TOTMG :: Volume #15

#167: Forever does not have the regret after the fact

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Here is wooden two apartments with a history of 30 years, the entrance has a public mailbox of galvanized iron sheet, in the apartment had the bathroom and flush toilet these modernization tools reluctantly, only then in the rooms of six tatami sizes also has a small sink, this is small cannot in the small residence, walk to take about 20 minutes to the recent public transportation stand, each month rent needs three to 40,000 Yuan probably, must know here, but Tokyo, such inexpensive rent on can imagine how worn-out here is the distance, how disappointment all around environmental safety is. 这里是一座有着30年历史的木质二层公寓,门口有着一个镀锌铁皮的公用邮箱,公寓里勉强具备了浴室和抽水马桶这些现代化工具,只有六张榻榻米大小的房间中还有着一个小的洗涤盆,这是个小的不能在小的住所了,离最近的公交站走路需要二十分钟左右,每月的租金大概需要三到四万元,要知道这里可是东京,这么低廉的租金就可以想象到这里是如何的破旧和偏远,四周的环境安全又是如何的差劲。 But this worn-out can only be chosen as the family/home of lived place battlefield original black meter reluctantly, is completely different from the delicate young lady in people's mind, the battlefield original black meter is not only not a young lady, on the contrary is one is like the feather Sichuan wing, can only pass the reluctant warm and sufficient condition day, girl who goes on living diligently. 而这个破旧的只能勉强被确定为被人居住的地方正是战场原黑仪的家,和人们印象中的柔弱大小姐完全不一样,战场原黑仪不但不是一个大小姐,相反还是一个和羽川翼一样,只能过着勉强温饱的日子,努力活下去的女孩而已。 However to cannot say completely, because the once battlefield original black meter she indeed was a young lady, the lively open young lady, rather than present this forever a gloomy appearance, seems the expression that no one trusted. 不过到也不能完全这么说,因为曾经的战场原黑仪她的确是一位大小姐,活泼开朗的大小姐,而不是现在这幅永远一副阴沉的样子,好似对谁都不信任的表情。 When two meters fall arrived here, saw that the battlefield original black meter kneels to sit on the tatami, she that Yin secret expression, but kneels to sit does not say a word. 当两仪落来到这里时,就见到战场原黑仪跪坐在榻榻米上,她还是那副阴暗暗的表情,只是跪坐着不发一言。 However, the person have the self-respect, but the battlefield original black meter looks is the self-respect very strong girl, she driving telephoning, will also invite two meters to fall arrives at this only to force the place of called writer, may know her to overcome big innermost feelings barrier, even if the feather Sichuan wing, but does not hope that two meters fall her family/home. 不过,人都是有自尊心的,而战场原黑仪一看就是个自尊心很强的女孩,她会主动的打电话,还会邀请两仪落来到这一间只能勉强被称作家的地方,就可知她是克服了多大的内心障碍,哪怕是羽川翼,可也不希望两仪落去她的家的。 „I think carefully......” “我仔细的想了想……” Perhaps the battlefield original black meter knows in the telephone two meters fall has the patience, therefore this time her driving opens the mouth. 战场原黑仪或许是在电话中就知道了两仪落非常的有耐心,所以这一次还是她主动开口。 Two meters sit down in the opposite of battlefield original black meter, he seemed has long known here meeting anything is different, oneself brought the tea leaves, borrowed the tool of battlefield original family/home to make pot boiling water, such ease taste tea. 两仪落坐在战场原黑仪的对面,他好似早就知道了这里会什么都没有一样,自己带来了茶叶,借用着战场原家的工具做了一壶开水,就这样悠然的品味起了茶。 „Although the teacher is an incurable waste, oneself school girls do not let off......, but...... I indeed have the matter that has to request, does not have the thing that wants to lose.” “虽然老师是一个无可救药的人渣,就连自己的女学生都不放过……但是……我的确有不得不请求的事情,有不想要失去的东西。” Even if she uses to make one feel that now the bad tone is speaking, that camouflage of battlefield original black meter was really heavy/thick. 