If the lifecancomeagain, according toarticlecleanLindoes not know whether oneselfwill chooseto continueabovepath that inthisdoes not turn over, if the destiny of lifecanwhateverchoose, according to the articleactuallyaffirmedoneselfwill certainly continueto choosethisdifficultly, imitates, ifto the abyss, cannot see the path in heavenforever, becauseon the path of thisruggedmud, alwayshas a thatmanto seem likecoordinatessamestanding there, tohergentlesmile, is directing the path that continuesto go forwardforher.
如果人生可以重来,依文洁琳不知道自己是否会选择继续走在这条不归的道路之上,如果人生的命运可以任由自己选择的话,依文却又肯定自己一定会继续选择这一条艰难的,仿若是通往深渊,永远见不到天堂的道路,因为在这条崎岖泥泞的道路上,总有那个男人像是坐标一样的站在那里,对着她温柔的微笑,为她指引着继续前进的道路。Whenaccording toarticlecleanLingoes out ofthatdimensionfor the last time the castle, sheknows that the ownlifemost difficultperiodstarted, thatiscompared with after justturned into the realancestor, is evadingchasing down, livesalsowants the painfulandhelplesslifein the sociallowest level.
当依文洁琳最后一次走出那座次元的城堡时,她知道自己人生最困难的时期开始了,那是比刚刚变成真祖后,逃避着追杀,生活在社会最底层还要痛苦与无助的人生。Whenaccording to the articlejustleft the castle, shewill be talking overLuotruenameevery day, oneselfwhichdaywill for fear that forgetfrom the mindthisperson, oneday after day, oneyear after year, shetalked overthisname40yearsfully, sheforces the every morning'sfirstmattermeditatesthisname, writesthisnameon the paper, writesin the soil, seems, only thenthisoftenhypnosis, canlet that remotememoryforeverpreservesin the heart, rather thanover timebutvanishes.
当依文刚刚离开城堡之时,她每天都会念叨着罗真的名字,生怕自己哪一天就会将这个人从脑海中忘记,一日复一日,一年复一年,她整整念叨了这个名字四十年的时间,她强迫着自己每天早晨第一件事就是默念这个名字,将这个名字写在纸张上,写在泥土中,好似只有这样不时的催眠自己,才能让那久远的记忆永远的留存在心中,而不是随着时间的流逝而消失。40yearslater, whenaccording to the articleat age 100, pain's first appearancefromimmortalonherbody, thatwas a decayedflavor, itcorroded the mind, wishis lettingdie of old ageaccording to the articlecleanLin'sinnermost feelings, even ifwere the physical body remains, but the will actually turn into the trees that withered, was not different from the death.
但是当四十年后,当依文100岁的时候,来自长生的痛苦第一次的出现在她的身上,那是一种腐朽的味道,它侵蚀着心灵,想要让依文洁琳的内心就此老去,哪怕是肉体还存在,但是意志却会变成枯萎的树木,与死亡也就没有什么两样了。Butunderpain that inthistypehasgradually, according toarticlecleanLinabsolutelydoes not have the meansto pay attention tothatto pace back and forthagainin the mind, had forgottengraduallywhymustremembername that , asdepends on the thoroughexposition of articlecleanLinvampirestatus, fromteachingandmagic worldchasing down of magicianalsoachieved the peak, killing a personwas very simple, buthisfamily member, hisfriendcanrevenge, after hisfamily memberfriendalsokills, will havemorefamily members and friendsrevenges, thisis a circulation of non-solution, even ifaccording toarticlecleanLinis powerful., So long asshedid not have to be calledinthisworldpowerful‚invincible’, will havetorevengeseeks forhertroublefor the person of money, butalsostarting fromthis time, according to the articlecleanLin'slifethoroughturnedslaughteredin the rhythm that escaped, restsandcontinuesto slaughter.
而就在这种渐渐出现的痛苦之下,依文洁琳根本就没有办法再去理会那个徘徊在脑海之中,已经渐渐忘记为什么要记住的名字,而随着依文洁琳吸血鬼身份的彻底暴露,来自教会与魔法世界的魔法师的追杀也是达到了峰顶,杀死了一个人很简单,但他的亲人,他的朋友会来报仇,将他的亲人朋友也杀死后,会有更多的亲人与朋友来报仇,这是一个无解的循环,哪怕依文洁琳实力强大,只要她还没有强大到在这个世界被称作‘无敌’,就会有为了报仇为了金钱的人来寻找她的麻烦,而也是从这个时候开始,依文洁琳的人生彻底的变成了杀戮、逃跑、休息、继续杀戮的节奏之中。Alsointhispainfulboundlesslife, according to the person of articlecleanLin'sfirstmanufactureoccasionally, was once controlledbyheris conducting personteateazero that the streetearns livingto haveownsoul and consciousnessoccasionallyimperceptibly, according toarticlecleanLindoes not know why thispersonwill have the soul and consciousnessoccasionally, shehad done the innumerableexperiments, did not have others to achievebesidesteateazeroagainoccasionallylike this, regardingthisis enoughaccording to the article, so long asthere is a person, even ifshewereindividualoccasionallyalsogood, so long ascanaccompanyheronalready. Satisfied.
