TOTROI :: Volume #2

#177: Getting over an emotion


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Pen interest pavilion www.xbiquge.so, the quickest renewal treads the immortal river! 笔趣阁www.xbiquge.so,最快更新踏碎仙河! Benefactor, do you want to leave?” “恩公,您是要离开吗?” Received the faith token, lowering the head of Jin Nan lost, what the look revealed was a gratitude and be reluctant to part. 接过信物,靳南失落的低下了头,眼神流露出来的是一份感激、一份依依不舍。 Regarding Jin Nan, Qin Lie always holds a guilt, he helps Jin Nan twice, wants to feel at ease by oneself, could not say that the past matter, making him have the idea of making reparations. 对于靳南,秦烈始终抱有一份愧疚,他两次帮助靳南,也是想让自己心安一些,说不得当年的事,令他产生了赎罪的想法。 Qin Lie patted the shoulder of Jin Nan, asked: What's wrong? Doesn't want to ask me to leave?” 秦烈拍了拍靳南的肩膀,问道:“怎么了?不想让我走?” Jin Nan raised the head, 77 young fellows are moved to tears saying: Jin Nan was bound by a common destiny with the grandfather since childhood, five years of former grandfather died a tragic death, Jin Nan then recognized that the benefactor is the Jin Nan only family member, although the benefactor bestowed the standard to impart a skill past, left Jin Nan, but so idea Jin Nan has not changed, these year of adoptive father godmothers to me are also excellent, but I know, I do not belong to here, since that day that the benefactor presents, I belong to cultivation world, I have thought that and other benefactors came back in the village, when the benefactor came, I must leave with the benefactor, sees outside world together, holds weakly except, defends against injustice, this will be my Jin Nan this/should will do in the future. The matter, was the benefactor you round trip in a hurry, this time comes only said with me several words must leave, benefactor......” 靳南抬起头,十六七的大小伙子热泪盈眶道:“靳南自幼和爷爷相依为命,五年前爷爷惨死,靳南便认定恩公是靳南唯一的亲人,虽然恩公昔日赐典授艺,又离开了靳南,但这般想法靳南从来没有改变过,这些年干爹干娘对我也是极好,可是我知道,我不属于这里,自从恩公出现的那一天开始,我就属于修真界,我想过,就在村子里等恩公回来,等恩公来了,我要跟恩公离开,一起去见见外面的世界,除强扶弱、打抱不平,这才是我靳南日后该做的事,可是恩公您来去匆匆,此番现身只和我说了几句话又要离开,恩公……” Jin Nan is saying, splash knelt on the ground, cracked with the teeth continually three heads, Qin Lie wants to block has not blocked: Jin Nan, do you do?” 靳南说着,扑嗵一声跪在了地上,连嗑了三个头,秦烈想拦都没拦住:“靳南,你这是干什么?” Jin Nan said: Benefactor, you receive me for the disciple, Jin Nan once must deceive the benefactor to rescue, Jin Nan this life is your, now I grew up, I can the scholarship, serve to present about the benefactor in the future, do you look to be good?” 靳南道:“恩公,你收我为徒吧,靳南曾经得蒙恩公相救,靳南这条命就是您的,现在我长大了,我可以学艺,日后伺奉恩公左右,您看可好?” Originally this child has remembered the past benevolence. Qin Lie opens mouth, has desalinated to be cancelled in the guilty sentiment of innermost feelings. 原来这孩子一直记得当年的恩情。秦烈张了张嘴,已然淡化在内心的愧疚之情又被勾了回来。 Perhaps was the past matter buries in became a lump at heart, this child does not know to the present, was my Qin Lie directed Xiaonanzhuang the person of colored glaze mountain in the past, triggered that extremely tragic disaster. 也许是当年的事埋在了心里成为一个疙瘩,这孩子到现在都不知道,是我秦烈当年将琉璃山的人引到了小南庄,才引发了那场惨绝人寰的灾祸啊。 Qin Lie is smiling bitterly shaking the head, said: Jin Nan, you first get up.” 