Once with stage name ‚night generation of months was’ tempting night beautiful that made a debut nine, rolled up on oneself that decoration simply not big bed, tight held the pink quilt, the forehead is depending on the wall, trembling. 曾以艺名‘宵代月乃’出道的诱宵美九,蜷缩在自己那装饰简单并不大的床上,紧紧的抱着粉红色的被子,额头靠着墙壁,瑟瑟发抖着。 „..................” “啊……啊……啊……” Tempts night beautiful nine to open own cherry small mouth gently, diligently wants to make the sound, but can boil up the red lip of sound of sounds of nature in the past, actually can only send out reluctantly ‚,’ vibrato. 诱宵美九轻轻的张开自己的樱桃小嘴,努力的想要发出声音,但是往昔能够迸出天籁之音的红唇,却只能勉强发出‘啊,啊’的颤音。 Her fierce putting out a hand, in two fingers with the food put in own throat, is stimulating the soft vocal cord, until the stomach ruminates, the throat place has a disgusting pain, stopped the movement in hand. 她猛的伸出手,用食中两指伸进了自己的咽喉,刺激着柔软的声带,直到肠胃反刍,喉咙处出现一阵恶心的痛苦,才停止了手中的动作。 Is drawing out from the mouth including the finger of careful silver thread, tempts the night beautiful nine eye sockets red, after a cough, the voice that attempts again, but finally still that wailsome. 连着细细银丝的手指从嘴中拔出,诱宵美九眼圈红了起来,在一阵咳嗽后,再次尝试的发声,只不过结果依然是那么的让人悲痛。 Tight is sipping the light and transparent lip, is restraining the sadness in heart diligently, but finally, tempts grasps own quilt that night beautiful nine cannot bear, cried. 紧紧的抿着薄薄而透明的嘴唇,努力的克制着心中的哀伤,但是最后,诱宵美九还是忍不住的抱住自己的被子,失声痛哭。 „Wū wū.................. ” “呜呜……呜……啊……啊。” In the past sobbed is the wonderful music, now dry probably did not have the moisture content land, the hoarse letting person could not bear wrinkle the brow. However did not have hope beautiful nine, can only depend on this to let the will of the people cool weeping sound, alleviates innermost feelings sorrow. 往昔哭泣都是美妙的音乐,现在干涩的像是没有水分的大地,沙哑的让人忍不住皱紧眉头。但是没有了希望的美九,只能靠着这让人心凉的哭声,来缓解内心的悲痛。 Long time, perhaps was cries enough, perhaps was the toil and suffering, tempted night beautiful nine looks at the wall, a lost appearance. 半晌,或许是哭够了,又或许是苦累了,诱宵美九怔怔的看着墙壁,一副出神的样子。 Did not have...... not to have...... not to have...... 没有了……没有了……没有了…… Oneself most are proud, the only comfort, that wonderful sound, vanished...... 自己最引以为傲的,自己唯一的安慰,那美妙的声音,消失了…… Tempts night beautiful nine to be similar to the purple colored glaze common eye, presents the grayish white color, the despair of whole face, even produced, died the quite good idea. 诱宵美九如同紫色琉璃一般的眼睛,呈现出灰白之色,满脸的绝望,甚至产生了,就此死去比较好的想法。 She is a having no merit to speak of person...... 她是一个一无是处的人…… Does not study good, the housework is not good, the sports is not good, except for growing one thinks the appearance of getting down also looks, as well as beyond the stature of that far ultra contemporaries, she believes only, only then own sound. 学习不行,家务不行,体育不行,除了长了一副自认为还看的下去的样貌,以及那远超同龄人的身材外,她唯一相信的,只有自己的声音。 Singing, is her only hobby, she once was also joyful, developed an pinnacle this hobby. 唱歌,是她唯一的爱好,她也曾经欣喜的,将这个爱好发展到了一个极致。 By ‚night generation of months is’ the stage name makes a debut, own singing sound, gives to all people. 以‘宵代月乃’的艺名出道,将自己的歌声,献给所有的人。 Whenever sees these fans, is supporting her sincerely, when is liking her singing sound, she is moved wants to flow off the tears. She has no specially big desire, so long as there is a person, can listen to her song, that was enough...... 每当看到那些粉丝们,真诚的拥护着她,喜欢着她的歌声时,她都感动的想要流下泪水。她并没有什么特别大的愿望,只要有人,能够听她的歌,那就足够了…… Her star way original broad and level, her voice is truly advantageous, in the making a debut short date and time, harvested large numbers of fans, in the society of this desire for material welfare crossflow, all singers by sells the meat and scandal ashamed increases the sensitometry the time, tempts night beautiful nine to rely on own singing sound purely, gets confimed so many, is really is not easy, said that she is this age final ‚singing girl’ is not overrated. 