by Jiang Luoya under the body, played with by him, having many is also the good girl, some people of goodness, some people of gentleness, some people have not associated the boyfriend, some people help the beggar, some people prayed for the refugee of Area 11, but Jiang drop, he is still playing with their body and mind cruelly, has not thought that they are the good girls. 是的,南宫樱姬无法理解这个答案。因为曾经被蒋落压在身下的,被他玩弄的贵族美女中,有许多也是好女孩,有人善良,有人温柔,有人从没交往过男朋友,有人帮助乞丐,有人为了11区的难民祈祷,但是蒋落,他依然残忍的玩弄着她们的身心,从来没认为她们是好女孩。 Cherry Ji clear(ly) slowly became aware finally, crown prince the standard of good girl's, is different. In his eyes, only then the person on one's own side, the person who he believes is the good girl. 樱姬最后慢慢的明悟了,太子的好女孩的标准,是不同的。在他的眼中,只有自己人,他相信的人才是好女孩。 After clearly became aware this truth, Nangong cherry Ji is also joyful, but this answer, lets her and her goal is far away. 在明悟了这个道理后,南宫樱姬也曾经欣喜过,但是这个答案,却又让她和她的目的相距甚远。 No, not, if this is the wish under Taizi Dian, if this is under Taizi Dian the game that wants to play. For Taizi Dian under is pregnant, but under birth dragon Zi, is a happiness. 不,不会的,如果这是太子殿下的意愿的话,如果这是太子殿下想要玩的游戏的话。为了太子殿下怀孕而诞下龙子,也是一种幸福吧。 However in this happiness, she also deep is dreading him, because of this man, with him more is the intimate contact, Nangong cherry Ji more felt cold and fears, he treats as the board game piece all, all regard themselves to take revenge and recapture the item of country. She is believing sincerely, if desired, he not kills certainly himself to achieve the goal hesitant, if desired. 但是在这种幸福中,她也深深的畏惧着他,因为这个男人,与他越是亲密的接触,南宫樱姬就越感到寒冷与恐惧,他把一切都当做棋子,一切都当成自己复仇与夺回国家的道具。她深切的相信着,如果需要的话,他一定毫无犹豫的杀死自己来达成目的,如果需要的话。 Nangong cherry Ji has been suspecting why oneself will turn into this? Do oneself really love this man? Likes this not caring about itself, similarly regards the man who the item uses. This contradictory thoughts instead let cherry Ji even more uncomfortable, departure front man even more. 南宫樱姬一直在怀疑,自己为什么会变成这样？自己真的爱这个男人吗？爱这个根本不在乎自己,同样是当成道具来用的男人。这种矛盾的心思反而让樱姬愈发的难受,愈发的离不开面前的男人。 However that gentle ‚cherry professional female entertainer is a good girl’ words, but also distinctly in ear. That time crown prince was so handsome and charming, so the gentle, that time look so made her be crazy grievedly with. 但是那温柔的‘樱姬是个好女孩’的话语,还历历在耳。那时候的太子是如此的英俊与帅气,是如此的温柔,那时候的眼神是如此的让她着迷与心痛。 If possible, hopes that because of not taking revenge to lose itself, hopes that do not give up the final human nature, hopes that can see your gentle smile. 如果可以的话,希望您不要因为复仇而迷失了自己,希望您不要放弃最后的人性,希望能一直看到您那温柔的笑容。 Even does not refuse under any circumstances as the item me, because compared to becoming the item of Nangong, I am willing to become your! 就算将我作为道具也在所不辞,因为相对于成为南宫家的道具,我更愿意成为您的啊！ Hope how, can gentle you lives in the gentle world together. 多么的希望,能够在温柔的世界与温柔的您共同生活啊。 Yes, wrong certainly is not you, but is this cruel indifferent world! 是的,错的一定不是您,而是这个残忍冷漠的世界！
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