Althoughindemonthere are both men and women, butasprincess'sElliswithgodQihas actually lived together, she has almost not seenotherdemonmalelifeform , has almost not hadanycontactwith the man.
魔界之中虽然有男有女,但是身为公主的爱丽丝却一直与神绮生活在一起,她几乎没有见过魔界其他的雄性生物,也几乎没有与男人有过任何的接触。Thisis the man who shecontacts for the first time, gentle, powerful, humorous, charming, usesmostis being the broadshoulderis undertakingallwinds and rains, imitates, if nothing canbafflehim, candefeathim.
这是她第一次接触到的男人,温柔,强大,幽默,风趣,用着最是宽阔的肩膀承担着一切风雨,仿若没有任何事情能够难倒他,能够打败他。Issuchmanhas been taking care ofEllis, consideredherentire300years.
就是这样的男人一直在照顾着爱丽丝,照顾了她整整三百年。Ellis'sheartis the meatis long, shedoes not havethatfirmsuch as the will and mind of iron stone, shewill also be moved, will sigh with emotion, will change countenance, will be moved.
爱丽丝的心是肉长的,她没有那坚如铁石的意志与心灵,她也会感动,会感慨,会动容,会动情。Even if, knows that manactuallyshouldhave the wife, eventhere is a child, butshestillplacedhisbody a heart.
即使,知道那个男人其实应该早就有了妻子,甚至有了孩子,但是她依然将一颗心放在了他的身上。Ellishas no desire of holding, evenshehas not stayed together the desire, dailyfacing.
爱丽丝并没有什么占有的欲望,甚至她都没有住在一起,天天面对的欲望。Sheis chilly, is not accustomed to the life of so manypeople, shelikessuch as the presentsolivinginunmannedforest, livesin the living aloneforeignhall, silentlyis crossingday-by-day.
她清冷淡雅,不习惯于那么多人的生活,她更喜欢如现在这般住在无人的森林中,住在独居的洋馆里,默默的过着一天又一天。Ellisneeds, merelyis only a sustenance of sentimenton the foot, sheneeds an acknowledgment, needsoccasionalmeeting.
爱丽丝需要的,仅仅只是一份感情的寄托就足矣,她只是需要一份承认,需要一份偶尔的见面。Howevernow, this simpleacknowledgmentis unable to obtain.
但是现在,就连这简单的一份承认都无法得到了。Becauseshedetectedownwholeheartedlyis paying attention tothatman, heunexpectedlyisoneselffather!!
因为她发觉自己全身心注意着的那个男人,他竟然是自己的父亲!!Ellisenvies the average personsuddenlyvery much, because the average personhas the limit of life span, theywill be senile, will die, theirlovealmost can only maintainin just several years, the forgettingyearloveafter all is onlya few.
爱丽丝突然很是羡慕普通人,因为普通人有寿命的限制,他们会衰老,会死去,他们的爱情几乎只能维持在短短的几年间,忘年恋终归只是少数。However the immortalplantsdifferently, lived for hundredyearswithliving10,000years of actuallydoes not have anydifference, thisonlyseveral thousandyearstens of thousandsyears of disparityis not even ableto create the barrier in age, buttherefore, Ellisis unable to come to seeto arrive atmorethingsthrough the age.
但是长生种不同,活了百年和活了一万年其实没有任何的区别,这区区几千年几万年的差距甚至无法造成年龄上的隔阂,但是也因此,爱丽丝无法通过年龄来看到更多的东西。„...... Reallyasks for trouble.”
“……真是自讨苦吃。”Hersighinggently, withhandling gentlyis huggingShanghai in bosom, beginsto look at the beautifulsunlightsupinely, somewhatis suddenly confused.
她轻轻的叹了口气,用手轻搂着怀中的‘上海’,仰起头看着明媚的阳光,一时间有些迷茫。„Next, whichshouldgo?”
“下一步,应该去哪呢?”
The foreignhallcould not have gone back, mother does not wantto seeagain, beforeownheartagainchangesice-coldbecomes estranged, beforeoneselfthoroughgave upthissentiment, good that do not meetwith mother.