秦烈苦笑着摇了摇头,道:“靳南,你先起来。” Benefactor does not comply, Jin Nan.” Jin Nan firm shaking the head. “恩公不答应,靳南就不起。”靳南坚定的摇了摇头。 Qin Lie sighed, suddenly had to plant does not release not the quick feeling, if told the past matter to Jin Nan, how he does think? Can hate me? Oh, even if will hate, that is still the retribution that I should withstand, if can obtain forgiving of Jin Nan, as if can remove this worry. 秦烈叹了口气,突然有种不释不快之感,如果把当年的事告诉给靳南,他会怎么想?会不会恨我?唉,就算会恨,那也是我应该承受的报应,倘若能得到靳南的原谅,似乎可以去除这块心病吧。 Qin Lie is thinking, walked to hold to say Jin Nan in the past: Jin Nan, the benefactor must you tell that now some past matters, after you listen, decided that must continue to follow I, again how then do we do to plan?” 秦烈心想着,走过去将靳南扶了起来道:“靳南,现在恩公要跟你说一些当年的事,你听完之后再决定要不要继续跟着我,然后我们再作打算如何?” Past matter?” Jin Nan gawked. “当年的事?”靳南愣了一下。 Qin Lie nods, draws Jin Nan to arrive at the bridge of outskirts to chat, why later Qin Lie will present Xiaonanzhuang in the past, the disciple who then brings in the colored glaze mountain chases down, how to cause that disaster, from beginning to end said. 秦烈点了点头,拉着靳南走到村头的小桥边聊了起来,随后秦烈将当年自己为什么会出现小南庄,然后引来琉璃山的弟子追杀,怎样引起那场灾祸,原原本本的讲了一遍。 After saying, Qin Lie clearly saw that in the Jin Nan look fluctuated is shocking with amazement...... 讲完之后,秦烈分明看到靳南的神色中浮动着震撼与骇然…… How...... how...... I will think...... me like this......” “怎么……怎么会这样……我以为……我……” You have thought I was to pass by this place in the past am in a rage to help eliminate...... the Qin Lie corners of the mouth to exude a forced smile weakly strongly , these years concealment made Jin Nan think oneself were one rescues the difficult big hero, actually neglected the reason that past years presented. “你是不是一直以为我当年是路过此地一怒之下助弱除强……”秦烈嘴角泛起一丝苦笑,果然,这些年的隐瞒让靳南一直认为自己是一个解救劳苦的大英雄,却忽略了当年自己出现的原因。 Qin Lie sighed: Past years was I gives the villagers in Xiaonanzhuang to bring the fatal disaster, if said that the person of colored glaze mountain was hateful, I must shoulder the same responsibility for an offense, Jin Nan, these matters you had the right to know, had the right to hate me, you went back to think well, if you thought through, hated or forgives, tonight 11 p.m. to 1 a.m, can look for me to post- Shan Shulin. If you do not come, I then recognized that you no longer forgive me forever, henceforth in the future, your I will treat as do not recognize.” 秦烈叹了口气道:“当年是我给小南庄的村民带来了杀身之祸,倘若说琉璃山的人可恶,那我也要背负一样的罪责,靳南,这些事你有权知道,也有权恨我,你回去好好想想吧,如果你想通了,无论是恨还是原谅,今夜子时,都可以到后山树林里找我。如果你不来,我便认定你永远不再原谅我,从此往后,你我就当作不认得吧。” Qin Lie said heavyheartedly, no matter how also Jin Nan thinks, moves toward the back side of the mountain woods on foot. 秦烈忧心忡忡的说完,也不管靳南怎么想,徒步走向后山树林。 He is a simple man of decision, at this matter, for several years has taken to heart only, this is not the disposition, but is the instinct. 他原本是一个干脆果断的人,唯独在这件事上,几年来一直耿耿于怀,这不是脾性,而是天性。 The Qin Lie itself/Ben is instinct pure and good-hearted, hates the wicked as if they were personal enemies, the past matter in his got the brand mark, to become the shadow at heart, has been able hardly be removed. 