TOTMG :: Volume #13

#14: So long as there is a love


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Although in demon there are both men and women, but as princess's Ellis with god Qi has actually lived together, she has almost not seen other demon male lifeform , has almost not had any contact with the man. 魔界之中虽然有男有女,但是身为公主的爱丽丝却一直与神绮生活在一起,她几乎没有见过魔界其他的雄性生物,也几乎没有与男人有过任何的接触。 This is the man who she contacts for the first time, gentle, powerful, humorous, charming, uses most is being the broad shoulder is undertaking all winds and rains, imitates, if nothing can baffle him, can defeat him. 这是她第一次接触到的男人,温柔,强大,幽默,风趣,用着最是宽阔的肩膀承担着一切风雨,仿若没有任何事情能够难倒他,能够打败他。 Is such man has been taking care of Ellis, considered her entire 300 years. 就是这样的男人一直在照顾着爱丽丝,照顾了她整整三百年。 Ellis's heart is the meat is long, she does not have that firm such as the will and mind of iron stone, she will also be moved, will sigh with emotion, will change countenance, will be moved. 爱丽丝的心是肉长的,她没有那坚如铁石的意志与心灵,她也会感动,会感慨,会动容,会动情。 Even if, knows that man actually should have the wife, even there is a child, but she still placed his body a heart. 即使,知道那个男人其实应该早就有了妻子,甚至有了孩子,但是她依然将一颗心放在了他的身上。 Ellis has no desire of holding, even she has not stayed together the desire, daily facing. 爱丽丝并没有什么占有的欲望,甚至她都没有住在一起,天天面对的欲望。 She is chilly, is not accustomed to the life of so many people, she likes such as the present so living in unmanned forest, lives in the living alone foreign hall, silently is crossing day-by-day. 她清冷淡雅,不习惯于那么多人的生活,她更喜欢如现在这般住在无人的森林中,住在独居的洋馆里,默默的过着一天又一天。 Ellis needs, merely is only a sustenance of sentiment on the foot, she needs an acknowledgment, needs occasional meeting. 爱丽丝需要的,仅仅只是一份感情的寄托就足矣,她只是需要一份承认,需要一份偶尔的见面。 However now, this simple acknowledgment is unable to obtain. 但是现在,就连这简单的一份承认都无法得到了。 Because she detected own wholeheartedly is paying attention to that man, he unexpectedly is oneself father!! 因为她发觉自己全身心注意着的那个男人,他竟然是自己的父亲!! Ellis envies the average person suddenly very much, because the average person has the limit of life span, they will be senile, will die, their love almost can only maintain in just several years, the forgetting year love after all is only a few. 爱丽丝突然很是羡慕普通人,因为普通人有寿命的限制,他们会衰老,会死去,他们的爱情几乎只能维持在短短的几年间,忘年恋终归只是少数。 However the immortal plants differently, lived for hundred years with living 10,000 years of actually does not have any difference, this only several thousand years tens of thousands years of disparity is not even able to create the barrier in age, but therefore, Ellis is unable to come to see to arrive at more things through the age. 但是长生种不同,活了百年和活了一万年其实没有任何的区别,这区区几千年几万年的差距甚至无法造成年龄上的隔阂,但是也因此,爱丽丝无法通过年龄来看到更多的东西。 „...... Really asks for trouble.” “……真是自讨苦吃。” Her sighing gently, with handling gently is hugging Shanghai in bosom, begins to look at the beautiful sunlight supinely, somewhat is suddenly confused. 她轻轻的叹了口气,用手轻搂着怀中的‘上海’,仰起头看着明媚的阳光,一时间有些迷茫。 Next, which should go?” “下一步,应该去哪呢?” The foreign hall could not have gone back, mother does not want to see again, before own heart again changes ice-cold becomes estranged, before oneself thorough gave up this sentiment, good that do not meet with mother. 