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随着杜二等人离开按部就班的打理黑市联盟大战之后的一应事宜,秦烈也无心留在前厅,跟秦风等人随便说了几句,以需要休息为借口,草草的结束了与秦家众人团聚,回到了书房里打坐。Hesoneither cold nor hotsocial easecauses the bothersomefeeling of Qinpeople, butQin Lietowardhas not actually goneat heart.
他这般不冷不热的态度自然引起秦家众人的烦感,可是秦烈却一点都没往心里去。To him, „family/home”thiscarrying/sustainingtoomanybitteranddepressed, Qin Lieevenconsoles itselfto discoversometo be ablefromthatmore than tenyears of timein the lobbysecretlyby the scene of oneselfwarmheart, finallythoughtfor quite a while, Qin Liecould not findanyto makehiscomfortablescene, thereforeQin Liecameto ignoresimply, made a getaway.
对他来说,“家”这个承载了太多的辛酸和苦闷了,秦烈甚至在前厅暗暗劝慰自己从那十几年的光阴中找出一些可以让自己暖心的场面,结果想了半天,秦烈也找不到任何一幕令他宽慰的景象,于是秦烈索性来个置之不理,逃之夭夭。Then, Qin Liealso is very at heart contradictory, henot onlydoes not wantto tear to pieces the facial skinwithQinthoroughly, andcould not find the reason that the least bitcanget over an emotion, inflexiblesittinggoesto speak freelywith the family memberin the lobby,heindeedcannot achieve.
说起来,秦烈的心里也很矛盾,他既不想与秦家彻底撕破脸皮,又找不到半点可以释怀的原因,死板的坐在前厅去跟家人畅谈,他的确做不到。ButwhichQin Lie the planreturned to the study roomto sit in meditationto thinkto receiveround trip, but alsowithoutgot warm the cushion, the doorwas sounded.
而本打算回到书房里打坐想想接下来去哪的秦烈,还没等坐热垫子,房门就被敲响了。„Sincere, sincereandsincere, smallfierce, isfather......”
“笃、笃、笃,小烈,是为父……”Out of the doorbroadcasts the Qin Yijuesound.
门外传来秦一绝的声音。Qin Lieshakesat heart, the browis slightly pressed: „Has the matter? Ihave rested.”秦烈心里一震,眉头略微蹙起:“有事吗?我已经休息了。”Out of the doorhas not seen the echofor a very long time, for a long timelater, Qin Yijuesaid: „fatherwantsto talk openlywithyou.”
门外久久未见回音,许久之后,秦一绝道:“为父想与你谈谈心。”Qin Lie the planrejected, but how does not know, when 1does not feel rightat heart, but, hehas toset outto open the door, the complexionice-coldletQin Yijue.秦烈本打算拒绝,可是不知怎么的,心里一时不落忍,无奈之下,他只得起身打开了房门,脸色冰冷的将秦一绝让了进来。Qin Yijueleisurely strollsto enter the study room, firstlooked at the ornaments in room, four sides the walleverywhereis the book shelf and ancient book, transferredin the room, Qin Yijuesittingslowlyin the Chinese armchair, the fingerwas knocking the chairarm rest, seems pondering over the excuse.秦一绝信步走进书房,先是看了看房中的摆设,四面墙壁到处都是书柜和典籍,在屋子里转了一圈,秦一绝缓缓的坐在了太师椅子,手指敲着椅子扶手,似乎在琢磨着说辞。Qin Liedid not say a word, sitsonQin Yijueanotherchair, poured outonecup of teatooneselfonly, the visionwasto actually shift toout of the window.秦烈也一言不发,坐在了秦一绝旁边的另一把椅子上,独独给自己斟了一杯茶,目光却是转向窗外。Twofather and sonlike thisare silent, crossedfor a long time, Qin Yijuesaid: „So manyyearspassed by, fatheractuallycannot rememberyouandIbit by bit, is a father, Iam defeatedvery much.”
两父子就这样沉默着,过了许久,秦一绝道:“这么多年过去了,为父却想不起你和我的一点一滴,身为人父,我很失败。”„......”Qin Lielike thisis silent.