秦烈本就是天性纯良、嫉恶如仇,偏偏当年的事在他的心里打上了烙印、成为了阴影,一直挥之不去。 This time he grasped principles the bottleneck, the worry except, absolutely was impossible to look for an opportunity to break through, happen to taking advantage of having a look at Jin Nan time, Qin Lie decided that the past secret feelings will say from beginning to end to the Jin Nan hear, he does not know that will be forgiven, but can throughout honest facing this matter, has the advantage to oneself. 此番他悟道到了瓶颈,心病不除,绝对不可能寻机突破,正好借着看看靳南的时候,秦烈才决定将当年的隐衷原原本本的说给靳南听,他不知道会不会得到谅解,但始终可以正直的面对此事,对自己也是有着好处的。 After arriving Shan Shulin, Qin Lie sits, the expiration and inspiration controlled one's breathing. 来到后山树林,秦烈席地而坐,吐纳调息了起来。 For two years progressing by leaps and bounds, let his cultivation base ten thousand li in a day, at this time he was stable is returning to original condition the greatly complete stage not to need to derive world spiritual energy accept for to use. 两年来的突飞猛进,本就让他的修为一日千里,此时他稳固在归真大圆满的阶段已经不需要汲取天地灵气纳为已用了。 His purple mansion has been full full, so long as does not run out of the last important pass, even if on the clothing/taking the panacea, practices for hundred years the millenniums, will not have any enhancement again. 他的紫府已然充盈饱满,只要不冲出最后一个关口,就算服上灵丹妙药、修行百年千年,也不会再有任何提高。 Cultivates true virtue the person, when meets the bottleneck is so Qin Lie not the slightest difference, therefore there is too many people are this stage a time becomes very worries, finds the way to look for an opportunity to break through everywhere, after all does not break through, will never have progressive again. 修真中人,一遇瓶颈皆是如此时的秦烈一般无二,所以有太多的人达到这个阶段的时候变得十分着急,到处想办法寻机突破,毕竟不突破,就永远不会再有进步。 Qin Lie this sat then to sit the night 11 p.m. to 1 a.m, hangs at present small village along with the night breeze cool extinguished the lights gradually, a quietness, making one have a satisfied tranquil feeling. 秦烈这一坐便坐到了深夜子时,垂目下的小村庄伴随着晚风的清凉渐渐熄了灯火,村里村外一片静谧,令人有种心安理得的平静之感。 The moon/month upper culmination, Qin Lie looked up the moonlight, 11 p.m. to 1 a.m has approached, Jin Nan had not appeared. 月上中天,秦烈抬头看了看月色,子时已然来临,靳南却一直没有出现。 Qin Lie sighed, thought: It seems like Jin Nan was very difficult to forgive me. He is thinking, holds sets out, then must be above mundane thoughts to go. 秦烈叹了口气,心想:看来靳南很难原谅我了。他想着,扶地起身,便要绝尘而去。 No matter Jin Nan does forgive, he has considered it the truth, the worry except, will be guilty many in the future, without said this matter, by the Qin Lie individuality, not only need shoulder a guilt in the future, meets the carrying/sustaining spiritless to oneself. Such must compared with the present falls heavily. 不管靳南原谅不原谅,他已经将实情告之,心病已除,日后不过是多了一份愧疚而已,倘若没有把这件事说出去,以秦烈的个性,不仅日后要背负着一份愧疚,更会承载着一份对自己而言的懦弱。那样要远比现在来的更加坠重。 But when Qin Lie is about to leave, suddenly the person's shadow moved sideways to plunder the woods together...... 可是就在秦烈正准备离开的时候,突然一道人影闪身掠进了树林…… Benefactor......” “恩公……” Jin Nan?” 靳南?” Flashing through that Qin Lie unexpected turning head, in the pupil can not help wipes the pleasant surprise. 秦烈意外的回过头,眸子里情不自禁的闪过一抹惊喜。 