洋馆已经回不去了,母亲也不想再见到,在自己的心再次变的冰冷疏远之前,在自己彻底的放弃了这份感情之前,还是不要和母亲见面的好。 300 years of sentimental that uses for 300 years to forget again is, although Ellis is moved, but itself is actually the woman of extremely sane wisdom, she is not a monster, she is not that type, so long as after with emotions, monster who is unable to change again, she has the thing that can repose the mind, she can continue to stare at the person occasionally, discussed the distress and joy of innermost feelings with them, oneself at most, returned again the 300 years ago appearances. 三百年的感情那就再用三百年忘记就是,爱丽丝虽然动情,但本身却是个极其理智智慧的女人,她不是妖怪,她不是那种只要动情后就再也无法改变的妖怪,她有可以寄托心灵的事物,她可以继续凝视着人偶,与它们谈论内心的苦楚与快乐,自己顶多,就是再回到三百年前的样子罢了。 Stands up from the ground, Ellis forgot forcefully the innermost feelings the pain, pondered where issue since received the round trip, but at this moment, in her ear, in her mind, broadcast a sound suddenly. 从地上站起身,爱丽丝强行忘记内心的痛苦,思考起了接下来去哪里的问题,而就在这时,她的耳朵中,她的心灵中,突然传来了一个声音。 Where must to go, small love?” “要到哪里去呢,小爱?” That is the familiar male voice, that was Ellis before the male voice that wanted to hear, but now, hears this sound again, Ellis was actually the paleness that the complexion changed, her staggered impractically, with lived in nearby tree trunk hand-held, innermost feelings that vivid pain well ups again. 那是个再是熟悉不过的男声,那是爱丽丝在之前最想要听到的男声,但是如今,再次听到这个声音,爱丽丝却是脸色变的苍白,她脚下虚浮踉跄,用手扶住一旁的树干,内心那呼之欲出的痛苦再次涌上心头。 Was just determined to forget all obviously, why did he at this time, appear at this time? 明明刚刚下定决心忘记一切的,为什么他却在这个时候,偏偏在这个时候出现? Was just pressed forcefully in the sentiment of innermost feelings most deep place gushes out again, this time, Ellis was somewhat panic-stricken, some fears, she feared that she is unable to constrain the sentiment that this should not have again. 刚刚被强行压在内心最深处的感情又再次涌出,这一次,爱丽丝有些惊恐,有些害怕,她怕自己再也无法压抑住这份不应存在的感情了。 Two meters...... mister.” “两仪……先生。” Ellis is clenching teeth to open the mouth to make noise, that father is she cannot call forever. 爱丽丝咬着牙开口出声,那声‘父亲’却是她永远也叫不出来的。 Really was...... went too far, was too sly, why must at this time, speak with me at this time!” “真是……太过分了,太狡猾了,为什么要在这时候,偏偏在这个时候和我说话啊!” Got hold of the back tree trunk, Ellis opened the mouth to say difficultly. 握紧了背后的树干,爱丽丝艰难的开口道。 „......, because I know Ellis's sentiment ~ ~ “……因为我知道爱丽丝的感情哦~~” These slightly happy expression leads to tease, but this simple a few words make on the Ellis face the final blood-color vanish, even breathes imitates, if forgot generally. 那些微的笑意带着一丝调侃,但是这简单的一句话却让爱丽丝脸上最后的血色消失,连呼吸都仿若忘记了一般。 What are you...... you saying......?” “您……您在说……什么呢?” Ellis makes noise reluctantly, wants to reject. 爱丽丝勉强出声,想要拒绝。 She is afraid oneself sentiment to be looked, she hopes everyone like god Qi, is perplexed to her escaping. 她害怕自己的感情被看出来,她更希望所有人都像神绮那样,对她的逃跑不明所以。 