洋馆已经回不去了,母亲也不想再见到,在自己的心再次变的冰冷疏远之前,在自己彻底的放弃了这份感情之前,还是不要和母亲见面的好。300years of sentimentalthatuses for 300yearsto forgetagainis, althoughEllisis moved, butitself is actually the woman of extremelysanewisdom, sheis not a monster, sheis notthattype, so long as after with emotions, monster who is unable to changeagain, shehas the thing that canrepose the mind, shecancontinueto stare at the personoccasionally, discussed the distress and joy of innermost feelingswiththem, oneselfat most, returnedagain the 300years ago appearances.
三百年的感情那就再用三百年忘记就是,爱丽丝虽然动情,但本身却是个极其理智智慧的女人,她不是妖怪,她不是那种只要动情后就再也无法改变的妖怪,她有可以寄托心灵的事物,她可以继续凝视着人偶,与它们谈论内心的苦楚与快乐,自己顶多,就是再回到三百年前的样子罢了。Stands upfrom the ground, Ellisforgotforcefully the innermost feelings the pain, ponderedwhereissue since received the round trip, butat this moment, inherear, inhermind, broadcast a soundsuddenly.
从地上站起身,爱丽丝强行忘记内心的痛苦,思考起了接下来去哪里的问题,而就在这时,她的耳朵中,她的心灵中,突然传来了一个声音。„Wheremusttogo, smalllove?”
“要到哪里去呢,小爱?”Thatis the familiarmale voice, thatwasEllis before the male voice that wantedto hear, butnow, hearsthissoundagain, Ellis was actually the paleness that the complexionchanged, herstaggeredimpractically, withlived innearbytree trunkhand-held, innermost feelingsthatvividpainwell upsagain.
那是个再是熟悉不过的男声,那是爱丽丝在之前最想要听到的男声,但是如今,再次听到这个声音,爱丽丝却是脸色变的苍白,她脚下虚浮踉跄,用手扶住一旁的树干,内心那呼之欲出的痛苦再次涌上心头。Was just determinedto forgetallobviously, why did heatthis time, appearatthis time?
明明刚刚下定决心忘记一切的,为什么他却在这个时候,偏偏在这个时候出现?Was just pressedforcefullyin the sentiment of innermost feelingsmostdeep placegushes outagain, thistime, Elliswas somewhat panic-stricken, somefears, shefeared that sheis unable to constrain the sentiment that thisshould nothaveagain.
刚刚被强行压在内心最深处的感情又再次涌出,这一次,爱丽丝有些惊恐,有些害怕,她怕自己再也无法压抑住这份不应存在的感情了。„Twometers...... mister.”
“两仪……先生。”Ellisis clenching teethto open the mouthto make noise, that‚father’isshecannot callforever.
爱丽丝咬着牙开口出声,那声‘父亲’却是她永远也叫不出来的。„Really was...... went too far, was too sly, whymustatthis time, speakwithmeatthis time!”
“真是……太过分了,太狡猾了,为什么要在这时候,偏偏在这个时候和我说话啊!”Got hold of the backtree trunk, Ellisopened the mouthto saydifficultly.
握紧了背后的树干,爱丽丝艰难的开口道。„......, becauseIknowEllis'ssentiment~ ~”
“……因为我知道爱丽丝的感情哦~~”
These slightlyhappy expressionleadsto tease, butthissimplea few wordsmakeon the Ellisface the finalblood-colorvanish, evenbreathesimitates, ifforgotgenerally.
那些微的笑意带着一丝调侃,但是这简单的一句话却让爱丽丝脸上最后的血色消失,连呼吸都仿若忘记了一般。„What are you...... yousaying......?”
“您……您在说……什么呢?”Ellismakes noisereluctantly, wantsto reject.
爱丽丝勉强出声,想要拒绝。Sheis afraidoneselfsentimentto be looked, shehopeseveryonelikegodQi, is perplexedtoherescaping.
她害怕自己的感情被看出来,她更希望所有人都像神绮那样,对她的逃跑不明所以。„Mustdeny that the smalllove...... comparesinShenqidoes not understand the will of the people, Iactuallyamsublimatebyhuman, myessenceisperson and the union of god, therefore, Iknow that slightlylovesyoursentiment, startsfrom the 300years ago beginning stages.”