她的星途本来一片坦荡,她的嗓音确实得天独厚,出道的短短时日内,就收获了大批的歌迷,在这个物欲横流的社会,所有的歌手以令人羞耻的卖肉与绯闻来增加曝光度的时代,诱宵美九能够纯粹凭借着自己的歌声,就获得这么多的肯定,实在是不容易了,说她是这个年代最后的‘歌姬’也不为过。 However, the entertainment world itself/Ben is dark, is not known. 但是,娱乐圈本就是黑暗的,不为人所知的。 Sang by whole-hearted, without tempting night beautiful of backstage nine, finally finally, fell into the unspoken rule of this circle- sex trade! 凭借满腔热血来唱歌,没有后台的诱宵美九,最后终于,也落入了这个圈子的潜规则之中-性交易！ Young and pure she, rejected the unspoken rule of some television station producer, star way broad and level she, suffered the serious setback all of a sudden. 只是年少而纯洁的她,拒绝了某电视台制作人的潜规则,以至于本来星途坦荡的她,一下子就遭受到了重大的挫折。 Scandal run all over the place, indiscriminates in making friends and finding sexual partners, the group junction, this type cannot moisten the side glossary with her absolutely, used on her body completely. 丑闻满天飞,滥交、群交,这种绝对和她沾不到边的词汇,全部用在了她的身上。 Tempting night beautiful nine is a feeling inferior person, besides the sound, she thinks that other own all, cannot compare others, the psychological defense line of this person extremely frail, is only this attack, makes her be unable to recover, she could not have seen completely the own these also firm fans to her support, all mind, fell into these to loathe itself, cursed on own disgusting man. 诱宵美九是一个自卑的人,除了声音以外,她认为自己其他的一切,都比不上别人,这种人的心理防线极其的脆弱,只是这一个打击,就让她一蹶不振,她已经完全看不到自己那些还坚定的粉丝们对她的支持,所有的心神,都落入了那些厌恶自己,咒骂自己的恶心男人身上。 Painful and thin and pale, keeping merely the young girl of high-school student again from enduring, the huge pressure, was makes her have the psychogenic aphonia finally, lost the only merit, tempted night beautiful nine to lose finally the fresh hope. 痛苦与憔悴,让仅仅高中生的少女再也无法忍受,庞大的心理压力,终是让她得了心因性失声症,失去了自己唯一的优点,诱宵美九已经失去了最后生的希望。 Lies down tempting night beautiful nine on bed, the vision moved slightly, looks to nearby wooden table. On the wooden table, is one big piles broken floppy disk CD, as well as one bottle of sleeping pills have a knife. 躺在床上的诱宵美九,目光微微移动,看向了一旁的木桌。在木桌上,是一大摞已经破碎的磁盘CD,以及一瓶安眠药还有一把小刀。 She is hesitating, eats the sleeping pill suicide, slits wrists with the knife? 她迟疑着,到底是吃安眠药自杀呢,还是用小刀割腕？ She puts out a hand slowly, the small hand of shivering chooses to wander between the medicine and cutting tool. 她缓缓的伸出手去,颤抖的小手在药物与刀具之间选择徘徊着。 At this moment- 就在这时- „Plop!” “扑通！” „!!” “啊！！” The sound that makes in vain in a big way frightened her one to jump, making her frighten to make noise, the index finger was not careful bumped into on the table the sharp blade, an ache raided, small opening appeared together, dark red blood flowing slowly. 徒然发出的声响吓了她一大跳,让她惊吓出声,食指不小心就碰到了桌上锋利的刀刃,一阵疼痛袭来,一道小口子出现,殷红的鲜血慢慢的流淌而出。 „......” “啊……唔……” It is not able to make the sound tempting night beautiful nine to contain the index finger of bleeding with the mouth, drops the drop teardrops to tumble, she all alone, the letting person particularly feels pitiful. 无法发出声音的诱宵美九用嘴含住了流血的食指,滴滴泪珠滚落,无依无靠的她,分外的让人觉得可怜。 However, this also makes her set firm resolve, eats the sleeping pill suicide, the words of knife, were really painful. 不过,这也让她下定了决心,还是吃安眠药自杀吧,小刀的话,实在是太痛了。 Is thinking beautiful nine, cautious has transferred the head, secretly looks to one side, then she discovered panic-stricken, in the center of own house, suddenly presented a fine wooden crate unexpectedly, but an envelope seems like the feather to be common, strange falling gently swayingly from ceiling to wooden crate. 这么想着的美九,小心翼翼的转过脑袋,偷偷的看向一边,然后她惊恐的发现,在自己房屋的中央,竟然突然出现了一个精致的木箱,而一张信封像是羽毛一般,诡异的从天花板上晃晃悠悠的飘落到木箱上。 