就算是现在她还是用着令人感到恶劣的口吻说着话,战场原黑仪的那一层伪装实在是太厚重了。 Like this kneels to sit in two meters falls the front, the battlefield original black meter bends the waist to kowtow, uses most is being the grand etiquette, the forehead is touching the tatami under body, two hands stretch out straight in front of oneself in the front, completely thorough full of admiration. 就这样跪坐在两仪落面前,战场原黑仪弯腰磕头,用着最是隆重的礼仪,额头触碰着身下的榻榻米,两只手平伸在前方,完全的彻底的五体投地。 „Therefore...... please ask, so long as you can help me solve the present problem, no matter anything can whatever you take away...... even if my body, please feel relieved that my is still retaining for the first time.” “所以……请拜托了,只要您能帮助我解决现在的问题,不管是什么都可以任由您拿去……哪怕是我的身体也可以,请您放心吧,我的第一次还在保留着。” The words that she spoke are very official, the content that however said to despise front man subconsciously, this type swindled the body of opposite party using the weak trend of woman, most made the person of not shame behavior simply. 她说的话很正式,但是说出的内容却又让人下意识的鄙夷着面前的男人,这种利用女人的弱势去骗取对方的身体,简直就是最令人不耻的行为。 The however two meters do not fall this feeling, he is still with smile on the face, interesting looks at the battlefield original black meter. 不过两仪落没有这种感受,他依然面带微笑,有趣的看着战场原黑仪。 He does not know that what kind of psychological activity underwent, will make this self-respect extremely strong girl make these matters. 他不知道到底是经过了怎样的心理活动,才会让这个自尊心极强的女孩做出这些事。 „Naturally, if you deceive me, I did not mind that perishes together with you......” “当然,如果您欺骗我的话,我并不介意和您同归于尽……” Battlefield original black meter slowly sets out, she drew her uniform/subdue skirt, dropped out the innumerable sharp weapon, „......, although perishes together like the cockroach same teacher with you like this, making me feel somewhat embarrassedly.” 战场原黑仪缓缓的直起身来,她拉了一下自己的制服裙,掉出了数不清的利器,“……虽然和您这样如蟑螂一样的老师同归于尽,让我觉得有些难堪。” Even if asking others for help is still such expression, what is also good what is she faces is the temperament very good two meters falls to a certain extent, otherwise the average person has stood up to be cold the face to leave. 就算是在求人也是这样的表情,也还好的是她面对的是脾气某种程度上说非常好的两仪落,否则一般人早就站起身冷着脸离开了。 The battlefield original black meter wore the character after mask, actually really repugnant, perhaps looks as two dimensions moe very much, however this woman in three dimensions is to make one keep at a respectful distance absolutely. 战场原黑仪戴了面具后的性格,其实真的蛮讨厌的,或许作为二次元看着很萌,但是在三次元中这种女人绝对是令人敬而远之。 „Said your story.” “说出你的故事。” Two meters fall the tranquil appearance that this cool heart does not jump, instead took to the battlefield original black meter confidence, two meters fall with hand one move, hints her to start own performance. 两仪落这面不改色心不跳的平静样子,反而带给了战场原黑仪信心,两仪落用手一招,示意她开始自己的表演。 „Mother wallows in the cults......” “母亲沉迷于邪教……” The complexion of battlefield original black meter is unattractive, perhaps this is the first time that she told one to be able this matter with her daily life concerned person. 战场原黑仪的脸色并不好看,这或许是她第一次将这种事告诉一个会和她的日常生活有关的人吧。 That tone seems like the argument, seems like evading and concealing. 那语气像是辩解,又像是在逃避与掩饰。 „Family's property was treated as the tribute to deliver completely up, but also shouldered the large amount of debt.” “家里的财产全部都被当做贡品送光了,还背负了巨额的债务。” „Finally, the parental divorce by agreement, the father obtained my custody at the end of last year, we start to live here, should be the life of two people, because loans in the name of father, therefore father now to repay the debt works with all one's might rarely goes home, in fact I am a person live here, relaxed and satisfied single life.” “结果,去年年末父母协议离婚,父亲得到了我的抚养权,我们就开始在这里生活,本应是两个人的生活,但因为借款都是记在父亲的名下,所以父亲现在为了偿还债务拼命工作很少回家,事实上我是一个人住在这里,轻松又惬意的单身生活。” The battlefield original black meter is saying, but looked that her expression is not probably relaxed and satisfied. 