“……”秦烈就这样沉默着。Qin Yijuesighed, sawhimnot to speak , to continue saying: „fathersince16years old took over control ofQinfromyourgrandfatherhand, dozensyears of conscientiousness, isin order to the brillianceQinlintel, nowfatheralmostseventy years of ageadvanced age, even ifunder the knee the heir has the veiled criticismtofather, fatherdoes not have the heart of regretcertainly, until now, fathercomeslike this. The entire55years, self-examined that have no qualmsinQin.”秦一绝叹了口气,见他不说话,继续说道:“为父十六岁起从你爷爷手里接管了秦家,数十年兢兢业业,就是为了能光耀秦家门楣,如今为父几近七旬高龄,纵使膝下子嗣对为父颇有微辞,为父也绝无懊悔之心,一直以来,为父都是这样过来的。整整五十五年,自问于秦家无愧。”Hewas sayingtone, the soundchokedgradually: „Howeverfatherhas not thought that the most wrongmatter that fatherdoes, neglectedyourbrothersseveralpeople, sincevirtue, wind, andjade...... toyou, wereyouscoldawokefather, fatherwas recently sleepless, suddenly the Qin of discoverycontinuous growthin the fatherhand, the prestigewas day by day resounding, buttraded the kinship of actuallygraduallyobliterating......”
他说着语气一顿,声音渐渐哽咽了起来:“然而为父没想到,为父做的最错的一件事,就是忽略了你们兄弟几人,从德儿、风儿、杰儿、玉儿……一直到你,是你骂醒了为父,为父近日夜不能寐,突然发现在为父手中不断壮大的秦家,声威一日比一日响亮,但换来的却是渐渐磨灭的亲情……”Qin Yijuehas said,has said that Qin Liealwaysremains unmoved, as ifpoured outandlistens respectfully.秦一绝一直说,一直说,秦烈则是始终不为所动,仿佛倾诉与聆听。Qin Yijuesaidthisfor a while, for a whilesaid that said that the past events, say the nowadays, althoughQin Lieremains unmoved, butheslowlydetected that the oldfather'sstate of mindis dying of old ageslowly.秦一绝一时说说这,一时说说那,说说往事、说说现今,秦烈虽然不为所动,可是慢慢的他察觉到老父的心境正在慢慢老去。Thatfeelinglike the late autumnmaple leafon the wane, old agemiserable......
那种感觉就像凋零的晚秋枫叶,垂暮而凄凉……Qin Lie is also meatembryoeverybody, knows the favorchanges in temperature, in the hearttouches, is actually suppressingremaining unmoved, feels sad.秦烈也是肉胎凡体,自知人情冷暖,心中触动,却憋着不为所动,心酸不已。
When speaking of emotions, Qin Yijueoftencries, is alone disappointed, Qin Liehas heardfinally, enough more than twodouble-hour.
说到动情时,秦一绝每每落泪,独自怅然,秦烈就这么一直听到最后,足足两个多时辰。„Smallfierce, fatherwas old, non-extravagant demandsyourforgiving, knewalong with the gusty area from bathe the brotherjust now, the imperial familyproclaimedto give the post, invitingyouto enter the palaceto hang the title of countrygentleman, tradedto doin the past, fatherstood like a tripod the support, wasthistime, fatherfeltyoudidright, Qin, was the timeholds a neutrality, thinkswhatWeidao, whatWeijia.”
“小烈,为父老了,也不奢求你的原谅,适才从沐兄随风口中得知,皇室颁下授贴,邀你入朝挂国士之衔,换作往常,为父鼎立支持,可是这一次,为父觉得你做的没错,秦家,是时候持身中立,想想何为道、何为家了。”„Smallfierce, youdo not needto forgivefather, butIhope, ifin the futureQinwill have the danger, will readin the bloodlineskinship, youcanspare no effortlend a handto assist, likeprevioustimein the auction room, youwill spare nothing, makingZijiancompleteowndreamsuch......”
“小烈,你不用原谅为父,但我希望,日后秦家若有危难,念在血脉亲情,你能不遗余力的出手相助,就像上次在拍卖行,你不惜代价,让子鉴完成自己的梦想那样……”„fatherpreparesto return toBianJingat the same night, ifin the futurewill have the leisure, will go hometo come to see.”