“要否认嘛,小爱……相比于神绮的不懂人心,我却是由人类所升华,我的本质就是人与神的结合,所以,我知道小爱你的感情哦,从三百年前的萌芽阶段开始。”
The Ellissuddencomplexionchanges, calls outmakes noise, „...... 300years ago starts? Twometergentlemenyou have long knownobviouslyIamyour, whyyour...... didn't stopmeat that time?”
爱丽丝突然脸色一变,嘶喊出声,“……从三百年前开始?两仪先生您明明早就知道我是你的,你的……为什么那个时候不制止我?”
The leafrustlingsto send the soundunderhershout, angryandsorrowfulactuallywell ups.
树叶在她的喊声下瑟瑟发响,一股愤怒与悲哀却又涌上心头。
It is not ableto say‚father’likeherthesetwocharacters, ‚daughter’thesetwocharactersshecould not say.
就像她无法说出‘父亲’这两个字一样,‘女儿’这两个字她也说不出来。„BecauseEllishas givenmyfeelingis a calmwisdom the faintgirl, Ithinkyou, even ifknowsalltruthstill close to a smile, whoknows that originalslightlylovesyourinnermost feelings, actually the blazelikethatMount Vesuvius, fromthis, trulyismydereliction of duty.”
“因为爱丽丝一直给我的感觉是一个冷静睿智又淡漠的女孩,我本以为你就算知道了一切真相也只是一笑置之,谁又知道原来小爱你的内心,却是像那维苏威火山一样的炽烈,从这点来说,确实是我的失职。”
The words that twometersfallsomewhatsighed, heis following the sentiment and desire of heart deep placehandles affairs, evenwickedintereststillsameso, hewill not regret, butwill also be filled with emotion.
两仪落的话语有些叹息,他只是遵循着自己内心深处的感情和欲望去行事,就算是恶趣味也一样如此,他不会后悔,但也会感慨万千。„Whyto care aboutthismatter, the smalllove...... the morals and shackles of humanto usarenothingsignificances, youdo not needto become the fatherwithme, does not needto become the family memberwithme, so long astreats as an ordinaryfriendto be goodme, the kinship that to me, amonghumanis unable to rejectcannot, humanprobablygive birthfor the multiplication of racewith the sustenance of life, butIdo not need, youdo not need, even if unable to acceptthisrelations is still good, youdo not needto treat as the strangerme, thatonlywill besorrybyme.”
“何必在意这种事呢,小爱……人类的道德与枷锁对我们而言是没有任何意义的,你不必拿我当父亲,不必拿我当亲人,只要把我当做一个普通的朋友就好,对我而言,人类间无法拒绝的亲情并不是必须的,人类之所以要生育是为了种族的繁衍与自己生命的寄托,而我不需要,你也不需要,就算无法接受这个关系也好,你也不必把我当做陌生人,那只会让我感到难过。”Twometersfallare consolingin a soft voice, hisoriginal intentionisto consoleEllis, makinghernot needto care about the so-calledfatheranddaughter'srelations, so long astreats as the friendto treatwellwithoneself, plantstoYu Changsheng, inextremelyafter the long-timeyears, amongthat the timedistancecangetting smaller.
两仪落轻声的劝慰着,他的本意是劝解爱丽丝,让她不必在意所谓父亲与女儿的关系,只要拿自己当做朋友来对待就好,对于长生种而言,在太过于长久的岁月之后,那之间时间距离就会越来越小。Like, if the immortalplantswhenlong livehad the child, 10,000yearsseem like that the disparityis very big, whentwo peoplegrowto500,000, when 100long live, that10,000years of disparity, looked likeoneday of humanto be equally tiny.
就像若有一个长生种在一万岁时有了孩子,一万年看似差距很大,但是当两人都成长到五十万,一百万岁时,那一万年的差距,就像是人类的一天一样渺小了。
The meaning that twometersfall, somewhatwas actually misinterpretedbyEllis, in the succubaheartmoves, somehowsuddenlyhad a clear(ly)to become aware.
