TOTMG :: Volume #17

#161: Father and mother

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The night like the water, Emperor Vyse Berdin the state guesthouse in Asian Ostiadal is situated near the imperial palace coolly, as the centers of cities of Ostiadal thousand island, here excellent surroundings, the lakeside weeping willow sprinkles when the moonlight, the profusion of color is in full bloom, during the daytime has the bee Flying Butterfly dance occasionally, at night the firefly shines, sits the garden lakeside before state guesthouse, can look into other that the distant place surrounds to fly to float the spatial islands, looks at the above graceful color light. 夜凉如水,维斯贝尔丹帝亚王国奥斯提亚的国宾馆坐落在皇宫附近,作为奥斯提亚千岛之城的中心,这里环境优美,湖畔垂柳洒在月光之下,万紫千红争相盛开,白天时偶有蜂飞蝶舞,夜晚时萤火虫照耀,坐在国宾馆前的庭院湖边,能够眺望到远方环绕而飞的其他浮空岛屿,看着上面的盈盈彩光。 Although the environment beautiful, goes out of the breathing place sits in lakeside has not actually placed in all around beautiful scene any thoughts, he is only the eyes vacant looks into the distance, in the eye cannot be reflecting any color. 只是环境虽美,从休息处走出坐在湖边的涅吉却没有将任何的心思放在四周的美景上,他只是双眼茫然的眺望着远方,眼睛中映不出任何的色彩。 „Because of not being able to find the target of life felt helpless?” “因为找不到人生的目标而不知所措吗？” „Yeah?” “哎？” The sound that suddenly, broadcasts makes body one stiff, he has turned the head rapidly, saw that Luo true does not know when has stood in his behind. 突然的,身后传来的声音让涅吉身体一僵,他迅速的转过头去,就见到罗真不知道什么时候已然站在他的身后。 „Luo......” “罗……” Probably in the past such wanted routinely shouted ‚Mr. Luo true’, but read a character , after merely was silent, after knowing Luo true and own relations, felt oneself also call some is not polite, but from the Luo really ordinary performance, he probably to this ‚father and son’ the status did not care very much. 像是往常那样想要习惯性的喊出‘罗真先生’,但是仅仅只是念出一个字后就是闭口不言,在知道了罗真与自己的关系后,涅吉觉得自己还这么叫就有些不礼貌了,只是从罗真平常的表现看,他好像对这层‘父子’的身份并不是很在意。 „To call anything to call anything, according to the ordinary families comes to see me indeed not to have completely to arrive as father's responsibility, but I am not an average person, will not naturally be similar to the average person such to transmit the so-called father love.” “想要叫什么就叫什么吧,按照普通人家来看我的确没有尽到作为父亲的责任,但是我本就不是普通人,自然也不会如同普通人那样传递所谓的父爱。” „...... Father.” “……父亲。” After opening mouth, shouted that he waited for ten years, has been hoping name that shouted, but after speaking haltingly calls ‚father’, his somewhat was at heart excited, but more was actually the inconceivable tranquility. 张了张嘴后,涅吉还是喊出了那个他等候了十年,一直期盼着喊出的称呼,只是在嗫嚅的叫出‘父亲’后,他的心里有些激动,但是更多的却是不可思议的平静。 „Do not blame Aleck, is your mother......” “不要怪艾莉卡,也就是你的母亲……” Luo really walked to go forward to sit near the lakeshore, he patted the side to hint to come, walked after hesitant next, careful sitting in his side. 罗真走上前坐在了湖岸边,他拍了拍身边示意涅吉过来,在犹豫了一下后涅吉才是走了过去,小心的坐在他的身边。 „Must blame to blame me, blames the status of this royalty, I think that grown you can understand, as mission that a person should shoulder, as well as drifts with the current has no alternative...... you to have since birth far surpasses others 's talent, has the noble status and bloodline, naturally must shoulder carrying a heavy load that others cannot undertake.” “要怪就去怪我,就去怪这层皇族的身份吧,我想已经成长的你能够理解,身为一个人所应背负的使命,以及随波逐流的无可奈何……你生来就有着远超他人的天赋,有着高贵的身份与血统,自然也就要背负他人所不能承担的负重。” „But...... this is not I wants.” “但是……这并不是我想要的。” Somewhat excited saying, is only under Luo really that tranquil vision gaze, his sound getting smaller. 