也是在这痛苦无垠的人生之中,依文洁琳第一个制造的人偶,曾经被她控制着进行街头卖艺的人偶茶茶零在不知不觉中拥有了自己的灵魂与意识,依文洁琳不知道这个人偶为什么会拥有灵魂与意识,她曾经做过无数的实验,除了茶茶零外再也没有其他的人偶能够做到这样了,不过对于依文来说这已经足够,只要有一个人,哪怕她是个人偶也好,只要能够陪伴着自己她就已经满足。Howeverinthisunderchasing downwithout limits, according toarticlecleanLin will also crossforevergradually the most dangerousthatseveralyears, even ifherlifeis impossibleto be savedagain, even ifshehad lost the hope, foreverwithslaughteringto surroundby the blood, at leastshegot through the vampirebiggestdifficult time, becomes the immortalto planttruly, butalsointhisslaughteringwithout limits, ‚darkgospel’‚calamitysoundapostle’‚human formmaster’wait/etctitlepresentsindepending onarticlecleanLin, sheturned into the lightis the nameoncanstopdarkexistence of young childmorbid night crying, no matter. Old Worldin the newworld of magic, according toarticlecleanLinthisnameis‚darknesswithslaughtering’synonym.
不过在这永无止境的追杀之下,依文洁琳也是渐渐的渡过了最危险的那几年,哪怕她的人生已经不可能再被拯救,哪怕她已经失去了希望,永远的被鲜血与杀戮所包围,最起码她渡过了吸血鬼最大的难关,真正的成为了长生种,而也在这无止境的杀戮之中,‘黑暗福音’‘祸音使徒’‘人形师’等等的称号出现在依文洁琳的身上,她变成了光是名字就能够止小儿夜啼的黑暗存在,不管是在旧世界还是在魔法的新世界,依文洁琳这个名字已经是‘黑暗与杀戮’的代名词。
The hatredhas been extending, the fatherpasses on the child, childbiographygrandson, eventhere aremanymagicfamilies to killaccording toarticlecleanLinas the goal, forrevengestoownancestor, butaccording toarticlecleanLin, althoughis powerful, but is actually not ablebyone's effortresistanceentire world, inherchased downyears, alwayshastheseto be similar to the destinychildexistence, theyhave the unusualfearfulstrengthyoung, eventhere aremanytimeaccording toarticlecleanLinisalmostby the seal, butshegot througheachdifficult time, although the lifeis difficult, butshetrulyhas livedglorious300Annualyears.
仇恨一直延绵着,父传子,子传孙,甚至有许多的魔法家族以杀死依文洁琳作为目标,为的就是给自己的祖上报仇,而依文洁琳虽然实力强大,但是却又无法以一己之力对抗全世界,在她被追杀的岁月里,总有那些如同天命之子般的存在,他们年纪轻轻就拥有异乎寻常的可怕力量,甚至有许多次依文洁琳都是差点被封印,但是她渡过了每一个难关,虽然人生艰难,但是她确实活过了悠久的三百年岁月。
In 1733Britain, herewas one ruinedsmall town, the small townhad been meeting the fearfulplaguesome time ago, toprevent the plagueinfectedtootherareas, the person in powerdispatched the armyherethoroughsphering, did not allowanyliving personto enter, did not allowanyliving personto come outfrominside, thiswas an extremelyfearfulplague, infected the entiresmall townin the shorttime, in a while the people in entiresmall towndiedcompletely, naturally the plague is not so in fact fearful, was impossiblein such a short timeonto be perishedby the small town, in facthadmost people are wantsto escape from the small town, butwas given the eliminationbyall aroundarmy. Inthisill-informedage, will definitely not have anyone to know that once the small townssituated inremoteregionwas slaughteredcleanly.
