TOTMG :: Volume #16

#170: You who are unable to abandon


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Night, C. C mounted the roof in student association activity room. 夜深了,C.C独自一人登上了学生会活动室的楼顶。 Lifts the fine elegant face, is looking up to starry sky that covers entirely Milky Way. 抬起精致的俏脸,仰望着布满银河的星空。 In her hand is holding a clover to be colored. 她的手中正捧着一朵三叶草花。 Some time ago she and Nana Li once in the greenhouse of student association, discussed these flowers that Jiang drop is planting, offered on the language of flowers everyone. 不久前她与娜娜莉曾在学生会的温室中,探讨着蒋落种下的那些花,将每个人都奉献上了花语。 Finally C. C has not said that flowered clover that represents the wool- agreement, hopes that you can remember me. 只是最后C.C也没有说出来,那朵代表毛的花正是三叶草-约定,希望你能记得我。 She looks down the clover in hand, the pure white slender finger is grasping its rhizome, is rotating slowly. 她低下头看着手中的三叶草,洁白修长的手指握着它的根茎,缓缓的转动着。 In Japan, legend, if can find the rare variant of clover is also the four-leaf clover, will bring luck. 在日本,传说如果能够找到三叶草的稀有变种也就是四叶草,就会带来幸运。 Therefore the language of flowers of four-leaf clover is lucky as well as belongs to me...... 所以四叶草的花语就是幸运以及归我所有吧…… Only pitifully, wants to discover that the four-leaf clover is very difficult, the wool does not have this luck, therefore he can only be a piece of clover forever, is longing for was remembered by C. C, forever is unable to become the four-leaf clover, making C. C belong to him. 只可惜,想要发现四叶草很难,毛没有这个幸运,所以他永远只能是一片三叶草,渴望着被C.C记住,永远也无法成为四叶草,让C.C归他所有。 The clover language of flowers are also representing to thinking of some important person, but to C. C, the important person does not exist, she will not make this person exist, the contract cannot involve the sentiment, does not need to involve the sentiment, therefore, she will open fire to the wool finally, is the redemption, is cutting off own sentiment. 三叶草还有一个花语代表着对某个重要的人的想念,但是对C.C来说,重要的人根本不存在,她也不会让这种人存在,契约不能介入感情,也没必要介入感情,所以,最后她才会对毛开枪,即是救赎,也是在斩断自己的感情。 However is really this? 但是真的是这样吗? Does not think voluntarily Jiang drop, the succuba fell into hesitant. 不自觉的想到了蒋落,魔女陷入了犹豫中。 Did oneself have the sentiment to that man? 自己对那个男人是不是产生感情了呢? C. C wants to deceive itself, but she is unable to achieve. C.C想要欺骗自己,但是她无法做到。 Indeed, she has the different sentiments to him, because Jiang drop is C. C for these years, first walks into her innermost feelings, saw her memory, even knew her the person of name. 的确,她对他已经有了不同的感情,因为蒋落是C.C这么多年来,第一个走入她的内心,看到了她的记忆,甚至知道了她的名字的人。 That name, she was about to forget, for these years she is only using this code name, the code name of mission. 那个名字,就连她自己都快忘记了,这么多年来她只用着这个代号,教团的代号。 Oneself can treat the wool to be the same probably, like this treats him? Touches off the trigger personally, kills him, turns into his true succuba. 自己能够像是对待毛一样,这样对待他吗?亲手扣动扳机,杀死他,变成他真正的魔女。 Shakes the head this type, if ejects the mind, in this world does not have, if...... 摇了摇头将这种如果抛出脑海,这个世界上没有如果…… The innumerable promisors, have the male also to have the female, has the gentle person also to have the pitiful person, the wool is one of them, Jiang drop is also one of them, but the wool lost the qualifications, but Jiang drop has not lost. Just like this...... wants this. 无数的契约者,有男也有女,有温柔的人也有可怜的人,毛是其中之一,蒋落也是其中之一,只是毛失去了资格,但是蒋落没有失去。只是如此而已……只要这样就可以。 However, even so, falls, you can become to me, that specially person? 但是,即使这样,落,你能成为对我而言,那个‘特别’的人吗? No, this answer is without a doubt, perhaps you have become me specially person, in unknowingly this. 不,这个答案毋庸置疑,或许你已经成为了我‘特别’的人,在不知不觉这之中。 Can you certainly stop me? Stops my succuba who skeletons that are stepping on the innumerable promisors walk...... 你一定能制止我吧?制止我这个踩着无数契约者的骨骸一路走来的魔女…… I am praying- 我祈祷着- The desire can be realized. 愿望能够实现。 Perhaps, is not this desire, but yes...... 或许,不是这个愿望,而是…… For even if that youngster who shivers in the corner, he who for that goes to sleep peacefully in my bosom, for until final finally to me is no hatred he. 就算是为了那个在街角颤抖的少年,为了那个在我的怀中安然入睡的他,为了直到最后的最后对我都是毫无恨意的他。 Perhaps you will say those words to me. You should meet to be willing to me to say these words, falls...... 或许你会对我说出那句话吧。你应该会愿意对我说出这句话的,落…… In the silence under nighttime sky, the succuba hand holds the clover, looks up to the galaxy to think aloud. 在夜空下的寂静之中,魔女手捧着三叶草,仰望着星河自言自语着。 Her corners of the mouth cancelled gradually, revealed pure pure pure smiling. 她的嘴角渐渐的勾了起来,露出了一个纯真纯洁又纯粹的笑。 