Must deny that the small love...... compares in Shenqi does not understand the will of the people, I actually am sublimate by human, my essence is person and the union of god, therefore, I know that slightly loves your sentiment, starts from the 300 years ago beginning stages.” “要否认嘛,小爱……相比于神绮的不懂人心,我却是由人类所升华,我的本质就是人与神的结合,所以,我知道小爱你的感情哦,从三百年前的萌芽阶段开始。” The Ellis sudden complexion changes, calls out makes noise, „...... 300 years ago starts? Two meter gentlemen you have long known obviously I am your, why your...... didn't stop me at that time?” 爱丽丝突然脸色一变,嘶喊出声,“……从三百年前开始?两仪先生您明明早就知道我是你的,你的……为什么那个时候不制止我?” The leaf rustlings to send the sound under her shout, angry and sorrowful actually well ups. 树叶在她的喊声下瑟瑟发响,一股愤怒与悲哀却又涌上心头。 It is not able to say father like her these two characters, daughter these two characters she could not say. 就像她无法说出‘父亲’这两个字一样,‘女儿’这两个字她也说不出来。 Because Ellis has given my feeling is a calm wisdom the faint girl, I think you, even if knows all truth still close to a smile, who knows that original slightly loves your innermost feelings, actually the blaze like that Mount Vesuvius, from this, truly is my dereliction of duty.” “因为爱丽丝一直给我的感觉是一个冷静睿智又淡漠的女孩,我本以为你就算知道了一切真相也只是一笑置之,谁又知道原来小爱你的内心,却是像那维苏威火山一样的炽烈,从这点来说,确实是我的失职。” The words that two meters fall somewhat sighed, he is following the sentiment and desire of heart deep place handles affairs, even wicked interest still same so, he will not regret, but will also be filled with emotion. 两仪落的话语有些叹息,他只是遵循着自己内心深处的感情和欲望去行事,就算是恶趣味也一样如此,他不会后悔,但也会感慨万千。 Why to care about this matter, the small love...... the morals and shackles of human to us are nothing significances, you do not need to become the father with me, does not need to become the family member with me, so long as treats as an ordinary friend to be good me, the kinship that to me, among human is unable to reject cannot, human probably give birth for the multiplication of race with the sustenance of life, but I do not need, you do not need, even if unable to accept this relations is still good, you do not need to treat as the stranger me, that only will be sorry by me.” “何必在意这种事呢,小爱……人类的道德与枷锁对我们而言是没有任何意义的,你不必拿我当父亲,不必拿我当亲人,只要把我当做一个普通的朋友就好,对我而言,人类间无法拒绝的亲情并不是必须的,人类之所以要生育是为了种族的繁衍与自己生命的寄托,而我不需要,你也不需要,就算无法接受这个关系也好,你也不必把我当做陌生人,那只会让我感到难过。” Two meters fall are consoling in a soft voice, his original intention is to console Ellis, making her not need to care about the so-called father and daughter's relations, so long as treats as the friend to treat well with oneself, plants to Yu Changsheng, in extremely after the long-time years, among that the time distance can getting smaller. 两仪落轻声的劝慰着,他的本意是劝解爱丽丝,让她不必在意所谓父亲与女儿的关系,只要拿自己当做朋友来对待就好,对于长生种而言,在太过于长久的岁月之后,那之间时间距离就会越来越小。 Like, if the immortal plants when long live had the child, 10,000 years seem like that the disparity is very big, when two people grow to 500,000, when 100 long live, that 10,000 years of disparity, looked like one day of human to be equally tiny. 就像若有一个长生种在一万岁时有了孩子,一万年看似差距很大,但是当两人都成长到五十万,一百万岁时,那一万年的差距,就像是人类的一天一样渺小了。 The meaning that two meters fall, somewhat was actually misinterpreted by Ellis, in the succuba heart moves, somehow suddenly had a clear(ly) to become aware. 