一七三三年英国,这里是一座已经破败的小镇,小镇在不久前遇到了可怕的瘟疫,为了防止瘟疫传染到其他地区,当权者派遣了军队将这里彻底的围住,不允许有任何的生人进入其中,也不允许有任何的活人从里面出来,这是一场极其可怕的瘟疫,在短短时间内就将整个小镇所传染,没过多久整个小镇的人就死亡殆尽,当然实际上瘟疫并没有这么可怕,也不可能在这么短的时间里就让小镇灭亡,实际上有大部分人是想要逃出小镇而被四周的军队给消灭的,在这个消息闭塞的年代里,也绝对不会有什么人知道曾有一个位于偏僻地带的小镇被屠杀干净了。Afterdetermininghereplaguehad vanishedthoroughly, the armyevacuatesslowly, the soldierswere kept one's mouth shutby requirement, does not permit the tragedy that saidhereonceto have, small townthoroughwas desolated, every dayhad the scavengerwild animalto crash, will not have the thoroughrottencorpseto eat up the stomach, but the name of small townalsothoroughwas emigrated the map, herealsoturned into a stretch of unpopulated area.
在确定了这里的瘟疫已经彻底消失后,军队才是缓缓撤离,军人们被要求守口如瓶,不允许说出这里曾经发生的悲剧,小镇彻底的荒芜起来,每日都有食腐的野兽冲进其中,将还没有彻底腐烂的尸体吃下肚去,而小镇的名字也彻底的被移出了地图,这里也变成了一片无人区。Howeverno oneknows, turns intoshortly after the unpopulated areahere, the semblanceyounglittle girl arrived here, regardingdepending onwritingJielin, thisunpopulated areaalsohas the place of livelihoodfacility the place that is suitableto hide, even ifhereis proliferating the skeleton, even ifthatdecayedflavorhas not dissipated, even ifherealwayssomeinnumerablewild animalspace back and forth, regardingdepending on the articlethishas been ableto makeherfollowingon a relieveddaysgoodplace.
但是没有人知道,就在这里变成无人区后不久,就有一个外表年幼的小女孩来到了这里,对于依文洁琳来说,这种无人区却还有着基本生活设施的地方是最适合躲藏的地方,哪怕这里遍布着尸骨,哪怕那腐臭的味道还没有消散,哪怕这里总有无数野兽徘徊,对于依文而言这已经是能够让她接下来过上一段安心日子的好地方了。Over time, according to the articlecleanLin'sstrengtheven morepowerful, encounters the dangerpossiblygetting smaller, according toarticlecleandoes not fearis chased down, but ifinlife that when a personwhenwas chased down, thatpainis nothumancanimagine, even if a relievedday, oneagainis the ordinarydaily life, regardingdepending onwritingJielinis the luxurioushope, thistypelivedsheto cross for 260years, shedoes not know how long this lifewill also continueto continue.
随着时间推移,依文洁琳的力量愈发的强大,遇到危险的可能也越来越小,依文洁琳并不惧怕被人追杀,但是如果当一个人的人生中只有被追杀时,那种痛苦根本就不是人类能够想象的,哪怕是一个安心的日子,一个再是普通不过的日常生活,对于依文洁琳而言都是奢侈的渴望,这种生活她已经渡过了二百六十年,她不知道这种生活还会继续持续多久。„Teateazero, the followingdaywelivehere, at leastin several weeks, shouldnot be discovered.”
“茶茶零,接下来的日子我们就住在这里吧,最起码在几周内,应该不会被人发现了。”Walkson the silentunmannedstreet, the setting sunlike the blood, crowsad and shrillsongs and callsoftentransmitting, cansee the wolfandwild dogthatscarleteyein the ruinscorner, vultureoftencircling of space, thisis the hellscene that a humanis not willingto seeabsolutely, butregardingdepending onarticle, thishellsceneisto lethercan a calm lifeseveraldaysbiggestsafeguard.
走在寂静无人的街道上,残阳如血,乌鸦凄厉的鸣叫声不时的传来,在废墟的角落里能够看到豺狼与野狗那猩红色的眼睛,天上的秃鹫不时的盘旋,这是一幅人类绝对不愿意看到的地狱般的景象,但是对于依文来说,这地狱般的景象却是让她能够平静生活几日的最大保障。Hersoundindifferentlyvapid, has the thickdeathflavor, being in deep sorrow of althoughby the immortalnot having been suffered, butaccording toarticlecleanLinseemed likewith the good-for-nothingalsonottwo kinds.
她的声音冷漠毫无生气,带着浓浓的死亡味道,虽然并没有被长生所折磨的痛不欲生,但是依文洁琳看上去与行尸走肉也并无两样了。
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