只是两仪落的意思,却被爱丽丝有些曲解了,魔女心中一动,不知怎的突然有种明悟。„...... ThisisgodQitoyour‚love’, acceptsit, do not reject, if not wantto seemenow, does not wantto seegodQi, thatdo not see. Ifslightlylikesyounot knowing where mustgo, fromheretowardeast, goes tothatextremelyeastplace, will certainly find the residence that oneselfwanttothereyou, there thinks that I, youwill understand that slowlysome day, untilyouclearlybecame awarethissentimentcomeswithmeto meetagain, met with godQinotlate......, no mattertomeisgodQi, the timeis not the importantthing.”
“……这是神绮对你的‘爱’,收下它吧,不要拒绝,若是现在不想见我,不想见神绮的话,那就不要见了。若是小爱你不知道要去哪里的话,就从这里一路往东,前往那极东之地,到了那里你一定会找到自己想要的居所,就在那里想想我的话,你会慢慢懂得的,直到有一天你明悟了这层感情时再来与我见面,与神绮见面也不迟……不管对我还是神绮而言,时间并不是重要的东西。”InEllis'sfront, demonscripturetoweringappearance, after succubacomplexionhesitantmoment, shereceived the book of thisdemonsource.
在爱丽丝的面前,魔界圣典突兀的出现,魔女面色犹豫了片刻后,她还是接过了这本魔界本源之书。„Twometergentlemen...... youralwaysthis...... inmemost difficult, mostneedsto helpwhyappears...... mustlike this......”
“两仪先生……您总是这样……在我最困难,最需要帮助的时候出现……为什么要这样呢……”Ellisholdsthisbookforced smileto make noise, shesighedslightly, was somewhat desolate, was somewhat sad, was somewhat happy, was somewhat vacant.
爱丽丝抱着这本书苦笑出声,她微微一叹,有些落寞,有些难过,有些开心,又有些茫然。„......, because, youaremybeautifulsmalllovenot? Youarethatmost perfectSaintyoung girl, byallwild rosesare anticipatingEllis!”
“……因为,你是我美丽的小爱不是嘛?你就是那最完美的圣少女,被一切蔷薇所期待着的爱丽丝啊!”Twometersfall the laughterreverberationgentlyinEllis'smind, bringsgently, bringsspoiling.
两仪落轻轻的笑声回荡在爱丽丝的脑海中,带着温柔,带着溺爱。
The soundgoes far awaygradually, thatshare of were gazing at the feelingalsovanishesslowly, Ellislooks down the demonscripture in hand, gentlyis stroking the chains on itstitle page.
声音渐渐远去,那股自己被注视着的感觉也慢慢消失,爱丽丝低下头看了看手中的魔界圣典,轻轻的抚摸着它封面上的锁链。‚Significance that the morals and shackles of humanhave noto us.’
‘人类的道德与枷锁对我们而言没有任何的意义。’These wordshave circlederraticallyinEllis'smind.
这句话一直在爱丽丝的脑海中盘旋不定。‚ThinkscarefullyIhad saidwords, youwill understandslowly, that day of untilthoroughclearlybecoming aware.’
‘去仔细想想我说过的话,你会慢慢懂得,直到彻底明悟的那一天。’Ellishas been recalling, recalling, hersuddenlyhasuniversality of contradictions, defendscloudopen/startto see the sensibility of bright moonlight.
爱丽丝一直回想着,回想着,她突然有种茅塞顿开,守得云开见明月的感悟。„Right, Iam nothuman, Iam the person of demon, Iam the magiccause, IamEllis MargottRoyde! Iam nottwometers, is notBrunnStudd!”
“没错,我不是人类,我是魔界之人,我是魔法使,我是爱丽丝・玛格特罗依德!我不是两仪,也不是布伦史塔德!”InEllis'sgoldendoublepupilimitates, ifflowed the dazzlingflame, the beautiful eyelingered.
爱丽丝金色的双眸中仿若流淌出了耀眼的火焰,美目流连。„......, so long ashas the love, even the fatherdoes not have the issue!”
“……只要有爱的话,就算是父亲也没问题吧!”Sheunderdecidedsomedeterminationsuddenly.
她突然下定了某个决心。„Then the goalis, extremely the place of east, thatmother......, is not the place that godQicould not find!”
“那么目标就是,极东之地,那个母亲……不,是神绮找不到的地方!”
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