Benefactor walks slowly, I have thought through.” On the Jin Nan forehead is hanging beads of sweat, the body is also hitting a small package, looked wants with the rhythm that oneself leave. “恩公慢走,我已经想通了。”靳南额头上挂着点点汗珠,身上还打着一个小小的包裹,一看就是想跟自己离开的节奏。 Qin Lie asked: „Did you really think through? How do you think? Told me?” 秦烈问道:“你真的想通了?你怎么想的?告诉我?” Jin Nan hu-hu is panting for breath, wipes the sweat on forehead to say with the sleeve: I want to understand, the benefactor in the past was a dead end, has not thought colored glaze recluse dares to violate the Zhao regulation slaughter village, I should hate, was these method cruel butchers, but not rescued and benefactor from abyss of suffering Jin Nan the villagers to Xiaonanzhuang has revenged, this right and wrong black and white, if Jin Nan debated unclearly, Jin Nan was unfair to grandfather many years of raising and guidance , was also unfair to the loving care of adoptive father godmother, was unfair to the benefactor to bestow the benevolence that the standard imparted a skill, the benefactor, you not wrong, wrong was they......” 靳南呼哧呼哧的喘息着,用袖子擦着额头上的汗水道:“我想明白了,恩公当年不过是穷途末路,并没有想过琉璃山人的敢违背赵国律法屠村,我该恨的,是那些手段残忍的屠夫,而并非将靳南从水深火热中解救出来并给小南庄的村民报了仇的恩人,这点是非黑白,靳南如果辩不明,靳南就对不起爷爷多年的养育和教导,也对不起干爹干娘的爱护,更对不起恩公赐典授艺的恩情,恩公,你没有错,错的是他们……” The Qin Lie eye socket is red, is happy is sad, innermost feelings five senses Chen Za, Jin Nan is so sensible, he is very accidental/surprised, obtains forgiving of Jin Nan, is the advantage is more him, at this time Qin Lie got over an emotion, past guilty with also diverges. 秦烈眼圈红红的,是喜是悲,内心五味陈杂,靳南如此懂事,他很意外,得到靳南的原谅,于他而言更是好处多多,此时秦烈释怀了,当年的愧疚与随之散去。 Qin Lie walked to pat the shoulder of Jin Nan saying: Jin Nan, thank you, but I cannot lead you to leave.” 秦烈走过去拍了拍靳南的肩膀道:“靳南,谢谢你,不过我还是不能带你离开。” Why?” Jin Nan puzzled say/way. “为什么?”靳南不解道。 In the Qin Lie heart has to decide the idea saying: Our generation practices, most abstains to hobble, I lead you, if in the future will have the danger, I will not have the confidence to protect you to be safe, similarly, will whenever anything happens happen, believes that you will not easily abandon me to go, your me, will not be the good deed. However should not be anxious, since you plan to follow I, I will not leave like this, you walk along with me, I teach your some technique laws, after your skill becomes, but then go to wanderer cultivation world, you look to be good.” 秦烈心中已有定计道:“我辈修行,最忌讳身有牵绊,我带着你,日后如若发生危险,我没有信心能护你平安,同样的,一旦有什么事发生,相信你也不会轻易舍我而去,于你我而言,都不是什么好事。不过你别急,既然你打算跟着我,我也不会就这样离开,你随我走,我传授你一些术法,待你艺成之后,便可自己去闯荡修界,你看可好。” „Did benefactor you comply to teach me?” Jin Nan hears word is overjoyed, splash knelt on the ground cracks with the teeth three to say continually: Kind teacher on, be please done obeisance by disciple.” “恩公你答应教我了?”靳南闻言大喜过望,扑嗵一声跪在地上连嗑了三个头道:“恩师在上,请受徒儿一拜。” Acknowledging as teacher big ritual carelessly good, Qin Lie does not care about these over-detailed formalities, during the smiles said to Jin Nan: You leave like this, do Uncle Li and Aunt Li give up?” 拜师大礼草草行过,秦烈也不在乎这些繁文缛节,微笑间对靳南道:“你这样离开,李大叔和李大婶舍得吗?” The Jin Nan stand said: Naturally does not give up, but disciple has said with the adoptive father godmother was very clear, their parents also know that I do not remember here, therefore supports me very much.” 