“为父准备连夜回汴京,日后若有闲暇,回家来看看吧。”Qin Yijuesaid,set outto leave the study room, from beginning to end, the Qin Liecharacterhas not only raised.秦一绝说罢,起身离开了书房,由始至终,秦烈只字未扬。Qin Yijuejustwalked, Qin Fengranfromout of the doorsuddenly, looks backto look the form that the oldfatherloses, cannot hold at heart, spoke frankly that sendsto ask: „Smallfierce, in the pastso manyyears, you said that poured outhas also poured out, cannotgive sympathy to the age of his father, did forgiveinhim?”秦一绝刚走,秦风突然从门外跑了进来,回首看着老父失落的身影,心里憋不住,直言发问道:“小烈,过去这么多年了,你说了说了,倾诉也倾诉过了,难道就不能体念他父亲的年纪,原谅于他吗?”Qin Lieboth handsare shiveringslightly, tearsgentlyfellalong the corner of the eye, the sadintimateforced smilesaid: „Second Brother, you know that whatmattermostmakesmesad?”秦烈双手微微颤抖着,眼泪轻轻的沿着眼角滑落了下来,悲戚戚的苦笑道:“二哥,你知道什么事最让我伤心吗?”Qin Fenglooks athim, the expressionis dignified.秦风看着他,表情凝重。Qin Liesaid with a smilemiserably: „AfterIhatealsohates, to scoldhas also scolded, Idiscovered,facingownfather, Icould not find the topic that the least bitcanpour outunexpectedly, the Second Brother, tradesto beyou, how will youdo?”秦烈惨笑道:“当我恨也恨过、骂也骂过之后,我才发现,面对自己的父亲,我居然找不到半点可以倾诉的话题,二哥,换作你,你会怎么做?”Qin Feng the planreprovedQin Lieseveral, butlistens tothese words, the whole personreceives an electric shocklooking at dumblyinroom.秦风本打算训斥秦烈几句,可是听完这句话,整个人触电般的呆立在屋子里。„Smallfierce......”
“小烈……”Sevenchi (0.33 m)being high-spiritedson, Qin Fengweeps bitterlyto make noise.
七尺昂藏男儿,秦风痛哭出声。
The Qin Liewordsare very straightforward, heis notdoes not wantto forgive, actuallyQin Liehas forgivenQin Yijueat heart, but, whenhewantswithQin Yijuebyfathers'and sons'statusdialogue, Qin Liediscovered,standsinoneselffrontfather, father who thatgavehim the life, is actually like thatstrange......秦烈的话很直白,他不是不想原谅,其实秦烈的心里已经原谅了秦一绝,但可是,当他想与秦一绝以父子的身份对话的时候,秦烈发现,站在自己面前的父亲,那个赋予了他生命的父亲,却是那般的陌生……Stillifpasser-by......
犹若路人……Hewantsto speak, but a topiccould not find, even ifshout„father”does not know how to open one's mouth.
他想说话,但是一点话题都找不到,哪怕喊声“爹”都不知如何启齿。Strange!
陌生!In the favorchanges in temperature the biggestenemy, more than tenyears of desolation, making the family memberturn into the passer-by, this is to make Qin Liemostsad and saddestplace.
人情冷暖中最大的敌人,十几年的冷落,让亲人变成路人,这才是让秦烈最伤心、最难过的地方。
......
……Night, the weather outside study roomby the brightblackout, the dooris openinggraduallyas before, Qin Fengalsoleft the study room, butflows offthatdrop of tearsto startfromQin Lie, histrain of thoughtbecomesveryabsent-minded, whenQin Fengleaves, hedoes not know.
夜已深,书房外的天色渐渐由明转暗,房门依旧开着,秦风也离开了书房,可是自秦烈流下那滴泪开始,他的思绪变得十分恍惚,以致于秦风什么时候离开的,他都不知道。
The late autumnnight, like the water, the cold airaccompanied the cold windto takein the study roomcoolly the lastwarm feeling, Qin Liehas satin the room.
