【Do not manageme!】
【不要管我了！】Thisadmonishes the words that the mountainYellow Springswants saying that a personcouldconsiderheroneday, considersheronemonth, considersheroneyear, but a personwantsto look afternot to have the ability to act, eats mealwashingto needothersto helpcontinually, except forbecomingone‚parasite’sameexistencedid not have the functionagain, whowill considerhertenyearsisas for a lifetime?
这就是谏山黄泉想要说出的话,一个人或许可以照顾她一天,照顾她一个月,照顾她一年,但是一个人想要照顾没有行动能力,连吃饭洗漱都需要别人来帮助,除了成为一个‘寄生虫’一样的存在就再也没有了作用,又有谁会照顾她十年乃至于一辈子呢？
The peopleare fickle, the personwill also changewith the lapse of time, canconsiderheroneMondaymonth, admonishing the mountainYellow Springs is actually very grateful, shedid not expect that somepeoplewill take care ofnowsuchfor a lifetime, not onlysheis unable to accept, is unable to make the opposite partywithstand.
人都是善变的,人也会随着时间的推移而改变的,能照顾她一周一个月,谏山黄泉其实就已经很感激了,她并不奢望有人会照顾如今这样的自己一辈子,那不但她自己无法接受,也无法让对方去承受。„Youwantto say......, no matterIam also good, godhappilyalsogood, shouldforownlife, but the deactivation, rather thanshouldliveforyou.”
“你是想说……不管是我也好,神乐也好,应该为了自己的人生而去活着,而不是应该为了你而活着吧。”Twometerssit downin the bedside, helooks at the Yellow Springslike this, in the lookalllooks atscolding of not obedientsmallkitty.
两仪落坐在床边,他就这样看着黄泉,眼神中全是看着不听话的小猫咪的责难。„Thiswordsdo not say, because is not only I, but alsosomepeopledid not agree that right, is the younggodhappy?”
“这种话不要说出口啊,因为不光是我,还有人也不同意的,对吧,小神乐？”Twometersfellhave turned the headto looksuddenlyto the entrance, admonished the mountainYellow Springsto stare, thensaw that the earthpalacegodopened the doorhappily, somewhatawkwardstanding there.
两仪落突然转过头看向了门口,谏山黄泉一愣,然后就见到土宫神乐打开了门,有些尴尬的站在那里。„Huggedandwas sorry! masterJiangalsohas the Yellow Springselder sister, I...... I who intends to listen secretlyam not only...... am onlysomewhatcannot fall asleep, wantto accompany the Yellow Springselder sister, happen to......”
“抱、抱歉！师匠还有黄泉姐姐,我不是有意要偷听的……我只是……只是有些睡不着,想要过来陪陪黄泉姐姐,正好就……”„, Iknow that no matterIam the Yellow Springswill not blameyou, hurries, the godis happy.”
“啊,我知道的,不管是我还是黄泉都不会怪你,赶紧进来吧,神乐。”Twometersfallto the godare beckoninghappily, saw that twometersfall the meaning that has not really blamedherto listen secretly, godLeCaiwaswalked, she who felt relievedsaton the hospital bed of Yellow Springsdirectly, gripped the hand of Yellow Springs, resolutegentlesay/way: „...... masterJiangsaidright, the Yellow Springselder sisterdo not thinkblindly,Idid not think the attendanceYellow Springselder sisterwastesoneselftime, before iswastes time the behavior of life...... the Yellow Springselder sister, has saidtome, nowI must to the Yellow Springselder sistersay that...... the Yellow Springselder sister is really a idiot!”
两仪落对着神乐招了招手,看出两仪落真的没有怪罪她偷听的意思,神乐才是放心的走了进来,她直接坐在黄泉的病床上,握住了黄泉的手,语气坚定又温柔的道:“……师匠说的没错,黄泉姐姐不要瞎想,我并不觉得照顾黄泉姐姐是浪费自己的时间,是蹉跎自己人生的行为……黄泉姐姐以前这么对我说过,现在我也要对黄泉姐姐说……黄泉姐姐真是个大笨蛋啊！”
The earthpalacegodhappyvision is very gentle, the young girl who finallyis strong, is notthatby the Yellow Springsprotection after behind, does not dareto face directly the frontgirl.
土宫神乐的目光很是柔和,终于坚强起来的少女,再也不是那个被黄泉保护在身后,不敢直面前方的女孩了。Godshappyslowlyapproaches the chest of Yellow Springs, the cheekis pastingon the milk-white bosom of Yellow Springs, shehas not left behindanytears, because the earthpalacegoddoes not wantto get downhappilydelicately.
神乐缓缓的靠近着黄泉的胸膛,脸蛋贴在黄泉的酥胸上,她没有留下任何的泪水,因为土宫神乐不想要在柔弱下去。Admonished the mountainYellow Springs, althoughdoes not have anyconsciousness, butshefelt a warmspreadslowlytoherwhole body, wasthatalready the disabilitylostas‚person’ the body of ability, waschangescomfortable.