战场原黑仪这么说着,但是看她的表情一点都不像是轻松又惬意。 „My as far as possible does not make one know my address, the teacher after I lives here the first knowing person......” “我尽可能的不让人知道我的住址,老师是在我住在这里后第一个知道的人……” „That also is really my being honored, the battlefield original schoolmate......” “那还真是我的荣幸,战场原同学……” The battlefield original black meter said is not very detailed, but two meters fall actually can also guess correctly most things from few words, this is live experience that too for a long time obtains, moreover two meters fall also to feel the battlefield original black meter her contradictory mentality, contradictory mentality to own mother. 战场原黑仪说的不算很详实,但是两仪落却也能从只言片语中猜出大部分的东西,这是活的太久所得到的经验,而且两仪落还能感受到战场原黑仪她的矛盾心态,对自己母亲的矛盾心态。 „Wallows the religion......” “沉迷宗教啊……” Two meters fell sighed one. 两仪落感叹了一声。 That is unable to be rescued, the so-called crazy follower is very terrible thing, is serving of human wholeheartedly, even if two meters falls does not have the means that because that is not a person is cursed, was attacked mystically, but is initiative offer all, this person looked like in others is incurable, however they were happy in they opinion, forever living in joy, even if died also returns to the arms of god, their self-awareness already and so-called god assimilated, no matter True God false god. 那是无法被解救的,所谓的狂信徒是十分可怕的东西,是一个人类全身心的侍奉,哪怕是两仪落也没有办法,因为那并不是一个人受到诅咒,受到神秘的攻击,而是自己主动的奉献一切,这种人在其他人看来已经是无可救药了,但是在他们自己看来他们却是幸福的,永远的活在快乐里,哪怕死去也是回归神的怀抱,他们的自我意识早已和所谓的神同化了,不管是真神还是伪神。 Even if not possible to break through the belief of human with the technique law distortion person's consciousness, otherwise the gods do not need to go to the worry for the follower, twisted own follower with the technique law human of the world directly not on the line? Everyone can become the god. 哪怕是用术法扭曲人的意识也不可能突破人类的信仰,否则的话神明也不需要为信徒去烦恼,直接把全世界的人类都用术法扭曲成自己的信徒不就行了？那大家谁都可以成为神了。 The belief can cast the great strength of gods, cannot be misinterpreted the distortion willfully the thing. 信仰是能够铸就神明的伟大之力,可不是能够任意被人曲解扭曲的东西。 Two meters fall in the so-called religion have no interest, he is solving the problem that she faces now for the battlefield original black meter, rather, for she solves the problem in religion, moreover battlefield original black meter innermost feelings side in contradiction is also blaming her mother, that destroyed all happy women, has the reason to blame, curses her. 两仪落对所谓的宗教没兴趣,他只是在为战场原黑仪解决她现在面对的问题,而不是为了她去解决宗教上的问题,况且战场原黑仪内心的矛盾中的一面也在责怪着她的母亲,那个毁了一切幸福的女人,是有理由去责怪,去咒骂她的。 Two meters fall are not the sages, will not do this doing a thankless job matter, if regretted can recall the past mistake, then wants the police is also useful? Also makes these have the self- firm determination, the quality of person goes forward diligently appeared extremely in inexpensive...... 两仪落不是圣人,并不会去做这种吃力不讨好的事,如果后悔了就可以挽回过去的错误,那么要警察又有什么用？也让那些有着自我坚定意志,努力前进的人的品质显得太过于廉价了…… The medicine that in this world, has not regretted forever, eight intent Lin will unable to do even forever! 这个世界上,永远没有后悔的药,就算是八意永琳也做不出来！
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