„Hū......” “呼……” Saw that after two meters fall leaves, the black tung oil tree does also breathes a sigh of relief. 看到两仪落离开后,黑桐干也才舒了口气。 The dark green Zaki orange looks at the driven away vehicle, shakes the head, is doing to the black tung oil tree also said: „How black tung oil tree?” 苍崎橙子看着已经开走的车子,摇了摇头,对着黑桐干也道:“怎么了黑桐？” „That is really a terrifying person, bewildered the pressure before him is very big.” “那真是个恐怖的人,莫名其妙的在他面前压力很大。” The black tung oil tree does also inconceivable saying. 黑桐干也不可思议的说道。 The dark green Zaki orange clapped on his shoulder, turns around to walk toward the building, said: „Does not need to be ashamed, is not only your, I think that in this world, few talents will not have that pressure.” 苍崎橙子拍了拍他的肩,转身往楼上走去,道:“不必感到羞愧,不光是你这样,我想这个世界上,只有极少数人才不会有那种压力吧。” „Are that two meter gentlemen?” “那位两仪先生是？” The black tung oil tree does also falls to this two meters does not have the issue of reply to care very much. 黑桐干也还是对这个两仪落没有回答的问题很在意。 „He is the Elder Brother of type......” “他是式的哥哥……” Saying, dark green Zaki orange suddenly strange looked at a dark eyes tung oil tree to do , continued saying: „The fiance of type...... you pursue!” 说着,苍崎橙子突然奇怪的看了一眼黑桐干也,才继续道:“……还是你追求的式的未婚夫！” „Elder Brother? Fiance?” “哥哥？未婚夫？” The black tung oil tree does also inconceivable shouting, the sound somewhat is loud. Regarding this result, his some cannot believe. 黑桐干也不可思议的喊道,声音都有些大。对于这个结果,他有些不敢相信。 „First does not raise them to have the blood relationship, even some words, two meter will not care.” “先不提他们有没有血缘关系,就算有的话,两仪家也不会在意吧。” Expression that dark green Zaki orange you make much ado about nothing, looks that the black tung oil tree does also said. 苍崎橙子一副你太大惊小怪的表情,看着黑桐干也道。 „But, this, this is not permitted......” “但是,这,这不是不被允许的吗……” The black tung oil tree does carefully is also considering the glossary. 黑桐干也仔细的斟酌着词汇。 „When such that something, the black tung oil tree you need to adapt much are...... like he leaves says, you have a good younger sister.” “所以有些事啊,黑桐你还是需要多多适应才是……就像他离开时说的那样,你可是有个好妹妹。” Cigarette butt that at the same time saying, the orange will be pulling out casual throws. 一边说着,橙子将抽完的烟头随便的一扔。 The black tung oil tree does somewhat is also awkward, regarding of own younger sister fresh flower somewhat exceeds ‚brother and sister’ sentiment, he can the sensation arrive. 黑桐干也有些尴尬,对于自己妹妹鲜花的那有些超越‘兄妹’的感情,他还是能够感知到一点的。 That sees in the snowy area 【Type】, Really keeps him from dismissing from mind...... 只是那个在雪地上看到的【式】,实在让他无法忘怀…… Named ordinary he, is seeing 【Root】 After that vibration can be imagined. 名为普通的他,在见到【根源】后,那种震动可想而知。 However makes his casual disturbs others' normal life, he of good-hearted person actually cannot do. 但是让他随便的去打扰别人的正常生活,老好人的他却又做不出来。 „President, do not throw down the cigarette butt, what to do if caught fire.” “社长,不要乱扔烟头啊,要是着火了怎么办。” The black tung oil tree does also saw the cigarette butt that the orange throws casually, hurried to step on it in the past extinguishes. 黑桐干也看到橙子随便扔的烟头,赶紧走过去将它踩灭。 „Does this broken building have something to burn? If really burnt, I to can trade a place justifiablily.” “这个破楼有什么可烧的？