谏山黄泉虽然没有任何的知觉,但是她却觉得一种温暖慢慢的蔓延到她的全身,就是那已经残疾失去作为‘人’的能力的身体,都是变的舒服了起来。Like thishugsis admonishing the mountainYellow Springsafter a while, earthpalacegodLeCaisat up the bodywith a smile, in the package that sinceoneselfbringpulled out the dessert.
就这样抱着谏山黄泉过了一会,土宫神乐才是笑着坐起了身,从自己带来的包里掏出了点心。„Masterartisanafter all is a man, some mattersdo is not convenientto the Yellow Springselder sister, Ithought that Icome the help is quite good......”
“师匠终归是个男人,有一些事给黄泉姐姐做起来不方便,我觉得我还是过来帮忙比较好……”„Nothingis not convenient, all of smallYellow Springslooked in any casebyme, the godis happyyouto think that not the convenientmatterIhave also done.”
“没有什么不方便的,反正小黄泉的一切都被我看遍了,神乐你觉得不方便的事我也都做过了。”Noashamed, twometersfellsaynaturallyletadmonish the words that the mountainYellow Springscomplexionblushed, earthpalacegodLeLeng, was the somewhatflurriedsay/way: „...... That, that! Difficult...... is?”
没有任何的羞耻,两仪落大方的说出了让谏山黄泉脸色发红的话语,土宫神乐楞了一下,然后就是有些慌乱的道:“……那、那个！难……难道是？”„Yes, is that the Yellow Springsbeforeme, does not have the privacy.”
“是啊,就是那个难道,黄泉在我面前,已经没有隐私了哦。”Twometersfallcontinueto tease the godto be happywith a smile.
两仪落继续笑着逗弄着神乐。
The earthpalacegodopens mouthhappily, is the lowering the headsmallsound said: „...... Suchwords, the masterartisanyoumustbe responsible for the Yellow Springselder sister.”
土宫神乐张了张嘴,然后才是低头小声道:“……这样的话,师匠你可是要对黄泉姐姐负责啊。”Hersoundis very small, howeverinthispeacefulhospitalhospital ward, madetwometersfallandadmonishmountainHuangquanto hear.
她的声音很小,但是在这个安静的医院病房里,还是让两仪落和谏山黄泉听到了。„Idid not matteractually, butmustlook that the Yellow Springswanted.”
“我倒是无所谓了,不过就要看黄泉是不是愿意了。”Twometersfallshrug, verynaturalsaying.
两仪落耸了耸肩,很是潇洒的说道。However after the voicejust said that the godhappilyinsteadwashesitant, shelooked atoneto admonish the mountainYellow Springs, suddenlysomewhatrebuked oneselfto saythiswords, butpresentadmonishingmountainYellow Springsshapewithdisabled person, not only the lifeneededothers'attendance, evenhad lost the birth and wait/etcability, shethought that shedid thisis actually forcingtwometersto fall, is forcing someone to do something against his will.
不过话音刚说出口后,神乐反而是犹豫了起来,她看了一眼谏山黄泉,突然有些自责说出这种话,现在的谏山黄泉可是形同废人,不但一生需要别人的照顾,甚至早就失去了生育等等的能力,她觉得自己这样做其实是在逼迫两仪落,是在强人所难。
The earthpalacegodcheerfulYellow Springs is the same, is an innermost feelingsgoodgirl, before the Yellow Springswantsto delaytwometersto falljust like the godhappylife, the godactuallydoes not wantto delaytotwometershappilyfalls, in her opinion, attendanceYellow Springsworkgives itselfto be good, should notgoto troubletwometersto fall, should notmaketwometersfallfor this reasonblocksownlife, heshouldon the life of average person, marriage and having childbe right.
土宫神乐和黄泉一样,都是一个内心善良的女孩,就像黄泉之前所想不想耽误两仪落和神乐的人生一样,神乐其实也不想要去耽误到两仪落,在她看来,照顾黄泉这种工作交给自己就好,不应该去麻烦两仪落,也不应该为此让两仪落堵上自己的人生,他应该过上普通人的生活,去结婚生子才对。Obviouslybefore the remonstrationmountainYellow Springsdo not think,earthpalacegodhappyfirstfell intoactuallyintertwined, has saying that whatthisto the two beautiful sisters was really suchwas others considers.
明明之前还劝谏山黄泉不要这么想,实则土宫神乐自己就先陷入了纠结中,不得不说,这对姐妹花真的是如此的为他人着想。„But...... the Yellow Springselder sisteris impossibleto gowith the ordinarygirlagainsame......”
“但是……黄泉姐姐已经不可能再去和普通女孩子一样……”Although the wordshave not said that butearthpalacegodhappymeaningthose present of understood.
虽然话没说完,但是土宫神乐的意思在场的人都听懂了。„Doesn't matter, ifyourYellow Springselder sisteris not good, thatmakes the younggodreplacehappily.”
“没关系,如果你的黄泉姐姐不行,那就让小神乐来代替吧。”Twometersfall the words that teasedto make the godactuallysomewhattake seriouslyhappily, sheimmediatelywasrapid heartbeat, somewhathad a parched mouth, a brainconfusion, whatwordscould not say.