The jumping down bed that tempts the night beautiful nine fears, the light near the tender white small feet rapid running up to window, is drawing in all bed curtains, then the small hand closely grabs the bed curtain, backs on the window, gasping for breath of big mouth. 诱宵美九害怕的跳下床,光着嫩白的小脚迅速的跑到窗边,将所有的床帘都拉上,然后小手紧紧的抓着床帘,背靠在窗户,大口的喘着气。 Smiling of the good half sound, she to self-ridicule suddenly. 好半响,她才突然自嘲的笑了笑。 Since has decided to commit suicide, this strange event, what also there is good to fear? 既然都已经决定自杀了,这种灵异的事件,又有什么好怕的？ Although is thinking, but as a courage does not calculate that big female student, she is near the cautious arriving wooden crate, squatted down the body, is holding the knee with both hands, two fair calves reveal from the transparent sleeping robe, is glittering the attractive gloss in the room, but this beautiful scene, no one sees. 虽然这么想着,但是作为一个胆子并不算大的女生,她还是小心翼翼的走到木箱边,蹲下了身子,用双手抱着膝盖,两条白皙的小腿从透明的睡袍下露出,在屋子中闪烁着诱人的光泽,只不过这个美景,没有人看到。 Tempted night beautiful nine to hesitate, could not bear the curiosity, took up that envelope secretly, opened her. 诱宵美九迟疑了一下,还是忍不住好奇心,偷偷的拿起了那张信封,将她拆了开来。 Inside is a card that has the wild rose decorative design in a utensil, on fine card, only then one line of attractive flower body German write: 里面是一张有着蔷薇纹饰的卡片,精致的卡片上,只有一行漂亮的花体德文写着: Can rotate the spiral spring? 要转动发条吗？ Very simple five characters, but this five characters made her breathe stagnate. 很简单的五个字,但是这个五个字却让她呼吸凝滞了。 Tempts night beautiful nine to think that own heart seems is held ruthlessly, keeping it from beating again, slow that passing of blood changes, heaviness that the breath changes, the eyes, presented the illusion. 诱宵美九觉得自己的心脏好似被人狠狠的抓住,让它无法再次跳动,血液的流逝变的缓慢,呼吸变的沉重,就连双眼,都出现了幻觉。 Why however does not know, she uses that only also in the hand of bleeding, touching slowly to ‚is’ in that option. 但是不知为何,她用那只还在流血的手,慢慢的触碰到了‘是’那个选项上。 A small blood-color fingerprint, seal on the fine card, then, the card like dream bubble disappearance, let tempt the night beautiful nine suspicions, do the beforehand all, happen really? 一个小小的血色指纹,印在了精致的卡片上,然后在恍惚中,卡片如同梦幻泡影般的消失,让诱宵美九怀疑,之前的一切,是不是真实发生的？ - 咔嚓- The copper lock of elegant wooden crate was opened, in one in the sound, tempted night beautiful nine to turn very quiet, dull looks at inside exquisite human form. 典雅的木箱的铜锁被打开,在一阵吱呀声中,诱宵美九屏住了呼吸,呆呆的看着里面的小巧人形。 The clothing of Baroque Rococo man's style, the peaceful resting face is tranquil and beautiful, is symbolizing the warm yellow, is this person portrays occasionally, that is tempts in the night beautiful nine cold innermost feelings, has not seen warmth. 巴洛克-洛可可男式风格的服饰,安静的睡颜恬静而美丽,象征着温暖的黄色,就是这个人偶的写照,那是诱宵美九寒冷的内心中,不曾见过的温暖。 But in person one side occasionally, a violin captured her attention. 而在人偶的一旁,一个小提琴吸引住了她的目光。 She who the affection sang, naturally also liked the musical instrument, she but who except for singing to have no merit to speak, no matter how learned/studied, is unable to play the musical instrument. 喜爱唱歌的她,自然也喜欢乐器,只不过除了唱歌一无是处的她,不管怎么学习,都无法将乐器弹好。 When seeing that violin, does not have the hope, tempting night beautiful that prepares to commit suicide nine , wanted to sing suddenly...... 只是,在见到那个小提琴时,已经没有了希望,准备自杀的诱宵美九,突然的,想要在去唱歌了…… „Wú......” “哇唔……” The warm person rubbed own corner of the eye occasionally, slowly opened that bright big eye. 温暖的人偶揉了揉自己的眼角,慢慢的睁开了那双明亮的大眼睛。 This is the scary action, tempted night beautiful nine actually to accept naturally. 这本是吓人的举动,诱宵美九却理所当然的接受了。 „Awoke...... wú, you were, canary medium?” “又睡醒了啊……唔,你便是,金丝雀媒介的吧？” Some confusing are saying, the canary lifted own hand. 有些迷惑的说着,金丝雀抬起了自己的手。 Tempts night beautiful nine ‚,’ wish speech, with finger radical anything, but her head can actually not help bent, the light red lip kissed the ring in canary hand lightly. 诱宵美九‘啊,啊’的想要说话,用手指笔画着什么,但她的脑袋却情不自禁的弯了下去,薄薄的红唇轻吻上了金丝雀手中的戒指。