晚秋的夜,凉如水,寒气伴着冷风取走了书房中最后一丝暖意,秦烈就这么一直坐在房间里。Days, twodaysandthreedays......
一更天、二更天、三更天……Hū!
呼!Suddendifferentwind, insufflatedin the room, without the dimroom of lights, had/left a whiteshadow.
突如其来一阵异风,吹进了屋子里,没有灯火的昏暗房间,多出了一袭白影。„Imakeyourtwodaybathemansionto meet, why don't youcome?”
“我约你二更天沐府相见,你为何不现身?”
The murkydim light of night, the moonlight of severalwisps of chillyfansilluminated the whiteshadowoutline, such asgraceful, figurewas slenderin the past, excelled atlikeone in the canna flower that in the darknightwas in full bloom......
昏昏沉沉的夜色,几缕凄迷的月光照出了白影的轮廓,如往昔般婀娜多姿、身段窈窕,就像一朵擅于在暗夜中盛开的昙花……„Youcame!”
“你来了!”Qin Liesoberedfinally, wipes the corner of the eyealready the tear stains that gets rid of, picks up the teapotto discover that the potcold, teahas iced.秦烈终于清醒了过来,抹下眼角已经干掉的泪痕,拾起茶壶才发现壶已冷、茶已冰。„Sits.”Qin Liegave uphospitality, gave the hand signal of invitationmournfully.
“坐吧。”秦烈放弃了款待,凄凄然的作了请的手势。Mu Youranlooked at dumbly the momentstartled, onchair that just nowsittingslowlyinQin Yijuesat, the soundsuddenlybecomesgentle: „Youhow?”沐悠然愕然的呆立了片刻,方才缓缓的坐在原本秦一绝坐的椅子上,声音突然变得柔和:“你怎么了?”„All right, the family affairsworries.” The Qin Lieeyedoes not transferclearly, as ifoldfather'sbackandthatsay/wayseparatebetweenthatridgeinfather and sonto be stationed on the key outside study room.
“没事,家事烦心而已。”秦烈目不转晴,仿佛老父的背影和那道隔在父子之间的那道坎就驻在书房外的门坎上。
The willow eyebrowslightwrinkle, Mu Youranstarts to speak but hesitates, instudy room that twopeoplesat in meditationinopening the door, has not knownhow long, Mu Youranjust nowset outslowly, before arriving at the gate, does not returnsaid: „Iamtellyou, Ido not hateyou, yourescuedMu familytwice, between you and me, QinandMu familywrite off.”
柳眉轻皱,沐悠然欲言又止,二人静坐在敞开了房门的书房中,也不知道过了多久,沐悠然方才缓缓起身,走到门前,头也不回道:“我是来告诉你,我已经不恨你了,你救了沐家两次,你我之间,秦家与沐家一笔勾销。”Then, Mu Youranstandsbefore the doormotionless.
说完,沐悠然站在房门前不动。Qin Lieraises the head, said with a smilemiserably: „Do youcome to tellmythese words?”秦烈扬起头,惨笑道:“你来就是为了告诉我这句话?”Mu Youranloses the sound said: „Qin Lie, Isettled onyouinitiallyam notbecauseyoucankeep off the engagement that does not preferforme, Ithoughtyouaremaymake the material, marriesyou, at leastcompared with the reliability that marrying others comes, suchbeing unable to withstand that butyoulook atme, Iam speechless.”沐悠然失声道:“秦烈,当初我看中你并非因为你可以为我挡下那不情愿的婚约,我是觉得你是个可造之材,嫁给你,至少比嫁给旁人来的可靠,可是你把我看的如此不堪,我无话可说。”Qin Lielifted the headstartled, that in the pastrefused, hehas not put behind, wantsinitially the loud and clearopinionalsoin the earbankecho, howeverrealizedtopresentQin Lie, ownalong with the naturalappraisal, actuallyhurt the heart of Mu Youran.秦烈愕然的抬起了头,当年拒婚的一幕,他并未忘却,想当初掷地有声的言论还在耳畔回响,然而到现在秦烈才意识到,自己的随性评价,却是伤了沐悠然的心。„Did you...... reallythinkinitially?”