靳南站了起来道:“自然是舍不得的,不过徒儿已经和干爹干娘说的很清楚了,他们二老也知道我志不在此,所以很支持我。” Qin Lie sighed: Uncle Li and Aunt Li are the mortal, the parents have no children, regard you such as already, naturally thinks that you can become an immortal to obtain enlightenment and enjoy to prolong the life the endless longevity, this is they to your loving care, you must know the gratitude repayment.” 秦烈叹了口气:“李大叔和李大婶是凡人,二老无后,视你如已出,自然想你能成仙得道、享延年无尽之寿,这是他们对你的爱护,你要知道感激报答。” Jin Nan firm nod of said: „The graciousness of raising, Jin Nan remembers with eternal gratitude, never dares to forget, I thought that if some day I can cultivate/repair cultivation base like kind teacher, certainly will come back to accompany their parents, the adoptive father godmother was old, is unable to practice, I took care of parents to them, afterward sought my say/way way.” 靳南坚定的点了点头道:“养育之恩,靳南铭心刻骨,永不敢忘,我想好了,如果有一天我能修得像恩师这样的修为,一定会回来陪伴他们二老,干爹干娘年岁大,无法修行,我就给他们养老送终,事后再寻我的道途。” Qin Lie applause looked at Jin Nan one saying: You can have this heart , the parents do not nurture your five years of Spring and Autumn Period in vain, good, follows me.” 秦烈赞许的看了靳南一眼道:“你能有这份心,也不枉二老育你五载春秋,好,跟我走吧。” Then, two people also set out, goes toward the Mt. Niutoushan direction line. 说罢,二人同时起身,朝着牛头山方向行去。 As the matter stands, is planned had a look at Jin Nan to seek for Qin Lie that the turning point broke through to return to Mt. Niutoushan again, teaches method that Jin Nan immortal cultivation to ask. 这样一来,原本是打算看看靳南再去寻找契机突破的秦烈又回到了牛头山,传授靳南修仙问道的法门。 Cultivated true virtue person all behavior actions along with the nature, Qin Lie changes the idea temporarily also because of the Jin Nan that fierce young child's heart. 修真中人一切行为举动本就随性,秦烈临时改变了想法也是因为靳南那颗烈烈的稚子之心。 The worry except, Qin Lie had decided trains simply Jin Nan, how at least teaches him to ask, how teaches him to cultivate the behavior, is thinking after Jin Nan cultivation base promotes leaves to the returning to original condition period , Jin Nan also has the skill of maintaining life. 心病已除,秦烈索性决定把靳南培养起来,至少教他如何问道,教他如何做人,想着把靳南修为提升到归真期以后再离开,如此靳南也有保命的本事。 The priest and disciple returned to the cave mansion in Mt. Niutoushan, Qin Lie to start their ability to give as much support as possible. 师徒二人回到了牛头山的洞府,秦烈开始将自己的一身本领倾囊相授。 Actually by the Qin Lie present ability, which to can receive one group of disciples and followers, but he does not have that leisurely mood, but also wants to make great strides forward to farther immortal way, teaching the Jin Nan technique law is the matter that he has not expected himself to do only, naturally, through the Jin Nan incident, Qin Lie also got over an emotion thoroughly, «Immortal Demon that therefore he is unable to cultivate except for Jin Nan Changes» and «Hair ornament Blue Demon after» outside all skills, taught to Jin Nan completely. 其实以秦烈现在的本领,到哪都能收到一堆的徒子徒孙,只不过他没那份闲心,还想向更远的仙途上去迈进,传授靳南术法是他唯一没有料到自己会做的事,当然,通过靳南一事,秦烈也彻底释怀了,于是他将除了靳南无法修炼的《仙魔变》和《珈蓝魔经》以外的所有本事,全部传授给了靳南
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