涅吉有些激动的说道,只是在罗真那平静的目光注视下,他的声音越来越小。 „I think you have grown up, but really you are a child.” “我本来以为你已经长大了,但是果然你还是个孩子啊。” Luo really cannot help laughing, „...... the life is not you wants anything to obtain anything, true maturity great strength can shoulder any own life, even if it is the hardships, even if it is poor sorrowful.” 罗真哑然失笑,“……人生并不是你想要什么就能得到什么,真正的成熟者强大者是可以背负任何属于自己的人生的,哪怕它是艰难困苦,哪怕它是贫穷悲哀。” „Some things are not you can choose,...... looked like you unable to choose oneself birth, but, since you have stood here, you must shoulder your responsibility, saw distant that brilliantly illuminated metropolis? Here is Ostiadal, is Emperor Vyse Berdin the capital of inferior (Asia), the entire kingdom altogether has the population 35.16 million people, compares are not many in the 1.2 billion population of entire magic world, the land area is not very big, but here has the entire world's most glorious inheritance and history, now also has the crown under Aleck's governance in the military and economic strength of the world.” “有些东西不是你能选择的,涅吉……就像是你无法选择自己的出生,但是涅吉啊,既然你已经站在了这里,你就必须要去承担自己的责任,看到远方那灯火通明的都市了吗？这里是奥斯提亚,是维斯贝尔丹帝亚的首都,整个王国共有人口三千五百一十六万人,相比于整个魔法世界的十二亿人口并不算很多,国土面积亦不算很大,但是这里却有着整个魔法世界最悠久的传承与历史,如今在艾莉卡的治理下也有着冠于世界的军事与经济实力。” „...... These people are all that you must shoulder, is you, since was born some destinies, you can hate them, because of because of them, they who you need to command will keep you from seeing the one's own parents from the birth, letting you only to pass the childhood in the countryside place of Wales, only then the learn/study does not have the love of parents childhood.” “……这些人就是你要背负的一切,也是你自从出生起就有的命运,你可以去恨他们,因为正是因为他们,你需要去统领的他们才会让你从出生起就无法见到亲生的父母,让你只能在威尔士的乡下地方过着童年,只有学习没有父母之爱的童年。” The Luo real look is callous and brutal, just like the side of abyss most deep place to be cold, lets hit that cannot bear to tremble, „......, no matter you do want, you must become the next king in kingdom, becomes commands their king, if you hate them, becomes a tyrant, lets their blood and meat, repays own crime.” 罗真的眼神冷酷又无情,犹如深渊最深处的极寒,让涅吉忍不住的打了个哆嗦,“……不管你愿不愿意,你都必然要成为王国的下一任国王,成为统领他们的王,如果你恨他们的话,就成为一个暴君吧,让他们用血与肉,来偿还自己的罪。” That sound seems like the bayonet the same as puncture in body, at present seemed presented the illusion, making him see a destruction in country, the death of people, that fearful scene made show the panic-stricken facial expression. 那声音像是刺刀一样刺在涅吉的身体中,眼前就好似出现了幻觉,让他看到了一个国家的覆灭,人民的死亡,那可怕的场景让涅吉露出惊恐的神情。 „I...... I cannot achieve......” “我……我做不到……” Thinks of 30 million people of pain with wailing, ten -year-old youngster cannot think toward a deeper place. 想到三千万人的痛苦与哀嚎,年仅十岁的少年根本不敢往更深的地方去想。 „Most people cannot achieve, no matter clear(ly) or the tyrant, are not good to work as, truly great king from ancient to present also not many.” “大部分人都做不到,不管是明君还是暴君,都不是那么好当的,真正伟大的王从古至今也并没有多少。” Luo really smiles, his hand falls on top of the head, patted his head, imitates , if giving him to encourage, lets that stiff body gradually soft. 罗真爽朗一笑,他的手落在涅吉的头顶,拍了拍他的头,仿若是在给予着他鼓励,让涅吉那僵硬的身体渐渐的软了下来。 „How should I do?” “那我应该怎么做呢？” Has experienced since childhood many poverty-stricken, youngster who never gives up quick is calm, why at this time he seemed clearly becomes aware Luo true and Aleck must give him such childhood, because his tenacious moral character therefore tempered. 从小就经历过很多困苦,从未放弃的少年很快的就镇定下来,这个时候他仿佛才是明悟罗真与艾莉卡为什么要给予他这样的童年,因为他那坚韧的品格正是因此而磨炼出来的。 „Your mother will teach you, I will also teach you...... me to know that you want to become the great magician, but becomes the great magician with becoming a qualified king does not conflict, I and can teach you according to the article the knowledge in magic, according to the article will study own lifetime teaches you completely, but I will also teach you ‚in necessary knowledge merely necessary part’, how your mother will teach you to become a qualified king, therefore in the following four years, lucky you on must abandon the status of teacher possibly, thorough turns into one again. The student, learned/studied these headachy things.” “你的母亲会教你,我也会教你……我知道你想要成为伟大的魔法师,但是成为伟大的魔法师与成为一个合格的国王并不冲突,我和依文会教你魔法方面的知识,依文会将自己的毕生所学全部教给你,而我也会教给你‘必要的知识中仅仅必要的部分’,你的母亲则会教给你如何去成为一位合格的国王,所以接下来的四年里,涅吉你可能就要抛弃老师的身份,彻底的再次变成一个学生,学习那些令人头痛的东西了。” Luo really moderate one such as passing appearance, after the status is different, always thought that listens from his words, was short of some passing strangeness, had/left named ‚father’ concern. 罗真的语气温和一如过往的样子,但是在身份不同后,涅吉却是总觉得从他的话语中听来,少了一些过往的陌生,多出了名为‘父亲’的关怀。 „Do you...... want to leave?” “你们……是要离开吗？” Sits on the ground, in fact is not only he, so long as is Luo true slightly is intimate person, can detect his intention to leave. 涅吉坐在地上,实际上不光是他,只要是和罗真稍微亲密一些的人,都能够察觉到他的去意。 „That is one extremely in the remote place, is place that present you will not go decidedly, perhaps we can also say goodbye in the future, but bigger possibly does not see.” “那是一个太过于遥远的地方,是现在的你决然不会到达的地方,或许我们未来还能再见,但是更大的可能是再也不见。” Luo has not been really saying the lie, he did not think that needs the useless comfort, but told the facts. 罗真没有说着谎言,他也不觉得涅吉需要无用的安慰,只是实话实说道。 „But in the following four years, has the father you and mother been accompanying me here?” “但是在接下来的四年里,父亲你和母亲都会一直在这里陪着我吧？” „Naturally! Your these students, you ask them, many of them have the talent very much, really wasted in Old World, asks that in them who is willing to become the magician, makes them continue to go to school in the magic world.” “当然！还有你的那些学生们,你去问问她们吧,她们中的许多人都很有天赋,在旧世界实在是浪费了,问问她们中谁愿意成为魔法师,就让她们在魔法世界里继续上学吧。” Is listening to Luo true words, cannot bear showed the smile, was together with these students was so long, has the sentiment, this thinks finished after the summer vacation everyone must live far apart, but looks like them possibly also to have a long time being together now in the future, but everyone's status turned into the student. 听着罗真的话,涅吉忍不住的露出了笑容,和那些学生们相处了这么久,涅吉早就有了感情,本以为从暑假结束后大家就要天各一方,但是现在看来他们未来可能还会有更长时间的相处,只是大家的身份都变成了学生。 He believes the students of three years of A class, there are many to be willing in the world of this magic, becomes the outstanding magician. 他相信三年A班的学生们,有许多都是愿意在这个魔法的世界里,成为优秀的魔法师的。 „Father......” “父亲……” Voice is very light, is hiding the deep fear, is afraid is rejected. 涅吉的声音很轻,隐藏着深深的害怕,害怕被拒绝。 „Un?” “恩？” „Can you hug me?” “你能抱抱我吗？” Luo has not really spoken, he grasped head, is patting his back. 罗真没有说话,他只是抱住了涅吉的头,轻拍着他的后背。 Was hugged by him in the bosom, is feeling that only big hand comfort, ten -year-old young boy cries to make noise finally, the affections that his first feeling the parents transmitted, know oneself does not have the orphan of father no mother. 被他抱在怀中,感受着那只大手的安慰,十岁的小男孩终于还是哭出了声,他第一次的感受到了父母所传达的爱意,知道了自己并不是无父无母的孤儿。 Regarding a child, there is a parents' companion, was biggest earnestly seeking. 对于一个孩子而言,有父母的陪伴,就是最大的渴求了吧。
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