两仪落那略带调侃的话语让神乐却是有些当真,她当即就是心跳加快,有些口乾舌燥,大脑一片混乱,什么话都是说不出来了。„First...... firstdid not say that this...... Yellow Springselder sisterthisis the dessert that Imake, come, Ifeedyouto eat!”
“先……先不说这个……黄泉姐姐这是我做的点心,来,我喂你吃吧！”
During the earthpalacegodwas happily flurriedused the shifttopicbiglaw, herquick-movingturned on a core box, revealedin the finecake.
土宫神乐慌乱之中用了转移话题大法,她动作迅速的打开了点心盒,露出了里面精致的蛋糕。„Godhappy is really the goodcraftsmanship, in the futurewill certainly also become the wife.”
“神乐真是好手艺,未来一定也会成为好人妻的。”Twometersfellto beginfrom the boxto take up a smallcaketo throwinoneselfmouthdirectly, after tasting the flavor, said with a smile.
两仪落直接动手从盒子中拿起一块小蛋糕扔到了自己的嘴中,尝了尝味道后笑道。„Yeahhehe...... actually, before theseare the Yellow Springselder sisters, teachesme.”
“哎嘿嘿……其实,这些都是黄泉姐姐以前教我的。”
The earthpalacegodlaughed foolishlyhappily, embarrassedsaying.
土宫神乐傻笑了一声,不好意思的说道。Admonished the mountainYellow Springsto maintain the smile, shedependedlike thisin the bedhead, looks attwo peopleinteractions, not being able saying that wasanythingfelt, not onlyhashappily, andhassad of envy.
谏山黄泉一直保持着微笑,她就这样靠在床头,看着两人的互动,说不出来那是什么感觉,既有着开心,又有着嫉妒的难过。If, ifoneselfhave not turned intothis, cancontinueto be similar tosuch, dailyopen and godcreates a disturbancehappily, is quarrellingwithmasterJiang, listens tohim the knowledge that somedo not understand.
如果,如果自己没有变成这样的话,就可以继续如同过去那样,天天开朗的和神乐打闹,和师匠拌着嘴,听他将一些自己不懂的知识。Iffatheralso, thatfamily/homewarm, shecancontinue itselfworry-freeachievementto admonish the young lady of mountainfamily/home, although the workmustshoulderthatresponsibilitylaboriously, butsees the fathergratifiedsmile, canrepay his graciousness of raising.
如果父亲还在的话,那个家就还是温暖的吧,她可以继续无忧无虑的作为自己谏山家的大小姐,虽然工作辛苦要承担那份责任,但是看到父亲欣慰的笑脸,也能够报答他的养育之恩。Shedoes not needto become the disabled persononly to lie downis looked afterlike thisbyotherson the hospital bed, shecanliveinoneselfhut, graspsis loving the bladeLion King, putting onthatwas once fallenbytwometerspraisesis most suitableherJKuniform/subdue, full of vigor and vitality, valiant.
她不必这样成为废人只能躺在病床上被别人照顾,她可以住在自己的小屋里,握着爱刀狮子王,穿着那身曾被两仪落夸奖最适合她的JK制服,朝气蓬勃,英姿飒爽。However, without...... absolutely, there would be no, if...... all theseareshecreate, allsins and results, were...... who createdkilled the deepelder sister, killed the father, but also the criticalmasterartisan and godlostownlifehappily, took care of a oneselfsuchdisabled person......
但是,没有如果……根本就没有如果……这一切都是她自己造成的,一切的罪孽与结果,都是自己造成的……自己害死了冥姐,害死了父亲,还要害的师匠和神乐失去自己的人生,照顾自己这样的一个废人……Againis the strongyoung girl, is meetingsuchafterwardwill unable to withstand, admonished the mountainYellow Springsonenot to open eyessuicideslivesgreasily, isherenoughwas tenacious.
再是坚强的少女,在遇到这样的事后都会承受不住的,谏山黄泉没有一睁开眼就寻死腻活,已经是她足够的坚韧了。Butatthis time, the earthpalacegodasked the desperatewordshappilyaccidentally:
而就在这个时候,土宫神乐无意中问出了令人绝望的话语:„...... The Yellow Springselder sister, countermeasureroomeveryone'smoodsomewere not probably rightfor these days, todayIalsothereheardfrom the foodoutlineandShengong Templedirector, the Yellow Springselder sisteryoukilled the deepelder sister, thisisdeceives certainly people.”
“……黄泉姐姐,这几天对策室大家的情绪好像都有些不对呢,今天我还从饭纲和神宫寺室长那里听说,黄泉姐姐你杀了冥姐,这一定是骗人的吧。”Suspicion that the earthpalacegodevenhas nohappily, shewas tellingfact that shedoes not believe that butis falling intosaddesperate the admonishingmountainYellow Springs, actuallyas ifopened the doortoYellow Springsinthat momentstiffly, the finger.
土宫神乐甚至都没有任何的怀疑,她只是在诉说着一个她根本就不相信的事实,但是正在陷入悲伤绝望中的谏山黄泉,却在那一刻仿佛打开了通往黄泉的门,手指僵硬了下来。
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