Yes, I am C. C...... am not the sham, is the real succuba. I will remain to fill held the reading your side satanically, not the lax entanglement you, are entraining you tightly, instance that collapses until you.” “是啊,我是C.C……不是赝品,是货真价实的魔女。我会留在充满了恶魔般执念的你的身边,毫不松懈的纠缠着你,紧拽着你,直到你崩溃的瞬间。” C. C closed the eyes slowly, she loosened the hand, making that clover fall in the wind, probably final drop of tears, scatter in all directions to go. C.C慢慢的闭上了双眼,她松开了手,让那朵三叶草在风中落下,像是最后的一滴泪水,四散而去。 Was completes the prayer? Succuba of speaking one's mind......” “是做完祷告了吗?自说自话的魔女……” Suddenly, hears a male voice in the C. C back. 突然的,在C.C的背后传来一个男声。 C. C has no startled, because this sound was really familiar, was familiar, so long as heard him, will feel relieved. C.C没有任何的惊慌,因为这个声音实在是太熟悉了,熟悉到只要听到他,就会感到安心。 Her turning the head slowly, looked to by the roof vent pipeline place, the youngster of both hands link chest. 她慢慢的转过头,看向了靠在屋顶通风管道处,双手环胸的少年。 The tonight's moonlight is very dim, the glistening white bright moonlight was also covered by the bright stars. 今晚的月光很黯淡,皎皎明月也被明亮的星星们所掩盖。 That youngster hides in the shadow place under ventilating duct , he does not have the security sense as he said that therefore has been looking for the security sense. 那个少年躲在通风管道下的阴影处,就像他自己所说的,他没有安全感,所以一直在寻找安全感。 At night below shadow, is actually the safest place. 夜晚下的阴影,却是最安全的地方。 Listening secretly the girl spoke is not a good custom......” “偷听女孩子说话可不是一个好习惯……” C. C selected the eyebrow, pretends that the calm opens the mouth said. C.C挑了挑眉,假装镇定的开口说道。 She does not know whether Jiang drop heard own thinking aloud, does not know that he heard many, but are not really able to see to hide in shadow place the expression of his. 她不知道蒋落是否听到了自己的自言自语,也不知道他听到了多少,只是自己实在无法看到躲在阴影处的他的表情。 C. C somewhat shames secretly angry, no matter what, even the succuba, she is still a female, was seen the innermost feelings, monologue that was heard the innermost feelings, puzzles. C.C暗暗有些羞恼,不管怎样,就算是魔女,她也是一个女性,被人看到内心,被人听到内心的独白,也是十分困扰的。 „The sound that you thought aloud was too small, even I am unable to hear.” “你自言自语的声音太小了,就算是我也无法听到。” Jiang drop shrugs the arm, located from the shadow. 蒋落耸了耸肩膀,从阴影处走了出来。 C. C is observing him whether is lying, but cultivates with, will deceive Jiang drop who regards the potluck, when lies definitely is unable to distinguish. C.C观察着他是否在说谎,但是和鲁鲁修一样,将欺骗当成家常便饭的蒋落,说谎时完全无法辨别。 He is hanging the light smile, no one knows, what he said is the truth lie, whether he hears the C. C monologue. 他挂着淡淡的微笑,没有人知道,他说的是真话假话,他是否听到C.C的独白。 How will you come to here?” “你怎么会来这里?” Shifts the topic, C. C forgot the beforehand shaming intent forcefully. 转移话题般,C.C强行忘记了之前的羞意。 I am very sensitive, has rested in oneself nearby person, midnight suddenly wakes up I, if has not detected, perhaps I had died innumerable.” “我可是很敏感的,一直睡在自己旁边的人,半夜突然醒来我要是都没发觉的话,我恐怕已经死了无数次了。” I also think that C. C you must leave me, frightened me to jump.” “我还以为C.C你要离开我,吓了我一跳呢。” Jiang drop vision is temperate, the gentle opens the mouth said. 蒋落目光温和,温柔的开口道。 His vision movement gradually, places the place that clover dissipated finally. 他的目光渐渐的移动,放在了那朵三叶草最后消逝的地方。 Clover, that is the wool of representative......” “三叶草啊,那是代表的毛吧……” Some C. C slightly being astonished looks at Jiang drop. C.C微微有些讶异的看着蒋落。 However quick, she felt relaxed. 不过很快的,她就释然了。 This man, really understands himself sometimes very much. 这个男人,有的时候真的很了解自己。 Night, rests earlier, even if you will not fall ill, was being blown by the night cold wind, is uncomfortable.” “夜深了,早点去睡吧,就算你不会生病,被夜晚的冷风吹着,也不舒服吧。” Jiang drop arrives at the C. C back, he took off oneself outside covering on the body of C. C. 蒋落走到C.C的背后,他脱下自己的外套罩在了C.C的身上。 The link the arm of C. C neck has moved the coat, is preventing the attack of cold wind to C. C, his slowly places on the head the shoulder of C. C, in her back, closely grasped her like this. 环过C.C脖子的胳膊动了动外套,阻止着冷风对C.C的侵袭,他慢慢的将脑袋放在C.C的肩膀上,就这样在她的背后,紧紧的抱住了她。 The tip of the nose has delimited the C. C mild ear jewel, a wisp of green hair blocked Jiang drop view, hears the fragrance that on her is giving off, Jiang drop mutters is whispering: Like not abandoning the wool abandons me...... C. C......” 鼻尖划过C.C温润的耳珠,一缕绿色的头发挡住了蒋落的眼帘,闻着她身上散发的香气,蒋落喃喃低语着:“可不要像抛弃毛那样抛弃我啊……C.C……” The succubas listened to near the ear song, the corners of the mouth to show a smile. 魔女听着耳边的细语,嘴角露出了一个微笑。
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