只是两仪落的意思,却被爱丽丝有些曲解了,魔女心中一动,不知怎的突然有种明悟。 „...... This is god Qi to your love, accepts it, do not reject, if not want to see me now, does not want to see god Qi, that do not see. If slightly likes you not knowing where must go, from here toward east, goes to that extremely east place, will certainly find the residence that oneself want to there you, there thinks that I, you will understand that slowly some day, until you clearly became aware this sentiment comes with me to meet again, met with god Qi not late......, no matter to me is god Qi, the time is not the important thing.” “……这是神绮对你的‘爱’,收下它吧,不要拒绝,若是现在不想见我,不想见神绮的话,那就不要见了。若是小爱你不知道要去哪里的话,就从这里一路往东,前往那极东之地,到了那里你一定会找到自己想要的居所,就在那里想想我的话,你会慢慢懂得的,直到有一天你明悟了这层感情时再来与我见面,与神绮见面也不迟……不管对我还是神绮而言,时间并不是重要的东西。” In Ellis's front, demon scripture towering appearance, after succuba complexion hesitant moment, she received the book of this demon source. 在爱丽丝的面前,魔界圣典突兀的出现,魔女面色犹豫了片刻后,她还是接过了这本魔界本源之书。 Two meter gentlemen...... your always this...... in me most difficult, most needs to help why appears...... must like this......” “两仪先生……您总是这样……在我最困难,最需要帮助的时候出现……为什么要这样呢……” Ellis holds this book forced smile to make noise, she sighed slightly, was somewhat desolate, was somewhat sad, was somewhat happy, was somewhat vacant. 爱丽丝抱着这本书苦笑出声,她微微一叹,有些落寞,有些难过,有些开心,又有些茫然。 „......, because, you are my beautiful small love not? You are that most perfect Saint young girl, by all wild roses are anticipating Ellis!” “……因为,你是我美丽的小爱不是嘛?你就是那最完美的圣少女,被一切蔷薇所期待着的爱丽丝啊!” Two meters fall the laughter reverberation gently in Ellis's mind, brings gently, brings spoiling. 两仪落轻轻的笑声回荡在爱丽丝的脑海中,带着温柔,带着溺爱。 The sound goes far away gradually, that share of were gazing at the feeling also vanishes slowly, Ellis looks down the demon scripture in hand, gently is stroking the chains on its title page. 声音渐渐远去,那股自己被注视着的感觉也慢慢消失,爱丽丝低下头看了看手中的魔界圣典,轻轻的抚摸着它封面上的锁链。 Significance that the morals and shackles of human have no to us.’ ‘人类的道德与枷锁对我们而言没有任何的意义。’ These words have circled erratically in Ellis's mind. 这句话一直在爱丽丝的脑海中盘旋不定。 Thinks carefully I had said words, you will understand slowly, that day of until thorough clearly becoming aware.’ ‘去仔细想想我说过的话,你会慢慢懂得,直到彻底明悟的那一天。’ Ellis has been recalling, recalling, her suddenly has universality of contradictions, defends cloud open/start to see the sensibility of bright moonlight. 爱丽丝一直回想着,回想着,她突然有种茅塞顿开,守得云开见明月的感悟。 Right, I am not human, I am the person of demon, I am the magic cause, I am Ellis Margott Royde! I am not two meters, is not Brunn Studd!” “没错,我不是人类,我是魔界之人,我是魔法使,我是爱丽丝・玛格特罗依德!我不是两仪,也不是布伦史塔德!” In Ellis's golden double pupil imitates, if flowed the dazzling flame, the beautiful eye lingered. 爱丽丝金色的双眸中仿若流淌出了耀眼的火焰,美目流连。 „......, so long as has the love, even the father does not have the issue!” “……只要有爱的话,就算是父亲也没问题吧!” She under decided some determination suddenly. 她突然下定了某个决心。 Then the goal is, extremely the place of east, that mother......, is not the place that god Qi could not find!” “那么目标就是,极东之地,那个母亲……不,是神绮找不到的地方!”
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