若真烧了的话,我到可以名正言顺的换个地了。” Dark green Zaki orange relaxed taking the lead said. 苍崎橙子轻松的走在前面道。 The black tung oil tree does is also smiling bitterly, can only follow in behind. 黑桐干也苦笑着,只能在后面跟上。 ...... …… Void, lonely, lonely...... 空虚,寂寞,孤独…… Void, lonely, lonely...... 空虚,寂寞,孤独…… After this is two ceremonies wakes up the innermost feelings true portrayal...... 这就是两仪式醒来后的内心真实写照…… ‚He’ disappears...... another, that accompanies the most long-time person. ‘他’不见了……另一个自己,那陪伴自己最长久的人。 If said that most understands two ceremonies, is not she, is not two meter, is not two meters falls, but is two meters of that body weaves. 若说最了解两仪式的,不是她自己,不是两仪家,也不是两仪落,而是那个一体的两仪织。 After awakens, two ceremony clear awareness, two meters wove had vanished, that almost accompanies itself from the birth to the present, oneself all negative, all person who sad undertook completely. 在苏醒之后,两仪式清楚的知道,两仪织已经消失了,那个几乎陪伴自己从出生到现在,将自己一切的负面,一切的悲伤全部承担的人。 Two ceremony first spiritless, are not willing to acknowledge this fact, sending into exile. 两仪式第一次的懦弱,不愿意承认这个事实,自我放逐着。 She paces back and forth lonely, is lonely and no use, when her life most low point, once ‚Elder Brother’ suddenly appears in her world...... 她寂寞而彷徨,孤独而无助,就在她人生最低谷时,曾经的‘哥哥’又突然出现在她的世界里…… That she with weaving is liking together, once talking over, is wanting the Elder Brother who kills or makes love crazily...... 那个她与织共同喜欢着的,曾经念叨着的,想要杀死或者疯狂做爱的哥哥…… Originally already void to the innermost feelings that is unable to endure, after lasted ten years the present, has the feeling of being filled again. 本已经空虚到无法忍受的内心,在经过长达十年后的现在,再一次的有了被填充进去的感受。 Looking like takes the drugs to be the same, she is following the self- origin, is pursuing crazily. 就像是吸食毒品一般,她遵循着自我的起源,疯狂的追逐着。 „Hehe......” “呵呵……” Sneering of self- taunt, regarding two ceremony names, she somewhat was confused. 自我嘲讽的冷笑,对于两仪式这个名字,就连她自己都有些迷茫了。 „This world so beautiful, this world such happiness, but human actually so lonely......” “这个世界如此的美丽,这个世界如此的幸福,但是人类却是如此的孤独……” This is the internal monologue of alone two ceremony. 这是孤寂的两仪式的内心独白。 However, the person who even if falls in the water still wants to grab the life-saving straw, she who gets sucked into the void sea, wants to put out a hand, making somebody draw her comes ashore. 不过,就算是落水的人也想要抓住救命的稻草,深陷空虚之海的她,也想要伸出手,让某个人将她拉上岸。 Although has not stated clearly, but two ceremonies know, regarding own Elder Brother, she is love-hate...... 虽然没有明说,但是两仪式知道,对于自己的哥哥,她是爱恨交织…… She is hating his for ten years does not have the news, is hating him, when most needs has not presented...... had been filled up the cavity, terrifying after losing, two ceremonies complete knows that two meters wove him to undertake many, can say two ceremony self- crazy, the collapses of two personalities, nearly degenerated are the murder ghosts, all these all were the mistakes that two meters fell. 她恨着他十年来的没有消息,恨着他在最需要的时候没有出现……被填满过的空洞,在失去后会更加的恐怖,两仪式完全的知道两仪织他承担了多少,可以说两仪式自我的疯狂,两个人格的崩溃,险些堕落为杀人鬼,这一切的一切都是两仪落的错误。 „If he, weaves will not disappear.” “若是他在的话,织也不会消失吧。” Knows obviously this is the wrong idea, two ceremonies actually cannot help but would thinks, this is ‚human’ can have shirks the responsibility, making her self-ridicule that oneself is still ‚human’. That hate, making her think the hand kills him, decomposes him. 明明知道这是错误的想法,两仪式却总会不由自主的去想,这是‘人类’才会有的推卸责任,让她自嘲自己依然是个‘人类’。那种恨,让她亲想手将他杀死,将他分解。 However she is such ‚is loving’ own Elder Brother, her explicit awareness, oneself are unable to leave him, is unable to leave that person, will otherwise happen one day, she will also wither away. 但是她又是如此的‘爱着’自己的哥哥,她明确的知道,自己根本无法离开他,无法离开那个人,否则终有一天,她也会消亡。 Two ceremonies are extremely discontented, this type for others, but ‚living’ the feeling, lets strong and independent her is unable to accept! 两仪式非常不满,这种为别人而‘活’的感觉,让坚强而独立的她无法接受！ No matter from two meter families, from own mind and origin, they should unable to divide. 但是不管从两仪这个家族来说,从自己的心灵与起源来说,他们俩人本就应该是无法分割的。 Just like weaves saying that ‚Yin and Yang two meters are not a body, is the Yin type, must find own positivity.’ 正如织所言,‘阴与阳的两仪并不是一体的,属于阴的式,必须要找到属于自己的阳。’ That Yang possibly is not two meters weaves absolutely, if the analogy, two meters weave merely are that only in ‚the fish of Yin-Yang’ in two meters wanders. 那个阳绝对不可能是两仪织,若比喻的话,两仪织仅仅是那只在两仪中游荡的‘阴阳之鱼’。 ‚This......’ ‘就这样吧……’ Two ceremony quite some being deliberately bad said secretly. 两仪式颇有些自暴自弃的暗自道。 However after seeing that person, she is still not able to control itself, only then in his front, will expose weak side, belongs to that side of female...... 但是在见到那个人后,她依然无法控制住自己,只有在他的面前,才会暴露出自己软弱的一面,属于女性的那一面…… Sobs in others 's front, this looks like at two ceremonies, is the beforehand unthinkable matter! 在他人的面前哭泣,这在两仪式看来,是以前想都不敢想的事情！ Two ceremonies could not find the answer, then can only drift with the current, making the time choose for her...... 两仪式找不到答案,那么就只能随波逐流,让时间来为她选择…… ...... …… Since being sober, Elder Brother as well as that woman who say the psychiatrist, almost come to see her daily, when detects, Elder Brother unconscious becomes the dependence once again, as if becomes daily with that woman's talk. 自从清醒后,哥哥以及那个自称心理医师的女人,几乎天天都来看她,等到发觉时,哥哥不知不觉的再次成为了依靠,与那个女人的谈话也仿佛成为了日常。 Void and aloneness in innermost feelings, in dissipation slowly, named ‚two ceremonies’, was also established and retrieved by her gradually, present she is not just able to bridge over itself for that threshold that oneself set up, stepped a foot obviously, but another foot was actually sticking stubbornly in the ground. 内心中的空虚与孤寂,在慢慢的消逝,名为‘两仪式’的自我,也在渐渐被她重新建立和找回,现在的她只不过是无法跨过自己为自己所设立的那道门槛,明明迈过去了一只脚,但是另一只脚却是死死的粘在地面上。 Hazy, she always sees the childhood scene, that by the memory of fading from the memory, had been reappeared from the mind deep place again, originally they had not forgotten, but by oneself deep bury...... 迷蒙之中,她总是看到小时候的光景,那本已被淡忘的记忆,再次从脑海的深处浮现,原来它们一直没有被遗忘,只是被自己深深的掩埋了…… Probably, ordinary strange person's shadow? Probably, does that person's shadow have the puzzled fate with? 好像,还有个普通的陌生人影？好像,那个人影与自己也有着不解的缘分？ However, I am unclear...... 不过,我却是已经记不清了……