“你……当初真的是这么想的?”Mu Youransobbed, as ifreceived the eruption of enormoussufferingas saying: „ActuallyIhavewhere is not good, yousaid,mywhereis not good, yourefuse, for many yearsin the first fullmooncity, your I have metrepeatedly, whydoes not meetby the true body?”沐悠然抽泣了起来,仿佛受到了极大的委屈似的爆发道:“我究竟有哪里不好,你说,我哪里不好,你拒婚也就罢了,多年来在上元城,你我相见多次,为何不以真身相见?”„Can't Ireallysowithstand, makingyougiveme the opportunity of explanation is not good?”
“难道我真的如此不堪,让你连给我个解释的机会都不行吗?”„Iacknowledged,yourQin Lienowalreadyearth immortal that moves the world.”
“我承认,你秦烈如今已经名动天下的地仙。”„What's the big deal? Youunderstood how to becomeon the personat the maximum speed the person, but do youunderstandmyheart?”
“那又如何?你懂得如何以最快的速度成为人上之人,可是你懂我的心吗?”„Do Iwanttoyou an explanation, youto be possibleonceto giveme the opportunity?”
“我只是想给你一个解释,你可曾给我机会?”Bore patiently for manyyears, Mu Youraneruptedfinally, a dynastyerupted, unexpectedlysothorough.
隐忍了多年,沐悠然终于爆发了,一朝爆发,竟是如此的彻底。Qin LiedelaylooksMu Youranbecause ofputting in great inconvenienceto keepshivering the tenderbody that openedseveralmouths unable to findappropriatecomfortingto say the clearownidea.秦烈呆滞的看着沐悠然因为委屈而不停颤抖的娇躯,张了几次嘴都没能找到合适的安抚之言来圆润自己的想法。Butheattemptedrepeatedly, not to say.
可是他尝试了多次,始终还是没有说出口。Mu YouranseesQin Lieto be absent-minded, the angerinsteadsmilesextremely: „Ok, Qin Lie, shouldsay that myMu Youranhas said that the dayrear axle of carturns over to the bridge and roadreturn avenue, yourIdo not have the connectionagain, I......”沐悠然看出秦烈心不在焉,怒极反笑:“好了,秦烈,该说的,我沐悠然已经说过了,日后桥归桥、路归路,你我再无瓜葛,我……”„Bang!”
“轰!”
The Mu Youranwordsfall, has not gone, suddenly, a loud and clearbellow, transmittedfrom the Eastby far.沐悠然话落,还没接下去,突然,一记洪亮的轰鸣声,自东方远远传递了过来。SitsMu Youran before Qin Lieandgateinroomis recorded the bellowto be startledsimultaneouslybythis, stoodas if by prior agreement, tobeing out of hospitaloutside.
坐在屋子里的秦烈和门前的沐悠然同时被这记轰鸣声惊到,不约而同的站了起来,冲出了院外。ThreedaysYan Residence, no, is not only Yan Residence, the entirefirst fullmooncitycaused a stir, the lowdarknight, the innumerableflamesshineone after another.
三更天的严府,不,不仅是严府,就连整个上元城都轰动了,低迷的暗夜,无数火光相继亮起。OutsideQin Lietobeing out of hospitaljumps, but under escapesintoin the air, eagle-eyedtechniquein additionholds, the Yuangodpsychic forcealsolets out.
冲出了院外的秦烈腾身而起遁入空中,鹰眼术加持之下,元神精神力同时放了出去。„What happened?”Qin Lieaskedloudly.
“发生什么事了?”秦烈大声问道。kingFuandChen Xiangzhongthrow over the clothingto runfrom the dwelling, has a head wet from the fog.
王福和陈相忠披着衣物从住处跑出来,满头雾水。Atthis time, resonantandanxiousdrinksreaching of far to nearfromYan Residence: „Qin Lie, Qin Lie, is not good, the Qin familyonreturning toBianJing the roadwas ambushedbyonegroup of thieves, casualtiesserious......”
就在这个时候,一个嘹亮而急切的喝声从严府门外由远及近的传进:“秦烈,秦烈,不好了,秦家人在回汴京的路上被一伙贼人伏击,伤亡惨重……”„What?”
“什么?”
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